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love songs | skz
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pairing... bf!skz x gn!reader (separately) tags... headcanons, fluff, super soft, song recs!, incredibly self-indulgent 😊
stray kids members as my favorite filipino love songs
wc... 1.3k words a/n... hi sorry i'm super obsessed with romantic filipino songs and i wanted to share them with you!!! i translated the titles but i heavily recommend looking at the translated lyrics if you plan on listening to the songs bcs theyre so good i melt every time i swear! i hope you're able to enjoy and share my appreciation for my native language 🫂🫂🫂 (let me know if you're interested in a f2l version cos i've got some ideas brewing haha)
⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆
ɞ° ‧₊˚ ◡̈° CHAN → when i met you - apo
this song is from the 80s and it’s a classic! the whole song is in english and it’s about how one’s lover opened their eyes to a beautiful romance
i once saw a tiktok saying chan is so “first love trope” coded and i AGREE. he gives first and forever vibes. your love is just so pure and overflowing with meaning yk?
i feel like he’s so used to taking care of others and when he meets you the tables are turned cos all of a sudden you’re the one smothering him with love and care and he’s like 😮
you redefined what love means for chan and that’s what made him fall so deeply in love with you
he has a newfound appreciation for life and he’s always looking forward to tomorrow because another day alive is another day with you. also, each day he finds himself loving you even more than the day before
♡ you gave me a reason for my being and i love what i’m feeling
ɞ° ‧₊˚ ◡̈° MINHO → tahanan - adie
tahanan is tagalog for the word home, and this song fits minho because you are his home
this song is about one’s lover being the brightest aspect of their life and i definitely believe that’s how minho would feel about you
everyday he looks forward to going home, not to the literal physical structure, but to you. he feels safe and so so so loved when you’re right by his side
minho is a big softie on the inside, and he shows it to the public sometimes, but it’s 100% out on display when he’s with you. like he’s so smiley and giggly and lovey-dovey when it’s just the two of you it’s insane
he’s actually sooooo clingy like he’s attached to your hip pls. he’s constantly pulling you into hugs honestly. and he loves them so much it makes his heart feel so fuzzy and warm
labis ang ngiti kapag ika’y ka-harap ♡ i smile the most when you’re in front of me
ɞ° ‧₊˚ ◡̈° CHANGBIN → paraluman - adie
the word paraluman refers to someone with indescribable, god-like beauty
this song is about love at first sight and being completely engulfed in one's beauty
and you can see that from changbin through how he looks at you with literal heart-eyes 😍 no matter what you’re doing. you could quite literally be doing your skincare and in the reflection of the mirror you see him smiling at you with admiration painted all over his face.
changbin holds you above everything and everyone. you are the sole reason for his existence like every fiber of his being belongs to you.
he literally praises the ground you walk on. he’s so drunk on your love like he will do anything and everything for you. you are his muse, his inspiration, his god.
namumukadkad ang aking ligaya sa tuwing ika’y papalapit na ♡ my happiness blooms whenever you’re near me
ɞ° ‧₊˚ ◡̈° HYUNJIN → mabagal - daniel padilla, moira dela torre
mabagal means slowly, and this song is purely about one wanting to slow dance and cherish every moment with their lover
hyunjin wants to cherish every single millisecond with you. and dancing happens to be one of his favorite ways to do so.
he will randomly pull you from wherever you're sitting and lead you in a slow, loving, passionate dance
he's such a hopeless romantic, he's a goner. he falls in love with you all over again whenever you have your hands on his neck and his hands on your waist. you’re just gazing into each other’s eyes and talking in hushed tones.
your conversations while dancing hold so much meaning for the both of you. you could talk about something lighthearted or deep, either way it always ends with you expressing your deep love for each other once again
hawak kamay, pikit mata, sumasabay sa musika ♡ holding hands, closed eyes, in sync with the music
ɞ° ‧₊˚ ◡̈° JISUNG → uhaw - dilaw
directly translated, uhaw means thirsty
and lord this boy is THIRSTY for your attention (but it in the best way possible!) he hopes that you think about him as much as he thinks about you
this song is about being head over heels in love, and that's how jisung feels about you. the way you talk, the way you smile, the way you show kiss him. he’s obsessed with every single part
he wants to know everything about you, he wants to be around you 24/7, he wants to be the one you rely on. honestly, he just wants you
the chorus is like i’m so in love with you but i don’t really understand why. that’s jisung. he isn't exactly sure why his heart yearns for you to the point it sometimes hurts, but he doesn't care as long he gets to spend his whole life with you
bakit uhaw sa’yong sayaw, bakit ikaw? ♡ why do i thirst for your dance, why for you?
ɞ° ‧₊˚ ◡̈° FELIX → unang sayaw - nobita
in english, unang sayaw means first dance and this song is about the happy memories of falling in love
felix gets so giddy from everything you do and this song captures that perfectly. his heart does cartwheels every time you look at him and he smiles so wide when you’re with him that his cheeks ache
sometimes the feeling of love overwhelms him so much he just needs to let out a little scream HAHAHA like he needs to let everyone that he’s yours and you’re his 💞
usually, he would tell you that the sun reminds him of you. but one time, he told you that you shine so brightly that it surpasses any star in the whole multiverse and he melts every time he’s with you
he doesn’t mention it, but every time he recalls the journey you’ve gone on together, it ensures him more and more that he wants to marry you one day.
sa ilalim ng kalawakan, pangalan mong isisigaw ♡ under the galaxy sky, i will scream your name
ɞ° ‧₊˚ ◡̈° SEUNGMIN → mundo - iv of spades
the song mundo emphasizes the importance of pure, committed love. mundo means world and it has two uses in this song
for one, it’s used in a way to call one’s lover their whole world. i fully believe that that’s how seungmin sees you. you are his whole world, his everything
and for two, it expresses forgetting everything else except each other; forgetting the whole world around you because what matters is the love that you share
seungmin wants to be your shield. he will protect you and listen to all the problems you have, making sure that you know that he’s by your side every step of the way. you'll never be alone as long as he's alive
he’s not very big on words so he shows his love through actions, and i think that’s very fitting to the meaning of this song
limutin na ang mundo nang magkasama tayo ♡ forget the whole world when it’s just the two of us
ɞ° ‧₊˚ ◡̈° JEONGIN → come inside of my heart - iv of spades
idk if many people know, but this song is in fact by a filipino band! come inside of my heart is about reassuring one’s lover that they are the love of their life, even if they don’t always express or show it very well
jeongin is big on quality time and subtle acts of love and he doesn’t really use his words to tell you how much he loves you. because of this, he sometimes worries that you think he doesn’t love you when that’s not at all true
instead of “i love you,” he prefers to send you playlists of songs that remind him of you. or maybe he’ll leave some of his hoodies at your place so that you can wear them without asking him.
