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earthssprout · 5 months

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happy new year to you & yours, friends ! 🥳🌷🍃 I hope you all had a wonderful & safe time while celebrating, if you enjoyed any such kind of merriment at all 🥺

as I mentioned in the tags on a previous post, I've been meaning to share how I intend to handle Ari's blog as I struggle to balance real life responsibilities & writing. after much discussion with close friends & exploring important parts of myself on my own, I've decided to put Ari's blog on an EXTREMELY LOW ACTIVITY status, of which will remain so until the end of my studies. seeing as I'm pursuing an English degree, there will never be a semester when I'm not writing a bajillion things a week to satisfy course requirements & perform well academically. this, of course, takes precedence 🥺 it is my future, after all !

with all that being said, I don't want to separate myself from this space entirely, so I won't be putting Ari's blog on an indefinite hiatus. however, during the rare opportunities given to me throughout the semester which allow me to be somewhat present on here, I'd like to keep my "obligations" to roleplay as low as possible. therefore--for at least the foreseeable future--I will no longer be accepting new threads or engaging in starter calls/posting my own. if we had any threads going before, consider them dropped. I plan to make this blog what you might call ... " ask - centric " ... meaning that the only method of interaction I will be accepting for a while are asks. I will be answering prompts that are sent in to me, as well as sending the same to others. any asks that I send, however, will not be continued ( except for perhaps on the very rare occasion ). my partners are welcome to continue the ask if they would like to, but just know that it's highly unlikely I'll respond to anything that is turned into a thread. I may, however, toss the response into the treasure box tag ! 🌷🍃

I understand that this, in turn, somewhat prioritizes the relationships that Ari has already built with other muses and, in a way, limits opportunity for her to create new ones. while this restriction isn’t something I’m intentionally enforcing — rather, it is a passive effect of the current state of affairs — given the busyness of real life & all else that is equally important to me, I simply don't have the energy to juggle many things at once on here--in fact, I've been unable to do so for a long while, & I'm only now facing & accepting that fact 😔 the most meaningful & important relationships that Ari has made with other muses were primarily built by lots & lots of ooc discussion, so while I am not opposed to starting new things & building similar relationships, the chances of such happening are much higher with those that are willing to engage in thoughtful discussion about our muses despite my circumstances — plotting over interaction, to put it simply 🌱

regardless, I will still be very slow on here, and I expect I will keep a similar pace when responding to im’s as well. even though asks will be the only interactions/things I respond to on here for a while, please don’t expect me to reply to such with any haste either. I may have the time and creative energy to respond to five asks in a single day, or I may lack both for a month straight. this is, unfortunately, something unpredictable, and therefore I cannot make any promises about how often I'll be here 😔 overall, the greatest shift this blog will be experiencing is how much creative energy I can spend on it and where I decide to invest that. I don’t want to abandon this space entirely, as it is a comforting place to be, and Ari is still very much alive and well in my heart ! I want to comment on posts to support my fellow writers, participate in the occasional dash shenanigan, post random thoughts and ideas I have about Ari throughout the day, and maybe even still actually write ! however, some balancing is in order; I want to improve upon my writing through practice, but most importantly, I enjoy this hobby again 🌷🌼😭

to anyone that isn’t interested in writing with a blog that has such sporadic activity and limited methods of interaction, I completely understand. I always want to be a person that encourages others to do what’s best for them, so if parting ways because of this change is what you need to, then please do so. you will be missed, of course !🌷 but know that this decision to limit my interactions so severely is because I have the same desire in mind — I have to do what’s best for me, in a way that cares for my mental health and nurtures my creative spirit 🌻that being said, this may change. I may limit my interactions even more in the future ... I may open everything back up again ... who knows 🥺

since everything in my ask box is covered in about seven thick layers of dust, I'll also be deleting everything in there too--starting completely anew !

to those who remain, thank you for your ongoing understanding, patience, and support 🌿 at some point, I’m sure, Ari and I will see you outside again ! 🐸🌱🪻🌷🌳🐝

#( ❀ | ooc )#( ❀ | psa )#long post cw #( tumblr keeping my tags despite my long absence is truly the 8th wonder of the world 👀#ANYWAY 🌷 here's the promised post!#it got lengthy in spite of my best efforts but. cmon guys. you've been here long enough to know that I'm incapable of condensing anything #much less a post like this one ... 😭 )

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polar-equinoxx · 1 year

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A fic masterlist! Finally!

