#I just wanna sleep for a whole day
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A slow morning in the Forger household.
This is me projecting so hard on them. Tired and sleepy all the time. Bond’s properly asleep somewhere on the ground.
Throw this out into the wild to appease you all while I’m doing research for other incoming comics.
#spy x family#sxf fanart#my art#forger family#the forgers#loid forger#yor forger#anya forger#twiyor#loid x yor#i'm sleepy#I just wanna sleep for a whole day#darn it 😫
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i am once again feeling shitty about being asexual 😛 love it when i cant find love because i fail the entry test to a date itself 🥰
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"And soda; runs off into the street..."
"...and soda... is totally okay!"
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#cw blood#something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones#IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE#ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE....#THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU#do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule.#LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE#DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared#i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail#but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!!#i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time#i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS#soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz#i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss#have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES#I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn#annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE.#hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.
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Family for day 6 of SpeSilverWeek! Edition uuh found biological and crime I guess...
#this was the first one I completed tbh and I'm not vibing but it was rly good warmup and tbh working lineless is so much easier...#I get lazier and messier concerning anatomy esp and stuff but I have fun...#spesilverweek#pokespe silver#pokespe blue#pokespe#my art#the thing about this is. I have so many thoughts about this one very specific rocket au where they aren't dex holders but find Giovanni#instead but he still goes missing and they still kind of hate team rocket bc the whole mask of ice thing still happened so they try to fuck#shit up from within now that giovanni is gone even though they also rly just kinda want him to return and deal with stuff himself#and the admins have these rly fun roles of all being in disagreement on what to do#like the boss might be dead his kids should take over or we Must find the boss or lol no boss my team rocket now#and then the dex holders get mixed in too and it's Fun bc everyone is fighting everyone#also sorry Giovanni for making you look like that#it's like 5min til day 6 technically but my laptop is being a butt so in case it won't turn on tomorrow here it is now#I will not wait 5min for midnight I got a new pillow for christmas and I wanna SLeep on it noW! hell yeah !!#pokemon
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I like the idea that Reiner and Annie both knew if anyone in the cadets accidentally pissed Bertholdt off enough he could actually blow them sky high.
#he sleeps poorly one night and Reiner and Annie walk on eggshells the whole day worried he’s going to quite literally blow#someone says the colossal was ugly compared to other titans and Bertholdt is just standing in the corner like >:(#Reiner: haha nooo don’t transform right now ur too sexyyy hahaaa#idk what this post is I’m sorry#props to Bertholdt I would have blown at least one idiot up per day#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#aot#aot memes#bertholdt hoover#reiner braun#annie leonhart#or if you wanna be funky:#berthold hoover#spoilers#aot spoilers
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see, dearest, loving me did not save you. you scraped by just fine without. but it doesn’t hurt, does it?
#pokemon#swsh#professor sonia#gym leader nessa#aquaheartshipping#sonessa#hi. this is pre-dr.jones!sonia and callie!nessa btw#doesnt affect the piece much but I just want u to know#I love that potc made up the whole davy jones/calypso thing and I ate that shit up unquestioned#dont care it slaps it means everything to me now. next#litcherally used those vibes for like anything I can I just think that should be a thing more#but also! the original dr.jones!sonia joke has like seven extremely stupid layer that make it very dear to me#so Im not willing to let go yet. even tho dr. jones is now technically involved in a tentative thing I have on the side#along with the other two (gun haveman and the cloudwalker)#this is actually! kind of a color study again. but also I just really wanna draw the girls#I think Im just gonna spend october drawing critters and the kids in costumes. I need it#this is hopefully the first! I'll try to unclench my brain and let it do its stuff#now tho? I sleep#tomorrow I have a promising dinner to look forward to. and the next day? noodles#have a good weekend lads! doesnt hurt to have a bit of love on ur side
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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........