there are times when jeongin wishes you could see inside his mind and his heart so that you would understand how much he loves you (a LOT)
you’re constantly plaguing his thoughts and his heart. he genuinely believes that his life revolves around you because you’re just that significant to him
♡ come save me ‘cause you’re the only one for me
⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆
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obscureother · 1 month
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🌑 f/o list:
i got lots of them, look out lolol.
they come from things i fixate enough on. there's a whole process of how they come about, there's even a thing in my noggin called The Processor, developing f/os. i have other fictional crushes, you can ask for those but its a long list so these are just the ones that i pretend exist commonly. those are the f/os for on my blog.
once more, i dont mind sharing f/os!! i believe fictional people arent owned by anyone but their copyright holders lol, but my version of the character is going to be different from yours, our own experiences, headcanons, etc. even if there could be some in common too, so it doesnt effect me or my comfort if other people love them too. other people who understand the loveliness of the f/o are just who i can talk to and relate to!! i would love to talk about them or yours :0
if you dont like sharing, then i wont talk about them with you so you can be comfy or dont have to interact, thats ok too. i know some people dont for comfort reasons or something. or youre just gatekeepers 👀 /j
there are tags you can block for f/os. if you dont like to share or dont like the f/o themselves, you can block them through "🌑 obscure f/o: 🔲" but 🔲 = the f/o's emoji. the f/o's emojis can be found in the long version of the list below. it doesnt offend me if you dont want to see the f/o or their content!
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f.o. list below the drop down, its kind of long!! also there's gifs, one of them is a bit flashy, so watch your eyes. if you want the short version of the list without the cool gifs, colors, n details:
Gerard Butler's Phantom of the Opera
Bela Lugosi's Count Dracula
Tim Burton + Disney Headless Horsemen. BOTH of them. 🖤💙
too many robert englund characters- Freddy Krueger, Smiley, Inkubus, other ones, uhhhh=
Jason Voorhees
Data
other f.o.
ones being protected for sake of my comfort, not on the f/o list for the time being. . though they /could/ get their own things later or only on certain comments or posts for them.
there could be some pet f/os, but idk. theyre very occasional for me.
"ghosting" or other f/os that i dont know for certain are there, arent developed yet, dont exist very often, etc.
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by order of existence:
their name or what/who they are!
Source (year of source) - where the f/o comes from
est. (year) - when they became an f/o
other notes - just some other notes :0
they have colors just cause i wanted to make them pretty, the colors dont mean anything specifically. the emojis are just for later reference for f/o content.
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"Gerik" 🥔 (Gerard Butler's Phantom; Erik)
Phantom of the Opera (2004)
technically not the first f/o ever, but he's the one who wasnt what i consider "proto-f/o"
est. 2017?? i dont remember when i was a freshman in high school lolol.
i have a couple of other phantoms too, but they're considered retired and live in some other world now. they just visit sometimes. those were from the Broadway musical, 1943, and 1990.
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Vlad Dracula 🦇
Dracula (1934)
(yes, the old Bela Lugosi one. OLD F/O. <33)
est. 2018 or so, pretty close to my POTO obsession.
there's the Count Von Count (from Sesame Street-) f/o too who kind of stemmed off of the Drac fixation?? 2018/2019 or so, he's the queerplatonic comfort. 🦇 💜
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Headless Horsemen (i have 2, i love BOTH of them.)
Sleepy Hollow (1999) & The Adventures of Ichabod Crane and Mr. Toad/The Legend of Sleepy Hollow (1949)
Tim Burton's Sleepy Hollow 💀est. 2019, Disney 🎃one est. same year but later!
They have their own lore + f/o headcanoned names, horses, so these horsemen are different from yours and the canon too.
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Freddy Krueger 🥓(yes, Fred, oh god-)
A Nightmare on Elm Street (1984-1991, I don't include New Nightmare in my f/o's lore/tweaks? but I do FvsJ!!)
est. 2021. . ??
He DOES NOT have any relations to the remake, he is exclusively the original series and FvsJ content. i BEG OF THEE do not associate him with it RGRHRHH- (no hate towards remake fans, he's just NOT MY FREDERICK. 😤)
for those of you convinced the original's a diddler too, tho. . not my frederick. <3
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The Rob Squad:
this is what i call the f/os that come from me becoming a loser for robert englund after freddy lolol.
all of them est. between 2021-2023 i think. so theyre new, but theyre very developed tho.
there are some other f/os of other rob characters, but theyre not developed enough/formed to be for certain??
includes: Smiley, Inkubus, other ones for later, down below:
Smiley :) ⛓
The Adventures of Ford Fairlane (1990)
VERY lore heavy on my f/o, he has so little on him canonically, so i gave him some. My smiley is def not the exact same as yours.
he has NO CONTENT PLZ- i had to make this gif and i dont have good quality video tools >:"0 the head motion looks spooky fast for me idk how to fix iT.
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Inkubus 🖤
Inkubus (2011)
other tweaks/lore to him too. like demon and goat forms 👀
im nOT a loser for old men (normally), just this one >:"0 but we do support loving old men here, dont worry bros. <3
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Jason Voorhees 🏒
Friday the 13th (1980, im still watching FT13 so what movies get involved with his f/o form are still being developed. he's very. . ghost-ie rn between existing and not yet existing. they take time to develop for me.)
est. 2023
yes, it does get difficult with Freddy around. *sigh.*
relationship not known?? comfort f/o, bit of lore/tweaks for him too.
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Data ⭐
Star Trek: The Next Generation (1987-1994 i think??)
platonic?? im not really sure what the relationship is, he's just helpful and comforting.
Spot included.
est. late 2023/2024, very new & developing as of this post.
