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csprslvt · 9 months

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you and i, and her. pt 4

Chapter three ( see masterlist for previous chapters)

Summary: After Joel's death Ellie tries to deal with grief, anger and revenge. Reader learns that the perpetrator of Joels death is in fact her past lover Abby Anderson and reader starts a plan to find Abby before Ellie. Betrayal is indefinite but who will reader choose? Her best friend or her ex-lover?

Warnings: loss, aftermath of major character loss, angry Ellie, violence mentioned, sexual references.

When Ellie cried, not able to leave her bed plagued by dreams, re-living the site of Joel’s bloody death, you stayed by her side.

It got to the point where you never left her cabin. You'd resorted to sleeping on her floor, just so she wasn't alone. The last thing she wanted was to be alone. Sometimes she was angry, she would scream and shout and want to fight, but you knew she was just hurting. Other times she would cry and at certain points, what you considered the worst points she wouldn't talk or move at all. She would just lay in bed, staring at the ceiling.

During one of these episodes you were sitting on her bed, rubbing her shoulders and stroking her hair. She firmly pushed your hands away and sat up.

“Ellie?”

“I want to kill her.”

“Ellie, I understand but-”

“No! No, you don't, you don't know what it was like to see him like that! I cant get it out of my head, everyday all I can think of is how I wont be able to sleep, to eat, to fucking live If I know shes out there, getting away with it.”

“Ellie,”

“Listen, if you dont support me then leave. I'll be gone tomorrow and I'll find her”

You paused.

“Ellie, I’ll always support you”

She looked into your eyes, searching to see if your words were true.

She relaxed.

“Okay, tomorrow we are leaving. I’ll take care of getting supplies before you wake up, I won't be able to sleep anyway”

“Ellie”

You took her hands, she gave in to your touch in an instant, she reveled in it. She adored every part of you she could get, even though you hid a lot of you, she would gladly enjoy every moment she was given.

“I just…If this will make you okay again, I'll help you. I just don't think-.”

“If you're going to tell me some bullshit about how killing her won't bring Joel back don't bother, because I know. It's not like that I just want to hurt her how she hurt me”

You sighed, still grasping Ellie’s hands.

“Okay. I'm with you”

“You’ll come with me?”

“I'd follow you anywhere.”

Ellie nodded, “Okay, sleep, we have a long way ahead of us.”

“Do you have a lead?”

“I think so, Tommy was telling me about the WLF? Washington liberation front? They Are located in Seattle-”

Your blood ran cold, Washington, Seattle, Abby.

“Seattle.”

“That's where they're located. I'm going to find that bitch and kill everything she has. I’ll save her for last and make her suffer”

“Her?”

“Yea, it was a women, tall, blond, built like an ox”

Oh shit

Oh fuck!

Fucking christ Abby why did you kill Joel! There has to have been a reason. With her there was always a reason no matter how little it was, there was always a reason.

But it was Joel, Joel who saved you from being killed, Joel who always did his best to help Ellie even when she didnt want him too, Joel whose past haunted him in his sleep, Joel whom you smiled at passing every morning. Joel who was such a big part of Ellie’s world.

“Are you sure it was her?”

“I watched her bring a golf club to his head, I watched her tear him apart” The expression on Ellie’s face was once filled with terror, but now it only portrayed true rage.

Your hands trembled a little bit but Ellie didn't notice, she was too caught up in her revenge plan to seem to realize your panic. And for that, you were grateful.

What would she think of you now? Knowing that you loved the perpetrator of Joel’s painful demise. What would she do if she saw that locket inside, how happy you looked hoisted on Abby’s shoulders? How would she react if you told her the person you missed the most was the same individual that had ruthlessly murdered Joel?

“Ellie, let's just try and sleep right now. We don't know when it’ll happen again”

“I’ll try”

That night, the two of you had fallen into a restless slumber. Dreams haunted Ellie, but with you, only memories came and filled your senses with the scent of pine.

The WLF base was cold in the winter, but you didn't mind. Half the time you were wrapped up in your girlfriend's arms and when she was out training or patrolling or doing whatever it was when she disappeared you were out training yourself.

The endless workouts kept you strong, calm, collected, and warm. It was a hobby you picked up from her, though you didn't train nearly as intensely as she did you were proud of your progress and so was she.

One day though she didn't return at her normal time, like she’d always promised. You wasted no time, grabbing your steel toe boots and shotgun, axe hanging from your bag on your side. You were determined to find her.

After all, she was all you had.

The sun went down and it got colder, but still you didn't care. Abby would never stay out this long without you. Something was off.

