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shot-by-cupid · 5 months

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I am so. So sorry for posting some garbage like this but I am actually going insane and I need to get this out of my system before my head explodes

For my whole time being in this community. I have tried to be. So. So. So normal. I have always tried to be comfortable with/cool about sharing f/os cuz like. They’re not realllll and it doesn’t matterrrrr or something idk

But idk what’s going on with my idk why I am. Behaving in this way but I have started to really. Really hate sharing. Like. I don’t even know how to properly explain it because it’s never bothered me this much before. I’ve always just kind of shrugged it off when I see someone I share with. But recently I have been so???,?,,???? AHHHGGGGGGG

There is like. Actually something wrong with me. It’s not all of them. I’m actually really okay sharing like. A majority of my f/os. But there is like. Idk 2 that I will actually start ripping my hair out over.

Idk. In the past I would simply sigh and move on like it never bothered me like this before but now it’s like. I genuinely get UPSET AND ANGRY and it’s really. Embarrassing I’m so weird oughgg like. Im 19 I shouldn’t be huffing and puffing because someone likes the the same character as me. And obviously I would NEVER ever harass someone over this (worst I’ve done is blocking lol) It’s obviously not their fault I’m just. Really weird and it’s like. That’s MY guy. And it just upsets me so much. When I was like 16 I was like ‘lol idk why ppl r sooo weird abt sharing :P’ but like. Now I get it. I really reallllly get it. And it bothers me so much. And I’m just sitting here festering. And I’m so jealous and sooooo bitter. OUGHGG I bite I bite so hard

Idk I feel so ashamed cuz like. I am a grown woman there is no reason to be acting like this idk. Anyway if you read all this I’m sorry and I hope you know I am so normal actually and not bothered at all by anything.

#sorry I am being so cringe rn #idk it’s just like. these r my special guys and they’re so important to me and it makes me feel. BAD #IT MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD #I get it now I really get it.#I am feeling so yucky rn #and it’s also really hard when you have such popular f/os like I do #not even just in like. a selfship sense #I can’t go anywhere without seeing canon/canon art #seeing someone else talk about them #it also really sucks when there’s someone in the community who is REALLY popular and well loved who also likes them #it’s like. well I’m just here #Y’know #sorry I just. wanted to get this out of my system #i’ll shut up now #sorry #♡.bullet proof heart

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thewhistleblows · 1 month

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TONIGHT I GET TO SEE MY FAVORITE BAND!!! IM EXCITED AS HELL

#YESSSSSS GAHHHHHHHHH #IM SO EXCITED #I FEEL KINDA YUCKY RN THOUGH #I AM GOING TO THIS CONCERT IF IT KILLS ME

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cptnleviackerman · 1 month

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ttpd is exactly the kind of album i need in my life rn, and this fact is the reason that i am having such a visceral reaction to it after only listening to it twice. i fear i may have to go a week or so without listening to it again bec i feel completely insane and drained rn

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bothsidesnow2000 · 1 month

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Gonna make some tea eat raspberries and watch paris when it sizzles <3

#william holden i am free tonight pls and thank you #i feel so yucky:/#i guess i’m just stressed and i didn’t get the job i wanted #meeting a friend tomorrow <3 #and having dinner + going to see a ballet on Tuesday with another friend 🩰#also it’s my birthday next week 🙉#too much uni stuff #everything is so messed up rn

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bcneheaded · 8 months

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all i need in life is like artemis asmr of his stupid deep voice telling me shit like from that concerned meme, shit like.... the uuhhhhh “ breathe for me, that’s it. all the way in, there you go. now out, good. now again, nice and slow. you’re doing so well. ” all of my everything would be fixed immediately permanently

#jejsjfjfsjuhisdfj that souNDS SO SAD READING IT BACK IM JFJFJ UGH HE JUST HAS A GOOD VOICE OK #( ooc )#( tbd )#i am unwell in a physical sense idk !! what it is but i feel ucky yucky <:' ) so i might either BE here or entirely not be here but gdamn #if i dont make an effort to do SOMETHING somewhere fjfjfjd its been uuuhhhh!! too long since I've actually WROTE wrote anything productive #tldr my brain is garbo rn ESPECIALLY RN so sorry if it makes me incoherent LOL or rather just poobrain ykno ykno #ooc ints might be mostly nonexistant for a hot mo bc of it fjjfjfs