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for the one person who sent me an ask for my f/os: @wicked1will0sparkles
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katsigian · 9 months
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Hrrmmmm trying to think of how I'm going to go about building my new bg3 OCs. Do I just. Make up a little backstory for them separate from game canon? Do I...go completely balls to the wall and develop them to an insane degree before the events of the game? Knowing myself, I'm going to likely be infused with the hyperfixation any minute now and be lost in the sauce
I've picked their ships already it's just. it's going to be inch resting trying to develop my companions with my OCs in such a way that's still canon (has no idea what theyre doing).
Because look, Callistus is my very competent and quiet high elf ranger boy. He loves kids, has a zest for life under the calm exterior, smiles easily but is a little shy. I think it would be delightful to pair him with the vampire for reasons of sweet shy boy with the (seemingly) edgy and very troubles Astarion. He sees that vampire and goes "oh you need some loving. Thank god im the right man for the job." Do u see my vision
I'm thinking about making a lady, perhaps a half drow sorcerer who is so grumpy, just a complete thundercloud. Aaaaand predictable little old me is going to smush her up against Karlach because oh my god that would be adorable. Big, tough, smiley lady with small, grumpy lady, I die. The little grump getting attached to the one person who can make her smile and blush without fail. Mayhaps I'll call her Arien, or Ari for short.
And of course I need another boy because I want to smush somebody up against Gale, that big nerd. Powerful educated bookish man needs........someone bordering on downright dastardly who will slowly open up and soften up oooooohhhhh. A rogue? A chaotic neutral rogue......who immediately likes Gale and goes "Oh shit I gotta be nice if I wanna be with this man." He needs an H name me thinks. Helthros has a nice ring to it. But I also feel an L name. Larkspell keeps coming to mind.
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schumigrace · 9 months
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(this is a bit late bcs istg none of my mutuals' posts ever show up on my dash) BUT OH MY GOD GRACE!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE SEBSON PICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO SOB THEYRE SO ADORABLE!!!!!!!!! SEB LOOKS SO TINY!!!! THEY'RE BOTH SO SMILEY AND CUDDLY 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
It's so funny bcs I instantly thought of you when I saw them and said your name in my tags and then I go check the tags and found your tags saying my name 😭 the sebson brainrot partnership is alive and well 🤝 I think I now need to go delve into Ferrari Seb era sebson bcs OH MY GOD!!!!! They are literally a married couple, you cannot tell me otherwise!!!
NO BUT IT'S SO ANNOYING it's so hit and miss as to whether my mutuals see my posts and if they do its like .. 2 weeks after I posted it's so annoying !!!! I love having conversations with people in the tags and it doesn't work if they just don't see them 😭😭
but OMG those pics I'm going insane😭😭😭 I NEED the clip IMMEDIATELY I must see this moment play out because jenson WHy are you manhandling him and OF COURSE seb is loving it he was literally born to be thrown around by jense
I never really think about looking for sebson content in the Ferrari years just because there's no podiums with them together and that's when they are at their most unhinged™, I must find more👀
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citrus-blade · 9 months
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Can you do a dreamnoblade fic where theyre gods, but instead of like every dreamnoblade gods fic dream is the blood god and techno is chaos? itd make so much sense!
I STRUGGLED SO MUCH WITH THIS REQUEST AND THAT’S WHY IT’S SO LATE. Also because of the situation with tommy and personal stuff. I honestly just started typing and looked what came out of it without thinking too much about it lol I hope you can still enjoy it <3
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Screams. Weapons falling against each other. Shouting. Crying. And then total silence. It had been raining the past few days, as the fighting had happened between the armies. Some of the blood that was the result of a dumb and useless fight was taken in by the ground or washed away by the rain. But it was so much that it was impossible for it all to vanish and with that he knew who’d appear soon.
Techno kept walking through the field, watch as animals used the corpses to feast on, covered in blood as they survived from other’s deaths. Birds, especially crows, enjoyed the feast, only looking up when Techno walked right past them. Under him a squealshing sound happened whenever he took a step, the blood flooding around his boots.
This had been his idea, this war. Riling up two different kingdoms was easy, told that one said something nasty about the others. Humans were just so easy in general, making them mad and playing with their ego. Just a few words placed at the right time were all it needed. ‘King Gerald said that his land is much better than King Ericson’s’ or ‘Ericson’s Queen is more beautiful than Gerald’s is’.
That was all they needed to scream at their knights and force them out on with weapons. Now they were all dead, including the foolish kings who thought they’d ever be able to fight in a war. Dumb humans.
Oh, what Techno did for love.
And talking of love, he heard a low giggle behind him before someone took a deep breath, exhaling heavily. “How sweet,” the man said as Techno turned around, meeting Green eyes that seemed to shimmer red when the light hit just right, “is that a present for me?”
“Dream,” Techno mumbled, staring at the man standing a few feet away from him. His blond hair shone in the sun beaming down on them and his wide clothes flowed with the wind around them. There was a mask hanging on the side of his face, a grotesque looking smiley drawn on it. “God of Blood.”
“Technoblade,” the god answered, slowly stepping closer to the pink haired man. Where Dream’s hair was rather short and curly, Techno was long and straight, tied in a high ponytail. He wore a white blouse and black tights pants with high boots, his red eyes not leaving Dream’s. “God of Chaos. And I see you’re being good in it?”
Techno huffed lightly, now also walking towards the other with slow yet long steps. “It was getting boring, the earth got to quiet. A little bit of chaos was never a bad thing.”
“Of course not,” they stopped in front of each other, Dream having to look up just the slightest. “At least not for us Gods, right? Meanwhile I can feel the blood that will be spread around in the kingdoms soon, as the people will get desperate now that their kings are dead.”
“Take it as a little extra.” Dream laughed at that, loud wheezy noise echoing through the silent field. The crows didn’t bother as they were used to it by now, always close to the Blood God after all. They got used to him quiet fast and had been with him for hundreds of years. It took them some time after Dream was chose, after he got sacrificed together with Techno.
Two friends who were doomed from the start, two lovers who were hated and given away to their own fate. Dying in each others arms as Dream was bleeding to death after Techno tried to steal, tried to confuse people by making some chaos on a farm. It hadn’t worked, the owner had stabbed Dream when they weren’t paying attention.
And all that for a bit of bread and a few eggs when they were starving. But as they lay there, blood around them and tears falling and empty promises whispered, they were heard. Someone, or something, spoke to them, promised the lovers eternal life. They accepted, however, they didn’t know the rule.
