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chae yul ‼️‼️‼️
secret alliance was one of my first yan manhwas and i binged it in one day LMAOOO, thought abt him recently and a friend suggested i shld draw him ehe <3 so here he is!
#num draws#yul posting#yandere#male yandere#art#digital art#fanart#secret alliance#chae yul#one of my first yan manhwas actually#love this lil guy#flowers killed me#guh#manhwa
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hey other systems, would recommend steering clear of user eruruu, it seems to have been convinced by their psychiatrist(s) that DID is mostly delusion and only consists of heightened trauma states and dissociation. it came onto my post about how to support loved ones who are systems with a massive spiel explaining extremely out of date understandings of DID, finishing it off with an outdated article from the late 1900s-early 2000s containing many misconceptions about the disorder as a whole. I'd suggest blocking it, don't interact or send hate, I think it's been convinced of these things by professionals trying to make the disorder less "scary" or "unusual". just block and move on.
#osdd#did#system#GUH. I'm about to become the killer#grips my head#very worked up over this I love being told that our existences are just delusions and that all of us don't actually exist#it fucks you up!!! hearing that it fucks you up!!!!!#I've been in therapy for multiple years!!! talked to my therapist and psychiatrist about this and they both agree I have OSDD!!!!#my therapist treats the others like their own people and takes me seriously!!!!#I am going to KILL
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A curious mermaid approaches you, keeping her distance. The beautiful, vibrant colors of her scales and hair are a distinct contrast to her gentle, friendly demeanor.
MerMay 2023 - Moni the Beta Fish Mermaid 🧜♀️
Mermoni!!
Drew this piece back in May 2023, around 12 hours of work total :jawdrop:
Anyway, i usually dont do lineart, much less thin lineart. So, as a result this piece was a test/challenge to my patience and skill lmao. It proved to be quite fruitful to me, experimenting with rendering and thin lineart overall. auauuua she is so precious to me and i love her, and the time and dedication to this piece i hope showcases that! :]!!
Enjoy, as always! <3
#obey me#obey me fanart#omswd#obey me nightbringer#obey me mc#obey me moni#om! swd#obey me shall we date#my art#artists on tumblr#mermaid#mermaid art#mermay#6 hours of lineart guh#it lowkey killed me but it was so relaxing to me#my fav part of the tail#also her hair
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idw transformers take on a death god is really good. an amnesiac god of death who has no idea what he is but still feels some sort of pull towards the deaths of others so he goes around cataloguing every fallen and forgotten warrior, performing funeral rites for soldiers whose fate will never be known by anyone else, planting an endless field of flowers and leaving a bit of the fallen’s life inside each petal. a lone soul quietly mourning the lost and forgotten, regardless of what side of the war they were on, still, in a way, unknowingly fulfilling his duty of laying the dead to rest, and bringing their souls to the next life
#sometging about a grim reaper/god of death quietly mourning the souls it takes does something to my brain#censere is everything to me btw#and when hes killed someofhis own flowers are placed in his wounds GUH#tf#censere#mortilus#necrobot
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Another project, a dozen drawings based on 3 rules you set for yourself!! mine were flower heads, shows the sky somewhere, and they're all different times of day
#sana school stuff#original art#flower girls was something i've been wanting to do for years and i thought this project was a good opportunity to do so but yknow. the thin#where when you do something for school it's less fun#yeah#especially with time constraints#honestly i thought about making enseason my dozen but 12 of those in such a short timespan mightve actually killed me#i did 11/12 of these backgrounds within a 12 hour timespan (breaks included)#each of them took 30 min-1 hour#the actual people tho. took anywhere from 1. to multiple hours#the flowers were chosen based on the month they bloom in#'cause all of them also correspond with a month#fun fact did you know daffodils can kill other flowers (namely roses and tulips) they're in a vase with if not treated properly first#no one pointed out the morbidity of a flower person walking in a flower field.#also. if you care#i don't know if i can get the april edition out on time#i'll try but i've taken 2 days rest to recover from the fact i cranked all these out within like 3 weeks total (lineart got my ass)#sana will be back shortly i miss posting here#i miss you guys!!!#guh
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okada did not in fact kill those clowns he joined them. love him though
DAMN finding this out as we speak (god bless the troops (gifset makers) for filling me in so quickly)
#heel okada kinda fucks a bit tho tbh#sad he did not kill these clowns but. alas#GUH FASCINATING NONETHELESS#making me consider watching some aew esp with osprey and okada in the mix....
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SIDE PROFILES BUT IT'S REN AND NONA 🗣🗣🗣🗣(my beloveds ong)
#homepage#oxenfree art#oxenfree#ren oxenfree#nona oxenfree#oxenfree nona#oxenfree ren#drawing nona made me wanna kill myself#WHY WAS REN SO FUN TO DRAW#guh do I gotta do this for the rest of em now#did u know pigeons produce a milk like substance for their children#guh#autusm 👍
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Lurch Lake
#hfth#guh#gwuh#im dying and this show is what has killed me#40% of my thoughts consumed by this podcast#the shitty image quality adds to it i think#hello from the hallowoods#my art
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Thinking about going to World Most Boring Bible Study Ever. Idk yall. Idk. Idek.
