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"BERNARD!" nic yelled, coming into matts room with chris behind him.
"wake up, you stupid fuck!" Nic said jumping on his bed shaking him awake.
"nic, leave me alone, im way too tired for this shit" matt said his voice muffled by the pillow over his head.
"I have to tell you something really important!" nic said.
"it can wait." matt said.
"no it can't. cause when you know, you're gonna freak out!" chris said, making his presence known.
"yes it can!" matt exclaimed before going back to sleep.
"Its about Isla." nic said.
"Ok, I'm up, what's going on?"
"She noticed us." chris said, jumping on the bed as well waiting.
"what?" Matt said, not believing him.
"she made a video about us." Nic said to which matt looked at him blankly expecting a "its a prank!" yell from either of them.
"Nic you did not just wake me up to play this prank on me, it's not funny."
"I'm serious, look!" Nic said handing matt his phone.
matt looked at the phone, Isla's voice booming through, his eyes wide as he focused on the voice coming out of her mouth. He stayed there in shock, the phone slipping out of his hand, his body in shock as he sat there freezed.
"Matt? Matty? You okay?" nic asked, waving his hands in front of matts face
"maybe we should give him a moment?" nic suggested and chris and nic walked out of matts
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nicolas.sturniolo: congratulations ItsIslaCollins you have successfully broken matthew.sturniolo
User1: poor matt
User2: what does matt even see in her?
User3: we all knew this was gonna happen someday
➢christopher.sturniolo: unfortunately yes
matthew.sturniolo: I'm not okay
ItsIslaCollins: I'm sorry I didn't mean to!
➢matthew.sturniolo: NO
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Nicolas.Sturniolo: He's malfunctioning
➢ColeSprouse: put him in rice
ItsIslaCollins:
matt?
You okay?
Im sorry I didnt mean to break you
matthew.Sturniolo:
no
no
no
no
no
ItsIslaCollins:
I'll give you some time to calm down
I'll be back
matthew.Sturniolo:
wait don't go
lets start again
hi I'm matthew
ItsIslaCollins:
Hi I'm Isla
matthew.Sturniolo:
I know
ItsIslaCollins:
I'm sorry for breaking you
Do you want some rice?
matthew.Sturniolo:
no that's alright I think I'll be fine
ItsIslaCollins:
If you say so
matthew.Sturniolo:
i dont know if you can tell
but im freaking out right now!
ItsIslaCollins:
why, I should be the one doing that!
matthew.Sturniolo:
Um i don't know probably because
the most prettiest girl on this planet is talking to me
ItsIslaCollins:
please, you're only saying that because we're talking
matthew.Sturniolo
you dont believe me?
just look at my previous posts
wait dont
NEVER MIND
PLEASE DONT
ISLAAAAA NO
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hmm. had an actual conversation with nightmare coworker today that seemed mutually productive. she apologized for saying some bullshit that hurt my feelings and i clarified that my intentions are to help not to undermine her, and we both agreed that there's no competition against each other and that it's the lack of growth in our role that's the problem. it was...productive.
and further cementing for me that it is time to begin making my Exit. i will be sending out my resume to a few places this weekend.
i'm still processing the conversation, and am struggling to place myself in where i am responsible to better my behavior. because i genuinely don't want to be an ass, even though i really don't like this lady and will jump for joy the day i never have to see her again. she stated that she knows my intentions aren't to hurt her, and that she thinks i'm very kind. i apologized for if my behavior came off as undermining her, and said that my intentions are only to better my own growth—and that i know she's trying to succeed too. i validated her feelings, and complemented the effort she is putting in.
where i'm struggling with is: am i in the wrong/causing harm and needing to change if the issue is that her feelings are incongruent with what she knows of my intentions? her feelings are her responsibility (WOW i almost typed "her feelings are my responsibility". i feel like that's a freudian slip) and she states that she knows i don't mean to hurt her. i'm going to try to be more clear in wording my intentions with her (she feels like me trying to take work off her plate is to undermine her. when really, i'm caught up and see her getting overwhelmed, and i want to help and also have something to do since i'm bored).
but i'm really struggling to look at my role in this and pass judgement on myself. i can and want to do better, and i don't think i did anything wrong, but i'm always so hesitant to say it's not my fault or i didn't do something bad. like i can't trust my judgement on that. my intentions were good, her bad feelings are ones caused by her insecurities, which she more or less has expressed to be aware that they are not true—the hurtful thing she said to me, she acknowledged was said out of hurt and not what she actually thinks. so, is it fair to say i'm not the bad guy? i'm not in the wrong? i know good intentions that still result in harm don't absolve anyone, but when the things that are clashing are insufficient communication and reactive insecurities... i'm not a monster, am i?
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