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#CRYINF MY FUCKING EYES OUT
watcherwatts · 1 year
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STOP IT OH MY GOD IM
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ITS LITERALLY SO THEM TOO
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stnova · 1 year
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WARNING: SPOILER ALERT FOR TWST BOOK SEVEN:
Ok I'm not exactly gonna talk about spoilers in book 7, part 3 in particular but it's somewhat related you know...
Yeah so some of you may (or may not know) of general Lilia Vanrouge's appearance at the end of the chapter (as in Long haired Lilia with his creepy yet badass looking mask) and along with part 3 we got Cerberus Gear Ortho SSR Banner.....
Does that mean...?
THERE'S A POSSIBILITY OF 0.4% THAT WE MIGHT GET BRIAR VALLEY'S GENERAL "LONG HAIRED" LILIA VANROUGE SSR!!??
PLEASE TWST!! PLEASE BLESS US WITH LONG HAIRED LILIA SSR FOR THE NEXT (AND HOPEFULLY LAST) PART OF BOOK 7....
And duo magic with silver pretty please...I want my other father-son duo because Lilia and Malleus duo already exists *sobs* *sobs*
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dialphone-archived · 1 year
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honestly at the rate my eyes get dry i should probably get eye drops or smthn
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ofieugogyshz · 1 year
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thought about my son and the actual utapri movie i saw and spotify has decided to play one of the only songs it has from it on my 12hr long idol-esque playlist
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atl4ntxc · 2 years
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I have a week of exams and a week full of sports then a week full of studying and revision and also reviewing the marked exam papers. 💀
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THIS SONG! fuck. i’m cryinf. I know the end. wow phoebe bridgers you sure do get me. I hate this so much (lie. this is an amazing experience)
I love the contrast between the first half and the second. there’s so many amazing sections to it.
in the first, it’s slow, and sad, and there’s a huge sense of regret and nostalgia. a nostalgia that hits you in the chest and makes you miss your childhood even though you never enjoyed it while it was happening.
it’s confused, and calm and so so sad. “close my eyes, fantasise, three clicks and I’m home”
“you had to go I know I know I know, like a wave that crashed and melted on the shore” the person she’s missing’s departure felt inevitable, but she reminds herself of this bc she’s resolving her feelings through convincing herself that it’s ok. she compares the relationship to the troughs and peaks of waves that begin from nothing and grow so big and meaningful then fall back into nothing leaving with a sense of question as to whether they were ever there.
“not even the burnouts are out here anymore” is about the concrete nature of the apocalypse or whichever disaster is happening in the song. the burnouts are always pictured to have nowhere else to go, so if they aren’t present you know for sure that it’s serious.
“out in the park we watch the sunset, talking on a rusty swing set” evokes feelings of childish hope and joy through the imagery of the park and the swings, but also of an end of something through the sunset, and of the ruining of something that used to be nice, like the picture of the rust. it feels very mature somehow, like watching something beautiful coming to an end.
“after a while, you went quiet and I got mean” mistaking silence for rejection, and trying to avoid it by rejecting first. it feels like human nature and it hurts.
“I’m always pushing you away from me but you come back with gravity” trying to push someone away maybe because you don’t want to get hurt or because you think you’re not good enough, but the person will always come back because they have to and it’s destiny.
“and when the sirens sound you’ll hide under the floor but i’m not gonna go down with my hometown in a tornado” others being afraid but feeling like you have nothing to lose and running back to places you once loved.
then there’s those gorgeous rising strings that bring in the next section:
“went looking for a creation myth, ended up with a pair of cracked lips” trying to find meaning in life through the beginning of life itself, something bigger than ourselves, fiction and fantasy being better than reality. finding yourself disappointed by the fantasy, finding nothing that means anything as you were always going to.
“windows down, scream along, to some america first rap country song” showing that she doesn’t care anymore and that screaming like this is a form of therapy, and it’s not like anyone is listening anymore anyway.
“big bolts of lightning hanging low over the coast everyone’s convinced it’s a government drone or an alien spaceship” shows the intersection of fantasy (the lightning) with reality (the coast), then the conspiratorial ideas of those around her about what they are shows the panic surrounding the apocalypse in question. everyone rushes to a fear inducing idea because it can help distract them from the terrifying reality (fear of god)
“either way, we’re not alone” this references the aliens, not being alone in the universe, and also the government drone, showing the government watching everyone. It also references the fact that everyone is supposedly going through this together, but that everyone still feels alone.
“i’ll find a new place to be from” feels like a rejection of the place you grew up in, because of the vibe of the place itself, the people you were around or the memories you have of it afterward, perhaps tainted by poor memories. saying goodbye to a place that used to mean a lot
“a haunted house with a picket fence” a place filled with fear that is glorified and acts like it is perfection. the lies of suburban towns.
