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gennyanydots · 1 year

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I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself part 7

Jake ‘Hangman’ Seresin x f!reader

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AN: Warning. It is stupid angsty up in this bitch

You went to your room to let Jake get settled into his room for a while. You still had an hour before your check-in with Dr. Jackson. You tried to organize your thoughts as you laid on your bed.

It was surreal seeing Jake again after all this time. You vividly remember a time in your life that if you had seen Jake you might have tried to run him over with your car. The pain from everything still runs pretty deep.

The man you gave up everything for had decided to give you up. Decided that you weren’t worth the trouble. Not only that he didn’t even have the balls to break up with you. Just decided one day that he was done with you. Didn’t respond to any emails you sent, texts, phone calls, letters, nothing. Just done. It had almost destroyed you. You didn’t eat or sleep much. Just laid in bed wondering what you had done. Even now moving past that insecurity is going to be tough. Dr. Jackson has reminded you plenty that Jake’s actions were not because of anything you had done and were solely based off himself. You know whatever happened to Jake had nothing to do with you but try telling that to your brain. It’s already had years of anxious thoughts built up.

You have to remind yourself sometimes that Jake is trying. He really is trying. You know that. He’s putting in the effort. He’s going to therapy. He’s working at this.

And now Jake’s here. In your apartment. The place you got to get away from him. Most of your things were still at Jake’s parent’s house. You didn’t want most of it. You didn’t want those reminders. You still don’t even go to the house much. You get together as a family at Catherine’s house typically. It’s easier for the kids. It’s easier for you. Works out well for everyone.

Tomorrow Jake’s mom is hosting Thanksgiving. It’s good you’re having a session tonight since you’re not sure how you’ll do tomorrow. Being with Jake in that house may prove too much for you.

Time seemed to really fly while you were deep in thought laying on your bed since it was now 10 minutes till the start of your video call and Jake was softly knocking at your door. You sit up and stretch quickly before rushing over to the door and opening it.

There Jake stood holding his computer, looking as hot as ever in a pair of comfy shorts and a shirt that just seemed to fit him that just barely showed off some lines of his abs. Fuck. The Navy has been good to your husband.

You shake the thought from your head and give Jake a half smile, “Hey, it time already?”

Jake nods and turns to go out into your living room.

You follow after him.

He plops down onto your couch and looks up at you, “Which is your Wi-Fi?”

You point to it as you walk up and sit next to him, making sure to give you both space, “The password is Bennyistoocute1.”

Jake chuckles, “That boy still got you wrapped around his finger?”

You nodded, “Yeah, all three of them do.”

“Benny and Harper? Which of my sisters had another?” Jake asks.

“Oh I wasn’t even counting Harper. Lauren still only has her but Jared and Catherine have three boys now. Charlie, Benny, and Jamie. Charlie is a baby baby. He was a surprise. Jamie is Auntie’s baby. He’s 7. Benny is 15 now. Gosh he’s growing up so fast.”

“Holy shit. I hadn’t realized how old he would be. Harpers gotta be like what 10?”

You shake your head and laugh, “She’s 12. Sassy as ever. Really got all of Lauren’s attitude and some of Catherine’s too.”

“Poor Lauren. I’m sure ma loves to rub it in her face for all the trouble she caused,” Jake says with a chuckle.

“Depends on the day. Sometimes your mom just swoops in and fixes everything since she had so much practice,” you say with a smile. Jake’s mom amazed you. Your nephews and niece love you but even you couldn’t do that. At least not with the older two anymore. They can’t be bribed with ice cream. Well, they can’t always be bribed with ice cream every once in a while both of them still like ice cream and auntie dates. Especially if you pick them up from school early for an “appointment”.

“Do they… umm do they remember me at all? Or know who I am?” Jake asks timidly.

“They know they have an Uncle Jake. Benny vaguely remembers you. Harper doesn’t really anymore. You never met Jamie. They all have seen your pictures around in albums and such. Just as a warning Jamie may take a bit to warm up to you.”

“Why’s that?”

You sigh, “Your sister and Jared have big mouths and we’re talking about you and he overheard that you had made me cry and like I said Jamie is auntie’s baby and he may have threatened to kick you umm….. kick you where it counts.”

“Damn. I clearly don’t want that but if that’s what it takes to start rebuilding all this then….,” Jake says with a shrug. “Plus I can’t beat up a 7 year old.”

“The cutest 7 year old,” you say with a giggle.

“Well then I definitely can’t,” Jake says with a smile.

The two of you are brought out of your little chat by Dr. Jackson starting the meeting.

“Good afternoon, you two! How was your flight Jake? You get in okay?” The doctor asks.

Jake nods, “Yep. Thanks for askin’.”

“And Y/N, how are you this afternoon?” Dr. Jackson asks.

You give a small smile, “I’m doin alright. Thank you. How are you, sir?”

“I’m doing wonderful. Thank you. How is it seeing each other?”

Jake looks over at you with a fond smile, “A little odd but good.”

You nod, “Yeah, a little awkward but I’m sure that’ll go away.”

Dr. Jackson smiles, “Good, good. Glad to hear it. I don’t want to keep either of you long. I would much rather you both spend time together. I mostly just wanted to remind you both that you can text or call me at anytime. I know this is a very fragile time and you may need to talk it out and I am here for you both, okay?”

You both nod.

“Great. I’ll be in touch with both of you. If I don’t talk to either of you beforehand have a Happy Thanksgiving!” Dr. Jackson says with a wave and both you and Jake return to sentiment and Jake exits the meeting.

“That was probably the easiest session I ever had,” Jake says with a chuckle.

You laugh and roll your eyes.

“What? It’s true!” Jake says grinning.

“I’m sure it is.”

“So uhh did you umm maybe want to talk about why I first went to therapy?” Jake asks.

You nod, “If you’re ready for that. Sure.”

“Tim thinks it’s important you know and I do too, of course. Before I get to that I just need you to know I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. I never wanted to stop being your husband. I know there’s a lot of damage I did and I hope to be able to repair it the best I can but none of this had anything to do with you. In no way was this your fault. It was all me,” Jake explains.

You nod, “I know. Dr. Jackson reminds me of that frequently. I had or well have a hard time with coming to terms with that. I’m working on it.”

“Oh honey no, none of this was you. This was all me. I’m the bad husband. I did this to us,” Jake says and puts a hand on top of yours.

You nod and turn your hand to hold his.

“Okay so being away from you was always hard. I would get it in my head that if I worked mg hardest with no distractions I would be able to get home faster. I’m reality that wasn’t really a thing but I convinced myself it was. Sometimes I would be working so hard and miss our planned calls and that’s completely on me. I would remember and feel terrible. Then the longer I went without talking to you the guiltier I would feel. I would start avoiding you to try and deal with my guilt. It didn’t help and I just felt worse. It all kinda culminated after a mission. I uhh became the only current generation aviator with a confirmed air combat kill. Which at first was exciting because everyone was so impressed and congratulated me but eventually it sunk in that I took someone’s life. I know that’s part of my job but there’s still a guilt that comes with it. It kinda made my life feel like it was separated. Everything before I killed someone and everything after. After I felt like I had a completely separate life and it was just easier to live with the guilt by myself. I never told anyone about it. I made a whole persona for myself. I turned into this cocky asshole to keep my emotions hidden. I mean I was always a little cocky but it was bad. I had another mission not even a year ago and I had another confirmed kill. I guess it kinda set off a depression due to the repressing emotions thing then coworkers started to notice. One of them basically kidnapped me off base one day and made me talk about it. His wife forced me into therapy.”

“Kara Floyd?” You asked.

Jake nodded, “Yeah. How did you know?”

“Did she not explain about when she called me?” You asked.

Jake shook his head.

You chuckled, “So uh she called me to tell me her coworker was seeing my husband so I hung up on her thinking you were cheating on me. She called back saying we must have been disconnected and I told her I hung up on her and explained that if you were cheating on me that you could just send me the divorce papers and she didn’t need to tattletale.”

Jake groaned, “I’m kicking Bob’s ass.”

“Whose Bob?”

“Her husband. Neither of them told me this. Can’t kick her ass. Gotta kick Bob’s. They told me you talked to Tim.”

“Once she explained herself she gave him the phone and I talked to him but first there was a big misunderstanding.”

“Sounds like it. For the record I have not and would never cheat on you. We have have gotten married young but I take those vows seriously.”

You nod, “Me too. I didn’t either by the way. Cheat on you I mean. I didn’t do that. You’re my husband.”

Jake squeezed your hand, “I’m sorry for all this.”

You nod, “Thank you for apologizing and thank you for telling me all that. It all sounds incredibly hard and I’m sorry you had to go through it.”

Jake nods, “Tim told me to ask ,if you’re comfortable, about how you felt when I stopped talking to you. I mean I know it’s not good but I really want this to work and open communication is important for that.”

“Ohh umm yeah. I guess I could tell you. It was hard. Incredibly so. I did the whole stages of grief thing. I was mad at first. Mad that you could do something like that. Mad at myself for putting that much faith in you. Mad that I gave up everything for you and in the end I didn’t have anything to show for it. Then I got sad. Real sad. I wondered what I did wrong or what was wrong with me that you didn’t want to be with me anymore. I was really depressed. Barely did anything but lay in bed. I lost a lot of weight. I had to take pills for the depression. Eventually I just accepted that you weren’t gonna come home to me so I moved out of your house to here. I got Pumpkin. I got on with my life. Since we started this I’ve had a couple sessions with Dr. Jackson to address all that. There’s still a lot of lingering insecurity and self esteem issues,” you explain not looking at Jake.

Jake squeezes your hand once and you look over at him, a few tears in your eyes. You notice Jake’s also look a little glassy.

“Oh darlin’ I am so sorry,” he says and uses your hand to pull you into a hug. You both wrap yourselves up in the other and sob. Sob for yourselves. Sob for each other.

Part 8

#jake seresin x reader #jake hangman seresin x reader #angsty hangman #hangman x reader #I had to let go of you just go get a hold of myself #hangman x female!reader

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thealleydog · 9 months

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LONG LONG LONG STORYTIME ABOUT HOW MY LIFE GOT FLIP TURNED UPSIDE DOWN THIS PAST WEEKEND (tldr at the bottom)

Guest starring @wint3r-h3art ~! 💖💖💖

This is chisme. Gossip. Personal life stuff. But I am, still, very much unemployed.

This wasn't on my 2023 bingo card. I didn't know this was gonna happen when I ate those grapes under the table of a New York dive bar. But sometimes you gotta get your heart broke before you can shake some shit up.

My mentor and close friend owns the tattoo shop we work(ed) at. He taught us how to tattoo on top of some real-life lessons. And if people were to ask me, I'll always credit him for getting me to where I am now. But this bitch is a severely traumatized, unmedicated bipolar who ends up taking it out on the people closest to him. Amazing man who wants to be a good person to his people. But - untreated and refuses therapy.

And while he can be a good man, he will put your ass THROUGH IT. I'm telling you, my homie, Fabian, and I literally had almost quit our apprenticeships because we were helping him build that shop, and it was STRESSFUL. But it made us tough. Instead, I settled for a full mental breakdown along the shore and stared at the lake for an hour or so.

(Side note, why does crying clear up the face and make you look beautiful??? That's no makeup right there?!?!)

We two and our other homie, Primo, have been there for the beginning. I'm talking as soon as quarantine was lifted enough that shops in the city were allowed to reopen and could cut our hair again. (I got a shaggy mullet.) So that's three years of our lives to give to this shop and him. Everyone else that came in and was with us to the end are literally amazing people. Like the social circle we had there was something we don't wanna let go of. And he was almost like our dad in a way.

Anyways! So this summer hasn't been the best and in an effort to get new blood and clients into the shop, four of us decided to work a booth at Anime Magic and represent the shop. There was a whole row just for tattoo artists and we knew a handful of them from other shops. (The community is surprisingly small.) We spent about a month worrying and preparing and buying supplies. It's mine and Mari's first con, but Fabian and David knew what to do and we passed inspection.

All's good, right? I'm excited. I booked @wint3r-h3art and her husband! They came all the way from Boston to get stabbed by me. (Which oh my god I'm still humbled someone would do that!)

So I'm tattooing my first internet friend I get to meet in real life...

Then Mari stopped tattooing and showed me the mass text we got from him.

Bro.

My heart fell into my ass and I felt the world crumble. It was so embarrassing. Had to pull up my big girl panties and knock out these tattoos though. I ain't no punk.

At the end of the night, Fabian and I try to call him, trying to see where his headspace is at and if he's okay. He didn't answer at first, but he called back. I didn't say anything because I was sitting all quiet, full of disappointment and crying a bit. Fabian tried to tell him we are here for him and we love him - only for him to hang up on us.

So we head to the shop to check on every still there. The mood is just...

Everyone is heart broken and disappointed and scared even. But the kicker is the lady who does the office paperwork felt safe enough to tell us how he was acting lately. How he'd talk shit about us and vent his frustrations to her. But he'd act more than okay with us. Even when we would talk to him, he never showed his feelings about anything he vented to her. His mental health was definitely getting worst and with four of us at the convention, all he wanted was for something to go wrong that Friday.

And it did. One of the artists has to go back to her home country for surgery because of a numbness that has been bothering her for three years. She told us she was gonna put her two weeks in and work a little at other places until she had to leave. So when she holds his hands and begins to tell him "I have to leave -"

"Okay then go. Pack your stuff immediately."

Didn't give her a chance to explain or talk even when she begged him to listen. Had to pack her stuff into garbage bags.

Then he sent that massive text that morning we were at the convention.

Mind you, we are a crew of nine people, including two baby apprentices. We think we ain't got jobs. I was able to not think about it the rest of the night because Linda and her hubs were so awesome, and I got to eat and drink something for the first time since 8 or 9 am. (But for real, you guys are the highlight of my story so far!) Anxiety? Betrayal? The streets??? On an empty stomach, good Lord. ⚰️

Day 2 and Day 3 go by. We're still tattooing. But now people are starting to ask questions. So we tell them our situation. It's like blood in the water.

"Come work with us!"

"We got spots!"

"You should come by and talk to the owner of our shop."

Apparently our shop has a GOOD reputation. And all the artists do good work so people want us to work for them.

The now Refuge Gang decided on Sunday night to go to shop and just clean out our equipment, which would leave the owner with a very empty shop on Monday. We just didn't want to deal with him anymore considering he was being very manic with his texting and how he was responding to people in the shop. Gave no illusion that he would change his mind.

That night I felt empty and lost. I felt terrible about that this had to happen with him. He really saved me by teaching me. But this was abusive. With a heavy heart, I was the last to leave my key in the office. Wasn't expecting to cry.

We ended the night with Korean BBQ, plum wine, and several shots of shochu.

I think everything is gonna be alright. He tried to call me twice during this whole thing. But I ignored it because I'm not going back and I need space from him for a long time. Still love him, but that was something I won't tolerate anymore is people abusing me in any shape or form. Even cherished friends.

I have a job lined up not too far from my place and I'll be apprenticing one of the babies from the old shop as part of the deal! Even though she's like my age, but Dani's awesome as fuck. Gotta step my pussy up and guide her and myself on this wild unknown road!

Fingers crossed I just need to meet the boss this Friday to iron out the details. But this one is set up where I could actually... have a life. I can be an artist again. A real, piece of shit, beautifully grotesque, smut artist that I've been! (Check out my Instagram and scroll down, you'll see what I mean.) The Refuge Gang have started a group chat to support and look out for each other. We're making sure everyone will be working again and stable. Someone us even got into some real Chicago staple shops! I'm proud of all these talented hoes.