Techno, as thee God of Chaos, could wander the human realm without much trouble. That was a necessity to do what he was there for, to make sure wars happened, to chaos storms and destroy villages, to make water rise and flood whole towns. But Dream, the Good Blood, he couldn’t. He existed in his own realm where no one could follow and for him to appear blood was needed.
The more blood was given, the longer he could stay. And a field covered in fallen soldiers give a lot of blood and time for the two lovers to be reunited again.
Techno was pulled from his thoughts as hands, fingertips tainted a dark red, cupped his face, making him look down. A smile was spread over Dream’s lips, gentle and promising, telling a story of a lonely person who wished to be with his lover. Now he was here, he was right in front of him for more than a few seconds that they usually got. Cause even though humans were monsters, they knew spilling blood wasn’t always the best solutions.
Only once a few decades does enough blood spill to summon Dream for longer than a minute or two. So they had to enjoy every second they got to spent together.
Lips met, pressing against each other softly, then more desperate. Filled with a love other hated, other had seen as sin. It was their blood that had splattered the world first, the only right thing to do. Techno remembered the screams as he got other villages to pillage them, to burn down everything in their way and made sure no survivors were left.
Seeing Dream the first time as a god had been so mesmerizing. The dark glow around him, the flowy clothes that revealed just enough skin, showed the freckles that littered the blond’s body. Techno had loved it, had enjoyed the way their arms had fallen around each other again, had fallen in love with the steady beat of Dream’s heart, one that would never stop beating.
They moved away, a thumb stroking under Techno’s eye as he gazed at his lover, hands on his waist. “I missed you,” Dream whispered, pressing their forehead together, breathing together, just taking each other in. It had been so long since they had been reunited, the humans started growing more cautious, they thought more about their actions and the consequences. Ericon and Gerald were the last ones who were easy to persuade into a dumb and useless war.
And Techno was scared, so scared that he would have to wait for longer next time. He let out a trembling breath, pressing closer to the man he had loved for such a long time. “Dream,” he mumbled, the man humming as an answer, one hand reaching up to stroke his neck, to calm him. “The humans. They learn, they are stubborn and start to think much more. I don’t know- I just- What when-”
“Shhh,” Dream hushed, placing a gentle kiss on Techno’s chin, afterwards making him look at him. “It’s okay, love, you will find ways.”
“But it might start taking longer and our time together will probably be shorter,” Techno sounded desperate, helpless. Just like he sounded when Dream way laying in his arms, bleeding and dying. Sometimes Techno regret that they took those deals, if they had died together they would be together in the afterlife. Now they couldn’t, they’d never be able to do that. They had doomed themselves.
Dream’s eyes moved all over his face, like he was remembering every detail, every little hair and every tiny scar. Eventually both hands rested around his neck and he leaned closer to whisper between their breathes. “I would willing wait hundreds, no, thousands of years just to spent merely a second with you. That’s how much I love you and it will never change.”
Breathless, overwhelmed, Techno fell silent, only squeezing Dream’s waist between his longer fingers. Then he pulled him closer, wrapping his arms around his partner, the man he had fallen in love with as a child and was now connected with for the end of time and beyond. And there they stood, holding each other close, enjoying every second that they could spent to the God of Time.
And as the blood started to fade and the crows finished their last meal, did the two still stand there. Breathing, kissing, holding onto each other and they would do it again, the Blood of Chaos would make sure of that.
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bloodenjoyer · 9 months
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tipsy ask: what's an album you'd recommend for someone trying to expand their music taste
Woah...in What direction>? and by expand are you trying to dig into more obscure stuff or do U just feel yr current music taste isnt as wide reaching as youd like?ummmm idk ill just rattle off some albums that i Really love. so the answer to this question really really depends on what mood im in so probably ill send you to the 60s and seventies..although today i listened to pretty.odd. (panic!at the disco Lol) over and over. electric warrior (t rex) is probs one of my all time favs ever ever ever....his n hers (pulp)... version 2.0 (garbage) Hmm. smiley smile + wild honey are my fav beach boys albums that really Arent about surfing like at all. some of their best stuff. like obviously theres pet sounds but everyone loves pet sounds. nasty gal (betty davis)...um...Idk im very fond of 60s/70s music.. Beyond the valley of the dolls soundtrack for a fake movie band with real music. if you can believe your eyes & ears (the mamas & the papas) electric ladyland (jimi hendrix) UM THE VELVET UNDERGROUND LOADED. umm sell out and a quick one are probably my fav who albums..fresh fruit for rotting vegetables (dead kennedys) ...CORAL FANG...!!!(the distillers) Ummmm hot mess and viva la cobra. cobra starship forever. Sorry im rattling off a bunch of shit. i know everyone know s about the beatles and theyre popular and so recommending them is silly but if you arent into them my fav albums of theirs are rubber soul and revolver..OHH my god um. Nancy and lee. ummmm. desolation boulevard (sweet). Okay i shut up now.this isnt coherent and im sure ill look back and go man that wasmessy and shit and i left out all the imprortant stuff.but its ALMOST FIVE AM????? help. how did that happen GOODNIGHT
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stabberghost · 1 year
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how did you come with your ocs??? i lov all of their designs and concepts and would love to hear your thought process behind it all hehehe
OHH WONDERFUL QUESTION. Ohh man this post is gonna be really long I'm sorry.
i usually come up with what they teach first and then go on trying to imagine what they'd look like. its usually a somewhat long process for me
for b. happy, he wasn't really supposed to teach about emotions at first. i almost considered making him teach about fame and comedy but something in my head was like "comedy = laughter = happiness = emotion" and I was like OH MY GOD. IM A GENIUS. if I didn't come up with him being an emotions teacher he wouldn't exist at all really. instead of happy I wouldve made mic take his place and teach about being a famous comedian instead. Good god can you imagine
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yeah I'm also showing concept art idgaf
after i made happy i had an idea for another oc but this time they would teach about acting and drama. you already know this is about comedy and tragedy but they were originally one person, with tragedy being the host and her having comedy as a seperate mask on his head that would occasionally talk to them. basically some kind of evil parasite. Although I ended up splitting them into two different people as i felt like it would be better
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AND FINALLY PERI!!!! It took me a while to design her honestly ! I came up with the idea of a character that taught about how dangerous the world can be, without realizing THEYRE a danger to the world itself. I wanted something related to caution and hazard signs so she was gonna be a really tall stop sign at first... But i thought that was basic as hell so THANK GOD you guys don't have to deal with stop sign peri. Not pictured because i didnt draw it but after I trashed her stop sign design she was gonna be an armadillo! I thought it made sense since she's a really skittish and nervous character, she could curl up and hide in her shell. Buuut I immediately scrapped that idea Rest in piece armadillo peri
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out of all of them peri was by far my most favorite one to conceptualize and design. she was such a fun character to work with
little fun fact. I've definitely said it before but they had other names! After i posted b. Happy for the first time, I thought his name was goofy and was gonna rename him to Mr. Smiley, but the post was gaining a lot of notes and so I thought. Why even bother with the name change!
