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cherrysoulth · 1 year

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Your thoughts about people that read REALLY twisted, taboo and depraved fiction? Like stuff I’d never engage in IRL but it’s kind of freeing to know I can let go of my trauma in these fucked up stories.

But I feel so immor after every story I finish, yet I always go back to reading more. God I feel so fucked up.

Hii dear Anon! Here goes my extense response because I can't do it in any other way.

Let me say really quickly based on your words alone that if you know you would not engage in them IRL you are probably not as fucked up as you feel.

If reading them is helping you go through a trauma, reading them has its purpose. Even if they are not so morally acceptable (probably basing yourself im social moral, not your own. Otherwise, I doubt you would be reading them or even less going back to them). But if it's solving something yet creating a guilty conscience that later can have negative consequences on your peace of mind, I would consider reading other stuff.

When it comes to my opinion, I'll start by pointing out, it all depends on what you are referring to. Those are very wide subjects and my range for REALLY might not be the same as yours.

Now, I don't think I read anything extreme (compared to the things I'm aware are out there) based on the fact that I have vivid imagination, a really good awareness of everything forming a body, high-empathy and so I know some subjects might come to a cost to my mental health. Still, I read dark fics and sometimes even empathise with the bad/dark/evil character... (Trauma reaction, we suppose.)

I'm aware some things I write myself can be creepy/dark/f-up for others, which brings us to the conclusion that this is a really subjective matter and has a lot to do with personal comfort.

I must also add that in order to know what I wouldn't want to even look at I had to see some things I wasn't nearly comfortable with. But that's helped me know where I draw the lines and what I know I'll just discard. In your case, you must already know your range is larger than average and that's why you worded your question this way.

To my point of view, anything that cheers or encourages the harm of others will always have a rather violent response on my side. Since it goes against my moral compass, I won't engage with and I'll report without hesitation if I don’t take other mesures...

Romantissism and gloryfication of twisted, taboo or depraved actions and psychology are also a big NO. I think it's wrong and harmful. Mainly, because this scenarios can influence someone with a more vulnerable mind.

I'll mention the difference between thoughts and actions: thoughts can be left as that, while actions will ALWAYS have consequences. While we have that clear, I think there's some safety to whatever you read.

There's a few subjects that would make me worry about a person and recommend them to seek professional help. If you are aware in any case that anything you read could lead to others giving this recommendation, it's totally your choice, but sometimes one might need that help.

To end, that one specific subject we all know involves minors, p________, it's unforgivable for me. I won't even say what I would do if I found out anyone around me with that content.

So, I could summarise it as: "I don’t judge often what others read, unless it's swaying to harm others. At the end of the day, it's a matter of preferences and if there is writers for it there will be those who read it." So I'm pretty... Neutral? Unless it's harmful.

I hope this answers your question. 🤔

#you got mail!#Everyone feel free to ask questions #anon reply

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puppetmaster13u · 2 months

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Prompt 238

"Ugh. There's a group at the barrier again." Star squinted over the buildings they were all sprawled on almost lazily. "Seriously? I thought the GIW would have given up by now since there's 'no more humans' here," Sam's voice was sarcastic as she combed claws through her hair. The others grumbled in agreement, Valerie spreading her wings in a stretch. "Who wants to bet Danny is already about to crash their intrusion?" "Hah! I bet Dash is there already to video it!" "Those are both suckers bets," Wes scoffed, clear eyelid closing over his eyes and temporarily dimming the glow. "Let's be honest, Paulina has already left, she's going to get there first."

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The GIW have been having a bit of trouble. Maybe just a bit. See, they were supposed to be taking care of the ecto-entities. Studying them, y'know? But er, some earlier agents had been a bit trigger happy, which meant the entities were well... aggressive. And a city full of dragon-fae-beings disliking any presence wearing white was rather terrifying, so they... might have gotten permission to bring a hero with them. For protection of course. ... Hopefully no one dies-

Feel free to ignore any of these pics lol, they're just ideas.

