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Alex brings up fanfiction, again
CoC 3 outtakes
#I can’t fucking do this shit anymore#they are complicit#now we know Alex doesn’t have an Ao3 account tho#but we also know he regularly checks the site#taskmaster#alex horne#greg davies#the plot#fanfic#outtake#coc3
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Why do apologies not mean shit to me anymore? I’m not a fucking dish that you can just add some seasoning to and everything will be better! No!
#fucking think about your words and actions first#just a little#i can’t fucking do this shit anymore
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there are only a handful of movies that i think would be better if they could say fuck. top of that list is the hobbit / lord of the rings.
could you imagine the dwarves entering bilbos hobbit hole and him being like, “yeah who the fuck are you?!?” or like gandalf being like, “pippin i think you should fucking kill yourself i can’t take your bullshit any longer.” or like legolas calling someone a bitch…most likely gimli.
#frodo just being like i can’t fucking do this anymore sam i’m going to fucking freak out in a second#or like seeing gollum for the first time and being like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THAT HOLY FUCKING SHIT#lotr#lord of the rings#the hobbit#legolas#frodo baggins#gandalf the grey#bilbo baggins#tolkien#jrr tolkien
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Sad ending? Portal? Haha what are you talking abt they all escaped together and lived happily ever after 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
#portal 2#portal#chell x wheatley#wheatley#chell#chelley#valve makes me wish I wasn’t born#I’m so fucking sad#every single time they ruin my life#my heart only knows misery#rip Wheatley the hood lost a real one#I can’t do this anymore#valves blue and orange pairings are always put through the worst shit imaginable#why does valve hate its blue characters
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wip wednesday: going thru my corny arc
#OKAY im back#sorry! working overtime pre paris airshow#i think I’m going to focus on this 80k of wips right now—just get them posted by the end of the summer#but u can keep sending in prompts if u want#and maybe someday I’ll actually be brave/creative enough to finish an AU#1. the frankly inevitable sickfic#2. this shit is so fucking corny but i literally can’t resist it anymore i just want them to say it all the time#3. have been slowly realizing lately that I’ve been slacking on how much the uranium mission probably fucked mav up#4. he is afraid of getting old & dying all over again#top gun#top gun maverick#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#top gun fanfiction#there’s so much thematic meat to be unpacked with ice’s cancer & eventual death#and I am sacrificing that thematic meat for my own mental health.#so you’re getting my analysis of mav’s death instead because i simply refuse to engage with an unhealthy ice#i know it’s wasted thematic potential & im sorry but i like 😭😭😭😭😭😭 cannot do it#we all have our little neuroses and ice’s death is mine#sorry I’m still in my ‘italicize dialogue to suggest surreality’ phase#i can literally track the very concrete ways my writing style has changed over the course of writing this series it RULES#progress!!!!!
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I feel like my heart was just ripped out of my fucking chest and handed back to me with a knife stuck through it
#why do friend break ups suck so much#I’m really not doing well today y’all I can’t even hold myself together for more than 2 minutes before I start crying again#this shit just fucking hurts and I feel worthless and unwanted#I just miss having a best friend … mine doesn’t give a fuck about me anymore because of her girlfriend and I just feel so lost
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out#so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting
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does like anyone else sort parts of hgsn into tiers of canonness? Maybe it’s just my warrior cat origins where all the information was directly contradicting so you had to decide how to sort everything yourself but like, I just go into media expecting stuff to be retconned.
Like I tier it:
>Ch3 = anything after chapter 3 with preference to the most recent chapter being the most correct. Maki says in ch23 that after the unuki was made, the illness and famine died down, but according to Kouhei in 25, it only really stopped after the Indoh sin. In this case, I would take Kouhei’s explanation as the more correct explanation unless a subsequent chapter contradicts him.
Len’s Twitter extras = Generally supplemental and trustworthy but occasionally taking them at face value can create conflict with the manga. One comic strip says that ‘Hikaru’ has to manually beat his heart, but during his stint in the hospital, he was completely unconscious. Certainly the hospital staff would notice his heart wasn’t beating, right? Therefore, we will discard this comic as not canon nor representative of how ‘hikaru’ actually works.