comedy and tragedy also had names at first, those names being connie and tracey. Comedy and tragedy were originally placeholder names but i ended up settling on those ones because it just. Fit yknow
It took me about a day to come up with peri's name. I wanted her to be named after dangerous chemicals and whatnot, and i told myself that if i couldn't find a name for her i would have to name her methyl bromide. Literally. But I ended up naming her after the periodic table itself
ANYWAYS SOOOOO SORRY FOR THE RAMBLE!!!!!!!! I definitely went off topic but yeha
And oh god i feel like drawing my ocs now. What have you done to me
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marv3l-drag0ns · 2 years
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dysphoria moment™️
just. URHGHH. i need to kill. i need to chop of my tits and stick em in a garbage fire and deepen my voice and cut my hair and just. stop.
im TIRED man. i know that pronoun pins are small and hard to read sometimes, and not everyone knows how to use a gender neutral "sir/maam". or even that i LIKE sir or mr instead of mx (mx feels weird to say i dont like it). but god i wish people could try.
I know my voice isnt from my chest and doesnt sound masculine. i want to work on it but i cant hear myself speak. ((and dad kind of mocked it once without meaning to and it wasn't actual mocking probably and i know i said nothing but it felt like it and it killed my confidence)). And i know that i dont have a masculine face and that all the tips to look more masculine are "be angry/grumpy" but i have to be smiley because covid mask and customer service and i cant look mean or else something Bad will happen.
and i know that im probably to rough or heavy handed sometimes in teasing or funny friend jokes but im trying to show im friendly. trying to not have to wear a mask and be awkward.
and i know i have boobs and i hate them and i dont want them and i cant do anything until june 29 i just have to make it till then. because then i can go to the doctor and have the doctor "reassure" parents that binders are safe if done responsibly and wont permanently fuck me up.
and im so scared for when (if) i actually get a binder that ill love it and never take it off and hurt myself and go through another gender crisis and i dont know if i can make it. i don't. i want to believe ill make it but it feel so hard sometimes yknow? that ill end up sad and trapped and just. hurt.
but back to the original point: i know that i dont look or act or sound masculine. and i know that my paperwork reads my deadname and that there will alwyas be some people who know me by [H****]. and that its inevitable that some customer will walk in and think theyre being nice by saying "thanks honey" or "how are you doin sweety" but it feels weird and wrong and im angry that I cant be perceived how i want to be perceived. that coworkers and teachers and other adults will mess up and say "[H****]" or "she" or any other number of thigns that feel like knives.
but i have to keep going right? I have to keep going and stay fueled by the people who say Cadmus. by all my friends and all the happy times and just how far ive come and all of my close friends and family. and even if it feels like im waiting for the shoe to constantly drop with my parents or with my boss or just. all the time. that it'll get better.
right?
#hey i might be nd#dragon's dilemmas#yknow i like being able to do it under a readmore that feels more personal to me#but anyway#yeah. im sad#im dreading the doctors appointment cuz im overweiht and i dont want my problems to be ignored bcuz of that#and i dont want my thoughts that be dismissed again#((which is a WHOLE other rant that im not doing tongiht. probalby))#but i want to be able to get support gender-wise#another vein: mad at mom bcuz it feels like shes tryna plan out my summer for me#and its a whole issue bcuz i feel like i cant talk to parents about my health#like- i feel like theyll turn it into ''oh ur too heavy we all eat too much/not right#we need to lose weight etc etc#and its been that way for 8 fucking years.#im tired of being told that#and its just. that? that entire turn-around? thats one of the biggest reasons i want to leave#i dont want to leave but sometimes i feel like if i stay im going to suffocate and have a nervous breakdown#and just start screaming at my parents and cursing and then theyll be seriously fucking mad and just. i cant handle that.#and im lonely i cant talk to my friends and i feel like shit venting to the internet#but i cant do it anywhere else because im the shoulder to lean on to my friends i guess#and (circling back) when i tried to talk to parents last year bout mental health it was ''oh just talk to them youll figure it out''#or when dad actually seemed to be listening and would let me vent on drives he suddenly got too busy and i know thats not fair to him#but i wish i had that outlet ig.#xur. ill just. yeah. thats it. ig
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chocolatecakecas · 2 years
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Saileen // My Girl
I've got sunshine on a cloudy day
happy 1st anniversary sam and eileen💛💍
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mikeywaycentury · 5 years
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mikeyway why I smile more in photos these days... I love you @kristincolby
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carphoegras · 2 years
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modern!joly headcanons
(dedicated to the lovely @midasinc ty for passing your joly love onto me i am eternally grateful)
- he has those like thinly rimmed round glasses in silver and they make his eyes SO BIG
- the lenses are so thick hes legally blind
- the only amis with a car (what about feuilly i hear you say feuilly has a vespa and thats that on that
- i feel like hes a vegan
- hes like one of those moms who is like oh yeah i have food and yummy snacks and its like pumpkin seeds and kale
- “no r i can make brownies with cashews theyre just as good i swear-“ “SHUT!UP! JOLY!”
- chronic hand holder. will hold anyones hand. he doesnt even realize it. just slips his lil hand into his friends’ and doesnt say a goddamn word
- its good that he holds hands because that sweet dude gets lost so quickly. so easily. drifts into the crowd like a feather in the wind and they find him eleven blocks away with a hot dog and a penny
- he and jehan like to go looking for pebbles and sticks to find their friends theyre like little penguins
- has can and will break a man’s nose he’s a fucking doctor bitch dont test him with anatomy
- the WORST movie and music taste
- “war movies ARE interesting its about our HISTORY and what is more interesting than WE AS HUMANS”
- les amis’s second resident grandpa
- the first being feuilly obviously
- speaking of he and feuilly are BEST FRIENDS
- since they both work late nights they always call each other and just kinda talk
- feuilly talks ab the weirdest thing he found in a sink drain and joly talks about the weird thing he found in a man’s ass
- speaking of he just talks about like anything? and everything? there are no points to his story
- “i saw a squirrel on the window”
- “okay?”