“to float around and ghost my friends” running away from those you love and ignoring them in an act of self preservation. feeling like other people are doing important things and you’re just “floating around”
“the billboard said the end is near” the state of the world as we know it and the way it tells you everything is over making existing fears feel much worse. it’s difficult to ignore feelings when they are presented at you externally as well as mentally.
“I turned around, there was nothing there” the world being destroyed as we speak. things you thought existed but maybe they never did. maybe you dreamt it.
“yeah I guess the end is here” accepting it eventually, even though it feels so against your core beliefs.
and, eventually. my favourite, the screams. the sheer exasperation. it’s fear, it’s anger, and loss and it really feels out of place with the perfectly written song. it fits a lot with the themes though. it’s like you’re finally losing it after being so coherent and complete. like trying that hard has it’s negative side effects.
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arillusionist · 8 months
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s&b s1 ep 4 live reaction!! i didnt have time to watch an episode yesterday unfortunately 😞
hm i thought she was writing him letters?? maybe she wrote them but didnt send them
so shes writing him letters and not sending them and hes writing her letters but not sending them?? i think?? im confused
love how she doesnt rlly treat him like a general and js treats him like hes some annoying guy 🔥🔥
inej looks so done with everything im cryinf 😭😭😭
his smirk!! book accurate kaz is here please let his sarcastic side show 🙏🙏
jesper is so dramatic and for WHAT
ugh not to be mean but everytime non crows come on screen i get so bored
i need them to show zoya she interests me
how the hell is hitting alina supposed to make her powers work 💀💀
WHAT IS KAZ WEARING LMAOO
I CANT STOP LAUGHING
inej is so cool the coolest this is why shes my favorite
eating up my 2.2 seconds of kanej banter 🙏🙏 inej definitely knew it was him lmao
nina mention whoo!!! they better actually show her
i need this conductor person GONE he keeps acting like hes part of the crew but hes not and we all know it
NINA IS SUCH A QUEEN I LOVE HER 🔥🔥🔥
"that you kill us. every chance you get" DAWG HAVE YOU SEEN YOURSELF
lmfaoo now kaz is the one who looks so done 💀💀 the side eye is crazy
NOT THEM SAYING "SHUT UP JESPER" IN SYNC #relationshipgoals 😍😍 (i think i watched this scene like 10 times)
"friends" Shut up
THE FUCKING EYE CONTACT I CANNOT BREATHEEEEE
THE WAY THEY NEVER TOOK THEIR EYES OFF EACH OTHER NOT EVEN ONCE!!!!!
I LOVE THEM 😭😭😭 SM 😭😭 another scene which i watched 10 times
but also "friend"?? inej babe stop lying to yourself
HELP NOT KAZ GLARING AT EVERYONE WHOS ADMIRING HER 💀💀
"i'll make my own way" haha you just have no talents
YEAH ALINA PUNCH THE SHIT OUT OF HER SHE DESERVES IT!!!
ah so that explains the matching scars. interesting
oh my god this scene makes me so uncomfortable... LIKE GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER!! GET A JOB 🗣️🗣️
and the way he literally dragged her forward?? weirdoo
mals little bro pal dudes are so boring and annoying who even allowed them to get screen time 😐😐
YESSS alina finally stopped pining over mal i mean im not opposed to the ship or anything but like. really all she did was talk abt him
i feel a teensy bit bad for mal tho 😭😭 like shes ready to get over him but hes not over her
wait but mal punching the quartermaster was so real... i feel a little more bad for him now IM STILL HAPPY FOR ALINA THO!!!
Oh damn when i said mals friends were annoying i didnt mean i wanted them to die ... 💀
EXCUSE ME WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS OVER?? WHAT ABOUT THE CROWS WHY DIDNT THEY SHOW UP AGAIN 💔💔
i think im getting a little more invested in alina's storyline now!! which is good
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v-anrouge · 1 year
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I bet Rook would love to go tree climbing with you, when it's midnight and the stars are shining bright. Letting you wear his too big jacket and helping you climb easily til you reach the very top. Letting you marvel at the bright cosmos, unaffected by the lights. Yet he's eyes aren't on the never ending stars, as they dance and twinkle before your very eyes.
He's looking at you.
