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amandaisnotwriting · 2 years

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do you ever have that moment tm when you look at yourself and your life and you realize the mental illness is That Bad again

#it's been 4 days of trying to work on one project and just Not Doing It #like literally can't start #my chest hurts again and I'm starting to get paranoid about my health and hate my body and it all sucks #I also don't wanna get out of bed ever for anything ayyy #back to sleeping into the afternoon cause what's the point #only wake up to give grandma her meds and food cause she can't walk #which is also depressing #but like I'm functional just barely for other people #just haven't been doing shit for myself #like going out today Sucked #everything hurt #I felt bad and sad and #nothing at all like it usually feels to like walk around #I stopped taking care of myself my back pain is coming back cause I stopped attending physical therapy #also can't bring myself to schedule doctors #eveyrthing is a mess #I missed therapy but I HAVE TO force myself to go this week no matter how hard it is #stopped everything it all sucks everything feels chaotic and too much #I wish I'd just have a crying fit and get better #personal #I'm almost 30 and I'm a fucking loser #no job no life no happiness nothing for myself #I'm so unhappy #ignore this I'll be fine

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crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington · 1 year

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resident evil village but ethan actually has rose with him this time and its a game changer

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haunted-xander · 2 months

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Wholeheartedly

#(but not willingly)#they makr me insaaaaaaane bc its like.#wanting to be who you used to be. wanting to go back to when things didnt hurt all the time #ignoring the fact that even back then things were still bad #it was bad and it still is bad but now its bad and also painful constantly #and just bad is better than pain #but its not possible to go back bc ur not that person anymore #and 'that person' is now seperate from you #and he doesnt know anything #and all you want anymore is to join with him so you can both be the 'you' that was sad and lonely and abused #but at least you werent in pain #this actually doesnt have much to do with the art itself i just felt like rambling about vanitas bc hes fucked ip #and deserves therapy for *gestures vaugely* all that #vanitas #ventus #vanven #in spirit #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts birth by sleep #kh #kh bbs #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

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parkersloths · 2 months

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Here's a little old angst amid the kot kot chaos

#fanart #käärijä #jere pöyhönen #kiitos käärijä for helping me get out of my artblock #the duality of this fandom #one week it's quiet and every artist is compelled to draw this pic that captures a feeling beyond words #the next it's kotkotkotkot and he's a chicken #seriously though I was having a bad time last week #and starting this drawing was therapeutic #like his face just really.. looked how I felt #and I love that that pic became another accidental dtiys lmao #it's the spike horns that make him look like a sad mythical creature of sadness

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vaguely-concerned · 1 month

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you must understand that I would do absolutely anything for her

#kira nerys #star trek #star trek ds9 #ds9 #this is also exactly what the artistic process feels like at times she was so real for this #weird episode overall tho. rarely have I seen anything that felt more heterophobic. are the straights ok.#the bajoran plotline had... some things that could have been interesting but handled so clumsily and bafflingly that it killed all of it #on arrival #kira tearing up got me so bad tho anytime she's sad I'm devastated

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probablyhuntersmom · 7 months

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"It's been a year, I feel so heavy... Mama, will this feeling ever stop?"

“Mijo. It hurts. But you have so many people who love you. We can help you carry that feeling and one day it might not feel as heavy.”

(Dialogue by @childlikegoblinqueen, with some smol additions by me)

#the owl house #toh hunter #hunter noceda #camila noceda #for Flapjack #toh edits #loz's edits #my notes: I may be having an unpopular opinion after Dana said Willow would cut his hair short again..but --#I think he'd only make that step after he hits the 1-year mark. I've felt extremely similar numbness/depression that lasted almost a year #I'm not sure he'd have the focus to be proactive to change his hair so quickly. coz everything will be a reminder: he may not see the point #anyhow yea it's sweet to think of how respectful the others will be to him. asking him if he wants to take part during the first anniversar #the house wouldn't be decorated. he'd feel bad that they can't have as much fun as they apparently otherwise would #but obvs they insist they are very willingly dialing things down a lot and are also sad and grieving #but the key here is..aesthetically he's wearing a red sweater. that counts for something (thematically). for a reason

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mushlooms · 1 year

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"i never ask you for anything, not to feel the way i felt" and yet he was the little spoon. i’m sick to my stomach

#tlou #the last of us #i’m just u kno SAD #they did tess so well i miss her #also that was sooo fast in the series but like not in a bad way #in the game it felt like ages to get there

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jeena-says-hi · 11 months

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This parallel was literally SO SADD

#gloreth and Ambrosius both look so sad too #ik people have probably already talked about this but still #i headcannon that Gloreth actually felt really bad about this #nimona #nimona movie #nimona netlfix #Gloreth #nimona gloreth #ballister boldheart #ambrosius goldenloin #goldenheart #sad #parallels #movie parallels #nimona screenshots

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pepperpixel · 1 year

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💖STRANGE LOVE!💖

“the lightening’s not frightening when u r w me, oh cuz love is not always what u think it’ll be!”