And here is my ao3 account :D

Take your pick, all of these are sfw, full of fluff or angst and definitely hurt/comfort; and are rated either gen or teen^^

More detailed summaries added underneath each one and oh my god this post is so long

featuring the main two of all of these bc why the hell not

Oh and the series on ao3 is linked in the headings of each sector :)

I will be updating this whenever I write more fics, so keep watch XD

☁️The heavens told me that clouds have been grey

all of my icemav fics! So guaranteed smooches <3 none of them link to each other unless they are in a seperate series ^^

find the masterlist here! yes I made a seperate post its because there are so many of them quq

🌟Canons shoot ships but not this one

all of my fics that could fit into the canon timeline, (featuring an occasional icemav smooch cus lets be for real they did probably kiss at least once)

find the masterlist here! yes I made a seperate post for this too lmao

Long-fics (5k or above)

🍁Hot Summer Nights to Cold Winter Days (18k words, 10 chapters split between two works)

Rated Teen, with fluff and a genourous amount of angst and hurt/comfort

When Goose and his pilot were allowed to go to Top Gun, then Ice couldn’t think of anything better. Only until he’d seen Maverick and fallen head over heels in love with him. That July Saturday had changed everything, Goose had gone, and Maverick had fallen into a deep dark pit, and Ice, wanting to look out for Maverick, had dived straight in after him, unwilling to let his wingman get stuck there. Ice promised Maverick he’d go to the ends of the earth with him, and that is what he would do, even if it meant they’d both hurt.

❄️Returning to You (25k words, 15 chapters)

❄️ Letters : Epilogue (1.5k words)

Rated Teen, a lot of angst. Seriously. But a lot of hurt comfort to make up for it :,) Oh yeah, the amnesia is the cause of the angst..

In the months after Goose’s death, Maverick has been forging a deep friendship with Iceman. So deep, in fact it feels like nothing could come between them, even though he hasn’t been entirely honest about exactly how he is feeling. It’s hard to do, but it only seems to get harder when a scouting mission takes a turn for the worse.

🌷Galloping into the Cold (5k+ words, completely a wip, 3 chapters right now)

Rated Teen, angst, fluff hurt-comfort, medieval au, they ride horses.

Thomas Kazansky, nicknamed Ice for the personality that isn’t even his; feels like he’s stuck in his pampered posh life. That’s until he falls off his horse and meets Peter Mitchell and realises he might have a chance to be something other than his surname.

🌙 when the human strokes your skin, that is when you let them in (29k words, 14 chapters)

Rated Teen, angst hurt/comfort and secretive mutual pining with miscommunication sprinkled on top

Top Gun. Top Gun! Maverick had only gone and actually done it, and it would be the best five weeks of his life, for sure. If only there wasn’t a distraction with the name of Iceman. Anyway, he was so relieved that he was going to do it and win that trophy with Goose. But many things don’t go to plan.

🌹Roses (5k words, a 4+1)

Rated Teen, angst, unrequited love, a lot of valentines days, pining and eventual fluff

Nobody in Iceman’s life has meant more to him than Pete Mitchell does. He’s dangerous and annoying but incredibly cute, and Ice thinks if he looks at him one more time with that smile of his, his legs are going to give out under him. Try as he might, he can’t say anything to address the crush he has on him. // Or, the four times Ice wants to admit to Maverick that he loves him and the one time he does.