Chs1-3 = A separate tier because just about everything in them has been retconned and they’re riddled with beginning weirdness. The example I’ll point to for a clear retcon is ‘Hikaru’ blushing at Yoshiki at the end of ch1 when we know he doesn’t experience romantic or sexual attraction. This fits with the genre change after chapter 3, and so, it can be assumed that it was retconned and is no longer considered for the plot going forward.
Light novel = the light novel wasn’t written by Mokumokulen, but any extra information is just that. Extra. There’s no real contradictions. Yet. If anything in the light novel or extra chapter is contradicted by the manga going further, the light novel will be entirely tossed aside.
Misc hgsn art = Anything lacking text or explanation (such as the decapitation pieces) as well as the pilot. While sometimes these act as foreshadowing, most of the time they’re just cool images. Dont think we’ll see ‘Hikaru’ with a bottle of ketchup anytime soon for example.
#Maybe this is a weird thing to do#Like- idk. I can’t imagine just taking all the information and giving equal weight to all of it#Especially when some of it conflicts#I need order. I need figures. I need graphs#If you’re unfamiliar with how contradicting warrior cats is. It’s a whole fucking thing#So like. I’m just used to it. Oh this ain’t canon anymore? Got it. Oh this said this? Well the manga says this so I’ll take it as true#How this works is like-#Information has to move through every tier above it without conflict to be considered canon#So the most recent chapter of the manga is always canon#The light novel is the lowest tier#And the misc hgsn art is like.. its own little sphere of existence with no bearing on anything#the summer hikaru died#hikaru ga shinda natsu#hgsn#my hgsn shit#hgsn spoilers
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Y’all ever just be vibing and then BAM! the existential anxiety and dread of the world today just hits you and you have an hour or so just mentally having a bad time about it - then it’s back to vibing and we start the cycle again.
#it is what it is#I sure do love the existential dread flare ups bc there really isn’t anything you can do but keep on trucking as best you can :)#existential dread#climate anxiety#just in general#future anxiety#anxiety#my post#accursed rambles#this is why I just don’t watch news etc anymore I really can’t handle how much bad shit happens man#I’m well aware if I take more of it in it’s gonna fuck up my own mental health and I don’t need that#(this doesn’t mean I don’t care just I’m exhausted and I don’t have the spoons)
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Sometimes I wish my “friends” or whatever who ghosted me would talk to me again just so I could bite their fucking heads off
#rant#Tw rant#vent#vent tw#in tags#like you fucking said you were going on a mental health break and that’s fine but after WEEKS of radio silence I check on you#and you’ve fucking BLOCKED me????#like what the fuck is wrong with you#this has happened multiple times and I think it’s justified that I’m fucking angry#they KNOW I have abandonment issues and they don’t even give me a notice they don’t tell me what I did wrong#I’m so fucking tired of this shit#I’ve tried to be supportive but all they ever do is fucking toss me to the side#I’m not sorry#I can’t even look at half of my sketchbook anymore because it’s stuff I made for them#I wouldn’t say that letting your friends know why you’re leaving them is a lot to ask#but hey maybe I’m the one in the wrong here#and I’m even angrier because I don’t hate them#I can’t really#but I’m so fucking mad#I don’t want any hug emojis I get that you’re trying to help but I’m really not in the fucking mood#I think I only have like two friends I can trust
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fuck all, fuck today, fuck work, I just want to go home
#like why the fuck do I feel like I’m back in high school dealing with a high school bully#like I need to find a new job#period#I can’t do this shit anymore
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siren without seunghan SM eat shit you fucking suck i hate you
#like what the hell man#how could they do that to him#not blaming the members btw just SM#who knows how they rlly feel about it but i can’t imagine they were happy to do that :/#genuinely i was so happy to see seunghan out and about#and thought it meant he was coming back#but how could he come back atp#they’d have his whole part taken out of siren while he was in the group and just leave it like that???#this whole situation makes me so so mad#but it’s also so heartbreaking#he’s just a kid man#he was probably so excited to be living his dream#and those fucking assholes had to share NORMAL stuff about his past#and SM has no brains and then they basically fire him#a shit show#idk if i can stan riize anymore it hurts too much#seunghan riize#riize#briize
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this user is
#userbox#therian#therianthropy#i can’t do this shit anymore#vent#pretty boy#dms open#looking for mutuals#weed community#therian community#animated text#please fucking help me#i wanna kms#i want to disappear#mentally unstable#self destruction
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The Naruto ask! 4, 6 and 19
Putting a cut here so y’all don’t have to scroll because it is rather long!