AND and, HOPEFULLY, because we liked each other so much and we're all incredibly talented - Fabian has spearheaded an idea and is in the works of starting an artist collective! Working on getting funding, investors, a building, THE WORKS. That way we can be artists AND tattoo artists. We'll be our own bosses. If everything goes well, we should have everything organized by the spring. It takes fucking forever for shit to happen in Chicago, but we'll be having meetings to talk and work together on this project.

TLDR: My homie got me and the Refuge Gang fucked up but we're wily. Tattooing isn't for punk bitches.

#STORYTIME #tattooing is wild

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1moreoffkeyanthem · 3 months

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Will I be projecting this into a South Park fanfiction at some point probably very sorry in advance to either Kyle or maybe Tweek but tbh I gotta rant real quick about my supremely awful day

(Cut for both severe anxiety and possible eating problem triggers)

So like I act and stuff right. Low budget independent shorts, projects for the local film school, things of that nature. And I had a shoot today for a class that’s essentially focused on filming an 8 page script in 12 hours, teaches the students professionalism, all that.

I woke up anxious for reasons I couldn’t pinpoint, wore Kyle socks under my costume for powers, figured I’d be okay once I got into the swing of the shoot. I was not. There was this chunk of very specific scientific dialogue that I just COULD NOT get to come out in the right order, and what did my bitch ass brain do? Fucking spiraled with it. Which made talking harder, which made the “YOURE A FAILURE YOURE A FAILURE” internal dialogue worse, and it continued. And I had a goddamn panic attack on the soundstage.

I wound up shaking in the green room literally crying, someone had to go get my husband from the editing suite because they didn’t know what to do, I could HEAR the professor talking to his class about “when talent has emotional problems during production it’s important not to let them know they’re holding up the shoot”, and the worst part? This was less than an hour before we broke for lunch.

And I’ve vagued about this before, but I’m a recovered anorexic. About five years ago, I did the whole outpatient thing or whatever, was in therapy for a while for it, almost had to drop out of college for it, all that shit, and for the most part I consider myself to be fine now. But that mentality pops up every once in a while, and that shit is AWFUL.

The AD called for lunch, and my first fucking thought was “you don’t fucking deserve to eat you worthless piece of garbage”, and like NO BRUH TF?!? Having a goddamn stroke on set is literally no reason to punish yourself, like if anyone else was having a gnarly anxiety day I would absolutely be encouraging them to take it easy on themselves, hydrate and eat, whatever they need, so how fucked up is it that I couldn’t do that for myself. I did wind up having a slice of the college film student set staple that is little cesars cardboard ass pizza bc Opposite Actions, but it was a huge mental struggle.

It’s definitely worth noting that NO ONE was nasty to me about my breakdown, at least not to my face, even though I was completely fucked in the head afterwards for the remainder of the shoot. I’ve worked with a lot of these people before, they know me and know it was just a bad day, and one of the girls I worked art department with on a previous feature was script supervisor for this one, and she came into the green room and sat with me, stopped me from biting at my fingertips because I hadn’t realized I was making myself bleed, kept me from hyperventilating until my partner got there. The director got with his team to work out what footage they could get until I was more steady. The AD checked in constantly for the rest of the shoot. The other actor was incredibly sweet and shared anecdotes from his stage acting days to cheer me up whenever I’d get anxious over a missed word in a take. No one was a dick to me. At all.

Except myself.

I don’t like to consider myself mentally ill, despite the fact that I know there’s no shame in it; I’m diagnosed with anxiety and depression, plus the whole eating disorder thing, obsessive compulsive disorder, I’ve been told I should get evaluated for autism (tbh yeah probably) like yall I’m a fucking disaster. But no one, NO ONE will ever be as hard on me as I am on myself. Also, it was a student production the Friday before spring break. They cut shots and wrapped early because nobody wanted to be there.

If you can step back and put shit In perspective, it helps. Unfortunately I’m very bad at that.

Very sorry for the rant being a person is fucking stupid but at the end of the day I love helping people tell the stories they want to tell and also wearing south park socks under my 1950s scientist costume.

#anyway back to the regularly scheduled pce being feral abt her favorite boys #my day sucked fucking ass and now I’m going to try and find style whump that I haven’t read yet #I’m a walking disaster #it’s fine #I will almost certainly not find any #personal #very sorry to anyone who reads this that may be triggered by both Ed thoughts and anxiety that’s not my intention #also shoutout to the boom op who gave a Tylenol and said *ARE YOU A FUCKING SNAKE* when I draw swallowed them

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crymeariveronceagain · 2 years

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hey uh river, my best friend is self harming and is what to do, because I’m worried she’ll get really mad at me if I tell an adult

That's sounds awful and hard to deal with. Like, 0/10. I've been in similar situations, and I know that twisty feeling in your gut that kind of clings to your insides. It's awful. And like, especially if you think they're gonna get mad at you. Like. It's horrible.

My old best friend got depression really bad in highschool, and I asked my mom for advice on how to help her, and I mentioned it briefly and my friend lost her marbles and got so mad she didn't talk to me for like, two weeks. That's one extreme.

However. One of my friends got really, really, really suicidal and self-destructive in the middle of covid. To the point where like, I had to talk to her to keep her from trying to hurt herself and to keep her hands occupied with texting me. It was not fun at all, but i'd do it again in a heartbeat to help her. However, I knew that, like. I couldn't take care of my friend and duct-tape scissors to the walls, or physically take her away from what was tempting her, or put an ice cube in her hand or anything like that. So, I literally told my mom and told her to tell her mom. My friend got therapy and mental help and a lot more love and patience than I think she'd been getting at home because of it. And she wasn't mad at me, because sometimes, like. You've gotta make the choice that needs to be made for your friend's welfare.

Like, none of this is easy. And none of us(especially kids, I was seventeen when I had to talk my friend down from hurting herself), should have the burden of keeping people away from their own thoughts and own desires on our own. I once went to a class, a communications class, actually. And the professor looked around this room of college kids and was like, "How many of you have had to talk a friend out of hurting themselves?" and literally almost every single person in the room raised their hand. She got this sad look in her eyes and she went, "That's such a hard thing to go through. And all of you have been through it."

Because, heck. It may be normalized, to some extent, but stars. We are not therapists. We are not cognitive behavioral therapists. We are not counselors. We are not parents, we can't get our friends medication, we can't do any of that stuff.

And it sucks. Because we really really really want to help.

So. Like. Here's my advice.

First.

Take a deep breath. It is going to be okay. I swear it.

Second.

There's kind of one question you have to think about.

And it's not a very easy question, because the answer seems obvious, but sometimes it's really really hard to get to that answer. And it sounds harsh, too. I'm not going to say that it doesn't. It's a rough question. But, like. It's a true question. That I think you need the answer to.

Do you care more about your friend's opinion of you, or your friend's physical wellbeing?

(i know. it's a horrible and intense question. but it's a real question.)

If you care more about your friend's opinion of you(not the answer I assume you'll pick, but just for talking's sake), just try to be there for her. Keep talking, call her if you want. Find her some safer alternatives. My favorite(hi. yes. anxiety makes me try to scratch my skin off so like i can focus on something other than my own spiralling thoughts) is putting a rubber band or hair tie on my wrist and like. Snapping it. It hurts like a bitch. But it works! Other ones I've heard that work are holding ice cubes in your hand, ice cold water bucket to stick your hands in, drawing lines on your skin with a marker or pen. Etc. Keep recommending she go to an adult. Just. Pound it into her brain.

If you pick the second option(i think you should pick this option, but i'm not in control of you and you can pick what to do), here's how I'd do it. Give her an ultimatum. Either she can tell, or you will. But someone's gotta. Because enough is too much, and she's hurting, and you can't fix it, but you want it to stop.

Tell her that this is one of those things that you go to the adult with. Like, remember when you were in school and there was like, safety day, or something, where they just sat you down and told you that before going off with anyone, or before trying to tackle the burglar by yourself, you'd go get an adult. Like. This is one of the things you can't keep secret, can't keep locked up. It's a safety issue. And it's not even, "My friend is hiding illegal drugs under their mattress" although, I'd suggest telling an adult immediately about that as well. Or calling the cops.

This is actively and purposefully hurting her. And she's the danger to herself.

Tell her that you're gonna give her til... say. Tomorrow. Tomorrow evening. To tell her parents. Or you will tell your parents, who will tell hers.

Also, btw. There is no reason for you to get involved talking to her parents. That's why you have parents! To do the hard stuff like telling adults that their children are hurting themselves! <3

If you think it would be easier on you, or better than going through your own parents, that's fine, I don't know you or your relationship with your parents, but if they're chill and you're chill with them I 100% suggest going through them. Your parents are also extremely likely to believe you right off the bat, and adults are much more likely to believe other adults than kids. Just. Those are the facts.

I'd suggest you make a concrete plan to tell your parents no matter what, no matter what your friend says they've said or haven't said(because sometimes people lie to get around things like parental intervention), and just. Stick to it. That way your friend gets out of the dangerous situation as quickly as possible.

Overall, this sounds like a really rough situation to be in, and I'm sorry you're in it, love <3

i hope it gets better asap

feel free to send me another ask if you'd like more advice <3 <3 <3

#it's gonna be okay #i promise #i really do reccomend you tell an adult #i cannot make you but that is my advice #just exhale and resign yourself to your friend's anger tbh #i can't tell you what to pick but this is my advice #TW SELF HARM #tw sh #tw self h4rm #tw sh related #tw suicide mention #tw suicidality #tw depression #tw #river's advice column #thanks for the ask!

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bunni-bun · 4 months

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we did it, lads, we finished only friends. can't believe this fucking messy ass show made my cry. incredible. also.......

like i get why some people would be mad about boston in the end tbh. but i also have to side with mew on this since i've been in that kind of situation.

like do i think boston can be a better person? absolutely. if ray's awful ass can do better for sand then so the fuck can boston. but nick was right to let him go because you can't force someone to change. they have to do that themselves and make that choice themselves. they also have to deal with the consequences of their actions. to forgive doesn't mean you forget. boston making out with boeing was fucked up, especially because nick's not stupid. and that being the nail in the coffin for nick really hit me more than i expected.

nick having put boston on that pedestal of love where a person can do no wrong is truly a steeple of a toxic relationship. i think they're so cute together and i love when they understand that they have love for each other. but some people do have to change and boston telling nick to accept him as he is isn't love, it's an excuse. you fuck around and eventually, you find out when everyone leaves you, including your friends.

i say that as someone who's ex is still just continuing the cycle of being manipulative and downright bad to someone else now, almost 14 years later. he can chose to change but he's also gotta face the consequences of his actions, like boston. they have to be alone for a while and make peace with themselves first before they can make full peace with others.

that said, ray's apology in therapy really had me crying with him because sand is just so patient with him, so kind and caring and so incredibly loving. a good partner, to me, is someone who you want to be a better person for. i think about my sister and her fiancé and how my sister can be a huge bitch but ever since she's been with him, she's been a lot kinder and nicer overall. i think her fiancé has made her better.

i know that the heavier topic of alcoholism only really delves into the story towards the end but i'm glad that ray went to rehab and got the help he needed. my father is a recovered alcoholic and he's been sober for over 16 years now. i'm proud of them, both of them. ray facing his fear and also understanding that he's the person he needs to control, not the environment, is a big step and i'm glad sand's by his side.

topmew and forgiveness is a really good arc. because forgiveness doesn't magically come at once but also holding that grudge won't help you forgive. his moms are great and so real for saying that. gotta love older lesbians for being the voices of reason. forgiveness takes time but one must find it in themselves to forgive first.

as always, lesbians are the only people i've trusted in this entire show. mew's moms and cheum & april make the mess worth it because they are all so wonderful together. to see older lesbians, who dote and love their son as much as they love each other, is just so wonderful, it brought me so much joy. to see lesbians my age just work through a rough patch but stay together no matter what was so hopeful. i love them.

overall, this show was so fucking messy and no one is a good or bad person, which is interesting. i liked it, all things considered. also, again, absolutely excellent soundtrack, 100000/10 no notes.

#we finally finished these messy ass bitches #also ngl that wild kiss scene in the beginning of episode 12 will live in my head for the rest of my life #insane i love their messy bitch ass selves #cyndy watches bl

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marvin-trilogy-song-tournament · 7 months

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Tournament song list!

I think I have everything, but if their any that I missed, or put 2 of, or there's 2 sings that are like. ambiguous (ik there's some songs in in trousers that the name just got changed) but if yall could let me know that would be super duper helpful!

list below the line!

In Trousers 1985

In Trousers

I Can't Sleep

A Helluva Day

I Have a Family

My High School Sweetheart

I Swear I Won't Ever Again (Part 1)

I Swear I Won't Ever Again (Part 2)

I Swear I Won't Ever Again (Part 3)

Wedding Song

3 Seconds

Wedding Song (Part 2)

I Feel Him Slipping Away

Marvin's Giddy Seizures (Part 2)

I'm Breaking Down

Packin' Up

Another Sleepless Night

Good Night (No Hard Feelings)

In Trousers 1979

Marvin's Giddy Seizures

How the Body Falls Apart

Your Lips and Me

My High School Sweetheart

Set Those Sails

My Chance to Survive the Night

Am Wearing a Hat

How Marvin Eats His Breakfast

A Breakfast Over Sugar

Whizzer Going Down

High School Ladies at Five O'Clock

The Rape of Miss Goldberg

The Nausea Before the Game

Love Me for What I Am

How America Got Its Name

Your Lips and Me (Reprise)

Marvin Takes a Victory Shower

In Trousers (The Dream)

March of the Falsettos/Act 1 Falsettos

Four Jews in a Room Bitching

A Tight-Knit Family

Love is Blind

The Thrill of First Love

Marvin at the Psychiatrist (A 3-Part Mini-Opera)

My Father's a Homo/Everyone Tells Jason to See a Psychiatrist

This Had Better Come to a Stop

I'm Breaking Down

Please Come to My House/Jason's Therapy

A Marriage Proposal

Trina's Song

March of the Falsettos

Trinas Song (reprise)

The Chess Game

Making a Home

The Games I Play

Marvin Hits Trina

I Never Wanted to Love You

Father to Son

Falsettoland/Falsettos act 2

Falsettoland/It's About Time

Year of the Child

Miracle of Judaism

The Baseball Game

A Day in Falsettoland/Racquetball

The fight

Everyone Hates His Parents

What More Can I Say

Something Bad is Happening/ More Racquetball

Holding to the Ground

Days Like This

Canceling the Bar Mitzvah

Unlikely Lovers

Another Miracle of Judaism

You Gotta Die Sometime

Jason's Bar Mitzvah

What Would I Do?