#MOTHER FFFFUCKER#to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants#im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night#at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn#to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS#the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori#but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey#consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!!#just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick#outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to#animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better#at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH#i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc#im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over#where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands#there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE#ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles#but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your#health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!!#im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves#also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet#im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to#have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to#to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up#their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ#yapping
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アラサカの心
#hanako arasaka#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#cyberpunk photomode#cp2077 photomode#my stuff#my stuff: vp#saburo was so fucking lucky hanako actually loved her family#because just look at this woman#she would destroy this fuckery of a company and her disfunctional shit of a family in two days with a beauty sleep break#and then just restore it to it's glory the way she wants it#ahh. my baby. you're a glorious woman#and a terrifying enemy#(if you don't wanna fight it just date it)#© vayne#oh right. the text at the top says 'the heart of arasaka'#i thought of 'the devil' but she's not the devil in the game#so it really feels wrong#she even gives v as many hints as she can while being forbidden from telling the whole thing#she's precious#fight me#repost bc desktop tumblr bug
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So much to do, so little motivation to do any of it
#okay it isn’t really a whole lot to do but omgggggg i'm tired and just wanna sleep#todays agenda is clean room; wash bedding; take ac out of window#that's literally it#and yet here i lay in bed with no bedding being cold and unmotivated#i'm not cleaning out my closet today and no one can make me fuck that it's an issue for future me#i'll do it this week but today is not the day#personal#cleaning#motivation#lack of motivation#no motivation#motivation? don't know her#i am very tired#tired#sleepy#sleep deprived#i need sleep#and bedding omg
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#love that my body decided to incapacitate me the weekend before i have to read 5 different papers for classes#and it would b one thing to just read them but no for 3 of them i have to give detailed interpretation and 1 i have to present on#ive already failed to read one bc i forgot we had to do 2 papers for monday. oops. not that i could have done it anyway. i barely got 1 done#and im on track to fucking up the one due Tomorrow as well#im just fucking tired of reading fucking chemistry driven papers that i dont understand no matter how many times i read them#and everyones like oh itll get easier but no it fucking wont bc i cant fucking read right#its so fucking frustrating. why do i even bother? im so tried#i don't even have the paper im supposed to present on so ill have to do it all tomorrow. cool. great. not that i could do it today anyway#im just. this is gonna b a difficult week#and i misused my whole day by doing extractions bc i scheduled my training a week ago when i thought i would b fine over the weekend#nope. its fucking bullshit. this is y im like. y do i even want to b in academia?#how could i b a prof if i cant read well? its fine to b dyslexic as a math person but im like i have to read so much and so little gets thru#but then what the fuck else am i supposed to do? idk. im just gonna write down something for all these questions and go tf to sleep#ill get up at some horrible time in the morning to finish this. damn the consequences. ill see my therapist tomorrow anyway#and meet with my advisor like 🤪 yo guess what i made zero progress this week#sorry u got stuck with me while im going thru a year of fucking health problems#but whatever cant get rid of me now im already here. here and tired and i wanna go to bed#unrelated
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dont stay up until 5 doing work guys
#my whole body is aching ...#im just going to sleep 😀#not gonna lie it's been an annoyingly busy week#main comm heads were so delayed in getting us info about the sponsorship and they wanted promotion to start the DAY that you tell me#the info????? i can at least try to rush it tmr EOD but the same day??? youre joking#they said it could be extended to sun but also i dont wanna hinder the events sector so i just rushed it out in two days :/#and then i have to bid for my goddamn modules n it's giving me sm stress#ive been sleeping at 5 almost everydaydhfhf its not good i need to get my sleep schedule back on time#oh well#goodnight im just tired#and want to sleep forver#satoruhour's rambles
