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sidonius5 ยท 8 months
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๐‰๐š๐œ๐ค๐ข๐ž ๐‚๐ก๐š๐ง ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐‘”๐‘’๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“…๐‘’๐‘œ๐“…๐“๐‘’, โ„ ๐“€๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’พ๐“๐“ ๐’ท๐‘’๐“๐’พ๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’ ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐œ๐ž ๐‹๐ž๐ž ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡๐“Ž ๐’ท๐‘’๐“ˆ๐“‰ ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐’ธ๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ป๐“‰ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น โ„ ๐’ถ๐“…๐“…๐“๐’ถ๐“Š๐’น ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“‚ ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐“‡๐‘œ๐’น๐“Š๐’ธ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐“Š๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐‰๐š๐œ๐ค๐ข๐ž, ๐’ท๐“Š๐“‰ ๐Œ๐ซ. ๐‚๐ก๐š๐ง ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’ป๐’ถ๐“‡ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐’ท๐‘’๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“Š๐“ˆ. ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฃ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐€ (1983) ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐’ถ ๐’ป๐“Š๐“ƒ ๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’๐’น๐’พ๐’ธ/๐“‚๐’ถ๐“‡๐“‰๐’พ๐’ถ๐“ ๐’ถ๐“‡๐“‰๐“ˆ ๐’ป๐’พ๐“๐“‚, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“…๐“๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’ธ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“…๐‘œ๐“๐’พ๐’ธ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐’ป๐’ป๐’พ๐’ธ๐‘’๐“‡ (๐——๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ผ๐—ป) ๐‘”๐‘œ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’ถ๐’ป๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“‰๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐’ธ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ˆ ๐“…๐’พ๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ˆ ๐“€๐‘’๐‘’๐“…๐“ˆ ๐’ท๐“‡๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“‚ ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“‡๐’น๐“ˆ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐’ท๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“€ ๐“๐“Š๐’ธ๐“€, ๐“ˆ๐‘œ ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‚๐“ˆ ๐“Š๐“… ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐’ป๐“‡๐’พ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’น๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“€๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‚ ๐’ถ๐“๐“ ๐’น๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ƒ. ๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’ป๐“‡๐’พ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’น ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ป๐’พ๐“๐“‚ ๐“€๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ƒ ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐—™๐—ฒ๐—ถ (๐’๐š๐ฆ๐ฆ๐จ ๐‡๐ฎ๐ง๐ ) ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐“๐“ˆ๐‘œ ๐‰๐š๐œ๐ค๐ข๐ž ๐‚๐ก๐š๐ง'๐ฌ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ ๐“๐’พ๐’ป๐‘’ ๐“๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’ป๐“‡๐’พ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐“Œ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ˆ๐’ถ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“‡๐“‰๐’พ๐’ถ๐“ ๐’ถ๐“‡๐“‰๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐’น๐‘’๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“‰๐“‡๐’ถ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘’๐’น ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“๐’ถ๐“‰๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐˜๐ฎ ๐‰๐ข๐ฆ-๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ž๐ง. โ„ ๐“๐‘œ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‡ ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡ ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐“ƒ๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡๐“๐“Ž ๐’ถ๐“๐“ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‡ ๐’ป๐’พ๐“๐“‚๐“ˆ, ๐’๐š๐ฆ๐ฆ๐จ ๐‡๐ฎ๐ง๐  ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐’ถ๐“Œ๐‘’๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐’ป๐“‡๐’พ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’น. ๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐’ถ๐“‰๐“‰๐“๐‘’๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐“Š๐“ƒ๐“‰๐“ˆ ๐‘”๐‘’๐“‰ ๐“…๐“‡๐‘’๐“‰๐“‰๐“Ž ๐’ธ๐“‡๐’ถ๐“๐“Ž ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฃ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐€ (1983), ๐‘’๐“ˆ๐“…๐‘’๐’ธ๐’พ๐’ถ๐“๐“๐“Ž ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ธ๐“๐‘œ๐’ธ๐“€๐“‰๐‘œ๐“Œ๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐“Š๐“ƒ๐“‰. ๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐“‡๐“Š๐“๐“Ž ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐‘’. โ„๐’ป ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š'๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐‘œ๐“‡๐“€ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐Œ๐ซ. ๐‰๐š๐œ๐ค๐ข๐ž ๐‚๐ก๐š๐ง, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ƒ โ„ ๐’ถ๐’น๐“‹๐’พ๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’ธ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’ธ๐“€ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‰.
๐’ซ.๐’ฎ.
๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’œ๐“‚๐‘’๐“‡๐’พ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“€๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ƒ ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐ƒ๐š๐ง๐ง๐ฒ ๐“๐ซ๐ž๐ฃ๐จ ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐’ถ ๐“ˆ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“๐“ ๐“…๐’ถ๐“‡๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฃ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐€ (1983).
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letmebegaytodd ยท 3 months
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Benny Baby had to get a (hopefully benign) lump removed today, pictured here in his cone looking like the angel he is
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simon benoit on mits off with luke gazdic jan. 31. 24
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โ€Are we gonna keep on chinninโ€™ or you gonna put that kisser in an actual good use?โ€
โ€oh pussycat-โ€
Aint this just cats meow? Dumb and dumber but make them hot.
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dandeydraws ยท 1 year
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kinda wild how long it took me to draw these two considering they're my faves
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audhdreviews ยท 1 year
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When ABBA said "I used to think i was sensible. Which makes the truth even more incomprehensible" I felt that in my soul.
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absentmoon ยท 8 months
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anyways . Uts challenging
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dandelion-wings ยท 1 year
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The Kaeya-as-Bennett's-big-brother AU is still rotating in my head, with @theabysscomeshome helping me kick ideas around, and I don't have time to write down any of the Big Dramatic Moments right now (though I may use a very minor moment as today's warmup >>) but I am very jazzed about the changes I made to Kaeya's Vision to reflect that he gets it protecting his little brother, instead of fighting his big brother, in our outline. Assuming a full C6:
Frostgnaw spreads its healing over the group it's with, like Jean's normal attack does (though since he's not in the Knights here he learned it from someone else, possibly Noelle since she seems to interact more with the Adventurers)
his E isn't Glacial Waltz, but rather the shield he gets at C4 in canon, made much stronger and without HP requirements so it's actually a worthwhile burst. The C2, C5, and C6 constellations commensurately boost this shield instead
in reverse, he eventually develops a reaction (at C4, for the swap, but in-universe these are learned/developed things and not constellation-based XD;;) wherein, when he drops to 20% HP, he manifests a very scaled-down and weaker version of Glacial Waltz, with spinning icicles
Very importantly, the Glacial Waltz-esque reaction does not, mechanically, get a chance to trigger when Bennett is around and in good enough condition to use Fantastic Voyage! So Kaeya only shows his sharper side when Bennett is, one way or another, out of the picture. :>
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coralsgrimes ยท 2 years
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Benny Boy, wearing the only outfit he has, at dpa lounge event! Whatever that might be!
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skeletonzimms ยท 2 years
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been thinking about a check please sandlot au for a long time and itโ€™s like. itโ€™s high school because the kids in the sandlot are all like 11 and.. no. but basically the samwell high school baseball team is really only for kids who have enough money to pay their way in. Jack and Shitty joined the team their freshman year but all of the kids were horrible and mean and they hated jack for being better than them and they hated shitty for being a better person and by the time they were sophomores the horrible kidโ€™s horrible mothers got them kicked off with not to much pushback because being on that team was awful. but of course jack canโ€™t not play baseball and so him and shitty got with some other kids at samwell who aged out of little league but didnโ€™t have enough money for the highschool team and they put together their own team just so that they can all keep playing.
Anyways Bitty moved from madison at the beginning of the summer, and his neighbor larissa is trying to convince him to come play baseball with her and her friends. He tells her no at first because heโ€™s only played one horrendous season of t ball when he was 6 and he doesnโ€™t even have a glove. she tells him to come anyways, they really just need someone on the team to make nine players. someoneโ€™ll have a spare glove, and sheโ€™s the pitcher so sheโ€™ll make sure to throw some easy ones his way in the beginning. so.. okay. bitty will play.
