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plasticfangtastic · 9 months

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American Royalty. Ch. 6

A Homelander x F!Reader and Dadlander fanfic

A/N: sorry for the wait lads, sadly I've had to put my other fic on hiatus (bcuz am overwhelmed irl from work and writing) but bcuz of that I'll be able to post this with more frequency. If you're interested in being in the taglist plz drop a comment with a request! Thanks to everybody who reads this work, you guys are awesome! also my masterlist doesn't have anymore space so I'll be making a list for this series soon, here's the previous chapter:

Tags: mild gore, angst, slow burn, fluff, oc characther, child neglect, dadlander, romance, toxic relationship.

Chapter Six

Loaded weapon.

Heavy puddles splashed all accross the floor under hundreds of steps, people panicked and yelled in fear as water burst in violent streams and the foundation of the wall eager to crumble. The dog had lost its professional cool barking madly as his owner tried to leave fast enough. Water pushing people and bodies crashing against the ground, Homelander was the first to notice the strain on her face as she tried to contain another sneeze, he looked at the mutt.

“GET THAT FUCKING RAT AWAY FROM HERE!!” He screamed, his eyes a bright red as he puffed his chest, the woman panicked picking her dog in a single swoop rushing out, splashing loudy and crying.

Behind him Helena held the flood, her arms held before her, creating a thick translucennt blue lit wall separating the thousands of gallons and the room, her body pushed back but she kept pushing forward, glass, debris and fish floating in front of her, the wall rippling around individual points, her face ready to sneeze, she was hurting, growing hot and red.

“Stop that! I'll get you out of here! Ryan!” He looks around trying to find his son in the diminishing crowd.

“The fishies!! I won’t kill the fishies!!” She cried.

“Fuck!” He cursed deciding between picking her by force and letting the chaos worsen or allowing her to continue– Y/N get Ryan, I’ll evacuate these people… can’t fucking believe I have to call Deep!!” He looked at Helena then back at you as you ran fidgeting with your bag– can… can she?”

You ignored him, splashing past him with a prescription blister.

“Is okay Helena, baby… open your mouth.”

She swallowed dried.

“She can hold it! Now do your hero shit!” You shouted at him.

The police and Vought came down, your schedule had been overridden and made irrelevant but you were glad both kids were okay, you both stayed there until the aquarium’s staff and the Deep had taken care of the fish as Helena refused to let the surviving fishes get injured, Homelander had been left in awe watching her eyes blinked a dozen shades of blue as she built stairs out of her own psionic wall for the rescuers to work with ease, getting an idea of how her powers functioned.

Smaller fishes and debri floated under the stairs, she adjusted the height of the wall to let people in, modifying for every request the teams had, as specialist vacuums pumped the water out, the outside was so loud with news vans, police and fire department doing their work, but she never broke concentration.

He had forced Deep to reassure her that the fishes were okay and weren’t angry at her, and Kevin wasn’t stupid enough to question anything about what was happening, he looked at the little girl and talked to her, turning to his freshwater friends to exchanged messages as the girl was filled with guilt and remorse, trying not to cry as to not lose her concentration.

Homelander felt prideful as he watched her work, until the moon was out and she could finally rest.

She passed out the moment the wall came down, after most of the water had been drained, she dropped instantly– Homelander caught her, his sight softening as he lifted her closely.

Ryan watched him with confusion as he carried this stranger in one arm so carefully, tucking her head into the crook of his neck, letting his chin drop against her head, to catch a whiff of her coconut shampoo.

“Is she alright?” Ryan asked, pushing her draping arm towards her stomach.

“I don’t know.” He looked at you, not wanting to hand her back– care to explain.”

“She must’ve turned off her radar… Helena is severely allergic to dogs. She can sneeze no problem” You lifted her sleeves not caring about how close you were to Homelander, her arm was covered in old darkened spots, from years of scratching, fresh hives and red streaks had settled even with the medication– but she can’t be around dogs… thank god she didn’t have an asthma attack.”

You stroke her hair checking for hives, around her neck.

“That’s why I couldn’t stay at friends for long…” You took her from him, he tried not to protest as you tore him apart– her babysitter had a mini poodle… and that was fine even if it gave her hives from time to time… she was getting better… it's my fault I didn’t check if she took her meds today.”

Homelander absorbed the information.

Some fish died and hundreds of thousands of dollars in damages had been incurred but Vought would covered it all, his only nuisance was Ashley that had come down to the scene, she tucked her chin down as she approached him wearily, she had never expected to get such a call from Homelander earlier in the day, making her panic that this had been serious and maybe news worthy.

Seeing him in human clothes was a first, he didn’t look any more approachable than before, Homelander looked at her with annoyance demanding her to ‘spit it out already’ without words.

“Everything is under control as you asked! The aquarium holds no ill-will, and Deep has reassured me… multiple times.” She signed– minimal fish lives were lost and all the fish are not holding any grudges. There’s just one probl—

“What!!?” he yelled.

“The kid!” she jumped trying to hide behind thin air– We… for insurance purposes we need her information.”

Ashley gave you and Homelander a second look, looking at his display of stealth wealth, at Ryan and the ketchup stain on his collar, at your tired look, how severely underdressed compared to him yet still trying to look stylish in your turtleneck, skinny jeans and indoor sneakers then finally at the little girl whom he had made such strange demands for, that her mouth made an ‘O’ shape.

This was a date.

A date she was interrupting.

“You know what, sir. I’ll handle it all… you can just go and escort these civilians, we can talk about the details tomorrow when everything has calmed down.” She said knowing that a migraine was incoming– is that okay?”

She looked at you instead, trying to decipher who you were.

“I work for Homelander. Am one of his personal cooks… all my contact information– you blurted.

You looked down holding Helena tightly.

“Is okay darling! Just swing by when you come back from work and we can do all the ugly paperwork then. Is that okay?” If she squinted any harder she might go blind as she interrupted you, she smiled stroking your shoulder– just make sure this little bundle is feeling better in the morning. You know where my office is?”

“Yes, Ms. Barrett… I don’t have to go to HR? or CM?” Your cheeks reddened, yet feeling somewhat relieved.

She gives Homelander a nervous look then back at you with plastic confidence.

“Is fine! We deal with so many little kids… lots of parents have gone thru the same thing.”

“I broke Ashley’s door the other week,” said Ryan nervously.

She nodded with half closed eyes, already stroking the kid’s hair to reassure him it was fine.

“Go get some rest, will you– am just gonna go over there and see what the Deep’s doing”

She could really speed up in those heels, not wanting to persue this any further just glad everything seemed fine.

You expected to part from him at this point, but he escorted you back to your car. His excuse was to keep the reporter or police from harassing you. The long walk was filled with awkward silence, interrupted by Ryan here and there who realized that he could never quite get that dog, if Helena was around.

The kid wasn’t stupid, he had catched his father kissing you earlier, nervous to ask the little girl if she knew what was taking place behind them, and even if he hadn’t he could see in the way he looked at you– that there was something different about you, and in the way he clung to her that made a knot in his throat grow bigger.

Ashley stared at her computer screen as other members of Crisis Management delivered the news, Analytics had removed the videos but they were still circulating, Homelander couldn’t catch a break as he sat in Ashley’s couch looking at the scene, some chump had been recording his trip when it all took place, the accidental power release and Homelander’s violent outburst. It was all too fresh since the sham trial, even if he had left the courtroom with clean hands, there were people waiting for bones to tear him apart, especially when nobody understood why he had lost his cool and nearly lasered down an emotional support dog.

“She’s severely allergic… takes arbinoxa and clarinex for it, even gets asthma on the worse times.” He rested his eyes under his glove, he had skipped sleep and gotten her medical files instead– she couldn’t control her powers– fuck I might need to get her immunotheraphy…” He mumbled.

Homelander had spent the night researching how to help her, reading countless websites and pestering the lab rats downstairs for information. He could in theory provide Helena with help but her skin proved problematic.

“Y’all get the fuck out I need to speak to this idiot!” He hit his arm rest.

The team left without question, Ashley crying after them internally as she foound herself in the same room with a predator.

“Everything okay? The videos we can–

“Tell the media that it was a fucking allergic reaction, keep her ‘anonymous’ understand!! I don’t want anybody knowing who the fuck she is” He snapped– It was an accident!”

He stood up heading straight for her shiny new desk.

“... Helena L/N is my daughter. You know our little issue downstairs in the writer’s room?” She nodded absentmindedly trying to process his revelation– I want her mother to pretend to be Ryan’s… they are both siblings so it's an easy sell.”

“She looks nothing like you.” Ashley’s voice was so low it was barely a peep.

“She’s mine… I triple checked… we can just say genetics are weird– god I already had this conversation! I just need to smooth some things here and there, but she cannot get in trouble! Not my daughter!-- and if the people wanna guess why I reacted like that… well tell them that that fucking mutt being there could’ve hurt people! There were tanks all around us...” Homelander sat across from her, his whole body exhausted a rare sight admittedly, somethign that intrigued Ashley– give that to the team but keep it on a waterproof seal, capiche?”

Ashley bit her lips nervously as she began to process his revelations, this was the odd 2nd penny she received from Homelander, already wondering if this promiscuous bastard had more children spread around, she made a mental note to double check any surviving laids to make sure Vought wouldn’t be hit with an embarrassing child support suit out of the blue.

“And the mom…?” She looked at her notes– Y/N is she going to be a problem?”

“Look at you all serious.” Her sober expression gained some color, she might now sit higher on the ladder but he was still top dog, maybe it was the brand new plaque on her door or the view on 82 giving her attitude but she was no Edgar or Stillwell– careful with that tone.”

Ryan was a sweet boy, she had grown fond of him, the boy was as if all of his father’s humanity had been spat out and condensed into one innocent child, she had grown to like being called ‘miss Ashley’ and ‘auntie’– she was also aware that the kid had kept her alive on the occasion without noticing… so all those good things came with a price and that was that Homelander now had nothing left to give to mortals like her. She stiffen her back as her skin grew blotchy.

“I’ll have a team do a background check just to be cautious… I’m sure she’ll be a team player.” She forces a confident expression– she looks perfect for the role.”

He got up with a grin.

You headed downstairs to pick up your kid, as Ashley had promised nothing big had come out of it, you were given a business card and a registration application package-- you had missed a lot of paperwork by skirting on the edge of their radars, it seems. You walked mindlessly, your back aching and your feet sore, you couldn’t wait to get takeout and have some mocktails with your kid, when you were spotted.

A man you had never seen before pulled your shoulder gently, he had the nicest shoes you ever seen, you looked at his clothes and it was all sharp and smart casual and probably expensive.

“Hi. You must be Helena’s mom, right?” he asked far too casually to not feel threatening– I'm Nigel, Elmo’s dad.”

You turned pale.

“Nice to meet you… I’m Y/N… our kids are friends!" Your voice slightly shaky-- Sorry I didn’t introduce myself earlier!” You stretched your hand, forcing the best customer service voice you could muster– how may I help you?”

“Well… my little prince is finally showing interest in being a supe and he drew this yesterday” He took a folded drawing from his jacket– It seems our kids are making big plans together. I work in hero management so if this is something you’re interested in, give me a call.”

He wasn’t actually pleased, he sounded as if Helena had thwarted some grand vision– at least this wasn’t about your kids' numerous crimes together, with yours as the mastermind.

You took the page seeing a crude drawing of a little asian boy and what you assumed was Helena, their names drawn in crayon “Phantasma and Poltergeist” wearing matching black, white and red suits, your daughter in a mostly black-red suit with red gloves and boots and him in the white-red suit with black gloves and boots. It was crude but you could see the vision.

“We had some names but… it's catchy” He said mildly annoyed– your daughter is very cute, they could make a great tag-team, there is actually not that much competition at the moment.”

“I’ll talk to her and see what she wants but I can take your business card… I actually don’t have a caseworker for Helena, we weren’t really going to pursue this but she seems to be warming up to the idea.”

“Your husband wasn’t down for it?” He seemed to want to coax information out of you.

“I am single… it's complicated.” He cringed but joined you as you walked towards the daycare entrance– Is it expensive to make a suit?”

He spoke to you of the basics, of the initial investment costs, and the importance of design and branding, he was over the moon that Elmo understood color theory. He told you about how he and his husband Sven adopted Elmo from Korea when he was five months old and you told him how you been a single mom since the start. You both shared bite-sized throwaway stories of dealing with kids with powers and all the broken stuff one had to clean up over the years.

The usually manic carer looked at you with horror as she spoke with two security officers with tears in her eyes, as you opened the doors.

“What did she do now?” You said already drained, already preparing yourself for asking Homelander to help you keep her in OSCH.

“Are you Mr. Cripple and Ms. L/N?” Asked the security officer– "you need to come with us.”

You both panicked but the people gave you no answers, as you were forcible escourted to an area that only Nigel seemed to be familiar with, the thick cement walls of the lower floors made you more than uneasy, even the air tasted stale, both of your kids had been locked in 42D, had those guns not been loaded you would’ve made a scene.

A man neither of you had met before, awaited you in a separate room– A prison cell with a unwelcoming little set-up.

The man looked up from his files offering you both to sit, obeying purely out of fear without protest or sound.

“Ms. L/N how much do you think a vial of compound V cost?” he asked with a menacing tone.

You looked at Nigel who had no reply.

“Did my daughter do something…?”

“She did something indeed” The man in his serious black clothes who was probably one of the heads of security played you both normal and thermal camera CCTV footage, they didn’t look to be in the room at first until the filter was on, she kept to the corner and only moved to touch stuff after making them invisible.

You could see Helena scribbling on a notepad while fidgeting with the hi-tech equipment in the meantime Elmo sat keeping eye out or just bored out of his mind, exploiting his powers to go in and out at random hours during her care times, the footage compilations of at least one week’s worth of this nonsense.

The scene culminating with her taking a whole dozen bottles.

“You think my daughter is selling V in the playground!?” You shouted.

“My son has nothing to do with that miscreant!”

“I will have to agree. I doubt he knows what’s happening” You squeezed your fist– I understand she’s done something wrong, but did you just put my seven year old and her friend in jail!?”

“Your daughter is a super. We are just taking the necessary precautions.” He defended his actions.

“My daughter could break out of that cell and she choses not to… you are overreacting!” Your nails dig into your skin, your legs jittery.

“I would argue that makes her more dangerous…” The man looked serious– We are waiting for some people from legal–

The door was ripped apart from its hinges, scrunched and folded, as he tried to speak.

You jumped under the table.

Homelander stood in the wreckage, concrete dust covering his hair and like thunder in a storm his eyes glowed violently like lighting, he lifted his hand and demanded the man’s attention with a wag of his finger, the man stumbled out of his seat as you and Nigel cowered inside.

There was no screaming, just an unbearable silence and faraway steps approaching-- then the sound of a skipping pebble echoing across the hall.

“Congratulations on the promotion, wank stain” Homelander spoke to one of the men that had come– you better pray that my Helena doesn’t have a single scratch.” He growled quite literally growled.

You emerged from beneath, taking meek weary steps towards the exit.

