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💎Brividi One Year Anniversary (01.02.2022 - 01.02.2023) 💎
#blahmood#blanco#mahmood#blanchitobebe#riccardo fabbriconi#alessandro mahmoud#italian tag#italiansedit#sanremo#sanremo 2022#esc#esc 2022#eurovision#radio zeta future hits#*#*blahmood#I clearly hate myself#because this gifset was a monster#5 hours#this took 5 hours#should have posted tonight but i can't wait anymore
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Alright... decided I’m gonna fill up the 3 remaining spots on my blog roster...
Ghoulette Cumulus (Ghost)
Nanny (Marvel Comics)
Nezuko Kamado (Demon Slayer)
Miko Yotsuya (Meiruko-Chan)
Resheph (Canaan mythology- modern take)
H’Koth (D&D OC)
Monaca Towa (Danganronpa)
The Stranger (Oddworld)
Death (Darksiders)
Ove (Marvel Comics)
Apocalypse (Marvel)
Judge Mortis (Judge Dredd/2000 AD)
The Monsters (fandomless- an array-- not a particular one) that may interact with others. They’re chosen by generator and they will be feral. This will either be cute or horrific. Who knows? I don't!
There. I filled the spaces.
Of course no one helped me fill the three and now you get infinite. For shame. Still adding profiles.
#out of the cellar (ooc)#I clearly hate myself#m: ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡ (cumulus)#m: JUDGEMENT DAY MOTHERFUCKER (nanny)#m: 😶❤🌸 (nezuko kamado)#m: j-just pretend that you don't see it (miko yotsuva)#m: plague war and er stories (resheph)#m: HELLO FRIENDS!!! (h'koth)#m: who cares what adults say! (monaca towa)#m: hey settle down you stinky turd (stranger)#m: this is no place for a horse (death)#m: imperius hex (ove)#m: who dares disturb my slumber?! (apocalypse)#m: decay in peacce lawbreaker! (judge mortis)#m: nobody really knows what's down there (lore)
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The ache in her chest is immediate upon hearing the news, so deep it hurts Bullet to even breathe. She calls out for her shift, then next, and the next, until a whole week's gone by without her showing her face in the bar. What was the point anyway if he wasn't there to brighten her day and make her feel special? She figured Billy wasn't exactly genuine about it, but goddamn did he make her believe it anyway. No one in ages caused Bullet to buy into what she believed to be a con the way Billy did and she was mere interactions away from falling head over ass in love before his demise. Maybe it was for the best he was gone...
No. No. She would never fall that lie. The world was shit without Billy Russo.
Billy's Dead :: Accepting
She's one of a handful of people who get a note from the other side. Delivered by hand from a New York City suit. One day maybe she'd even read what was written inside. And if there just so happens to be a a cold million or two in her banking account. Well. He was sweet on her.
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advocatus diaboli
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#karlach#tiefling#barbarian#bg3 fanart#bg3 karlach#bg3 art#userpharawee#stuff and things#ugh idk I'm struggling with my art a bit lately and it's. fcking annoying!!#so this clearly isn't finished (whatever that means)#but I don't hate how it looks yet#so I'm just quickly going to throw it out there before I can start to overthink myself into disliking it lmao#easing my way back into liking what and how I draw. slowly but surely#anyway. karlach!! I still love her
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Blurry ass pic of me in this mirror looks like a recolored 1920s photograph
#I used to hate my profile so much when I was young#I remember doing some art project with profiles#and seeing my jaw and nose in profile clearly for the first time#when I was 14#and I was so upset#but oh I love myself now#so much that I use the mirror at the theater#to take pictures of my profile whenever I get a new costume#hooray for grandma’s nose#and mom’s jaw#on my face
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#gets me very far. i’m just going through it and annoyed at myself when i shouldn’t be because i can’t anticipate everything —#no matter how intuitive i am or regardless of how much discernment i have.#i hate being here. i feel like i made excuses in hopes of not being here and still ended up here.#i wouldn’t even call them excuses because i thought i was giving grace and clearly looks like grace at my expense is a betrayal.#i’m getting better at choosing myself. at the moment it might feel like a loss and everything feels pointless and all i want to do is cry -#i never want to feel like this again.#anyone who wants to hate me can hate me. i do not care.#i will say that since i’ve posted this - it’s nice to see other folks and their take on self awareness. almost comforting i’d say.