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computermousey ยท 22 days
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I love my family I love my beautiful husband I love my sweet daughter
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farawayfromdryland ยท 11 months
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how did they know so much about color and composition in the in the late middle ages? they were just barely learning about perspective it seems suspect
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Playing through Fallout:New Vegas for the first time in years. And I'm developing a newfound appreciation for the damage done to the intended pacing of the narrative with the addition of the Courier's Stash. I wake up in Goodsprings, and as part of the extended tutorial you have Ghosttown Gunfight, the fairly self-contained faction war between Goodsprings and the Powder Gangers. And the design intent, I think, is that this is probably supposed to be a pain in the ass, with only one or two avenues of support available to you given the low level at which you'll pick this one up. Six Powder Gangers, some in body-armor, would be a serious threat, and committing to fighting against that with your dinky 9mm and a varmint rifle seems like a rough time! An actual uphill battle, doing the right thing instead of the easy thing. Fortunately, Benny inexplicably left my handy 40mm grenade launcher in the grave with me, so I cleaned up.
I'm working my way south, and, you know, in a version of the game where Benny didn't inexplicably leave my handy 40mm grenade launcher in the grave with me, this would have been the knock-on effect of my "good" Karmic choice in defending Goodsprings; the road south is littered with powder gangers who'd have been neutral had I not kicked the hornet's nest. As it stands? Free experience. I hit Primm, and fighting through the cramped hallways of the Bison Steve I encounter an enemy armed with what was clearly supposed to be the first heavy weapon I'd encounter in the world. Tight Corridors. Inexplicable Grenade Launcher. I clean up. South I go to the Mojave outpost, Nipton, that whole thing. And clearly, clearly you aren't meant to take a swing at Vulpes here, right? You're supposed to take it in, get a sense for the legion. In the version of the game that shipped you're supposed to get bodied if you try to kick the beef gate here. There are allowances in the game for if you pull it off, sure, but I did try with just the service rifle, without the glorious first-strike capabilities afforded to me by the 40mm grenade launcher that Benny inexplicably left in the grave with me. It didn't go very well!
So now I'm dogged by Legion hit squads on my way to Novac, which I get the distinct impression was not the point in the game at which this was supposed to start happening to me, because I am gathering up some pretty expensive equipment, all sold for space. I punch through to Vegas, and at this stage, the clear developer intent is that you need to spend some time milling around Freeside or Camp McCarran in order to gain access to the Strip- do odd jobs to scrape up the money, buy the forgery from Mick and Ralphs, gain monorail access, get your science skill high enough to hack the robot. Get the lay of the land, get a feel for the people, send some time stewing in the human cost of House's walled garden before you head in and hear the pitch from the big man himself.
Except I've got 5000 caps from selling off all the legion killteam equipment. In I go!
And the fun thing is, right, the Courier's stash can't be diegetic, but it is having a very direct impact on the world here. A top legion guy just went down to my inexplicable 40mm grenade launcher. Whatever else I'm roleplaying as, I am roleplaying as a guy who woke up in the possession of an inexplicable 40mm grenade launcher, and neither I nor my character can plausibly ignore that fact given its terrible bloodstained utility. I play a man, a man who would be a good man, a man nonetheless bewitched by the terrible resolutory power of the grenade launcher. My best friend, the inexplicable 40mm grenade launcher! My worst enemy, the inexplicable 40mm grenade launcher!
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forget-you-morelike-fuck-you ยท 11 months
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That's What Friends Are For Pt. 2- E.M.
I'm so thankful for all of the love on part one! I love each and every one of you, and I hope that you enjoy!
The morning after Eddie helps you with your first orgasm, you get to experience more new things.
Part 1
Masterlist
TW- 18+ Minors DNI, smut, cursing, pnv, first time, pet names (angel, sweetheart, baby), a lil crying (the good kind), slight fingering, handjob (lmk if I missed any!)
Pairings- Virgin!Bestfriend!Reader x Eddie
Word Count- 4,402
(Gifs not mine, Credit to owners!)
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With a deep breath, your mind comes close to consciousness, rolling over into the warm being lying next to you. Youโ€™re about to delve back into the depths of sleep when you feel his arm snake over your waist, pulling you closer and pressing a kiss into your hair. You hum in satisfaction, cracking your eyes open with a smile forming on your lips, eyes searching for Eddie.ย ย 
You look up at him through the bleary film of sleep and find him looking down at you, the morning light filtering through the curtains and highlighting the sweet freckles littered across his nose and cheeks. The bun he slept in is almost completely unraveled, wild curls formed in a sort of halo around him. โ€œGood morning, gorgeous,โ€ He says quietly. He still has the rasp of sleep in his voice, so you know he hasnโ€™t been awake long. You take another deep breath and stretch your toes down, arms up in a catlike motion that loosens your muscles.ย ย 
โ€œMorning, handsome,โ€ Your sleepy smile makes him chuckle, and he presses another kiss to your hair, the hand over your waist rubbing sweet circles on the exposed skin where your shirt had hiked in your sleep.ย 
โ€œHow are you feeling?โ€ Thereโ€™s a quirk of his eyebrow, almost imperceptible. Thereโ€™s a subtext there: Do you remember and/or regret what we did last night?ย 
You stretch up a hand to his face, letting your thumb brush over his cheekbone before gently pulling him down to meet your lips. Itโ€™s a sweet kiss, slow and thoughtful. Last night was fucking awesome, it says. โ€œI feel perfect,โ€ If Eddie were a cartoon, he swears heโ€™d have hearts and stars floating around his head at the way you look, the way you feel, the way you speak to him, and he curses himself for not snatching you up sooner. โ€œWhat time is it?โ€ Itโ€™s a Saturday. You donโ€™t have to work today, but checking the clock when you wake up is always part of your routine.ย ย 
Eddie reaches for the windowsill next to his bed to pick up his watch, to glance at the face. His lean arms and broad hands bring back memories from last night so abruptly it almost makes your head spin. You feel a twitch between your thighs. โ€œA little after ten,โ€ He says, putting the watch back. โ€œWhy, do you have plans today?โ€ย ย 
โ€œNo, not really. But we could go to that farmerโ€™s market later today if we wanted to. I like that stand that sells all those different kinds of honey,โ€ Your hand finds his chest, fingers lightly tracing the tattoos youโ€™ve memorized every detail of.ย ย 
โ€œAnd what would we do if we didnโ€™t want to?โ€ He asks, eyebrow raised playfully. You feel your heart leap in your chest, what would you do?ย 
โ€œI dunno. We could go get something from Bennyโ€™s. Or go see a movie,โ€ You suggest. Eddie plays like heโ€™s lost in thought, fingers drumming on his chin as he considers the options. โ€œOr... We could lay in bed all day.โ€ย 
His eyes flick to you, โ€œThat sounds like a good option,โ€ The lopsided, dimpled smile you love so much pulls at his lips before he dips his head down to capture you in a kiss again, and you giggle into the kiss as you wrap your arms around his neck. He wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you into his chest, calloused fingers digging lightly into your side. When you part, you rub your noses against each other, both of you still smiling.ย 
โ€œCan I ask you something?โ€ You mutter, the cogs turning in your head.ย 
โ€œAnything,โ€ Eddie presses a kiss to your nose, then your forehead. Your cheeks are beginning to ache from smiling so much.ย 
โ€œI know we didnโ€™t really say it last night, but I was wondering if we were like... boyfriend-girlfriend now? Or... I donโ€™t know. Are we putting a label on us?โ€ Thereโ€™s a bit of hesitation in your voice, but not enough to really alarm Eddie.ย 