You were on the other side of those eyes, your chest palpitating, your skin tight, it felt as if you could be suffocating on clean air.

As you saw the rage in his face, a part of you that had been left abandoned clench, to see him irate on your behalf, for him to have hurt somebody for your child, it made you blush.

Just how fucked up were you? You shouldn’t find him handsome as he licked a callous splatter of blood off his lip.

But there he was looking at you with those piercing eyes, that you remembered he never was anything but a beautiful and untouchable beast you once tamed.

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serennedyweek2024 · 6 months

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themirokai · 1 month

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I'm posting the stories of my Mystrade spy series, His Professional Capacity, to tumblr in anticipation of posting the first new installment in three years.

The first three installments are here, here, and here.

But this is the one you actually need to read before the new one, because this is where I introduce my OCs.

When I was writing Spy Wedding (which isn't part of the series, but you may enjoy) I had this idea that Mycroft would have a soft spot for younger people who are brilliant but troubled, and when you took away all of the emotional family baggage with Sherlock, that could lead to some quite nice relationships. So, in this universe, Mycroft has work kids. One of them, who is introduced here and will be returning in the new story, ended up being incredibly popular with my readers. I hope you enjoy:

Protégé

Mycroft and Greg's date gets interrupted. Greg encounters one of Mycroft's protégés.

Tags: Action/Adventure, Assassins, Spies, Mycroft's job, BAMF Mycroft Holmes, Mycroft is a softie, Inappropriate flirting

~3,695 words, minor tweaks from the version on AO3.

Note: This takes place about 6 months after The Dangerous Parts and refers to events from that story, but that's not required reading. You just need to know that Mycroft is still recovering from a broken femur here.

Read it below or on AO3.

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Mycroft had decided that Greg in summer was one of his favorite things to look at. The light dress shirt with sleeves rolled up to his elbows, showing the strong forearms. The healthy glow of his skin, the way he held his highball glass, licked his fingers after he squeezed the lime wedge into his gin and tonic.

Mycroft was enjoying the view at a small restaurant where he and Greg had placed their dinner orders. Their opportunities to go out to eat since Mycroft’s “car accident” nearly 6 months ago had been severely limited. First there was Mycroft’s reluctance to navigate any space besides his home and the office when he was still in the full leg cast, and then the brace, combined with the onslaught of issues to catch up on when he was back to work full time. But now he was walking fairly steadily with just a cane, the pain was tolerable compared to what it had been, and he and Anthea had managed to keep this evening and the upcoming weekend free.

Greg finished describing a goal he had scored at the match his recreational football team had played the previous evening. Mycroft had encouraged him to return to the team several months ago, after Greg had given up the flat that he hadn’t been to in months and officially moved in with Mycroft. The exercise, the time spent with friendly acquaintances, the fresh air, and - most importantly - something out of the house that was just his, were all clearly good for Greg. “It sounds very exciting,” Mycroft replied to the story, “perhaps I shall come watch...” he trailed off.

“Aw, it’s not really fit for spectators, darling, besides if you were there I’d spend all my time looking at you instead of playing.”

But Mycroft’s attention had been taken by his driver entering the restaurant. Oh no. Greg must have observed his changed expression because he turned to follow Mycroft’s gaze.

“Is that Lucy?” he asked. As Mycroft watched, the driver turned to look over her shoulder, and her jacket moved to give a glimpse of the gun from the car’s hidden compartment tucked into her waistband. Oh, this was bad. “Gregory,” he said quietly, “we may not be able to have dinner after all. … What is it, Simmons?” Mycroft asked, keeping his voice calm as the driver approached.

“I’m sorry, sir, but we’ve got to go,” Simmons replied. “Romer and Vaden clocked a couple suspicious blokes as you were coming in here and when they ran facial recognition it turns out they’re affiliated with-” her eyes slid sideways to Greg and she cleared her throat, “people who are not fans of yours, sir. Romer and Vaden went after them but lost them. Backup’s coming but we need to get you out of the open.”

Mycroft grimaced. “I’m sorry, Gregory.”

Greg was already on his feet and reaching for Mycroft. “None of that. Come on, let’s get you home.”

“Office, I’m afraid,” Simmons said as Mycroft gathered the cane and let Greg help him to his feet. “A team will have to fully secure the house before you go back to it. Right now the top priority is getting you to safety, bringing those two in, and making sure they didn’t have more friends.”

Mycroft winced a bit with his first step and kept hold of Greg’s arm as they moved off between the tables.

“Got an extra gun, Lucy?” Greg asked Simmons quietly. “I’m not carrying.”

“In the car,” she replied. “Under the back seat. Mr. Holmes can show you.”

Greg positioned himself so that Mycroft was between him and Simmons as they reached the door.

“Gregory,” Mycroft said, “you are the civilian in this situation, you don’t -“

Greg shook his head. “‘M not a civilian, darling, I’m an officer of the law and you’ve got a bum leg. Stay between me ‘n Lucy, alright?”

“The car’s just at the kerb, sir. You and Lestrade get straight in while I go to the front.”

Mycroft took a breath and nodded. Simmons paused, looking around through the glass of the door, then pushed it open.

Just as they stepped onto the pavement two figures came tumbling out of an alley ten feet away, struggling with each other. Mycroft caught a glimpse of a young face framed by shaggy brown hair and his heart sank. Romer.

Simmons cursed and grabbed Mycroft’s arm, putting herself between him and the men. The unexpected motion made Mycroft stumble and he grabbed for Greg, who caught him easily.

BANG!

Oh god! “Romer!”

BANG! BANG!

Greg was shoving him bodily into the car, his previously injured thigh slamming painfully onto the seat and making him see stars. Then Greg was diving in after him and Simmons was in the front, peeling out with a screech of rubber.

“Romer!” Mycroft gasped, “Is Romer alright? Was he shot?”

Greg was opening Mycroft’s jacket, running his hands over the waistcoat and his arms. “Are you alright, Myc? The fucker was shooting at you!”

“I’m - I’m fine. I wasn’t shot.” Greg continued feeling him all over. “Gregory,” he snapped. “I was not injured. I’m fine.”

Greg finally sat back, only to be knocked back onto Mycroft as Simmons took a sharp turn. They both righted themselves and put their seatbelts on.

“Simmons, are you alright?”

“Fine, sir!”

“Are you on coms? Can you hear Romer?”

“Yes, sir. I’m not sure what’s going on though. I think he’s fighting.”

“Give me your earpiece, Simmons.”

“Mycroft, let her drive,” Greg put in.

“Simmons,” Mycroft said, ignoring his partner, “your earpiece. Now.”

Without taking her eyes off the road Simmons ripped the com link out of her ear and tossed it in the back seat. Mycroft quickly wiped it on his pants then put it in his ear. He immediately heard panting breaths. “Romer … Peter, are you alright?”

“M-Mr. Holmes?” The thick Scottish accent was a balm to Mycroft’s soul. “Sir? That you? Ya weren’t shot were ya? I’m so sorry, Mr. Holmes, he never shoulda got that close.”

“It’s me, Peter, I’m fine, he missed. You’ve nothing to apologize for.”

The young man laughed and raised his voice. “Ya hear that you cocksucking motherfucking wanker?! Ya missed him ya mafia piece of shite!! Yeah what’re your Cossack big brother bosses gonna say to that ya fucker? Oh wait, you’ll never know cos you’ll spend the rest of your life rotting in a British prison. Oi!” A sharp intake of breath.

“Peter!” Mycroft cried.

“S-sorry, sir. Bit of … bit of a knife fight going on here. Aaarrgh. I- uh- I may need some stitches, sir.”

Before Mycroft could reply a female voice cut in. “This is Ahmad. I’m one minute out from Romer’s position. I have backup.”

Oh thank god. Mycroft kept his voice sharp. “I want to see you both in my office, in one piece, tonight. That is an order. Am I understood?” Both agents gave affirmative answers and Mycroft knew better than to listen to the subsequent fight. “Holmes out.” He removed the earpiece and handed it back to Simmons, then collapsed back into the seat, closing his eyes.

Romer was injured. He’s a field agent, these things happen. Romer was injured protecting me. He was apprehending a foreign national who had committed assault and attempted murder. He was only in this situation because I recruited him. If I hadn’t recruited him he would probably be dead of an overdose by now or, best case, still living on the streets of Edinburgh. He volunteered for my security detail. … Ahmad is in jeopardy now too. Ahmad said she had backup. They are both skilled agents and together they can easily take down one thug, especially with backup. If it is just one thug. They have backup.

The car stopped and Mycroft opened his eyes to see that they were in the underground parking structure of his office. Greg gave his hand a quick squeeze, then got out and came around to help him out of the car. Simmons was standing by the open driver side door.

“Good work today and good driving, Simmons.” Mycroft squeezed her shoulder.

“Thank you, sir. I’ll coordinate with the team securing the house and let Anthea know when it’s alright to leave.”

“Thank you, Simmons.”

Mycroft took Greg’s arm and proceeded into the building. “Damnit,” he muttered as they got onto the lift.

“What is it?” Greg asked.

“I didn't get a status on Vaden. I was so distracted by Romer.” Mycroft shook his head at himself in disgust. “I shouldn't have favorites,” he chided.

“To be fair, the one you see grappling with a bad guy with a gun is pretty distracting,” Greg reasoned. “I’m sure you’ll be able to get a full update once we’re upstairs.”

And in fact Anthea was waiting as soon as they exited the elevator. Though she was wearing a normal professional dress and blazer, her hair was up and she was wearing glasses, not contact lenses. Clearly she had gone home shortly after he had left for the day, only to be called back. Her gaze swept over him quickly and a flicker of relief showed on her face.

“Sir. Glad you’re alright.”

“Thank you, Anthea. Bring me up to speed please.”

“Vaden and the team that went to back him up have already brought their target in. Romer, Ahmad, and their team should be back shortly with their target. Romer is injured. Ahmad thinks the doctor can handle it so I’ve asked the doctor to report here. A team is at your house now, securing it, but the preference is for you to stay here at least until we have a better sense whether the two that were caught were the only ones. Parnell is running point on that operation and will cover interrogating the targets. We’ll also need to reassign someone to cover Romer’s spot on your detail. Vaden should be fine to stick with you.”

Mycroft felt his grip on Greg’s arm and the cane tighten as a wave of fatigue washed over him. He sighed. “Alright. It was the Solntsevskaya Bratva?”

Anthea glanced at Greg.

“His clearance is high enough now,” Mycroft said.

“It is?” Greg’s voice lifted in surprise.

“I had your clearance raised when you moved in with me,” Mycroft explained. “In the event something like this happened.”

“We believe it’s Solntsevskaya, sir,” Anthea said. “Both the assassins are affiliated with them.”

Mycroft nodded. “You’ll keep me apprised of any updates, of course, and send Romer and Ahmad in as soon as they get here.”

“Yes, sir.”

Mycroft and Greg entered the large, beautifully appointed office and Greg shut the door behind him. “You’re shaking, love.”

Mycroft steered them over to the couch. “I’m tired. My leg hurts. And I know if Ahmad didn’t think Romer needed the hospital then he’ll be fine, but -” Mycroft grunted as he lowered himself down to the couch and started trying to massage away the pain in his thigh, “I just worry about him. He’s barely more than a child, Gregory.”

“Can I get you a drink?” Greg asked.

Mycroft nodded. “Please.”

Greg headed over to the drinks cart. “Romer is one of your proteges?”

“I recruited him. Off the street, no less.”

Greg returned with two tumblers of Scotch, handed one to Mycroft and sat beside him. “How did that happen?”

“Thank you.” Mycroft took a sip. “When he was sixteen Peter’s parents turned him out of their home upon finding him in the arms of another boy. He ended up living rough in Edinburgh, mostly picking pockets and shoplifting to survive. About five years ago, two of my field agents were conducting an operation there, when they realized this homeless teenager kept showing up everywhere they were. Thinking he was working for the other side, they pulled him in but it turned out that he just noticed them following someone so he decided to follow them. This half-starved, occasionally stoned, untrained boy was managing to tail experienced agents. When I arrived at the conclusion of the operation, they brought him to meet me, and I could see he was special. I arranged for him to finish secondary school and go to university. He completed university in two years and came to work here.”

“You care about him,” Greg said quietly.

Mycroft nodded, taking another sip of Scotch. “Peter’s instinct for the work is incredible and he’s blazingly brilliant. He needs more training and we’re working on self-discipline, but he will be an invaluable agent some day.” He sighed. “And yes, I care about him. Very much.”

Greg moved a little closer and placed his hand on the back of Mycroft’s neck, starting to massage the tense muscles. Mycroft sighed and leaned into the touch. “Thank you.”

“Can I ask a question about… this evening?”

Mycroft chuckled without humor. “After I’ve put your life in danger and am keeping you from your home? Yes, I’d say you deserve some answers, Gregory.”

Greg frowned. “You didn’t put my life in danger, darling. Those assassins did.”

“You easily could have caught a stray bullet when I was being shot at. And now that you live with me and are seen in the open with me, there’s the possibility that someone will think to use you to get to me.”

Greg took Mycroft’s hand in both of his own and gently kissed each finger. “I’ve known that was a possibility since our third date, darling. I don’t care. You’ve got a dangerous job. I’ve got a dangerous job. Life is short and could be even shorter for both of us. I love you. I want to be with you. Even if that means dodging bullets now and again.”

Mycroft caressed Greg’s cheek then leaned in to kiss him. The scotch on their breath mingled together with the scents of their colognes. When the kiss ended Mycroft rested his forehead against Greg’s. “I love you so much, Gregory.”

“More than words can say, darling.” Greg planted a light kiss on Mycroft’s lips and sat back with a chuckle. “I still get a kick out of you referring to the house as my home.”

“It is your home, my love. As long as you’re willing to occasionally be kept from it by a security team sweeping it for hidden assassins.”

“The smallest of prices to pay.” Greg sipped his drink. “Who did you say it was? Solo Sky Bravo something?”

Mycroft chuckled. “Solntsevskaya Bratva. A part of the Russian mafia.”

“Is my clearance now high enough to ask why Sol… part of the Russian mafia is trying to kill you?”

Mycroft was torn, briefly, between an innate impulse for modesty and the desire for Greg to have a clear view of the danger. “Some years ago I was responsible for shutting down their operation in the UK.” Mycroft leaned back into the couch, closing his eyes. “Destroyed rather a lot of their infrastructure.” A small smirk crossed his lips with the memory. “That they are sending people after me now may be because they want revenge, but it is more likely that they see me as an obstacle to rebuilding here.”

Anthea’s voice came over the intercom. “Mr. Holmes, Ahmad and Romer are here, as is the doctor. May I send them in?”

Mycroft pushed the button beside him to respond. “Yes, Anthea, thank you.” He gathered the cane and used it to push himself to his feet with a grimace.

The door opened and Ahmad and Romer staggered in, Romer’s arm over Ahmad’s shoulders and Ahmad’s arm wrapped around Romer’s back. Mycroft started forward, his breath hissing through his teeth. “Peter.”