4. are the romantic undertones between naruto and sasuke intentional or accidental?
I want to say fully accidental because Kishimoto just cannot write romance but I can’t help but think that some scenes are just… too romantic to not be intentional. The moon/sun theme, naruto saying he would die with Sasuke if it came to that, the cover art of them having necklaces with each others faces, etc.
There are just too many instances where they fit together a little too well, I mean even dude bros call them gay, which is a feat in of itself.
So, while I can’t say for certain if it was either, I can say that if there was intention to it, it makes the canon couples look incredibly bad imo.
6. what makes the Naruto ending bad?
I’m rewatching rn and am currently in the beginning of the war arc, so I’m refinding out that there are just… so many things Kishimoto ruined with the way he ended the series.
My biggest gripe of course is Sasuke. He is one of my favorite characters and has been since the beginning. After freshly rewatching the scene where he nearly kills Sakura and knowing how his arc finishes is frustrating. Sasuke deserved justice, he deserved revolution and his clan’s name cleared.
If we’re following canon where Sasuke lives, then I think a full dismantling of the system – changing the way the entire village worked would’ve been a good start. Destroying the leaf was not the way to go about it and he was intent on it because he was (validly) emotional. It’s a huge disservice to Sasuke and readers to not see revolution happen because it pushes this idea that the oppressed have to conform to their oppressor, it’s super nationalistic but that’s more about the entirety of Naruto instead of just the ending.
Personally for me? Sasuke and Naruto dying at the end of their last fight would’ve been a more appropriate ending than Sasuke assimilating to the oppressive village that committed genocide against his clan for “peace”. I’m incredibly upset that Kishimoto wrote Naruto not actually doing anything for Sasuke and the remembrance of his people (lets also not forget the Hyuga), it feels disingenuous to Naruto’s character that he “went back on his word”.
It was set up so well for Sasuke and Naruto to die in the end and to make them continue living just backtracked on both of their writing.
19. pettiest fandom opinion you've blocked someone for?
Almost always for disliking my faves. I just recently blocked someone for disliking Might Gai and some others for shipping characters I don’t like together😭
#sin posting#naruto uzumaki#sasuke uchiha#anti naruto ending#pro sasuke uchiha#might gai#sasunaru#I don’t ship sn anymore but I’d be a fucking idiot for denying the romantic (intentional or accidental) subtext between them#it just happened a little TOO much for it not to be intentional#but with knowing how Kishimoto is I can’t see him doing it on purpose…#sasuke deserved better#he was a victim who was struggling as a trauma survivor and y’all were hating on him#for wanting to destroy an oppressive nationalistic state and I won’t ever forget that#silly shit? it would’ve been funny if he did destroy it imo#real shit? I’m glad he didn’t but I’m mad he didn’t get a revolution at least and a huge change of system
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thinks about metatron referencing god only talking about amara when he was drunk and the direct parallels that then draws to john’s relationship to mary’s memory after she died, and hey that was a fucking insane line to put in their show right.
#never not thinking about that. fellas you ever build the whole fucking universe on a foundation of your sister imprisoned because you fucked#up so bad and now you can’t ever acknowledge or admit it or it all falls apart. but you WILL make ur kids act the whole fucked up mess out#again to try and justify your actions to yourself. (or watch. and hope that they’ll get it right? but maybe that would be worse. prove that#you could have. but not anymore. you can’t face that mistake anymore. rewind the story with another pair and watch it go horribly wrong.)#the show is not subtle at all about amara-mary being parallels. and it was never subtle about john being their dad who is god. and now god#of course. is kind of like their dad. but it is also insane. they did not have to do this. no one forced their hand and made them make amara#his sister. instead of his wife. but. well!!!!#i mean!!! more for me!!!! but holy shit insane tv show!!!!
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