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satanicchristiancult · 8 months
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Heartstopper 7-30, and why it is that representation matters
Or: the perspective from a queer and mentally ill teen about figuring out your future and moving forward from the past, through an analysis of a singular chapter of Heartstopper
Alternatively: a queer, mentally ill teen projecting their issues and analyzing life itself through a comic about queer, mentally ill teens
Warnings: spoilers for all of the comic version of Heartstopper up until the most recent update (September 11, 2023), past self-harm, issues with self-image, and unspecified eating disorders (all of them both in fiction and in real life). (The last one isn’t really spoken about, but the topic lingers around this essay, keep that in mind).
It’s the second time I’m writing this. Bear with me. It’s long. You’ve been warned. Also, as you can see, this was written over the course of two days, and took multiple days for me to clean up and post. It’s no longer Monday 11th, so there are inconsistencies.
Today I woke up like any other Monday morning. Grabbed my phone at 5 am before getting ready for class. Today is update day for Heartstopper, as is every 1st, 11th, and 21st of each month. I looked up the chapter on Tumblr, read half of it, got ready for the day, read the rest of the update, and kept going with my day.
Usually, I wouldn’t think much about it throughout the day. I would think about it and re-read the chapter during the time between classes, or during lunch. Today was different. We’re in the middle of exam season. Today’s exam had to be done in a very small amount of time, only an hour. All of it was writing and analyzing. It’s 20% of the grade for the class. I spent 15 minutes of said exam just thinking about Heartstopper.
Here’s the thing about me. I have the tendency to fall in love with fiction. I will find something new, a book, a series, whatever, and consume all of it, engage with the fandom, consume all of it again, and repeat the whole thing until I find something new.
I engaged with Heartstopper a while after it had first been presented to me. Just like right now, it was the middle of exam season and I needed to get my mind off of things. I opened Tapas, which I often use to read things, mostly fan comics. I saw that Heartstopper was in there for free. I thought it was odd, but I was bored and tired, so I began reading.
I read the whole thing in two days, only three hours or something like that. At first, it became something like a comfort for me. A world that resembled the real world but made it its ideal version. Heartstopper presented me with a dream-like gay relationship, filled with self-discovery, varied characters, and, once again, an idealized version of the world.
It was so liberating at first. What if the world was like that? What if we didn’t have to fear people that much? What if life could be so filled with love?
Then it got dark.
Holy- then it got dark. It broke me, but I loved it. Gosh, I really did. I love stories about mental health. I love reading about how life can break a human being, but at the same time, how it can slowly and carefully put them back together. Sure, life is not perfect, and therefore, a person will never be fixed, and they will never be “how they used to be”, but life can persevere through darkness and pain. Life can get better. That’s what I chose to believe.
I’ve always related more to Charlie than to any other Heartstopper character, (aside from Tori, but she doesn’t really count as a Heartstopper character). We both struggle with similar issues, and we both deal with them in similar ways. Unhealthy coping mechanisms, baby~!
This arc of Nick trying to choose a university is significant to me, mostly because I’m having the same issues as him. I’m supposed to have figured out what I’m going to do, and I’m supposed to know where that’s going to be. I don’t know anything. I know what area I’m interested in, but that’s still not enough.
Currently, Nick is touring universities with his friends, trying to make plans for the future, while figuring out whether or not he’s willing to leave behind the people he loves for the sake of his education and personal growth.
That struck a nerve in me. I’m also terrified of leaving behind my friends, who are essentially my family. I want to be the best version possible of me. I want to have these new, meaningful, and life-altering experiences.
When I was younger, I used to think that I wouldn’t make it far. I thought that I would die young and I would be at fault for that. I found hope and comfort whenever I thought about college. I always thought/dreamed about leaving everything behind, going to the US, and living the “American Dream”. I never cared whether or not it was doable, it was my dream and it was going to happen one way or another.
Now I’m older. Somehow still alive. More bitter than before. Sadly enough, I don’t allow myself to dream about those things anymore and still believe that they can and will happen. Now, my perception of the US has been broken and I’m truly afraid of even going there.