Romer squinted at him through one eye, the other swollen shut. “Sir? You’re really alright? He really missed you?”

Mycroft crossed the rest of the way to them and cupped the back of Romer’s head. “I’m fine, Peter. He could hardly get a clean shot with you on top of him. You weren’t so lucky, my boy.”

“I’ll be fine, sir. Doctor’ll stitch me up in no time. Nothing to worry about. And he looks much worse.” Romer looked up at Mycroft, his good eye shining with earnest intensity as the words tumbled out of him in a rush. “Sir, I’m so sorry! My first week back on your detail and I let him get that close. It never should have happened, sir! We shouldn’t have lost them! Especially when you’re still recovering from-”

“Peter,” Mycroft cut him off quickly, “that’s enough. You and Vaden did everything right. You identified the threat, you gave me ample warning, I got to safety without being injured, and you brought the targets in. I’m only unhappy that you were injured in the process.”

Romer looked down, a blush starting to show around the bruising on his face. “I’ll be alright, sir.”

Mycroft turned to the woman still supporting Romer. “Ahmad? Were you hurt?”

“Nah, sir. I came in armed, unlike this idiot.”

“He got my gun away from me!” Romer protested. “I got his away from him too, and I still had my knives!”

Mycroft stepped back and gestured to the doctor waiting in the doorway. “Let’s get you seen to, Romer.”

Ahmad transferred Romer’s weight to the doctor and stepped back. “Sir, I believe Parnell is going to start the interrogations soon. Alright for me to join him?”

“Yes, Ahmad, thank you. Please tell Parnell that I will speak to both of our guests in the morning and I would like them in a condition that they will be able to hear and understand what I have to say.”

Ahmad smirked. “Yes, sir.” She drew herself to attention for a moment and gave him a curt nod, then left.

Mycroft stepped out of the way for the doctor to help Romer to the couch. As he moved, Romer was able to see Greg for the first time since entering. The young agent’s face immediately brightened. “Ah, Silver Fox is here! Hullo, Silver Fox!”

Greg gave a good natured chuckle. “Nice to meet you, Mr. Romer, instead of seeing you out the window or across the street.”

Romer squeezed his eyes shut and groaned a little as the doctor helped him lower himself onto the couch. “You’re even better looking up close than you are through a lens, Silver Fox,” he said breathily.

“Romer.” The warning in Mycroft’s voice was tempered by the smile he was barely managing to conceal.

“Sir, it’s not my fault you’ve taken up with someone this gorgeous.” Romer grinned.

“Remove your shirt, Mr. Romer, let’s look at that slice you’ve got,” the doctor instructed.

“Oh, gladly,” Romer flashed a wink at Greg. When the bloody shirt was removed, Romer was revealed to have a three inch cut across his pec, as well as a deep gash in his left side.

“I’ll just bandage the one on your chest, but we’ll do a local anesthetic and stitches in your side,” the doctor said.

“Can I have a nip of that whiskey while you’re working, doc?”

The doctor nodded, and Mycroft, who was about to sit in an armchair across from Romer, started to turn.

“Sit, love,” Greg ordered, heading to the drinks cart. “I’ve got it.”

“Romer, you were favoring your right leg too,” Mycroft observed, as he pulled out his mobile and started reading a message from Parnell “are you cut there as well?”

“No, sir. He got a kick in at my kneecap. Just bruised is all.”

Greg brought Romer a tumbler of scotch, and the young man made sure to touch his hand when taking it. “Thank you very much, Silver Fox,” Romer purred.

Greg gave him a patient smile. “You’re welcome, and you’re not my type.”

“Well, I’m not exactly looking my finest now am I? But once I get cleaned up…”

Greg shook his head. “You’re too young for me, kid.”

“Doesn’t bother me. Didn’t Mr. Holmes tell you I have daddy issues?”

“Not interested,” Greg said with a glance at Mycroft, who was typing something on his mobile. “And taken.”

Romer hummed. “He’s not interested either,” he said with a nod at Mycroft. “Never has been, more’s the pity for me. But he’s very interested in you, and now I fully see why.”

“Romer, that’s enough,” Mycroft cut in as he pocketed his mobile again. “Stop flirting with my partner or you will find yourself with a permanent posting to Beijing.”

“Aw, sir, you know my Mandarin’s crap.”

“I do know that, Romer. I suspect that after a few years we shall see your skill much improved.”

While Romer kept up a stream of cheeky banter through being stitched and bandaged, he did lay off of Greg and even addressed him as “Inspector.” When the doctor was done, Anthea brought Romer a clean, unripped shirt and the young man gingerly put it on.

“Alright Romer, go home. Rest,” Mycroft instructed.

“Sir, I was just going to nip downstairs and watch Parnell.”

“Absolutely not. Go home and sleep, Romer.”

“Aw, but sir-“

“You are lucky that I’m not putting you at an analyst’s desk for the next month.” Mycroft’s tone brooked no argument. “If you do as you’re told tonight, you may observe my interviews with our guests tomorrow morning.”

Romer’s face lit up. “In the room, sir?”

“No, over the feed.”

Romer shrugged. “Still a Holmes interrogation. Brilliant.”

Anthea entered at that point and Mycroft turned his attention to her. Romer took a few steps towards Greg. “Oi, Silver Fox.”

Greg raised an eyebrow at him.

“Listen, we’ve got eyes all over the outside of the house but… keep a gun in the bedroom at night, yeah? Just in case? Mr. Holmes may already have one, but I can’t ask him.” Concern shone through every bit of Romer’s bruised face.

Greg patted his shoulder. “Yeah kid, I’ve got it. Go get some rest. He’ll know in the morning if you haven’t.”

Romer’s cheeky grin returned. “Yeah, right. Nice to properly meet ya, Silver Fox.”

“You too, kid.”

“Romer,” Mycroft called, “what did I say about flirting?”

“Wouldn’t dream of it, sir!”

~*~

Thank you so much for reading! The last part (so far) of the series is up on tumblr now. It’s a direct follow up to this story, featuring Romer.

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castiel-barnes · 1 year

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Rest.

Pairing: Din Djarin × Jedi! Reader

Summary: You and Din take a rest from all the destruction and chaos of being hunted by bounty hunters.

Warnings: Nothing but softness. A few mentions of scars. Helmetless Din.

Wordcount: 729

Previous chapter || Masterlist

A/N: Again I know I've not been posting, just please be patient.

Tags: @phoenixhalliwell @prideandpascal @wanderrghost @ginger-swag-rapunzel @farfromjustordinary

Din had finally managed to fix the engine and the heater to the Razor Crest. The three of you had been freezing for the night, and you were glad to be on the move again.

He was exhausted. And for the first time you could actually see it on his face. Not just in his body language.

As he walked back into the Crest to start it moving, you walked over to your big tough Mandalorian.

"Din. Why don't you try get some sleep?" You asked him softly,

"Cyar'ika I need to get us out of here, if we stay any longer..." He responded before you cut him off.

"Oh my handsome man, I am extremely capable of being able to fly this by myself." You told him cupping his cheek as they blushed bright red,

What you didn't expect was for Din to bury his head into your shoulder and pull you close to him.

"I just don't want to fall asleep without you." Came a muffled voice from your shoulder.

Something inside of you just warmed up. He was being vulnerable with you. You gently ran your fingers through his flattened curly hair and just stood there for a moment.

"Why don't you have a shower, and I'll get us into hyperspace then we'll cuddle okay?" You suggested.

There was a slight pause and you felt a nod from him. You smiled and kissed his cheek gently, sometimes you wondered how Din wore his helmet and how he hid his feelings for a long time.

You lifted the crest up off the planet, making sure to avoid any more damage and plotted a course for hopefully a quiet planet. Din didn't have a long shower, and returned to the bed sitting waiting for you.

Walking over to him, you stood Infront of him and stripped down the layers. He pulled you towards him and sat you down in his lap, his fingers dancing across the scars that scattered your body.

"We should rest Din." You suggested trying to avoid the thoughts of your scars,

"Okay." Din pulled you against his chest and laid down.

"Cyare. Your scars are beautiful. You are beautiful." Din whispered obviously sensing your discomfort,

"I don't know what beauty you see in them." You mumbled holding his hand still.

"They are stories of survival. Of your survival mesh'la. You are strong and beautiful, and the scars are apart of that. Even if you don't think so, I love them and I love you." Din explained kissing you gently, feeling his curls brush against you.

You closed your eyes, and felt the calm. This was one space that you felt safe. With Din. Relaxing against him, you let him run over the scars.

"I love you too Din." You whispered just enough for the two of you to hear. The scars on your arms and body were ones you didn't worry about much, but it was the one that blinded you in your eye that you struggled at the thought of.

Quickly falling asleep in the arms of your Mandalorian, you both rested peacefully for a while. Grogu was still wrapped up nice and warm. And you all made it off that damn ice planet intact. Something made you jump awake, wasn't sure if it was a dream or a general disturbance. But looking up at Din, you stared and appreciated how handsome he is.

"I can feel you staring cy'are." Din mumbled,

"Sorry." You responded a deep blush reddening your cheeks.

"Don't be, I'm happy you get to look at me without the helmet." Din spoke his voice still laced with sleep.

"If we ever get these bounties off us. Where do you want to go?" You asked quietly,

There was a moment of quiet, and to be honest you had thought Din had fallen asleep again.

"I want to go to a planet, one with a forest and a nice little cabin. And only taking jobs that are easy, that don't require being gone days at a time. What about you?" Din explained giving you a squeeze,

"I think that sounds nice." Was all you responded.

You wanted a nice home. Somewhere that you didn't have to keep moving spots all of the time. Somewhere to call home. Somewhere to rest. Possibly rest with Din.

Finally. You both fell back to sleep. The presence of each other. The comfort of Din not being clad in full armour.

#writing #star wars #mandalorian x jedi reader #the mandalorian

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hivernal-stims · 3 months

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bit of a weird question, but why do you tag posts with hands "cw hands"? this question is weird because it does actually come in handy (no pun intended) for me because of my mirror touch but i don't think that's a very common thing so ive just assumed there's a different reason

(you're the first person in the tags #stim #cw hands sorted by newest in case you're wondering why im sending this to you specifically)

It's a great question! And the answer's kinda silly: when I ran a previous stim blog like, almost a decade ago, someone asked me to content warn for hands. I didn't ask why, I just started doing it.

Honestly, I want my blog to be as accessible as possible, but I don't know what the most useful content warnings are all the time. I don't know if I've got the right sense of what needs a trypophobia cw or how clearly a liquid being poured needs to be alcohol to get an alcohol cw (or if anyone even cares about that who's following me). But I've decided to err on the side of caution in most cases.

And like. Mirror touch seems like a wholly valid reason to want that content warning tag on posts. I'm not synesthetic myself, but I can imagine that being a distracting thing, especially with regard to slime poking or other messy-hand stims (fun fact, the texture of many slimes is a squick IRL for me). I'm thinking back on some of the candy-making gifsets in particular that would be funky with that.

If there's anything anyone needs me to tag more thoroughly, please ask! I want to ensure this space is accommodating to as many as possible. If I fail to tag, it's never out of spite or malice. It's just me and my ADHD.

Whuff, wall of text there, sorry!

#ask hivernal #not stim

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These three parts make for a nice chapter, I think, so they have been posted to AO3! Future chapters will probably be longer. Here we are on part 3. As promised, season 4 events. Have fun! [Part 1] – [Part 2] – [Part 4]

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Pin a String to My Chest – 3

The spring break from hell

Of course, none of this was what Eddie had expected to happen. He'd known, on some level, that things weren't okay with Chrissy, but he didn't think he would ever see someone murdered by a freaky, evil mind-controlling wizard from another dimension.

Not that he had known that was the case that Friday.

That night, the only thing he'd known was that she died an impossible death in the middle of the Munson living room.

He panicked.

And he ran.

Eddie really hoped, after he managed to catch his breath at Rick's boathouse, that his uncle could forgive him for running.

Then he was found. Dustin, his own little sheep, and Buckley, band nerd. Max, his new neighbor. King Steve Harrington himself.

And even though their explanation was absolutely insane, it… it helped that they believed him. His only hope became seeing his uncle at all, forgiveness or not, no matter what the old man thought.

Nancy said, a while later, that he believed in him. That he'd been the first to deny that Eddie could have done any of it.

The relief he felt was huge, but it was tainted by the second impossible death he had to witness.

With Jason right there, the city's golden boy who'd never do wrong, who the fuck else would believe in him?

Then there was a whole parallel dimension that might as well have been hell, flesh-eating bats, visions of the villain's origin story and said hell bleeding into their world with a vengeance, and finally a plan that could just get them all killed.

Sure, why not? These people are absolutely insane, but fuck, he could really come to care about them. Even Harrington, which at any previous point of his life would've seemed extremely unlikely.

But, well, he wouldn't begrudge someone's character development.

Maybe he could do something different himself. Something… better. His job — and Dustin's — was to distract the bats, lure them away from the Creel house long enough for the Vecna Slaying Team to kill him, then get out of the Upside Down.

He would do his very best, he'd decided. He'd do it well, loud, and in style.

Master of Puppets was an easy decision.

Just as easy as sending Dustin back through the gate and turning back around.

If he was going to run one more time, might as well do it in the opposite direction; keep the bats away from the gate and from Dustin.

Draw attention to himself then run with it. Literally.

It didn't work every time. It didn't work back in his first senior year, when Hagan was dumped by Steve, and it certainly wasn't working now.

Never handled crowds that well, he thought a little hysterically when the bats dropped dead all at once, as if feeling overwhelmed in a tiny space full of people could be compared to being eaten alive and bleeding out.

He didn't have room for much thought after that, the pain too all-consuming to focus on much of anything else.

At least… At least Dustin would be safe. He'd look after Hellfire, the kid was passionate enough.

Never change, Dustin Henderson.

But… he would, wouldn't he? This wasn't—

The kid wasn't supposed to come back. He wasn't supposed to see him die.

I love you, man.

But at least, there was some truth in all the bullshit he'd just said.

