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dollyhao · 12 hours
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once more to see you; a. anderson
(short little angsty fic based off mitski's song. ive never done something like this so let me know if its good because i have other ideas.)
‘in the rearview mirror i saw the setting sun on your neck and felt the taste of you bubble up inside me’
abby watched you sleep as the sunrised, casting a orange glow to your face. she traces a finger down your arm as your face twitches from the slight touches. she can feel the way you kissed her skin last night like a lingering burn and how she returned them.
‘but with everyone watching us, our every move, we do have reputations’
‘we keep it secret, won’t them have it.’
abby knows you deserve more than sneaky meet ups in her room and on patrols but theres nothing she can do. if she wants to keep the respect and fear of wlf soldiers she can’t have them knowing about you two. abby refuses to let them turn what you two have together into something else. she's doing this for you; for both of you.
‘so come inside and be with’
‘alone with me, alone with me, alone’
you never complain as abby avoids eye contact with you or talks to you formally, like your just another soldier who has to listen to her commands. you let abby initiate intimacy so you don’t have another mishap like the last time.
so you let abby leave you little notes to meet her in empty rooms that aren’t used anymore. and accept as she pulls you into passionate kisses and tight hugs, her silent way of telling you she loves you.
‘if you would let me give you pinky promise kisses , then i wouldn’t have to scream your name atop of every roof in the city of my heart’
you watch abby as she gets close with owen, playfully hitting him, making jokes and laughing. you don’t remember the last time abby laughed with you. you watch and wonder if being in a relationship isn’t the problem for abby but that maybe it’s being in a relationship with you thats the problem.
your heart screams for her when she meets your gaze with a look of (fake?) disinterest. you want her to tell you she loves you like she use to before she went up in rank. you want to yell at her that this can’t be the way you are loved in such an already fucked up world; but you can’t bring yourself to stop the moments you do get together.
‘if i could see you, once more to see you”
abby hasn’t seen you give her a genuine smile in days. when your alone, you give her these half smiles and she watches you lip wobble the slightest bit as she walks into your room at midnight. but your still here, wrapping her into your arms as she pulls you down to lay on the bed with her.
so she takes in everything your giving her right now because your still here, even if your eyes are far away.
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dollyhao · 14 days
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your phone pings with a couple times with multiple texts.
| come outside baby
| hurry
| i need to show you something!!
you huff and playfully roll your eyes as you pause your music and put down your pencil you were using to study. you send her a quick, ‘coming’ before throwing on a hoodie and your slippers.
when you step out it’s cold and you only have your sleep shorts on. so you dash to ellie’s beat up 90s car hopping in, hoping it’s warm. it is warm and ellie looks beautiful in the moonlight green eyes shining with excitement. you could practically see her vibrating in her seat.
“hey pretty girl,” you say leaning over the console, grabbing her chin and pulling her into a slow peck. you haven’t seen her in a couple days, school has been killing you lately and ellie’s been super understanding; giving you the space you need to focus on your studying.
"hey baby," ellie puts her face in your neck pecks it a couple times earning herself some sweet giggles. "i missed you," you mutter as she lets you go. "mhm~ missed you too. i have something i wanna show you." ellie pulls her hair up from her neck and shows you a tattoo thats under her ear.
it was roman numerals and your both of your initials tattooed under it. all of it in a very fancy font. "oh my fucking- ellie! this is beautiful!" you inch closer to get a clear look. the roman numerals were the day that you met. ellies always talking about how it was love at first sight, "its the day i fell in love with you." she said in a whisper.
your eyes get teary, "is it healed?" you ask reaching over to run your fingers over it. she nods and you run your thumb over the numbers and letters completely enraptured. you lean in to place a lingering kiss on it making ellie squirm.
"wanna come in?" you say with a tone full of adoration. "what about your studying?" she askes you. "ive done enough studying, come on."
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dollyhao · 14 days
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i wanna write a fic based on the song 'once more to see you' by mitski for abby. i alright got the whole angsty plot in my head but im lazy :/.
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dollyhao · 17 days
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hiiiii! i was js wondering if u had deleted the drabble of mean gf x Ellie, where like someone pushed Ellie and mean gf gets mad? I can’t find it, it was my favorite fic of urs 💜 if u still have it up, can u plz link it?
i did delete it 😶 only because i didn’t like it and wanted to rewrite it. same premise just better written.