Back to Heartstopper 7-30, Nick and the gang visit the University of Leeds. Nothing seems to particularly catch their eye, but they speak with a student, and things change.
Nick gets asked the question. That haunting question that almost seems to chase you down. “What are you thinking of studying?” Then comes the dreaded answer, “I’m still undecided.” Lucky for him, he doesn’t seem to take it in a bad way or overanalyze the situation.
How the social life is described to Nick attracts him to the university. He’s interested in the sports facilities, because he’s our rugby boy, so of course he would be. The person he’s talking to tells him that their partner is in the team, and that they are really enjoying it.
That’s the moment in which, even if isn’t consciously, Nick makes his decision. He turns around and sees a group of students playing rugby. One of them turns around and waves at them, signifying that they are the other one’s partner. The rest of the group just looks at them and smile.
They just seem to accept each other no matter what. They show affection between them and don’t even question it. That means the world to Nick. That’s everything he wants. A community. To be accepted. To be able to engage in one of his favorite activities, rugby, and not have to hide who he truly is. He sees himself as one of them. Straight up, imagines himself in their shoes, and he finally finds what he’s looking for.
A year ago, I started telling myself that I should figure things out. I went to a fair with multiple international universities that offered different programs for students from my country. At the end of the day, the dream never fully dies, I guess. I still want that god-forsaken college experience that appears in books and movies. That feeling of community. Anything.
I found this public university in the middle of nowhere, but it truly did captivate me. I don’t even remember why. Cool mascot, a nice ambiance. Good enough. I looked them up on Instagram and fell in love. Their posts were truly everything I had ever dreamed of. Community, acceptance, fun, pure joy, and happiness on that campus.
Then, what meant the most to me: an LGBTQIA2S+ organization. Queer-friendly spaces. Monthly meeting just to talk. I can’t stress enough how relevant this one was for me at first, a bingo game night with drag queens.
Where I come from, people know that you’re queer and you’re dead, honestly. You will never hear the end of it. We isolate ourselves because we know that otherwise, we’d have to fight daily just to be tolerated, to be heard. We’d have to argue why our existence is okay.
This idea of being out, the whole concept to me is wild. I genuinely never considered it a possibility. Being openly queer, alongside other openly queer people is something revolutionary in my head. I do mean it.
I understand Nick. Finally finding a place where you think that you could actually belong is such a liberating experience. The idea of “I could be there”, “I could be one of them”, “I could be myself and not have to worry”. It changes everything. It genuinely does.
I truly do hope that Nick finds himself at home in Leeds. I wish him only the best. May he figure out what he wants to do, and may he be happy doing it.
Now, time for. Charlie.
He barely even appears on this update, yet, his actions are incredibly relevant, both to his character development and to all of the people reading.
Charlie’s mental health has been all over the place, that’s something everyone who has ever interacted with Heartstopper knows. Most fans can also say that they relate to this. A pretty big amount of the fans of this saga would say that they consider themselves LGBTQIA2S+ and/or people who are currently or in the past have struggled with their mental health.
The beauty of Heartstopper is that we get to see these characters grow, not only grow older, but also grow emotionally. They get to learn about themselves. They get to battle their internal conflicts and win them.
Charlie means a lot to a lot of people. He means a lot to me. He is, in some way or another, a reflection of myself. My issues. My life. Which is really worrying, actually, but it does mean something. People relate to him. He is a good enough representation of mental health issues for people to be able to identify with him.
In this update, Charlie wants Nick to see him without his shirt on for the first time ever. This is such a big step for him. For his recovery. Charlie has many self-image issues, especially around his arms and torso. All of us readers know how hard this was for him, therefore, we know how much this moment means.
I love that it wasn’t like a gigantic revelation that was reacted to in an exaggerated manner. Nick, being Nick, just blushed heavily. He truly is the personification of ‘bi crisis’. Good for him.
Some of Charlie’s biggest insecurities, as seen in 7-13, are the fact that he’s skinny and has scars. The entirety of chapter 7 has focused on how hard this is on him, and how much it affects his daily life.