#asexual Eddie Munson #Stranger Things #Eddie Munson #Steddie #Stranger Things fic #Eddie Munson fic #ace!Eddie Munson #asexuality #Steve Harrington #Dustin Henderson #wereswriting

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Kingdom Hearts (Homestuck) Classpecting Part 2; And Another Thing

Link to the first part:

https://www.tumblr.com/sirquestingbeast/730023827295354880/kingdom-hearts-characters-homestuck-classpect?source=share

Welcome back to another episode of undersleeping and overthinking. In the first episode, we released a brainless torrent of classpects and the foundation of how they were chosen. Kinda. There are definitely some in there had too little to properly classpect and others...IDK man I simply cannot enter the headspace needed to dissect every line of Xaldin/Dillan or Luxord's dialogue for multiple interpretations that could lead to a more comprehensive psyche profile. Sigurd: Knight of Light I don't actually have a lot to say about this guy, I just ran out of tag space in the previous post lmao. Knights have this thing about vulnerability which is usually on visual or thematic display; shrouded faces, long sleeves, sunglasses and whatnot. They also tend to start pretty proficient in wielding their aspect. They are also more than happy to use their aspect to serve another or a greater cause. Seeing how he was introduced in KHUX, it is easy to see that for now, Sigurd is our Lore Guide...and maybe actually Luxord just saying. Master of Masters: Muse of Time Excluding all theories and just using what we know, he's giving void because it's surprisingly so little despite his impact. I think that could also be chalked up by being a Muse class; while this doesn't mean anything because typology wise master classes don't say anything about a person, considering his background and story that is kind of the point. He became Master of Masters - or the muse (master) class - because of events in his life. I think that in itself is just time player shenanigans. Time players have really strong and stonelike keywords that make them feel more tightly bound to their aspect in rigid ways than most. Master of Masters was definitely some other class and maybe aspect before, but gave that up-and maybe even who he is as a person- for his current objective. Hayner: Thief of Void Hey man check out this little dude. He doesn't get as much credit as he should for the ability to 1. Go with the flow when it comes to the insane bullshit Kingdom Hearts sometimes brings but from the perspective of someone 97% uninvolved and 2. Throw down with someone clearly out of his weight class. He is iconic and therefore thief. And no, he isn't void because he is irrelevant; his relationship with information-an aspect of light- does give a push and pull quality to him. But where a thief of light would increasingly pull more and more information until they achieve a relevancy in themselves, a void would literally take the information as it comes to them and work within their limited relevancy. Sterlitzia: Rogue of Rage: Rage gets a lot of bad rep for just being full of negative keywords; strife, struggle, tension, madness, and literally negative emotions and whatnot, but remember aspects are not bound to their most obvious connotations. Pining is a kind of struggle, and what is puppy love if not a certain kind of madness? All jokes aside, rogues feel like the type of class that takes the keywords of their aspect, reduce them to their most beneficial forms, and distributes them with the intentions of gaining a net positive. But I also believe rogues often tend to have a lot of eyes on them much like the thief, but usually with consequences. KHUX Player Character: Bard of Hope Hate to say this but player character's post KHUX story is hitting a bit too far home with Gamzee's. I know MY dear player character would never become a destiny fanatic, so they have me fucked up, but the fact that there is an arc that we don't see that leads player down this stalwart path hints to this being some sort of bard awakening. But whereas Gamzee what disillusioned by the idea of destiny and prophecy, player character literally gained a new life in it.

Ephemer: Witch of Breath Witches are a class that likes to operate outside the grid and think outside the box. They aren't often held down by conventional thinking and circumstances, so they are the best when it comes to utilizing the amount of control their class gives to them, but in a very specialized self-serving way. Ephemer isn't necessarily what we would normally see as good friend material; first he stands you up, then he hits up your dreams to ask you to bail him out of reality jail. I could really see him being a hope or breath aspect, but to me he leans more breath as conceptualizing him as a hope player also tends to spill into aspects of blood, but as a breath player, everything is still within the realm of breath and it's mirror aspect. Speaking of hope... Baldr: Maid of Hope Maid characters are thought to serve their power and are also a pun on the word "made", meaning that they are their powers. An aspect of both rage and hope is establishing a belief system that is healthy for you based on external forces; where rage often deeply understands these external forces, sees their critical weaknesses, and tries to rise above them, hope tends to start as naive to them and are challenged to find their own truth with what they have. Baldr's knowledge about the nature of hearts, light, and darkness was lacking and flawed. The things that are internally his hope took on these flaws, so he had to create an external ideal of the hope in his sister, only for that to be taken from him leaving him to rely on the hope he internalized. And why not just not give in to that power? Because he is a maid of it; that is who he is as a person. Take care of your hope players, y'all, as they can get really scary when misguided... Brain: Seer of Mind Seers are a fun class where they know their aspect and want to master it at the risk of some sort of peril; sometimes from their aspect or the mirror of their aspect, and sometimes just because of their own tunnel vision. They are one of the more explicitly characterized classes so you know one when you see them; a know-it-all and maybe even a little bit arrogant who isn't afraid to get unethical or harm themselves to reach a goal. While Brain has mostly been shown in a positive note, I can't help but feel with the information given to us at the end of KHUX, knowing he is involved in Missing Link, and knowing it is set before Dark Road sets things up for an equally dark path. Brain feels to me as strong of a blood player as his potential as a mind player. Ultimately I believe the difference is whether or not you consider whatever the events he is involved in are the appropriate path for him or not. Am I going to clarify which is which and what is my stance? No, because if I don't I cant be wrong, silly. Eraqus: Knight of Mind This guy was a little tricky for me to type at first, but ultimately I figured him out before Brain and it just may be a bit of a coincidence that they fall in the same aspect...maybe. Mind and heart both are aspects that involve the concept of making choices for people; mind from an ideological standpoint and one from a personalized standpoint. Mind is more about concepts like karma, justice, actions and their consequences, and moral choices. First instinct would tell you that Eraqus did a terrible job at all that, and as a knight, that should be his thing, right? But like Baldr, he was operating out of a system lacking critical information and perhaps was even fed misleading information. However, as a Knight, he still devoted himself to the service of what he knew. The knight of mind is a very dangerous classpect to have so much going wrong like things were in Dark Road, and that culminated to the events of Birth By Sleep. Also knight of mind is a jedi and he is voiced by mark hamill. jk but it is still funny. Tune in next time where we cover more bbs characters and probably some more tragedies alongside them. Ciao for nao~

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There was a legend as old as the Avatar itself that the face you wore in this life reflected the face of the person you loved the most in your previous life. It was something Ta Min had heard in her youth, something like an old wives’ tale that brought upon notions of splendor and fate. When she was a little girl, she often wondered if her face was of someone she had cared for that deeply so long ago.

Or, three of the Avatar's loves wonder what the face of the next Avatar will be. Whose face will they see?

Written by @itsmoonpeaches

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[Image Description: The background is tan with two flowers. There are three screenshots from Avatar: Ta Min on her wedding day, Katara when she first meets Aang, and Asami smiling at Korra. There is a darker tan box in the bottom right corner with the podfic's information. "Making Faces" is written in a brown cursive font. "written by itsmoonpeaches" and "read by klainelynch" is written in a brown print font. End ID]

56 notes - Posted June 24, 2022

They didn’t eat steak on his last night on her boat. They ate pizza, simply because they already had all of the ingredients and it sounded good to him, and they sliced the tomatoes together, and Riza picked the first of the basil from the small herb garden she had started in the kitchen window, and Roy tossed flour in her hair as she rolled out the dough, and Roy ran as she swung the rolling pin at him, and he had never realized that cheese and tomato and crust could taste like everything he had ever worked for.

the sky is getting bright (somebody slow it down)

Thank you SO much @kangdae95draws for this absolutely incredible piece of art!! I am blown away by your talent and how quickly you brought this tender little scene to life 💖💖💖

If you want similar joy and light in your life, go commission her right now!!

[Image Description: Riza Hawkeye and Roy Mustang are in a kitchen making pizza. Riza is wearing a purple short sleeved shirt and her hair is down. Roy is wearing a yellow button up shirt with his sleeves rolled up. They are both wearing red aprons. Riza is attempting to roll out dough, but is distracted by Roy tossing flour at her. Her expression is confused, while his is mischievous. End ID]

88 notes - Posted January 29, 2022

Thank you so much @ppurinpu for bringing this moment from fireworks to life! I was so happy that you had space open in your commissions, and the entire experience of working with you was so amazing y’all she interpreted my stick figure drawings to bring this beauty to life, she is AMAZING

[Image Description: Alphonse Elric and May Chang from Fullmetal Achemist. The characters are in their late teens/early twenties. They are both wearing Xing clothing: Al’s dark green, and May’s is pink with white flowers. May is holding onto Al’s arm, and their fingers are interlaced. Both characters are lightly blushing with peaceful smiles. They are leaning against a brick wall. The sky is purple with twinkling stars. The lights from the fireworks are reflected along the edges of the artworks, as well as within both of their eyes. End ID]

106 notes - Posted April 17, 2022

Thank you AI for knowing exactly what I meant

[Image Description: Nine images generated by DALL-E mini with the prompt "Roy Mustang tiny miniskirts," all featuring a closeup of Roy's face or a wide shot of him wearing a miniskirt. End ID]

110 notes - Posted June 15, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I always need more Iroh in my life, and @terra-arts just blew me away with this quiet moment between a grandfather and his granddaughter. Every part of this, from the warm colors to the soft lines, just radiates the love and peace that this family has finally found. It’s the breaking of cycles of violence and trauma for meeeee 😭

Terra is a joy to work with, so if you ever have a chance to commission them, please do so!!

[Image Description: Iroh and Izumi are against an orange background. He is facing away from the viewer, but his head is facing us, showing his loving eyes and smile. His hair and beard are white, and he is wearing green robes. Izumi is a toddler. Her eyes are closed and she is clearly relaxed in his arms. She has a full head of dark hair, and is wearing red robes. End ID]

222 notes - Posted October 16, 2022

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c4ts4ndstuff · 1 year

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I posted 12,199 times in 2022

That's 4,989 more posts than 2021!

299 posts created (2%)

11,900 posts reblogged (98%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 4,716 of my posts in 2022

#scuse the language - 832 posts

#bnha - 618 posts

#sxf - 469 posts

#lol - 302 posts

#op - 298 posts

#atla - 141 posts

#dracula daily - 122 posts

#sxf spoilers - 120 posts

#stranger things - 102 posts

#loz - 100 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#oh i just realized it would have been really good if after the community center's fixed if shane then worked at the counter when marnie was

My Top Posts in 2022:

according to the song "Gaston" Gaston would eat "Four-dozen eggs every morning" four dozen is 48, and 48 x 7 is 336, so that's 336 eggs every week. now there's 52 weeks in a year, so 336 x 52 is 17,472 eggs a year. as an adult he now eats five dozen, so it's fairly safe to assume he stuck around the four dozen mark for quite a while, let's go with a decade. so in the timespan of about ten years as a child/teen Gaston ate at least (because remember, this is only counting breakfast) 174,720 eggs. when he became an older teen though, he probably would have increased his egg intake and would have gotten closer to his current five dozen, and to skip a few steps if we assume he's been eating five dozen eggs for about a decade as well, then that's 218,400, which when combined with the previous decade means that comes to a total of 393,120 eggs for breakfast in Gaston's lifetime (not counting when he was even younger and couldn't handle four dozen eggs)

38 notes - Posted September 15, 2022

Isaiah 57:17-18 God really went "But I can fix them"

65 notes - Posted October 21, 2022

imagine a "humans are space orcs" story where humans and aliens can't understand the other's language, and it's told from an alien's POV. however, the twist is the alien doesn't call humans "humans" nor do they ever specify their own species. the reader has no idea the MC is an alien, or that the human's a human until close to the end when they're able to communicate some and the human's like "i can't believe i'm one of the first humans to meet an alien"

72 notes - Posted March 16, 2022

i will never get over Jason Funderberker's reveal

115 notes - Posted October 31, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

the Truman Show is such a good movie. the attention to detail throughout the entire movie is just amazing! Marlon stocking the vending machine while talking to Truman, but then quickly taking them out when Truman's not looking. Truman needing to take vitamins because he's never been in the sun. all the funky camera angles, and how Meryl frequently smiles directly at them. the way all the "background characters" just act so plain weird! when Truman starts to realize something's up, and steps out of his routine, they all continue playing their parts even though in reality people would stare at the man running and shouting! if someone driving almost ran into someone who was being careless, they would hop out of the car and go what are you doing! people would grumble and complain that the bus wasn't working, not quickly get off the bus as if they were waiting for the announcement! the lack of headrests in the vehicles so they can get better camera angles. the way everything is just too crisp, and clean to be real. i just love this movie so much

150 notes - Posted June 24, 2022

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veronicaphoenix · 8 months

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Chapter tags & trigger warnings: angst, ptsd, anxiety, references to sexual content, references to alcohol consumption, references to childhood trauma and abusive relationships. | Word count: 5.6k | Cross posted on AO3. | Series masterpost. ✧.*

General trigger warnings: This work addresses and depicts issues related to addiction and violence, contains explicit sexual content, and explores themes of childhood trauma. Reader discretion is advised. +18

I felt a tingling in my nose, and I had some difficulty breathing. When I opened my eyes, my vision was clouded by a curtain of brown hair. I perceived the scent of vanilla, and then my nerve endings realized that what was pressed against me was a body.

Lia’s body.

I almost jumped off the bed. I jerked upright, wide-eyed, staring at the figure on the pull-out sofa.

Lia was sleeping with her back on the mattress, one hand on her chest, her head cocked to the opposite side where I had been. My face had been sunk in her hair, and there, I had spent my sleeping hours, in a vanilla-scented, silky-smooth paradise, my arm around Lia’s stomach, which was exposed because the T-shirt had ridden up to just below her breasts. A blanket had covered her until I stood up with a start, and although she had her panties on, I was very aware of what had happened.

Of what we had done.

I touched my forehead. My head began to ache.

She looked so serene, so lost in her dreams, and I couldn’t believe the mistake we had made. I didn’t have my t-shirt on, and my sweatpants were unlaced.

Faint rays of sunlight were streaming in from the sides of the curtains on the window, indicating that the clouds of the previous night had dissipated after dropping a downpour that had accompanied us in the background during the night.

I got to my feet and ran to the trash can in search of a used condom. A wave of relief poured through my chest as I realized it was there, only to be overcome with guilt and despair. As much as it was between the two of us, Lia wasn’t going to forgive me for what had happened, and I wasn’t going to forgive myself either.

For a few minutes, I lay still at the end of the bed, not knowing what to do. I looked around me. Empty beer bottles, cans and bags of chips were on the desk, spread out in what little space was left between computer screens, keyboards, speakers and so on. There was a bottle of water lying on the floor, unopened. My t-shirt had ended up on the floor, and was half hidden under the couch. I bent down to pick it up, almost afraid, because picking up the pieces of the night before meant making every single thing that had happened even more real. The memory of Lia’s hands removing my shirt, tracing my tattoos with her fingertips...

It must have been the effect of the alcohol that had her so calm and collected. I could see her chest rise and fall slowly, nothing like the agitated movement of when we had been fucking.

I was aware that this was the calm before the storm. The hurricane I had imagined the night before had nothing to do with the one that was about to come.

I grabbed the sheets and covered Lia with them, and without looking back, I left the studio, my head aching horribly and my heart heavy in my chest.

I ran a hand through my hair as I made my way down the hall and pulled my t-shirt over my head. I needed a coffee and an ibuprofen. What I didn’t need was to find Jolly in the kitchen, sitting at the kitchen island with the MacBook in front of him and next to it an empty cup of coffee.

“When the hell did you get here?” It was the first thing I managed to say to him, my voice hoarse. I wasn’t expecting him there after he had left to spend the night with Emery, and my state didn’t agree with having to deal with my friend now, when I needed to deal with myself and my actions first.

Jolly looked at the watch on his wrist with raised eyebrows. Some of his hair was tied up in a bun at the back of his head and he was wearing a white t-shirt and black jeans. His backpack lay on the floor by the front door.