โ€œDo you want to be boyfriend-girlfriend?โ€ He asks, eyes widened a bit. You bite your lip and nod sheepishly, your fingers curling around the hair at the back of his neck. You didnโ€™t think it was possible for his smile to be any more radiant than usual, but it is then as he leans in to kiss you again, the hand on your waist going to your face, cradling your cheek and jaw in his large hand. It makes you dizzy, and you run your hands down his back, the kiss deepening as you open your mouths to each other. As you rake your hands back up Eddieโ€™s back, thereโ€™s a noise from the back of his throat, one that sets your nerves on fire. Itโ€™s so beautiful that you do it again, with the same glorious result.ย 
Thereโ€™s a pounding in your chest as Eddie moves his lips down to your neck, and yours miss his skin so much you press them anywhere you can reachโ€” the edge of his jaw, his shoulder, the base of his neckโ€”and when Eddie sucks at that sweet spot below your ear, you let out a little whine, hands tightening around his lean frame again. โ€œYouโ€™re so fucking beautiful,โ€ He mutters against your skin. โ€œIโ€™m such an idiot for not doing this sooner,โ€ย 
You want to protest, to tell him that youโ€™re the idiot for not bucking up sooner, but his hand roams up your side, over your ribs and you canโ€™t help but sigh. โ€œEddie...โ€ Itโ€™s all you can get out. Itโ€™s like youโ€™re on drugs all over again, but the only drug here is the intoxicating feeling of Eddieโ€”his hands, his mouth, his bodyโ€”all over you.ย 
Eddie moves so that heโ€™s hovering over you between your legs, and you whimper, loudly and unexpectedly, as he grinds against you. You can feel him throbbing through your shorts and his pants, and itโ€™s the most erotic thing youโ€™ve ever felt. Of course, that position doesnโ€™t have much competition at this point, but nevertheless, itโ€™s like your head is stuffed with cotton candy. You instinctively push your hips up to meet his, and Eddie moans again, a needier sound this time that has you feeling almost feral.ย ย 
Your hands fumble around, searching for the waistband of his pants, desperate to feel him, but Eddie pulls back, both of you panting lightly. โ€œAre you sure you want to do this? I know I said if you still wanted to in the morning, we could, but I...โ€ He looks away, not being able to find the words.ย 
You bite your lip, eyes wide and wanting. โ€œEddie, look at me,โ€ You plead. Thereโ€™s a worry on his face as he does, his chocolate eyes soft and gorgeous. โ€œI want you so bad I feel like I could burst into flames. I have wanted you for as long as Iโ€™ve known you. I have thought of this, dreamed of this, for years. You are my best friend and I trust you with my life. So please...โ€ย 
โ€œAll Iโ€™m saying is that we donโ€™t have to do this now. We can wait if youโ€”โ€ย 
โ€œEdward Munson, if you donโ€™t get down here and do me right now I swear to god!โ€ You threaten, and Eddie lets out a bubble of laughter from his throat at your seriousness.ย ย 
โ€œOkay, okay, quit yanking my leg! I just wanted to make sure.โ€ You smile at his smile and then youโ€™re kissing again, all tongues and teeth as you paw at his pants again, nearly drooling at the thought of touching him. Eddieโ€™s hand smooths down your body to your thigh, holding it up against his hip, fingertips digging deliciously into the meat of it.ย ย 
โ€œPlease,โ€ You gasp between kisses, โ€œc-can I touch you?โ€ Eddie groans, his eyes practically rolling to the back of his head.ย 
โ€œGod, yes,โ€ You finally manage to get your fingers below his waistband, searching for his long, throbbing length thatโ€™s already painfully straining against his pants. When you touch it, itโ€™s like youโ€™ve been shocked by an electrical socket, right between your thighs. Itโ€™s so much warmer than you expected it to be, and softer, the skin smooth save for the thick vein running up the side. Though you canโ€™t see it yet you know itโ€™s going to be absolutely perfect. You gently grasp it as best you can in your position and give a experimental stroke. โ€œOh, my god. Fuck, angel,โ€ Eddie gasps, pressing his face into the crook of your neck. You bite your lip and stroke again, studying the way it feels in your hand. Youโ€™ve heard about what this is like from the few girlfriends you have. You canโ€™t do it too hard, or it hurts like a bitch, You remember your friend saying. When you slide your hand up, you feel moisture dripping from the tip, and you gasp at the sensation. Itโ€™s hot and thick, and you get the sudden urge to taste it, but you hold back.ย ย 
Eddieโ€™s having a rough time focusing on anything other than the feeling of his cock in your hand. The sounds heโ€™s making have you getting hotter by the second, but youโ€™re enjoying how much Eddieโ€™s enjoying this, so you donโ€™t mind. You try squeezing a little harder, not much, just enough to make a difference, and Eddie bites into your collarbone lightly, making you shiver. His hand on your thigh grips you harder. โ€œIf you- If you want me to last, sweetheart,โ€ He pants, โ€œYouโ€™re gonna need to stop that soon,โ€ He involuntarily ruts into your hand then with another beautiful whimper.ย 
Suddenly, you donโ€™t know if you want him to last. As much as you want him inside you, you also really enjoy the thought of making him unravel just like this. You gently pull your hand away, collecting the drips of precum at the tip before pulling out of his pants, and you marvel at the clear, sticky liquid pooled on your fingers before tentatively brushing it across your tongue. Eddie stares wide, mouth hung open like heโ€™s seeing a fucking unicorn. โ€œYouโ€™re fucking perfect,โ€ He muses.ย ย 
You giggle, a blush growing on your cheeks. โ€œI wanna see it,โ€ You confess, eyes wide and doe-like. Eddie nods, his lips kiss swollen and pink as he sits up on his knees between your thighs. His fingers find the waistband of his pants and he shimmies them down, his cock bouncing up to lightly slap against his abdomen as he kicks the pants off his feet. โ€œOh my god,โ€ You whisper.ย ย 
If you had to guess, you would say heโ€™s about 7 inches. Thereโ€™s a slight curve to it, and the tip is almost a hot pink and messy with precum. Your mouth starts watering again at the sight of it. Screw using your hand, you want him inside you. Now. โ€œYou want me to get your shorts off?โ€ He asks, his voice husky from lust. You nod wildly, already lifting your butt off the mattress to help him. He hooks his fingers under the waistband and lowers his head to the tops of your thighs to kiss the skin there as he pulls them down. You let out a sharp whine at the new sensation and Eddie hums happily against you as you writhe beneath him. He sits up to pull the shorts from your legs to toss them to the floor with his pants, and just like last night, he looks at you beneath him like heโ€™s just been served a gourmet meal. โ€œSo fucking beautiful,โ€ You sit up then, reaching out to touch along his sides, breathing heavily as you press your lips to the space between his thighs and stomach. Eddie gasps above you, his head rolled back as you trace your tongue in little patterns, mirroring the path he took with his mouth on you.ย 
You reach for the hem of your shirt and pull it over your head, wanting to be naked with him, wanting for every inch of skin to touch him when he marks you from the inside. You reach up to his neck and pull him down with you, mouths finding each other as you rest your head back on Eddieโ€™s pillow. Eddie takes his time to peruse your newly naked skin with his mouth, kissing over the mounds of your breasts before gently pulling a nipple into his mouth. You moan deeply, tangling your fingers through his hair as he sucks gently, running his tongue over the hardened bud before seeking the other one. โ€œGod, Eddie, fuck. Please, I need you... Please,โ€ you beg, sending your hips up in search of him. Eddie shushes you, bringing his lips back to yours.ย ย 
โ€œI know, baby, I know,โ€ He murmurs against your lips. โ€œIโ€™ve got you,โ€ He leans over to his bedside table, pulling the drawer open. He fumbles through the junk for a moment before fishing out a little foil packet, which he rips open with his teeth. He tries putting the condom on with one hand while he supports himself with the other, but he fumbles, so you reach your hand down to help him, rolling it down to the base of his cock, earning another moan from him at the mere feeling of you.ย 
He looks back to your face, the hand not supporting him goes to your face, thumb brushing over your cheek. โ€œThis might hurt. Iโ€™m gonna go as slow as I can, but youโ€™ll tell me if I need to stop, right?โ€ He searches your eyes for any doubt.ย 