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dollyhao · 18 days
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Please don't delete the mean gf x loser ellie storyline bc it's everyone's favorite 🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽
i wouldn’t dare. but i feel like ive written all i can for that storyline 😭
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dollyhao · 18 days
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gf!ellie with a oral fixation (sweet midnight sex)
you and ellie lay on your bed late at night getting ready to go to sleep. she's watching tv and your strolling through your phone while ellie starts to dose off. she shifts her body to lay her head against your chest. you pay her no mind because this is her little habit.
she fiddles with your tank top and gazes sleepily at the revealed skin of your breast. she tugs at the top of your shirt. "can i?" she mumbles as gazing up at you. you glance down at her seeing her droopy eyes plead with you as she slowly pulls your shirt down.
you nod at her, "but not too hard els. im sleepy." you say turning on your side to face her.
when ellie first told you about her oral fixation you were kinda confused. you knew she enjoyed putting stuff in her mouth but you didn't think it had a name. when she explained that thats why she liked having your nipple in her mouth so much without it being sexual all the time, you understood. so being the amazing girlfriend you are you let her whenever she asks.
she pulls your shirt up over your breast and takes them both in her hands massaging them softly. she kisses around your nipple before taking one in her mouth. she wraps her lips around it but doesn't suck wrapping her arms around your waist, pressing your body closer to hers.
you readjust yourself trying not to think too hard about the warmth of her mouth wrapped around you. it always takes you a minute to adjust to the feeling but it gets frustrating when her tongue flicks over your nipple. you let it go because this is what ellie says she needs.
you start to doze off when you feel ellie start to suck harder, her teeth grazing your nipple as she runs her tongue over it. her grip on you tightens her hand that's on your back trails down your thigh; lifting it over her hips. you glance down at her to see her eyes looking up at you. her fingers trail up her leg, grasping on your ass under your oversized shirt.
"ellie," you mumble brushing her hair out her face, "what are you doing?" ellie lets go of your nipple with a wet pop, "i dont know..." she says honestly. "i-i thought this was supposed to be innocent," you squirm as her hands creeps lower to your covered cunt, stroking your pussy with her middle finger.
"i know, im sorry." she rolls you over laying you on your back. "can i keep going?" she whispers to you softly as she sit in between your legs. you look over at the clock on your nightstand seeing that its 2 in the morning. you nod at her and she trails the kisses down your stomach to your underwear, pulling them down.
"i thought this was supposed to be innocent." ellie mocks your earlier statement as she sees how wet you are. "how was i supposed to keep it innocent with you sucking and rubbing on me, asshole." you say jokingly shoving her shoulder. ellie slips a finger into you kissing your lips again. its slow and sensual as she runs her tongue over your top lip.
your arms wrap around her neck as she fucks against your sweet spot. "mhmm~, more baby." ellie pulls away from your lips to look you in the eye as she adds another finger. you press your forehead against hers, panting out her name. "it feel good mama?" she asks mouth only a breath away from yours. "yess, faster els." you beg her. "ask nicely." ellie smirks bending her head to kiss your neck.
you run your hands through her hair, "please, baby?" you arch your back into her and and she slide her hand over your arch, pulling you flush against her. she does what you asked speeding up her thrust and you let go on her fingers. you come down from your high glancing over at ellie, who settled at your side, giving you a innocent look.
"you feel better?" you tease her. she nods settling next to your exposed chest. "absolutely not." you pull your shirt back down throwing your arm over her and laying on her chest, patting her shoulder. “go to sleep els.”
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dollyhao · 22 days
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firefighter abby (fluffy fluffy fluffy) i have fantasies of being somebodies pretty, sexy little house wife which is why some of my works encapsulate that.
abby walked into your shared apartment completely drained from the day. you were in the kitchen plating food when you heard her heavy steps as she takes her dirty work boots off. you turn to look over your shoulder a little concerned. abby has been on a 24 hour shift and even though she's tired when she usually comes home from those, she always greets you with so much love, she's never quiet.