“An hour ago, exactly.” He raised his eyes to look at me, and a smile began to creep across his face. “Did you sleep well?” He asked with well-meaning boldness.

He fucking knew.

“When I crossed the hallway I saw that your bedroom door was open and neither you nor Lia were inside. I knocked several times on the studio door and when no one answered I opened it. I was ecstatic when I came back home because I myself had a great night with emery, but man, you’ve finally...”

“Shut up,” I ordered, ignoring him and resuming my walk, heading for the cabinet where we kept the medicines Lia had brought the last time I had been sick.

Behind me, Jolly closed his mouth and followed me with his eyes and his brow furrowed.

“What’s wrong?”

“What’s wrong?” I repeated, tempted to let out a sardonic laugh. I took the pill out of the blister pack and popped it into my mouth. I poured myself a glass of water and turned away as I took a single gulp and swallowed the ibuprofen. “What’s wrong is that Lia was drunk.”

Jolly’s expression fell. He stood upright on the stool. All his attention shifted to me. I saw the concern and disappointment on his face.

“What the fuck are you talking about? What have you done?”

“I was drunk too, okay?” I tried to justify myself, knowing it was in vain. “Not as much as she was, but... I...” My gaze fell.

Jolly knew exactly what I meant.

I let out a breath of air, rested my hands on the edge of the kitchen island and slumped my shoulders.

“Fuck,” I mumbled. “Fuck! I don’t know what I’m going to do. I swear I didn’t take advantage of her. I would never do anything like that, but I was so out of it... And she... she wanted it. She didn’t do her part and she fucking told me she wanted it.”

“It sounds like you two had a good time, even though you’re pulling your hair out.”

How could I tell Jolly how I’d felt while I had her thighs clinging to my hips and sinking into her tightness again and again, drawing moans from her that made me want to drag that moment into eternity? Even though half of my consciousness had been turned off, I hadn’t enjoyed sex so much in a long time. If I confessed that to Jolly, he’d say something corny like ‘being in love makes it feel better, it’s more enjoyable; it’s different’.

I didn’t want to think about those delusions that morning. I was too hysterical to dream about what it would be like if things worked out. If I was brave. If Lia wasn’t made of glass.

“That’s the last thing that matters right now,” I muttered.

I couldn’t stop shifting my body weight from one leg to the other, and I didn’t know where to look. A wave of fear hit me every time I thought of Lia at the end of the hall, still wrapped in the sheets where our sweat and the stench of sex had settled.

When Jolly sensed my distress, he leaned with one arm on the kitchen isle and faced me more, uttering my name more slowly to claim my attention.

He spoke only when I looked up at him.

“Noah, I’ve known Lia for nearly as long as I’ve known you, and given her alcohol issues I think you should tell her, before it gets worse,” he said, lowering his voice. “There’s no turning back now. I would tell her. Maybe then...”

“Tell her what?”

“Fuck, you’re still pulling that shit?” He showed his exasperation by looking up to the sky and raising his arms. “You’ve had a crush on her for years. You’re in love with her, Noah.”

“She’s my best friend, Jolly.”

“As if that wouldn’t make it any more obvious...” he replied, this time rolling his eyes.

If he was tired, he had an idea of how I felt. Physically, I was fine. My body felt... Satisfied, sated, because it was; sex and sleeping glued to Lia had been a sort of rejuvenating antidote. As for my head and my mental state, I was a mess.

“I need to think, and with this headache I don’t think I can.”

I leaned forward, resting my forearms on the kitchen island and holding my head in my hands. I tossed my hair back in a gesture of desperation. Just as dozens of images of Lia at my mercy, naked, on my bed, moaning and screaming my name had flashed through my head the night before, now the images suffocating me were terrifying.

“I don’t want to be a pest,” Jolly continued, tucking his hair behind his ear, “but I think things are not going well, and you need to do something about it and stop playing family dramas. I think we’ve all had enough, and I don’t know who you’re trying to fool at this point—yourself? You lost that battle with us long ago, Noah.”

I was exhausted. And I didn’t want to fight it anymore.

“I don’t want to hurt her,” I whispered, avoiding his gaze.

Lia already had too many scars. I had always been the one to mend them. I didn’t want to become part of the blacklist on which were written her mother’s name, the names of the men who had passed through her house when she was still a child, the names of several schoolmates, and finally, Mitch’s. I had grown up with a protective instinct toward her, an instinct that was born the moment I saw her sitting on the sidewalk one spring morning, alone, wild, and pulling weeds growing from the concrete. Even though I had been a child, I had felt pity and interest at the same time, and when she lifted her huge eyes to me, I found her to be both a strange and magical creature. There was something about her that I had never seen in other people. It was not something material. It was the aura that enveloped her, her allure.

Others would never understand, but I knew there was a thread that connected Lia and me. My grandmother had told us dozens of times, and we had laughed it off.

It was one of the few times I was alone with Jolly and we were having such a conversation. It was awkward. I wished I could’ve just heard about his night with Emery and feel happy for him. But I couldn’t. Now, I wasn’t used to making confessions this intimate in front of him, even though he was one of my best friends because we had known each other for over a decade, and he knew how I truly felt.

Lia and I had been since before anyone else, hence why it had been weird when our friends started making comments about us that strayed away from what was friendship and wandered into another realm. They always managed to make Lia laugh, and being as she was, so lively and clever, she always had something smart or sassy to reply, or she would seize the moment and seek to tease me with playful comments. While she let the wind take those comments away, for me the situation had been different, and the boys had begun to notice my looks, my behavior, and they realized before I did what was happening to me.

Still, I didn’t want to admit it out loud, and a part of me refused to accept Jolly’s assertions.

“Why would you hurt her? Loving someone implies the opposite. And you, precisely you, all you’ve done for Lia has been taking care of her.”

“Because she just got out of a relationship that fucked her up completely, and because we made a promise when we were kids, and even though I broke it, she doesn’t have to know about it. I’ve already screwed her up enough with this.”

“I don’t know, man. The way I see it, you might be the only one who can help her. And even if she’s still recovering from the hell she’s going through, I don’t think she was really in love with that bastard.”

“What do you mean?”

“That maybe Lia...”

The sound of a door opening down the hall stopped us. My heart stopped beating for a couple of seconds and then resumed its dizzying palpitations.

Jolly’s presence didn’t reassure me in any way. Much less with what he had just told me. If he hadn’t been there, I would have spent the minutes pacing back and forth, crossing the kitchen and living room time after time, thinking about the possibilities of what might happen once I had Lia in front of me again. Maybe she would yell at me, or maybe she would appear down the hallway and pause in the distance to watch me until she found the courage to come over and slap me. Maybe she would burst into tears and drop to her knees on the floor.

Of all the possibilities that crossed my mind, the only one I wanted was the one I knew for certain wouldn’t happen. I was too delusional. The more rational part of me waited for Lia to slap me, and just as one part of me was delusional, another was masochistic, and I didn’t mind Lia letting her emotions out on me if that was how she could let off the frustration, disappointment, and pain.

But it didn’t matter how bad I felt; nor did the fear and the insecurity. There was one memory out of all the ones we had created the night before that constantly overlapped with the others, and that was Lia’s voice whispering to me that she’d been waiting for that moment her whole life, and the clarity in her eyes, the determination that is so uncharacteristic of someone who is completely gone.

How much alcohol was in those words?

I should have made my coffee as soon as I’d entered the kitchen, and drank the whole cup in one go, because I wasn’t ready to face her.

I heard her faint footsteps approaching, and held my breath until she came into view in the hall, in the space separating the kitchen from the living room. Her face, although it betrayed how sleepy she felt, showed how scared she was; terrified, even. She had the same expression of someone who wakes up in an unknown location and is unaware of everything around her. I stood up, freeing my hands from the islet, which I had been clutching tightly until my knuckles turned white.

Lia, with her hair in disarray and dressed in the same t-shirt under which I had slipped my hand to touch her breasts mere hours before, when the wind was still blowing outside and the moon was shining behind the clouds, only paid attention to Jolly’s presence for a couple of seconds. Her gaze lingered on mine. We had never looked at each other like that.

I just wanted to get close to her and wrap her in my arms, protect her small figure, so delicate with that magic that came from the serenity she exuded standing there with my clothes she wore as pj’s and her features still numb.

But with the alcohol almost gone from her system, she was aware that wanting that at that moment was akin to wanting to catch the moon.

“Good morning, Gremlin.”

Jolly’s voice and the affectionate nickname he had bestowed on her years ago didn’t get Lia to take her eyes off me. Although she blinked, she didn’t pay the slightest attention to him. I saw her lips part slightly. Her chest was slowly swelling, but inside her a battle was raging that would only get worse in the next few minutes.

Jolly closed his MacBook and picked it up as he stood up, aware enough that he was not supposed to be there for what was about to happen.

She approached Lia and left a lingering kiss on her head. With the pressure of it, Lia’s head tilted slightly to the opposite side, but she remained undeterred, and reminded me of a lifeless doll.

Jolly disappeared, leaving behind an empty coffee cup and a silence that chilled my blood. My ears couldn’t even hear the ticking of thewall clock or the noises coming from outside through the glass window leading to the garden.

We both heard the door to Jolly’s room close, and we continued to stare at each other for what seemed like an eternity until Lia finally said something.

“Tell me it didn’t happen,” her voice was a whisper that broke on the last word. Her throat must have been dry, even though in the studio there was a full bottle of water on the floor. Her lower lip began to tremble. “Tell me we didn’t do it, Noah.”

There was so much hope in her voice, it was exactly that which broke my heart. Her eyes filled with tears, and I knew that Lia wanted me to scoop her up in my arms and tell her that it hadn’t happened, that it had all been a dream and that everything was still okay between us, that we hadn’t broken any promises and hadn’t crossed a line from which we could never back out.

But even though I could have lied to her, I didn’t.

My face, my expression, revealed the truth to her without needing to say anything.

Her neck was covered in hickeys and marks caused by the little bites I had given her during our unbridled encounter. I bet she hadn’t yet seen them, and that they would remain there for days to remind her of what we had done, whether she liked it or not.

She held her breath for a few moments. She probably had a horrible headache, just as I did. A tear fell from one of her eyes. Immediately, and taking me by surprise, she ran the back of her hand across her cheek to get rid of it, then turned away and hurriedly left the room.

Only then was I able to react and pronounce her name.

I went after her, my heart pounding in my chest and the beat echoing in my ears.

Lia had gone into my room, and by the time I caught up with her just seconds later, she was gathering all her things and putting them in the same bag I had made her pack weeks ago when I went to pick her up from Mitch’s house.

I knew that would be the first exit she would be seeking, and that as soon as she set foot outside this house, my chest would congest and I’d start having trouble breathing, and that I would find myself coughing up flowers that night.

“Lia, wait.”

I had nothing else to say. I didn’t know what else to say.

“I don’t want to wait,” she answered, hurriedly and without stopping her moving from one side to the other of the room, ignoring my presence, as if hours before she had not desperately desired it. “I don’t want to keep waiting for my life to fall apart until there’s nothing left to do,” she said as she opened one of the drawers I had emptied for her and she had filled with underwear.

Her words, the tone in which she uttered them, were like needles in my chest. I watched her with a frown and parted lips, looking for a way to stop it, to stop her, to turn back time.

“Lia, we can fix this.”

“No, we can’t,” she replied, raising her head for a moment, “and don’t try to make me believe otherwise.”

Lia had an unfortunate and recurrent experience of problems in her life never getting solved. While at the moment she couldn’t see past what we had done and every bad thing that had happened in her life, I had another perspective. Lia was stronger than she thought she was, and she hadn’t realized it yet.

“Lia, what’s happened...”

I was nervous, and I was scared, but I wasn’t going to let that fear dominate the situation. I grabbed her hands when she made a move to put some shorts in the bag, and the contact startled her, causing her to drop the piece of clothing immediately and turn away from me.

“Listen to me,” I pleaded. “I know you’re angry, and disappointed. So am I. I didn’t want this to happen. I didn’t mean for this to happen, I assure you.”

“Then why didn’t you stop it, Noah?” She sobbed. Her legs threatened to give out.

“Because you asked me to go on.”

“What are you talking about?”

“God, Lia...” It was hard to find the right words. I put a hand to my forehead. I spoke cautiously. “I asked you if you were sure, and you told me you’d been waiting for that moment your entire life.”

My stomach shrank. Lia turned pale as her gaze intensified on mine, her eyes wide open. They were covered with a glossy film. More tears threatened to spill.

“I’d been drinking,” she muttered under her breath, “and I don’t remember anything. You should have stopped me!”

I’d rather she yelled at me than ignored me and gave me the silent treatment.

I took a step toward her. We were no more than six feet apart. The room was big, but that morning it seemed smaller, more suffocating.

“I had been drinking too, Lia. If I hadn’t been in that state, I wouldn’t have let it happen. Who do you take me for? Are you going to blame everything on me?”

Her chest trembled, her features contorting from the crying she was still holding back.

“Lia,” I continued, lowering my voice and opening my arms, showing her that I didn’t want to fight, that I didn’t want to go down this path that was only downhill. “What does it matter? If you can’t remember, let’s forget it and pretend nothing happened.”

She frowned. She sniffled through her nose and again wiped away a tear she hadn’t been able to keep from falling from her eyes.

“Would you be able to? Would it be that easy for you?”

I hadn’t been wrong when I’d woken up that morning and considered how badly we would deal with the consequences of our madness, especially Lia.

“No, of course not,” I answered truthfully. Now I had her in front of me, cowering into herself, on the verge of crying, pale, and seeking safety away from me when the night before had been quite the opposite and her hands had clung to me as if I were her lifeline, my name had been constantly on her lips, asking for more, and my body had served as her shelter when she had let herself go. Of course it wouldn’t be easy for me, for more reasons than she knew. “But I don’t want to lose you.”

The words seemed to stir something inside her, because she allowed herself to cry, holding back sobs now. She stopped looking at me because she could not tolerate it. She dropped onto the bed, sitting on the edge of the mattress, dejected.

“How am I going to get better like this? What the hell was I thinking?”

She spoke more to herself than to me. She didn’t expect me to give her an answer. She stared at the floor and at two pairs of shoes in the corner, one hers and one mine, as if she didn’t know what they were doing there.

“I can’t stay here anymore,” she decided.

I closed my eyes for a moment. Those words were exactly what I hadn’t wanted to hear even though I knew they would come out of her mouth eventually.

“I am aware of what has happened, of what... we have done,” I hastened to answer, swallowing my breath. “But we can... Let it go. Wipe the slate clean. You don’t have to go anywhere, Lia.”

“I wish it were all so simple,” she whispered, raising her sad brown eyes to me.

“Why isn’t it?”

I knew the answers, but I didn’t want to accept the imminent. I wouldn’t just let her go.

“Don’t you know? How can you look me in the eye after what we’ve done?”

“The same way you are looking at me,” I answered, keeping calm.