- “he was fluffy i thought he was neat”
- has those weird toe shoe sandal things he claims they give him “spidermanesque stickiness” to the floor
- an absurd amount of cargo shorts live in his closet. its ridiculous
-he also owns two pairs of those pants that zip off into shorts and can zip back into pants
- wears long johns the SECOND it dips beneath fifty degrees
- the skin of tissue paper he bruises like a peach
- eat some iron you weirdo
- he does he has a cabinet full of vitamins and he plays a game where he sees how many he can hide in grantaire’s food
- “ITS CALCIUM YOU FUCKING IDIOT SWALLOW IT DO NOT SPIT IT OUT DO NOT FUCKING SPIT-“
- very strong from the amount of times hes wrestled grantaire to the ground and shoved pills in his mouth
- he had a turtle when he was young. he loved that turtle. he has a turtle tattooed on his ankle in memory of her
- hes just loves turtles
- hes a reptile guy
- snakes and lizards fuck yeah
- “hey enjolras have you ever seen a turtle penis” “OH MY GOD JOLY WHAT THE FUCK”
- nice hands and pretty eyes
- hes a fucking catch you guys
- a smart cute doctor sign me UPPP
- hes actually finished medical school and his internships unlike SOMEONE cough combeferre (its ok phds in bugs are cool too btw i hc that he works in a museum ill talk about it later)
- he has one lil beauty mark under his eye
- one time he grew a mustache
- didnt work out its ok we cant all look like bahorel baby
- he and bahorel are FITNESS BROS
- bossuet and him also have like bff telekinetic powers where they dont even have to speak
- troy and abed vibes package deal one for two they have matching bracelets and tattoos
- the tattoo is a smiley face on their buttcheeks jolys is the right and bossuet’s is the left
- remind me to make a full list of bestie hcs for them i dont see enough bossuet talk tbh
- this is getting excessive ok but i love him hes very precious to me
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legends new ep gays lets go!!! as always spoilers ahead :)
i love smart behrad give us more of smart behrad pls
WIFEE SHE CALLED HER WIFEEE IM AAAAAAAA GIVE ME MORE OF THAT GOOD SHIT PLS
oooooh new intro!! looks fun! GIDEON MY BELOVED ;-; gloria is the best i really dont want her to go away... astra that is your child now get used to it sweetheart
sara speaking the truth about men... theyre usually bad so sorry if i dont comment on nates part cause i dont care about american history so yeah
HIGH ZARI OMG I LOVE HER ALREADY I LOVE THEM ALLL SO MUCH she called them moms ;-; theyre accepting the mom role
GIDEON MADE A SMILEY FACE ON THE APPLE??? THATS TOO CUTE OMG OH SHIT GIDEON.EXE STOPPED WORKING
i love the ladies of this show so much they make me soft and zava is the best dynamic ava will be a great mom someday... HELP HSUAHSUA ZARI DONT CALL THEM OUT LIKE THAT
GLORIA PLEASE HAUABWUAB and when gideon gets back and start being her sassy self on the ship and whenever astra says something gideon just "okay mom" and leaves hsuaha
ngl i dont want anything bad to happen with B and gary... i hate historically important men they suck and nate getting too much into the role angers me
of course zari astra and spooner are going to be the ones to solve the mystery of why the waverider exploded the waverider you go girls!!
ALL THIS ESPERASTRA CONTENT WILL MAKE ME SOFT I LOVE THEM gideon come back astra isnt mad at you shes mad at herself GIDEON NOOOOO look what youve done astra
CONSPIRACY THEORIST ZARI YES LETS GO!!! NERD ZAVA YESSSSS SOLVE THOSE THEORIES GIRLS YOU CAN DO IT! theyre literally us trying to figure out what is happening in the show hsuahush love that
WHAT IS HAPPENING??? also thank god nate is back to his normal dorky self... ANOTHER HOOVER??? ROBOTS????? also where did zari get her outfit in such short notice?
THATS SO SOFT WTF CAN WE KEEP THE CHILL VIBES FROM ESPERASTRA AT GLORIAS HOUSE FOR A WHOLE SEASON? SHE SPEAKS!!!! LETS GO LADIES LETS SAVE THOSE IDIOTS FROM DYING
im excited for this season i hope we get back into time travel shit cause its fun and gideon is amazing i love her so much!!! wish we could keep gloria but i dont want her to get dragged into legends bs
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honeybearhalsin · 7 years
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they are all just so endearing!!!! <3
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weare0ne · 3 years
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𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘂𝗺’𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗲𝘅𝗼
𝗍𝖺𝗀𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍- 𝗅𝗆𝗄 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎’𝖽 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗃𝗈𝗂𝗇 ! -> @bigbrainenergytingz
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suho (sureum):
you KNOW the nation’s leader takes care of his girl
she IS baby in his eyes and it will remain that way even when she's an old woman
they're close and she's lowkey his favorite (because she laughs at his jokes)
she relies on suho a lot and he does all he can to support her and care for her
it's hard being the only girl in EXO of all groups because they're literally royalty
so suho HYPES HER UP
was super clingy when he enlisted (she visits them all when they do) but god it’s CONSTANT texts shes crazy
lots of love with them
sureum things !
-> suho making sure she gets water first at concerts/shows/schedules
-> areum rubbing his back reassuringly when they clown him (even tho she does it too)
-> each other’s biggest cheerleaders
-> walking/biking together
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xiumin (xiureum):
they have a really chill friendship and cute ass moments
she's his fan and they have lots of inside jokes
she was nervous around all of the members when she joined the group, but she found xiumin very approachable
she's Tiny and xiumin thinks it's so cute and looks at her with big, big love
Must Protect Them because they're so sweet and wholesome
areum didn't like coffee until xiumin made some for her .. to this day, she only drinks it if he makes it
SHE KNOCKED HIM OVER WHEN HE CAME BACK AFTER HIS ENLISTMENT SHE MISSED HER BAOZI
cuties !! best boy and best girl !!
xiureum things !
