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#I CANT BELIVE THEY SEPARATED THEM
phatcatphergus · 5 months
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ibrokeeverything · 1 year
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Y'ALL THEY BROUGHT BACK THE DROPPED ZILLO BEAST PLOTLINE FROM CLONE WARS
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Inspiration for muzzled Sebbie?
It's spring, so heat and mating time!
Sebastian gets touchy feely and keeps trying to give you hickies and smooches to try and release his feelings as well as get you aroused (even doe he knows you have important work to do...)
He won't come and ask for help when you're free. It's always. When. You're. Working.
So what do we do to bad demons that can't learn to be patient or properly communicate their needs? We muzzle them. (Desensitisation too if you're okay with that)
Leash him. Tie him to the table and have a bar (idk what it's called) separate his legs permanently so he can't try to rub himself out. The only way he can get pleasure is try to hump your foot till he admits he's been bad, apologises and asks for help directly
Oooh!! This is so good!! (A spreader bar I think is what you’re talking about? It forces a subs legs apart and keeps them like that)
(ALSO I CANT BELIVE I HAVEBT DONE FOR DESENSITIZATION??)
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Sebastian (demon forms, teasing, nuzzling, basically underlining pet play, ed:ging, slight pact play, ruined org*sm (once), )
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Spring caused a lot of things to bloom, and you don’t mind when it comes the only thing you get annoyed by is your butler getting into his yearly heats. He couldn’t wait till you finish any work before he’s getting handsy, practically inhaling your scent as he whines about how badly he needs you.
You’ve spoiled him in the past really, you indulged him preavously during his heats and now he things you’ll drop everything you’re doing to stroke/blow him whenever he’s aroused. (Which is basically 24/7 with this horny demon’s heats) He oversteps boundaries, nipping and biting at any exposed skin he can get close to, leaving a ton of sharp, clearly in human bites around your wrist, neck and shoulders.
You had to wear scarfs when it’s 70 degrees out! It was so frustrating so you had to get a few ‘gifts’ to remind your dumb mutt his place. A pretty black muzzle, it would fit him perfectly and a bright pink collar and a matching leash! Even a little name tag for him (along with a phone number to call) to wear.
Before you were even in your house, Sebastian was on you, shoving you against the door, pressing his body right against you and leaning down to kiss you. You bring your free hand up to push him away, he quickly nips your hand and holds it firmly in a painfully sharp grip between his teeth.
You hiss in pain. “Let go.” You say firmly, you get a playful growl in response but he doesn’t let go until you make it an order. You glare at him as you bring the bag up to his eye level. He huffs and looks you over, seemingly not interested in the bags contents as he reaches to fondle your chest.
You grab the leash first, showing it to him. The clink of the tags and the leash get his attention and he stares at it for a second and shakes his head. “No, M-Master just, a hand?” He guides your free hand between his legs and you have to force his pact to stop him. You drag him in the house.
You snap the collar on and give the leash a firm yank, Sebastian in turn bows his head as he lets you pull him along. He whines as you drag him him to your kitchen. You notice the heavy boxes stacked on the table and without missing a beat, you tied Sebastian’s leash tightly. He looked at you like a kicked puppy, lightly tugging at the leash, the table moving as you step away. “Stop.” Your order forces him to freeze.
“M-Master, I cant r-reach you?” He ask in a confused tone. He tries to resist the pressure by rubbing his thighs together to stimulate his aching cock. You had just the item for this! You ordered him to strip (much to his delight) and grab a spreader and once he had kicked off his pants and undergarments, you spread his legs and lock it in place.
Unsurprisingly he was hard, making a mess. With a hushed tone, you speak clearly and slowly. “Don’t. Move. The. Table. That’s an order.” Sebastian groans and presses as far as he can without moving the table, when he reaches for you, you step just out of his range. A whimper escapes him, he claws the ground in frustration and uncomfortably sits on his heels, legs still forced apart. His cock bobbed and given how swollen it was and it was already dripping, you imagine how much it must ache when he can smell that this is arousing you as well.
Not to mention his heat, you can tell all he want is to just buck into you until he’s seeing stars, but now you won’t even let him touch you. “M-Master? I need you…why aren’t you…” He trailed off with a whine glancing between his cock and then to you. “Please?” He whines out.
His cock gives a few hopeful bobs before you step forward. You press a leg between his legs, watching him quickly buck up against your leg. You pull back before he even gets to touch you, earning a growl. “Bad boy!” You step out of his range right before he can grab you. To his embarrassment, his cock was drooling in anticipation, a small puddle of pre pooling between his legs.
“You cant take what you want. You are my dog. You only get what i give you, and you obey me. Be good, I’ll reward you, as your first punishment…” A grin spread across your face as you grab the last item in the bag. You are quick to put it in Sebastian, startling him enough that he didn’t struggle, seemingly not sure how to respond.
Once it clicked in place he seemed to snap out of his trance and you step back. To your amusement he shook his head first, but the muzzle didn’t come off, without being able to see the clasp, he cant easily get it off. He reaches up and feels the contraption on his face.
“Master…you’ve….m-muzzled me? I cant… bite you. I-I cant kiss-“ You force his head up to face you. Before you can speak, he pulls you down, nuzzling into your neck, you can feel his tongue drag over the bars to try and taste you. You growl at him.
“I order you to let go right now and sit like a good dog.” He releases you instantly and sits on his haunches. You step to the other half of the room before you release the order. He huffs and before he can do anything you add. “You are not to touch yourself, you are not to grab me, or touch me without permission.”