“I don’t remember anything,” she insisted through her teeth. Her hands had clutched at the sheets, crumpling them.

“Then I can pretend,” I replied, lifting my chin. “I can pretend nothing happened and you can stay, and things can go on as they are.”

Lia frowned.

“Why does it seem so easy for you, Noah?”

“It’s not,” I admitted, “but if I have to pretend to make you stay, I’ll do it. The last thing I want is for you to leave. I’ve fucked up, I’ve fucked up good. We both have, but I’m not going to throw away our relationship because of one mistake.”

“A mistake? We fucked on the couch, Noah!”

And we promised that something like that would never happen between us. She didn’t say it, but we both knew it.

She raised her voice, and made me lose my temper for a moment.

“And last week we kissed on that very same couch and nothing changed between us, or did it?!”

I watched as my reply disarmed her. She dropped her shoulders. She was no longer crying but it was more than obvious that she was being overwhelmed by dozens of emotions.

“I’m so... angry, Noah... I can’t even tell you.”

“I know, but that doesn’t change that I still want you here, Lia, and that I still want to take care of you.”

“How are you gonna take care of me if I can’t even take care of myself? I shouldn’t have drank a single drop of alcohol. You should have stopped me. This is not working, Noah, and I’m not your responsibility.”

Yeah, you are, whether you want to be or not. You’re my best friend. You’re my family.

“I need help, and I need to get out of here.”

“Lia, I can help you.”

“No,” she answered, stern. “If I stay, all I’ll do is drag you into this pit hole I’m in.”

“And where you plan on going? Back to your apartment? You’d rather be alone?”

“At least this way I won’t hurt you, and I won’t hurt myself.”

I wasn’t so sure about that.

“Lia, for God’s sake. Stay. Stay here. If you don’t want to see me, if you don’t want us to pass each other in the hallway, I’ll make sure that doesn’t happen, but stay.”

“I’m not that childish, Noah,” she mumbled at my solution. “We work together. The tour starts in three weeks. I’m going to see you whether I want it or not.”

She didn’t mean it with spite. Her tone was weak and I knew she was making an effort because she was aware that the consequences of what we’d done were being suffered by both of us. There was a paradox in the fact that a night of pleasure produced so much pain once it was over. I wanted to tell her that we’d just had sex, that it wasn’t the end of the world, but at the same time, mentioning it like that might’ve sound too cold, too harsh, and too meaningless. I didn’t risk it. I had to get her to stay, even if she no longer wanted to talk to me or look me in the eye. I could live with that, I thought, as long as she stayed close, even though the night before, as I was sinking into her, I thought I couldn’t live without that feeling invading me every night for the rest of my life.

“And that’s not the point,” she continued, looking away. I saw her nibble at her lower lip, blink her eyes to keep from crying, squeeze the fabric of the sheets tighter between her fingers. “I have to go back to my apartment and sort out my life.”

I took a breath of air and another cautious step toward her. I had never felt so cramped in my own room. I wanted to get rid of that feeling because I knew that the moment Lia left, I would miss her presence, how her voice and smiles had filled that space where there had almost always been a silence broken only by my voice once in a while, when I took a phone call while already in bed or when one of the boys made too much noise in the morning and I had to yell at them to be more considerate. I couldn’t. That day, that morning, my room was a prison from which both Lia and I were trying to escape.

“Not a good idea,” I repeated.

Lia turned her head toward me again, trying to understand my words.

“At this point in my life, nothing seems like a good idea, but at least being alone I’ll make sure I don’t get into trouble because I fucked my best friend.”

“Don’t talk like that. I don’t like it, Lia.” This time, my tone was coarser. I wasn’t going to have Lia’s behavior if she continued that way.

“And what do I call it? You want me to sugarcoat it? You want me to refer to our ‘mistake’ as making love? This is fucking bullshit, Noah! I’m out of one hellhole to jump straight back into another. This is the last thing I needed!”

Her attitude and thoughtlessness got the better of me. We had fucked up, but we hadn’t set foot in hell because we had enjoyed each other’s bodies. She was wrong, and the impossibility of changing her mind made me snap.

“Maybe it was just what you needed.”

Lia stood still. She let go of the sheets and looked at me with wide eyes, swallowing back tears and forcing down the lump in her throat and the discomfort in her stomach. I couldn’t decipher what her eyes were saying at that moment, but I could get an idea.

It took her a few moments to speak again.

“You sound just like Mitch.”

I slumped, dejected. I had entered quicksand and all I had left to do was beg. Lia was a glass castle and she was full of cracks. My last touch had fragmented her even more.

“I didn’t mean to. Please, I beg you, don’t go. We’ll find a way to work it out. Let me take care of you.”

“You don’t understand,” she exasperated, standing up and approaching me without getting into an area that would put us in an awkward situation. Looking into each other’s eyes was a battle of endurance not to give up and burst into tears in each other’s arms, as we had done so many other times during our relationship, with all the shit we had both had to swallow. Lia’s voice was full of anguish, despair. It was broken. “Our friendship was the most important thing to me. It was my anchor. I didn’t want to jeopardize it in any way, and I did. I did it last night. I did it because I’m a fucking mess. I’m sorry, Noah, but if I stay I’m going to make not only our situation worse, but everyone else’s. I’m a ticking time-bomb.”

“You’re not a ticking time-bomb, Lia. We all have problems, and sometimes life sucks. It’s true. We can’t be perfect either, and even if we’ve screwed up, we still have each other. I’m still the same person I was yesterday, Lia. You can trust me.”

At that point I didn’t give a damn about what had happened, and what having sex with Lia had awakened in me, the desperation, the need to have her like that in my bed every night, to fall asleep with her in my arms. I would do anything just to keep her from leaving.

“No... It’s not about trust. It’s about me, Noah. I’m in fucking trouble. And I’m gonna put you back in the same position and...”

And we could get carried away again, and maybe that next time it would happen in my bed. Maybe in the shower, or in the kitchen.

“I’m capable of destroying everything around me.”

I knew what she was thinking. It wasn’t just about our friendship; there was also the band. We worked together, and the band was everything to us. We couldn’t put it in harm’s way because of a romantic relationship that might not work out. Lia had never had any stability in her life other than my friendship, and now that had failed her, too.

My throat was dry. I wasn’t going to win that game. I knew Lia well enough to know when her walls were stronger and higher than I what I could climb up.

“Can you...? I need to be alone, take a shower and... I don’t know. Give this whole thing more thought.”

Suddenly, her tone was cold, devoid of emotion other than exhaustion.

I found myself nodding and flinching. As I walked out of the room, I felt the weight of Lia’s eyes on me. I closed the door. I waited. When Lia’s inconsolable crying reached my ears, I let my back drag against the wall and sank my head between my knees, letting my own tears of rage and pain escape.

#noah sebastian #noah sebastian fic #noah sebastian fanfiction #bad omens fic #koi no yokan #noah sebastian x ofc #2 #noah sebastian fanfic #bad omens cult

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shjayd · 1 year

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1st post not via iPhone 🤨

ok... i'm typing this from my laptop. i like you enough to download you to my laptop, Tumblr! 😉 i don't think i can even edit any of my font or anything, so that part sucks (if in reality i can't), so i'd say app via iPhone > Windows when it comes to you, #TUMBLR <- idk if that will even tag in the middle of my post/only at the end.

GOTTA START SOMEWHERE.

previous text complaint: taken back

it's time to get this started ⌚ i heard about you from the Netflix true-crime documentary, Hotel Cecil or w/e, & the thought of posting my thoughts like a social journal (among some other things I've ran across or made self - i like to do calligraphy and hand lettering. i've became creative AFTER getting clean AFTER getting pregnant with my daughter. i always was, i guess the drugs took that part of my imagination away? i'm also obsessed with astrology. if you ask me, i'm a professional astrologer 🔮🌙✨..🤥🫤😤

Taurus Sun, Taurus Moon, and Rising Gemini... i know. a SCARY, yet BEAUTIFUL mEsS. ❤️‍🩹 i'm also very educated in mental health. from personally, to genetics, family and friends, to past work experience. i was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder (BPD) after my HORRIFYING encounter with Post-Partum Depression, PPD, (although i've most likely suffered from my BPD since a very young age. my mother and brothers who lived with me all of my life would agree). i just never took, nor wanted to take, what my mom and family dr. told me a/b therapists & referrals to psychiatrists anywhere near serious. i honestly thought everyone felt/acted the way i did with both my lowest of lows & highest of highs 🤯… to me, it was always “this is what everyone has to go through. this is life. this is life… everyday”.

i'm a twin, my mother & i are as close as they come (it’s scary b/c I know she won’t be here forever, & both my daughter i I NEED her. forever). her EVER leaving us is another thing I refuse to even think a/b. NEXT SUBJECT;

yes, DADDY ISSUES 🙄 i was the wildest teenager into my late 20s. that was all until i FINALLY realized my self-worth & left my toxic, to say the LEAST, ex-gf, FOR GOOD, & ended up with my life-long best friend's brother, who i've been close, actually very close with, ever since i met his sister when we were ~10-years-old. he saved me. then our daughter came at the most perfect time to save us, as we started to go down that path holding hands. i'm DEF. not going to go into depth, y'all would drown, if you haven’t already.

*the specifics are overrated with no existing relevant meanings here*

i've been on this Earth for ✨almost✨ thirty whole fucking years. yes, i typed out the word, b/c I now have this BURSTING animosity for the number 3, however, 4 is mine. my best best friend is a 2-year-old, teeny chonk, only 2 years old, more dramatic than me, sassy-ass, genius COVID baby. (she was conceived in 2019, so, that was... a.. normal different?) she's 28, ✨ALMOST✨ 29-months-old. her name isn't important, so I'll just refer to her as 'quack'.. 🦆

..............🥰🥰🥰

we live together with her daddy - minez first 🏃🏼‍♀️🥇😂 - my other best friend. (〃￣︶￣)人(￣︶￣〃) •i also enjoy: "adult" coloring books, THC, journaling, Amazon Prime, the little things, elephants, my vape, bullet journaling, bellly laughing, my dishwasher, baby clothes, wood-burning, doodling, Hulu, ACKNOWLEDGMENT, roses WITH sunflowers 🌹🌻, ORCHIDS, my desk, ear-buds, Aaron Hernandez, my little space on earth instead of the internet - my desk & sketchbook, & ANYTHING organizational/cleaning... •i dislike: Scorpios, fantasy movies/series like Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Game of Thrones - sorry, not sorry 🤷🏼‍♀️ - shitty parents, mornings, Karens, uppers, Instagram, judgmental humans, my fingernails when they aren't done, & typos. I have a love/hate relationship with Pisces, both male & female 🐠 i'm as blunt & unfiltered as they come. oh, & you can't hurt my feelings (a big s/o to my past traumas). i'm.. an opened, closed book... if that makes any sense to you? now go ahead & try to break down my walls to get to know the real me! i’m the best friend you could ever have! 🤞🏼😸🥳 OKAY! that's enough for now. follow me, & let's get to learn more about e/o & our little spaces on the internet. if you've made it this far 🙂 i'm going to stfu now. (didn’t lie a/b a thing. told you i tend to start rambling. bad.)

• i want to leave you all something pretty to look @ as a preview of what this journey entails💭

#newbie #hello new people #happy new year #journal #journaling #journal ideas #journaling inspiration #journaling junkie #doodles #doodle brain #sketchbook #cannamom #cannacommunity #astrology #nice to meet you

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lishielish · 2 years

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A Stark Absence - Chapter 16

Pairings: Tony Stark x OFC

Summary:

Evelyn struggles to find a way home, to Tony. Battling a demon was one thing, surviving plot points might be a different beast entirely…

Tony struggles to find Evelyn. All of time and space had bent to bring her here–to him. Now he needed all of time and space to help him bring her home–to him.

Will he be able to find her? Or has Evelyn been lost to him forever…

Series Tags: Work In Progress, Slow To Update, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, characters listed in order of appearance, Additional Characters to be added, roughly edited, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Related, Isekai, Canon-Typical Violence, Canonical Character Death, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Dreams and Nightmares, Nightmares, Dreams, Drinking, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Alcohol, Alcoholic Tony Stark, Swearing, POV Third Person, POV Third Person Omniscient, Self-Indulgent, Not Beta Read, Not Canon Compliant, Tony Stark Has A Heart, Tony Stark Needs a Hug, Tony Stark Feels, remnants of previous triangular configuration, Avengers Tower, Post-Iron Man 3, takes place during, Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Fluff and Angst, Fluff, Angst, elements of kidnapping and all that goes with

A/N: Please see Masterpost for a note regarding this and upcoming chapters’ tags

AoS notes at the end

Word Count: 2,997

Chapter 16 of ?

AO3

Blur

“When?” Tony demanded as he ran through the tower.

“The footage is from nearly twenty-five minutes ago. It’s only a partial capture, but match quality is 100%.”

“Show me on the way.” His heart was pounding. With excitement. With anticipation. With fear; would he get there in time? “Where am I headed?”

“Pensacola, sir. There appears to be a number of SHIELD agents involved.”

“Have the Iron Legion en route.” Fucking SHIELD. When he finally got in touch with Fury, he was not going to hold back.

“Let Rogers know, or I’ll never hear the end of it.”

“Captain Rogers isn’t answering, but I’ve sent a message for you.”

“Really? I thought he woulda been all over this. What the hell has he been so busy with…” No time to worry about that. “Suit me up, J. Let’s go get our girl back.”

His army of suits would take nearly twice as long as him to reach Pensacola from Malibu, but Tony felt sure that he wouldn’t need them; he only wanted them there as a show of force, to remind SHIELD--and Fury-- that he wasn’t just some guy in a suit they could fuck with.

Jarvis played the matched footage for him several times, as requested. She’d made a run for it--that’s my girl--and got tackled to the hard, coarse pavement for her efforts. He’d have to have a talk with her about spotting the difference between a good opportunity for escape and a bad one, but he admired how she’d committed to it.

He watched as she fell into the far side of the frame, an agent twice her size on her back bringing her down. A sound akin to a snarl had left him when he’d first watched her being pulled up from the ground with her face bloodied. The rest of the footage was all knees and feet; someone had left a nav cam on or something, maybe on a personal vehicle, he couldn’t determine the source; it was an awkward angle on an out of place feed. He couldn’t see where she’d come from, or where the man had taken her back to, but he could at least see that she was ok. She was alive. She was fighting.

And she was gone.

He circled over the coordinates Jarvis provided, a main building for horse races by the looks of it, scanning the area for Evelyn. Nothing. Goddamnit.

He landed at the exact spot she’d been in and stepped out of his suit. Following the direction she’d gone in the video, he found the shattered remains of a glass. He crouched before it, puzzled; strange thing to find outside an abandoned race track that had just been bustling with SHIELD activity…

Tony carefully pinched one of the larger shards between a thumb and forefinger, and turned it over, examining it. Then he brought it closer, and ran it under his nose. A broken smile tugged at the corner of his lips, and a breath of a laugh escaped from his throat. Scotch.