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frostbite-the-bat · 1 year

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almond sad lore moments before i get to the silly stuff that most of their time on club penguin is gonna be but also This Can Be Counted As Vent Art but yea hfgrthbrh i have happy stuff planned dw! more in tags ig

#feeling doodoo so im distracting? myself a bit with angstier almond doodles.#i...dont wanna do too much angst for my club penguin stuff considering it's a big comfort thing for me #but i also wanna get the sadder parts of the story down and I Also Cope By Projecting Some Things On My OCs #i was also gonna draw almond getting their scarf from dot but ouughgmhnnh idk if i'll get to it rn....#maybe after this #i am still sick but im well enough to think abt yucky stuff but i dont wanna haha #guz art #doodle #almond #almond wiledog #um... idk if i want this on the club penguin tag tbh haha #i need like a personal one for myself #idk #i forgot to tag rookie i am ashamed #rookie

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gilfrespecter · 1 year

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I need to go to bed but jesus christ I want a grilled cheese so bad

#it speaks #its 1 am i will feel so yucky tomorrow if i have a grilled cheese rn #tomorrow #but my lust remains

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bcyoureallthatmakessense · 1 year

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#about me #melismusings #i missed a dose of my seroquel last night #i thought i took it but i didnt #and i feel so yucky today #i just wanna cry and sleep #my body aches #and i cant even take it bc it will knock me out #i have no more sick time #not rn anyways #im just #it just sucks u know #bc as much as i would love to NOT be on medications #i am and they help #and im just #sad #and anxious #and i need a hug and a cuddle

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pxrplepolkadots · 1 month

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#hey y'all #sorry I haven't been as active as usual for these past two-ish weeks #i've been going through it #the guy i've been seeing lost interest in me i'm almost 100% sure #like we hung out twice last week (4/18 and 4/20) and it was only to see that movie and we played pool at our campus rec center #and he hasn't reached out to talk since last sat. i've been the one to reach out. I feel like i'm watering a dead plant.#he's been slow to respond with short curt messages if he responds at all #and the last time he texted first was 4/23 at 1 am bc he wanted to sext. made me feel kinda yucky. i havent seen him in person since 4/20 #he said was busy this past week and that he wouldnt be able to hang - but it does only take like 2 seconds to send a quick text yk?#i just. am fucking heartbroken. I got too fucking attached.#and today was our campus's biggest “block party” event of the year and he is just. partying with god knows who doing god knows what rn #and he's literally going to Spain to study abroad in may and is going to Princeton in the fall for grad school (very far from here.)#so I know the next time I see him will be the last time ever. i wrote him a long ass letter explaining all my feels and saying goodbye #i've cried everyday :( i'm so sick of feeling like this.#can't wait for this semester to be over.#personal