โ€œI will,โ€ You promise with a little nod. He mirrors your nod as he leans to kiss you again, and his hand goes down to the space between the two of you to position himself correctly to slide into you. He rubs the tip of his cock up and down your slit for a moment to spread the wetness before slowly, so slowly, he starts pushing himself past your tight entrance.ย ย 
You both gasp at the same time, clutching each other as you adjust. Thereโ€™s a burn as you stretch open around him, and youโ€™re not sure if going slow helps or hurts, but you canโ€™t even think straight to decide. Behind the burn of being split open is a mind-crushing pleasure that has you curling your toes and arching your back. โ€œOh my god, oh my god,โ€ You hear yourself cry.ย 
โ€œI know, baby, fuck...โ€ Eddieโ€™s eyes are screwed shut, you assume to focus on not completely slamming into you. โ€œSo fucking tight, angel...โ€ He mutters. Itโ€™s hard to keep your breath with the way youโ€™re panting, but you try to focus on it as he inches into you. He whispers encouragement to you as he sinks in deeper and deeper until you feel him so deep you know he wonโ€™t be able to go any further.ย ย 
โ€œFuck, I feel so... full.โ€ Your eyes screw shut as you feel the pressure of his head against your cervix. Eddie gives a strained chuckle and sighs.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m not even all the way in, sweetheart. Iโ€™m gonna have to do a better job warming you up next time. I just needed to fucking feel this,โ€ He hangs his head against your chest, and your hands go to his hair, smoothing it out away from his face. Youโ€™re hips suddenly move on their own, and you both hiss a breath of pleasure at the delicious friction. โ€œOh fuck! Jesus, angel, youโ€™re so fucking needy for it,โ€ He moans, pressing hot, wet kisses to your shoulder before starting back up toward your face.ย 
โ€œI-Iโ€™m sorry!โ€ Your head is buzzing like a beehive, the only word youโ€™re able to consciously focus on is EddieEddieEddieEddie. Eddie captures your lips again, your tongues smoothing across each other.ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t worry. I just didnโ€™t expect it is all,โ€ He heaves a breath, scrunching his eyes closed. โ€œI- I think I need to start moving now, though. Itโ€™s a crime to sit still while Iโ€™m inside you,โ€ The erotic praise sends another shockwave through you, and you nod.ย  ย 
โ€œYeah, yeah, please do that,โ€ You hang your head back on the pillow to let him do pretty much whatever he wants. You donโ€™t know what youโ€™re doing so you have to trust him to show you everything. He pulls out slowly, too, though not as slowly as he went in. You give a little whine as you feel the pleasure-pain again, and Eddie looks at you with alarmed eyes, but you nod at him for him to continue. Heโ€™s not all the way out when he starts pushing back in again, and you begin to feel more pleasure than pain. Your limbs are heavy and warm with pleasure as he starts setting a slow rhythm.ย 
Eddieโ€™s hand hoists your thigh up around his hip again, and the new angle offers deeper pleasure than before, making you moan as he pushes in again. โ€œOh my god,โ€ You whine, your fingertips grasping at the skin of his back. Your lips search for Eddieโ€™s face, and you kiss across his cheek to his lips, feeling the vibration of his moan on your mouth.ย ย 
โ€œYou feelโ€”so fuckingโ€”so fucking good, baby.โ€ His words are strained, heโ€™s so focused on going slow enough to not cause you pain, but heโ€™s also suffering for it. He wants nothing more than to be able to fuck you deep into the mattress, hard and fast. But maybe next time. Heโ€™ll be good for you. Heโ€™ll be so good for you.ย 
โ€œA little faster, please,โ€ You plead, your breath coming in uneven and heavy. Eddie is all to eager to provide, gradually working the pace up a bit, his hips hitting yours a bit harder in a way that makes your breasts bounce on your chest with every snap of his hips. โ€œOh, fuckโ€”โ€ Heโ€™s hit something different now, something deep inside you that makes your vision go fuzzy for a minute, then he hits it again. You let out a tense whine at the contact, and your nails dig into his back.ย 
โ€œYou like that, angel? Fuck, does that feel good?โ€ In a different tone, it would sound taunting, but the way Eddieโ€™s voice drips with need, you know that heโ€™s begging to hear the answer.ย 
โ€œGod, yesโ€”feels so fucking good, Ed,โ€ You feel your eyes start to itch with tears, and you hold back a choked sob as he continues fucking into you. He presses hot kisses to your neck, and you move one of your hands to grasp at the hand supporting him on the bed. He moves to accommodate, careful to keep himself up while you thread your fingers together above your head.ย ย 
โ€œSo fucking good for me. Youโ€™re so pretty, sweetheart. Iโ€™ve got you, donโ€™t you worry.โ€ He squeezes your hand, his other does the same to the meat of your thigh, making you buck your hips beneath him without meaning to.ย ย 
You continue like this for a few minutes, suspended somewhere otherworldly as you push each other closer and closer toward that undiluted bliss you felt for the first time last night. Between the kissing and the sighs, Eddie releases the hand heโ€™s holding. โ€œI need you to do something, sweetheart,โ€ He rasps. You nod eagerly, trying to keep your focus on what heโ€™s saying to you. โ€œIโ€™m- fuck, Iโ€™m getting pretty close. And I want you to cum with me. So I want you to take these pretty fingers,โ€ He leans down to kiss them one by one, nibbling on the very tips of them, โ€œand I want you to go down and rub your clit for me, okay? You remember how I did it last night?โ€ You nod again, beginning to run your hand down between your bodies in search of that magic button Eddie brought you to tears with.ย 
You shiver when you brush over it, letting out a mewl. โ€œThatโ€™s a good girl,โ€ Eddie encourages. โ€œTake your fingers and rub it in circles. Not too hard, you donโ€™t want to bruise it,โ€ย 
โ€œโ€™Kay,โ€ You start trying to find a rhythm, starting slow, moving the pads of your fingers over the swollen bud. You start to feel it drive your pleasure forward, so you keep your focus on it, trying not to lose your rhythm. ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s it, angel. Youโ€™re doing so good for me. Fuck, I can feel you squeezing me. Donโ€™t stop pretty girl, I wanna feel you cum on my cock,โ€ You drink in the words like water, ignoring the pain beginning in your inexperienced wrist as you continue, pressing a bit harder, circling a little faster on instinct. ย 
โ€œOh my God, Eddie,โ€ You whine, โ€œfeels so fucking good,โ€ Youโ€™re getting that crying feeling again now, like your body is working in overdrive to accommodate for the blanket of sensation around you.ย 
โ€œI know, I know, baby,โ€ He moans, capturing you in a sloppy kiss. Your tears spill over your eyes then, falling in hot drips down your face, cooling as they reach your neck. You shiver, from that and from hitting a certain spot around your clit. You gasp, and the tension in your stomach starts building.ย 
โ€œOh my God,โ€ You whine again. โ€œIโ€™m-- I think Iโ€™m getting close.โ€ You let your eyes screw shut, lewd noises spilling from your lips like a waterfall as you get closer and closer to release.ย 
โ€œFuck, I know, pretty girl. I am too. So fucking close,โ€ Heโ€™s panting above you, โ€œDonโ€™t you stop. Make yourself cum on my cock. I know you can do it, angel. Cum for me, please, baby. I wanna feel it,โ€ His voice is so sweet and needy in your ear that you can feel your body begin to unravel, the tension in your stomach teetering on a tightrope.ย 
Then, the tightrope snaps, and you have to bite back a scream, tears flooding down your face as you descend into a dizzying orgasm. Your vision blackens around the edges as your walls clamp around Eddieโ€™s cock, and he starts spewing profanities, his thrusts get sloppier. With a low moan into your neck, you feel him twitch inside you, hips stuttering as he reaches his own peak.ย You keep rubbing at your clit, like Eddie did after you came last night, and it does seem to keep the waves rolling through you for a little longer. Finally, when your wrist is too tired to move anymore, you let your fingers come to a stop, and you let your hand flop to the side, both of you sucking breaths to try to regain your composure. You let your eyes flutter closed again as you let your soul return to your body, and Eddie leans down to kiss anywhere his lips can reach. ย 
You revel in the feeling, knowing that if you died spontaneously, youโ€™d do it with a smile, and soon Eddie is easing himself out of you, adjusting his lower body so that he can lay his head on your chest without completely crushing you. โ€œSweetheart?โ€ He asks. โ€œAre you okay?โ€ Thereโ€™s a slight laugh in his voice, but he can see the tears on your face. ย 