Everything was a blur. People say that all the time, but to experience it first-hand was surreal. From inside the van, the commotion was barely more than the sounds of hurried footsteps and muted shouts. Fitz spoke to her from the passenger's seat along the way, but she didn’t make out any words, just the general sound of his voice, his Scottish accent easily distinguishable. She managed a few hums whenever he sounded especially keyed up; that seemed to keep things manageable.

He pulled her carefully from the van once it was on the Bus, urging her gently to hurry so they could take off… something about a possible incoming attack. He cut her hands free, muttering about how she clearly wasn’t a threat, pulled the straps free on her vest and carefully lifted it off her, then directed her to the same seat he always pointed her to.

He placed a first aid kit on the desk beside her, and rummaged through it for the things he needed, laying each item out neatly. He was still talking, and she began tuning in more as she focused on what he was doing, “What were you thinking,” “You could have been killed,” “Nobody had eyes on Deathlok,” and “He could have been nicer about it, didn’t need to jump on you like that.” Evelyn hummed here and there when a response felt appropriate.

Once he had everything he needed, he pulled another chair up beside her, sat down, and took a good look at her. One side of her face was all scratched up, the scrapes full of dirt and debris, the skin turning an angry color of red. She continued to look past him, never at him, and he worried she might be a bit concussed. She sniffled, and it was then that he noticed the look on her face, her reaction was nothing like after the phone incident. He replayed her attempted escape in his mind, and realized then what direction she’d been running.

“What happened?” he asked, softly.

Evelyn met his eyes for the first time since she’d been walked back to the van. Her voice was barely more than a breath, “He died.”

His eyebrows knitted together. “Nash?”

She nodded. “I couldn’t stop it.”

“What--that’s what you were trying to do? You were trying to stop…”

She nodded again.

“Um,” he fiddled with the materials he had laid out. “How did you…”

“Just a feeling,” she said with a shrug. “Like how this morning it felt like today was going to be a long day. I had a feeling that something was going to go wrong, and I needed to stop it.”

Unsure of what to say next, Fitz pulled on a pair of gloves, ready to tend to her wounds. “Sorry, this is more Simmons’ thing, but I’ll do my best.”

“It��s fine; I can take care of it. I’m sure you’ve got other things to do.”

“No,” he said, drawing out the word as he set to work. “I’m going to get you cleaned up and sorted out, and then make us both a nice cup of tea.”

“Fitz, it’s fine, really. Don’t you want to get in touch with Simmons? See how things are going at the Hub?”

“Well…”

“Then do that,” she said with a barely managed smile.

“After I’ve got you taken care of. Simmons can look you over properly when she gets back.”

“Ok.”

“And I’m still making tea when I’m finished.”

“Ok,” she said with a tired smile.

They sat in companionable silence as he cleaned all of her scrapes, lathered them in antibiotic ointment, taped gauze pads over as much as he could, and wrapped her hands so at least her palms were protected. Then he left her to her thoughts while he went up to make tea, which he still insisted upon doing, saying that it would make them both feel better. When he returned, the silence continued while they waited for their tea to cool, until curiosity finally got the best of him.

Evelyn followed him with her eyes to the back of the room leading to the rest of the level, nodding when he excused himself to contact Simmons. She sighed deeply, and tried to remember the order of coming events; everything seemed to happen in rapid succession on the show. He would be securing the encrypted line right about now, calling Simmons, then finding out that someone else had tapped into the hardline. Then he would go find the source in the cockpit, and things would escalate from there. She decided to stay right where she was until Fitz or May came through.

Sipping her tea, she tried not to think about Nash. She had tried sitting back, thinking a problem into the ground and fretting over ripple effects. Now it was time to throw caution to the wind and to hell with the consequences. Inaction came with a terrible, heavy guilt. She needed to think forward to what she might have a chance to change next… if she lived through the fight at the Hub.

Ward. She needed to stop Ward. She never understood how he was allowed to go with Hand to the Fridge. He had murdered a suspect. Sure SHIELD had been in shambles, and Garrett’s Hydra reveal had been a shock, but to let Ward escort him to the Fridge when he should have been locked up awaiting a review board or something, just hadn’t made sense.

When the time came, she’d appeal to Coulson, and Victoria Hand herself if she got the chance, to follow procedure when it came to Ward. And as they repaired the Bus to make their swift exit, she’d find a way to load as many oxygen masks as possible in each of the med pods. Was it a med pod? Every pod, whatever kind. She’d save Hand, stop Garrett from escaping and taking over the Fridge, stop Ward from all his evil-doing, and on the off chance everything still managed to go to shit, she’d have a backup plan in place to save Fitz from suffering hypoxia.

The sound of fast-paced footsteps snapped her attention to the back of the lab. She rose from her seat, her pulse quickening; it was one thing to know what would happen, it was another thing entirely to live through it. Fitz burst into the room, wide-eyed and breathing heavily, and hit the light switch.

“Evie! Quick! In here!”

He grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her to the back corner. He pushed aside hanging lab coats to reveal a small closet, then pushed her in, and shimmied in alongside her, closing the door quietly. They were pressed together, chest to chest, and she could swear she felt his heart beating directly against hers. They each had their heads turned, facing the door, cheeks brushing against one another.

“Shh…” The sound was barely audible, and left him on a quivering breath.

The footfalls were light, but Evelyn could hear them padding against the floor; May was sweeping through the lab, on the hunt for Fitz. Together, they waited. Evelyn worried that May would hear their pounding hearts and pounce on them. Once the footsteps could no longer be heard, he slowly opened the door and peeked out around the lab coats. She could just make out him nodding to himself, before he turned, gave her a look, and held his hand up, indicating for her to stay put.

She gave a firm nod, and took up his position of looking carefully out into the lab, watching him move quickly and silently across the room. He hit the button, the doors closed, and within the same breath, May swung around and fired--one to the head, one to the chest. He recoiled in response, hands reflexively going up, as the ICER rounds splattered against the glass.

Evelyn closed her eyes against the shouting and raised voices, Coulson and May’s back and forth. Then Skye entered the fold, shifting the favor of the standoff. Everything should calm down soon. Just as soon as-

She stumbled back in the closet, pulling the door closed and hitting the back wall hard as the Bus abruptly changed course. Right. Just as soon as they were on their way to the Hub and May was unconscious. She slowly opened the door again, enough to look out at the situation unfolding. May set her ICER down and kicked it over towards the stairs, then backed away from it, Skye keeping her weapon trained on May the whole time. Good, things were going just the same as Evelyn remembered.

Coulson came down the stairs, picked up the ICER, and was demanding to know where the plane was going. The shouting all felt far away, distant, until Fitz spoke up.

“Yeah, well, the plane just turned around for god’s sake!” he yelled, loud and clear.

“How is this happening, then?” Skye asked, gun still leveled at May.

May didn’t hesitate to answer. “HQ can override automated control of the avionics, take us anywhere they want.” Then she addressed Coulson, “Let me check the instrument panel and I’ll be able to--”

“No way!” Fitz shouted.

“You’re not going anywhere until you explain what--”

May cut Coulson off, “It’s not me!”

“Where are you taking us?”

“This isn’t me!” May shouted.

“Why did you have an encrypted hardline?”

“And try to shoot me when we found it?”

May tried to de-escalate things, “Let’s take a breath.”

Coulson stepped towards May, raising his gun a little higher. “Let’s not!”

May huffed out a shaky breath. “It was a dedicated channel... to Director Fury. That's the truth.”

“Director Fury? I haven't been able to get him on the line all week.” Evelyn could hear the doubt in his voice without needing to see it on his face.

“You were reporting to him?” Skye asked.

“That's all I can tell you,” May said, shaking her head.

Fitz had his hands on his lower back. “Oh, just come out with it!”

“That's all you can tell us?!” Coulson was quickly running out of patience.

“I'm under orders!” May insisted, holding Coulson’s gaze. “Fury will tell you.”

“What--was this an order?” Fitz asked, stepping closer to the door and pointing at the topmost ICER round. “To shoot me in the bloody head?”

May looked from Coulson to Fitz, then back to Coulson. “Where’s Abel?”

“What,” Fitz said with a swallow.

Coulson looked over his shoulder at Fitz, his gun never wavering away from May. “Where is she, Fitz?”

“She’s right here!” He explained, exasperated, and threw an arm up, indicating the lab. “She’s been right here the whole time!”

“Oh, yeah?” May narrowed her eyes at him. “Prove it.”

Fitz looked at Coulson. Coulson nodded his head, giving the ok. Evelyn knew her cue when she saw it. She stepped cautiously out from the closet, fingertips tapping to her thumb. This was new. This was unscripted. One wrong move and the whole situation could go sideways…

She moved to stand beside Fitz, but he stepped in front of her with the smallest shake of his head; he didn’t trust the way things were going.

“How do we know this isn’t her?” May asked.

“Good question.” Coulson kept looking between the pair in the lab and May.

“Even if she could--” Fitz began, but Evelyn cut him off.

“Natasha and Steve are at the Triskelion; you can check. If anything, that’s exactly where I want to be.” They were there alright, or they had been, taking down Hydra and the Insight Helicarriers.

Coulson gave her a nod, satisfied, and focused exclusively on May.

“Wait!” Evelyn spat out, making a split-second decision.

He looked at her out of the corner of his eye. “What.”

“Just, let’s skip the back and forth, ok? Let--let me catch you up,” Evelyn said, closing her shaking fingers into fists as she stepped out from behind Fitz. One wrong word… and the whole thing could go sideways…

Coulson looked at her again, considering.

But May was doubtful. “How would you even know--”

“Because she knows things,” Fitz said, meeting Evelyn’s eyes, his voice back to a normal level. “Just like she knew my name before we ever met, and--” He saw her barely tilt her chin to the side, then looked at Coulson, she didn’t want him to mention the part about Nash. “And… And she knew things would go wrong today.”

“What?” Coulson dropped his gun arm and simultaneously raised the hand holding the ICER, then angled his body towards the lab, facing Evelyn while keeping the ICER pointed at May. “Explain.”

“It--I just--I didn’t know anything.” Shit. Shit. “It was just a feeling.”

“That’s why she ran,” Fitz said, giving Evelyn a quick, apologetic look. “She wasn’t trying to run away, she was trying to run into the building.”

“That doesn’t matter right now. What it comes down to is Fitz found out about May’s encrypted line, and after he cut it, May came looking for him. And not just to have a chat,” Evelyn said, eyes sliding briefly to May.

It was Evelyn’s turn with the apologetic smile. Fitz grimaced, knowing what she’d say next.

“And the reason Fitz found May’s encrypted line, is because he needed one for himself, to talk with Simmons at the Hub. Where Simmons… is trying to figure out how the drug that saved you works.”

There was a moment of silence as Evelyn fielded a lot of curious stares. So much for trying to play everything off as just a feeling; that was a lot of information she wasn’t supposed to know. She squeezed her fists tightly, waiting to see what direction they’d go next.

“Fitz,” May said urgently. “Who is Simmons talking to?”

Coulson kept the ICER carefully trained on May as he walked to the lab doors. “Fitz, open the door.”

“No way, not until we sort this out. I'm not opening anything,” Fitz said quickly, shaking his head as he spoke.

Coulson started speaking before Fitz had finished, his volume rising. “Open the door. We can't get anything sorted until you open the damn door!”

The two maintained eye contact, then Fitz eyed May warily. Evelyn reached out, placing a hand on Fitz’s arm reassuringly. He looked at her sidelong, and she nodded.

“It’s fine,” she said.

Fitz gave May one last suspicious look, then opened the doors with a sigh.

“Skye, get your laptop hooked up to our systems. See if you can pull up any SHIELD communications. I want to know where this plane is headed and why,” Coulson said.

The second Skye lowered her weapon, May tried to reason with him. “Coulson--”

“You stay put!” he yelled. Once he was certain she would, he turned back to Fitz. “Now tell me who Simmons is talking to. 'Cause if it isn't someone we trust, she's in serious danger.”

In episode 16, soon after Ward shoots Nash and they’re back on the bus, Coulson works out that things were a little too convenient, Nash was probably a fall guy, and someone had been communicating their movements/actions to the real Clairvoyant. Skye, knowing this, runs into Fitz right after he finds May’s encrypted line in the cockpit, and she tells him to cut it. This leads to May chasing Fitz through the bus, and everyone then suspecting her as the mole.

#lish writes #lish's stark series #a stark absence

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soupgoose · 2 years

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Everything’s Okay

Summary: The Captain (you) has had enough of this god-forsaken loop. And it's about time that they told someone.

Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Fluff???

Word count: 4k+

Paring: (Sort of) Head Engineer Mark / [Gender Neutral]Captain, written platonic but it's up to your interpretation :D

A/N: Bolded and Italicized words are thoughts, I wasn’t sure how else to show that since using the same tag started to feel a little repetitive. Got a little carried away, but its whatever. Also my first time posting one of my self indulgent fics, so let me know if you want more and if there's anything I should work on.

Happy Reading! -Soup

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There was so much wrong.

All you wanted to do was to get the colonists and your crew to your new home as quickly and as safely as possible. It all sounded so easy. But not one of your previous missions or any of your training could have prepared you for this.

Everyone was gone.

You woke up in your cryo pod, alone. Disturbed and very worried, you had searched across the entire ship, checking every cryo pod aboard the Invincible 2. Yet you couldn’t find a single person. You were completely and utterly alone, drifting in the middle of space. The warp core had malfunctioned, and the ship's power failed days ago. The silence that surrounded you felt suffocating, the only sounds you did hear were the groaning of the ship's hull, and the echoing of their screams. Their cries and pleas for you still rang in your ears.

After countless deaths, and a seemingly never-ending repeat of the same days, you wanted nothing more than for it all to stop. That this time, after you fell asleep, you wouldn’t wake back up. The ship's oxygen was running low. Finally giving in you let your back slide down the cold hull of the Invincible. Your mind, foggy and tired, slipped into sweet unconsciousness.

“Good morning Captain. Coffee’s on route. Ship’s status is, nominal.”

You woke up, right back in your cryo pod. You slid to the floor, you brought your knees to act as a platform for your head. Your hands ran through your hair, while it was previously greasy with dust, blood, and sweat, it felt soft and clean between your fingers. Nothing had happened here, not yet at least. Your hands held onto the back of your neck, pressing your head further into your knees. That cursed announcement. Its false hope had tricked you to keep moving forward, and you debated staying put. A shaky breath escaped your lungs, sounding more like a frustrated sigh.

“Captain?” You lessened the grip on your neck upon hearing his voice. That’s right, of course he’d be okay.

“I’m not sure if you’re awake yet, but it looks like we’re rapidly approaching our destination! Still a way out but-” he paused, listening to the rustling of a stiff uniform coming from inside the pod, “-no time like the present for a fresh cup of coffee! And we might as well run a ship-wide station check since we’re up.”

The joints in your knees and back felt stiff as you fought with them to stand. The aftermath of running and being thrashed around from violent explosions and shakes still lingered in your body. Every inch of you begged for real sleep, a true moment of rest. However, you would tell yourself “Not yet, Mark’s out there. I want to see my crew alive first.”