Him taking off his shirt doesn’t mean that he overcame this issues. Recovery isn’t linear. This action only means that he’s finally comfortable enough to try. That’s all that recovery really is. Trying, hoping, to get better.
As the audience, an outsider looking in, we have seen Charlie shirtless before. Something new happened this time. We saw something that we didn’t need to see, but some of us, me included, are glad we saw. We saw Charlie’s self-harm scars.
It could be stupid. It could be worthless, but it meant a lot to many of us. It meant a lot to Charlie.
Charlie finally feels confident enough with himself to show this part of him to his boyfriend. Sure, he trusts him with all of his very being. Charlie is well aware that Nick will never judge him for it, but his mind doesn’t see it that way. Charlie is in a fight of will against himself. He wants this, he truly does, but there’s a voice in his head telling him that everything could go wrong. Even if it’s illogical. Even if he knows that it is.
I love how Alice just subtly writes onto the story small details that will later on become important for the plot. They don’t even have to be really important. Them being there is enough. Every single time in which he holds onto his arm, or anyone touches that specific area, there’s always a reaction from him. Every time he feels insecure, he holds onto that specific area.
It could be because I’m an angst-loving fanfic reader/writer, but I always wanted to see those scars. It might be a morbid thought, but I really did want to. We didn’t need it, sure, but seeing them shows that they aren’t just a plot devise. We know that they aren’t only that, but it’s just one of those illogical thoughts that one might have.
Seeing them shows their severity. Seeing them shows how far Charlie has come.
To me, seeing them meant seeing someone like me in a book. On a published book. In the future, on a TV show.
It is one thing to read about it in fan fiction, in people’s blogs, on YouTube videos of people who are getting better, or anything like that. Anyone can post that. It being on something published in that way, something edited and checked by so many people, something that could be professionally translated onto other languages, something that at some point we may find in a library. It means a lot to me.
Alice Oseman’s book Loveless caused the same impact on me. My first time reading a book where there were asexual and/or aromantic characters, non-binary characters. There are people like me in media. In books. In my home country, as oddly homophobic and transphobic as it is, I can go to a bookstore and buy myself a copy of this book. It is real. I am, in fact, not faking all of this. Other people are like me.
Six years I’ve been hiding my arms from the world. I’ve spent my whole life hiding my legs, but three or four years ago I began hiding them for other reasons as well.
Six years ago someone finally asked me, in a worried tone, what happened to my arms. People had asked before, but no one ever asked as if they were concerned. Six years ago it happened for the first and only time. I haven’t worn a sleeveless shirt outside of my room in all that time. I don’t know if I ever will.
Charlie gives me hope. Maybe, one day I will. Who knows. I don’t really want to do that now, but if I ever do, I know that I could.
It is nice to see oneself represented in media. Small representation means something. A more relevant role means even more though.
As a child from a pretty ignored country, I found myself represented in Elena of Avalor, in Marco Díaz from Star vs. the Forces of Evil. Neither one of them was from my country, not even close, but it was as close as I could get.
Representation to me meant the beginning and sometimes end of the Jurassic Park movies, “Isla Nublar, 120 miles west of Costa Rica.” That island doesn’t even exist.
Nowadays, there’s an NCIS character who at some point talks about wanting to move to a beach in Costa Rica. I thought that was going to be it. She would retire, never be seen again on screen, but would still call every once in a while. I don’t regularly watch NCIS, but I pick it up randomly at times. Recently I saw that she didn’t even move to Costa Rica, so that’s that for my “representation.” I don’t know what has happened since, I mean it when I say that I don’t really know what happens on NCIS.
Representation can come in many different forms, in this case, it comes in the shape of a boy who only wants to belong somewhere, and another one finding his place, and finding comfort in his own body after struggling with it for so long.
Representation shows people that they aren’t alone. It shows how important it is to see someone like you on any type of media.
The mere acknowledgment of one’s identity or existence is an indescribable feeling. Seeing oneself in any type of media genuinely causes a great impact.