In response, you raise a hand to run through his hair, not remembering how to speak yet, and give a slow nod. You can feel a smile rising on your lips, lazy and dreamy, like this had all been some beautiful fantasy of the subconscious. Finally, you start to open your eyes, and you find Eddie looking intently at your face, trying to gauge your feelings. โ€œThere you are,โ€ He murmurs, his hand coming to brush a stray tear from your cheek. ย 
โ€œHere I am,โ€ You breathe, a little bubble of laughter bursting from your throat. That makes Eddie feel better, much better. He laughs a little, too.ย 
โ€œHow you feelinโ€™ angel?โ€ You sigh deeply, leaning down to press a chaste kiss to his forehead.ย 
โ€œI feel fantastic.โ€ You kiss Eddieโ€™s forehead again and press your cheek into his hair. The laugh he gives now sounds a little less hesitant with the verbal confirmation of your wellbeing.ย 
โ€œGood. Iโ€™m gonna get up in a minute to get you a towel, okay?โ€ His hand slides down the length of your body, stopping to rest on your hip. You let your fingers card through his dark curls as he lightly kisses your collarbone. ย 
โ€œYou take such good care of me,โ€ You compliment, that dreamy tone still lilting your voice. You feel him squeeze your hip just slightly, like heโ€™s trying to hug you while laying on you.ย 
โ€œAnything for my favorite girl,โ€ You giggle. He said that last night, too. You both rest for a quiet moment then, just feeling the warmth of your bodies pressed together. Finally, after a few minutes of this, Eddie raises his head to look at you again. โ€œYou still want to go to the farmerโ€™s market later?โ€ You donโ€™t know why you find this so funny, but you laugh a lot harder than you probably should. ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t think so,โ€ You say. โ€œI donโ€™t think weโ€™re going to want to go very far from this bed, today,โ€ย 
โ€œOh?โ€ Eddie raises an eyebrow, amusement written all over his face. โ€œAnd why is that?โ€ ย 
โ€œBecause I think youโ€™ve just created a monster,โ€ You tell himย matter-of-factly. โ€œI donโ€™t know how I lived so long without this.โ€ Eddie laughs at your brazenness. ย 
โ€œWeโ€™ll see about that, baby. Wait until you try to stand up. Weโ€™ll see how much you want it after trying to walk,โ€ ย 
โ€œWell, how about I just lay here then? Then I wonโ€™t have to worry about it!โ€ Eddie reaches his face to meet yours, his warm lips moving over yours with increasing ease as you settle into each other like this.ย 
โ€œWhat am I going to do with you?โ€ He asks, breath fanning over your face. Your heart breaks out in a sprint at his tender touch. You breathe another, exaggerated sigh.ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t know. What are you going to do with me?โ€ You grin playfully as he ponders this.ย 
โ€œEverything, I hope,โ€ He settles on, giving you your favorite smile. ย 
โ€œOoh, I can get on board with that!โ€ With that, you pull his face toward yours, both of you laughing as you kiss each other breathless once again.ย 
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Warnings: hurt/comfort, reader has low self esteem and feels bad about her body, mentions of unrequited love, reader feels unlovable, happy ending
Pairing: Eddie Munson x female reader
Summary: When you struggle to believe that anyone could ever love you, Eddie is there to prove you wrong.
Word count: 2.7k+
@aftermidnightwriting , I hope you will like this one and I hope that it'll cheer you up a little
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You always struggled with the thought of falling in love, mostly because you struggled to believe that someone could fall in love with you and stay in love. So many fears followed you, so many anxious thoughts, so many what ifโ€™s.ย 
Your self esteem was always low, there have always been things that you didnโ€™t like about yourself, things that you would criticize yourself for. Whether itโ€™s your looks or your personality, there was always something you didnโ€™t like.ย 
If it wasnโ€™t your face then it was your body, if it wasnโ€™t your body, it was your hair and if it wasnโ€™t that it would be the clothes that you wear and if for once you felt good about your looks, you would just simply hate yourself.ย 
You always asked yourself, if you canโ€™t love yourself, who else could love you?
You would always compare yourself to the girls around you, to your friends or the pretty girls from the cheer squad that made everything look so effortless. When you saw them, you just felt more insecure.ย 
And he hates it, he hates the way you see yourself, he hates the way you put yourself down, he hates the way you compare yourself to other girls, he hates the way you think you are so unlovable. You might not show it to him, you might not talk about the way you think and feel about yourself but he can see right through you. He can see the way you long for love, the way you long to be held and kissed when you watch those cute couples on TV, the way you watch old couples with a fond smile on your face which is always followed by a sad one.ย 
He tries.ย 
He wants to be the one to hold you and kiss you, to show you that you are so so lovable, to show you that you deserve everything good, to show you that you deserve to be happy and he tries, he really does but you wonโ€™t let him in, you wonโ€™t let him love you, you donโ€™t allow him.ย 
But he wonโ€™t give up.ย 
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Sitting on the blue picnic blanket in Steveโ€™s backyard, you and Nancy are listening intently to Robin as she gushes about her date with one of the girls that used to be on the cheer squad when you were all still in school.ย 
A smile lingers on your face as you stare at your best friend.ย 
Robinโ€™s cheeks are flushed red, sheโ€™s waving her hands around as she talks about her.
โ€œโ€“then we got milkshakes at Bennyโ€™s, totally cliche, one strawberry milkshake with two straws,โ€ she giggles.ย 
Nancy cups her cheeks as she lays on her stomach, kicking her feet up as she urges Robin to keep going.ย 
โ€œAnd then what?โ€ You ask, clapping your hands together.ย 
Robin grins, shaking her head as she tries to hide her face behind her short hair, she looks down and bites her lip, โ€œw-we kissed.โ€ย 
You and Nancy squeal in excitement, grabbing each otherโ€™s hands as you feel happiness rushing through you.ย 
โ€œOh stop it!โ€ She says, playfully rolling your eyes.ย 
โ€œNever,โ€ you giggle, โ€œwhat kind of a kiss was it? A cute one or a full on hot and rough kiss with tongue?โ€
Her eyes widen and her cheeks get even redder, โ€œs-stop!โ€ย 
Nancy smirks, glancing at you, โ€œwhy so red, Robin?โ€ย 
You continue teasing her, causing her to get more red but your teasing eventually comes to bite you in the ass. Robin smirks at something behind you, she looks back at you, her eyes flash with mischief.ย 
You furrow your brows, just as youโ€™re about to turn around to see what sheโ€™s looking at, you suddenly feel a hand on your shoulders and a small bundle of freshly picked flowers are held in front of you. Your eyes widen and your heartbeat instantly picks up.ย 
โ€œHey, pretty girl.โ€ย 
Eddie.
You slowly raise your hand and wrap your hand around the flowers, touching his rough hand, you turn around as a smile appears on your face, you turn your head to look at him.ย 
โ€œHi,โ€ you whisper.ย 
Eddie smiles at you, eyes flashing with something unreadable.ย 
โ€œI saw these and thought of you,โ€ he smiles, โ€œdaisies are your favorites, right?โ€ย 
Your heart flutters in your chest and your cheeks heat up, you blink as you stare at him in confusion. Why did he get you flowers?
โ€œY-Yes, I love them,โ€ you say, bringing the flowers up to your nose, you smell them, โ€œthank you, Eddie.โ€ย 
โ€œMy pleasure, sweetheart,โ€ he smiles, looking down at the dress youโ€™re wearing, he blushes a little, smile growing bigger, โ€œyou look so pretty todayโ€“ you always look pretty butโ€“ fuck, you look beautiful,โ€ he breathes as he stares at you in awe.ย 
You hear Nancy and Robin giggling behind you, it only makes you blush even more. Your heart starts racing as you stare at him.ย 
You like him, you like him a little too much.ย 
He looks pretty tooโ€“ in fact, Eddie is the prettiest man you have ever seen. You love his brown eyes and the way they shine when heโ€™s in the sun, you love his curlsโ€“ Steve might have the best hair but Eddie has the prettiest hair. You love his smile and the way it always lights up your mood.ย 
โ€œThank you,โ€ you breathe, unable to fight off the smile.ย 
โ€œHey Eddie! Come here, I gotta show you something!โ€ Dustin yells after stepping out into the garden.ย 
Eddie closes his mouth just as he was about to say something to you.
