can’t talk rn i’ve gotta be taken out back and shot

The power of new/redone hair is something else and I’m so glad to see that it’s working it’s magic on you 💚

I KNOWWWWW OMG !!!! thank you !!!! 🖤

like this is just what I needed. this is the change I should’ve made ages ago but I didn’t have anyone to install my extensions since my ex-best friend/roommate and I don’t talk much now so I don’t feel comfortable asking her to do them anymore so I was stuck with the pink for WAY too long, to the point where I started to feel weird and not recognize myself in the mirror because of the weird feeling and not having changed my hair since like December to a color that suits me more and just. yeah, it was a time :/

but I had a thought the other day and asked my sister if she’d be willing to listen to my instructions and do my hair for me today since she has weekends off work so she’d be free to do them, and she was super excited about it??? like she watched like 3 videos this morning of how to do it (after watching several the day I asked her if she’d be willing to do it with my instructions and stuff) so it was fresh in her mind when I stopped by my mom’s earlier, and she NAILED it with the application.

like the installation is PERFECT and made me realize how shitty my ex bestie was at doing them solely because she’d get frustrated and annoyed and didn’t WANT to help me do them so she’d deliberately do a bad job but that meant they’d fall out sooner and it’s like …….. why would you do that when you’re the one that’s gonna have to install my new set when I order them because they fell out too quickly because you put them in poorly because of your bad attitude like …. bro ???? LMAO. just never made sense to me to do a bad job when you’re the one who would have to do it again sooner than you usually would all because you did them haphazardly to begin with like ??? I don’t get it lol

but dude my hair looks AMAZING. my sister did such a good job and she was so meticulous with sectioning my hair and leaving thin slices between the layers of extensions so they blend SO WELL without me even cutting or styling them yet and just. like. UGHHHHH!!!!! I feel like myself again!!!! and I’m so fucking impressed it’s not even funny. like, that girl just solidified the fact that she is gonna be doing my extensions every time I get a new set until I leave this hellish state lol

and she said she had fun doing them too!!! she keeps her hair super short but she said doing my extensions was fun and it was something new to learn since she’s still kinda deciding if she wants to go to school for cosmetology and stuff so it helped her get an idea of some of the other things that would entail.

idk man I know I rambled and I’m sorry but I just feel GREAT okay like. FUCK I look and feel so good about myself again for the first time in ages 😭😭😭 it’s so crazy what having the ‘right’ hair color will do to your self-esteem. I’ve missed my green hair so much and it’s finally BACK and it’s DIFFERENT from everything I’ve done with green before so I don’t feel like I’m repeating a color/color combination and askdhalbdjdfn I just love it so much 🥹🥹🥹

Leonard Cohen, from Selected Poems

Leila Chatti, from "Postcard from Gone"

My heart so broke that I could beg for affection

carolyn

Anaïs Nin, from The Voice

I just wanna give you a hug and a safe space. You deserve to be safe..to feel safe and free.

You don’t have to post or answer this, just…I’ve been there, and it’s hard. So I’m thinking abt you 🫶🏽

I am going to answer this though, because it was really kind and sweet and wholesome and it brought some tears to my eyes because I just really appreciate the softness right now. everyone going out of their way to be careful with me during this current period of very fragile and unsteady mental stability has been so lovely and I cherish all of you for treating me so kindly when I feel I don’t deserve it 😭 but being specifically told you’re thinking about me during this time just really pulled on my heartstrings a whole bunch, you’re such a gentle and sweet soul and I’m 🥺😭🥺😭 abdjfhjsjsjss

but thank you, specifically, you sweet angel. I love and adore and appreciate the hell outta you 🥺🥺🥺 I hope you’re having a good weekend and if you’re not, I’m willing to give you the biggest bear hug my lil 5ft tall ass can muster up and a safe space for you to feel protected and free, too 🖤🖤🖤

Going a tiny bit crazy wanting to sink teeth into your thighs tbh

as you should 😌

ya girl bleached and dyed her hair and had new extensions installed today so she looks like a 12/10 bad bitch again for her birthday on Monday despite not doing anything for it and spending it entirely alone just rotting in her room like every other day lmao

but oh well I don’t care because I look good as FUCK now. like. I’ll literally just do my makeup and my hair and like maybe some self care shit and straight up sit here and admire myself all day for my birthday like the true Taurus sun (and Venus) that I am bro. like. I don’t give a fuck because DAMN SON I look so good and FEEL so good since I’ve changed something about my appearance up a bit again. like. life isn’t so bleak rn tbh but I know that’s only because I feel great and excited and just so much lighter and free than I did before with my hair and extensions done again lmao. just beyond thrilled to be rid of the pink, it overstayed it’s welcome this time around and I’m glad it’s GONE (for now, I’ll bring it back again eventually) lmao

but like. y’all can’t tell me NOTHIN rn man. I feel so ALIVE and THRIVING and HAPPY and I look like a fkn GODDESS omfg. like. I’m literally gonna go fight god just because I can simply due to the fact that I look fuckin amazing and he wouldn’t stand a chance against a bitch like this tbh LMAO

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wake up besties, new quiz just dropped 😌

— Benjamin Alire Sáenz, “To the Desert” from Dark and Perfect (El Paso: Cinco Puntos Press, 1995) (via lunamonchtuna)

i love the phrase "cruel and unusual." not only is what you're doing mean but it's also quite frankly fucking bizarre

Okay, regarding the pretty face/pretty pussy comparison. You have a delightfully pretty face, and a deliciously pretty pussy 😘