FUCK YOU GP FUVK YPURSELF I AM LITERALLY BITI G MY SCREEN CRYINF AND SHAKINF I AM THROWING MYSEKF OUT OF FAGT DAMN TREE ANS HOPING I BREAK ALL OF MY BONES
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planetary · 1 year
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man im cryinf my eyes out but i dokt have tissues in here but if i leave my room my oarents will be like what the fuck
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a1sh1teruu · 2 years
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I'm glad you liked what I wrote, I'm more than happy to ruin you little bunny. If you liked sucking on my fingers so much I'll slowly push you down onto your knees Infront of me, cupping your jaw and tracing my thumb against your bottom lip. Dipping it into your mouth slowly, come on bunny open wider that's it. Is my thumb not big enough for you that's okay, I'll rest my strap against your mouth, I need you to get it all wet so I can destroy your pussy with it later. I'll push it in inch by inch whilst you moan around how thick and big it feels, it's nudging against the back of your throat but there's still some length to go. You want to be a good bunny for me don't you, you can take it all, I'll thrust it down your throat until your lips are flush with my skin hearing you choke and groan against me. Your eyes are watering but you look such a pretty mess for me pet, that's it I want you drooling out the corners of your mouth whilst I slowly fuck your face. Are you getting all needy and wet just by sucking me off, oh you poor desperate thing that's okay, just think about me stretching your tight little hole open soon, just a little longer I like watching you below me on your knees to please, you're being such a good bunny for me, maybe I'll let you clean the strap off again once I'm done fucking you. As for a sign off let's go with 🥕 to pair so nicely with my bunny 🥕
this was,,, so random.
i was in a midlife crisis when i read this and started cryinf even harder 😭😭
idek who u r and like, it isnt really directed to any of the idols i write. so it would be really nice if u told me who u r b4 acc sending me stuff like that. 😭😭i wont make u public if u dont want to tho!!
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theje0ngs · 2 years
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ur jaehyun divorce fic always makes me cry and i love you for that 😸 mayb im a masochist who knows but damn it hits different knowing that real men are like that like fuck you give them everything but if everything just isnt enough for them sometimes IM REREADING IT AND MY HEART IS JUST BREAKING ALL OVER AGAIN CANT TODAY LIF EALLY CRYINF MY EYES OUT GOOD BYE ILY
LMAOAOAOO RELATABLE i like to rewatch my fav movie just to break my heart and i can finally have a reason to cry :]
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hauntedestablishments · 2 months
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I JUST GOT WHY ITS THE FUCKING PICKAXE EMOJI. CAUSE YOUR NAME IS DIGS.
CRYINF MY EYES OUT. ILY
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theinkbunny · 4 months
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me: *literally sobbing my eyes out* my brain: “YOU STUPID FUCK.. CRYINF AGAIN?! STUPID STUPID!!! BLAST MUSICK!!! RAJCNDKSKDKDKDKFKFKDS- oh wait we have an onigiri don’t we?”
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butchdykekondraki · 1 year
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I'm throwing myself at you.
I had a nap earlier where we met irl.
I was at a local festival thing with family, and you sent a message to my inbox saying something like:
"duckie are you the one in the blue shrooms hoodie? -J"
I looked up from my phone and just said "Jay?" out loud in a confused tone before you pulled me into a bear hug. The next thing you said was:
"You look so gay in that sweater, you realize that, right?" Yet you had the goofiest, most lovetruck look on your face.
Then we went to eat some funnel cake and fries. You refused to let go of my hand and kept headbutting my arm in the most gentle way. You then flipped off my ex and gave me a lil kiss. I didn't even point him out, you just instinctively knew that Average White Guy was him.
You had a vague smoky smell and like...a floral perfume? I couldn't tell what color your eyes were given you were wearing a baseball cap, but they were so pretty. They looked gray but could've been a brown? Idk. They were a darker color.
- Quackity 🎲
oh screaming cryinf. mi amor i love you so so much. you know this right? you know how much i love you? you are the light of my life, love, my doll, my duckie, mi amor, everything. to me, you are the world. and i am so so fucking happy i can show it. i love you.
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scissorcut · 2 years
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AHHH AAAA I CAN'T STOP FUCKINF CRYINF I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF THIS DAY AHHHH MY EYES! I WANNA THANK MY FUCKING MY FAMILY, MY FUCKING DOG AND MY FUCKING CAT, FUCK YOU I WOULDN'T BE HERE WITH OUT YOU GUYD AH FUCK MY EYES JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
-ScissorCut, your one true love: 702-254-5271
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v-3ntii · 3 years
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Me again😈😈😈coming to request something /ᐠᵕ ‸ᵕᐟ\ノ (no pressure or anything ofc <3) hi hi saii, I'd like to request a scenario/hcs/anything you prefer I don't mind :) abt male!reader being taller than baji, kazutora and chifuyu with fluff 😚😚 (take anyone you want💯) just wanna act like a monkey-bar for them tbh it's okayyyy love my short bfs🙈💗
𝐓𝐎𝐊𝐑𝐄𝐕. 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐄 𝐒/𝐎 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌
HELLO LALI 😈 I LIKE THIS THOUGHT OF YOURS HHEHEHE BUT I CAN'T RLLY THINK OF MUCH I'M SORRY IF IT SEEMS LIKE SHIT 😭😭THANKS FOR THE REQ THO ~ 😘 FINISHED IT AT CRUSTY MUSTY 1.49AM 😍😍
p.s i think you meant romantic rs w them right
p.p.s omg if you meant like siblings / good friends i will syart cryinf and delete this and go on hiatus for a year
warnings: male!reader, implied gang fights, slight manga spoilers for chifuyu + kazutora ( jobs n looks )
ft. baji, kazutora, chifuyu
FEM!ALINGED READERS DNI!