Order: Jazz, Danny, Tucker, Sam, Valerie, Wes, Dash, Kwan, Paulina, Star, Ellie, Dan

#dpxdc #prompts #dcxdp #ghosts are dragons #liminal class #liminal amity park #I used Flight Rising for designs but honestly feel free to do whatever #the GIW are called the ghost INVESTIGATION ward not ghost Extermination ward #By this time Danny's class are all adults or close #And everyone is Liminal as Fuck to the point their bodies *might* have morphed into dragons #They just so happen to have a physical flesh and blood body #Which hero is it that the government has asked to help protect the scientists?#Good question go wild #Danny is Not ghost king #honestly tempted for the liminal class to be poly because dragons hoard things <3 #eternal quartet at the least #platonic or romantic #not my art I used the Flight Rising

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polliwoggers · 1 year

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some hc lore of mine i tried to break down into pause screen-like info excerpts. i started on the second slide but got more ambitious as i went along

#kirby #my headcanon'd canon #my drawings #feel free to ask questions btw!! im trying to get out of my comfort zone and actually use the social aspects of tumblr #rather than using it like a glorified photo album for my own stuff and nothing else lol #although i hear replies are being funky for everyone rn. or at least as of yesterday. so maybe ask via other venues than that one

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sylveanh · 1 month

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hi everyone !! you may have seen my interest check form from my main blog @catonatrain :] thank you to everyone who filled it out

preorders for my kuroko no basket charms are open now until april 28th !! 🏀🏀

you should definitely get these little basketball guys (gender neutral) in YOUR house !! 🫵🫵

my friends are also selling their merch !! check out our stuff here !! https://snakeberryart.bigcartel.com

#sylveanh draws #kuroko no basket #knb #kuroko tetsuya #kagami taiga #aida riko #momoi satsuki #aomine daiki #kise ryota #takao kazunari #midorima shintaro #murasakibara atsushi #akashi seijuro #yayyy im so happy that we're able to start preorders !!#if things go well perhaps i will add more of the knb cast... like miyaji and izuki and more to name a few...#anyways thanks to everyone who gave my little kids a look :D #but yes thank u everyone who showed interest :>#also please feel free to ask any questions :]

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lilliancdoodles · 2 months

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Today was rough. Have some FitPac Mermaid/Pirate AU.

#It's just a sketch but I love drawing mermaids so it was nice #might color it later idk #I have a whole mermaid&Pirates AU in my head #I know what everyone is I have like a whole google doc for this #This AU was brainrot for like a week and a half in November #If people are interested I might do some more art of ideas I have #it's just a bunch of ideas tho #character dynamics really #but if you're curious for whatever reason feel free to ask questions!!#fitpac #qsmp #LCDoodles #LCMermaidAU

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redhotarsenic · 8 months

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Okay so. Here’s Valantinez. Aaaaa this is the first time I’ve ever posted a fandom oc blease be nicey to meeee I’m shyyy

#they were a trigun oc all along everyone! that’s their roots!#trying so so hard to purge the cringe culture that poisoned my brain! and you think I’m so cool for that actually!#I’m still gonna do the flesh planet thing with them obviously. the og design is sick as fuck why would I toss that.#but I’m also doing this! so um. feel free to ask questions I guess ^^;#what’s in the bag? don’t worry about it <3 #anyway they’re giving kingdom hearts 1 cloud strife on accident here. and that’s sick as fuck. and you agree.#trigun #trigun oc #blank (valantinez)#valantinez (trigun)#oc art #my oc

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jonathan-cranes-mistress-of-fear · 11 days

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what's a good Scarecrow comic to start out with?

With a lot of choices, comes a better question--- What would YOU like to read?

Are you old school? Do you like the old faded comic look or the simple color schemes? Go with Riddle of the Human Scarecrow in World's Finest 3. That's his firs appearance.

Do you like southern gothic and have religious trauma? You'll want to read Scarecrow: Year One (two issues)

Are you more interested in the classics? Sleep Hollow perhaps? Were you bullied as a kid? Then you should read Batman Annual 19 (another origin)

Want something more modern and have a thing for BDSM apparel? I recommend checking out Fear State (there's a whole bunch of these, but anything with him on the cover is a good start)

Did you grow up with the animated series? There's comics for that!