A whine escapes him as he listens to you. “And,” You add with a glare. “You need to learn self control…” You step forward, taking his cock into one hand, teasingly rubbing the head of it. You could see his entire body jolt as the pleasure shot through him. He bucks up instantly, but your hand lets go of his cock as soon as he moved.
“W-why..?” Sebastian whimpers out as his cock painful bobs in excitement. “I’ll be good, w-what am I supposed to do?”
You hum and reach down but stop short of his cock. “Don’t buck up when I touch you, if you want something, just tell me. I am sick of you bothering me at work, so today I’m training you.” Sebastian gave you a shocked look, a tremble goes through him at the authoritative tone you use on him.
“M-my heat! I-I can’t train l-like this! This is cruel!” He whines like you caught him stealing a cookie, not him dry humping you while you work. You lean down enough to be eye level with him.
“Higher stakes.” You half joke as your hand goes to his chest instead of cock, teasing his man hood with your other hand, avoiding the tip as you barely rub it between your fingers, intentionally putting too much pressure. “I don’t mind if you ask for it. Politely. But instead you bite me, leaving marks like a dog, so I’ll treat you appropriately. You can use your words when you’re ready to tell me what you want.”
You release his cock once more to his dismay. “You’re heat is going to make this more…intense for you. You only act up when you’re in heat too, so if I can get my dog to keep his bone tucked away whenever he smells his bitch, only then will I let him finish.” You glare at him and disgruntled whine in return.
“I’m not a dog-“ He tries to rub against anything, but in this position his cock can’t reach the floor without you noticing. His ‘bone’ throbbed in a attempt to get your attention, the tip bright red, looking like you had been torturing it…
He pauses, seeing you look down upon him, he can feel the power of your pact keeping him from releasing the agonizing tension between his legs…as much as he wants to fight…he just whimpers in response, tongue lulling out as he pants. “Please, my cock, touch me!” He sits up, almost like he’s presenting his cock to you.
You reach forward, lightly touching it, working it until you wrap a hand around it, you could feel it pulsing in your hand, but you didn’t move…you held his manhood their as he trembled, the pact preventing him from grabbing your hand, leaving it hovering above your hand. He growls in frustration, his teeth clear even with the muzzle, you let go of him and jump back just before there’s a change the in atmosphere.
His wings are out, trembling as his scarlet orbs desperately eye you. You watch him claw at the ground as he bears his teeth in frustration. “B-but I asked!” You nod, but don’t respond right away. “Master, it hurts! Please!” His wings flap desperately, leaving feathers to scatter.
When he sees the scowl on your face he freezes, and to your amusement, he bucks under your gaze and you hear the distinct sound of his cock smacking against his stomach. You let out a short laugh, watching his face turn red as he takes in the situation.
“Puppy,” You wait till he acknowledges you to continue. “You told me to touch you, so I did, you didn’t ask for me to help you, just for a touch.” Sebastian freezes and lets out a drawn out sight.
“Stroke m-my cock! I need you pleaseplease-“ He cries out as you tighten your hold of his throbbing shaft. You stroke him at a leisurely pace, watching the way his hips tremble as he tries to stay still. You barely have a grip on him, you don’t even move all the way to the tip with each stroke! “Please, please! Squeeze my cock! Stroke f-faster, p-please!”
His tone hurried, the ache between his legs worsening with each stroke. You know what he wants, but you’re dragging it out to drive a point home. You do show mercy this time though, hand speeding up and tightening more than he liked. Sebastian moans out a couple “Thank you!”s before he’s trembling.
“Close?” Sebastian nods, his man hood giving a heavy throb before you stopped and let go of him once more. Sebastian cries out, he couldn’t buck fast enough, he’s left trembling as you let him ruin his orgasm. You hear him near wheezing as he pulls on the collar, harder than he should, the table jerks forward and you see him try to get up to stop the boxes from falling, but the spreader causes him to lose his balance and practically bow in front of you. He glanced back to see a few of the boxes on the ledge, if he pulls again…you will definitely punish him if any of those fall…
When he turns back to you, he can see you’re think the same thing, he moves back to give his leash slack before putting his arms behind his back. His cock hung between his legs, still fully erect. “Master, I n-need you to stroke my cock. Please, let me cum! I want to feel good!”
You praise him and lean down, he meets you half way but with the muzzle, he cant kiss you. He let out a defeated whimper. “Muzzle off…please?” You eye him carefully.
“If you bite me once, I’ll leave you like this till tomorrow.” Sebastian whimpers but nods. To his confusion, you don’t touch him or take the muzzle off. Instead you shove your leg between his. You stand up straight and grin. “Hump my leg like a good dog, you can cum as much as you want on one condition.” Sebastian gives you his full attention, his manhood throbbing hard against your calf. “Admit you were a bad boy. Apologize.”
He whimpers and quickly caves. “I’m s-sorry, I’ve been bad, I need to cum please…” He’s bucking against your leg, you show him mercy and bounce your leg with every few thrust. You can feel that he’s close and you let him cum on your shoe, he collapses against you, too tired to support his own weight.
You step aside and he falls forward, dragging the table forwards, making the boxes fall with a loud thud….
Sebastian whimpers in response, he submissively bowed and apologized again with a tremble in his voice. “I-I’m s-sorry! I’m-I didn’t mean to…” You ruffle his hair but don’t punish him over it. Besides you can see his cock starting to come back to life, he’s gonna have to be good if he wants to finish again!
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piffany666 · 2 months
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Redacted listener sibling/family Headcanons!
Babe and smartass: siblings.