Representation is necessary, and it not only helps people feel seen, but it also teaches others about different aspects of life that they might not think about. People’s lives are different. Representation helps to put it into perspective.
-Mori (They/Xem)
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arosmith-zeppelin · 10 months
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There's a bit in heartstopper where nick's dad straight up makes a wario sound
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hadesisqueer · 1 year
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Okay, I'll probably do that Twitter sapphic ship poll tonight or tomorrow; soon anyway (I'm not doing on tumblr because I already saw one very recently lol. Also it's gonna be pretty chill because I don't have that many followers on twitter). The ships included will be:
1) Caitvi/Piltover's Finest (Arcane/League of Legends)
2) Avatrice (Warrior Nun)
3) Bumbleby (RWBY)
4) Bubbline (Adventure Time)
5) Harumichi (Sailor Moon)
6) Lumity (The Owl House)
7) Damie (The Haunting of Bly Manor)
8) Scorfuma (She-Ra and The Princesses of Power)
9) Harlivy (DC comics and show)
10) Clexa (The 100)
11) Utenanthy (Revolutionary Girl Uthena)
12) Deanoru (Marvel's Runaways and Comics)
13) Tanthamore (Willow 2022)
14) Catradora (She-Ra and The Princesses of Power)
15) Raeda (The Owl House)
16) Yumihisu (Attack On Titan)
17) Brittana (Glee)
18) Cazzie (Atypical)
19) Tara and Darcy (Heartstopper)
20) Korrasami (The Legend of Korra)
21) Ellie and Dina (The Last of Us II)
22) Pharmercy (Overwatch)
23) Sameena (Fear Street Trilogy)
24) Chenrich (Life Is Strange: True Colors)
25) Amberprice (Life Is Strange)
26) Pricefield (Life Is Strange)
27) Diakko (Little Witch Academia)
28) Spinetossa (She-Ra and The Princesses of Power)
29) Sashannarcy (Amphibia)
30) Vauseman (Orange Is The New Black)
31) Kieutou (Druck)
32) Ronance (Stranger Things
Please get me the BEST pictures you can find of these ships*
*NO BUMBLEBY SCREENSHOTS OF LAST CHAPTER. NO SPOILERS SO SOON
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fullyvisible · 10 months
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I found it interesting/useful to make a list of all the songs in Heartstopper Season One paired with what's happening in the show while the song plays, so I decided to do the same for Season Two! Obviously, spoilers ahead:
1. Shatter - opening scene, Charlie and Nick texting and meeting at school
2. Out of My League - sleepover!
3. Pressure to Party - sleepover dancing!
4. The Beach - Charlie telling Tori he'll make sure it's better for Nick; end of episode one
5. Coming of Age - beginning of episode 2; parent teacher conferences
6. Paradise - playing with Nellie in the park and then kissing and looking at the photos
7. Welcome to the Sidelines - Elle at the art school open day making friends
8. You Wouldn't Like Me - sad texting about being grounded and it being hard to come out; Nick's reassuring voice message; Tao looking at posts of Elle and her new art school friends
9. Retrospect - exams, easy writing, Tao looking up how to ask out Elle
10. Things Will Be Fine - cinema date
11. The Sound - arriving at the end of term party
12. Le Temps de L'Amour - in the cinema
13. Miss U - the party continues; Tao and Elle are sad, Nick is unwell
14. Lovesong - Charlie holds Nick; end of episode 3
15. Obsessed - beginning of episode 4; loading up the busses
16. Trésor - arrival in Paris and driving past the sights
17. Un Peu Plus Souvent - wandering around Paris in pairs
18. Mona Lisa - Tao and Elle explore the museum
19. Freak Out - Charlie sees the hickey and almost says fuck; end of episode 4
20. Nobody Really Cares - beginning of episode 5; Nick texting his dad then checking on Charlie; resumes to go down to breakfast