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My old glasses are really worn out, my eyesigh got worse and I'm still using the old graduation. I don't like how I look with them anymore either so it is time to change them (also because I can get a blue filter in the glasses to protect the eyes form screens light and I really need that, and this store has a 2x1 offer so I'll have an extra pair half the price just in case :3c)
The two girls working at the store were really nice and tried their best to help me :')
I spend an hour yesterday trying on glasses... I found two models that I liked right at the end. I just. really. hope. I don't regret my choice when the glasses are done and I try them on again.
#doodle#lyna stuff#I hate trying on new glasses because I can't see myself clearly while I try them on (because the glasses at exposition aren't graduated duh#so I have to half imagine how I'm going to look like when they are graduated and how it's going to deform my eyes ʘ‿ʘ#I have an abandoned pair of glasses that I never used because I couldn't see with them#they were too big for my head and looked weird on me. I tried to adjust how they sat on my face and ears but nothing worked#I told my parents. send them back to the store and get them redone#got the new ones back again. still too big and seing bad#they keep telling me to try them for a week or so and then decide. I keep telling them that I couldn't use them#it's been 3 years and only a few months ago my mother realized that I was still wearing the old ones
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ngl, the more I think about it, the more I feel conflicted over how people sexualize my characters.
On the one hand, it would be silly to deny that I don't go out of my way to create aesthetically pleasing/attractive characters because I love to draw what I enjoy, and I love it when people simp for them.
But on the other hand, sometimes it does bother me that people are so fixated on sex and their own arousal that they miss important lore/plot information that I get a bit frustrated
#txt#i dont really mind that people missed the fact that powers had horns but i do have issues with people thinking the scene would lead up to#sex??? lili had a very clearly shocked face but people were expecting them to just. have sex and fall in love#twitter and instagram is pretty respectful to my works but i think webtoons and especially tiktok (good lord tiktok) is where people are#just. like they're not even paying attention because they wanna fuck my ocs lol#its a lot of work to try to give these incredibly short comics decent pacing and dialogue and it sucks when people ignore gestures or#verbal communication because they saw powers muscled chest and went 'oh yeah. its sex time'#i started posting my bugtopia comics to tiktok and these people are so goddamn obsessed with sexualizing everything that i read comments#where people were expecting arachne to peg her FOUR YEAR OLD SON#and its like. hey guys. im glad you enjoy my work but i dont like how you cannot perceive my characters as anything#but something to whack off to#anyways i dont see myself discussing this on twitter because unfortunately people have 0 fucking reading comprehension lol#to this day i get rude messages accusing me of hating people who enjoy lesbian media or finding my characters hot#because i asked people to not call me a fucking f*ggot when i draw to men kissing
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Leftists are really out here showing their whole entire ass about how much they [don't] value Jewish people's lives, huh?
#anyway I'm not calling myself a leftist anymore#my values haven't changed#but I can't in good conscience ally myself with people who are okay with rape and torture under the right conditions#especially people who care so little about my people#who in fact clearly hate Jews and want us dead
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they SAID two bold Kits are coming
#pretend i haven't made this joke already#do NOT click for hq you clearly ain't getting it#i hate srwe i'd rather set myself on fire than use it idc#the real kit would be horrified if you told him to put these on#ts4#kit
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last line tag
tagged by @jesuisici33 @thewolvesof1998 @daffi-990 @jamespearce9-1-1 @lover-of-mine @hippolotamus @disasterbuckdiaz 💖💖
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It’s a good few weeks, and it feels like everyone’s back on track, settling into their lives again, figuring everything out one day at a time. Buck’s happy. He has his awesome girlfriend, his best friend seems finally more at ease, even if the divorce is adding some stress, and his other best friend is happier than ever with his mom around. Everything’s finally starting to go great.
And then it all gets disrupted again.