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milo-is-rambling · 3 months

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I LOVE YOU PAST MILO -current Milo nauseas head in a sparkling clean toilet I cleaned literally a half hour ago and then got too high while celebrating how clean it looked and feel sick now😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#but yipppee sparkly clean. gonna put a little sticky toilet gel thing on the inside while I’m in here #maybe throw up if another nausea wave comes before I can stand up 😭#I had too much cereal and a lot of water at once and like. yuck yuck yuck I feel yucky high on the floor yucky I wish I was normal I need to #back off of weed a little to become a real person but also. I’d rather dig my own grave and bury myself in it alive than work a real job #like. fuckkkkkk I want to cry. fuck retail fuck fuck fuck I’m a failure wahhhhhhh I cant even handle beginner jobs #rattling the bars of my cage screaming crying throwing up why am I alive waahhhhhh okay nvm that’s too far it’s not that bad I’m chilling #the toilet is clean! look at the bright side. my therapist when I talked about like my mom maybe wanting to set a goal for working like a #certain amount of doordash hours and my therapists number she came up with was three hours and I was so happy like. she gets it. I am #exhausted just existing and she was like hmm you should work three hours a week. like. at most.#love her so much. it was probably a mistake but also. keeping it in my brain forever #imagine a three hour work week being backed up by my therapist to my mom like haha my therapist said I only HAVE to do three hours #god three hours still feels like a lot rn #like two weeks ago I dropped a salad in a tight packed restaurant and everyone watched me drop it and then walk back to the kitchen and wait #for them to make a salad so I could leave and fucking deliver the food and it was so embarassing and I haven’t done a single order since #then bc I get so anxious that I just exit the app if I don’t get an order like immediately which I haven’t yet so no orders.#I just get high. too high. and admire my cleaning work. it’s nice. I have to do the bathroom floor still. dog hair. dust. brother beard hair #my hair and bleach specks. I need to clean the bathroom fr. I’m excited I’m redecorating the bathroom in my mind and it’s giving me #motivation to clean it and I want to work more dooordash shifts (when I’m not this high) to save moneys to update my room and the bathroom #a little before the summer. just. replace air matress bc it’s low key a trigger now. so that’s fun. so buy a futon or smthing. and update #the bathroom into a thing that I like in my extra Milo type way. while making room for three ppl to share one bathroom. bc. it’s small #small bathroom for sure. but I’ll get it lookin good. add some cute decorations. maybe a candle or two. an incense thing for when I tak bath #slay. slay. building my dream bathroom in my mind and also. my Amazon wishlist land. and Pinterest land. I love making lists of things.

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creachercrunch · 10 months

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soooooooooo bored & trying to be normal about some guy (failing)

#i cant get on my laptop rn and my cross stitch is located somewhere else and i am feeling too yucky to get out of bed. so very bored #also if i ignore the guy. i can survive. hell yeas #also sorry for using this acct more im trying not to be a chronic oversharer but. augh

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pizzapizzadickz · 2 years

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#diary #personal #drugs tw #mn. the oil rly isnt hitting the same as the other shit ive taken. i guess ill have to drop more money on some other shit.#idk why but it like. just. doesnt hit much within an hour. but after i went to sleep i kept on waking up and felt yucky #idk. ive been sorta dizzy an nauseous today bc of it.#disordered eating #tho tbh im not fully sure if its due to that or if i havent been eating enough/right #either way theres not much to be done.#i was wanting to write something more ealrier about how ive been feeling lately. but im tired and wanna sleep #its 2 am rn whoops. i was reading and enjoying myself too much so oops

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babyhatesreality · 9 months

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I'm sick rn :( and just in pain 😭 so maybe thier baby is sick when they are on a Mission while she is by uncle tony and how would he handle it when she just cries for her daddies her daddies come back when she's asleep and comfort her after she wakes up

Oh man. I can FEEL Steve and Bucky's heartbreak just thinking about this...I hope you feel better soon darling!! Lots of water and rest. Sending you comforting hugs and healing vibes <3

They'd been gone a week with Natasha and Clint, working to bring in rogue Hydra agents, when they got a call from Tony.

You all got to Facetime every night, so at first they just thought it was another call.

But when they saw Tony cradling you in his arms and your red and teary eyes pop up on the screen, both of their hearts stopped.

Tony explained that you'd come down with a cold, and were feeling feverish and achy.

They both ached to hold you in their own arms and comfort you when you were so obviously feeling miserable.

Steve, of course, the family hypochondriac, immediately grilled Tony about every possible symptom and the timeline of everything.

Tony had taken you to Dr. Cho, as Bruce was currently in Wakanda with Shuri working on the tech to bring back any other brainwashed Hydra soldiers. He hadn't known at the time about your...caution with Dr. Cho, and it had been an interesting visit to say the least.

You clung to Tony like velcro the entire time. He also was pretty sure you didn't blink once when Dr. Cho was in the room, which just added to your misery of scratchy and tired eyes.