The cryo pod door opened with a hiss, your boots created a gentle thud against the ship's linoleum floor. While you tried your best to hide the look of general disdain and exhaustion, Mark, your head engineer, couldn’t ignore how tired you looked. “Captain? You alright-”

“Yes, thank you, Mark.” His eyes lit up, he was surprised, very very surprised.

Across the many events and meetings, you were a part of, your reputation stood strong. Very few had ever heard you speak, aside from your “great” speeches, it was known that you had kept to yourself over the years. Referred to as “the silent one” all throughout your years of schooling and training. You led successfully with very few words, since, unless it was an emergency, words were never truly required for your job.

“I- I um, uh” he fumbled. Clearing his throat he continued, “the ship is due for some, um, routine maintenance.” His initial concern for you fled as quickly as it had formed. With a firm pat on his shoulder and an agreeing nod, he took to the main terminal, typing in various commands to wake up the remaining crew.

You flinched as he approached the terminal, expecting it to combust as he touched it. You reminded yourself that those events had no effect on this current loop, if the terminal were to set fire it would have done so sooner, like it had in previous attempts.

After a moment, you followed the flustered engineer, monitoring his actions over his shoulder, as a captain would. He, while being close to your height, seemingly shrank quite a few inches. You let out a hearty laugh as you patted his mid-back, somewhat forcing him to stand straight. Smiling at him, you allowed yourself to push the unpleasant memories as far away as you physically could. “No use for those now, they won’t help you.” He straightened his posture, confidence returning to his face.

You weren't entirely sure why, but most people took a liking to you rather quickly. While you were fairly oblivious when it came to romantic advances, the fact that a large majority of your crew seemed in awe when you were first introduced gave you enough of a hint. Considering more than one tried to throw themselves into your arms was evidence enough.

One would think that being practically silent would make someone seem unreliable and secretive. However it seemed to have had the exact opposite effect on you, as even in your younger years, you were trusted with a leader's role. It was exhausting, but you couldn’t deny that it felt good to be so trusted.

After a while of calling the Invincible’s crew to the control room, they began to trickle in. Most were groggy or disoriented, as was a common symptom of cryo sleep. As they stood together on the makeshift stage in front of the window. You had to physically stop yourself from sealing the blockhead, preventing them from getting sucked through the glass into the vastness of space. “No, don't. Everything is FINE.” Once everyone had finally gathered in front of you, waiting for Mark to begin the announcement, you took the opportunity to speak first.

“Good ‘morning’ everyone! I know that it is a little early to be waking up, but considering our distance from our final destination, I wanted to be absolutely sure that everything is in proper working order before we get any closer. That being said, I also wanted to personally thank and congratulate each and every one of you.”

You held back a laugh at the reactions of your crew at your impromptu speech. While the reactions were the same at every speech you gave, you couldn’t help but find it funny each time.

You cleared your throat before continuing,

“Space, in and of itself, is a treacherous and unforgiving front. One wrong choice and it’s game over. I have had the responsibility of leading an immense amount of missions in space, and I have become painfully aware of the risks. And while knowing this can cause a reasonable amount of doubt in any person, I have the greatest pleasure to be leading such a remarkable crew.”

You take a few steps forward, smiling at them. “And honestly I could not have asked for a better group of people. Your determination and love for this mission has shone through at every uncertainty. Now, I would also like to acknowledge the crew leads, as they have the responsibility of managing their sector as well as having to work alongside you all.-” You look from Burt, to Gunther, to Celci, and finally to Mark. You take a deep breath before you continue, you throat beginning to burn from the effort of talking,

“-I couldn’t be prouder of the work you’ve all put into this mission. That being said, I would like for each section to run a full inspection. We won’t know our landing conditions until we get there, so let's make sure that we’re prepared for whatever may come our way. Once your areas are finished and I’ve checked in, take a moment to eat some real food, and then head back to your pods. The next time you’ll hear from me, we will be landing on our planet. So, go get some real food and get let’s this mission finished!”

It takes your crew a moment before they fill the small room with excited cheers and chants. While the shock was still present on their faces, your speech definitely boosted the crews' confidence.

As they passed you, heading back to their respective stations, many of them exchanged salutes or high-fives as they exited. The last to leave were the crew leads. Their faces reflected their trust and admiration for you. They were happy to hear the promised speech that was interrupted before they entered the wormhole.

You turned back to them, a grin present on your face. You were rapidly running out of energy, speaking, let alone a full speech, was an exhausting thing on in and of itself, but along with everything else that you've gone through, you weren't entirely sure how you were still standing straight.

They would want to speak with you personally before leaving. You couldn’t fault them for that, you were their Captain after all. Still, part of you had hoped that they would have left by now.

Their shoulders instinctively rolled back, hands placed either by their sides or at the small of their backs, standing at attention. Walking forward, your hands rest on Mark’s and Celci’s upper arms. You cleared your throat quietly, “I mean it when I said that I was proud. Just please stop fighting with each other-” Everyone chuckled other than Celci and Mark, embarrassment evident as they looked away from each other, grumbling to themselves. “-this was- no is a team effort, it takes everyone to run the ship, and it’ll take a strong team to successfully set up and run a colony. I expect you all to be a part of that when the time comes, but for now though, go join your groups. I’ll come in and check shortly.” They break away, exchanging their gratitude with you as they exit through the control room door.

The room became so much quieter as the door shut, separating the rest of the ship from yourself and Mark. Your hand ran over your throat, messaging it slightly, as if trying to rub away the ever-growing ache.

It had been a long while since you had spoken at all, during the last few loops there wasn’t time to stop and talk between the constant emergencies, not like there was much to talk about anyway. To say that you were out of practice was an understatement, and “waking up” from cryo did not help.

“Captain, that was- that was amazing! I haven’t heard one of your speeches in years! And for one of them to happen on my, sorry, our ship, is truly exciting! Did you see-” He continued to ramble and rant, pacing back and forth in front of the window. His enthusiasm was endearing, not quite cute, but it was sweet to see how one of your speeches had an effect on someone close to you.

Without warning, a wave of dizziness swept over you, a loud ringing present in your ears. You reached for the terminal to stop yourself from falling. “No no no nonono, come on breath.” Your vision was going dark, your heartbeat rang in your head.

He turned back to you, slowly ending his rant. He was so caught up in his own excitement that he hadn't noticed you gripping on to the terminal, leaning the majority of your weight against it. Your knuckles had gone white as you held onto the edge, just barely able to hold yourself upright. Your body was being pulled under by an ocean of exhaustion and stress.

“Oh god why now? I just need to make it a little more. Just perform a routine check. That’s all there is, you’ve done them a thousand times before.” You were in your own world at this point. “Just check in and then you can sleep. Please let it be this time. Please let me finish this loop this time-”

“Captain?”

Your mind snapped out of whatever trance it was in. As you regained focus, you felt Mark's hand against your shoulder. He was looking down at you. Knowing him over many years, and after meeting at a conference going over the details of this very mission, going to bars and meetings, you had never seen your friend so worried before.

“Hey, Cap. What's going on? You look, eh, not well.”

“I-” Your voice broke, struggling to repress a sob “-I’m fine- Mark, really tired, is’all.”

You tried to push him away from you, but in doing so you noticed that the support from his hand was keeping your upper body stable. You staggered as he spoke,

“I don’t think I believe that. You know that you can talk to me.”

Before you could argue a crew member opened the door. You quickly stood straight, or as close to straight as possible. “Hey Captain! All stations are ready when you are!”

Swallowing hard you nodded at them. “Just a little more”.

Following behind them, Mark tugged back on your uniform. “Captain please.”

You were stopped as his other hand held your wrist. “Talk to me.”

His eyes pleaded with you. You mustered together a smile, “After.”

He hesitated, fully aware that he couldn’t stop you. You were stubborn, and he knew that. He looked over your face again. Now getting a better look at your expression he could tell that your smile was pained. You were faking it for the crew. Before he let go of you he looked you in the eyes as said a simple, “Okay.” He gave you a small smile before you turned to leave.

You left the room, followed directly by Mark.

As you made your way from room to room he watched your every movement. He was always standing either directly behind or at arms length away from you, prepared to catch you if you needed it. Whatever was eating away at you, you obviously didn’t want the crew to notice it. So, he didn’t pry. You would tell him like you said you would, he figured that you just needed time. He tried not to do anything but listen, but he began to step in when your crew mates decided that they wanted to hear more from their captain. Unknowingly to you, he shot subtle glares at those who tried to push at you.

You fell into a routine of only reaffirming his responses with nods. You didn’t want to disappoint your crew, but then again, Mark had taken it into his own hands to keep you from talking.

During the walk back to the control room, he noticed that you held onto the back of his uniform. Whether or not you knew that you were holding onto him was up for debate, but he refrained from mentioning it. Perhaps you just needed to remind yourself that he was actually there.

Once the two of you reached the control room door he turned to face you. “I’m going to meet with the crew leads before they head back into their pods. I’ll meet you inside okay?”

You nodded, stepping inside. You slid down against the lockers, taking deep breaths trying to calm yourself. Your eyes clamped shut, just trying to focus on breathing. After an unknown amount of time passed, the sound of the door opening grounded you back to reality. You didn’t open your eyes to look as you heard Mark close the door behind him.

“Hey…” he said softly, kneeling down next to you. While you hated it, small tears pricked at your eyelids as you opened them.

“Hey, hey. What's wrong? And you can't say that there's nothing wrong, because there definitely is something. In all of our time together I've never seen you so upset.”

You turned your head away from him, not wanting him to see how pathetic you felt. You knew that you owed him an answer, but you weren't sure if he’d believe you. In the past loops he would sometimes remember, others not so much, but he’d shown no signs of it this round. You didn’t want to look like a crazy fool, especially not when everything seemed to be going so well.

He grabbed your hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. “I’m really worried about you.”

The damn you so carefully constructed broke, bringing up the other hand to desperately trying to cover your face as you wept. Your chest and shoulders shook with your shallow, uneven breaths.

“F-fuck -I, I’m sor-sorry. I t-tried so so hard to keep it, it together. I did-didn’t want any of you t-to see your Captain a mess like t-this.”

He was shocked, not sure what to do except just listening to you.

When you eventually let him, he brought you in close to him so he could hold you. During your friendship on earth, he often showed his appreciation and encouragement through touch, not that it bothered you, but you had missed it during your times away from each other.

His arms wrapped around you as you spoke of terrifying events. He rested his forehead against the back of your head as you recounted every time that you saw either him or one of the others die in front of you. He, occasionally, would shush you, like a mother would to a distressed child, reminding you that “it was okay now” and to “breathe”.

How long had you gone without talking to someone, how long had you felt the need to bundle all of this pain and distress up inside of you. As you started to calm back down he let you hold on to him tighter. You managed to get a full breath in. Muffled in his uniform he heard you finally say, “I can't lose everyone again. I can’t lose you again. I only ever wanted to get everyone to our new home, now I’m trapped in a never ending loop, watching the people I care about get killed over and over again, dying over and over again.” After a pause you said even quieter, “I don’t want to be left alone again.”

He was confused at first, he didn’t remember any of that. Why would he have left you alone? According to his memories, he had practically glued himself to your side once you boarded the Invincible. But, as if a flashbang went off in his head, he recalled everything. He remembered getting thrown out of the ship's window. He remembered getting shot, surprisingly, more than once and by different things. He remembered dying, over and over and over again, even by his own choice. He remembered you, throwing yourself out of the airlock in a desperate attempt to fix things.

He remembered all of it.

And at the center of it all was you. His dear friend, the one that he trusted above even himself, trembling and pleading for whatever was causing this to stop.

“God, please don’t disappear again, don’t die again, please don’t go. I never wanted you to see this, I wanted to prove that I could take it, that I deserved to be in charge, that I could fix this. But I don’t know if I can.”

Looking back down at you, he saw someone so brave and determined that they felt that they could fix everything on their own. He saw someone so stunning and confident enough to woo and impress anyone that they wanted. He saw his most beloved Captain, who trusted him in setting up this mission. He saw his closest friend, who had been broken and beaten way too many times. “I won’t. I actually don’t think I can leave your side.”

“What if, when I get back in that pod, and I close my eyes, you’re gone again. What if I wake up and we’re back at the beginning of this god forsaken mess? Or if everyone is already dead? My sole purpose is to keep people safe and to lead them to safety, and even that seems impossible now. I feel that I’ve failed everyone.”

He leaned back so that he could look you in the eyes. Compassion and love radiated from the look he gave you.

“Now you listen to me Cap’. In no possible way have you failed anybody, Sure, we’ve both made some, questionable, decisions, those were the cards dealt to us. Y’a can’t blame yourself for having a bad deck.” He wiped away some of the tears that remained on your cheek with his gloved hand. “I could tell you for hours of what you’ve done for us and how incredible of a person that you are. Like, ok so we don’t have hours but I’ll keep this quick, you buried all of this pain and guilt deep down in your gut, just so we would get excited about our progress. You encouraged us to keep doing well with praise and with your speech, when it physically hurt you to do so. And while I wish you had confided in me earlier, I understand why you felt the need to keep your head high. But please understand that letting all of those feelings out doesn't make you ‘pathetic’, especially not in my eyes. I’m your head engineer after all! I trust you and your judgment, even more so than my own!” The two of you shared a light chuckle, “And even if it was to all restart, I’d still be there for you. I’m here for you, both as your head engineer and as your friend. You won’t ever be alone like that again, okay?” He smiled, lifting your chin up slightly so you would look at him.

While hesitantly, you smiled back. After a moment, he laid your head back against his chest as he lifted you both up. “Okay Captain, there we go-” He lets you hold on to him as you regain your balance on your feet. “-I think it’s time for us to return to our pods.” He was stopped from turning away as you still held his arm against your body.

Looking you up and down, he playfully sighed, “But, if you’re still worried about me leaving you, once again I would never, I think that there's room enough for us both. Celci said something about them having to be big enough for people to sit comfortably if need be, so be sure to thank her.” He had a smug look on his face after suggesting that one of her ideas was “good”, but he pushed past it. “I don’t mind sharing a pod, but only if you’re okay with it of course.”

Nodding, he walks you over to your pod.

He steps into it first, making sure to leave you enough room to get comfortable. While theoretically yes, there was enough room for the two of you, there was an awkward space as you stood slightly apart from him. You folded your arms in front of your chest, he huffs, bringing you into a tight hug. Eventually you relax into his embrace, letting your own arms unfold and wrap around his body.

The cryo pod hums to life, as the warmth from your companion and the pods chill gently begins to lull you to sleep. As you feel your mind fill with fog, you feel Mark hold onto you a little tighter, he whispers something into the crown of your head. Barely able to hear it, you make out a quiet, “I’ve got you, Cap. I’ve got you.”

With that, your mind slipped into sweet unconsciousness.

And when you did eventually wake up, he was still holding on to you.

Just like he promised.

Unlike every other time you woke up in that pod, this time you heard his voice replacing the computers.

“Good Morning Captain. See? Its like I told you,

Everything’s Okay”

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