Interested in his Yellow Lantern appearances? Check out Blackest Night!

Loved Happy Halloween Scooby-doo and want more hijinks with scoob? Yeah, we have that!

There's a lot to choose from, and I'm no gate keeper. I supprt reading the comics of course, but comics are a crazy medium where you get to read what YOU WANT TO READ. Shocking, I know (sorry, don't mind the sarcasm --- cus the fandom is so devicive on this)

#MistressAnswersYourLastWords #feel free to ask more more #or questions about any of the above #I don't bite #I think comics are for everyone

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campbyler · 8 months

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hey guys, my squad and i were discussing theories and we realized you mentioned when mike came out but you didn't say anything about will. can you tell us when did he come out in the timeline? we love the fic!

glad you guys are enjoying so far!! :D

you’re right, we haven’t talked about it yet!! will came out to joyce and jonathan (and steve by association) in the fall of 2017, and then to max in the first half of 2018 (before camp). by the end of summer 2018, he had come out to the rest of the party as well!! 💛

#asks #acswy reference #hopefully this answers your question but feel free to ask for clarification and we’ll try to answer without spoiling anything!#also everyone reacted super kindly btw. obviously.#he came out to joyce first (jonathan wasn’t home) and then got himself a celebratory glass of milk after. if you even care.

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twipsai · 9 months

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made a relationship chart for my agents!!!!

#if u have any questions about this feel free to ask!!!!#twip draws #splatoon #splatoon 2 #splatoon 3 #octo expansion #captain 3 #agent 4 #agent 8 #new agent 3 #agent 3 #also Kaori has an unsettling stare to most people eheh.. they sortof intimidate like everyone out of talking to them #its like a constant intj stare #plus their brightly colored eyes LMAO #new squidbeak splatoon

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seawing-vibes · 11 months

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Finally finished up some oc basefills!! These are surprisingly hard pfh, but fun !! In order this is Noctilu, Acacia, and General Hail! The latter two are v old ocs of mine that have been redesigned <3

Okay heres some bonus stuff!! I really liked how some of the lineart was done so here is the raw lineart for anyone interested + a speedpaint (?) of General Hail’s design process ! These guys were really fun to work on despite it taking me so long for no good reason ,,, heres some design notes on them all <3

Noctilu has a Lancier attached to the leather holster as he is the main fisher aboard the pirate ship he is part of

Noct’s line-wing patterns arent always visible, but some nightwing seers claim that the lines help them trace future timelines. Since Noct is a Nightwing Hybrid he wonders if those claims hold any truth

Acacia is a botanist out of the Scorpion Den ! Her bag is filled with journals, loose note paper, and writing supplies.

General Hail was hard as fuck to design guh . He is purple because I want him to be <3

Although he was part of the War of Sandwing Succession, he was born without his back leg and has had a prosthetic forever! Plus he was a very skilled fighter so most of his scars were inflicted by those he let harm him for whatever reason he had in the moment

Astrolabe I gave up on trying to redesign I’m so sorry bud. Hes Married to Noctilu (they have matching earring) and is the ships cartographer / navigator, so his quiver is actually filled with maps and scrolls. He keeps his actual astrolabe and sextant in his bags.

#BIIIG INSPO WAS AVIAN !! AVIANREPTILES DOT TUMBLR DOT COM!!! Go check out its art its . so so good at base edits and stuff <33!!!!!#guh also note that all the colors got super desaturated on tumblr so just imagine everyone is more vibrant </3 #especially Acacia </3 #okay uh . sorry for this longer post I had fun doing theses and wanted to post them all in one go and also I like talking about my ocs !!!!#they are fun I enjoy them a lot <33 Acacia and Hail were super cathartic to work on didn’t know how much shit I had built up around them #if anyone remembers me from Amino they prolly recognize those two pfhbh #either way yeah!!!! if you have any questions about any of them please uh . feel free to ask tee hee #oc #acacia #general hail #Noctilu #Astrolabe #basefill #Designin #oc: acacia #oc: general hail #oc: noctilu #oc: astrolabe