🧊Not Enough (11k words, a 5+1)

Rated teen, angst, self doubt, abusive parents, mutual pining and eventual fluff

Iceman has been told one way or another and all through his life that he's not good enough, for whatever that may be. He dreads turning out even the slightest bit like his father, and he'll do everything in his power to stop himself from becoming like him. / Or, five ways people say to Ice that he's not enough and the one time he says it.

🐎Heaven In Your Eyes (WIP, 2 chapters at 3k)

They r cowboys, no-one dies, (!?!), they ride horses, with pining, fluff and friends to lovers

Thomas Kazansky is the notorious peace-maker of the new place in Colorado the people call Durango. Pete Mitchell was supposed to be passing it on his way to California, but the small town seemed nice enough to stay for while. For some reason, their paths keep crossing, but Pete, as rebellious as he is, doesn't mind. / Or, a western icemav fic that takes place in 1886

❤️‍🩹Goose lives AU (Goose lives and there's no such thing as DADT)

❤️‍🩹Seasick (1632 words)

Rated Teen, sickfic, hurt/comfort A mission is flown, the mission is successful, but a certain Pete Maverick Mitchell is seasick. Badly.

❤️‍🩹Saved by Sickness (2037 words)

Rated Teen, sickfic, hurt/comfort, this is how Goose lives lol The thing about Iceman is that he never gets sick. Or at least he thought he didn’t. Most of the time it was just a cold. Most of the time he jut felt a little bit more tired for a couple of days, then he was back to normal. This was not one of those times, as he's about to find out.

❤️‍🩹Spur of the Moment (3788 words)

Rated Teen, with fluff, pining, Goose and Slider embarrassing both Ice and Mav, and no DADT cus who am I to do that??? Maverick is about to fall asleep standing. He's so tired that the last thing he's going to be thinking about is what comes out of his mouth. Especially if it's 'baby'. Especially if it's to his wingman. Or, Maverick calls Ice 'baby' for the first time.

🕊Angelus AU (The icemav boys are angels, but that isn't normal)

🕊Growing Pains (1494 words)

Rated Teen, patching up injuries, angst, post-argument, hurt/comfort He doesn’t know how he gets to his bathroom, but once he reaches a point that lets him lift his head up to try and see his back in the mirror, he’s immediately chucked into a pit of horror and disbelief. “Oh god-” His wings were growing. God dammit of course they had to choose tonight to start.

🕊Cold Wings (2137)

Rated Teen, patching up injuries, fluff, hurt/comfort

The good news? Ice was there. / The bad news? There was blood all over his back and he was about to collapse over the sink. / “Oh jesus christ-” Maverick says as he shuts the door behind him and goes straight over to him, dropping the towel on the floor. || Or, Ice's wings decide to appear at a very awkward time.

🌠Shooting Stars (A small series where the icemav both stargazed as kids and Maverick dated Charlie beforehand)

🌠Starboard Half Light (3104 words)

Rated Gen, with pining, and hurt/comfort

It had been such a tiring day, and so emotionally charged too, so why was Maverick still wide awake? It seemed like the only option he had left was to go see Iceman, his newly titled wingman. Hopefully he was awake. Maverick just wanted to talk to someone. Or, Maverick and Iceman talk on the starboard side of the USS Enterprise for the entire night

🌠Shooting Stars (1886 words)

Rated Teen, a lot of kissing and pining. So much kissing seriously.

Maverick has always loved stargazing, ever since he was a kid. He has also had a crush on Iceman ever since he laid eyes on him. So what better to do than go stargazing with him, right?

🌠Afterglow (1635 words)

Rated Teen, hurt/comfort obviously with mentions of guilt tripping and Mav's past relationship with Charlie

“I- I promised…” “Hey, hey… you don’t have to be s-” “Yes I do,” Maverick interrupts him. “I promised her I wouldn’t because she’d- she…” She? “Who, Mav?” Or, Maverick wakes up in the middle of the night and tries to hide the nightmare he's just had from Ice, because he knows what will happen if he tells him.