21. Doesn't Matter (voleur de soliel) - climbing the Eiffel Tower
22. Fall in Love With a Girl - first kiss!!
23. Never Be the Same - Nick and Charlie run through Paris to meet Nick's dad; end of episode 5
24. On Était Beau - beginning of episode 6; Nick and Charlie meet Nick's dad
25. Bros - Paris Gang explores together
26. 3D Feelings - Tara's birthday party
27. Then It All Goes Away - Party continues; Tara is unhappy, Tao and Elle are in the bathroom, Isaac is surrounded by couples, Nick and Charlie see Ben
28. Hot & Heavy - Isaac goes back to the party after kissing James; Nick and Charlie on the balcony
29. Pretty Girl Lie - Charlie shuts the door on Harry; party plays spin the bottle/truth or dare
30. Deep End - Mr. Ajayi and Mr. Farouk talk; fade to black; Nick and Charlie sleep; bus back to England; end of episode 6
31. We Can Be Anything - beginning of episode 7; Tara and Darcy have a sleepover; Nick looks through his photos and worries about Charlie; Charlie looks at photos and gets message from Ben; Elle gets into Lambert; Tao dances around his room
32. People Watching - prom outfit shopping
33. Cry! - the gang arrives at the art show and they find out Elle got in
34. Crush Culture - Isaac looks at the piece on being aro/ace and gets his leaves moment! Continues through Imogen arriving and Darcy leaving
35. Skin - background while Tao and Elle talk
36. Blush - Nick googles eating disorders; Darcy's mom yells at her and Darcy leaves; end of episode 7
37. Colors Of You - beginning of episode 8; Nick wakes up and looks at pictures of him and Charlie and posts about being boyfriends and bi
38. Run Away With Me - Tao and Elle agree to be boyfriend/girlfriend; prom setup
39. Young - the gang arrives at prom
40. Happy New Year - prom; Tara is looking for Darcy
41. Just Like Heaven - Tao and Elle dance, Mr. Farouk arrives, Isaac takes the ace book, Imogen watches Sahar play
42. All the Things - prom continues; Nick and Charlie hold hands and decide to leave; Darcy arrives
43. Seven - Tara and Darcy say "I love you" and the gang has their own prom party
44. UR So Pretty - Charlie and Nick kiss and Charlie leaves; contemplates texting "I love you;" end of season 2
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jackriverart · 10 months
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Heartstopper s2e7 spoilers!
Also TW parental abuse
This is a bit of a trauma dump so feel free to scroll if you need to.
I just watched episode 7 of Heartstopper season 2, and I need to vent about it.
The fight that Darcy had with her mom reminds me so much of how I left home, and it's really getting to me.
When I was 18, I had a stupid fight about nothing with my mom (I can't even remember what it was supposed to be about tbh), which got physical. I don't remember exactly how it happened but she ended up ripping off and breaking the necklace that my then bf had given to me, that's how bad it was.
She then screamed at me to "either follow her rules or get out" and left for work.
I then got some of my things and left.
First I went to my then bf, who introduced me to a really nice family he knew, who took me in.
(They were a family of witches actually and I had a really good time there but that's a whole other story)
Anyways, back to the point. Seeing something very similar happen to someone else brought it all back to me, as if it was buried beneath a whole lot of other shit I've been through, and I don't think I ever actually fully processed it. And seeing it from an outside perspective makes me realise just how messed up it is for a parent to behave that way.
And I'm turning 30 in like, a week. This shit happened OVER A DECADE AGO and it is still there, in the back of my mind. Shit like this can PERMANENTLY damage a child's brain, and I don't understand how any parent could be okay with doing that to their own child. Especially now that I'm a parent myself.
If anyone reading this is in a similar situation, I'm so, so sorry. Your parent should not be hurting you, neither emotionally nor physically. You deserve so much more than that, and there will be a time when you can live more freely. It won't be easy and it will probably never fully go away, but you will be able to breathe. In the meantime, I'm sending all of the digital parental hugs to whoever needs them 🫂
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i made it at midnight last night and put in all the questions today. hope you like it :)))))))
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Guyssssss how are we feeling there's literally 3 days till Hearstopper!!!!!
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Why did nobody tell me “What if it doesn’t end well” by Chloe Moriondo was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING???? I COULD WRITE A WHOLE DANG ESSAY ABOUT HOW GOOD IT IS
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The Santa Clauses spoilers!