You kept your eyes peeling spotting a horde of infected, and your girlfriend fighting them off in the center

Breathing in, you aimed the shotgun, far enough that they wouldn't know where you came from.

The first bullet struck at the head of a runner that abby was cornered by

“Gotcha, you fucker”

Abby jumped a bit at noise, the bullet barely missed her head. She looked at the source and you waved and continued shooting from a distance, once the numbers had depleted you ran down to offer hand to hand help.

“Hey babe. Need some help?”

“Fuck. I had it handled” You plunged your axe into the skull of the infected. It made a revolting squelch you cringed a bit before moving on to another one.

“Sure looked like it”

“Oh shut up!” Abby smiled, still beating the absolute fuck out of another runner

It was kind of hot, her biceps pulsing, veins showing off, blood on her face, sweat dripping down her neck despite the cold weather.

God you have problems.

When it was all over, you had both fallen to the floor, it began to snow. You were panting and then stood up, holding your face up staring at the white sky with your tongue out.

“What the hell are you doing?” Abby questioned with a playful smirk

“Catching snowflakes!”

“That's disgusting, put your tongue away.”

You wiggled your eyebrows at Abby, a smile made its way onto your face.

“You wouldn't have said that…last night” You burst out into laughter at your own stupid joke. Abby groaned, putting her head in her hands, still a teasing smile grew on the corners of her lips.

“Can we stop with the ‘last night’ jokes?”

“ You started them?”

“Yea well i'm finishing”

“Oh yea, I bet you are”

“Shut up… that sounds bad.”

“What's wrong with finishing?”

“Oh my god, y/n. Shut up”

“ Yes ma'am!”

You awoke in the middle of the night, surprisingly Ellie was fast asleep. You sat up in your sleeping bag, pulling your knees to your chest. Cradling yourself, rocking back and forth in an attempt to self soothe.

Ellie, your best friend was going to try to kill your girlfriend. Or rather, ex-girlfriend? You had never technically broken up, you just… got lost. Abby was somewhere, and you were determined to find her before Ellie did. You couldn't just let her die and if that made you a bad person you were okay with it. You were already a liar, a murderer, a thief, what's one more sin on your conscience?

You got up while Ellie was fast asleep. You tiptoed to the bathroom with your pack, taking off the clothes you'd borrowed from Ellie in your time there and replacing them with sturdy jorts, a belt, and a wife beater. Your belt almost resembled a tool belt, you could holster a pistol in it among other things. You’d wear steel toe boots with a pair of thin socks. You grasped at your locket.

You had to find her before Ellie did and return so she did not have a clue. You'd have to lie a lot but it wasn't the first time.

You snuck out, mindful of the creaky floorboards. Ellie was still knocked out.

Poor thing

You've never felt so conflicted before. What would you even do or say If Ellie found Abby? She wouldn't take the betrayal well; you could tell by the way she looked at you that she was attached. And in a way so were you. But Abby, at one point she was your entire world. You knew that indefinitely, you'd have to pick between the two and though Abby was once your greatest love, she killed someone Ellie adored.

Fucking idiots.

You wandered out, in the midst of the night with a few hours of darkness left. You went back to where you'd found Ellie passed out on the floor. You felt like a shitty best friend, but you couldn't help it. It wasn't like you could let Abby die. She was strong though, very strong, she would put up a fight and that fact brought you peace.

Eventually after some digging around in that house, you found it deserted but with things left behind. A bullet casing there, a few loose arrows but what really interested you, was a map. Abby was never really good at covering up her tracks, and she had left you a path right to her. The map was marked up with some sort of colored pencil. You held it carefully, pointing your flashlight at it.

Washington, WLF base and Patrol routes are all marked up…so is Jackson with the words “town?” written on it, you almost smiled, recognizing Abby’s handwriting like it was second nature

You decided you'd bring the map back with you.

Doing one more look around you discovered photos, polaroids.

One of Abby and Owen, smiling.

Your expression dropped.

There's no way she's associating with him again. And if she was, it was definitely out of desperation. Whatever, you'd fix that.

#ellie x fem reader #abby anderson #abby x reader #abby x fem!reader #sapphic #wlw #eventual smut #slow burn #angst #abby and owen #ellie tlou2 #tlou 2 #tlou masterlist #gaming

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joahnwiz27 · 2 years

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When my coping mechanism for my mental health issues is to sit at home and stare at nothing for 8 hours instead of going to the gym:

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gabshereig · 2 years

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“why abby is better than ellie”

i know everyones gonna hate me for this one but i had to write it for an english assigiment so hear me out

Aurgumentive essay: The last of us part 2 Why Abby is superior to Ellie

Does living in a post-apocalyptic zombie world give you an excuse to be a bad person? Ellie Williams is not a moral person and should not be idolized or romanticized. Contrary to widespread belief, the protagonist in The Last of us part 2 is Abby Anderson, the killer of Joel Miller.