Babe is the youngest smartass is the oldest (by 3 years)
smartass is the more bold and confident one and babe looks up to them because they arnt as confident.
Smartass definitely let babe sit with them and their friends at lunch when they first started high school
Sweetheart and laskos listener: distant cousins
They rarely ever see eachother but if they hung out more theyd be besties
However lasko's listener is that one cousin your parents always compare you to (in this case compares sweetheart to)
So yeah sweetheart dosnt particularly like them on those grounds
Bright eyes and darlin's unempowered friend: foster siblings
They where in the same foster home together
They where the two who where their the longest
Darlin's friend left before them tho
Bright never found out what happend to them only that they went missing
Freelancer and lovely: siblings
They are biological siblings but where also in a home and got separated because a couple only wanted freelancer
They stayed in contact online
They finally met again when lovely started going to damn
They both love each others respective partners (gavin and vincent)
Vincent likes hanging out with freelancer
They are 4 years apart lovey being the oldest
Lovely knows about what happend with kodey and they stalked him online and found out he has a vampire phobia
Hens: kodey runs into freelancer while the two siblings are shopping and lovely scares the sh*t out of him
Technically not listener exclusive Headcanons but-
Lasko's listener and kodey: siblings
I like to think they have the BIGGEST sibling rivalry
But in the laskos listener: "im better than you" kodey: "cant even argue" way
Lasko's listener is older by 6 years
I like to think that kodey's parents coddled him (hens his entitled behaviour)
Lasko's listener never did that
They where always brutally honest and tuff on kodey
Its what made kodey belive he could tell them anything
Lasko's listener was disappointed when they found out about him leaving DAMN so they dug a lil deep into why he left
And then they beat the crapp out of him
Kodey's parent's reaction to what he did was essentially "dont bring it up. We wouldnt want to ruin his reputation"
Laskos listener is the first to start arguments at family dinners because of this
Guy and angel: twins
When they first met their respective partners (david and honey) they where like "oh crap now theres 2 of them"
Adam and porter: siblings (but in the same way that vincent and alexis are 'siblings'
I think AT SOME POINT they had the same maker/mentor
Porter liked the idea of having somthing/somone he could protect
He was disappointed when he found out how he ended up
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bai-jiu · 4 months
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Wat do you animate with !!? If ur comfortable sharing!!
live2d if you cant afford or get a free copy of live2d(trial or demo ver) i recomend dragon bones , if not i recomend spriter, you can do straight up pixelart with this!! (but bro is limited!!)
heres process, Its A BIT TOO MUCH
I WILL EVENTUALLY DO A YOUTUBE VIDEO THIS IS THE BEST I CAN DO
For the live2d 1. I would make the character in sai/or your program of choice that can export into psd like this, (look into how vtuber models are separated in case you're not sure)
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even simple it follows the rules of a regular vtuber model (some features wont be needed like mouth unless you know EXACTLY what you want to do) here is how the last one i made looks like (you can see head, hair, back of the eyes, iris, arms, blush completly separated)
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2. Once in live2d you can rig it as a regular vtuber model, add or ignore parameters youre going to use. like for example this one doesnt use x eye movements (eye doesnt move from side to side basically), but i added new ones like the legs (remember to add physics!!!)
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3. Now its time to animate, dont worry if you add new parameters to the rig to fit the animation you had in mind it will update as you go on!!! !!! important!! make sure you are using the double size you're going to use for the pixel, if you want your pixel to be 200x200 you'll be using 400x400 when you work in it in live2d!!!!
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now use the parameters you did to do the animation
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if you want it to loop do it like this (rec!!) copy and paste the first one and the last one.
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lastly for give it a pixel art timing look, i rec do this insert frame on the one of the keyframes (most relevant!! look into an animation tutorial to see what i mean!!!)
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and now what you are going to do is move it into 3/2 more keyframes so the movement is heavier and more exagerated!!!
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once youre happy with the results, export to gif!!!
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ALRIGHT FOR THE NEXT PART!!!!!!
4. With the gif in hand send it to https://ezgif.com/gif-to-sprite this will turn your gif into a sprite sheet
heres mine
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how what youre going to do is give this sprite sheet to this program Pixelatir (i belive its free!!, at least it was when i got it :O) /i think if its for commissions you need to pay them but look deeper into the TOS if you're invested!!! i heard photoshop does this too but im not sure!!!
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you'll have to make the settings right but if you have a palette in mind you can feed it and it will use it!!! when its done, i suggest taking the now pixelated sprite sheet and fixing any small details by hand , like for example in mine i aded some lines and changed hue/saturation by hand!!!
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Now you're going to feed it back into https://ezgif.com/sprite-cutter and cut the sprites, if you did it right, thre should be no problem, and it will allow you to make a gif with it!!!
AND that should be all! hope it helped!!
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rzyraffek · 7 months
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If you're still writing for John Doe, could you possibly write some headcanons of weird quirks you'd think they have- I'm just curious
(honestly I think he sometimes responds to the TV as if it's talking to them when alone, he strikes me as someone who has some abandonment issues)
allright! Im back!! Sorry that yall had to wait for whole month!! But im back with John Doe💖
They/them, sfw!
General John Doe headcanons
Dude has abandoned issues you say? He is a walking issue! He defnitly has separation anxiety too!! Gets all nervous when s/o has to go somewhere without him
Very physical! Always holding their hands, resting head on shoulder ect.
Enjoys headpats and back scratches
Big fan of sharing his clothes with s/o and vice versa, dont be suprised if he gonna wear their t-shirts or pijamas. (Imagine John in hello kitty t-shirt lol)
Loves piercings and tattoos!!