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no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @gaydiaz @diazass @thebravebitch @silentxxsoul @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @arthursdent @diazblunt @911onabc @spagheddiediaz @housewifebuck @gayhoediaz @rogerzsteven @watchyourbuck @monsterrae1 @honestlydarkprincess @underwater-ninja-13 @eowon @exhuastedpigeon @weewootruck @loserdiaz @evanbegins @steadfastsaturnsrings @ladydorian05 @malewifediaz @pirrusstuff @theotherbuckley @911-on-abc @spotsandsocks @hoodie-buck @giddyupbuck @wildlife4life @fortheloveofbuddie @nmcggg @diazpatcher @jeeyuns
#the alive shannon fic#last line tag#buddie wip#buddie fic#wikiangela writes#my writing#fic snippet#clearly struggling to segue into the bombing lmao#my wips#skipped wip wednesday so have a lil line haha#thought id have the bombing written already but need to start getting ready for work so i guess writing's done for today lmao#i might be a little absent from the writing games in the next few weeks bc im just so exhausted lately lol#this scene I'm writing is so disjointed and out of order rn and i hate it i need to find more time to write it properly haha#but pls keep tagging me i love reading y'alls wonderful snippets!!#also what do we think shannon's job could be bc im trying to figure it out and have no clue lol#(also i have to actively remind myself of ali's existence and i can't wait until the break up so i don't have to anymore lmao)
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Blanket fox passes judgment on an offensive offering from the safety of his cave
#that lip quiver!#i think he REALLY hates strawberries!#(it's embarrassing how clearly you can hear that i *immediately* ate it myself)
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the hardest part of reading naruto fanfic is frankly not sorting through all the stuff i don't care about or trying to ignore awful characterization. it's trying to survive the attempts at japanese. why couldn't my special interest have been in literally any other language.
he would not fucking say that. he would not fucking conjugate verbs like that. he would not use that honorific for that person. that one isn't even an honorific at all. you're killing me
#personal#vent post#naruto#naruto shippuden#fandom crit#google translate is not your friend. just write english in italics or something i promise you it will serve you better#like ok i'm obsessed with language and other people aren't i get it but. come on#i feel like that comic about people overestimating what people outside their field know#''surely everyone knows that figures of speech vary by language. ofc everyone understands the differences in sentence structures''#''clearly the cultural differences that even i struggle to comprehend will be properly interpreted by people who don't share my interest''#i love language. i hate language. i'm going to feed myself to whatever lives at the bottom of the ocean#it gets worse the older the fic is too
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getting into actual angry arguments: awful. terrible. going to be thinking about it for the rest of the day. leaves me seething about what I could have said differently for the rest of my life.
getting into friendly debates: ohhhhhh enrichmennce.. :) mine brain is so full and thinking..........yippie yaaaaaay!!!!!!
#dichotomy of ME!!! love arguing but also i hate arguing.#aka i got into an angry argument today because my normally conflict-avoidant self had her foot metaphorically stomped on too many times#and i decided i was fed up and stood up for myself#like .why bold face lie to me like that i'll kill you. and a lie that directly fucks me over? who do u think i am#Sorry I'm still seething about it clearly SHDGKLJSDHG it was like. 7 hours ago and I'm still ranting to myself about it#anyway. URHGHHH sorry for venting real life stuff on here I try not to do that#but I GOTTA be mad somewhere about this stupid argument it's currently PLAGUING me#self doubt demon in my brain whispering horrid deceptions. Die 1 million deaths. ok i'm done now.#clamtalk
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Imagine shipping Levi with another character/yourself/Oc: it must be exhausting and frustrating to see him so loyal and attached to a man you believe he doesn't love. You know who I'm talking about 🤭
Oh sorry for taking a while to respond, I was busy pegging Levi. Your mum's next, tell her to lube up, I'll be waiting :)
#first hate ask lets fucking goooooo#you gave me a good chuckle there ngl#maybe don't copy paste hate asks especially not to people who actually do like the ship you're talking about!#but you clearly didn't bother to actually look at my blog lmao so why should I bother explaining myself#anyways me x Levi canon. my oc Nüwa x Levi are also canon. stay mad. have the day you deserve#mail for jay#levi ackerman
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"we need more complex female characters" y'all couldn't even handle leah rilke from the wilds
#very funny that the character i can sympathize and relate most to is also the one who get's the most hate 🤡#like i GET it she's not the easiest character to love most of the time#but y'all need to learn what mental illness is i am begging you#(also she is a TEENAGER)#i couldn't stand her at first either but once i realized why that was#(seeing the things i struggle with and hate most about myself being exhibited by her)#i was like ....... oh🧍#people genuinely seem to think she goes out of her way or has any control over the way she thinks and some of the things she does#when that's so CLEARLY not true#anyway#obviously i'm taking this personally lmao#sorry if the original text post has been said before i only started watching a couple weeks ago#*#the wilds#leah rilke
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