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hrokkall · 2 years

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Sketchy Inscryption PMD au because I wanted to draw some creatures

#Inscryption #Pokemon Mystery Dungeon #<- I'm sorry to actual PMD fans who know nothing about Inscryption seeing that tag. Love you guys #Hrokkall sketch #Do I bother tagging all the individual Scrybes? All the individual *Pokemon*??#I feel like they're on their own at this point. Just make your best guess on who's who.#ALSO this is the Grimora design Spooky drew yesterday #I will accept criticism on everyone's species with the SOLE exception of Lonely Wizard!Espurr. Argue with the wall on that one /j #I'd love to make this a full-blown AU but right now they're just designs. Feel free to ask questions though #EDIT: Actually I'll type something out on this later anyway. My AU and I WILL exaborate #PMD au

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crazybookcat · 4 months

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Alternate version + lore under the cut

I've had this thing finished for about a month now. Sooo I figured it was time high time for me to properly introduce this boy to you all! His name is Times New Roman or otherwise know as Frak and Merl's hubband.

Ok now with the introduction over on with the actual lore! Roman is from an au I made with my friend @smokbeast called Betatale. (You can see more about Merl, Frak, Roman and a buncha other characters on his blog, go check it out!) As the name says, Roman is meant to be from some sorta beta of Undertale. He sorta had Sans' place in his au, but not entirely, he's def his own thing. He is not a sans, and he is not in any way related to Frak. His family is all dead thank you very much. Much like Sans he only has one hp, but that's due to his lil condition. He was born with an immense amount of magic which his soul and body is way too weak to hold. So he's on perma hardcore mode, one hit one kill. (Well- most of the time ;3) Roman has the power to travel the multiverse. It takes a lot outta him and he isn't able to do it without touching Frak. Mostly because it wouldn't be possible without his other half, but also cuz Roman wouldn't even attempt to go anywhere far without him. (Merl came into their lives after me and Smoki had traumatized these two so much they refuse to not be near eachother pretty much constantly anymore).

Roman is the token 'extrovert' outta him and Frak. On the outside he's very friendly and disarming. Bro will attempt to charm his way into just about anyone's good graces. He jokes and jabbers, easily sliding on the mask of a well adjusted monster. (Something he defiantly is not). Oh also he's 5'0, my boy is short short. Roman's an artist and he tends to sketch the people around him a lot, like some sorta romance movie main character. (His sketchbook mostly consists of Frak and Merl but don't tell them that-) A lotta his quiet time is spent drawing, tinkering with random machines, or talking his beloved's (proverbial) ears off about his latest ideas. I almost forgot to talk about his attacks- how silly of me. Ok so my boy's head is basically a Gaster Blaster, from which he can admit devastating blasts of magic. It's his most dangerous weapon, and something he can easily manage to do with his high levels of magic.

Mostly he just tries to stay outta range so he has time to snipe a hit with his blast attack. Staying out of range often means hiding behind Frak, who he stays very close to in battle. Mostly it's so Roman can lead an enemy into one of Frak's attacks or heal him. Speaking of which! Roman has a kindness/patience soul. He just likes to pretend that his only soul trait is patience because I traumatized him of course. Alrighty, I think I'm done for now- if you read all that I'ma give you the biggest pat on the back. Feel free to send me asks about him! The aus I have with Smoki are seriously my biggest brainrot atm.

#This is prolly one of my longest posts to date daum #I went a lil bit feral there #But yeah if anyone has any questions or anything feel free to shoot me an ask!#I will happily lore dump #I'll prolly be posting more about Roman Frak Merl and everyone else soon #I'd post more art of them but I honestly havent had much time to draw for a hot minute #bookcat draws #roman oc #undertale ocs #undertale au #betatale #friend ocs #Frak oc #Merl oc