โ€œEddie!โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll talk to you later, princess,โ€ he winks at you before he turns around and rushes back, wrapping his arm around Dustin and ruffling his curls as he walks back inside with him.ย 
You sigh, trying to shake the feeling he left you with. You look down at the flowers with a small smile on your face before you turn around to face your friends, who are quietly staring at you with teasing smiles on their faces.ย 
โ€œShut up,โ€ you mumble, rolling your eyes.ย 
โ€œWe didnโ€™t even say anything,โ€ Robin smirks to which Nancy nods her head.ย 
โ€œYou didnโ€™t have to!โ€ย 
That wasnโ€™t the first time that Eddie had done something sweet for you. He always does so much for you, getting you coffee or breakfast without you having to ask, surprising you with takeout after a long day at work, coming over unannounced with your favorite snacks and movies, getting you cute little presents.ย 
You donโ€™t know why he is doing all of these things and you do wonder if he does them for his other friends too.ย 
He doesnโ€™t.ย 
He only does these things for you.ย 
And you begin to notice it as more time passes.ย 
When youโ€™re all at the movies, he brings you popcorn and your favorite drinkโ€“ not for the others, just for you.ย 
When youโ€™re at diners or bars, he orders for you, knowing how anxious you get when you have to order.ย 
When youโ€™re all out together and halt in your tracks to tie your shoelaces, everyone keeps walking, everyone except for himโ€“ at one point, he even kneeled down in front of you to tie them for you. He left you a blushing mess and smirked at your flustered expression.ย 
Bringing you flowers every Sunday becomes a habit, though itโ€™s always different ones, the daisies are always in the little bundle.ย 
He invites you over to his trailer more often and when you start staying over, he always has your favorite creamer in the fridge and your favorite cereal in the cupboard, he even bought you a mug that he saw you eying with a smile on your face when you passed by one of the stores at the mall.ย 
Eddie treats you like youโ€™re his girl.ย 
And you love it, you love him.ย 
The realization struck you hard and it scares you so much that you almost have a panic attack when you lay on your bedroom floor and look up at the ceiling with a lovesick smile on your face as you think of him, one that quickly falls when you realize just how attached you had gotten to him, how hard you fell for him.ย 
Maybe itโ€™s dramatic but when it all begins to sink in, your blood runs cold and tears well up in your eyes. You didnโ€™t want this, you didnโ€™t want to fall for anyone, let alone one of your closest friends that means the world to you.ย 
What if he doesnโ€™t even feel the same?ย 
What if he will feel weird about your feelings for him?ย 
What if he only does all these things for you because you are his best friend? Because he wants to see you smile?ย 
What if thisโ€“ your feelings, will ruin the friendship and the bond the two of you have?ย 
He doesnโ€™t feel the same, he canโ€™t, right?ย 
You started crying and you panicked, badly.ย 
A mix of emotions run through you, shock, sadness and anger. Why did he do this? Why did he make you fall for him? Why did he have to be so amazing? Why did he do all these things for you?ย 
Before you know it, you reach for your jacket, put on your shoes, grab your keys and leave the house. Without thinking things through, you make your way to his trailer, with tears streaming down your face.ย 
Yeah, maybe you are being dramatic but you are scared.ย 
Itโ€™s the middle of the night, 1am to be exact, there is a chance that he is sleeping already but you didnโ€™t care when you made the decision to go see him, you have to confront him.ย 
By the time you make it there, your chest is rising up and down heavily, your cheeks are soaked with tears, your bottom lip is quivering. You knock on his door, once, twice.ย 
He doesnโ€™t open at first, it takes him a moment but when the light eventually turns on and he opens the door, you can see that he was sleeping before you had disrupted him.ย 
He looks tired and pissed but when he sees you, his expression immediately softens, worry flashes in his eyes when he sees the tears on your face.ย 
โ€œSweetheart,โ€ he whispers as he reaches for your hand but you step back and shake your head.ย 
His brows furrow and his eyes flash with hurt.ย 
โ€œW-Whatโ€™s wrong?โ€ He asks as he steps out, trying to get closer to you.ย 
His hair is messy and his eyes look tired.ย 
โ€œW-Why are you doing this?โ€ You ask as more tears well up in your eyes.ย 
Confusion takes over his face and he shakes his head, โ€œdoing what?โ€ย 
โ€œE-Everything! Y-You get me flowers, presents, you take care of me, call me pet names a-and take me out on w-what feels like dates!โ€ You exclaim, blinking as though you try to control the tears that wonโ€™t stop falling, โ€œy-you treat my like Iโ€™m yours!โ€ย 
Oh.ย 
As you continue to ramble, listing all the things that he had done for you. Eddie stares at you, taking in the fear in your eyes, the shakiness in your voiceโ€“ you like it, you like that he takes care of you, that he cares for you but you are scared and worried. You have feelings for himโ€“ you have feelings for him.
Just like he has feelings for you.ย 
You have never been in love before, you were always too scared of him. You were scared to let someone in, to be vulnerable, to let someone love you, to let him love you.ย 
But, you are everything to him, you are everything good. You are the one that has always been by his side, the one that he could always count on, the one that was always there, the one that he always loved.ย 
But you werenโ€™t ready and he was fine with thatโ€“ he would wait for you forever.ย 
You are so beautiful, even with tears rolling down your cheeks and messy hair, you are still the prettiest girl to him.ย 
โ€œWhy do you keep doing thisโ€“โ€
Finally, Eddie steps forward and before you can move away, he cups your cheeks, โ€œbecause Iโ€™m trying to prove to you that you are loved.โ€ย 
A small gasp fall from your lips and you look into the eyes of the man you love. He smiles a little, he wipes away your tears and steps even closer.ย 
โ€œI know that you think that you are unlovable, that you are hard to love, that youโ€™re not fucking perfect but sweetheart, thatโ€™s all such bullshit,โ€ he says as he looks deeply into your eyes, โ€œyou are an angel, you are the most perfect thing Iโ€™ve ever laid my eyes onโ€“โ€
โ€œIโ€™m notโ€“โ€
He places his finger on your lips, shushing you, he gives you a stern look, โ€œlisten to me, princess.โ€ย 
Your eyes widen and your cheeks heat up but you nod.ย 
โ€œYou are everything to me. You have always been the one that accepted me for who I am, you have always supported me, you were always there for me, writing with me, helping me with campaigns and song texts and shit, baby, you are the sweetest fucking girl, youโ€™re always so good to me, always taking care of me and being so goddamn perfect, I swear to Ozzy, you are the prettiest girl in the whole world, in the whole universeโ€“ shit, in all the other universes out there! You were crafted by gods yourself!โ€ย 
You canโ€™t even help it anymore, a giggle falls from your lips and you shake your head at his words. Your heart is both racing and fluttering in your chest and you look at him with awe in your eyes.ย 
He smiles widely at the sound of your beautiful laugh, leaning down, he presses his lips to your cheek and he gives you a soft kiss.ย 
โ€œI know you struggle to believe me but let me in, let me show you how loved you are,โ€ he whispers.ย 
Your eyes soften as you look at him, you see nothing but the truth in his eyes. He tucks your hair behind your ear and leans in, kissing your tears away slowly, he makes your skin tingle, he makes you feel warm, he makes you feel loved and taken care of.
โ€œIโ€™m crazy about you, sweetheart,โ€ he whispers.ย 
When he finally feels your hands on his waist and you tug him closer, happiness rushes through him, his heart flutters and he looks at you with a large smile on his face.ย 
โ€œI-Iโ€™m crazy about you too,โ€ you whisper shakily.ย 
โ€œYeah?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ you nod.ย 
Even beneath the moonlight, you can see his cheeks glowing red, nervousness flickers in his eyes and he smiles sheepishly.ย 
โ€œI love you, angel, I love you so fucking much.โ€ย 
โ€œReally?โ€ You whisper with big and hopeful eyes, a gasp falls from your lips.ย 
โ€œYes,โ€ he smiles, โ€œI love you,โ€ he kisses your cheek, โ€œI love you so much, I would do anything for you,โ€ he kisses your other cheek.ย 
Your heart soars and so does his when you grab his cheeks and pull him down for a kiss. Your lips touch his for the very first time and he canโ€™t help but smile when he feels what he always longed for, your love. He wraps his arms around you and pulls you in deeper. Your lips move softly against each other.ย 
The kiss is slow, sweet and soft.