-> cleaning together, because theyre the best at it
-> café dates
-> picking each other for everything just to spite the others
-> maknae and fake maknae
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lay (layreum):
no one, and i repeat NO ONE, should ever say that lay is no longer apart of exo
areum gets scary sometimes. she has and will still yell if someone dares to say that
she is the biggest fan of his solo work !! number one lay zhang stan
she thinks he is SO MF FUNNY. BUT whenever he says something dirty she hits his arm
he thinks she's adorable and always pats her head and tells her that she looks nice
before lay went to china they always had fun and went out together
always says hi to lay whenever exo is on a show or something and always mentions him in speeches
she's gone to china multiple times to visit him- he's one of her best friends, and she misses him so very much
layreum things !
-> random sightings of them walking around in the city
-> hugs and hugs and hugs
-> areum thinking lay is the funniest person to exist
-> lay being a smiley doofus because areum is so sweet and precious with him
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baekhyun (baekeum):
they tease each other constantly and are always very involved with each other's lives
he got sad when she turned down the offer to be in superm, but he understands her desire to develop her solo career and be devoted to solely exo
makes it KNOWN that they all love their girl to death and that exo wouldn't be exo without her
so much pda !! they cling to each other a lot and there's lots of cheek kisses
they clarified, though, that they're purely best friends and baek told everyone sternly that it's not kind to be jealous or rude to areum just because they love him
vocal LEGENDS and he always hypes her singing
SHE hypes his solo career- name a bigger baekhyun stan. i'll wait.
besties, legends, the best
baekeum things !
-> being clingy and holding on to each other a lot
-> laughing fits and being a comedic duo
-> baekhyun being her actual embarrassing big brother
-> always going out of their way to promote each other
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chen (reumchen):
the godmother of his baby
chen is the nation's dad, and he dads areum all the time
she got SO pissed when people were blacklisting him for his marriage and the baby
jongdae’s like. a dad figure for her but also her big brother
she’s VERY defensive of him and vice versa- he HATES areum hate
really really close with his wife too!! they’re besties nd hang out
they play around a lot and have background moments that fans notice and it’s SO funny
she makes sure to visit his wife and daughter a lot since he’s enlisted :(( tears were shed nd she misses him
reumchen things !
-> chen ruffling her hair
-> randomly harmonizing or singing
-> yelling when they talk it’s a problem
-> chen being a protective father
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chanyeol (reumyeol):
chanyeol has been in love with her since he met her like. for nine years now. he’s been in love with her
chanyeol is a PUPPY he is SOFT he is A BABY when it comes to areum and E V E R Y O N E can tell that she’s the love of his life
SHE. DOESNT NOTICE. AT ALL. even lee sooman HIMSELF is like “get it together smh areum just love him already”
meanwhile shes like !! wow chanyeol is the sweetest he’s such a great friend !!
but he loves her so much he’d take friendship over just not having her in his life
yeah he’s pure asf when it comes to her .. for the most part hehe
they’ve gone on so many dates and hang out SO much it’s maddening
she’s the one who started calling him loey
and yes she cries/gets sad SO MF MUCH EVERY DAY because her best friend is enlisted and she can’t imagine spending that much time without him
reumyeol things !
-> cuddles and affection (a LOT more off camera)
-> areum refusing to leave him in the studio at night and falling asleep while he’s working
-> chanyeol being WHIPPED and going everywhere with her/helping her whenever he can
-> so many collabs/covers
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d.o. (kyungreum):
the most popular ship (aside from reumyeol)
wbk kyungsoo is a gentleman and he showcases it when it comes to areum
protects her in public situations
he always makes her laugh and the way he laughs at her is !! so mf SWEET !!
they also were in be positive/positive physique together and had those kiss scenes 😳
chanyeol is convinced he’s secretly in love with her and vice versa
BUT the truth is that they’re just friends. the kiss scene made them laugh nd weirded them out but it looked good because it was ACTING
these nerds are just besties they have long talks and it’s 🥺 she cried so much when he enlisted and visited him and texted him lots
kyungreum things !
-> escorts her at events, gives her his coat to cover her, making sure she isn’t harassed in public
-> very comfortable with each other, especially after their kiss scenes
-> kyungsoo teaches her to cook
-> areum gives him advice about ✨girls✨ or helps him out when he needs it
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kai (kaireum):
jongin and areum .. think of the SEXY ! on stage anyway
IRL THEYRE SUCH LIL PISSBABY NERDS. they’re just. teddy bears. softies
when they dance together it’s BEAUTIFUL it’s AMAZING it’s SHOW STOPPING their charisma on stage!! unparalleled!!
she’s said that kai’s voice is her most favorite in the group and that it has a pretty color to it
adorable playful sleepy buds
he wishes she had chosen to join superm with them :( but like baek, he gets it
she’d rather him wear crop tops than her (she hypes him in them when he gets shy)
she went undercover as one of the backup dancers in mmmh because he wanted her to and it was ICONIC especially because fans were just freaking out trying to put the pieces together
kaireum things !
-> linking pinkies
-> helping him to keep his relationships PRIVATE + areum shipping jenkai (which is still currently happening idc)
-> jongin being her stylist
-> LOUD HAPPY LAUGHS
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sehun (sereum):
sehun never fails to make her laugh
but quite frankly even tho she is the youngest HE is still the maknae because he Just Is and everyone can agree
he will pout if she’s getting treated like the maknae he’s lowkey salty because he was SUPPOSED to be the maknae however he still loves her and they’re iconic siblings
they exchange lots of looks and gossip like crazy
areum LOVES dogs she loves the group’s pets but pretends to not like vivi because sehun has made him spoiled
they just sit and clown everyone and don’t give a single shit about it
they know all of each other’s business and even tho sehun thinks she is THE Dumb Bitch she’s HIS dumb bitch
if areum has to act cute or sexy he bursts out laughing
sereum things !
-> they expose each other on the daily
-> exo’s resident sassy mfs
-> lots of public dates
-> sehun shipping reumyeol but also thinking they’re dumb and he is very tired of it
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Uh, I read your post about having an 80's au for the foreigen kids. And since I'm a Foreigen kids stan, can you tell me more about it?
HI. ANON? ILY.