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felizusnavidad · 6 months

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"i don't think i'll ever understand musicals the way you do" is something i've heard from one of my friends a couple of days ago when i told him i'm about to cross the whole country just to see one of those (my favourite one!) live in theatre. and i can't blame him. if you'd have told me a year ago that i would do something like that, i'd probably have laughed in your face. life is so unpredictable. i guess i have changed a lot. and i could write thousands of essays about how musicals helped me get through the shittiest period of my life, but we are not going to talk about this today. today we are talking about in the heights, the first musical i got a chance to experience live in theatre, hopefully not last. so grab a cup of coffee and make yourself comfortable, this is going to be the longest essay you've ever seen, friends.

a little warning: spoilers. a lot of them actually. so if, by any chance, you haven't seen/heard it yet and you are going to, don't read it.

first thing i feel like i need to mention is that they had this mini bar inside the theatre and you could order a lot of different drinks there and one of them was called abuela's coffee. i heard one lady explaining to someone that it's actually coffee with condensed milk. my jaw dropped and i was like CAN I STAY HERE FOREVER, PLEASE? for those who don't understand why, here's a quote from the first song:

USNAVI: abuela, my fridge broke, i got café but no con leche ABUELA CLAUDIA: try my mother's old recipe: one can of condensed milk

so this was my first "OH! THEY GET IT!" moment (a little note here: i had a lot of oh, they get it moments, mostly because i don't have any people around me who understand musicals the way i do... honestly, you'd have to live inside my brain). that was the first time ever when i could actually be in the room where it happens with all those people who get it and care about it as much as i do (mostly actors and people responsible for the whole show tho, but we will get to this later).

let's get to the show. so when i finally went inside and i saw the stage, i already had tears in my eyes (don't judge me please). usnavi's store, abuela's door, daniela and carla's salon, all those puerto rican, cuban and dominican flags (one couple behind me was trying to figure out which one is which and it was funny because i knew and i wanted to scream)... listening and memorizing the whole soundtrack is one thing. being able to experience it all live is something else. all those things around me were so familiar and this was the first time in months (MONTHS! OR EVEN YEARS!) i felt really understood. after all, it was all like a little celebration of lin's story (the one i love with all my heart) and i truly felt like home. so that was another OH! THEY GET IT! moment.

i don't think i'm going to talk about every single song here, that's not the point. i will talk about my favourite moments, but also about things that didn't work very well in my opinion (again: this was a polish version so all the songs were translated into polish. and they did a really great job here, surprisingly. but it wasn't perfect, more about that later).

one thing you need to understand is that i will never be normal about musicals so of course i had to burst into tears at the very first song (i don't even know why, i think i was a little bit too excited). i was actually crying in the most random moments like when i first saw nina or at the end of carnaval del barrio because I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT (who the hell cries at carnaval del barrio when everyone is having the time of their lives lol, me apparently).

ok, so the first song. the choreography, oh my god. it was everything. the translation was also pretty good here, i need to say this was probably one of my favourite moments. imagine me leaving today giggling like a child when usnavi came on that stage and started rapping, i was in heaven. also, i have to admit, the cast was amazing. i could never imagine anyone better for this role (and again, i am talking about polish actors because everyone knows who's the best usnavi of them all). he was cute and charming and awkward and so adorkable and also really handsome. he was actually perfect in my opinion.

i kinda lost my mind when i saw nina for the first time. first of all: i already knew who was going to play her and let's just say i fell in love with this actress before i even saw her live on that stage. this was important to me, because (as some of you know) nina rosario is my favourite character. and oh my god, she was an absolute perfection. what a voice, sweet jesus. i'm being serious, this girl is so talented, give her every award (i honestly hope i will have a chance to see her again one day, i'm just crazy about her). and breathe was so good! polish version was amazing, i was so scared they would screw it up, but they didn't, so all's good (this song is very important to me, ok?). also, she's a phenomenal actress, i could feel all her emotions for real. and of course i cried, what did you expect?