"hey baby," you say walking over to your table to sit your plates down. "hey." she mumbles petting the cat that rubbed against her leg. you can see her face scrunched up in an semi-permanent wince. her eyebrows are pulled together like she has this huge burden on her mind. you weren't going to ask if she was alright, it was obvious she wasn't. you pull her chair out patting the seat giving her a soft gentle smile.
her face softens slightly sitting and eating. you try to get her talking by telling her about your day at work and the new recipe you tried. she nods and 'mhm's at what your saying but you can tell shes not paying attention.
when shes done eating she grabs her plate and puts it in the sink and goes to leave the kitchen. you stumble out of your chair to catch up with her. "hey. lets shower together." you ask grabbing her hand pulling her to the bathroom. "i don't-" she begins as you pull her into the bathroom.
"let me do this for you." you tell her. she doesn't fight you as you pull off her shirts and pants after turning on the shower. now with her clothes off you can see the soot covering her neck and the dirt in her hair. you can see the dirt under her fingernails, her braid is coming loose and her eyes look swollen like she was crying.
you coo at her as you pull your own clothes off, ushering her into the shower. you start by taking her braid out and washing her hair. you massage her scalp, kissing her shoulder, whispering sweet words to her, "'m here baby," and "we don't have to talk about it, its ok." you start to feel her body relax under your fingertips. you turn her around to face you so you can help her wash her hair out. "you had a hard day? its ok im here for you." she looks down at you with so much love in her eyes, "thank you." she whispers lowly.
you smile at her placing a kiss on her lips before grabbing her bodywash. you wash her body gently and thoroughly placing kisses on her clean skin. you start to talk about what your going to do since abby has three days off. abby adds some things to the conversation and places kisses on your forehead as you discuss. the water washes the soap off her body she wraps you in a hug that expresses everything that she hasn't been able to say since she got home.
you hold each other while the water runs down your bodies chasing all your stresses away.
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dollyhao · 22 days
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do people like jenny from the l-word because i. can’t. stand. her. omg she is the worse !!
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dollyhao · 23 days
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heyyy... i havent posted in a month. ive been debating if i wanted to delete my account or just stop posting. but i realized i really like writing and posting so im going to keep going but i am going to delete some post i dont like :\
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dollyhao · 2 months
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With Ramadan less than a month away...I can only pray that Allah makes it easy for the Muslims in Palestine, Sudan, Syria, Yemen, Congo, Kashmir, and every country where people are oppressed.
In Sha Allah this Ramadan, things will change for the better. In Sha Allah this Ramadan, the Israeli Apartheid Regime will fall and Palestinians will have their land back.
Please keep those who are oppressed in your duas and please don't stop talking about oppression
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dollyhao · 2 months
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Having you seen Valeria Garza from cod…. Shes so ugh
umm yes!! her aggression/attitude is so... ughhh.
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dollyhao · 2 months
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starting a mini series of childhood crush with abby
“where have you been?” you ask abby as she walks into your shared room. “with owen.” she says sitting her bag down with a soft grin. “oh” you say going back to fiddling with a record player you found on patrol. you wanted to fix it up for abby since hers busted a week ago.
“did you have fun?” you say glancing up at her. “um kinda,” she says coming to sit next to you. “im not sure… he kissed me.”\
“what?!” you exclaim. everyone knew that owen liked abby but somehow you were still surprised. and a little jealous. “did-did you like it?” you ask going back to your tinkering so abby doesn’t see the disappointment on your face.
abby glances at you watching you fumble with the record player that she already knew was for her, “i- i dont think i did,” she huffs out, “i mean i like hanging out with him but i dont think of him like that.” abby does not miss the sigh of relief and the way your shoulders relax. she smiles as you respond, “aww well its ok. im here for you.” you could not keep the smile off your own face.
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use content clues on the time line of this.
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dollyhao · 2 months
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i just started playing ff7 and i’m been obsessed with aerti. and i don’t even think they’ve met where im at.
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dollyhao · 2 months
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just started ff7 and tifa is kinda my wife lowkey.
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dollyhao · 2 months
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If you were to commit a crime, what crime would you commit? And do you think you'd get caught? (be realistic)
theft. i’ve always had sticky fingers (not proud) so id probably try to rob a store. i won’t get away with it though i don’t like guns and ain’t nobody scared of a girl 5”2 and under 130 lbs.
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dollyhao · 2 months
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Do u prefer white butches or studs
?? um i don’t have a preference. i like women. i don’t have a race or size preference. interesting question though 😭😭
(i don’t like studs)
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dollyhao · 2 months
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I'll read everything that you ngive me
this almost made me cry. i love you for that. imma be honest im kinda over writing for tlou (still love them though) but i need something new.
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