#ms tg #ms fanfics #if you're reading this then beware the long post!!!#but if you're reading this then how was the long post?#and here are the tags for all of these!#ms hsntcwd #ms rty #ms gitc #ms wthsystiwylti #ms hiye #ms angelus au #ao3 #masterlist #fic masterlist #top gun fanfiction #fanfic

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medium-bloodcrafter-scion · 1 year

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The Legendborn Cycle Theory Time!

So Tracy Deonn finally dropped us a delectable little breadcrumb for LB3 (6/6/23) via an Instagram post and I am now going to proceed to overanalyse the shit out of it because I cannot help myself.

So Ms Deonn is introducing a new magic system (exciting!) and she posted flowers 🌷🌷🌷🌷- fiery-looking tulips in the foreground. She also mentioned that the scene where Bree is introduced to this new system will involve some kind of emotional payoff. So, my theories:

Disclaimer: I just spitball when I make my theories, they are like 50% thinking and 50% intuition. In other words, I may or may not have a logical reason behind them, I'm just here to have fun.

1. Initially I thought it could be Morgaine magic, but Morgaines also use aether, just a different style of it, and I can't see the emotional ties there. May have to think more about it.

2. Fae magic was my second/related thought, but I cannot see the emotional link at this point. Also Fae haven't been (officially?) introduced in this series, though they are present in Arthuriana so it would make sense to have them.

3. Given how Sel mockingly suggests Bree's mom used magic to 'grow prettier flowers,' back in LB, I'm wondering whether this is a magic system that Faye created with Natasia (Sel's mommy). We've seen them blend magic together already for Bree's sake, so maybe out of love for their children and the realisation that they would be separated from them, they ended up devising something entirely new. Maybe the new magic is how Natasia was healed of demonia? We're definitely getting a Natasia story, where we'll probably learn more about Bree's mom via Nat's pov as she explains to Bree. Bree meeting her, learning more about Faye's secret life as a Rootcrafter/Bloodcrafter who befriended a Merlin will definitely be quite touching.

4. Back to a semi-theory /idea I made in a comment on someone's post... Could be possible we see the Shadowking follow through on his promise and drain Bree of his power, almost killing her in the process. Maybe more HC than theory, I can imagine Bree reconciling with Vera and all her mothers in the ancestral plane as she almost dies, and in the process learning from them that there is magic that is borne out of love, and not pain or bloodshed the way bloodcraft is. This 'higher' magic wouldn't come at the cost bargaining your life away or from theft.

Imagines the ancestral plane transformed into a field of tulips, Bree and her mothers all clothed in pretty white dresses... At very least I may turn this into a fic because 😭

5. Linking back to the previous point, tulips represent forgiveness and pure love, suggesting those elements could be at play in this new magic system. It hearkens back to Bree's ancestor - Jesse I think - who drew on her power by thinking about the love she had for her mom (? Can't remember specifics). Maybe she had the right idea, but wrong magic (bloodcrafted root).

6. There was an article where some of Tracy's favourite books were listed, and it was fun to refer to that list to find out where she may draw some of her inspiration. Of note was the Dark is Rising (DiR) sequence, a series of children's stories that is fantasy based in Arthurian legend. I skimmed through the Wiki for that series and noted lots of themes and ideas overlapping with Legendborn. Notably, the magic system of DiR features three types of magic - Old Magic, Wild Magic, and High Magic. Old Magic is elemental and reminds me of Aether as used by the Order in LBC (Sel explains how magic is physics and aether is an element), Wild Magic is drawn from nature and would be similar to Rootcraft in LBC, and then the third type in DiR is High Magic, - cosmic in origin, and more powerful than the other two. ALL THIS TO SAY I think the new system we'll be introduced to will be incredibly powerful, moreso than what we've seen, and possibly tied into higher principles like love, sacrificial love, forgiveness, truth, etc.