i don't have that much to say about benny, except that he was really cute and he had amazing chemistry with nina, so once again, the casting was really good. i mean, he is not chris jackson of course, but i have decided i'm not going to compare all those actors because everyone knows at this point how much i love OBC, i was trying to have an open mind. vanessa was also pretty great, amazing voice and her dancing skills, wow, just wow. i could talk about all those actors for days actually, but i'm not going to do that, so i will just quickly mention that i absolutely loved daniela and carla, abuela claudia made me cry, sonny was the funniest character in the whole play and i don't think i will ever recover after piragua guy's performance (i was the only person in the audience who was laughing when he came on that stage, they don't get it, ok? polish people have no sense of humour and that's a fact). actually, there were a lot of funny moments (obviously) and i was the only person who was laughing, god help me.

so let's get to the first thing that was a little disappointing for me. you will not believe it, but it was actually... 96,000 (this is one of my favourite songs and i seriously can't live like this). it's not the translation tho (it was honestly fine), it's the voice overlapping part at the end (again, the best thing ever, just listen to we don't talk about bruno from encanto and non-stop from hamilton and you will understand why it works so well in every lmm's song). the thing is, you could actually only hear vanessa's part and i wanted to die, because EXCUSE ME. i always sing usnavi's part and you could barely hear a word from it. but apart from that, the rest was fine, the choreography was amazing and it's just something i needed to mention because i had thoughts about it.

paciencia y fe! ok besties, i have thoughts, again. abuela claudia was absolutely incredible, also, her relationship with usnavi is something that you can't see in the movie version (they were so sweet i wanted to curl up and die. i knew about it before, i saw slime tutorial with obc on yt, ok? i'm pretty sure lin would be mad at me for watching bootlegs lol. i just wanted to say this). the translation didn't work out at the very end of the song tho, because when in the og version abuela sings about the "winning ticket", everyone knows already she won the lottery. i don't remember polish translation exactly, but it was something with double meaning, depends on how you interpret it, and i'm 100% sure people who didn't know the plot just didn't catch it. the rest of the song was absolutely beautiful tho.

when you're home. i was so afraid of this one, because i am totally crazy about this song (did i ever mention lin wrote this one after one of his first dates with vanessa? no? yes? ok i'll shut up about this now). oh, they did a really great job with it and it's a relief. i have nothing else to say, except that i was crying like a baby, but this song always makes me cry so what did you expect exactly? one of the best moments for sure. again, nina and benny's chemistry was absolutely incredible.

as much as i loved the club, i was actually really disappointed with one part, which is usnavi's famous "jealous i ain't jealous, i can take all these fellas, wHaTeVaaaaa". i've been waiting so long for this! and they messed it up with their stupid cringy translation which i don't even remember at the moment but usnavi was actually mad at benny and he cursed? ANYWAY. the rest of the song was great and the choreography was absolutely phenomenal, oh vanessa! let me get the next one! (i love her so much, she was amazing here). a little note from me: no one was laughing at the "no hablo ingles" part, NO ONE BUT ME!!! THEY DON'T GET IT! WTF! i was so mad (i am aware of the fact that most people probably didn't even know this story before and they just wanted to see a musical, not THE MUSICAL, which is totally fine. but sweet jesus, where is their sense of humour? they left it at home or what?).

and blackout was that part where the voice overlapping effect worked very well, so all's good. actually, one of the best moments for me as well. people were actually so confused when all the lights went down, but that was just so amazing. all the panic! everybody was screaming, crying! WE ARE POWERLESS! THE END OF ACT I!!! oh, i had the time of my life.

i had this weird feeling that they didn't exactly know how to translate most of hundreds of stories so they just made this song shorter than it actually is. which is fine i guess. honestly, it's better than bad translation, so i can forgive them. what i absolutely can't forgive tho is that the audience wasn't laughing at US NAVY. polish people, you have no fucking taste. i said what i said. and then again, usnavi and abuela's relationship was so sweet this song actually made me cry (mostly because i knew what was coming but also, i was just this weird girl who was sitting there in the second row and was crying at the most random moments).

ok, guys, honestly. carnaval del barrio was the best moment from the entire musical. oh, how much i want to experience it again! daniela was absolutely incredible, carla was so sweet, piragua guy stole the whole fucking show for me (seriously guys! he was just so amazing!). also, those little details i have never noticed before? i can't even tell if the same thing happened in the original version (the quality of that bootleg is actually terrible), but benny dancing with american flag somewhere in the background was so fucking funny and i don't think i will ever get over that part where at the end they were all still dancing and celebrating and nina and usnavi just ran away as fast as they could because... because you guys know what just happened. also, this is the moment i started crying.