Okay so I'm seeing a lot of people saying they’re mad bc Charlie isn’t going to replace Scott as Santa and I'm going to slightly disagree with them on that because Charlie has a point
“it’s not the best place to raise kids” I AGREE because Scott and Carol literally have had their kids isolated there for basically their whole lives (from what we know in the show) and it isn’t healthy because Cal has literally turned to VR to escape reality (Cal kinnies where y’all at?) and Sandra only has animals as her friends aka the white weasel thing (there’s nothing wrong with her having animals as friends but it would be nice if she actually met kids her age). It would be nice for them to actually get to interact with other humans instead of spying on them through snow globes. ISOLATING YOUR KIDS AT THE NORTH POLE IS NOT THE WAY TO GO!!!! (and the fact that Scott only hangs out with Cal whenever Cal’s in trouble is not good at all)
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No but the Wednesday Addams series on netflix hasn't even started but I already ship wednesday with that one blonde girl 🧍🏻‍♀️
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Regulus and James are Nick and Charlie
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Yalll remember that tiktok trend (I think it may still be around kinda?)
We have ____ we don't have ____... we don't have___ or something similar
The Hallow: we have Sirius, we don't have Regulus...we don't have regulus
Tell me regulus won't burn everything to the fucking ground to get his brother back
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It's all fanon and I can do what I want :)
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Ich habe 4.525 Mal im Jahr 2022 etwas gepostet
68 Einträge erstellt (2%)
4.457 Einträge gerebloggt (98%)
Blogs, die ich am häufigsten gerebloggt habe:
@wr0temyway0ut
@soemthingsparkly
@dat-carovieh
@itsfandomsgalore
@theres-no-antidote
Ich habe 1.294 meiner Einträge im Jahr 2022 getaggt
#heartstopper – 98 Einträge
#answered – 64 Einträge
#itsfandomsgalore – 32 Einträge
#heartstopper spoiler – 16 Einträge
#heartstopper spoilers – 15 Einträge
#skam – 12 Einträge
#witcher – 12 Einträge
#druck – 11 Einträge
#tkkg – 8 Einträge
#the alienist – 8 Einträge
Longest Tag: 140 characters
#sounds like: once i was almost choked to death how dare you post about hands and how dare you be into it kind of thing freak hands are evil!
Meine Top-Einträge im Jahr 2022:
#5
May I add to the list of things that were normal but now are cursed that apparently remind me of you: the Flammkuchenbrett. I didn't take a picture but I was somewhere today where they constantly advertised their Flammkuchen flämische Art and the vegan one, with pictures of them on the Brett.
Also a train station in Zürich reminded me a lot about the one in Munich by the venue and maybe it's that i'm already emotional but I missed you and the concert a lot in that moment 😭
Glad I ruined that for everybody. Hope everyone going out for Flammkuchen has my cursed thoughts in the back of their head.😘
Aww Jess
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7 Anmerkungen – Gepostet 25. September 2022
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Aber eine S-Bahn ist doch keine Regionalbahn?! Das sind völlig verschiedene Bahnen. Es gibt S-Bahnen, die Regionalbahn und den Regional-Express. Alles unterschiedliche Verkehrsmittel XD
Was ein tolles Thema über das man diskutieren kann xD
Was ich meinte, zB in Rostock ist das hier eine S-Bahn (steht auch so an den Anzeigen):
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Aber diese Art Zug wird hier als Regionalbahn genutzt. Weil in Berlin sieht die S-Bahn so aus:
Vollständigen Eintrag ansehen
7 Anmerkungen – Gepostet 26. Juni 2022
#3
Happy to inform you I just saw a store here also selling Trachten and it's now my "think of Laura" thing 😌 that plus the cursed Lebkuchen picture
Why does it have to be things I don't like though?😩 Okay I admit the Lebkuchen picture is partly my fault, but still? Can't it be idk forests? I love forests. And streams and lakes in forests. Also I adore red pandas. So the next time you're in a zoo and see a red panda think of mee, and forget about the Trachten.