Anyways that's enough rambling for now. I'm actually most excited about seeing how Tracy uses the new system as part of Bree's healing journey. Honestly this series is just so impactful and I know that third book will make me cry (in a good way).

#legendborn cycle #legendborn #legendborn theories #Lb3 #tracy deonn #bree matthews #the legendborn cycle #bloodmarked

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haerinari · 9 months

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꒦꒷Be your boyfriend꒷꒦

pairing: nonidol!jungwon x fem!reader

warning: none

genre: fluff

a/n: sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes, i didn’t check it. I wrote this on my room and i got inspired because you don’t have any idea of how much i love sanrio’s characters, specially kitty and kuromi. I have like 20 plushies of kitty and keychains of my melody and cinnamon roll. Anyway, hope you enjoy! 🌷💗

Today you had a date with Jungwon, he was a boy that you met a couple of months ago at college. He was a super sweet boy that caught your attention since the day you met him.

Jungwon told you to meet him at the park that was near your house at 4pm, it was around 3pm so you took a bath and started to get ready. You put a little of make up on evenn tho Jungwon told you that you didn’t need it because you were already pretty. You choose a simple but cute outfit and got out of your house.

When you arrived you saw Jungwon sitting on a bench with a bouquet of tulips of different shades of pink, he looked so cute.

“Hi Wonie” you said giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

“Hi Y/N” he said with a big smile, handing you the bouquet.

“Thank you so much, they are sooo pretty! I hope I didn’t make you wait to long” you said. “Today my hair is not cooperating so…”

“What?!” he exclaimed. “Your hair looks absolutely beautiful today, you look gorgeous!”

“Awww” you said blushing. “Thanks Wonie, you also look super handsome today, as always.”

“Let’s go” he said. “I know a place that you would like very much…”

Both of you started walking, admiring the beautiful trees that were full of pink and white flowers. While walking you could feel the way Jungwon’s hand was lightly touching yours, it was amazing how he made your heart beat like crazy. Just feeling his presence made you feel butterflies in your stomach.

Minutes later you felt how Jungwon’s hand slowly started to get closer to yours, closer and closer until he was holding your hand. You smiled, feeling how the heat was coming up your cheeks.

“Okay” he said. “Now, I’m going to cover your eyes and we are going to walk a ‘bit more.”

“Cover my eyes, what if I trip over something?” you replied.

“Don’t worry, trust me. I promise you would like it” he smiled.

“Okay.”

Jungwon covered you eyes with one hand while the other one was resting on your waist, guiding you so you didn’t fall. Both of you walk a little more until Jungwon told you to wait with your eyes closed.

“Okay so, now, you will open your eyes when i count to tree, okay?” he said.

“Okay” you said smiling.

“One… Two… aaaaannnddd… Three!”

“OH. MY. GOD.” you exclaimed.

You were a big fan on Sanrio, and Jungwon knew it. Couple of weeks ago he showed you a post on instagram of a cafeteria that will open near your house that was inspired on Sanrio, but you didn’t think that he would take you there.

“Do you like it?” he said giggling.

“I love it! God, you are the sweetest boy on the entire plant earth.” you said giving him a hug.

“I knew that you would like it. I know how much you love Sanrio’s characters, especially Hello Kitty and Kuromi.”

“Wonie this is so cute, thank you so, so much.”

“Come on, let’s go inside” he said taking your hand.

Wonie took you inside and the place was extremely amazing. Everything was decorated with sanrio’s characters, they sell bouquets of flowers with small plushies of Hello Kitty and My Melody that were extremely cute.

Both of you sat on a light blue table that was decorated with small details of cinnamon roll. The menu on the table showed all the variety of desserts that they had that were inspired in every sanrio character.

“Wait for me here, pretty. I’ll bring something for you” he said leaving the table.

“Okay.” you answer.

Jungwon was really the sweetest boy that you have been with. He was always making sure that you were comfortable around him, always giving you small presents and bringing you flowers every time so saw each other. You really liked Jungwon.