i was so scared of it. let me tell you one thing, i experienced abuela's death at least fifty times and i still cry every single time. so atención is something i have to mention, because all the emotions and kevin's shaky voice made me burst into tears right away, and this time i wasn't the only one because i saw a lot of people crying when they realized what happened (i also heard a lot of OHs when he said abuela passed away, so yes, most of them didn't know this story and they were surprised). and alabanza was something else. believe me when i tell you i am writing this with tears in my eyes, i have never cried so much in public. this was the moment i was the most scared of and i was absolutely right because holy fuck. i was a mess. all the actors with those candles singing alabanza a doña claudia! (yes, they didn't translate it, all the spanish parts were left like in the original version and i am so grateful for that), it was just so sad and so beautiful. and this time i was actually like oh, they get it now (everyone was speechless and people were crying).

everyone must know at this point how much i adore champagne and i wasn't disappointed (thank god!). once again, usnavi was absolutely adorable here and people were actually laughing this time (also thank god!). how do you get this gold shit off? (my favourite line from the whole musical) was translated really well and the moment when usnavi and vanessa kissed! with all lights on them! this was so emotional and the audience reacted so well! we were all clapping (it was so funny to pretend like i didn't know it was gonna happen haha i was just as excited as all of them and once again i was like OH! THEY GET IT!). 10/10, would recommend.

if you think i wasn't crying during the last song, think again. one thing i absolutely hate about the movie version is that they actually changed the graffiti that made usnavi stay in washington heights, but i'm not gonna talk about that and i'm not gonna talk about vanessa also being there in the movie. in the original version it was a portrait of abuela claudia made by graffiti pete and oh boy, i lost my mind (i knew about it but i still lost my mind because it was absolutely beautiful). i got the feeling it was a little rushed in our polish version, but i can forgive them because it still made me cry. also, at the very end, usnavi did not only finally acknowledge he's home, when the song was over he pretty much told the audience that we are all home right now and may i just say... i felt that. i was home. they made me believe for the first time in my life i was where i belong, and somehow that was everything.

one thing about me is that this is actually all new to me. this was my first musical i saw live in theatre (and also lin's first child, which is exactly how it was supposed to be i think), and believe me when i tell you i've never had this much fun in my entire life, not even at all the concerts of my favourite artists. it was worth every money. it was worth spending 11 hours on the train and 11 more on my way back home, which by the way we should normalize (people are doing crazy things just to see their favourite artists on the stage and it's considered normal, so why can't we consider THIS normal?). anyway, i don't expect anyone around me to understand it the way i do, but i feel like i really found my thing, and it's all because of lin-manuel miranda, our beautiful puerto rican genius. he made me believe musicals can be cool and i truly wish i could thank him for that one day.

and like i said, in the heights is my favourite story with my favourite characters and i listened to it so many times i have memorized all the little details. experiencing it live is something completely different tho and i think it's safe to say this was the best night of my entire life. even tho most of the people in the audience didn't really get it, i finally felt like i was a part of this world created by my favourite genius and for the first time ever i felt understood. so i think i can say that now: i found my island, guys, i'm there, i'm home!

#if you were able to read the whole thing: congrats #also another note from me: i apologize for all those “they get it” “they dont get it”#i swear to god i am not making fun of anyone #you guys just know how much i am into it #and if other people were just there to enjoy it it's totally fine!#not everyone has to be obsessed!#but i am!#so i just wanted to explain it ok?#good.#also i apologize for it being so long but i had so much to say and i still feel like i didn't say everything i wanted #feel free to leave a comment or ask any questions if you want #now if you think i will finally shut up about in the heights on my silly little blog think again #i love it even more now if that's possible #and another explanation: i'm gonna tag this as my countdown because again i want all my ith posts in one place #thank you for your attention #it won't be long now*#why do you write like you're running out of time*#(not gonna tag this as ith cause this is only for my moots cause you guys get it)#(the last time one of my ith posts was seen by people who dont even know what that is i was depressed for days but that's another story)#(iykyk)#(and you know cause you left me tons of sweet messages guys i love you)

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they made cherri x sir pentious canon and I think it has ruined sir pentious as a character for me, may I please have some wholesome baxtious to cleanse my soul of straight sir pentious?