While watching TV he sits on floor/carpet right in front of the screen
Watches Disney movies and cartoons
When nervous he bites his nails and lips :(
If s/o has to stay in work a bit longer than usual, he gets so worried! Looks thrue windows and stares at clock (of course if he cant stalk them at work, if he can... well he wouldn't be in house rn)
Really enjoys cuddles, everytime they go to bed and try to sleep he cant help but giggle... he just cant belive your here with him
No matter how long you guys are together, he still gets butterflies in his stomach, he still giggles when s/o grabs his hand, he still nervously plays with his hair when he tries to flirt with them.
Enjoys watching hell's kitchen just to see those poor fools getting owned by Gordon
Average Crystal Castles enjoyed (he also had a phonk phase)
Why do you have so many pillows? The only pillow he needs is you!
Moves a lot in sleep (talks too)
He thinks that people in glasses look adorable!
When upset he sometimes isolates and hides in most random places possible, once he was sitting in empty bathtub.
Sometimes pretends that hes a rat
He talks to himself out loud (who doesn't?)
Enjoys painting nails! Its his favorite activity! Especially if s/o is painting his nails and he is painting theirs!!
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arctic-fox-queer · 5 months
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Since apparently i didnt ban bee fast enough heres some proof that i didnt just sit on my ass when i was made aware of something. I am censored in purple everyone else is in red because their responses arent needed to be separated and i actually respect the privacy of bystanders. I cant belive i have to do this but whatever it takes for people to focus on the actual racist.
Here is where the racism was mostly brought up at 6:27 pm
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Here is where i come online and acknowledge it, i was playing a game on my phone so i didnt notice notifications. Its also probably why i might appeared to be online but not responding
I acknowledge that bee is there and that i didnt know they were in the server at 6:44 pm (they pretty much never talked in the server and i forget most people who arent active but are still verified, i have the attention span of a rock i know)
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And here is the ban log at 6:53 pm i banned them
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A whole EIGHT MINUTES. This is my formal apology for banning the racist after 8 minutes i totally shouldve become omnipresent and chronically online like every discord mod and server owner and banned them in milliseconds.
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miyhhowrites · 8 months
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Hiiihihihihi omg new writing blog!!! Welcome!!! Its very fun here, anyway can I please request akito and an (separately) when reader gets jealous? If you want you can just pick one of them idc <333
A/N: OMGGG I CANT BELIEVE YOU FOLLOWED ME BACK🥹 IM SOOSO HAPPY YOU REQUESTED, IM A BIG FAN🩷🩷🩷OF YOURS!!!!! i changed some things but the idea is still there! (i liked this idea so much i decided to make a fic abt it/⁠ᐠ⁠。⁠ꞈ⁠。⁠ᐟ⁠\ so sorry if its not what you wanted(⁠ ⁠・ั⁠﹏⁠・ั⁠) )
Jealousy, Jealousy
Akito shinonome x gn! Reader & an shiraishi x gn! Reader
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An shiraishi
"isnt she just cool y/n! She learned to sing like a pro in just.. months! kohane's full of surprises huh.." she giggles talking about her singing partner kohane, you can help but be jealous of kohane, the way she talks about kohane like she was some sort of goddess was making you pissed in some way
while an was talking all you can do was smile and nod not noticing how your face screamed jealousy, an noticed this and leaned closer to you looking confused and concerned
"you alright y/n? You look.. sad and mad at the same time.. whats up?" She asked, you only sighed and told them that nothing was wrong and you were completely fine but an didnt belive any of your words "you really think im that dumb? Please tell me y/nnnn!" She pleads
"i just.. dont like the way you talk about kohane.." you mumbled under your breath an perked up and looked at you confused "whatddya mean?" An asked looking visibly confused "you talk about kohane like she's some goddess or something.."
"... Are you jealous?" She asked, your cheeks flush with embarresment while you avoid her gaze "me? Pfft no.. fine.. maybe i am.." you admit awkwardly, an pulled you into an embrace and kissed your forehead
"theres no need to be jealous y/n..if youre thinking that im gonna replace you.. im not.." she says in a comforting tone, you finally calmed down but was still not looking at her "i promise to you y/n i'll only stay friends with kohane.. promise.." she says then kissed your nose. "Promise?" You asked, an nodded then smiled at you "promise."
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Akito shinonome
»you have been best friends with akito earlier this month, and was still crushing on him ever since. Today was finally the time to confess to him you were holding a box of cheesecake and was looking for him, only to see him sitting on a bench and talking to a short girl with brown hair, who was also sitting next to him
»"thanks.. i guess.." akito says akwardly to the girl beside him "thanks? Thats it? I went all my way just to buy you this and all you had to say was thanks?" The girl complained "thank you so much.. appreciate it.." the oranged haired boy replied with a hint of sarcasm "see? Now that wasnt so hard, now open up!!" The brown haired girl tries to feed him and akito only opens his mouth to let her feed him "im not a baby.." you got jealous of this browned haired girl and walked away, not knowing that it was his sister.