7 Anmerkungen – Gepostet 21. September 2022
#2
du bist kein pfannkuchen? 😂
Ich bin ein Berliner ja (naja offiziell ja auch nicht mehr aber egal) aber möchte nun wirklich nicht mit einem Pfannkuchen verglichen werden😤
Um den Diskurs voranzutreiben: Nur Pfannkuchen mit Pflaumenmus sind gut und die mit Marmelade haben keine Daseins Berechtigung.
20 Anmerkungen – Gepostet 22. März 2022
Meine #1 des Jahres 2022
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Something like this? I can try it animated tomorrow if you like! 😆
Amazing! Who doesn't want to wake up with that face up in the sky.
30 Anmerkungen – Gepostet 23. November 2022
Hol dir deinen Tumblr-Jahresrückblick 2022 →
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I posted 137 times in 2022
That's 67 more posts than 2021!
46 posts created (34%)
91 posts reblogged (66%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@showsandshowtunes
@hatepotion
@worthyking
@squash1
@stevenmeeksshallinherittheearth
I tagged 133 of my posts in 2022
Only 3% of my posts had no tags
#hadestown - 19 posts
#the raven cycle - 16 posts
#greywaren - 16 posts
#trc - 16 posts
#stranger things - 10 posts
#the dreamer trilogy - 9 posts
#percy jackson - 7 posts
#tdt - 7 posts
#greywaren spoilers - 6 posts
#heartstopper netflix - 5 posts
Longest Tag: 84 characters
#anais mitchell has made too many absolute bangers for you to just ignore any of them
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
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is this heartstopper?
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#4
chloe gong is a great writer solely for the fact that she can make me read about insects (at length) and still love the book
108 notes - Posted September 30, 2022
#3
hadestown really has it all. the romance, the revolution, the climate change, the three part harmonies, the repeating cyclical never ending storyline, the anti-capitalism, the trombone, the disillusionment,
126 notes - Posted November 23, 2022
#2
not me vicariously living out my sapphic, academic rivals to lovers fantasy through chloe green
166 notes - Posted May 5, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
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this is the funniest thing i've seen in a while
451 notes - Posted September 16, 2022
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I Read 100 New Books in a Year!
2021
1. Better Together
2. Romancing Misrter Bridgerton
3. Simon vs the Homosapiens Agenda
4. The Upside to Unrequited
5. Leah on the Offbeat
6. Love Creekwood
7. The Royal We
8. The Heir Affair
9. Love  and Gelato
10. Love and Luck
11. The Summer I turned pretty
12. It's not Summer without you
13. We'll always have Summer
14. Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo
15. One true love: a novel
16. To Sir Philip with love you
17. Dumpling 
18. Pudding
19. Five feet apart
20. Moxie
21. Malibu Rising
2022
22. Vampire Academy
23. Frost Bite
24. Shadow Kissed
25. Blood Promise
26. Spirit Bound
27. Last Sacrifice
28. The Selection
29. The Elite
30. The One
31. The Heir
32. The Crown
33. Beautiful Creatures
34. Beautiful Darkness
35. Beautiful Chaos
36. Beautiful Redemption
37. Ugly Love
38. Josh + Hazel Guide To Not Dating
39. Maybe Someday
40. Confession
41. It End With Us
42. Hopeless
43. Losing Hope
44. Finding Cinderella
45. All your Perfect
46. Finding Perfect
47. November 9th
48. Slammed
49. Point of Retreat
50. Burn for Burn
51. Regretting You
52. This Girl
53. Jessica Darling:Sloppy Firsts
54. Jessica Darling:Second Helpings
55. Jessica Darling:Charmed Thirds
56. Without Merit
57. Maybe Not
58. Pumpkin
59. Boyfriend Material
60. Heart Bones 
61. Layla 
62. Maybe Now
63. Jessica Darling:Fourth Comings