They're really just random n messy ideas and i forget how many there are but i'm throwing them all here
so the whole thing takes place in highschool and mainly surrounds the cockswolds cotswolds (mainly mark but rebecca is usually there too)
most of them are seniors, rebecca's a junior
mark is an unpopular nerd, therefore the main character because it's the 80s. so is rebecca but she's not the main character
uhh everyone else is kinda just there
like there are no side characters all the foreign kids are kinda equal focus- wise but the main one is mark i guess
like the leader of their group idk idk
estella is the stereotypical rich popular girl, but she's also a closeted lesbian they're all closeted tbh so she's trying to hide that from her mom. Her mom, instead of being all 'Blah blah blah brrak hearts to fuel my life' or something she's just obsessed with status and how popular Estella is. She's always pleased when Estella has a boyfriend, but it's not often. Basically Estella is more smiley and happy than she usually is, but she's stil usually indifferent. Smiles either when she's genuinely happy or wants something. Most of the time she's deadpan or rolling her eyes
Gaydamien is the rich popular jock, his ego is huge. His dad (since he cant be the son of satan in this one) is the principal of their school. He usually gets what he wants, no matter what. Instead of "You dare [insert something here] to the Prince of Hell????" its that but with "Damien Thorn???" yknow because of his last name. He's been dating Estella to boost his ego, mainly. Doesn't realize he likes guys yet. Estella and Damien hate each other, but everyone believes they're dating because they're too scared to say otherwise. They complain about each other to each other AND to people in private.
Pip is just- he's less of a nerd but more of a kid that's just. There. He isn't nerdy but he definitely isn't popular. At all. He's just a pushover man idk what to tell you. He's usually being bullied. He has a huge crush on Damien, because he got him out of trouble with some other jock like. Once. Always gets giggly around him, it's funny to watch. Also very passive aggressive @ Estella because she's dating him. They have very few classes together, but whenever they do he's always like "hey :) so hows damien" and she responds with "why would i know" and he's like "because??? youre dating him???" and she looks really confused for a second and then is like "OH- Oh yeah okay uh. I don't know. So." and then she starts complaining about him or something and pip is all ":) why not just break up?"
Pip also hates Christophe
Which, speaking of, Christophe is also an annoying egotistical jock who plays football with Damien. Damien and Christophe are best friends. Christophe and Gregory are dating in secret
Gregory is the stereotypical gay kid. No other way to put this. If Ryan Evans from High School Musical had a superiority complex. He's a theatre kid, and takes pride in tha- OH MY GOD. Rachel??? Maybe he's Rachel Berry from Glee??? it would kind of work idk,, ok uh anyway yeah he's always bullied for being openly gay and it sucks but he took defense classes in Yardale (yes he's still a transfer from Yardale, yes he constantly mentions it) so he's able to hold his own. But Christophe usually steps in to get Gregory out of there and tend to his wounds.
Rebeccaaaaaa she's the unpopular girl, just started school and doesnt know shit about it after being homeschooled almost her whole life. Has a little crush on Estella, but Estella "Doesn't" notice her. (Estella just thinks of her as some pretty girl who isnt worth her time) Rebecca usually keeps to herself, is usually gossiped about. Estella never gets involved, but whenever she'd get asked about it, instead of defending Rebecca she just says "I hardly believe any of the rumors. She was homeschooled, not taught in witchcraft or satanisim. Or whatever else everyone's saying. Everyone should really calm themselves, if they were so worried about what people thought of them when Rebecca started going here then they should get that in order first before ruining Rebecca's social life. God. You all have to grow up." So, not necessarily a defense but also not an insult. Rebecca still finds it sweet.
Mark is a neerrrrrrd 80s main character. Minus the popular love interest and yearning 😩 And also if the main character had a god/superiority complex.. he's bullied the most other than Gregory, mostly by Damien n Christophe. Girls don't like him, guys don't like him, he really only had Pip and Rebecca for a while. Pip because he's overly nice to almost everyone and wanted to befriend Mark immediately. Usually during lunch Mark sits with Pip and Rebecca. Mark has to hear about Damien all the time from Pip though, so that's annoying.
Uh I know that Pocket is TECHNICALLY a foreign kid but idk shit about him and dont really think about him but he's Estella's cousin and often hangs out with her since he doesn't really have a friend group. He's also really good friends with Pip. BUT since this is a horror au he dies off early
After theyre all friends some stuff happens yada yada yada Gaymien realizes he's pan and has a crush on Pip, Estella takes Rebecca out for a makeover , Christophe gets severely injured because this is a horror au as well, Damien and Pip make out at some point-
Estella and Rebecca both know that theyre Lesbians but they refuse to admit that they like each other
Kinda thinking of this as if it was stranger things or something so i definitely want there to be like... a series of bad events. everyone thinks everythings cool and fine and whatever and there are moments where our group kinda just get to chill n' be kids. idk i just want there to be a falling out in the group and then they all realize they need each other or something dumb like that
also for some fun chill moments we can have estella and rebecca walking around holding hands and laughing n' stuff bc they love each other idk idk
and after the falling out when they all join together again estella is the first to see some scary stuff but she was also the first to drop everyone except damien and christophe (because of her mother) and so she blames herself and doesnt think she can go to them and just has to deal with it on her own
eventually she tells damien who immediately tells pip who immediately wants to get the group together again
everyone's (the cockswolds) are reluctant to hang out again because of the way they were just forgotten so easily, but they go anyway. because of the horror stuff. they both are pissed at estella though
at some point estella gets badly hurt and rebecca saves her and starts nursing her back to health
estella: why are you... why are you doing this. dont you hate me?
rebecca: i'm doing it because i actually care for you, idiot.
estella: i care for you i just... couldnt...
rebecca: what? spend time with a lowlife like me?
estella: you know thats not what i meant-
they go on like that for a little while longer until they wind up confessing to each other "Because I love you! Is that so fucking hard to believe?!" Would be rebecca's and Estella's would probably be "I don't hate you! You're my favorite person, and I hated having to stop hanging out with you! I love you, okay?!" it would be :) fun
damien and estella come out to each other first. well- damien doesnt really come out he just tells her how confused he is and they hug it out and estella tells him she's a lesbian and they both talk a little while longer and decide that breaking up would be the best idea
thats all i've really figured out for sure,, i have some more ideas but this is. a lot already so. i'm just gonna stop before i write too much 👉👉 anyway, anon ily ty for this. also sidenote: the horror stuff has to do with weird sacrificial cults. i know i have nothing for that and really only talked about how everything starts and drama instead of the interesting stuff but 🥴 i have no defense i just love my kids ok drama is fun
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