Falsettoland (Reprise)

#falsettos fandom #falsettos musical #march of the falsettos #marvin trilogy #the marvin trilogy #in trousers #in trousers musical #william finn #bill finn #falsettos #falsettoland

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yearning-and-arson · 1 year

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ur opinions r so real & so is your music taste . since i dont know what else to say obligatory blorbo infodump section here -an orange (real) :D

Omg thanks!! I have a hard time articulating words about my blorbos so I will some blorbo bingos but with characters of my choosing :) I’ll do Steve Harrington (the blorbo ever) and another Nancy Wheeler because I love her so so much, and then my two favorite Riverdale characters because they’ve been on my mind 24/7 and I gotta rant about them, this post is rather long :D

Steve Harrington (THE blorbo):

He’s just simply the guy ever, silly dude with the most gender, he’s my babygirl, girlfriend material, they get all the bitches, she should be allowed to wear a skirt, need I say more? (Sadly no bingo for Steve)

Nancy Wheeler (I love her I love her I love her I love her I lo-):

Got a bingo for Nance! *pats her head* this girl can hold so much angst, she has the brain cell, she should be allowed to go insane, someone (Robin) save her from that awful love triangle, she deserves the world, i want to put her in a blender and watch her bounce around in there, I simply don’t understand how people hate her, like I respect their opinions but they’re just wrong

Now onto my Riverdale blorbos, this show is insanely unhinged but I simply can’t get enough, and for the love of god I wish they would stop traumatizing my beloveds (also I’m going to school in Jughead cosplay today because he’s simply so gender even though I do not care for him as a character)

Archie Andrews (my son):

He is but a boy, he’s a golden retriever, he’s an absolute idiot, like so incredibly stupid and unhealthily selfless (Archie son listen to me Hiram murdering all those people IS NOT YOUR FAULT), he needs sooooo much therapy, he needs to stop finding every excuse to take his shirt off (sir your father was just shot please put your tits away), i wish his relationship with Veronica was more than just them having a short conversation then fucking (it’s seriously so annoying I have to skip through so many sex scenes, they could be so cute but they don’t do anything except for that and it pisses me off), I love him <3, He simply doesn’t know how to human, he’s trying his best, I want to hug him so fucking badly, got a bingo for my boy

Betty Cooper (the love of my life):

GET THIS GIRL SOME FUCKING THERAPY!!! REAL THERAPY NOT JUST REFILLING HER ADDERAL! This bitch is so fucked up it’s not even funny, her dad’s a serial killer, she got sent to a corrupt nunnery and drugged, all of her tuition money was given to the cult her fucking mom’s in, she is held to wayyyy too high of expectations and definitely has body issues, internalized homophobia and heteronormativity has this girl in such a tight grip (she’s lesbian and asexual), like the whole first episode of the show is her forcing herself to be in love with Archie and then she has her sexual awakening via Veronica Lodge (don’t even get me started on how gay those two are for each other), I really wish her and Jughead were just besties because I simply do not like them romantically (they are mlm/wlw solidarity and in a qpr), she is on my mind always, I really just want to hug her like she is so fucked up, I am so incredibly gay for her like I would not mind if she held a stake to my throat and threatened to murder me, her in the midnights club episode of season three is like one of the hottest things I’ve ever seen she is just so pretty

Alright that’s the end of my rant, I’m sure there’s some more thoughts up in my brain, but this is it for now! I noticed that my blorbos from both these shows are a bisexual himbo and a badass traumatized asexual lesbian who date at some point in the show but I don’t like them together. Interesting.

#Thank you so much for letting me rant about my guys!!!#this made me so happy and i appreciate it a lot :3 #friemd asks

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or-something-better · 2 years

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April 25, 2022

Nightly RP

Ruby

It’s getting late and I’ve been here all day Rubbing my eyes from the strain

Rowena

Sam dean we gotta go I head to the car with Dean's keys boys I swear

Crowley

Eileen, so Glad that Dark Charlie is gone, things are more peaceful now munching on pancakes

Eileen

+right, it's nice to have some peace and quite around here for a change+

Sam

“Hey, don't be scared of a little tattoo. I’m sorry you have to go through having this put on again, Rowena. But I believe it really is important that you have it, it’s saved Dean and I multiple times. Right Dean?”

Crowley

((you are already there mother not driving to it))

Lucifer

I stand next to Abby with a small piece of paper written on them are names of people who deserve evil justice upon them Hmmm first on the list, A women named Amber heard. Bitch has been abusing her ex-husband and manipulating him.

Crowley

Can say that again! And Crowley gone to! It is a Dream. Come. True.

Eileen

laughs +just a for a little while Rufus he and Derek will be back from they're honeymoon in a few days+

Rowena

"I have done worse Samuel this is nothing"

Dean

Exactly, looks at Rowena, suck it up buttercup you're getting it so sit down and shut up and just get the damn tattoo

Sam

“Exactly we’ve just got to try and do the best we can to keep safe. This Life, it’s hard more often than it isn’t.”

Abbadon

I look over at the paper and I read the names to see if I recognize one of them alright. Who is the husband? Maybe it will get me even angrier I smile

Ruby

Putting my hand on my back, I stretch out the kink that's been there for the last hour. "I've got to get another chair!"

Lucifer

Pulls out my blade, sharpening the tip on my nails The husband is Johnny Depp.

Rowena

playfully keep it up dean or I'll pick your next tattoo

Crowley

groans did ya have to remind me? Anyways, the night we got Dark Charlie, it felt like a huge weight lifted off my back. Off everyone's

Ruby

While I'm daydreaming I think maybe some pictures to brighten up the place.

Abbadon

and the anger rises ohh hell no. No one messes with captain sparrow. Let go fins the whore

Dean

We have to keep everyone safe which reminds me we still gotta get henrys redone next time he's around. handing the picture for Rowena’s tattoo to the artist in the shop put it on her boob she can handle it

Sam

You know what, I’ve been thinking about getting another one myself for a while now. I look around for a piece of paper and take a business card from next to the cash register. Flipping it over, I use the pen on the counter to draw the design I want and hold it out for the artist to see. Can you do this for me too, while we’re here?

Eileen

+it was, now maybe we can all just worry about other things+

Lucifer

Pauses for a moment Let go fins this whore... you're letting your ghetto side show again Abby teases playfully, then places my hand around your waist and vanishes with you, popping outside Amber's house

Rowena

I sit in the chair and give him my arm "not the boob don't listen to him"

Dean

Put that one on his ass laughs as i see what you drew

Sam

On my left butt cheek, I think that works for me Holds the drawing up to Dean, already rolling my eyes to head off any comments he’s immediately thinking about making Hey, just consider it therapy on my part… don’t judge, okay.

Crowley

I dont want to worry about anything

Dean

Its sexier on your tits babe smiles handing the tattoo guy extra cash to do it on her boob

Abbadon

I smirk vanishing and appearing with you next to her house. I can see there is a party inside. A lot of people. Damn can toy see her? I see a lot of people but not that cunt

Eileen

smiles getting up grabbing a beer +be glad of that Rufus+

Rowena

Dean go sit down in the corner before I put you there I smile

Crowley

I try to be, hey, question?

Eileen

+what's up Rufus+ sits back down at the table

Dean

No judgments Sam if that’s what you want ruby to see on your ass when you eventually you know laughs again

Lucifer

I have no idea why she is even having a party the dirty little piece of flesh. I close my eyes She's currently upstairs, in the shower, changing her outfit for the party.

Crowley

Just wondering, what can I do to fight better?

Dean

I’m not a child and nobody puts dean in the corner! pulls up a chair next to you

Eileen

+you can always train with us. You’re a pretty good fighter now. Maybe keep practicing with any of us+

Rowena

I smirk could have fooled me by how your acting I laugh at the thought

Sam

Waits for the second tattoo artist to be ready, pulls the privacy curtain and assumes the position with my pants down around my knees I'm trusting you not to look Rowena

Abbadon

I look up and I see her finishing getting dressed and coming down the stairs to the party can I kill her? the blood is rushing through my veins

Rowena

Oh honey I've been looking all day I bite my finger and growl

Crowley

You all have guns though, and I dont, I can’t even shoot one if I wanted, what happens if I can't get close?

Dean

Hey she’s my bitch so only ass she’s gonna look at is mine laughs again

Eileen

+you still have the knives Gabe gave you right the ones in your hoofs?+

Lucifer

I laugh seeing your face go red with anger your face matches your hair now I snap my fingers and we now wear fancy party clothes Let's have some fun with the parasite

Sam

It didn't take the artist long to finish my requested masterpiece, after he applied the goo and taped on a piece of plastic wrap, I was pulling up my pants good to go Thanks, appreciate it

Abbadon

Does that mean I'm a tomato not a carrot today? I look at my new slutty outfit that you chose, and chuckle you have a dirty mind I start to walk in

Rowena

other artist finishes mine and wraps it I get up and go to dean "your turn"

Crowley

Well ya, I do. You are right. I will train more with them. I will get as strong as Gabe!

Eileen

+that's the way to think of it Rufus+

Ruby

I 'borrow' a few paintings from the Louvre for ambience, returning those I think will work.

Sam

yeah Dean, Sure you don't want to get something while we're already here?

Lucifer

Bites my Lower lip while you walk ahead of me Forgive myself for I have sinned I walk in after you and go straight for Amber oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh you're Amber heard. Hun hun look it's Amber I motion toward You

Rowena

If I can pick it I'll pay for it

Rub

Once I have an idea of what I want, I write down my list of things to gave sent. I absently return the rest

Sam

chuckles and tries to imagine what she'd pick

Crowley

You know, I realized, I dont really know any of you guys stories, how you got into the business and all

Rowena

For the record my heart belongs to Crowley lol

Ruby

I then hit the internet for lamps. I definitely need more light in here. The expression "Dark as Hell" must have been coined right here. Hmmm I wonder if Lucifer did that?

Eileen

+It would take a while to tell everyone's story. You should ask everyone I'm sure they'd be glad to tell you+

Abbadon

I chuckle again hearing that thought. And follow you with an excited expression on my face babe!!! It's her.. you are right I can't believe it!! I make my voice all excited and squeaky as I come closer to you too and put my arm around you you are the best

Ruby

Looking at the stack of papers that has been softly calling to me earlier today have begun to scream at me. Standing up, I go over to the corner of the desk where they sit, pick them up, go to the filing cabinet drawer that's open and drop them in as is, slamming the drawer.

Dean

Oh really? Ok hmmm i watch as the tattoo gets finished on you your heart belongs to Crowley, but that tatt looks amazing on your boob babe. But anyway no, no tattoo for me today this is about you

Lucifer

I rest my arm around your waist, squeezing you a little, smiling excitedly

Amber

Oh fans... lovely

Lucifer

Can we have a moment of your time in private we have a few questions and a requests for a film, you as the main star

Amber

Amber's eyes glow from the word star and nods happily wrapping her arm around Luci’s "Let's go"

Sam

I paid for me tattoo and waited for Rowena to be finished

Abbadon

I hold you tighter as we walk after her through the crowd i see her bouncing her ass up and down like the whore i knew she was can I kill her now?

Lucifer

my eyes roll as I vomit in my mouth a little Patience my dear. Patience

Amber

Amber takes the two fans into a bedroom to talk about her new movie, super excited

Crowley

Can I start with you? Do you mind?

Rowena

I go to the register and pay ready to go back

Abbadon

I hold on to you even tighter my smile starts to waver and become evil as she turn to face us. I put out my black eyes I heard you're a masochistic one aren’t you? I lick my upper lip

Eileen

+No. It's fine. I wasn't always deaf. I was actually born hearing. I was probably six months old when it happened. My father and mother were home for the evening. When a banshee showed up+

Sam

Back at the car and trying to climb in so that I'm only sitting on one ass cheek, I realized that I might not have actually thought this new tattoo on my butt thing over very clearly enough before going and doing it.

Dean

Alright save my tattoo for a rainy day lets go heads out the door oh and Ro I already paid the man but if you insist I’m sure he’s happy with the very generous tip

Amber

Oh...my...God...are those contacts, is this part of the movie. She completely Ignores your comment

Dean

How’s that working out for ya? How's your ass feel Sammy? Never mind I dont wanna know smiling as I get in the car

Lucifer

I let go of your waist and crack my knuckles

Ruby

I can't decide if I'm going to just go to the apartment or crash here. Suddenly an odd feeling comes over me. "What the hell?" I manage to say before a wave of dizziness pours over me. I clutch the desk to keep from falling*

Rowena

It's ok dean it's more compensation for you and Sam lol

Crowley

Banshee, I remember, we fought one once! Those thing suck!

Sam

Just take it easy on the bumps on the way home

Ruby

I can't put into words what kind of feeling but I do know it is NOT normal even for Hell

Abbadon

I roll my eyes which nobody can see cause they are black yes it is! I squeak isn't it great? I let my voice get lower I'm here to show you the highway

Rowena

I shake my head Sam you know he's going to now

Lucifer

I throw my hand and Amber goes flying into the wall, holding her in place as I snap my fingers, her lips sticking together do whatever you like Abby. She's all yours.

Dean

Hmmmm sure contemplates as I take off I hit a bump just for shits and giggles oops sorry about that Sammy how did that make you feel? laughing hysterically

Ruby SPN

Thinking to call Crowley to tell him about it, but then remembering he's MIH (Missing in Honeymoon). I turn to calling Lucifer. Sitting in my chair, remembering I need a new one, and call out to Lucifer with my mind. 'Lucifer, something is going on here. Can you come check it out?'

Eileen

+this banshee wasn't your typical one she wore scarlet robes. Anyway my mother was able to do a banishing spell but it was to late. The banshee had already killed my father and her. And left me deaf+

Sam

Jerk

Crowley

Banishing, so it wasn’t killed? It’s still out there?

Dean

Bitch! speeds up as we go over a slight hill as the car goes air born a little and slams down on the road oh my bad

Eileen

+no when I first met Sam and Dean they had found it. I remember they were the banshee. I cut Sam's hand open by accident.+ giggles at the memory +I felt bad about it later+

Abbadon

This should be fun I go right at her first things first. I've seen the photos you gave as evidence. I know they were fake. Let's make you know what it really feels like I punch her so hard making her bruise in all the places she said he hit her perfect. Would you like a turn Luci?

Ruby

Not getting a response I try again.... "LUICFER!"

Crowley

That’s good then, where the heck are the others? They should have been back right?

Lucifer

I grip my head IM NOT FUCKING DEATH GIVE ME 2 MINUTES TO FINISH THIS BITCH AND THEN I WILL DEAL WITH ANOTHER BITCH

Eileen

+Sam and Dean took Rowena to get a tattoo and Luci and Abby are looking for that witch Amber Heard+

Crowley

Bitch, I think you mean Bitch. not Witch, Rowe is the witch.

Eileen

+bitch yes. But she worse then a bitch. It's hard to explain+

Crowley

So she dies we move on, old news,

Dean

I pull up at the bunker and slam on the breaks just to mess with Sam and turn off the car and get out watching Sam struggle as I walk inside and down the stairs what’s up everyone Sam’s a little butthurt, pun intended laughing

Lucifer

I laugh while watching you Let's finish this, Ruby's having a bitch fit In hell and once again needs us to come save her I walk over to Amber, seeing her crying and pleading with her eyes awww poor little manipulating flesh whore. I kneel down and grab her pinky toe, then break it off. I grab the skin hanging where the toe ones and start pulling it up her body like a zip, peeling her skin from her body, then I snap my fingers once all the skin is gone and her into body explodes paining the bedroom red

Sam

Ha ha, real mature Follows Dean and Rowena inside

Eileen

laughs +and Johnny Depp is a free man+

Ruby

Leaving the office I go out into the corridor to see if anyone else felt what I did. Abaddon's lead guard follows me down the hall. Asking those in the offices, I get a negative response from them. Great. I know what I felt and am determined to figure it out.

Rowena

It's ok Samuel I can get the ointment for you lol

Ruby

I head farther in the bowels of Hell.

Eileen

looks up +Hey guys...hey Rowena. Sammy what the hell did you do to your ass?+

Dean

look at you as I walk into the room what the hell did I just walk into?

Sam

Chuckling, I adjust my jeans which are pulling a little uncomfortably to the right Let's just say, something off my bucket list and leave it at that

Eileen

+Rufus and I were talking about Johnny Depp’s x wife+

Sam

The pretty red head?

Abbadon

I laugh can't argue that's a masterpiece I pull out my phone taking a video of it kaboom goes the whore straight to Valhalla!