Minutes after he came back with four cookies with the shapes of Hello Kitty, My Melody, Kuromi and Cinnamon Roll. Also bringing another small bouquet of pastel purple flowers with a plushie of Kuromi on the center.

“To the pretties girl on the entire universe” he said handing you the gift.

“Wonie I love it so much, but stop spending money on me. Being with you is already enough.”

Your heart melted every time Jungwon have you a gift, but today he already gave you the tulips, and now he just brought the cookies and the Kuromi bouquet.

“Don’t worry about it, Y/N.” he answer. “You deserve all this and a lot more. But now, let’s eat, this look extremely delicious…”

When both of you finished the cookies and after a long discussion of who was going to pay them, you got out of the cafeteria and started walking again.

One of your bouquets was on of your hand while the other one was being hanged by Jungwon, in that way both of you had a free hand to hold each other.

Judging by the way the sky looked you could deduce it was around 6, the pinkish and orange colors of the sky were telling that the sunset was coming over.

You guys walked again to the park and sat on the bench that Jungwon was earlier, the sunset from there looked absolutely beautiful.

“The sky is long pretty. Isn’t it, Y/N?” he said.

“Of course, this is my favorite part of the day. Watching sunsets makes me feel calm and happy.” you said smiling.

“Y/N?”

“Hmm?”

“Can I be your boyfriend?”

“Are you serious?” you said with a surprise voice.

“Yes. I like you very much, Y/N. Like really, really much. I truly enjoy spending time with you and I really want to keep you on my side for a very long time.” he confessed. “So, can i be your boyfriend?”

“Oh my go Jungwon, of course” you told him with ya big smile. “You are the sweetest boy on this earth, of course I want to be with you.”

“Can I kiss you now?”

You didn’t even answer. You lips and his lips connecting into the most beautiful kiss of your life. Butterflies on your stomach and a feeling of joy that you couldn’t explain.

“Thanks for everything today Wonie, really.” you said giving him a tight hug.

“I love you Y/N.”

“I love you more Wonie.”

#enhypen #jungwon #yang jungwon #enha x reader #enha jungwon #sanrio #kuromi #my melody #hello kitty #enha #hybe #enhypen fluff #lovers #friends to lovers #enha imagines #enha scenarios #enha smau

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gravity-rainbow · 2 years

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🌷💞✨ answer with 3 random facts about yourself, then send this to 10 other people 🌷💞✨

I thought about this really carefully. Sometimes the simplest questions trip me up the most. This is one of them. Do I complie a list of facts and then just randomly select them? I thought, okay, but should they be a mixture of good, bad, indifferent? So I opted with just selecting three odd facts.

I shattered my leg when I was 19 in a car accident. They saved the leg and put it together with a rod of titanium and oddly enough 19 screws that look like the ones you use in constructing a deck. I have always suspected that if I laid on a pool float I would align myself magnetically with the north with the titanium in the leg but I don't know. I do know this. I hated going anywhere after 9/11 because I set off metal detectors everywhere I went.

I like to post pictures/etc involving bears because as a child, I grew up at a cabin near Glacier Park and there was a bear who used to hang out near by. I would sneak him food and he would get in trouble knocking trash down etc but he was my buddy and would follow me around. Not too close but not too far. We were both too stupid to know we shouldn't be hanging around each other.

I post Godzilla pictures because well, I just do. For so many years, I would collect Godzilla memorabilia. The odd part about this, was, I really didn't have any interest in Godzilla. One time, I saw a dragon tattoo and i was explaining that Gojira was the orignal name for Godzilla. It struck me just then why. I remembered as a child living in Palm Desert I went over to my friends home to watch a Godzilla movie. Pete and Rosa were their names. Brother and Sister. Anyways, we were all watching Godzilla on a black and white in the garage. I was excited, Godzilla was smashing things up. I remember looking over at my friend Rosa, and seeing that she wasn't right with this. She told me that she was scared. So I sat with her and held her hand. I told her I would watch out for Godzilla. and here it is so many decades later, I still do it...not realizing I was keeping a childhood promise.