Eddieโ€™s heart is fluttering and he canโ€™t even fight the smile off.ย 
โ€œI love you, Eddie,โ€ you whisper against his lips.ย 
You love him. You love him the way he loves you.ย 
โ€œYou really do?โ€ He whispers.ย 
โ€œYes,โ€ you say, smiling at him as you continue to gaze into his eyes.ย 
โ€œAre you finally gonna let me love you, princess?โ€ย 
You nod shyly and peck his lips once more, โ€œyes.โ€
As he pulls you in for another kiss, he feels like the happiest man alive, the girl he always wanted is finally in his arms, letting him in.ย 
And he swears to himself that he will make you the happiest.ย 
When Eddie pulls you into his trailer, you notice the freshly picked Daisies in the vase, the one's he picked for you, the one's that he planned to give to you the way he does every Sunday morning when he brings you coffee and bagels.
As Eddie wraps you into his arms and kisses you sweetly, you know that you will be loved, that he will always be there to show you just how much you mean to him.
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How to Lie to a Behavior Analyst pt. 2
In which Y/N still thinks her dad doesnโ€™t know about her and Spencerโ€™s relationship. Rossi sets his daughter up on a date at his book signing partyโ€ฆ.
Warnings: semi-smutty scenes, cursing, youโ€™ll probably get second hand embarrassment, Fluff, cute/horny/loveydovey!Spencer, JEALOUS!SPENCER
Spencer Reid x fem!reader
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โ€œDo you think we have too much sex?โ€
This question caught Spencer off guard seeing as they were literally in the middle of having sex. He paused his movements and looked at her. โ€œUhhhh no?โ€ He shook his head. โ€œDo you?โ€
Y/N quirked an eyebrow. โ€œNo. But Iโ€™m just trying to figure out the societally acceptable amount of sex to be having.โ€
With this Spencer busted out laughing. โ€œDo you think we have over the societally acceptable amount?โ€
She shrugged, smiling up at him. โ€œI mean we have sex a lot but I donโ€™t think too much.โ€
Spencer chuckled. โ€œWhere did this come from?โ€
Y/N wiggled her hips as Spencer continued his movements, pushing into her over and over again. โ€œOh fuโ€” itโ€™s just my next door neighbor has like a lot of sexโ€” all the time and itโ€™s loud.โ€ She nodded, moaning in between her words. โ€œLike I was up until four am one night because she was moaning like a fuckinโ€™ diseased cat.โ€
โ€œHow come Iโ€™ve never heard her?โ€ He asked, groaning loudly.
Y/N titled head. โ€œOh so you want to hear her moan?โ€ She asked, raising her eyebrows.
โ€œWhatโ€” no!โ€ Spencer exclaimed.
She rolled her eyes laughing. โ€œKidding!โ€ She hit his shoulder.
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The next day, Y/N was at her dadโ€™s house baking a bunch of desserts for his book signing party the next day.
โ€œDad, how many mini strawberry shortcakes did you need?โ€ She asked as he walked into the kitchen.
โ€œUmโ€ฆ 10, i think.โ€ He nodded. โ€œY/N/N, sweetheart can I ask you a question?โ€ He asked.
She cleared her throat. โ€œSure.โ€ She smiled, wiping the flower off of her forehead.
โ€œAre you seeing anyone?โ€ He asked, quirking an eyebrow. She froze for a millisecond.
She remembered the text Spencer had sent her two weeks before at the dinner party her father held.
How to lie to a behavior analyst: Donโ€™t maintain excessive eye contact, keep your voice even, say my name if you refer to me, donโ€™t fidgetโ€” I love you
She licked her lips and glanced at him before busying her hands with mixing the cake batter together. โ€œNo, why?โ€ She asked, her voice calm.
He shrugged and leaned on the kitchen island. She didnโ€™t turn back to look at him. โ€œOh, good.โ€ He smiled. โ€œI have this friend and he has a son. I wanted you guys to meet.โ€
Y/N swallowed hard and let out a quiet scoff. โ€œReally?โ€ She shook her head, turning around and smiling. โ€œYouโ€™re trying to set me up now?โ€
Rossi shrugged. โ€œI just noticed that you havenโ€™t been in a relationship in a while and I think you would love Benjamin Fitz.โ€
โ€œYour friends with Eric Fitz and his son?โ€ She asked, raising an eyebrow. Eric Fitz was a veryโ€ฆ controversial news paper company man. Her shoulders tensed.
โ€œYes. He always made me look good in the paper.โ€ Rossi joked, strolling over to his daughters side. โ€œSo, what do you say? Will you meet Benny?โ€
If I say no, heโ€™ll definitely catch on.
Y/N smiled tightly and inhaled through her nose. โ€œI-of course! Itโ€™s not like Iโ€™m seeing anyone so, it should be fun!โ€ She said, internally scolding herself for speaking so fast.
Rossi nodded slowly. โ€œOkay. Iโ€™ll let Eric know.โ€
Spencer is gonna fuckinโ€™ kill me
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Y/N shivered as Spencerโ€™s finger tips lightly glided across her back. They were laying in bed just soaking up each otherโ€™s company. She had been holding back the fact that she was set up on a date by her father since she saw him.
She could tell Spencer was about to fall asleep because his fingers started to move slower and slowly. โ€œHey, Spence?โ€ She spoke quietly.
He inhaled deeply, rubbing his eyes with his free hand. โ€œYeah, baby?โ€
โ€œUhโ€ฆโ€ She bit her lip. โ€œSoโ€ฆ I umโ€ฆ my dadโ€” he set me up on a date tomorrow night at his book signing party.โ€
Spencerโ€™s eyes got wide. โ€œWhat!?โ€
The woman sighed and sat up, straddling his thighs. โ€œIโ€” my dad asked me if I was seeing anyone and I told him no because then he would find out about us and then he asked me if he could set me up with his friendโ€™s son and I said yes because I thought it would seem like I was seeing someone even though I just told him that I wasnโ€™t.โ€ She spoke very quickly and Spencer found it hard to keep with her words but he got the gist.
โ€œSo youโ€™re going on a date with someone else?โ€ He asked, his eyes dropped down.
Y/N tilted her head and she bit her lip. โ€œAw Spence, noโ€” well yes but no.โ€ She shook her head. โ€œIt might be a date for him but it wonโ€™t be a date for me. Itโ€™s gonna be torture.โ€ She placed her hands on his cheeks. โ€œIโ€™m gonna hate every second of it because I wonโ€™t be with you, okay?โ€
Spencer nodded. โ€œW-wellโ€ฆ what are you gonna wear?โ€ He asked, his eyes avoiding hers.
Y/N bit the inside of her cheek. โ€œI will literally show up in sweatpants if that would make you feel more comfortable.โ€
He pouted a little bit. โ€œYou look really sexy in sweatpants.โ€ Y/N giggled quietly.
โ€œIโ€™ll wear a trash bagโ€” a potato sack! Anything you want me to wear, Iโ€™ll wear it.โ€ She nodded.
Spencer smiled, his pouty lips fading away. โ€œI want you to wearโ€ฆโ€ He thought for a minute. โ€œThat pretty white dress that I like on you.โ€
She quirked a brow. โ€œBut you said I look sexy in that one.โ€ She traced circles on his chest.
Spencer leaned forward and kissed her. โ€œI want him to see how sexy you look and I want him to know that he canโ€™t have you.โ€ He whispered. A breath left her lips and she smiled.
She was about to lean in and kiss him again but the โ€˜diseased catโ€™ who she shared a wall wit started making noises.
Y/N gasped and slapped Spencerโ€™s chest. โ€œOh my god! Do you hear!?โ€
Spencer stopped and listened for a moment before laughing. โ€œHoly shit, why does she sound like that?โ€ He asked through his laughter.
Y/N groaned and rolled her eyes. โ€œWeโ€™re never gonna be able to sleep now!โ€ She shouted, doubting that cat lady could hear it over her dramatic moans.