Eileen

tries to hide my laughter +on your backside really?+

Rowena

Excuse me?

Rowena

Right here

Eileen

+no Amber Heard+

Ruby

My guard keeps up as I continue downward

Sam

What? no... I meant Johnny Depp’s wife

Abbadon

(My troops?)

Sam

Exactly, she has red hair in Aquaman

Rowena

Uh huh sure

Eileen

+she's not that pretty.+

Ruby

Stopping in the pool of souls area I stop to listen, to feel.

Dean

Dude this redhead is taken wrap my arms around Rowena

Lucifer

Pokes your nose which has Amber hair on it Let's go and save the petite demon Grabs your and pulls you close to me, hearing the squelch of the blood between us and vanishes to hell

Rowena

I take the plastic off my chest and show Eileen well they finally convinced me and it's done

Sam

raises my hands in the air and backs away I need a beer

Dean

Grab me one Sammy

Eileen

+they're good at that aren't they? And it'll come in handy in the long run+

Crowley

But wait, Sam why would you need a tattoo? Dont you already have the anti-possession one? What else would you need? And what is a bucket list?

Ruby

Giving up, I decide to return to the office. Maybe I need to contact Sam and his team. It seems to be the kind of thing they can investigate. Although a "feeling" isn't much to go on.

Dean

I mean you’re the one who expected her to look while you were getting yours done and she said she was already watching yours

Sam

Gets two beers from the kitchen and returns, handing one over to Dean So, what’s happening around here today, hm?

Eileen

+Bucket list is something you wanna do before you die Crowley

Eileen

+not much Rufus asked about my story+

Abbadon

I love the sound of flash and blood in the morning as we arrive on hell I take an eyeball jell from your lip where is she?

Ruby

Telling the guard to remain here and wait for Abaddon, I head to the bunker

Sam

A bucket list, Rufus is for things that you want to do someday... you probably have lots of things you want to do

Dean

And getting a tattoo on your ass was a bucket list item?

Lucifer

I land in hell with Abby, laughing when she removes some eyeball goo of my lip RUBY!!! MARCO!!!

Ruby

I hear Lucifer out in the hall. I snap my fingers and open the door

Sam

makes a face at him, but just leaves it there

Lucifer

Ahhh there you are Stands with Abby, licking blood from my Lower lip so what's wrong tiny. I mean Ruby.

Eileen

rolls my eyes laughing

Ruby

taking in his condition and the goo on his clothes I shake my head "You appear to have been having a good time"

Abbadon

I stand next to Luci and I move his hand from me are you ok? I didn't get any news from my troops what's wrong?

Charlie

Alex SPN Bear look at these! holds up a blue onesie that says Mommy's Best Man

Ruby

"Running the risk of some smart ass remark, something isn't right. I wanted your opinion on if it's ever happened before"

Abbadon

We did! I chuckle wanna see the video?

Ruby

"I'll pass."

Sam

Tugs a strand of her hair +Don't encourage him+

Abbadon

Lucifer? I don't know!

Alex

I gasp aww that is cute I am getting that put in cart *I smiles

Eileen

slaps your hand +I was laughing at you+

Lucifer

Snaps my fingers and the blood vanishes from us both, cleaning us

Dean

I dont need encouraging!

Abbadon

damn

Ruby

"Thanks for the info" I tell him. I'm going to the bunker. I need answers and maybe I'll find them there."

Charlie

Alright, I got you the stroller, what else do you need? Aww, look all the cute little stuffies.

Sam

Chuckles and takes careful sideways seat at the map table

Alex

I look around I do need diapers and diapers bag and baby bottle and wipe

Lucifer

Rolls my eyes you can just fill is in here. Noooo you have to make things awkward as always. Fine let's go to the hunters, EVEN THOUGH we are fine without them

Eileen

+why do always assume I'm gonna hit you+

Sam

+I bring out the best in your Eileen+

Ruby

I pop into the bunker and look for Sam

Eileen

smirks +you think so?+

Abbadon

I roll my eyes sure! Why not.

Sam

+I know so+

Sam

+Oh Hey, Ruby+

Eileen

+smart ass+

Charlie

pushing the cart over to those aisles I load it up Good thing Gabe has us covered, this could get expensive. We should head back soon.

Eileen

+hey Ruby what's up+

Ruby

"Can I talk to you Sam?" I say pulling him aside

Lucifer

Wraps my arms around you again and once again Pops into the bunker with Abby

Sam

I think SMARTING ass and chuckle

Alex

Right and I agree we should ahead back home I walk with Charlie

Eileen

+keep wishing+

Sam

I get up from the table and go along Wait, what's wrong?

Ruby

I notice him slightly limping "Are you hurt?"

Abbadon

wants to tell him I can vanish faster them he can fly but I like flying sometimes as I miss my toothless. I appear at the bunker

Abbadon

+hey guys+

Lucifer

+Sup losers+

Eileen

+hey Abby, well hello to you to your lordship+

Dean

Oh the brady bunch has arrived

Abbadon

I nod at you

Sam

What? Realizes what she means No, I'm fine. What's going on?

Lucifer

+We killed Amber heard+ Smiles like a kid who won 1st price in the race

Eileen

+sweet! Now Johnny can redeem his name+

Sam

Depps wife? What are the chances of that?

Dean

And I killed Hitler, you made Johnny a free man

Crowley

OUT OF NO WHERE 3 books appear on the table with a note addressed to Abby from Crowley “Abby, I removed these from the shrine we found, I sent them here knowing they would be safer than anywhere else while I am on my honeymoon. Don't let the world end while I am gone.”

Abbadon

I'm still relaxed after the kill we just had just punch you slightly on the shoulder missed you too stupid Winchester

Lucifer

Correct Pats my own back and Abby’s back

Ruby

trying to get someone to listen to me

Dean

Hey I mean if the shoe fits

Charlie

guiding us to the front I pay for everything Alright Bear, lets get going, walks out to Bear's car

Sam

Alright, I'm all ears... what’s up?

Eileen

coughs and sips my beer

Ruby

“Something is going on in Hell...and please, no smart ass remarks"

Alex

I walk to car and put stuff in and get in car

Sam

What do you mean by 'going on'? Did something happen?

Abbadon

I go to see the books and the note. Reading it quietly chuckling to myself you got it I read it out load and patting the books

Ruby

"It's hard to explain correctly. I was at the desk in the office and it was like some kind of wave came over me."

Dean

Really? Books just happen to have to appear right now from Crowley? What the hell is really going on?

Abbadon

You can all watch the video of his masterpiece

Lucifer

Is perched on a counter top while staring at the books that came out of no where

Sam

My attention lost due to the book arrival, I turned back and tried to figure out what she was saying Sorry, you felt sick in the office? Hell has an office?

Ruby

Getting piqued that no one is listening!

Charlie

climbs in Now remember bear, drive carefully buckles in

Sam

Calm down, sorry... I'm trying to understand, you had a bad feeling? Am I getting it right?

Dean

Does anyone not think its weird ruby has an issue with hell and crowley just happens to send books to Abby?

Alex

I nod and I buckle in I know I drive fast and speed I drive careful

Ruby

"It wasn't just a 'bad' feeling. It was like a wave of energy going over me. I've never felt that before. It must mean something!

Sam

“I think maybe we should take a look through them. I mean, they were sent here for a reason, maybe we’ll get lucky and find something that links into the weird feelings Ruby is describing. Can’t hurt to take a good look.”

Crowley

looking out the window as we drive I pull out my phone and play a game

Eileen

looks at the books +it wouldn't hurt+

Lucifer

Finds a little spider on the counter top and calls it Barry, while the others discuss boring stuff

Abbadon

Oh you little stupid Winchester. You know nothing. Me and Crowley went to St. Augustine to find a blind spot and then we went inside a church just to find an angry ass ghost of a priest there looking at his own skull. This place was weird and we find all those books there so we brought them here keeping them safe

Dean

Still ironic they appear here now soon as you knuckleheads show up

Alex

I drove to my house and then the bunker

Crowley

The demons, off doing their own damn thing again. what is new

Charlie

walks into the bunker with Alex Hey guys, what’s up?

Lucifer

Ignores the comment from a donkey while laid on the counter top playing with Barry

Alex

Hey everyone

Sam

+Hey, guys+

Abbadon

They were for ME to see. Does the neurons in your head connected? If I'm not here they will not appear Dha!!

Eileen

+Hey Alex , Hey Char +

Dean

You’re the one missing the point

Sam

Is tired of the arguing, selects two of the books from the pile, hands one to Ruby and sits down to read through the other

Crowley

Hey Bear! So I guess something is wrong in hell, Crowley sent these weird books here to Abby and who knows what else is happening

Eileen

+what I want to know is why we're Crowley and Abby in St, Augustine in the first place+

Rowena

+they were looking for Lucifer+

Eileen

+ahh

Sam

Takes the book from Ruby and hands it to Eileen

Lucifer

Falls off the counter as Barry walks down the side of it and I follow him

Crowley

((I fucking love you))

Eileen

takes the book from Sam and sits reading it

Alex

I walk downstairs and I grab book and I read

Dean

look at you since when does crowley share his life story with you?

Sam

Nothing is jumping out at me from the pages of hte book I selected

Crowley

Anything in there?

Eileen

+I've read some dull stuff but there is nothing here+

Ruby

Well!

Eileen

(Creepy yet cute)

Abbadon

I get distracted by you chasing that cute thing

Lucifer

I'm on the floor near the drawers, trying to get Barry to crawl onto my hand while the guys discuss the books

Rowena

"since when did it become your business when or how I talk to my son"

Alex

Rufus I read book and ST. Augustine

Sam

+Hey, let me take a look at that Alex+ Takes the book to look at myself +And you guys said Crowley was there in St Augustine?+

Dean

Ummm hmm well you sold him for pigs since when did you two become besties?

Crowley

Ya, that is what Rowe and Abby said

Eileen

looks up at Sam +I though they were there looking for Luci+

Alex

+Oh sure yeah+ I hand to Sam

Sam

hinks that we might need to pay more attention to what Crowley is doing

Abbadon

I walk next to you trying to figure out why r u on the floor

Charlie

grabs my laptop and starts to research St. Augustine

Sam

+This book is a diary of some kind+ Flips through pages +A priest it looks like+

Rowena

Past is the past dear like Elsa learn to let it go

Lucifer

Barry crawls onto my hands as I stand up and look at you Meet Barry.

Eileen

+priest? What kinda priest?+

Charlie

There is a lot of history here guys. Says the city was burned to the ground four times. Was settled before Plymouth rock, it has a brutal history that dates back to the 1500's

Alex

I sit down and rest my hand on my stomach and lean back +Did you find anything Charlie?+

Dean

reads over your shoulder what the fuck? What the hell would be sealed under a giant iron cross?

Abbadon

I get closer to him he is definitely more handsome then you. I pet him gently

Charlie

I think so.....

Lucifer

Hmmm I can't actually disagree with you on that one Laughs

Eileen

+okay I don't like the sound of this+

Charlie

Abby, I want to see if this matches what Crow told you, can you tell us what he said about the cross in St. Augustine?

Abbadon

I think back crow said it was the holiest and most sacred ground in the entire USA. I get back to looking at Barry

Alex

I move away oh god get that thing away from me I went sit with Charlie

Abbadon

I laugh too. And keep petting him who is a cute little spider?

Lucifer

I laugh while watching Barry crawling bullshit. There is no land in America that holy.

Dean

According to the history it is. Still curious as to what is being sealed by a giant iron cross?

Eileen

Gets from the table closing the book

Eileen

+demon maybe+

Charlie

It matches, legend says that the Iron Cross there has an evil, it was supposedly sealed in 1586. But doesn't specify what kind of evil. It could be anything guys....

Abbadon

I shrug

Alex

I want get rid of that creepy spider

Eileen

+should we check it out?+

Abbadon

it's ok bear we won't let him hurt you

Sam

+That would probably be evil enough to shake things up, Ruby maybe that's what you're feeling?+

Alex

I nod

Ruby

"Best explanation I've heard so far"

Sam

+Eileen is right... we should check it out+

Eileen

Gets and starts gathering supplies

Dean

Let’s do it

Charlie

I will stay behind and do research. Keep your phones handy in case I need to reach you all

Dean

Call me with anything you find

Alex

I walk with Eileen and help her get gather supplies

Rufus

runs to my room to grab the blades I have

Sam

Gets my usual gear from my room. Making sure I include a few added extras, just in case

Dean

I grab my duffle with my supplies

Eileen

grabs a few extra duffels +not sure what we need but I'm not taking chances+

Dean

Let’s do this guys

Abbadon

still petting berry on Lucifer hand waiting

Lucifer

gets a bowl and a lid and using a knife I poke holes in the lid and gently set Barry inside and put the lid on Be back soon!

Eileen

grabs the extra duffels

Sam

+Are we popping in this time+ getting used to the face way to travel

Ruby

It's quicker

Dean

Well I mean it would take forever to drive

Lucifer

Alright, guess we have no choice here. Lets go looks longingly at Barry before walking to the center of the room Now we all hold hands and sing Kumbayah

Rufus

walks over to Luci and sits near him

Abbadon

No.. why?? I get sad

Dean

put my hand on Luci’s shoulder

Alex

I walk over to Lucy and I look over Charlie I will be careful

Eileen

walks over putting hand on Abby’s shoulder

Abbadon

I go and stand next to him I'll sing a different song. Who'd with me?

Ruby

"All aboard"

Abbadon

I hold on to you

Abbadon

Choo Choo I laugh

Lucifer

vanishes with Rufus Dean and Alex

Ruby

"ready Sam?"

Sam

Laughs and hangs on

Ruby

Off we go

Dean

appear in St Augustine looking at the giant cross and the shrine

Lucifer

Appears with the others and looks behind me, longing for Barry

Abbadon

I vanish with Eileen and we appear next to the church in St. Augustine

Ruby

Appearing close to the others, we stop

Eileen

looks around

Alex

I look around

Crowley

This place seems normal enough

Lucifer

The grounds here...they're no longer holy Arches my brow

Eileen

+this place is creepy+

Sam

+I've never been here before+

Abbadon

Ruby

Lucifer

Kicks a rock and Waits for what to do next

Sam

+Well, I guess we'll take the old one.. who's with me?+

Ruby

I raise my hand

Lucifer

Me me me me me me me me

Crowley

I guess we can take the new one, Alex you ready?

Ruby

Careful, Lucifer is about to belt out a show tune

Abbadon

I feel something is wrong. It's not like the time me and Crowley were here hey guys? Something feels different. It's weird

Eileen

+I'll go with Alex and Rufus+

Ruby

Come on with us Rowena

Alex

I nod yep I am ready Rufus I will be careful bud but you can protect me

Dean

I’m going with you

Lucifer

Links arms with Ruby and Sam 🎵Heigh-ho, Heigh-ho It's home from work we go🎵

Ruby

I tell Sam Told you!

Sam

Shakes my arms loose and keeps walking. Really good at ignoring Lucifer by now

Crowley

walks with the others towards the shrine that is still in use

Ruby

"Let’s follow Sam to the older shrine"

Abbadon

I chuckle Crowley, Rufus are you coming with us?

Alex

I walk and I chuckle

Eileen

walks in behind Abby and Rufus

Lucifer

Follows behind Sammy 🎵SING ME A SONG OF YOUR PEOPLE, SAM🎵

Rowena

late to the party I grab what I can and vanish to the others sorry was looking for things

Dean

shake my head and walk towards the old shrine and head inside to look around

Ruby

"Anyone feel anything weird?"

Abbadon

hey.. we've been there already and it's safe for you to get in. The sigils are broken

Ruby

thanks!