The last of us is a video game set in the year 2033. The world is destroyed and decaying around them. The zombie apoloyse started with a mushroom virus called cordyceps. Cordyceps is a parasitic fungal brain infection, that can be transmitted through spores or bites. The first game follows our main character Ellie Willaims and Joel miller. Joel is a smuggler who takes things from one place to another. His job this time is to smuggle a little girl. This girl's name is Ellie, Ellie is immune to the infection. Joel must smuggle Ellie into the firefly's so they can make an antidote to the infection. The firefly's is a group of scientists and others who later disbanded. Joel has done horrible things to ensure his survival; he is hardened. Joel and Ellie form a daughter father relasonship on the way across the country to the fireflies. When Ellie gets to the firefly's lab Joel learns that to cure the infection theyd must kill Ellie. This added information destroys Joel. HE must do something. He kills 10 to 20 humans to get to Ellie. When he walks in the lead, the doctor tells Joel that he will not let him take Ellie. Joel then kills the lead doctor which we later lean that was Abbys father. Ellie was the only cure for humanity.

This brings us to the second game. Joel did not come home one night, and Ellie went to search for them. Ellie gets to them first where she is forced to wanted Joel to get beaten to death with a golfclub by Abby and the rest of the Washington liberation front. Abby spares Ellies life and then leaves. Ellie is heartbroken and the second game is set in motion. Ellie revenge. One of the main reasons as to why Ellie is not a person is because she left her family for a revenge plot. All evidence seen in the video by UNPARALLEL Gaming. Dina, her girlfriend, with a newborn baby Jj is living with Ellie outside the city in a beautiful farmhouse. Ellie has Left Dina in shambles multiple times, but Dina lets her back in. Dina needs Ellie and moreover Ellie needs Dina to feel human. Ellie is consumed with rage. It is late one night. Jj is asleep and so is Dina. Ellie is paking a bag; she is planning to sneak to sneak out and leaving Dina and her baby without telling her. Dinna wakes up and tells Ellie, “Come back to bed, we’ll talk in the morning.” Dina is upset and confused as to why Ellie would leave in the middle of the night without telling her. Ellie replies in a cold voice, “I have to finish it.” Dina flinches at the coldness of Ellies voice. Ellie must kill aby. Ellie tells Dina she cannot sleep or eat. Her survivor's guilt is too strong. Ellie tells Dina that she loves her. Dina replies, “I love you... stay” the look in Dinas eyes is utterly heart wrenching. Dinas eyes are begging and pledging for the love of her life to stay with her. Dina did not deserve this. “We have a family” she says, “Shes (Abby) doesn't get to be more important than that” Ellie does not respond. She just stares emotionlessly. Ellies silence kills Dina. Dina says “I'm not gonna do this again” tears start to stream down her face. “that's your choice” Ellie replays. Dina turns her back and her face crumbles with despair. She cannot stop the tears; she just lets them come. You can see the evident heart break on her face. Dina has saved Ellies' life. Physically and emotionally. Dina picked Ellie up when Joel died. She made sure she had food, and she was safe. Dina helped her get back into being okay again. Dina gave Ellie all her love and time and how did Ellie repay Dinas love? By turning her back on her. Ellie did not deserve someone like Dina. Ellie left Dina heartbroken with a baby, alone in a zombie apolyse. This is significant because Abby would never do that. Abby gave everything she had to her friends. She never let her revenge get in the way of her friends. Was Abby cold? Yes. But who would not be when their father, the only man in the world that could cure the infection, and all her group was brutely murdered. Abbys group was her family. She would do anything for them.

Abby is better than Ellie for multiple reasons. But the one to harp one is abbys humanity. As seen in the video published by nocotber. Abby spares Ellies life twice. Ellie comes after Abby, harassing her and murdering all her friends. AT the theater when Ellie is searching for Abby, she comes across Ellies friends. Ellie murders abbys dog, ex-boyfriend, her pregnant friend, and a few others. Ellie does not hesitate or even ask them about where Abby may be or who they are. She just kills. Ellie is a coldblooded killer. Abby is heartbroken but still never goes after or Trys to kill Ellie. Abby also saves levs and yaras life. Abby betrays her whole group to save a 12-year-old boy and his sister from the scars. The scars are a cult who believe in gutting people and hanging their bodies on display. Abby betrays the WLF to save these two kids from a religious cult. She says it is to lift her guilt. Which means Abby feels guilty about killing Joel. It shows she has humanity whereas Ellie is shown to be so far into revenge that a part of the game shows her running through tunnels while repeating “Abby” under her breathe while she is searching for Abby. Ellie is an unhinged, unmoral, and mentally unattractive person. For lack of better words Ellie is insane.