»"well youre the young one here, plus im your older sister! I get to do what i want with you" she teased back akito only groans in annoyance "i swear to-" he was cut off when he sees your silhouette going farther in the distance
»"was that y/n?" His sister asked, akito shrugged and stood up "guess so.. why'd they ran away? I should go check up on them.." Akito replied to his sister, she only shrugged and crossed her arms "thats a good idea.. make sure you confess to them kay? Im tired of hearing you practice in the middle of the night.." akito groaned in annoyance, then chased after you
»"y/n! you here?" He yelled looking everywhere for you, you couldnt hear him because you put on your headset, eating the cheesecake you were supposed to give him, akito sees you sitting on a bench before going behind you and taking off your headset
»"there you are! You should stop wearing these.. its damaging your ears.. I was also looking everywhere for you.." akito says to you before moving and sitting next to you "oh? You okay? whats up?" You only look at him and shook your head telling him that you were fine, akito chuckled and shakes his head "im not an idiot y/n.. i know youre not fine, now tell me." He says sternly you only sighed "im fine okay? You should go back to that girl, shes probably waiting or something.."
»"what.. what are you saying?" He asks with a deadpan expression, you only groaned in annoyance before speaking up "oh my gosh.. that girl you talked today..! Yknow.. the one feeding you pancake?" you asked bluntly while eating the cheesecake, akito looks at you before bursting into laughter
»".. whats funny?" You asked akito continues laughing before finally calming down and clearing his throat "you mean ena? My older sis? You think id rather hang with her than you?" he teased, it took you a second to process before your cheeks flush with embarresment "..wait what? Thats your sister? But.. you dont even look alike!" Akito chuckles and rests his hand on your shoulder "she is.. were you jealous?" He teased
»you sighed and only nodded in response, too awkward to look at him, akito smiled at you "dont be, i love you too much to replace you" he teased, your cheeks flushes in embarresment "..you love me?" You asked akito nodded "yeah.. and i know you feel the same way, since you get jealous whenever i talk to others.." he teased you only groaned in annoyance "your over exaggerating it.." you replied playfully, akito only chuckled and ruffles your hair "date this saturday?" He asked you took a deep breath then nodded with smile.
A/N(again): HSUSGSYSNS so sorry if its not what you wanted😭
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genesislovers · 1 year
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Could you write a poly fic where Ajax and Enid want to bring the reader into their relationship
hi! this idea is so cute i love it so much
im enid’s biggest fan fr
and wednesday’s
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- when you first met enid and ajax, you had met them separately and had MASSIVE crushes on both of them
- you would never admit it out loud tho because you were scared to see if they were poly or not
- however, despite your doubts they were seriously into you too
- first they have meetings alone (wednesday is writing) to discuss how they would go about asking you
- after brainstorming (wednesday told them to stop fucking around and just ask) they decide to just be straightforward, they just hoped it wouldn’t ruin the friendship you guys had if you said no
“Ajax i’m scared what if they say no? I don’t want to make thing awkward.” Enid said in a worried tone.
“Enid worst comes to worst they’ll say no, and if things get awkward we will just have to restart and become friends with them all over again.” Ajax reassured Enid with a hug.
It was late at night, Ajax and Enid had asked you to meet up by the lake. You had always loved the lake, how it felt to swim in it, how the moonlight reflected on the waters surface. It had always brought you a sense of comfort, a safety net. You were a bit nervous meeting with them considering your feelings towards them both. When they both arrived you saw how beautiful they were, your heart pounding so fast you could hear it ringing in your ears.
“Hey ___ we have something to ask you.” Ajax broke the silence.
“What is it?” you asked, your voice slightly shaky from the nerves.
“Well, me and Ajax were wondering if you would consider….dating us?” Enid asked quietly, afraid of your answer.
“Listen ___ these past few months the three of us have been friends have made me and Ajax realize some things about us. We really like you and you can say no—“ Enid started.
“I really like you guys too.” You interrupted, a sudden confidence persuading you. “I was worried that you guys would say no if i had confessed, so i didn’t, but i really, really like you guys.” You stated.
“Really? I thought you would say no.” Ajax asked a bit behind.
“Really.” You replied. “So uh now wha—“
You were cut off my Enid jumping to hug you and tackling you to the floor.
“ow.” You whispered.
“AHH I CANT BELIVE YOU LIKE US” Enid yelled.
- the first few weeks were a bit awkward as the three of you were figuring it all out, but eventually you got the hang of how to date each other
hey so like sorry if this isn’t good but idrk much abt being poly so if i didn’t portray something correctly please lmk. i hope you enjoyed and have a good day ! feel free to req any time <3
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hollyhomburg · 1 year
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personally i think someone accessing namjoons home address and phone number doesn’t compare to a fan joking about giving him a hickey,
also this is not like a dig at you, i just genuinely can’t really understand and maybe you could explain- why are hickey jokes so outrageous but smut headcanons and stuff are fine? (again, purely asking because i cant understand n maybe you have an explanation)
i think the separation is that smut and things in the written sphere are like obviously completely fictional- and thats what makes it okay and different from jokes about namjoon's hickey. purely because the former underminds what namjoon the person wants and the first just talks about namjoon the charecter in an authors eye.
like while there are certainly some y/n reader insert fanfics that lean into the fanservice and delusional aspect of it- i don't think the vast majority of the people who write fanfic legitimately think the events in the story happened in physicality. how many fics have you seen where like yoongi's a tentacle monster and jimin's a hapless victim? like no one thinks that shit is real. just because i write a fic where jungkook has bunny ears doesn't mean he's actually a hybrid or that hybrids exist. People aren't going to confuse reality here.
but when we argue about what the boys actually say and if they're really lying to us- that is involving the real namjoon in a different way than fiction is. it's not fictional and it's not done with his wishes in mind. like i don't understand why people are so committed to not beliving him.
to bring this back to fanfiction, like i don't know if namjoon has a big dick or not, the same way i don't know how big joel in the last of us is- but the nature of fiction is that it is always speculative. if namjoon irl said "i have a big dick" and we said "no i think you have a small dick" that would be INFINITELY more problematic. it's real people vs fictional people. the version of namjoon that i write about doesn't exist, the one people make hickey jokes about does and his privacy is being violated to sate the need to know about his private life.