Crowley

Over here Rowena, the new shrine for us. walks in and looks around at the pews and such

Ruby

So this is where that Priest was defeated?

Lucifer

Apparently so, I was busy getting wasted somewhere.

Crowley

As soon as Eileen Abbadon Rowena and Alex are inside with Rufus the whole ground trembles and the building quakes The front of the building collapses trapping the entire group inside

Alex

I gasp Oh no!

Rowena

sensing everything don't touch anything

Crowley

What the hell!!!

Rowena

"great just great now what"

Eileen

+Oh shit!+

Abbadon

I glare around me looking for what's causing it is everyone ok?

Lucifer

I feel the fall shake as I freeze for a moment and run out the old Shrine with the others

Eileen

+I'm okay...+

Sam

Feels the earth rumble What the hell was that? You guys feel that?

????

attacks the flying annoying loudmouth donkey, throwing him into the wall of the shrine and knocking him to the ground pinning him

Sam

Sees everyone running, runs too

Ruby

Ducking crumbling walls and falling ceilings, we make it out just in time

Crowley

hits the wall with a pained grunt What the fuck are you! kicks you off of me with my feet

Alex

I run to Rufus RUFUS!

Eileen

+Rufus!+ runs over to help him

Dean

feels the shaking and runs out of the old shrine looking around

Crowley

Outside with Lucifer Ruby SPN Dean and Sam the ground around the Iron cross what was previously a lush green has darkened black as night

Abbadon

I run to Crowley while looking around is that a clone?

Rowena

ENOUGH both of you now isn't the time

????

attacks again and claws at You

Rowena

I vanish to the other shrine and look for help

Sam

Look there! Those shadows weren't there when we got here!

Lucifer

While the others notice the cross I notice the new shrine has caved in guys...

Sam

What?

Ruby

I look over at what Sam is pointing out "What is it?"

Crowley

blocks as best I can but one hand connects leaving a gash on my flank YOU FUCKER lunges forward with my hooves

Abbadon

I come to you trying to take you down

Lucifer

The other shrine has collapsed in

Ruby

Was anyone still in there?"

Dean

looks at the cross and sees the shadows the hell? This is bigger than just a simple monster.... That seems more like when we opened....

Sam

Yeah.. the gates of hell

Lucifer

Yeah the other group!

Sam

Shit! We need to help them!

Ruby

We need to go and find them!

Rowena

trying to escape I get sucked back into the shrine *"ballocks

Eileen

+Rowe you okay?+

Rowena

tries again grrrrr can't leave here

Charlie

calls Dean

Abbadon

I come charging at you this clone will not get away with it

Eileen

+this place must be sealed if you can't even get out+

????

vanishes

Abbadon

Gabe, dammit! I growl

Lucifer

Glares at Dean WILL YOU ANSWER THE FUCKING PHONE BEFORE I BREAK THE DAMN THING

Eileen

sighs reaching into my bag pulling out a flashlight

Dean

hears my phone shit now???? looking seeing its Charlie, oh Char I answer putting the phone on speaker phone

Abbadon

I look around looking for him again ok Eileen Alex let's Blow this popsicle stand ready?

Charlie

Dean! It's a demon that came from Spain! The priests locked it under a wooden cross that was blessed with Holy Oil with the aid of an Angel. The wooden cross was later replaced with the Iron one that stands today. The demon can be killed but only by the power of an Archangel, and once he is dead you must reseal the gate using the blood of a Righteous man mixed with the blood of an Archangel. If you don't other things WILL come through!

Eileen

+let's get out here before that thing comes back+

Alex

Hell yeah!

Dean

Thanks Charlie I knew it! How many damn gates to hell are there???? Damnit! looks at Lucifer you’re the only one here so you can make yourself useful for once

Sam

Great! Arch Angels aren't just something that we have lying around now... Anything else that will work Charlie?

Dean

Um Sam.....we have an archangel right here

Sam

((I blame the chicken stock))

Charlie

Isn’t Lucifer there?!

Lucifer

Leans over to the phone Hey

Sam

Yes, he's hear Hates to think of him as an arch angel

Ruby

"Uh, Sam." I point to Lucifer

Charlie

Thank Gabe’s. Ok can yall handle it?! I will call if I find anything else

Dean

Dumbass I will cut him open if I have to myself just to get that gate closed

Lucifer

Woah you can stay the fuck away from me with anything you have pointy.

Sam

Later you two.. let's get the others out of there first

Ruby

Abby is with them. She'll take care of them.

Lucifer

We need to get the others out. Did you not see the shrine, it's collapsed, they're trapped in there.

Charlie

Dean, Lucifer Get along! Now GO hangs up

Ruby

Abby will take care of it

Lucifer

Don't you think she would be out already if she could deal with it?!

Dean

I need your damn blood asshat!

Lucifer

You can buy me a drink first!!

Crowley

stands and looks at my side that is bleeding steadily Well that sucks.....

Dean

We need to get that gate sealed first

Ruby

For the time being they will be ok, we need to do our part here

Sam

Come on, you can't really mean to leave them all in there

Abbadon

I hold Eileen and Alex and try to vanish but it like there is a wall and I can't go flaming balls of Thor this holy shit!

Lucifer

For once I agree with shoulders.

Alex

I hold on to Abby

Dean

They have a talking ass to keep them occupied until we get the gate sealed before anything more comes out of the damn thing

Sam

Well let’s do it then!

Abbadon

Sorry bear. I can't pop us anywhere. We are stuck fuck!

Ruby

Gates of Hell...yeah I vote for fixing that first

Eileen

+okay this isn't good+

Alex

Oh hell!

Lucifer

You're both so fucking selfish. Your girlfriend is trapped in there. Our friends. Family.

Alex

I look around WHAT WE DO !

Ruby

Don't Archangels have special powers or is it just whining?

Abbadon

+yes! I hate all the holy shit

Dean

Gates OF HELL YOU MORON STOP THAT THEN THEY ARE SAFE

Eileen

+I don't think this place was holy+

Lucifer

Imma snap your neck Flashes eyes then pays attention to dean and you after

????

races towards the group and grabs Sam tossing him a good distance away before turning to look at the others

Ruby

Watch it buster.

Lucifer

Reluctantly goes along with them then watches Sam Flying moose

Crowley

Rowena heal the ass? I mean Rufus?

Dean

SAMMY! SHIT SEE GET THE DAMN SEAL FUCKING FIXED AND CLOSE HELL!

Sam

Before I can say anything more regarding our next move, I'm airborne and land in a heap right on my sore ass cheek Son of a Bitch!

Dean

run to you fighting off the thing

Lucifer

HOLE IN ONE!!!! Kicks the air

Lucifer

Runs after dean and joins the fight

????

bats you away and runs towards Lucifer

Rowena

going over I chant healing his wounds

Sam

Fights to get to my feet finally managing it

Crowley

looks at Rowena you are amazing, Crow doesn’t deserve such a wonderful woman as his mother

Sam

Dean look out! Tries to grab hold

Lucifer

BRING IT YOU SON OF A DEVIL Snaps my fingers and mortal combat music plays

Ruby

I try to keep sight of the 'thing', It's so fast.

Dean

I fly into a statue breaking the bowl off it landing and get up and attack again tryin to stab you with my blade

Rowena

Why thank you dear

Demon

while charging I vanish and appear behind him sparta kicking his back

Eileen

starts moving rock and other things trying to find a way out

Ruby

"Damn that things fast!!!"

Sam

Not able to get and keep hold of the damn thing RUBY! can you hold it?!

Lucifer

Goes flying REMEMBER Meeeeeeeee Skids on the floor and stands back up, charging the demon. I need you to keep it still so I kill the cunt!!

Ruby

Coming! I go over and start to gather my energy and restrain the entity

Demon

dodges you and whips around rushing to Ruby simultaneously using my powers to throw Dean back

Ruby

I push all the energy I can at the creature and try keeping it away from the group

Crowley

I’m no help removing the blocks....

Sam

Hanging on tight, I try to not let it shake me off

Ruby

I push harder and hard to pin the creature

Abbadon

I start punching the walls to try and make a way out you. punch fucking punch holy punch things punch

Sam

I can feel the energy coming from Ruby and yet the things keeps fighting

Eileen

+it's okay Rufus we just gotta find away out+

Dean

get thrown back but attack again helping Sam and Ruby pin you I stab my blade through your hand claw thing

Demon

struggles against them and almost breaks free until Dean joins and I am suddenly bound unable to move with all three holding me

Lucifer

I charge the demon when Ruby pins and place my hand on its head, murdering the waste of demon space

Sam

Take it out! Knows we can't keep it still for long

Ruby

I start to feel my energy fading. I grit my teeth to keep going

Demon

screams as light leaves my eyes and mouth and I die

Lucifer

Catches my breathe, falling to my knees

Ruby

I collapsed from exhaustion.

Sam

Falls to the ground and breathes hard for a few minutes Everybody okay?

Dean

pull my blade out of you and let you drop to the ground

Abbadon

as I continue punching the there is a hole forming

Eileen

+Abby!+ sees the hole +hang on+

Lucifer

Runs my fingers through my hair and lets out a breathe Good, you guys?

Sam

Dean, Seal this sucker back up! I'll go see if I can get to the others

Abbadon

+what?+ I glare at you +it's just a little hole I didn't get to the other side+

Crowley

the shadows from the cross start to grow and spread across the ground

Dean

I take my blade and slice my hand open grabbing the concrete bowl I broke LUCI NOW! I NEED YOUR BLOOD DAMNIT WE GOTTA GET GATE CLOSED!

Sam

Ruby, come on.. you've got to get off this spot Grabs her arm and starts to pull her away

Lucifer

WOULD IT KILL YOU TO SAY PLEASE ASSHOLE Runs over to you and takes out my blade, cutting my hand open

Eileen

+no look, the hole means light+ shows Abby the little light rays

Ruby

I let Sam pull me away, I'm still so weak.

Sam

Ruby and I make it over to the collapse of the newer shrine Do you see any way in?

Dean

OH OK SORRY PLEASE FUCKING HELP ME GET THIS SIGIL DRAWN ON THE DAMN CROSS catches your blood in the bowl and stir with my finger and start painting the sigil

Abbadon

I look at it +so why stop?+

Lucifer

Mimics you and does the same thing

Eileen

+just go slow keep punching it to hard and everything will come down even more+

Crowley

as the sigil is finished a bright light shines from the cross and the shadows all disappear the grass returning to its luscious green again

Sam

Abbadon

Alex, Rowena!!! Can any of you hear me?! Eileen!!

Lucifer

She's deaf

Abbadon

I growl +ok. OK. I'll do it slower+ I breath deep to keep my anger in check and punch the wall slower

Sam

Rufus!!! Anybody!!

Ruby

I yell Abaddon!

Dean

covering my eyes from the bright light and looking at the area after the light dies everything is back to normal

Lucifer

Doesn't even flinch at the light and looks at you shaking my head, my hand healing. I take your hand and heal you

Abbadon

I hear Ruby and I smile ok everyone hold on tight I take Crowley and Eileen and Ale and vanish to the other side appearing next to Sam and Ruby

Dean

Thanks luce is everyone ok?

Alex

ABBY!

Sam

There you are! Are you guys okay??

Ruby

Abaddon! Are you all right?"

Eileen

+other then being trapped in a shine+

Crowley

I’m ok, thanks to Rowena!!

Eileen

+I'm ok+

Sam

Was anyone else inside with you?

Abbadon

Now I am. I hate holy stuff!

Abbadon

Yes Sam thanks

Crowley

YES! We got attacked by something!

Ruby

"Show us where the others are so we can get them out."

Eileen

+Alex Abby Rufus and Rowe+

Abbadon

Alex!

Ruby

"We can transport them out to here."

Crowley

Ummm...right here

Sam

you mean, It’s just you guys?

Abbadon

I took them all and Rowena can pop here by herself

Lucifer

Who wants to come fly with uncle Luci

Dean

look over seeing everyone out of the shrine and safe and take a breath of relief

Crowley

No there was something IN there

Rowena

I'm ok Rufus do you need more healing

Eileen

+I'll go with you ur lordship+

Crowley

I think I am ok....my side is a little sore...

Sam

Dean and Lucifer resealed the gate, nothing will be able to get out now

Alex

I pull out of my phone and call Charlie

Eileen

+we saw something but not sure+

Charlie

Bear? Is it over, is it done?

Sam

thinks your side and my ass. Rubs my sore ass

Lucifer

That's 1. Anyone else want to fly with the devil mister

Dean

I put my hand on your shoulder

Alex

Charlie it is over I took a deep breath

Sam

Ruby, do you have enough juice left to get us home?

Crowley

I will go with Rowena if no one minds

Eileen

+regretting the new tattoo Sammy?+

Abbadon

I'm ready to go home guys who's coming with me?

Ruby

I think so.

Rowena

I got you buddy;

Charlie

Thank goodness. Everyone safe? Come home. I will have snacks ready

Alex

I walk over to Abby you can take me back to the bunker

Alex

Awesome I smiles

Lucifer

vanishes back to the bunker with Eileen and Dean

Dean

appear back in the bunker hey char

Ruby

"Let's get your sore ass home Sam."

Eileen

+Hey Char+

Lucifer

Runs to check on Barry

Abbadon

I smile at you with Pleasure I hug you and vanish to the bunker

Alex

I hugs and hold

Sam

I'm all for that Puts my hand on her shoulder

Abbadon

me and Alex appear in the bunker

Ruby

Smiling and holding tight to Sam we pop back to the bunke

Alex

Hugs thanks you

Abbadon

I hug back any time! I come to you I want some more of your list. I need some blood shed.

…………………………

1. Rufus and Eileen are sitting at the map table talking about how they are glad that E. Charlie is finally gone. Dean with Sam and Rowena at the tattoo shop getting her anti-possession tattoo put on and Sam gets a new tattoo as well. Luci and Abby are using a printed list of names found from the internet to get justice for those who the justice system has failed. Ruby is in hell monitoring what is going on and working on making things a little easier for herself.

2. Sam, Dean and Rowe arrive back at the bunker. Eileen asks if it is done, Rowena says yes, she is now safe from possession. Dean smirks and reveals that Sam got a tattoo as well but doesn’t say where. Rufus asks him why he would need one since he already had the anti-possession tattoo. Sam replies ((choose what you want to reveal)) Meanwhile, Ruby suddenly feels something off in hell, being new to the throne she reaches out to Luci who pops in with Abby. Ruby explains she felt something, but can’t describe what. Just that something isn’t right.

3. Alex and Char are out baby shopping. Abby suggests they go to the bunker and bring the family in. Lucy, Ruby, and Abby pop into the bunker. Ruby tells Sam something is off and tries to explain. Suddenly books appear on the table with a note addressed to Abby from Crowley. Dean makes a comment about why these books just happen to appear just then. Abby explains about their trip to St. Augustine. Rufus comments about the demons doing things on their own again. Sam suggests they look through the books to see if there is a connection to Ruby's feelings. Alex and Char walk in from shopping. Eileen questions Abby on why they went to St. Augustine and Rowena pipes up they were looking for Luci.

4. Eileen, Sam, and Alex each grab a book and read through them. Alex makes a comment that the book she is reading has a lot of information about St. Augustine. Sam takes it from her and reads and says its a diary of a priest. Dean reads over his shoulder and questions what would be sealed under the cross. Char pulls up the history of St. Augustine on her laptop. Abby comments that Crowley told her the ground was supposedly the most sacred in America. Luci snorts at this and says no land in America is that Holy. Rufus asks Charlie what she has found.