#the number of times i have faked a call yo leave early. the number of times ive played solitaire on my phone. i got to the potty to kill tim#like! just answer questions its not that hard!!!!!!#you dont even need to be right just throw some spaghetti at the wall and see what sticks!#also group leaders stop reading questions from a script from your phone#ALSO PLEASE CAN WE STOP GOING THROUGH THE SAME VERSES WE GO THROUVH ON SUNDAYS#this is why we have a split in our life group/church crowdm just sayin#i just. i just miss doing bible studys with people who were way smarter than me#being a church kid in a college church is just 👁👄👁#i shpuldnt be dreading going to bible study!!!!!!#so its probably a me problem right?!#and also the group leaders have had to tell me to stfu more than once (politely. which was really annoying. dont pussyfoot around!!)#also our only bible study is also our ~only space for new comers~ so i get in trouble if i get too meaty in my excitements and theology#EHICH SHOJLDNT BE MY FAULT!!!!!!!#and YEAH it IS my fault that its my only spot where im spiritually feeding. but also there is a secret eomens group people mention that..#i guess im just excluded from? but also i know most of the women dont like me bc I have interminable Doesnt Shut Up Disease l#like i understand fhat yes it is a little my fault rhat me talking about deep theology makes them feel inadequate but also THAT SHOULDNT BE#guh. i also forgot my meds today so im a little bit more mulish and hard hearted#and i KNOW its a teachable moment amd God is usimg this to temper me or something else but im feelimg grumblr#and ill probably delete this later.#and i have to got to work ok bye
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AGGGHGJJZJJZJZHZGZJZMKKCJJXJXJ
(^^ just finished yakuza 0 for the second time)
#IM SO FUCKING NOT NORMAL OR OKAY ABOUT THSI SHIT. AAAAAAAA#killing. shitting myself#i fuckign bit my hand at the end of the majimako scene when hes walking away AOUUGHHH#i bit it too hard though owiee#im so glad my roommate is out rn so i can freely lose my cool#oughh#when sagawa lights majimas cigarette and one of the first scenes is majima lighting his in typical deferential fashion#but sagawa lights it like an equal#also still not over the suit discussion in serena. AUGHHHH FUCKKK#and the whole “even if it takes me my whole life i swear ill pay you back nishiki' GOD FUCK ME JUST. NNNNGHHHHHHGJKSJSJS#KILL ME NOW RGG STUDIOS#AAAAGGGHHGGGAHGAG#guh. ough.hh#anyway watching the shibusawa stage transitions made me think of making an rgg gay sex comp#but like it's just fighting moments that are particularly 🤨 or 😳 yknow#also eee im so excited to be done w zero bc like#1) i wanted to replay all the games i have + play the judgments this summer and i uh. didnt even finish zero :p#2) i really wanted to get to the non prequel games tbh thate the vibe ive been craving so this is good#and i only spent half the time i did last run on this!! 78 hr personal best omgg <3#rgg
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I believe I deserve a sweet little treat [He has done nothing important for the past week]
#i am so fucked#don't let them see this!#i could always go to the kitchen - Above the fridge ;-)#siiigh to have things i enjoy. the worst. ever.#i really dont wanna be god im so fucked but im so tired. and i dont want to be yelled at but i dont want to do anything#i feel like just. lying down and not getting back up. nap time. oreverrrr#i really wish i could live carefree doing whatever#guh. is it even worth it to try?#im just going to end up all. eugh.#sure. it was great last year. but uhghfhfhg so quiet and so hard and so. bluh.#i really dont wanna wake up on monday#so stressful all the time#im either stressed but enjoying and spending time with friends or stressed and alone but people are proud of me#maybe we should cut off interests for a while - it could fix hims stuff.#i wish i could focus#i dont know why so hard recently#uhhhghĥhhhhhhh#i dont think i deserve to sleep but im so tired but i need to work on things#god i want to kill myself - you can't!! youve taken too many vows to die now
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the desire to try and see boygenius perform live bc I’ve been on a the record lockdown since it came out VERSUS the knowledge i night for real explode being in the same physical space as the boys and listening to them perform hear songs in person
#I JUST THINK IF I SAW JULIEN BAKER GRIN AND SING AND JUMP AROHND IRL IT MIGHT KILL ME#AND THAT IT MIGHT BE WORTH IT ANYWAY#boygenius#guh.
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i found this cool leafpool interpretation
I thought you would like it
https://www.tumblr.com/blimbo-buddy/734554352543563776/i-also-have-an-idea-to-recontextualize-leafpools
AAAHH thank you for sharing!
kinda super obsessed with this version of leafy... super unique and super interesting to think about!
#asks#its just really nice to see a story tackle these kind of issues?? like i feel like these are really serious important issues that should be#portrayed/discussed more but just... arent given that spotlight at all hmh#god i hope that makes sense im so sick right now GUH! might come back and reblog when i can form coherent thoughts frowns#anyways i literally love her leafpool i will kill for you ask me to kill for you
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becoming a living zombie
or skeleton
i am actively becoming Yomi
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This one gets its own special post cuz
Erm dang.. I wonder who this one is from.. (pls look @deaditebug made one too pls go send her aplenty ashes on my behalf 💜💜💜)
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love how i'm used to sitting in this certain position all the time on my bed and it is actually super comfy and generally leaves no room for pain or anything but specifically today it's like super freaking painful and i can't move my arm very well bc now my whole upper body is stiff and very sore also!! like okay. why.
#personal#fibro tag#i know WHY but guh#i can feel the air pressure dropping i'm tired & on my period etc etc#and earlier i forgot to put my knee brace on and promptly bent my knee back#and ever since my body is trying to kill me i guess lksjf#tldr; i'm falling apart lmao
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