making jokes about namjoon's hickey is not specultive fiction, it's speculative reality, it's questioning namjoon the person not namjoon the character. and you can't not admit that the joking back and forth creates this dynamic between people who are possessive of them and people who aren't. there is a certain sense of one up man ship where people are like "i'm going to prove it to you that he actually is dating" "finally all the crazy fans can go away now that he's come out with a hickey," "namjoon is getting it all you people can go stfu" (all things ive seen on twitter tbh)
i feel like this dynamic is a result of the misogyny that female fans are treated with- like according to the media we're all stereotyped as teenagers who have crushes on people who will never know we exist. and certain fans have different reactions to it. One is to completely reject the idea of army being possessive over them and hunt down the people who do or in stalkers case- hunting down namjoon to expose his private life, either to sell to the media to prove he is in a relationship. or to sell it to the sassengs who want to confirm or deny the existence and nature of his private time.
there is nothing revolutionary about not believing that namjoon's bruise is a bruise- the only thing that tells me about you is that you don't believe namjoon and have his best interest at heart.
it comes down to what are we willing to do to prove what we believe is real, which is why personally- i think we should only accept info about irl bts's private life from them, and ignore any other 'hints' that we may get until they're confirmed. as far as i'm concerned, i belive bts. they don't want to talk about their relationships? then for all of my concerns i don't care about it. i won't wonder, i won't go looking at jungkook's gym to find out if he ever comes with anyone, i won't go to an art museum in the hopes that namjoon might be there. i certainly wouldn't book a train ticket or purchase information. if they want to shout from the roof tops about how much they love a girl they met in a coffee shop? i will gush with them.
speculation about their private lives and information about their private lives should be given to us fans on their terms and in their timeframe. Not because someone stalks them. it comes down to respecting a boundary.
bts have never set the boundary that they didn't want fanfiction made about them- in the case of hyyh and the bts world game- they outright encouraged fictional fan driven content- even the highlight reels are representative of this- beautiful pictures of fiction that fan creators can take and mold.
on the other hand they've certainly created a boundary about their private lives and what they're willing to share with us. they don't want us to speculate about it because it only causes shit like this.
long rant over; TLDR- fanfiction's are fictional for a reason, saying namjoon is lying is not fiction. believe bts and what they say or don't say about their private lives and move on.
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Could I have a reality check? If that isn't okay, please disregard this message.
I worry I am starting to have the delusion that we are a lil spiritually/psychically connected, that we may be the same "souls" experiencing similar but different lives. A lot of the things you post I feel like I "get it", and maybe I project my own identity onto you.
This all sounds very narcissistic and egotistical 🤢 But it is comforting. I don't wish to be close, and I wouldn't want to cause you harm. I've followed you for like 6 years, and these thoughts have only been recent.
This doesn't seem right, does it? /Genuine
Im probably not the best person to ask for a "reality cheek" from since i belive reality is individual. But ill try answer this ask regardless.
I think im a very "spiritual" person, i do belive in connections between people that are deeper than "normal connections", and connections that are meant to be. But theres no way for me to know if we have any sort of connection because you are anonymous, i know nothing about you or who you are, or if we have talked before. I have discovered to have deeply spiritual connections to people before though. But thats alwaya been discovered in physical reality, not online. As its also a physical feeling.
I do not belive in souls at all. In my mind there is no way two people can be the same person. There is only me, in my current life. I wish it was different honestly, and i could hope for more. I cant allow myself the comfort of thinking i have or am more than what i currently have. (Unless we are talking about different dimensions , but we share one, and i can only exsist in one dimension at the same time. But all dimensions i exsist in are a part of me and my current reality, not separate and i could not interact with myself from another dimension, just gain consciousness of it and experience them Simultaneously)
Its very normal if you "get" my posts, and relate to me. But before you get delusional about me , maybe talk to me on a personal level first. Because im very complex in ways that cant be precived from just following me and seeing my online content... even if you feel yourself seen or reflected in 100% of what i post online, that would not mean you are me or even similar to me as a person, or that you even understand me in any degree as your preception of me could be horribly off/wrong.
And again, i dont show all of myself online. Im very carefull to keep my most personal information or even traits to myself or close ones to learn about. I also have DID, so this is just a small part me as an antire person in itself. Our life experiences that shape us are completely diffrent too.
If we do have similarities, if youre able to relate to me deeply, or feel we might have a connection, i think thats at most a great opportunity for friendship. Feel free to dm me, id love to talk. If not, thats fine too. If you are concerned youre getting attached to me in an unhealthy way, maybe just block me and walk away. Whatever you think is best.
I don't understand "dont wish to harm you". The only thing that would upset me is trying to claim you are me online or impersonate me. Id also be uncomfortable to me if you tried to copy my behavior, art or style in order to feel closer to me or being me. There is lovely wonder in accepting yourself as your own being and exploring your own self. Being you is the one thing you will always have that can never be lost or taken away. (Well.. only by de*th...) id say you are the most important being in your own life/reality. Just like i am to myself. And you should focus on that and enjoy it while you can.
Youre free to find comfort in me and my content though. I know a lot of people do relate to my posts and find it comforting and it makes me glad to hear. I want to bring comfort to people. Never pain, hurt, fear.