5. Charlie comments about the Iron Cross and an evil that was supposedly sealed in 1856. Sam says they need to go and check it out, Dean agrees. Charlies says she will stay behind. Eileen and Alex with Rufus start gathering supplies they may need. Once they have it all Ruby, Luci and Abby transport the team to St. Augustine and to the shrine where the cross is. Abby comments that something feels different. Luci says the grounds here are no longer Holy.

6. The group decides to investigate the shrine before going to the cross. Eileen, Abby, Alex and Rufus go one way with Dean, Luci, Sam and Ruby going the other. Rufus takes his group to the new shrine that was built when the old one was de-commissioned and they look for any clues on what could be sealed. Luci’s group heads to the old shrine where Abby and Crowley defeated the ghost of the priest.

7. Ground starts rumbling and suddenly the roof collapses blocking the exit in the new shrine. Eileen, Abby, Alex, and Rufus get trapped inside with no way out. Suddenly something attacks Rufus. Eileen, Alex, and Abby runs to his aid to fight it off and Abby recognizes its a clone. Meanwhile, the others feel the shake and rush out of the old shrine and see that the ground around the Iron cross is darkened by shadows. Luci notices the shrine has collapsed and right then Charlie calls.

8. Dean sees its Charlie and answers putting the phone on speaker. Dean tells Charlie about the cross and the darkened shadows. Charlie explains what she has found. Lucifer says they may need to help the others because the shrine they are in has collapsed trapping them. Ruby comments that Abby is with them and they need to handle this issue first. Dean reluctantly agrees with her. Meanwhile in the old shrine the demon has stopped attacking, Rowena tries to leave and cant. Abby tries to pop the group out and curses when she fails. They are trapped.

9. Luci and the others reach the edge of where the hallowed ground supposedly starts. As they reach it a figure appears before them and immediately attacks. After a few moments of battle Luci says he can he needs it held still to kill it. As the group fights again Sam yells for Ruby to use her power to pin it. Meanwhile back in the shrine the rest of the crew is trying to dig their way out when a figure appears behind Rufus. Rowena shouts a warning but its too late. It throws him into a wall knocking him out. Back outside Ruby finally pins the demon with Sam and Dean's help and Luci kills it.

10. Once the demon is out of the way, Dean cuts his hand and yells at Lucy saying his blood is needed now. Lucy runs over and cuts his hand they mix their blood in a concrete bowl from the ruins at the shrine and work together to paint the sigil on the cross. Before they finish he tells Ruby to back up as the ground will once again become Holy. Sam says they will go check on the others and see if they can free them and the two take off. As the Sigil is finished a white light flare from the cross. Ruby and Sam reach the new shrine and Ruby calls for them from outside. Abby hearing her tries to pop them out again and is successful. Once out Luci and Dean come over and seeing everyone ok Dean breathes a sigh of relief. Alex calls Charlie and tells her it’s over, the group then gathers around the demons and /archangel to go home to the bunker.

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blushinggray · 3 years

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Concept: pro hero!bakugou x stand up comedian!reader

Cw // suggestive, attempted humor, possibly annoying

What if you’ve been dating bakugou long enough to get his okay to make fun of him during your stand up sets. Like not make him your whole act but the content is too good to not spend at least a few minutes talking about the hilarity of your relationship/situation

“As some of you may know, i am dating someone rather famous”

*screams in the crowd from dynamight fans*

“Yes, that amount of applause just now clearly reflects how many of you are here to catch a glimpse of him in the back and not bc you actually think I’m funny. It’s cool, it’s all good bc in the end I’m still getting paid for this gig. Whether he comes to see my set or not, you guys will literally pay that entrance fee just for the slight chance my man or his friends will be in the audience and I will be taking full advantage of that. That’s right, i am not above using my bf’s rep as free publicity. He calls me shallow for it sometimes but I just give him the puppy dog eyes like, ‘aw cmon babe we earned this together!’ And then I’ll still get hero dick at the end of the night 😛 ”

“I’ll let you in on a secret. Exclusive. I bet you guys might think that the great explosion murder god dynamight is some big, bad, unapproachable, potty-mouthed, time bomb from what you’ve seen online and on the news and whatnot. Well, you know what? It’s all… absolutely true. Completely and utterly true. Yes, every bit of it. He can be the meanest, rudest, most frustrating motherfucker you have ever tried to hold a conversation with. And you know why our relationship works? No, not bc of communication, not patience, not therapy. All good guesses though. No, the real reason we work out is bc I have the fattest degradation kink ever.”

“You guys know I’m kidding. I love my bf, he has a really cool, admirable job. Just as admirable as any firefighter or doctor out there. It’s just that he gets to look sexier while doing it, yanno? And you’ve seen the charts, he’s good at his job. He’s in the top five of the whole motherfucking country. Can you freaking believe that?”

*cheers from dynamight fans*

“Yeah he’s freaking amazing. And i know what you’re all thinking. You’re all here wondering how the hell did that blonde bombshell end up with an average bitch like me? Well why do you think?! It’s because I’m fucking hilarious! Look, I see you hot girls sitting around in this audience and I respect you. I might stare at your tits more than my bf will but that is my business. And I know that you’re all probably fine, beautiful individuals underneath all your cute dynamight merch.

“But… I will let you in on another secret. Your mothers all lied to you when they said that the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach or whatever the fuck they told you. The true route to take is through the funny bone. You gotta break that shit and make sure he knows it’s your fault. And you gotta write your name so big on the cast that he will never forget that you made him laugh until he choked. Now, you can fill his stomach and his memories with some heartfelt meal that you slaved over for 3 hours, but he’s just gonna get hungry again eventually. But nothing leaves a deeper impression than that pain you left in his gut from making dick jokes all night. I mean come on, does it mothafucking look like I can cook? No! My only talents are standing up on platforms and putting phallic things close to my mouth.”

“Nah but let’s be serious, have you ever tried dating a pro hero? The amount of patience, flexibility, and self control you have to have is unreal. Yes ofc to hold back from tapping that ass every time you get a closeup of their hero costume, but also you gotta deal with their crazy schedules, unpredictable flakiness, and their unshakable sense of justice. He could be balls deep in me, dangling me upside down with that Herculean strength they’ve been training since they were fucking 15 years old, and he’d still book it the fuck outta there once he gets a text from the commission. Like, I am forever stuck in this side chick role bc he’ll always be holding out for goddamn justice and the fate of the world of whatever, ugh. What’s a bitch gotta do to get his attention for a weekend? I gotta go out and get myself stabbed or kidnapped. That’s a joke, that’s a joke. No one kidnap me, i will annoy you to the point that you’ll rather throw me into a river instead of keeping me for ransom. Bc we all know that if I’m about to die, I will be testing out my most rancid material. Istg I will make my murderers regret kidnapping me…”

And somewhere in the back or the side of the venue, bakugou’s friends might be laughing their asses off over drinks while the victim of all your jokes himself shakes his head but still lets out an involuntary snort every so often

#bakugou x reader #bnha x reader #drabble #sort I guess. maybe more just a concept #idk I had more but I’m not trying to actually write out a whole comedy set #also idek if this is funny pls laugh at my jokes I beg u #mine #I am idle at work rn pretending to look busy

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sapphicsrph · 2 years

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°• Quotes from Netflix's Taylor Tomlinson: Look At You Special •°

A collection of chaotic starters for your chaotic muses. Feel free to adjust as needed. TW: Some drug mentions and swearing.

“It’s been a rough couple of years. I got bangs at one point. Shit got dark.”

“I didn’t even want bangs. I just wanted people to check on me.”

“You okay?”

“I should’ve done these first.”

Probably wouldn’t have got these bangs if I forgave myself, huh?”

“Do I look weird?”

“You guys would tell me if I looked weird, right?”

“Is it bad different?”

“Is it not good?”

“You know what? I changed my mind. I don’t want to do it.”

“It’s too late? It’s already happening?”

“Okay, no. I can be this person.”

“I got back into therapy.”

“My old therapist told me that when I get close to people, I have a tendency to self-sabotage.”

“I thought that was bullshit, so I ghosted her.”

“Uh-oh! Might be me!”

“Oh, the reviews are in and they are unanimous..”

“That’s a bummer.”

“Five out of five dudes all think that in fights, you behave like a raccoon trapped in a trash bag.”

“So maybe it’s time to get some Klonopin or a rabies shot.”

“I am fully medicated now.”

“Nice. What are we on? Shout it out.”

“Look at us. Gang’s all here!”

“I’m also on something. I would never say what, that’s very personal.”

“Okay, I got 60% of that out of my system.”

“I’m not done, but I gotta go to work.”

“There’s no fun, casual way to say that.”

“They don’t stop the nightmares, but they do hold you down while they’re happening.”

“Now, I stay asleep until the nightmare’s natural conclusion, which provides you with some closure.”

“Oh, he stabs me at the end.”

“Okay, plot twist M. Nightmare Shyamalan.”

“So, after years of trial and error, I finally found a combination of things that work for me.”

“Six months ago I decided to Google it because, what the hell?”

“Is this how you fucking tell people?”

“No, of course not. We didn’t know.”

“I’m glad we figured it out?”

“We?”

“Okay, ‘cause this kinda feels like a ‘putting your dog’s medication in cheese situation’.”

Well, if it makes you feel better.”

“I said you were being a bitch.”

“I got a mood ring, I’m handling it.”

“But, when I first found out, it was a tough pill to swallow.”

“Should I tell anybody?”

“Am I hot and/or talented enough to be an inspiration?”

“Are they gonna feel good or bad with that information?”

“That does make me feel better.”

“She is very pretty.”

I did not grow up in a household that was very mental health conscious.”

“It doesn’t go great.”

“I think I’m depressed.”

“You just need some protein. Get a scoop of peanut butter.”

“It’ll pass.”

“I don’t know what to do.”

“I don’t know what to do when I feel like this.”

“Which is advice you give a werewolf.”

“Just run into the woods ‘til you’re not a monster anymore.”

“Don’t let them see you change.”

“They won’t accept you for what you truly are.”

“I didn’t feel like myself.”

“Yeah, me neither! It’s the best.”

#sentence starters #sentence prompts #sentence starter meme #rp meme #rp prompts #roleplay prompts

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hermannsthumb · 3 years

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possible prompt for a university au: newt is the biology major who maintains all the fish tanks in the physics building at 11pm and hermann is the physics student who likes to wander the halls to think. newt accidentally flings water all over the ground and hermann trips, hijinks ensue.

earlier today I was thinking about how I wrote a college AU fic almost 3 years ago to the date, and how I wanted to do more bc its fun thinking about newt and hermann as dumb college students

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Newt's not really sure how he ended up with the weirdest work-study job on the planet, but honestly, things could be much, much worse (he could be stuck down in the dining hall, or dealing with confused freshmen in the school bookstore) so he keeps his thoughts on the whole thing to himself. Every Friday at eleven sharp, Newt pulls on his grodiest t-shirt and a pair of long rubber gloves and treks all the way over to the physics department to set to work scrubbing down the fish tanks that line the classroom walls. Why does the physics department have fish tanks? Newt's not really sure about that, either. It's kind of an insane amount of them, too, more than even the marine bio department has. Maybe it's supposed to boost morale or something. Hey, look at these crazy cool tropical fish who get to do nothing but eat and swim in circles, sorry you're stuck inside calculating velocity and shit.

Whatever, Newt's not complaining about that either. Let the physics nerds have their fun. It'll be good for them to branch out a little, realize there's life beyond robotics club meetings.

Also, Newt likes the fish. They're cute. He likes to think they like him, too, because they're very well behaved when he has to scoop them out of their tanks and plop them into smaller fish bowls (the kind goldfish in movies always use). He's going to teach them tricks eventually—he had a beta fish once who would do a little flip when Newt tapped the glass a certain way because he knew he'd get rewarded with dried worms, so Newt knows it's possible. Just imagine, a hundred fish doing flips on command. Newt Geiszler, fish whisperer.

Yeah, maybe the job could be more glamorous. It's really hard to get algae out of the gloves, and he hasn't been allotted the budget for a new pair yet.

"Hey, guys!" he shouts as he pushes in the door to room 214. The fish don't acknowledge him: they just continue swimming in their giant tank. In and out of plastic plants and rock caves. The rock caves were a gift from Newt three months into the job, and so were some of the moss balls—stimulation is important for fish! He wouldn't want to be trapped in a glass box with nothing to do, either. "I bet you missed me. Ready for a clean tank?"

Newt always talks to the fish, even if they don't talk back, because he thinks it's important to build their trust. He'll usually keep a running commentary of his week as he scrubs the tanks, just get everything off his chest that he needs to get off. Stuff he's worried about. Stuff that went well. Stuff that went badly. Therapy's expensive, and Newt's student health insurance can only cover so much, but talking to fish? That's free.

That's also kinda why he does it so late at night and over the weekend. The last thing he wants is an audience. Because, one, talking to fish is admittedly weird, and two, no one wants a glimpse at Newt's psyche like that, probably not even the fish.

The first step in cleaning the tanks is relocation. Newt digs his stereotypical goldfish bowls and an industrial-size mesh wand out of the supply closet, fills the former with some of the special tank salt water, and begins the slow and arduous task of scooping out the fish and depositing them into the bowls. "I had the lamest week," he announces once he's about three clownfish in. "I was working on a group project Saturday—"

Then Newt stops, because he hears footsteps in the hallway just outside the classroom.

Serial killer, Newt's instincts supply helpfully.

No, Newt corrects himself, that's dumb. Why would a serial killer wander into the physics building at eleven o'clock at night? Why would anyone, period? He's probably imagining stuff. Lack of sleep, stress over his upcoming projects, residual embarrassment from his disaster study session Saturday, all of it culminating in Newt thinking there's someone there. No, definitely imagining it. Newt can only even get in this late to the department because his ID swipe card is set up with the right permissions—not even the physics students have the permissions he does to be in this late at night. Well, not unless they clean the kitchenette in the student lounge or something.

Or if Newt left the door unlocked.

More footsteps. Closer now.

Newt's pretty sure he didn't leave the door unlocked, because he thinks it locks automatically behind him, and he would have to literally prop it open for anyone to get in after him. But anything's possible. The door could've caught on a dropped pencil or a paper scrap or other weird shit that physics students leave around, and a serial killer could've noticed and taken the opportunity to sneak inside on the off chance a hapless young biology major was scrubbing slime off fish tanks in the middle of the night. Any minute now, Newt's about to end up on an episode of Unsolved Mysteries. The Physics Department Murder. The Disappearing Biologist. (Nah, neither of those are very good titles, but that's why Newt isn't on the creative writing track.)

Step-tap-step. Closer now; Newt's heart leaps to his throat. Step-tap-step. Step-tap-step. Pausing just outside the door of room 214. God, why didn't Newt turn the lights off? Why didn't he shut the door?

Newt reaches for the first vaguely weapon-shaped thing he can find—an empty fishbowl, because Newt's not going to sacrifice any of the fish for this—and, as the door swings open, hurls it with a cry.

The bowl clunks on the ground. Except it turns out Newt grabbed the wrong fish bowl, because (even though it doesn't shatter, thank God) water quickly begins to seep across the slate floor tiles towards Newt's serial killer, a pathetic little clownfish (Newt thinks this one is named Albert, because the physics department is made up of nerds who do shit like name their random pet fish after their kind) flopping around in the puddle. Newt's serial killer, meanwhile, cries out similarly, his arms windmilling as he loses his footing and slips backwards, his cane—

Oh, fuck.

The intruder is not a serial killer. It's someone possibly worse, actually: Newt's mortal enemy, Hermann Gottlieb.