64. Jessica Darling:Perfect Fifths
65. Kind of Cursed
66. One Last Stop
67. What if it's Us
68. Here's to Us
69. All this Time
70. Lucky List
71. Spoiler Alert
72. Unpregnant
73. Heartstopper Vol 1
74. Heartstopper Vol 2
75. Reminders of Him
76. Heartstopper Vol 3
77. Heartstopper Vol 4
78. Solitaire
79. Nick and Charlie
80. This Winter
81. This May End Badly
82. She Gets the Girl
83. I KISSED SHARA WHEELER
84. Georgia Nicolson:Angus,Thongs & Full-Frontal Snogging
85. Georgia Nicolson:On the Bright Side, I'm Now the Girlfriend of a Sex God (US)
86. Georgia Nicolson:Away Laughing on a Fast Camel (US)
87. Georgia Nicolson:...Then He Ate My Boy Entrancers  
88. Georgia Nicolson:Luuurve is a Many Trousered Thing 
89. Georgia Nicolson:Stop in the Name of Pants
90. Georgia Nicolson:Are These My Basoomas I See Before Me
91. Teach Me
92. 40 - Love
93. Sweetest in the Gale: A Marysburg Story Collection
94. All The Feels
95. Cool for the Summer
96. Blaine for the Win
97. The Sky Blues
98. If You Change You Mind
99. Home Field Advantage
100. Jay's Gay Agenda
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HEARTSTOPPER RAMBLING!!
All right folks I'm gonna ramble about Heartstopper here so you have been warned for Spoilers already(duh):
1. GAHHHH I love that spark sound effect when Nick tried to touch Charlie's hand LIKE WHAT THAT WAS PERFECT OKAY
2. "62% Homosexual" why did that made me cackle💀
3. Okay NELLIE NELLIE NELLIE
4. Tara and Darcy are literally so cute it hurts
5. I'm loving the soundtrack!!! Can't wait to search it up on Spotify because every song SLAPSS
6. Harry sucks but the lighting at the party is my beloved honestly
7. ALSO OLIVIA COLEMAN IS PERFECT AS NICK'S MOM I can already imagine her giving him that "Love can't cure a mental illness away" talk EEEEE can't wait
8. Nick's reaction to Darcy and Tara's kiss is honestly so cute like what
9. Okay I'm loving that spark sound effect
10. THE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH ARE REAL OKAY
11. Tao eating chips while staring daggers at Nick is so funny I can't 💀
12. "Why are we like this" MY BELOVED SCENE
13. I wanna go to that milkshake place so bad
14. Oh god not that sparks thing again
15. Okay I took a break from binge watching and I CAN'T STOP GIGGLING my mother's like "What's gotten into you?" Probably the Heartstopper effect lmao
16. Also a scene I literally loved in the beginning of Ep2: like Charlie's drum beats encompassing Nick's inner turmoil and increasing the tension in general in the scene. Like that was so clever it's like Nick's heart was "drumming" if you what I mean and it was just so good!
17. You're not allowed to say the "s" word" I literally love Nick with all my heart
18. "Is that a potato?" "It's supposed to be a shoe" god i love Tao💀💀
19. The way Tao splattered his apple juice on Harry GO OFF ICON
20. THAT FIGHT AGSGVSVSHSVS
21. The way Tori threw a glove at Charlie to get his attention lmao
22. Tori spits facts
23. "Maybe I don't deserve to live" PLEASE CHARLIE NOOOOO
24. "I wanna stay pissed off with him a little longer" Nick's little smile I love these two bonding over Charlie
25. Elle's outfits give me life honestly
26. Ahhh that sports day montage gave me flashbacks of my own school's sports day
27. Ahhhhh Charlie telling Ben to piss off(and why did I had to endure so many moments of Ben? Ugh I hate his little face)
28. My baby Nick left the rugby game for Charlie PLEASE THEY ARE SO CUTE AGSSHSBHS
29. AHHHHHH THE PHOTOBOOTH THE PHOTOBOOTH
30. "We're boyfriends" my little idiots in love😭😭
31. The beach scene and Nick's coming out to his mum scene got tears in my eyes ngl
32. TAO AND ELLE
33. Alice's cameo HIII ALICE
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