Wish u the best<3
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i cant belive your still getting shit cuz of the larissa and wednesday fic like not everyone of us would blow up a whole town to get hit with a brick and the face by wednesday or larissa XD
ahahh, i think people have a problem with me pairing them up, not them separately
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dustofthedailylife · 2 years
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Hey dust!
I'll read your new post in like 10 minutes(I hope, i cant be so active on tumblr because of some private reasons) but I saw your little vent and I wanted to say that I really belive in you, I know you can do everything on your mind!
I can understand the pressure you're under rn, we have a similar system here. But if you belive in yourself, nothing can stop you!!
I just want you to know even tho we aren't that close you can always rely on me and come to me if you need to talk and relax. I can go off-anon[or in-non?not sure if its correct] and give you my socials.
AND HERE IS A BIG HUG FOR YOU 🫂
good luck on your finals, I know they are important and requires a lot of working but please please please please don't overwork yourself, don't forget eating or drinking and having fun. If you do, I'll bite your toes when you're sleeping >:]
I still have a lot of things to catch up, I'll post a complete review when I'm done, but for latest post a separate note cuz D I L U C
AND I SAW THE STORY THAT IS INSPIRED BY MY DREAM AND AAAAHHH IM SO HAPPY ILL READ IT AS SOON AS I FINISH CATCHING UP WITH DUST [id love to tag the accountbut my b12 doesn't allow me to remember oops]
LOVE YOU LOTS OF KISSES AND HUGS
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Hi nonnie!! Thanks so much for your reassuring words and for reaching out to me. I'll have to stay positive as much as possible but August will probably the most mentally taxing month of my entire life so far.
I'm just happy once all the exams are over and I pray I pass because god knows I don't want to have to go through it a second time.
I'm already doing a bit better than I did earlier. I took a break and played a bit of Genshin & stared at Ayato
Also please don't bite my toes while I'm sleeping, I'll try and take care of myself, haha! >.<
I'm curious what you'll think about the things I've written recently. It's a bit angsty but I guess that's mostly what my brain is able to produce at the moment, thanks to irl angst 😂
And thanks for wanting to post reviews for my works, it literally means so much to receive feedback on my work. An author's biggest motivation is when people talk top them about the things they've written. Always makes my day 🥺
The dream inspired story was from @polalcee (I didn't get around to reading it yet either, shame on me ;_;)
Lots of hugs back to you! Hope everything is good and that you maybe get more time for fun things like tumblr again, too 🤭
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Time can change everything
Someone is strangers who is used to close to you
Sometimes I just feel a little loneliness inside my heart and my head
I cant get over it - all i need is a man
love has been tough to find it
i stopped looking for it long time ago. how to make people love you like you love them
i try to make myself feel better after all 
however , i hate going home alone - eat alone - sleep alone
when i fall down nobody listen to me - heal my pain and say “ i am here “
i thought when someone find you and fall in love with you . everything is destiny 
everything is a fate
but it world just to make sould calm down because you are not find anyone to stand by you
when you are living in lonelniess enough to balance your emotion then you relalized that all you make yourself belive you are fine 
but not
i am jealous with them 
why they have a good man to take care of them ,and they dont  respect 
i want to have a hug after hard working day - i want to cook for someone a good dishes - we can talk together - i will told him i have a bad day and stories in my workplace 
my relationship is not clearly
it makes me nevours and jealously
i cried - i didnt want like this 
actually i love him
he is a man who treat me very kind and better than my ex
when i close to him i feel peace and nothing cant hide
i remembered when i was stressed , he came - he was patiently to me
i share my stories and feel comfort 
infact , we all know we wont hand in hand go to the future
every moment we had just temporary
i will always respect and treasure the time that we had together.
sure, i will regret that we  separate by fate
i wish i could turn back time to see you, we are real couple 
maybe we could get married together 
i am sorry that is my delusion
i want to be a partner who never i have a name to call
i accepted 
when i was down mood i was killed by that situationship
i cant tell you - i cant tell ... cause i’m nothing - this relatioship  cannot be possessed.
stuck in this 
save me and give me one man better than you
i want a family which is belong to me
i am scared to jealously with your past 
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serendipity-flow · 3 years
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Why Jikook is suspicious
So, i was watching some reaction videos of jikook moments and I agree when some people say "they look really close friends".
If you look only at stage performances, basic back stage interaction without any context they look extremely friendly. Before I go on, I wanna highlight some stuff
I dont know if they are ACTUALLY a couple, but obviously they have a different kind of connection
I consider Jimin a thoughtful friend, who wanna be there for all his friends. Like... Extremely caring. Really.
Jimin is flirty. He loves to flirt and this is obvious
I dont consider some stage interactions, like the end of Stay Gold cause they always, always look at each other, wich makes me thinks that its part of their performance.
I dont belive in fan service within BTS members. I belive they actually love and care for each other and dont have a problem showing it.
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I consider this moment extremely honest.
But, getting back.
We can see all of them engaging in skinship. Being flirty, touchy and honest caring through others members.
But what i found it weird... Members reaction:
Theres a lot of videos ok RM changing the subject as they get too intimate during interviews, J-Hope gently pushing Jungkook away from Jimin in events or backstage, Tae getting in the middle of them or saying clearly with gesture "split up". When you see a Jikook moment, look for members reaction. Theres a lot of times that RM pulls a tired expression, that J-Hope start giggling, Yoongi looks uncomfortable and mostly Jin just look like "here we go again..."
Some fans says that Jikook arent that close. If they arent close (which i think its a absurd to say), why BTS get so worried when Jikook are Jikooking? Even if they are not at a concert or a live, if theres cameras, someone will at least LOOK weird at them until they stop what they are doing.