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i had promised myself last night that i would do one (1) productive thing today, but then i slept for like 12 hours and woke up at 4pm and now all i wanna do is play stardew 😭
#this has been an original post#personal spewage#like it's *okay* i have time i can do it later#it's about the *promise*#anyway i'm doing the thing where bc i know i should be doing the Productive thing i don't do the thing i wanna do (stardew)#but rather than actually *doing* the productive thing i'm just. doing nothing#AKA scrumbling#(sorry tumblr you're not nothing you're everything to me but ykwim)#i'm glad i got so much sleep cause BOY did i need it but it still threw off my whole day
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when you go to recent posts on a character tag to try to find other people to be feral about them with but 80% of it is just you going feral about them on your own
#i am biting i am running through the woods ripping things apart with my teeth i am screaming i need to talk to someone about bix for 5 hours#come join me in the bix caleen tag it is so lonely here#occasional asks and interactions only fuel my insatiable need to just rant about her and this show as a whole with someone else all day#like i could literally talk about this show from the moment i wake up until the moment i go to sleep and not run out of things to say#but i need!!! someone!!!!! to share it with!!!!!!!!#please come talk to me about anything to do with andor (unless you're yet another anon yelling at me for one lukewarm take on bixcassian)#(like i wanna have a discussion. a conversation. a back-and-forth. please)#an e original
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welp, just submitted a story to a lit mag whose response times can apparently be as big as 6 months so, now it's a waiting game to see which side the coin lands on but i should at least be close to the top of the reading pile if they go in order since submissions only opened a little over an hour ago so hopefully the response doesn't take forever.
#james talks#i reread it and deeply wanted to rewrite the whole thing but i knew there was simply no time since submissions were only open for 6 days--#and i would just edit out all of my voice if i rewrote or re-edited it so i made a few minor word choice changes and submitted it#nothing to do now but worry incessantly and wait to hear back#it's a horror short btw but i don't wanna say too much rn#anyway just shaking a little bit rn although it's hard to tell if that's the anxiety or the coffee or both#just gonna try not to think about it until i get any sort of email ig.#the magazine features so many cool shorts i doubt i'm getting selected but if i do it would be fun to call myself a published author#anyway i'm gonna go try to sleep now although we all know i'm not going to be able to actually sleep lol#james writes stuff
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Me when I’m not anxious at all about anything especially not traveling or not being home or being around strangers or going to a new airport or not being in control of the schedule or not having immediate access to my safe foods or not seeing funk and I’m definitely not anxious about being in new places and meeting new people and animals and having to be a person while trying to balance my emotions out enough that I don’t bring every conversation down while simultaneously only thinking about saying the wrong thing and bringing the conversation down
#and I’m definitely not afraid at all about how I haven’t told Millie about my current shitty mental health or the plans for an intensive#program and I feel like I might not say anything and I’ll feel bad later but like gahhh I just don’t want to be a bummer for once in my#fucking life I want to shove down all the sad depressing nothingness in me and try to be bubbly happy excited the whole time#who knows how it’s gonna go AND THAT THOUGHT DOESNT MAKE ME WANT TO THROW UP#IM EXCITED FOR THIS AND I DONT FEEL GUILTY ABOUT NOT GOING YO SEE MY DADS PARENTS EVEN THOUGH MY GRANDFATHER IS DYING AND IT DOESNT MAKE ME#FEEL SICK OR HAVE A HARD TIME BREATHING OR TYPING THIS IS ALL FINE I LIVE TRAVELING I LOVE FEELING LIKE IM NOT IN CHARGE OF ANYTHING AHAHAHA#AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHH THIS IS FINNNEEEEEE IM FINEEEEE THIS IS GREAT IM NOT GONNA FREAK OUT TO THE POINT OF NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP AT ALL#AND IM DEFINITELY NOT GONNA END UP AWAKE FOR TWO FULL DAYS 🫠#screaming crying throwing up and you can’t smoke weed on a plane. fuck my life bro.#bring back smoking on planes PLEASE#stoner plane even the pilots high fuck it we all wanna smoke and and watch the world be tiny below us right that’s what google maps is for#I feel like I’m doing this life thing wrong.
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