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𝐁𝐀𝐉𝐈
he hates and loves the fact that you're taller than him.
" hey baji, hows the weather down there? "
" * grumble * "
you would rest your arm on his head, while he tries to swat it off.
the other gang members would usually just laugh at his attempts while you smirk and rest your elbow and head on his.
usually after a gang fight, there would be a 50/50 chance that he asks you to carry him.
" y/n carry me. "
" oh? the mighty baji needs carrying? "
you still carry him though.
if you two are in the same gang, you two try and protect each other.
well, most opponents don't dare to approach you and baji since you look intimidating and strong with your height.
" HAHAHA! that's my s/o! come attack us if you dare! "
they'd run away / change targets 40percent of the time.
if they don't, you two just beat them up.
on hot days, that's when baji absolutely LOVES the fact that you're tall.
" hey y/n, how's the weather up there? "
" fuck you. lets get ice cream "
free shade for him
when cuddling, it's preferred that you be the big spoon since you're taller and bigger sized than him.
of course, baji won't mind trying to be the big spoon in cuddling.
he would bury his face into your back while his arms will hug your waist area.
you try not to lean back too much so you won't crush him
" ow ow ow ow MY HEAD YOU DUMBASS! "
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𝐊𝐀𝐙𝐔𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐀
" hey kazu, how's the weather down there? "
he'd look up with a smile and tilt his head
" really good, you provide shade. how's the weather up there? "
teasing: failed.
you would be the bigger spoon most of the time, but if you're feeling down, kazutora would be the bigger spoon.
he might get crushed
be careful
not me though you guys stay safe
since you're tall, it's easy to spot you amongst the crowd if one of you got lost.
it's easier for you to spot kazutora too, since you had something like a bird's eye view of the area.
sometimes when fighting, kazutora would request to be up on your shoulders so he could jump down and slam his foot into someone's face
he fell down once
actually twice.
" it's all mikey's fault! mikey's fault!! "
you'd knock him out and just carry him home on your back
while the toman members sweatdrop at it.
" your hair really looks like there's a banana. "
" at least my hair dosen't look like yours.
guys kazutora's hair is so pretty in the future istg and his looksitssuchaglowupiswearhessohotkazutoraaaaaaaa
affection.
oh my
he would pull you down, just to give you a kiss.
hop on your back and risk falling
just to give you a kiss.
he holds your hand and tells you to lift him up sometimes
he says it's cool
" feels like i'm floating- ooWOAAH-!? "
your hand gave up
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𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐘𝐔
" y/n do you spot the cat? the grey and white one? she ran away :( "
" that one? "
would ask you to spot cats if he lost them
daily visits to stray cats !!
i could see the both of you running around with chifuyu on your shoulders and screaming
you don't tease him at all for being short, since chifuyu is best boy.
when cuddling, you two aren't dumb.
you're tall? just DON'T sit UP then!
chifuyu could be the one sitting upwards, and you would be laying on his lap, leaning into his chest.
looked like he was carrying you bridal style, but sitting down.
when YOU cuddle chifuyu however...
he tends to fall asleep.
" mm...fuyu..wanna sleep on the bed? "
" ... "
" oh. "
ADORABLE BABY I SWEAR.
by the way, the two of you still get gifts from admirers in school.
you bc apparently girls + boys there liked tall, handsome men. and chifuyu bc cute men.
chifuyu doesn't get jealous easily, which you are grateful for
because your locker will have at least one love letter each day
the both of you will read through the letters together, cooing at how sweet some people can be
chifuyu receives fan mail too!!!!!!!!
if you get jealous, chifuyu would comfort you and vice versa.
in the future, i think you would be working with chifuyu and kazutora in a pet shop
" ohmygosh fuyu could we just adopt this baby "
" we have three cats at home, y/n. "
you would act as his shade during hot weather without question.
he doesn't even need to request.
" y/n- "
" it's hot? okay, shade for you dear. "
" ...thanks. "
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© saiiyana
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