CROMA!!!! Croma art!!!! Cuz I forever and ever adore these two together….. they’re so good…! 🥺

#soul eater #maka albarn #crona gorgon #crona #croma #doodles #the song is strange love by Karen O #it’s a very good song… I first heard it on this rlly sweet mtmte video on bilibili…#and it gives me rlly sad happy mushy feelings whenever I hear it… it just makes my brain go EVERYWHERE GHG #but I love it!!!! I love that it does that ghgh #and yeah… I thought it was fitting for these 2…#anyway. I love crona!!!! and maka!!! and I love them kissing and holding hands and loving and supporting each other!!!!#I will never get enough of that shit!!!! these 2 are living in my brain till I die!!!#o also!!! tried drawing maka without a reference this time! usually I look one up for her #cuz I don’t have her every detail permanently stamped into my retinas like I do w crona ghgh-#but! I felt confident enough to go without a ref this time! which… is why her bangs are a lil screwed up gHG #I forgot exactly how they worked so I kinda just bullshitted them as best as I could. and! I actually think they didn’t turn out bad!#but. they probably would have looked better if I just looked up a reference lol

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acesammy · 8 months

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what constitutes being a monster in spn is so deeply interesting bc so much of the show is used to argue that monstrosity is not about what you are but what you do. And that you can always be a better person, your monstrous traits aren’t necessarily actually monstrous.

but as the show goes on we learn that this is only true if dean deems you human. So sams monstrous traits must be buried deep and thrown out in order for him to be good. Sams monstrous friends are inherently evil bc dean says so. Deans monstrous friends are fine though, of course.

I’m just eternally wishing for a version of this show where sams abilities are so deeply ingrained in him that he can’t ever get rid of them. And he’s allowed to be a hero regardless. Give me a season 5 where sams eyes randomly go yellow. Or he has to deal with demon traps or he needs to control his emotions bc anger from him can be literally explosive, but regardless of all of this he still shows dean more compassion than dean ever leant to him in season 4. And regardless of all this he still beats the devil.

#Fr the thread they play with abt what makes a monster in s1-4 is my favorite thing about the show bar none #and I always personally just view it as ‘of course Sam is right. It’s about your actions more than anything else’#despite the fact that the show essentially ends up arguing the opposite #and ends up being like ‘NO. You BURY that shit. You take anything that makes you a freak and you do EVERYTHING you can to get rid of it’ <3 #Anyways. I love this show and it makes me really sad #spn #lea speaks #I’m sure this is incoherent #I’m making a lot of personal posts bc it’s rly late and I’ve had v little sleep and I’ve felt kinda bad all day #my filter is low

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lunian · 8 months

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friend: aw cmon let's start evil path in BG3, didnt you say you wanna romance Minthara?

me: if you are ready to kill tieflings and hear we whining from it then sure

friend: I will even make a Dark Urge!! haha it will be cool—

my friend, 10 hrs later, after all horrors we have done:

me, somehow calm, watching my Tav having crazy sexy times with Minthara after slaughtering innocents, druids and Wyll:

#im not sure why i actually didnt get that sad as i expected #i guess all lust from spider mommy to my Tav made me forget about it for a bit #mystuff #and now i have to catch up on her in act 2??? AW CMON #....also her durge killed Gale and thats when i whined #i didnt want to see him sad and horribly feeling about all things going on #i already felt bad about Shadowheart #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3

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artfulacrostic · 3 months

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memes for The Bad Batch 3x08, "Bad Territory"

*spoilers*

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m1n4h · 10 months

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Cassie! Yes, it’s her! I sketched her! She’s such a cute character actually. I like her.

#five nights at freddy's #fnaf security breach #dlc ruin #fnaf dlc ruin #fnaf #fnaf ruin #cassie fnaf #fnaf cassie #fnaf security breach ruin #fnaf sb #I felt bad when she had to deactivate Roxy #It was sad #but plot is plot #miememiemmeiemeiem #I’ll post some other sketches later #cassie #my art

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canisalbus · 7 months

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when someone else suggests My Love Mine All Mine fitting them you agree but when i suggest it i get angsty sad dogs dump about how theyll never be each others'. stomping around like an angry toddler. (/j!!!!)

They're both true! It fits them, but in a desperate, delusionally hopeful way.

#machetedar #answered #anonymous #I felt so bad for them I ended up deleting the angsty sad dogs dump post the next day

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abigail · 3 months

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this winter has felt like it has been at least two winters long and now we are finally in march .. so so close to spring time, just a little bit further to go . i am healing ! i will be okay. soon the flowers will bloom once again and i am hoping i shall too

#every winter i feel worse like it kinda hit me this year i think i for sure have SAD ..#i always thought i might have but it never felt ‘serious enough’ or ‘bad enough’#but god this winter .. i have not been okay.#save me spring time . spring time save me #a

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softerhaze · 10 months

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idk if it was the venus retrograde or what, but july 2023 was quite literally the worst month i've ever experienced in my life like.....every single day? awful? worse than the last? it's more likely than u think

#u know sometimes you'll experience something bad in the moment and look back later like lol that was fine actually!#not july :) she was actually really bad :)#tmi but if u wanna know why i was gone lol #my partner of 6 years cheated on me in early may. on her birthday. at her party that i planned. with her coworker. and i saw it #on top of just being like. completely devastated? i was just so embarrassed? i hardly told anyone because it made me feel like #just SO worthless. and then i was embarrassed about feeling worthless and it was a whole thing #anyway they started dating in july and it was really tough for me #it was like every day i'd wake up and have to like grieve? and come to terms with reality? and accept that a lot of my future plans #were no longer going to happen - at least with her :/ it's a really tough thing to grapple with #esp since it felt like she wasn't nearly as sad as i was - which unfortunately makes sense but still sucks #ANYWAY im doing a lot better now lol i started telling people in my life and letting them be there for me and it's helped so much #it's still hard sometimes but i know now that i'm gonna be fine eventually #this is so dumb to post on my sims blog but it feels good to get it off my chest so SUE ME I GUESS

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