Ah, yeah I heard about that, I haven't really watched the episodes myself yet but

I guess I should've made posts about this yeah?

Currently I don't know what to do with this account, honestly.

#ask #answered #im not gonna lie the fandom experience was kinda dogshit #I met a lot of wonderful people but jesus christ #looking at it from an outside perspective now?#the fandom is... Not good Im not gonna lie #the show is aggressively mid #I hate what they did with.....#well everyone #anywau not gonna dump a bunch of negativity all of the sudden #feel free to ask questions #but if you think I'm gonna draw any more Hazbin uh #unfollow me please yeah?

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lesbianshadowheart · 6 months

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I would truly, truly love to hear your takes on the bg3 relationship quadrant network analysis you have done pls

OKAY so. idk if you'd seen it but this is what i made like a couple weeks into the game

and i STAND BY IT!! although one caveat is that this is an early-game state as for instance Shadowheart's and Lae'zel's relationship gets more complex and mutually appreciative later on. But let's go thru this one by one

so the initial relationship between SH and LZ is a PRIME example of kismesitude. their hate and attraction is almost fateful in nature, considering their narrative opposition and hidden layers of similarity. It even comes to a tipping point and they try to kill each other and the player has to come in and auspistice. I do see the potential for <3/<3< vacillation later on or even either a stable <3 or <3< relationship as they settle their differences

Lae'zel is also in a dire need of a moirail and of course the player can fill that role but just among these characters? It would have to be someone she respects enough and who is willing to curb her aggression. Shadowheart would be the best candidate but they want to fuck each other too much for it to work. Karlach would work BUT K also needs a moirail to cool her down sometimes and Lae'zel simply is not that!! I've had several comments saying it should be Gale but I honestly don't know if she respects him enough. sorry. maybe there is pale beauty there im not seeing feel free to prove me wrong

SH<3Karlach is clear and self-explanatory they would simply be in a passionate, healthy relationship. Karlach's moirallegiance with Wyll could also potentially veer into <3 territory but I honestly see them as BESTIESSSS the most, hey're like, queerplatonic to me. they respect and appreciate each other, neither of them really needs the 'stop murdering people' aspect of moirallegiance but Wyll can cool Karlach down if she gets too emotional and I think Karlach could teach Wyll to love himself. Millions of brave Wyllach warriors out there saying it better I'm sure.

Astarion<3/<3< Wyll is literally just what that post said. They have a poetic, almost fairytale-like quality to the duality that comes from how each of them relates to their identity as a 'monster'. The'd be at odds morally of course, but could fix each other eventually, and of course they would be attracted to each other but I think Wyll would think he SHOULDN'T be into an immoral vampire, and Astarion would be like I don't ACTUALLY like him im just like...objectifying him (not true), contributing to the pitched aspect of their relationship

And Shadowheart <> Astarion is just so close to my heart. They are a set of airpods to me. SH has both a capacity of meanness and manipulation that Astarion can appreciate and the boundless compassion that he needs. they are siblings, they alre mlm/wlw solidarity. They would support each other fully without any judgement on what the other has done and also be such cunts to each other. They are mean to people together. argue with the wall honestly

And Gale is making soup<3

#Gah....you got me monologuing!!!!#now this is just my take of course. just my shipping wall #almost any combination of these characters can be virtually anything bc theyre all so mental #stormfet #thank you molly for letting me do this kjhdfjsk #ask #bg3 #the relationship that i think transcends quadrants the most is shadowzel of course. but they are arguably the main characters of this game #so it makes sense #also feel free to ask followup questions everyone #i am willing to explain homestuck quadrants and details of bg3 lore both 🫡

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