Newt's not really sure at what point Hermann became his mortal enemy and not just some guy I have class with that I hate, but he can pretty easily say that they've hated each other since the moment Hermann walked through the doors of Engineering 101 and was deigned Newt's lab partner by the Alphabetized By Last Name Seating Chart god. Something about Hermann just gets under Newt's skin. It's not his prissy English accent, or his oversized sweaters, or his absolutely horrendous haircut, and it's not even that he takes every opportunity to savagely rip apart every single thing Newt says in class. Don't get Newt wrong, that's all super fucking annoying, but it's annoying levels he can deal with.

It's the stuff they have in common that makes Newt hate him. It's like Hermann's a slightly broodier and more angular mirror that reflects all of Newt's most egregious faults—his arrogance, his stubbornness, his social awkwardness, his desperation to be taken seriously—right back at him. It sucks.

Plus, one time Newt caught Hermann ripping down the flyer he put up on the quad for Anime Club to advertise his stupid chess club instead, and he's never managed to forgive him for that.

Newt may hate Hermann, but he's not about to let him land on his ass in a puddle of fishy water (especially not on a freezing November night) just because the subsequent bitching would be unbearable, and, yeah, it would be supremely shitty of Newt, so he leaps forward just in time to catch Hermann and his cane before he hits the ground. He's so impressed with himself with his amazing catch that it takes him a few seconds to realize that Hermann is shouting and probably has been shouting since he slipped.

"—bloody maniac! What on earth are you doing in here? How are you in here? Did you just assault me? I'm going to phone campus police, you wretched—"

"Hold that thought," Newt says.

He rights Hermann and snags the mesh net and rescues poor Al before it's too late, dropping him back into the big tank with the rest of his friends. Newt can't be sure, but he thinks Al blows a bubble in thanks at him. Maybe he needs to make friends outside fish.

Hermann is still yelling at him.

"I am going to tell the head of the department you're—you're skulking about in here after hours!" he declares. "You're a menace. Pay attention to what I'm saying to you, Newton!"

Newt sighs and turns around. Hermann's turned an interesting shade of red—sort of like an over-boiled lobster, or if he fell asleep in the sun for too long. Newt wonders if it's from embarrassment (almost falling on his ass) or anger (almost being knocked on his ass). Probably anger. "Look, dude, I'm sorry," Newt says. His face twists like he ate a lemon, and he hopes Hermann doesn't notice. Newt hates apologizing to Hermann. "It's my job to clean the tanks every weekend. You scared the shit out of me and I freaked out—it's just that, like, no one ever comes by this late. Ever." He decides not to mention the serial killer thing. Hermann might make fun of him for being jumpy or paranoid or something.

Hermann's scowl doesn't lessen, but he does nod. Plus, he stops shouting. That's as much as Newt's gonna get of forgiveness. "Hmph," Hermann says. "You clean the tanks?"

"Every weekend," Newt repeats. He realizes he got some fish tank slime on Hermann's button-up when he caught him. Oops. Hopefully Hermann won't notice until Newt's in the safety of his dorm. "Gotta pay for my textbooks somehow." Then he frowns. "Wait, so what are you doing here? I didn't know you had access to the building this late."

Maybe Hermann is the kitchenette-cleaning guy after all. But, to his surprise, Hermann sniffs and casts his eyes to his dorky Oxford shoes. "Er," he says. "It's just—I was having trouble working out a solution to a problem, and thought a walk might do me good. Chilly nights like this one always do. And I quite like this building at night—it's calm, and much quieter than my dormitory." He fidgets. "And—well—only don't say anything to anyone, but I rewrote the permissions of my ID card so I could come and go wherever I please ages ago."

"You rewrote the permissions?" Newt says. "What the hell, wouldn't you have to hack into the security system or something to do that?"

"Well, obviously," Hermann says.

Despite himself, and despite Hermann being his Mortal Enemy, Newt is genuinely impressed. "Dude," he says. "That is so badass." Since when has Hermann been a badass?

Hermann's eyebrows jump, and he blinks at Newt behind his dorky librarian glasses. What twenty-one-year-old wears librarian glasses? With a chain? "You think so?" he says.

"Uh, totally," Newt says. "What problem were you stuck on? The one from Saturday?"

Being lab partners for engineering means Newt and Hermann have to collaborate on pretty much everything, including their midterms. Their midterm is what they've been working on for the past two weeks. On Saturday, though, they met in neutral ground to work on it (a reserved study room in the library), and, after a stupid and massive argument that had the librarians hoisting them out by their shirt collars and threatening to ban them for life, Hermann called Newt an idiot and stomped off into the night. Newt still hasn't gotten around to giving the problem another shot. Whatever, they have another week before the dumb thing is due. Plenty of time. Hermann nods. "Yes," he says. "Er—that one."

Newt glances at the clock ticking away on the wall. Quarter after eleven. Hermann's delayed him a whole fifteen minutes. Technically, he reminds himself, he doesn't actually have to have the tanks scrubbed by Friday night—he has the whole weekend to get it done. Also, he kind of feels like he owes Hermann for attacking him the way he did. Accidentally attacking. "Listen, Hermann," he says, feeling totally insane for what he's about to suggest. But he kind of wants to know more about Hermann The Badass. "What if we went back to my place and worked on it together? I'll buy us pizza, and I have, like, a bunch of energy drinks." The pizza place nearest campus is open until three in the morning, almost definitely because they get all of their business from sleep-deprived undergrads. Plus, they have midnight specials where you get free breadsticks with every pizza. Newt could go for some breadsticks. "It might be...fun," he adds.

Fun? With Hermann? Hermann will think he hit his head or something.

But to his surprise, Hermann doesn't hesitate even a second before saying "Alright, then."

"Oh," Newt says. He honestly thought Hermann would put up more of a struggle. "Cool!"

"But I might need to borrow a jumper," Hermann says. "If you'd be so...courteous, that is. I'm a bit chilly."

For some reason, the thought of Hermann (Newt's mortal enemy, but also a secret badass) curled up in one of Newt's baggy sweatshirts makes Newt feel all weird and warm all over. He swallows a few times, because his throat feels a little weird, too. Too tight. Like he just ate something he's allergic to. "No sweat," Newt says. "Let me just get these fish back in the, um, the tank. And—" He waves his slimy, gloved hands. "Take these off. And clean up that puddle. Gimme—um, gimme like, ten minutes?"

"Of course," Hermann says, and gives Newt a small, terse nod.

From Hermann, it's a smile. Newt almost slips on the puddle he's so blindsided by it. Stupid Hermann, making him feel all weird and clumsy.

#newmann #maria's fanfiction tag #Anonymous

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your-nanas-house · 3 years

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The Teddy Bear ♡

pairing: Jerome Valeska x Reader

warnings: Some insults? mention of violence and asylums. Fluff.

words: 637

summary: Jerome writes in his diary on a boring day in Arkham Asylum

note: I don't know what to write... I always apologise for my English and hope that you can read what I have written with the texture I have chosen.

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Dear Diary,

It's been four days since I've been locked up in Arkham, it's getting more and more boring. Today I woke up because of those damn guards banging on my door again yelling for me to get up, I miss the mornings when it was Y/n who woke me up...Nothing exciting happened this morning:

crappy food ✓

I'm always surrounded by crazy people who don't fully understand my humor… ✓

Y/n at least laughed at my jokes.

I couldn't tell what I ate, I'm not even sure if it was really food, but better not find out.

Right after breakfast I was dragged to the therapy session, God how boring that moment is, almost as boring as my therapist...if Y/n had been there it would have been more fun...I have to stop thinking about her.

Today was one of those days when everything around me reminds me of the times I spent with my friend at the circus Y/n, best friend...for now. I haven't seen her since I was locked up in this loony bin.

At recess I continued to draw in my diary but Aaron had to interrupt me to show me one of his drawings of a teddy bear which got me thinking. Y/n had given me one when we were 6, she never revealed how she got it...I'll have to ask her again...it was a brown teddy bear, she had named it JJ. She said it would keep me company when she couldn't be there...it worked, JJ was a good listener, almost as good as Y/n, it would have beaten her if it knew how to talk..Y/n must not know this.

I think I still have it now if the bitch didn't throw it away, maybe it was one of the last things she did before I killed her, who knows?

What memories, I can still feel the adrenaline coursing through my veins just thinking about it, but I wasn't writing about that, I was writing about JJ, when I was 7 I remember Y/n had given me one of her shirts to put on JJ, it was yellow with white writing on the front that said "smile", I liked it, it smelled like her...I like the smell of Y/n.

I still remember all the times JJ was ruined and broken and how Y/n would fix him up every time, just like she used to do with me after the beatings I received from my dearest mother or her lovers....

Yes, we've been through a lot together, I still miss her, she hasn't come to see me here yet, maybe they won't let her, surely Jimbo could get in her way, but she wouldn't stop trying, would she?..We are best friends after all...or maybe she's mad at me, but she can't stay mad at me for that long, it has always been so... It was fun sometimes to make her angry, but never as much as with Jeremiah....I won't start writing about him now. Let's switch to JJ again….I wonder where it is now...

The stupid guards again. They always ruin everything.

Gotta go...got a visitor, weird, I'll keep writing tomorrow,

Jerome

After hiding his diary, Jerome moved towards the door giggling while holding out his hands "relax, I'm coming".

He huffed when one of them gave him a shove telling him to shut up and not to play games.

They reached the area where visitors could be had fairly quickly, and as soon as the guards closed the door with a loud thud, Jerome turned to see who had come to visit him meeting the gaze of Y/n who was smiling widely at him holding JJ in her arms.

#jerome valeska x reader #jerome x reader #jeremiah valeska x reader #jerome valeska

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luci-in-trenchcoats · 3 years

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SWAT Guy (Part 4)

(gif by @supernatural-jackles)

Summary: Dean and Sam have a setback in their case and decide getting drunk is the best course of action. The boys end up sharing some of their darker memories with one another but it might be exactly what they need to crack the case...

Masterlist

Pairing: SWAT officer!Dean x reader

Square: In Vino Veritas

Word Count: 1,400ish

Warnings: language, smidge of angst

A/N: For the purposes of this story, Sam is the reader’s brother. This was written for @supernatural-jackles Tell Me A Story Bingo. Enjoy!…

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“Hey guys,” you said. They both grunted from the couch as you put the pizza box and other bag on top of the counter. “How was work? Any news in the case?”

“Not yet,” said Dean, Sam knocking back his drink. You caught the empty bottle of bourbon on the counter while you washed up, knowing for a fact it was half full the night before.

“Are you guys drunk?” you asked.

“Yup,” said Sam, leaning his head back over the edge of the couch. He giggled and Dean started to laugh. You rolled your eyes and got out a few pieces of pizza and fries for them, putting them on plates and carrying them over.

“May I ask why you two are drunk?” you asked while you fixed up your own plate.

“A bunch of shit went missing from the arsenal today,” said Dean. “They had the balls to drill under the building in the middle of last night.”

“Zero leads,” said Sam, taking a big bite.

“Something bad is going down. Real bad. Like stay the fuck home the next few days,” said Dean. Sam hummed around his food and you took a seat next to Dean. “It’s gonna be a fucking shit show when it goes down.”

“You guys are trained for that kind of thing,” said Sam, making a mess on his shirt as he scarfed down his food.

“They have our equipment. People could die,” said Dean.

“Yeah but you gotta try still,” said Sam, eating four fries at once. “I mean I got PTSD from that guy and I still go catch murderers every day.”

Dean’s head snapped in your direction and you slumped down.

“You have PTSD?” asked Dean.

“Yeah, he does,” you said quietly.

“Guy broke in our house when we were teenagers. Killed our parents. Almost got us too,” said Sam before he burped.

“Your parents were murdered?” said Dean. You nodded and took a small bite of pizza. “I’m sorry. Did they catch the guy?”

“It was a long time ago. Eventually yeah. He got life, no parole. I didn’t see or hear anything really. Sam came in my room and put me on his back and hopped out the window with me and ran us to a neighbors house. He’s the one that…”

“Saw it?” said Dean. Sam nodded and reached for his empty glass. “Yeah. I’ve seen my fair share of fucked up shit too.”

“I was so fucking jealous when you transferred to us,” said Sam with a laugh. “I heard about Denver. You go through that and here you come in all normal and cool and happy and I’m the one still going to therapy for something that happened nearly fifteen years ago.”

“The grass ain’t any greener over here,” said Dean. He was looking far more sober than Sam, one of his arms curling around your waist. “We can’t save everyone Sam. You were a kid. You saved the one you could and that is all we can do.”

“Did you really lose your family in Denver?” asked Sam. You knew Dean’s family had died suddenly a few years ago but he’d only ever implied it was an accident, nothing more.

“It was my mom’s birthday. Everyone was staying the night at the old house. My father was working on a case with the mafia. It was a pretty bad night.”

“How’d you…” you said, Dean smiling softly at you.

“Luck. I spent a month in the ICU. I have nightmares from work, don’t get me wrong. But mostly they’re about that night,” he said. He got up and took Sam’s glass away, replacing it with a bottle of water. “Next time we get drunk, it’s cause we caught this son of a bitch, not a pity party. Got me Sammy?”

“You’re not the boss of me.”

“No, I’m not. But she’s my girl which makes you my boy and I was a Hell of a big brother if I don’t say so myself. So. Let’s eat, sober up, and tomorrow let’s try to catch these guys. Alright?”

Sam ripped off a chunk of his pizza and hummed. Dean sat down beside you and you rested your head on his shoulder.

“Eat your dinner, baby,” you said quietly. “We’ll talk later.”

“I’m sorry,” you said in bed that night after Dean told you about what had happened in Denver. “It sounds like a horror movie.”

“It was. I wouldn’t wish that on anyone,” he said as you had your arms wrapped around his back. He had himself tucked into you, his head under your chin. “But I’ve felt more like my old self the past few months. Met this sweet girl, makes me feel better.”

“I love you.” He turned his head up, smiling at you.

“You love me? Why?”

“You make me happy and I care about you. I wish you were as happy as you make me feel.”

“I was low before you. I hid it was all. But you do make me happy. You and Sam. I feel like I have a family again maybe,” he said.

“You do,” you said, kissing him slowly, lingering your lips together. “I got you tonight and every other night. I promise.”

“Good morning,” you yawned, both boys working at the kitchen table with their laptops. You gave Dean a kiss on the cheek and ruffled his hair before resting your chin on top of his head. “You had no nightmares.”

“Nope,” said Dean with a smile. You peered down at his screen, Sam sipping on a cup of coffee. “How’s it going over there?”

“I think you’re onto something with that theory of yours.”

“What’s the theory?” you asked.

“Well,” said Dean, encouraging you to take a seat on his lap. “I was thinking, most crap in that room you can get on the black market. But then it hit me, it wasn’t about them getting it.”

“It was making sure the cops didn't have it. Whatever they’re doing is going down today and would require SWAT to use that specific equipment they stole,” said Sam. You hummed and Sam turned around his laptop. “You know more about this stuff than me-“

“You’re a better investigator than I am,” said Dean, taking hold of Sam’s laptop. His eyes flickered over top of the screen and he smiled.

“You think that’s it?” asked Sam.

“I think we got it Sammy boy.”

One Month Later

“Well don’t you two look all cute with your awards,” you said. Sam rolled his eyes but Dean took it as an opportunity to gave you a big fat kiss.

“I am literally right here,” said Sam.

“That ain’t my problem,” said Dean. Sam smacked in him the back of the head after you’d broken apart and Dean flicked his ear back.

“Boys,” you said as the chief of the station walked over.

“Enjoying your party boys?” he asked.

“Yes sir,” they both responded, a small smile crossing the chief’s lips.