A key moment for me it was on that ALMOST KISS we saw last year. J-Hope says in the moment "can I have the camera please?", so we cant see what happend after Jimin bends down at JK.
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Up until now, I haven't seen any reactions like that with other "couples/shipps". Theres a "dont do it on camera" vibe going on.
Oh course, theres a lot of clear support as well. J-Hope especially. Isnt always that they stop ou separate them, but it happens.
The level of intimacy
As I said before, they're all intimate to each other. Thats beautiful and I love it. BUT... Some skinship in Jikook are a little bit... To comfort?
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When we look at Rose Bowl, we can see that Jimin dosent pulls him away, nothing changes, besides que starts laughing or crying after Kookie does something in his ear. This is casual. Extemely casual.
Theres another moment when they hold hands at the ending of a concert. Ok, nothing wrong about that BUT Kookie thouches his arm firts, then goes to Jimins hand. Guys... Thats casual. Holding hands is something that they PROBABLY do pretty often, cause when we see Jikook doing, looks extremaly casual even with more touch/in a romantic way.
Jimin doesn't feels weird about jumping on Kookies back, and when Jimin speaking to him, on his back, in JKs ear or neck, we dont see strong reactions. Probably, Jimin does that a lot.
I could go on and on about every single "type" of skinship they do, but I guess you understand: its pretty obvious to me that they are extremely intimate and COMFORTABLE when it comes to showing affection. Like its done everyday. So casual as they seeing "it was 4 in the morning, I was with JK", "we went to bed after 5 in the morning, JM was playing on his phone", "should I set the my alarm?"- when Jimin said on Hobi birthday live that he wouldn't wake up next morning.
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Its impossible not to bring GCF in Tokyo here. Like COME ONNN
Jungkook paid as a gift for Jimin Bday
Once Jimin said that if he had some spare time, he would spend with JK
They sleept in the same room and a lot of people says there was only one bed.
The whole video its Jimin being himself -he doesn't knew that JK was posting it
The f* lyrics and the singer being a gay icon when JK always look the lyrics and cares about the meaning of a song before using it
Looks a lot like a lovers video.
I mean... COME ONNNNN
Besides GCF, we have other moments that seems, I said SEEMS, that cant be explaining with friendship.. Like when JK almost faint at a concert in Chile, and we see JM running like a crazy through the backstage, not saying hi to the cameras, not answering to Hobi that calls for him. He was desperate. After, we see everyone in the room with JK receving treatment, JM was already there, and when RM says that they should get out, JM is the only one who stayed and the medical team was undressing JK. We can say that JM is caring, but I haven't seem this behavior with his other friends.
Other point on different behavior is that JK don't share his clothes. But we already seen Jimin using his hoodies, jacket and t-shirt. JK is able to wake JM when RM doesn't even try anymore.
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ANYWAYS
Its all just thoughts, speculation and stuff that are stuck in my head. Im not saying that they ARE A COUPLE, but its obvious for me that there's something more to it. And just so we can ens this TEDTALK, i love them both so much as persons and artist. They are amazingly pros.
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Sorry for long ask but I wanted to throw in my two cents here: Its clear from Edelgards many conversations in both 3H and FEH that Gods cant win in her eyes no matter what they do. Her problem with Sothis is that Sothis doesnt answer prayers (because she is dead) and thus people relying on her as a God will be lost. Her problem with Mila is that she actually answered prayers and that made humans lazy. Her problem with Duma, despite his ideals being almost identical to her own, 1
is that he's a God and that means his prescence will unavoidably corrupt humans (because ??? I guess, she never gives a clear reason). In her conversation with Lissa she claims Gods force things like Crests, Holy Blood and Brands onto humans which leads to humans abusing that power (with the extra irony of Crests not being granted to humans at all in 3H, humans killed the Nabateans and drank their blood). Yet she targets Lissa for this conversation specifically because Lissa has no 2
Brand and doesnt that make poor Lissa feel left out? (Nope). So Gods answering prayers is bad because it corrupts humans. Gods not answering prayers is bad because then the people that belive in them are lost. Gods granting Crests or Brands or Holy Blood to people is bad because humans will put value on and abuse that power. Gods not granting those things to people is also bad because it makes those without it feel left out. When Gods do not grant humans that power and 3
those are very good points! it’s very much a damned if you do, damned if you don’t situation for gods in edelgard’s mind.
this may seem off topic but i promise it comes back around but this is where i feel like if intsys was determined to keep twsitd in the story then they should have not exaggerated their appearance or abilities to make them seem non human because i feel like edelgard and the fandom as a whole forget that they’re not a separate race they’re humans. humans with advanced tech and receding hairlines.
at some point you can’t keep blaming the gods for the state of the world but rather look inward at yourself and the people around you to find what is wrong. the agarthans are evil and do what they do because that was their choice. sothis didn’t make them like that by giving them tech which is an inanimate and non sentient object with no will of its own
if the gods are benevolent like mila and does their best to help then humans still need to check their privilege and make sure they don’t become corrupted and lazy of their own accord. on the flip side, if a goddess doesn’t answer prayers like sothis for whatever reason then humans need to rely on themselves and each other in equal measure rather than just sit around waiting for something to happen
and even if you have a bad god like duma it was still the people who let their hearts be hardened and become cold rather than push back and practice good faith towards their neighbors. it can’t always be the gods fault (even if some responsibility lies on them esp in duma’s case) there has to be some sense of self accountability and responsibility for how the world is
but like you said, it’s not about a god actions with edelgard. it’s the fact that they’re a god full stop
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