Spencer pulled her closer with a smirk. โ€œWeโ€™ll just have to show her what pretty noises sound like.โ€
โ€œOh my god, please make me scream.โ€
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Y/N nervously looked around as she clutched her bag in her hands. She stood by her dadโ€™s signing table. He wasnโ€™t there, he was making rounds but she stood there in her tight white dress, waiting for him to show up with her โ€˜dateโ€™. She rolled her eyes even thinking about it.
Soon, her father and a tall blonde man emerged from the crowd of people and headed towards the table.
The first think she noticed about Benjamin Fitz was that he looked her up and down unashamed.
She gave a fake smile to her father and a head nod to Benjamin. โ€œBella, you look lovely.โ€ Rossi smiled, hugging his daughter and kissing her on both cheeks.
โ€œThis is an amazing turn out, daddy.โ€ She smiled, kissing his cheek. They stood in the rental area of a very fancy wine and dine restaurant. She looked at the blonde man next to her father. โ€œYou must be Benjamin. Itโ€™s nice to meet you.โ€ She smiled, holding out her hand.
โ€œPlease, call me Ben.โ€ He winked and instead of shaking her hand, he pulled her in for a hug. His hands landed on her waist and her eyes widened, pulling away quickly as she laughed it off. โ€œAnd your Y/N?โ€
She nodded, glancing at her father who had squinted eyes, observing the two. โ€œY-yes. Itโ€™s nice to meet you.โ€ She said again, looking back at him. She had to admit, he wasnโ€™t ugly.
โ€œYou as well, sweetheart.โ€
Y/N blew air past her lips and she looked around. Rossi cleared his throat. โ€œOh, I see one of my friends.โ€ He smiled, glancing between his daughter and Ben. โ€œIโ€™ve got to make rounds. Have fun you two.โ€
โ€œThanks, dad.โ€ She gritted her teeth as he walked away.
Ben looked at her. โ€œWhere do they keep the booze?โ€
Be fucking for real.
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Y/N had been leaning against the wall listening to Ben talk about being a Lacrosse star in high school and college. She nodded along but she wasnโ€™t really listening.
Suddenly, she saw a very familiar face over his shoulder. Her eyes widened and she almost choked on the champagne she was chugging.
โ€œUh, sorry to stop you there Ben but uhโ€ฆ could you give me a minute?โ€ She asked. She didnโ€™t give him a chance to respond before she pushed off of the wall and walked around him.
Her boyfriend stood in the middle of the room with a book in his hand and a very sexy suit. He looked at her and smiled. โ€œSpencer, what the hell are you doing here?โ€ She asked, looking around to make sure that her father wasnโ€™t there and watching them.
He smiled. โ€œI just so happen to have a book that Rossi hasnโ€™t signed.โ€ He shrugged.
โ€œOh, really?โ€ She asked, a smile forming on her lips. โ€œThatโ€™s the only reason youโ€™re here?โ€
โ€œMhm.โ€
She squinted her eyes. โ€œNot because you want to spy on Ben and I?โ€
Spencer blew a raspberry and rolled his eyes. โ€œPlease. Me? Spying? Nooooo.โ€ Y/N raised her eyebrows.
โ€œOkay.โ€ She nodded. โ€œWell, I gotta get back to my date soโ€ฆ Iโ€™ll see you later.โ€ She winked.
She walked back over to Ben, swaying her hips for Spencer to look at. โ€œWho was that?โ€ The blonde asked.
Y/N sighed. โ€œOh, just one of my dadโ€™s coworkers.โ€ She shrugged.
Ben scoffed. โ€œThat twig is an FBI agent? Heโ€™s too tiny.โ€ Y/N raised her eyebrows.
That twigโ€™s dick Is most definitely not tiny.
She let out a fake giggle and waved his joke off. โ€œMore champagne?โ€ She asked, nodding her head towards the catering woman who walked around with a tray.
โ€œMore? Really?โ€ Ben asked. โ€œYou must be trying to get me drunk so you can take me home.โ€ He laughed.
Y/Nโ€™s tongue slid across her teeth. โ€œYeah, most definitely not.โ€ She shook her head. The woman walked by her and she snatched a glass off of the tray.
Spencer clenched his jaw as he watched Ben stare at his girlfriend like some porn actress.
Iโ€™m gonna kill him, Iโ€™m gonna kill him, Iโ€™m gonna kill hiโ€”
โ€œReid! You made it!โ€
He snapped out of his jealous daze and looked down at Rossi. โ€œYes, I did.โ€ He nodded.
Rossi held up his pen and his free hand. Spencer opened the book to the front page and held it up for him. He sighed the book quickly.
Spencer sighed before speaking. โ€œIf you knew Y/N and I are together then why did you set her up with him?โ€ He asked, heavily annoyed.
He hummed. โ€œI wanted to see how much she cared.โ€
Spencer squinted her eyes. โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€
The man smiled. โ€œI wanted to see if she cared enough about you and your relationship by going out with possibly the biggest pig in the city to to make sure that I didnโ€™t find out about it. I wanted to see if she cared enough to keep you safe.โ€
Spencer let the corners of his mouth turn up. โ€œRossi, I love your daughter.โ€ He spoke.
โ€œAnd she loves you, kid. I Can tell.โ€
He sighed. โ€œThank you for not telling her. I donโ€™t want her to be upset or nervous.โ€
Rossi nodded. โ€œAnything to make my girl happy.โ€ He sighed, watching her roll her eyes as she drank more champagne. โ€œIโ€™ve got more signings to do. See ya, kid.โ€
He nodded as he walked away, pulling his phone out of his pocket as he saw Ben reach to push her hair behind her ear. She moved away smoothly, playing it off like she had to cough. She kept trying to glance at Spencer without actually turning around.
To: Kool-Aid girl ๐Ÿ’˜
Meet me in the bathroom in five?
She looked around and saw him before looking back at Ben when she felt her phone buzz. โ€œSorry, about this.โ€ She shook her head as she dug through her bag for her phone.
From: Kool-Aid girl ๐Ÿ’˜
Of fucking course
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Their lips were heavy on each otherโ€™s. Her legs were wrapped around his waist while she was sitting on the counter.
She moaned so quietly as he thrusted his fingers in and out of her. Her hands grabbed at whatever they could. Her eyes never left his though. That was the one thing he wanted.
โ€œFuck, Spenceโ€”โ€œ Her eyes watered at the immense amount of pleasure she was experiencing.
โ€œThis is mineโ€” no one elseโ€™s.โ€ He grunted. Y/N nodded and bit her lip. โ€œAre you close baby?โ€
โ€œSo fucking close.โ€ She nodded. โ€œYouโ€™re- fuckโ€” the only one that gets me there.โ€ She added because 1, it was true and 2, she knew he was feeling a little insecure because of Ben.
Soon, she came on his fingers and shut her eyes, panting. She didnโ€™t have to worry about getting her dress wet because Spencer had pulled it up as soon as they got in there.
Knock knock knock
โ€œHey is someone in there.โ€
Y/Nโ€™s eyes widened as she and Spencer recognized the voice. She squeezed her eyes shut. โ€œUhโ€” itโ€™s just me, dad.โ€ She said, sliding off of the counter making sure that he heels hit the ground silently.
โ€œWhat are you doing in the menโ€™s restroom and why is the door locked? Thereโ€™s like forty stall in there.โ€โ€™
โ€œFuck, fuck, fuck.โ€ She whispered. โ€œUh, I had a woman emergency and someone was in the other restroom.โ€ She nodded her head at Spencer towards the door at the other end of the room. She had no idea what it led to but oh what the hell, right?
Spencer started walking silently towards it as she pulled her dress back down to where it was supposed to be.
She watched him walk through the door and disappear and sighed. She unlocked the bathroom door and smiled at her dad. โ€œHi, daddy. Sorry.โ€ She mumbled, walking past him.
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Now, Spencer and Y/N laid together in his bed. They were just in each otherโ€™s company. Again, his fingers were drawing random patterns on her back as she dozed off.
โ€œHey, Y/N? Before you go to sleepโ€ฆโ€ He spoke quietly not to startle her. She hummed and nuzzled her face into his chest.
โ€œThank you for caring.โ€
She smiled and squeezed him. โ€œI love you. I will always care.โ€
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