Some would say Abby is a horrible person because she murdered Joel so disrespectfully. Joel is a very loved person and the game sets up 15 hours of close contact with him and his personality. Part two sets up flashbacks of Ellie and Joel at museums. It is beautiful. It truly shows their humanity and how much they genuinely loved each other. Joel did everything for Ellie. Joel murdered and tortured people for her well-being. Joel was all Ellie had for a long time. Then Ellie had to watch Joel die. The game does an amazing job at setting up an intense bond between the player and the characters. You begin to love Ellie and Joels relsonship. Most people do not see Ellie faults because they spend hours of their life basking in her trauma and validating her and Joels murderous ways. A As Joel you have the option to sneak around and not kill people but sometimes you do not and are forced to. In the second game while you play as Ellie, you are forced to kill 15 people, you can choose to kill the rest. Ellie is murderous. In the first game the least amount of people who can kill is 31. He is a serial killer. He murdered 358 infected people. These people are wrong though. The fact that they do not try to look at everything though abbys perspective is the main issue. Abby killed the murder of her father. Her father was the only one who could save humanity. All of humanity. The only man that could make the world “right” again. Abby has 2 chances to kill Ellie and she did not. Abby had the opportunity to help others and she did. Abby portrayed a strong unfeminine looking body on a woman which is not showed a lot in the media. Abby is not a bad Person. She did not do anything that you would not do if you were in her situation.

Abby is superior to Ellie because Ellie is an immoral person and should not be Romanized. Not only is Ellie a coldblooded killer she is also incapable of returning love. While Abby would drop everything for the ones she loves. After reading this paper you should rethink your Romanized version of Ellie and see her who she is, someone broken, someone incapable of forgiveness, someone who will never change, And a toxic person. You should learn to forgive Abby for killing your favorite character and learn to love her just as you loved Joel.

Druckmann, Neil, director. Last Of Us 2 Ellie Dina Breakup Scene Ellie Leaves Dina to Find Abby Dina Leaves Ellie She Is Broken. Youtube, UNPARALLEL Gaming, 25 July 2020, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=544iOKfkG4U. Accessed 27 Oct. 2022.

Druckmann, Neil, director. The Lat of Us Part 2. The Death of Abby's Friends - The Last of Us Part 2 (2020), Noctober, 27 June 2022, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Uygib0PKuo&feature=share&utm_source=EJGixIgBCJiu2KjB4oSJEQ. Accessed 27 Oct. 2022.

#tlou #tlou2 #tlou fanfiction #tlou part ii #the last of us #ellie williams #dina tlou #abby anderson #abby and lev #abby and yara #abby and owen #ellie and dina #ellie smut

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elliescardcollection · 10 months

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chloeannexx · 1 year

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That should be me, that should be me, that should be meeeeeeeee.

#abby anderson #abby and owen #i need her #i think im in love #im in love.#help me #tw owen

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abbysthighs · 5 months

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This mini game is so cute.

#tlou2 #tlou2 photomode #the last of us part 2 #virtual photography #gaming #game capture #the last of us #abby anderson #abby tlou #tlou2 abby #abby and owen #tlou2 aquarium #abby anderson tlou2 #tlou2 mini game #tlou2 winter #abby anderson fluff #tlou2 fluff #fav

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tinysocks0 · 6 months

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Drew a quick lil sketch of Abby with her hair down!! She’s so pretty I can’t ☹️😭🫶

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grace-likes-things · 24 days

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Guys

Yeah uh grace plays tlou2:

Um... I was fully warned of the emotional devastation. That being said...

I was NOT ready for it.

Jesus! Christ!!!

The fact that you have to feel the controller shake while Ellie chokes Abby out?

And then you HAVE to strum that FUCKING guitar. And feel every single second of it failing.

And witness all the shit Ellie is feeling in between.

I didn't know that the "I don't know if I can forgive you for that, but i'd like to try" line was coming when it did. (Knew of it prior.) The fact that she was sitting there, looking at her absent fingers, missing her family, and suddenly empathizing with Joel?

Suddenly, possibly, forgiving him?

If nothing else, at least understanding the sheer rage that fueled joel & herself to murder on behalf of a loved one?

I'm not well. I wept. A lot.