"I don't gotta get a shot, right Unca Tony?" you had asked in a whisper when Dr. Cho left the room to get some medicine for you.

"No shot, shortstack," Tony had confirmed. You immediately relaxed, but buried your face in his chest as you were still feeling lousy.

Tony described the decongestant and cough syrup to Steve in patient detail, when you burst into the conversation.

"Coughy syrup yucky," you grumbled.

"I know baby, but you gotta listen to Uncle Tony and take it. You understand?"

"Don't wanna, Papa."

"I know you don't. But the more you take that syrup, the better you'll feel when we get home. Okay?"

"You come home now, please?" you asked quietly, putting your little hand up on the screen, touching their pictures.

Tony could hear both their hearts shatter from across the globe.

"Soon, baby, we promise," Bucky croaked out, grabbing Steve's hand off camera for support. "We'll be home before you know it."

"That's a promise," Steve said in a husky voice. You just nodded and turned your face back into Tony's chest.

Two important things happened that night after that call.

The first was that Tony didn't put you down all night. He carried you around the complex, rocking you, telling you stories, comforting you, even singing a little ACDC to you to help keep you calm and relaxed.

The second was that World War Hydra was unleashed and won, all in a single night. With their stamina, strength, and the image of you needing them in their heads, Captain America and the Winter Soldier tore through the secret Hydra base and eliminated or captured every single threat. For every one member than Natasha or Clint brought down, they brought down five. The entire battle was over before Hydra even knew they were there.

Natasha flew home as fast as she could, refusing to let Steve fly as he was clearly still in an over-emotional state. But she pushed it to the absolutely max that she safely could.

It was five am when Steve and Bucky made it to the Stark floor of the Tower. JARVIS had alerted Tony of their homecoming, and they went straight to you.

Tony gently put you in Steve's arms while Bucky hovered nervously.

And in your sleep, you sighed and smiled.

Even though you were fast asleep, you still knew they had come home to you. Just like they promised.

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piinktearxs · 11 months

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new regressor on tumblr?

here’s a guide to make tumblr your safe space (cw: talks of k!nk, nsfw stuff and p*rn)

to start: you’re gonna want to make your blog look REAL (as to not confuse you for a p*rn bot) so add a profile picture, a bio, and some colors in your blog, you can add it all in the 🎨 in your blog

secondly, you’re gonna want to add a DNI and a BYF in your blog, mine is my pinned post, DNI (do not interact) is a list of all the people that you do not wish to interact with here (a lot of people won’t follow it, but there are some respectful people that do) and a BYF (before you follow) is a list of characteristics that you wish to communicate for new followers (for example, in mine I state that i am not looking for a relationship here)

it’s common courtesy here to read someone’s DNI/BYF before following and liking it/sending the user the code (some people put it under the read more cut so they make SURE everybody reads it

you’re free to copy and paste my DNI in your own :))

now, the yucky stuff, filtration, you see once upon a time tumblr was a magical place and then yucky people came in and made it yucky, now it’s our hellsite and we love it as it is but you have to take your precautions here

as a regressor, it can be triggering seeing k*nk content, especially while regressed, to me, for certain k*nks, it’s yucky always, but tumblr has this nifty thing called filtering, where the tags the k*nk people use can be filtered and then tumblr will put a little wall between you and the post, so you won’t have to see it

you go to your settings and scroll down until you find the filtering section, you’ve got tags (how people FIND the post) and content (certain words you know might get used in posts you don’t want to see)

here is my list, i recently have been getting followed by a lot of yucky blogs, and when i’m not little i go through their tags to block them all, in efforts that the yuckies will be easier to handle as time goes on, their tags tend to change, so if you see a yucky, check the tags and block them as soon as you see them fyi; some of these tags/content that i blocked arent necessarily bad but they're triggering to me. All I'm saying is dont feel obligated to block them if you don't wish to :)

these people tend to do this thing called crosstagging where they post their stuff under their tag and then post it under age regression tags, can be unintentionally (a lot of people get the two mixed up, it sucks) or intentionally (some people get off on you seeing their posts without consenting to them!!) so blocking their tags out will help you not see it on the chance it appears!!!

sadly, this doesn’t guarantee a 100% sfw experience for us, i can’t promise you you won’t ever see them after this, but you definitely will see them less than if you didn’t

now the fun part! follow the tags under this post (these are the ones we regressor use to find each other) and follow regression accounts (or any other ones you like!!), this will create a lovely home feed and it will make tumblr more enjoyable

welcome and enjoy your stay!!!