“Maybe this will be a reminder that working across departments can be a good thing going forward. I’d like you two to head up any joint task force efforts that may fall under either of your purviews,” he said, both boys nodding. “Enjoy yourselves.”

“Well,” said Dean after the chief had walked away. “I say we get Sammy a girl tonight to celebrate.”

“Yes!”

“No!” groaned Sam.

“Little hottie from the press office in the green dress over there has not been shy about eyeing you up and down,” said Dean. Sam spun his head around and rolled his eyes.

“That’s just Eileen guys. We’re friends.”

“Eileen! Sam wants to dance!” you called across the way as you pushed Sam over towards her.

“I’m gonna kill you!” muttered Sam, all smiles by the time Eileen was there.

“This is why I love you,” said Dean, kissing your temple and reaching behind you, trying to steal the last jalapeno popper off your plate.

“Thief,” you said, picking it up. You held it up to his mouth and he took a big bite, grinning after he’d swallowed. “You know...I know we said you’d move back home when this all settled down but we could...you know.”

“I think I’m sticking around home for a while if that’s alright with you,” said Dean. You grinned and he rested his head on your shoulder. “I kinda got this no nightmare streak going lately and I’d hate to mess with that.”

“More than alright with me, babe,” you said as you kissed the top of his head. “More than alright.”

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BnHA Chapter 292: You Say Jeans

Previously on BnHA: Horikoshi was all “well anyway here’s that Touya reveal I foreshadowed like a million years ago, viva la 2020.” Dabi was all “hello world, I’ve killed 30 people and today I’m going to explain to you all why” before he proceeded to explain ABSOLUTELY NOTHING but everyone was so distracted by his tale of child abuse and hero conspiracies that they didn’t much seem to notice. Can’t Ya See-Kun’s Shark Friend was all “IS THIS THE END OF HERO SOCIETY AS WE KNOW IT”, and Horikoshi was all “STAY TUNED”, and then Dabi set himself on fire and leaped off of Machia’s back like the chaotic evil, I-just-bleached-all-my-brain-cells weird little fire man he is, ready to burn everyone to crispy bits before they could even react properly to his whole big revenge speech. Fortunately he did not succeed on account of THE RETURN OF THE JING, THE JOAT, BEST FUCKING JEANIST, back from the dead by popular demand in what critics are calling “the best fucking comeback since Jesus himself.”

Today on BnHA: Best Jeanist snatches up Machia and the rest of the League with his fiber steel cables before you can say “more like BEAST JEANIST amirite.” Dabi gets all worked up and lights Hadou on fire which is a real JERK MOVE, and is all “THIS RIGHT HERE IS ALSO ENDEAVOR’S FAULT”, which, NOT SUPER CONVINCED ON THAT, BUT OKAY. Anyway so then he burns up all the cables holding him which is crazeballs btw, and then he and Shouto start fighting, and so basically the whole thing is a literal hot mess and we’ll see how that goes. Meanwhile Tomura wakes up and summons some Noumus, and poor Jeanist has to deal with those on top of the still-attempting-to-rampage Gigantomachia, and everyone else is all “we can’t help you on account of we’re all half dead”, and so it’s looking really bad. And then -- and I can’t stress enough how much I don’t even have the faintest idea how to segue into this next part -- the chapter ends with Mirio!?! just sort of POPPING UP OUT OF THE GROUND all, “SURPRISE, BITCH”, and it literally was so surprising that I am still just kind of speechless. WELL-PLAYED, I GUESS, lol wtf.

lol okay so the first page in the RHA scan is just the “three musketeers” movie promo image that we all already saw a few days ago. but it does confirm that (a) it is indeed a movie, and (b) that it’s set for a summer 2021 release! how exciting

okay so now back to our special Dabi edition of Making a Murderer

“ray of hope” oh hell yes. SAVE US MR. JEANIST

I guess he had a TV in his private hero jet or something?

gotta say, “dammit Dabi” does not even remotely sound like Authentic Best Jeanist Dialogue to me though. gonna need Caleb to see to this. well but what do you guys think? does Best Jeanist curse?? I personally feel like he’s one of those guys who NEVER EVER swears no matter what, except under the most hilariously trifling circumstances. like he’s eating an avocado one day and he accidentally stains the cuffs of his beloved jostume green and he’s all “FUCK”

btw how fucking rich is Best Jeanist though that he has his own fucking plane? the thought just suddenly occurred to me, you know? like even Endeavor, whose agency has its own on-site luxury apartment suites for all of his interns, still drives around in a dinky little car that Bakugou has declared to be too small. which, I guess we know why he felt that way now, seeing as the guy he previously interned with apparently gets around in Jeans Force One

anyway so back to the part where Jeanist shows up to save the day!! YEAH JEANIST WOOOOO

ILU JEANIST YOU REALLY ARE THE BEST!! HUGS AND KISSES!!!

lmao we just saw Gigantomachia take out like a hundred guys not ten chapters ago. and Best Jeanist shows up and takes him down in like two seconds. HOW DO YOU LIKE THEM APPLES LEAGUE OF VILLAINS. BET YOU’RE WISHING YOU’D TAKEN HIS QUIRK NOW, AFO. GET FUCKED YOU OLD SPUD

KACCHAN IS SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM AWW

SIDE NOTE, IIDA, YOU AND I ARE GONNA HAVE WORDS LATER ABOUT YOU ACTUALLY AGREEING TO PUT HIM BACK DOWN. YOU DO UNDERSTAND THAT THIS CHILD IS STILL DRIPPING BLOOD ALL OVER THE PLACE FROM HIS MULTIPLE STAB WOUNDS, RIGHT? WAY TO ASSERT YOUR AUTHORITY THERE. I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE CLASS PRESIDENT NOT THE CLASS CLOWN, COME ON NOW

LMAO DABI IS FRANTICALLY TRYING TO DO THE PLOT MATH

SHOULDA CHECKED MORE CLOSELY MY GOOD MARK. LOOKS LIKE YOU MISSED THE “MADE IN CHINA” STICKER ON THE BOTTOM. YOU HAVE BEEN BAMBOOZLED. OR ACTUALLY, I GUESS THE MORE ACCURATE WORD HERE IS JAMBOOZLED, AHAHAHAHA. JEANS

HOLY SHIT DABI

I legit almost thought that was Tomura for a second. you two look so alike now with the white hair and the crazy eyes

meanwhile, Shouto is still crying and it’s a lot to take, you guys. lotta feels

ffff come on Jeanist you better do something awesome again here, the mood of the chapter is starting to slip now

YES, GOOD, THAT’LL WORK

WELL YOU TELL ME, SPINNER. I GUESS THAT MEANS BEST JEANIST IS OFFICIALLY THE STRONGEST CHARACTER IN THE SERIES NOW. SORRY I DON’T MAKE THE RULES

ffff now Spinner is trying to wake Tomura back up. nah, how’s about we not do that

OH MY GOD HADOU YESSSS

MY GIRL OUT HERE WITH THE “NO THANK YOU” BOUT TO CURBSTOMP THE BIG BAD WITH HER QUIRK KSFHLKLK WHO HERE HAD “HADOU SAVES THE DAY” ON YOUR WAR ARC BINGO CARDS, YOU LOVE TO SEE IT!!

HEY!!!!

fucking son of a... fffkfkff... someone please reassure me that fire isn’t Hadou’s weakness. someone. anyone. also could someone please dial an ambulance and send them to Horikoshi’s house. but not just yet. first I’m gonna need you to wait about fifteen minutes or so while I take care of some things

well all right then, Dabi. so you wanna go on then and explain to us all how this, too, is somehow Endeavor’s fault?

oh I see, you’ve decided that since he’s responsible for “creating” you, everyone you hurt and kill is in truth really being hurt and killed by him! well now, that sure is convenient as fuck I guess

(ETA: that’s a nice effect with the panel sides getting all warped by Dabi’s quirk though, just noticed that.)

amazing how quickly you used up that sympathy card my guy. Shouto please kick his ass, I’m fucking done lol, you can all sort out the rest in therapy later

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE DIAL BACK DEKU’S EMPATHY STATS JUST A LITTLE BIT, HOLY --

“TODOROKI-KUN IS HURT THE MOST”, HE SAYS, WITH HIS ARM BONES SHATTERED INTO LITTLE TOOTHPICK-SIZED PIECES. I MEAN, HE’S PROBABLY TALKING MORE ABOUT MENTAL ANGUISH GIVEN THE CONTEXT HERE, BUT STILL. THAT’S ENOUGH HEROICS FROM YOU ALREADY FOR ONE DAY

NOOO JEANIST

LOTS OF SMOKE IN THE AIR RIGHT ABOUT NOW AND MY BOY’S STILL DOWN A LUNG. GOD DAMMIT

“if the number one suffers a total loss here, this country will fall to pieces” well okay, real talk though, I think the “country falling to pieces” part is pretty much unavoidable at this juncture. you all are just gonna have to try your best to pick up those pieces after the fact and see what you can do with them. if I were you I’d be less worried about the number one’s reputation and more concerned with the half-dozen child soldier interns who are still on the field and very much at risk of being burned to death should you suffer that “total loss.” please try to keep it together here for them

OH FOR FUCK’S

I really thought RockLockRock was gonna come into play here. USE YOUR QUIRK TO LOCK THE ROPES IN PLACE YOU DIP!! if he seriously just sits there and does nothing when his quirk could be the deciding factor I am cancelling his useless ass cute kid or no cute kid shfkjdls

(ETA: is he even there?? did he and Manual just hightail it out of there?? “well good luck, children.”)

also, we’ll put this aside for now to perhaps speculate about later, but what’s with Tomura remembering his dad’s house yet again in that far right panel?? and being itchy again?? I still have yet to fully work out the psychological mechanisms at work as far as his itchiness goes, so I’ll admit this is intriguing to me. it seemed like it was connected to his decay quirk, but then why is it acting up again now. what is this lol

yuh oh

forgot about these guys. looks like these heroes aren’t having such a fun time

oh fucksticks

excuse me ma’am but I don’t like this. you do know that my kids are all there, right. all burnt and impaled and broken-boned and the like. well except for Iida. he’s fine still. BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN I FEEL LIKE WATCHING HIM GET TORN APART BY FOUR HIGH ENDS, WTF

HORIKOSHI YOU MOTHERFUCKER I SWEAR TO GOD

god fucking... okay look. Horikoshi. you win, okay!? congratulations, you win, this is your show and we’re all just sitting here at your mercy. fine. go ahead and just kill off everyone ever, then!! what am I even gonna do about it. stop reading?? fuck

this whole thing really went from zero to fucked before I could even blink huh. I really thought this was gonna be a turning point chapter for the heroes. shows what I know I guess??

meanwhile this motherfucker is just SCREAMING

ngl, if I wasn’t currently terrified on account of things suddenly taking such a drastic turn for the worse, this would be the coolest fucking thing I’ve ever seen. Jeanist my man, I hype you up like it’s my job because you are the greatest fucking meme character in the history of time, but make no mistake, you are also highkey WORTH ALL THE HYPE AND THEN SOME

seriously, though. don’t fucking mind him you guys, he’s just standing here in the coolest pose of all time taking on Gigantomachia all alone with one fucking lung because the substance pumping through his veins is COLD-BLOODED LIQUID DENIM, and DENIM FEELS NO FEAR

Best Jeanist really needs to get his own theme song. -- oh my god I just finally thought of a title for this post. lmao and it’s the dumbest thing. omg

MEANWHILE THE TODOROKI BROS ARE OFF IN THEIR OWN DRAMATIC LITTLE FIRE WORLD

which one do you think is the Mario and which is the Luigi. well, but I mean, Dabi clearly thinks that he’s the Luigi though and that’s why he’s so mad. nobody wants to be Luigi. what a life

THAT’S IT, SHOUTO!! POINT OUT ALL OF HIS HYPOCRITICAL BULLSHIT, I WANT ANSWERS

JUST TO CLARIFY, IT’S THAT NATSU, NOT SOME OTHER NATSU!! SO WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY FOR YOURSELF!!

OH, WELL IN THAT CASE

BUT OF COURSE. THAT WOULD MAKE IT ALL WORTHWHILE, holy shit. okay I’m just gonna go ahead and say it, Dabi is a piece of work. I really thought this arc would make him more sympathetic at long last, but it seems like it’s doing just the opposite?? this is like an anti-redemption arc. I don’t relish the thought of venturing into the fandom tags once I finish reading this lol

(ETA: well folks, I’ve done it. and actually it was pretty interesting because there are apparently like ten different things that people are mad about, and so it’s like. each post is a new adventure lmao.)

so Shouto is all “BRUH HAVE YOU COMPLETELY LOST IT” and Dabi is all “YES”, basically? like, he says he’s completely lost his feeling for anything. omg. but you were so sweet. how does that even happen

“finally I can kill you” okay for real what the heck is your damage bro?? can we not. I like Shouto just the way he is, un-killed

oh shit and now the Noumus are here

cue Bakugou diving in to save his mentor, STAB WOUNDS BE DAMNED!! actually it would make more sense for it to be Iida, but if Kacchan is really fixin’ to go full Shounen Dumbass here then he might as well go all out, y’know

-- unless of course, Deku decides to activate another quirk??

“last I checked, the main character of this series was still me” OH? WELL I SUPPOSE THAT IS TRUE, SO PRAY TELL, WHAT HAVE YOU GOT LEFT UP YOUR SLEEVE YOU SUICIDAL BRUSSELS SPROUT

fucking love how he’s all “HAHAHA WITH MY NEW QUIRKS I CAN STILL DO STUPID SHIT EVEN WITH MY ARMS AND LEGS GROUND TO A FINE POWDER” btw. what can I say. Deku gonna Deku

FMMFHDKUHK W H A T

HOLY SHIT. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. WHAT THE WHAT. QUE THE FUCK

(ETA: okay look, all the love in the world to the brave scanlators who take time out of their lives to translate the leaks every week just so we can read the chapter a couple of days early like the addicts we are. that said, translating Mirio’s signature “POWER!!” -- which was already written in English in the original scan -- to “POG-CHAMP” is just a whole new level of wtfuckery from them lmao. is the Lida person back at it again?? amazing.)

MIRIO!?!?! SHOWS UP TO SAVE THE DAY?!?! POGS HIMSELF UP OUT THE GROUND TO BEAT THE NOUMUS LIKE IT AIN’T NO THING. JUST LIKE WE ALL PREDICTED!? I’M SORRY, DID YOU NOT SEE THAT COMING?? YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOUR DAILY HOROSCOPE FROM ASTROLOGY DOT COM DIDN’T HAVE THAT ONE IN THE CARDS?? WAS IT NOT OBVIOUS?? TODOROKIS PLUS BEST JEANIST EQUALS MIRIO??

hot damn. Tintin really saw the writing on the wall with the impending Dabi Discourse and was all “NOT SO FAST” lmao. “HERE’S A BRAND NEW THING FOR YOU ALL TO DISCOURSE ABOUT” MIRIO YOU WILD CHILD. YOU GLORIOUS THUG

MEANWHILE LET’S NOT FORGET WHAT MIRIO HAVING HIS POWERS BACK ACTUALLY IMPLIES. HOLY SHIT. SUDDENLY WE CUT BACK TO ALL MIGHT’S OFFICE, ALL THE WAY BACK AT UA. ERI BRANDISHES HER TOKOYAMI-GIFTED BUSTER SWORD, A DETERMINED GLEAM IN HER EYE. “I HEARD YOU WERE TRYING TO HAVE A GIRL POWER ARC WITHOUT ME.” OH. MY. GOD

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