I feel really nauseous.

brb while I call off work tomorrow.

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(and the CREDITS WHILE I TYPE THISSTOPSTOPSTOP)

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andersonsgirl · 9 months

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the fact abby took off her bra and her boobs were out for Owen and he didn’t even touch them. so fucking ungrateful.

#fuck owen #abby anderson #abby anderson tlou2 #abby tlou #abby the last of us #lesbian #abby anderson the last of us 2 #abby tlou2 #abby x fem!reader #abby anderson x female reader #abby x reader

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joahnwiz27 · 8 months

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Look for the Light

(I missed drawing her so damn much)

((Slowly but surely coming out of that art block and I HAD to start with Abby))

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chappellroansdreamgirl · 28 days

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ellie williams with a black gf!

A/N - my two requests are almost done chat i promise but i rly wanted to make something like this!!!!!

content warnings - JUST FLUFF!!!!

THESE ARE MY MODERN!ELS HEADCANNONS!

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- will ALWAYS compliment u after u get ur hair done. "your new braids look so good, baby." EHEHEHEEHE AAAAAAGHHGH (*screeches through the phone*)

- will learn how to take them out for you just so you don't have to do it all the time by yourself:

"make sure you're not cutting my real h-"

"shh, shut up! i know what i'm doing 🤬 !" <3

- will figure out how to tolerate your nails. always pays for them. ALWAYS tells you how pretty they look. (sry guys my praise kink wants to be set free from the shackles they're currently in.)

- although she definitely always wants to protect you and make sure you're safe at all times she isn't afraid of letting you stand your own ground. but whenever things get too out of hand or it seems to be heading that way, she'll be shutting SHIT down.

- your parents/guardian/parent figures love her. I DON'T CARE. this woman WILL be getting invited to the family reunions!

- ellie williams has zero tolerance for racists. if you guys are out at a store in a predominantly white area and it even SEEMS to her that the workers are racially profiling. lingering stares, periodic walks passing where you are, etc etc we know how racial profiling works. she's getting your ass out of there and making sure that her numerous email accounts are used for giving them multiple 1 star reviews that night.

- ellie williams has been indoctrinated into the cult of hotties. she hears megan's piano once while u were getting ready and now she can't get enough of her music.

BONUS ROUND: MOODBOARD🥶🥶

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dollyhao · 7 months

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toni’s note: writing this because i was replaying tlou and the PRICK asshole dickhead o*en pissed me off with the one scene with the stocking. he’s is awful and deserves to choke. why tf would he say that to her 🤨

cw: angsty i guess, but definitely fluffy, reassurance, idfk

reassuring abby that she deserved to be loved can be challenging. people always telling abby she was a shitty person and that she doesn’t deserve to be happy or loved was really starting to take a toll on her. she didn’t even think anyone could love her after everything she’s done. until she met you, you made her realize that she was deserving of happiness, affection, support and love. but sometimes she forgets and it’s your job to remind her.

you are laying in bed in abby’s room waiting for her to return from a mission isaac sent her on, just like you’ve been waiting for the last 3 days. when abby walks into the room she looks exhausted and drained but you light up when you see her, jumping off her bed and into her arms. your squeezing her hard so happy that she’s here and alive.

she hold you back squeezing you just as much. you loosen your grip looking up at her and you finally notice her face expression. your beaming smile drops to a look of concern. “what’s wrong abby?” you say leading her to sit on the bed, you sit on the floor between her legs cradling her face in your hands.

a couple of tears fall down abby’s face, “do you love me?” abby whispers looking at you with the saddest eyes. “ oh course i do abs,” you say wiping her tears, “ i love you more than anything.” “how could you love me after everything i’ve done?! i’ve killed so many people..” you sigh “abby we don’t have the luxury of being morally correct. it’s kill or be killed out there,” you say grabbing her hands giving them a squeeze, “i will never blame you for doing what you gotta do. i support and love you. trust that i will be the first to say something if you go too far, but you haven’t yet and i don’t think you ever will because i know your a good person abby. no matter what anyone says because no one knows you the way i do.”

abby’s looking at the floor when you grab her face making her look you in the eye, “ do you understand me? you are wonderful..” abby grabs your hands that are holding her face squeezing them before kissing you deeply. you reciprocate the kiss pouring all your love into it. you climb into abby’s lap straddling her hips holding her head to your chest while she wraps her arms tightly around your waist.

you two sit there for what feels like hours until abby fall asleep right there in your arms. who knows the last time your sweet girl slept.

#lesbian #the last of us #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #wlw #i 🫶🏾 abby anderson #abby is a angel #abby is my princess #owen is wack

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