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gabessquishytum · 11 months

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Virgin dream squirts for the first time... he doesn't know what happened but it was super embarrassing and he thinks he did something wrong!! He gets all teary and apologetic and actually starts crying when he sees hobs face all wet.. this is the sexiest thing hob has ever experienced tho and hes bluescreening rn. He finally snaps to when Dream tries to curl up but hes too shaky and weak to manage to move his legs and that only gets him more anxious that hes Ruining the Moment. Hob calms him down before he gets into a panic attack about Not Doing Sex Right and tells him how hot it was to see dream loose control like that and how much he enjoys being soaked with him<3 he fingers dream through a few smaller climaxes to wind him down until hes truly boneless and purring, all worries gone from his pretty little head as hob promises he'll wash the sheets every night if dream will let hob make him gush and squirt as much as he wants<3 he wants allllll the other guys in the dorm laundry room to be able to smell how good of a time dream had. To know exactly whos screaming keeps them up through the thin walls...

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I love him so much ur honour..,, the no sex ed virgin dream au will always be one of my faves <3

Poor baby is so upset because he legit didn’t know that his body could do that! It sure as hell feels like he just fuckin,,, peed on his boyfriend though and even if Hob is into that it’s still the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to Dream. He’s already thinking that he’ll have to run away, transfer schools, maybe move to a different country.

And Hob finally manages to snap him out of him by kissing all over his face, trying to explain what just happened in between the kisses - that was totally normal, lots of people with vulvas can do that and it certainly isn’t yucky or terrible, in fact it’s very very hot, and Hob loves him so much he wouldn’t care if it WAS disgusting anyway.

Dream calms down enough to realise that actually it felt totally different to peeing so Hob is probably right. In fact, his cunt is still tingling with the aftershocks of pleasure and he has to rub himself against Hob’s thigh to find a little bit of relief. He’s still embarrassed and blushing but he feels a lot better when Hob fetches a towel, and then wiggles down the bed to clean up the rest of the mess with his mouth…

(On the subject of the other guys smelling Dream…. I am obsessed with the idea of Hob getting so horny about the smell of Dream’s cunt. He can’t control himself and he gets hard at the most inopportune moments because he caught a whiff of his bf’s pussy. One time during exam season he gets reeeaaal stressed and just. Presses his face against the front of Dream’s cute cotton panties. Takes a big inhale. And cums in his own pants.)

#🔪#the sandman #dreamling #nsft #trans dream

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bcneheaded · 1 year

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HeLLOOO <3 I just wanted to pop on here and let yall know that I might be quiet for a few days to a week, depending on how things go - but primarily because I was caught out in the rain on friday and caught something jgfdjdfg so !! I don't have much energy to expend both ooc or ic atm, i apologize; I'll try n do some things here and there but don't be too surprised if I dip for awhile or like, randomly while we're talking (im so sorry LOL)

#( ooc )#( tbd )#my brain is absolutely all over the place rn #I slept til like 1?? then took another surprise nap around 4 til 6 kfksfdjf OOP #if I still feel yucky I might just call into work tomorrow as well honestly so I can just rest some more #all that being said tho!! always accepting memes and the like - if u have any ideas in particular that u wanna plot out hmu as well!!#I might be a bit slow but I am awake (for now FJGDFg)#ALSO THOUGH +++ i have my first endocrinologist appointment this thursday so heres hoping ??#all goes well there as well???#thatll be a stress thing eating my brain space til it happens jfdgfiddf #but !! boy juice in the near future!! woo #it only took like 12 years of people pleasing to decide to do it for myself and fuck everyone else JYHDUJJGF

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