Life can be rebuilt with odd metal deck screws, strange friendships and have promises kept while reasons forgotten.

Thank you for the question.

#questions #philosophical quandry #godzilla #bears #etc

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mtnkat3 · 2 years

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Hello world..

Just thinking & praying.

Seems I'm meant to walk alone. Out of a broken hell & into the unknown abyss called the world. With support from a very few dear friends that truly care & give a dang about me. Whether or not my soul's mates are on the other side of the bridge.. I can no longer tell. God assures me the glimpses He meant me to see are True. His Truth.And perhaps my beloved Bears .. Angels .. are there.. but I cannot see.. I have been wrong.. too much. Rejected. Denied. And I just cannot take that anymore. It has damaged me. Too much to endure. This place. More than once a day. So whomever.. wherever.. whenever.. you .. are... I do hope & pray that you feel me. Because I've laid myself too bare here & I've hurt myself.. you.. other people.. too much. So .. listen to my soul's angst as I spill it out in my diary. I miss you . Whoever you are.. I no longer know.. I pray to be forgivable by God. And that I learn to forgive myself, as well as others. I also pray that those meant to forgive me.. can.. & want to. I must accept His Will. Plans. Timeframe. I must accept the path He wants me on right now.. is fraught with dangers, toils, snares.. tests of the adversary. That I must walk this alone. That I must come to Him. First. He deserves my soul bowed, kneeling. That He is the Way. The Truth. The Light. Focus. Discipline. Retrain my brain. Listen to Him. Use the sensory & emdr skills. Keep walking to Him, & do as He instructs me & I will get my life back on track. I pray that means I in so doing He will Bless my life with His most Treasured of Gifts .. my soul's mates . But I don't know that right now. So I keep praying to hear Him correctly. My tree bends to You Lord. It isn't broken. It is weathered, tested, battered, bruised but very deeply rooted. In You. Your Plans. I wear my scars as a roadmap, like a map of the constellations Lord. I am not meant to be ashamed of them. None of the physical, & striving to not be ashamed of the mental nor emotional either. They made me who I am. Who You meant me to be. Every tear I've ever shed, every tear I am now.. are Yours. The love language of my soul, to You. Oh God in Heaven.. please..??? Please help me??? Bowed.

I believe therefore I work as I await on my cliffside.

~True love never dies & true love always waits.~

These are.. Your promise to me Lord. My vow to You. And.. my vow to my soul's mates . Whomever.. wherever. . you .. are.

Patience my daughter. Don't give up. My child. My precious daughter, you, I, he .. know.. Hold. On. Right is on your side!

Sobbing on my knees. Father!!!!!

Hold on to me My daughter!!!

Yes Father. Thank You for loving me!!!!!

I don't know why You wanted me to write this post today. I feel wrung out & worn from the angst, tears, pain. Then.. the exposure & vulnerability. But. You Lord Guided me to write this. So whomever... I believe it's my mates .. maybe others.

But I have a headache now. And I have chores, plus a turkey to butcher then cook & store up. Maybe I won't have to at Christmas. That'd be nice. Anyways. Tired. Time to work. If you do indeed hear me.. I love you . & miss you .. so excruciatingly bad that it rips my soul to shreds.

Your bowed, humbled, crying, worn out, but listening closely carefully & quietly daughter.

Your complex quirky warrior queen daughter.

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. ✝️🌺🐾🐯

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andsheloved · 2 years

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hiiii im so excited that queen of fluff is back with drabble days 😁 pls prompt #11 with loki+!established relationship that’s like a *little* angsty :D

as usual pls disregard this if it doesn’t inspire you <3 remember to take breaks today when you need them and 🗣refill your water bottle!!!🗣 HAVE A GREAT DAY i love u the most 🥰 🌷

miA MY DEAR i'm so sorry it's taken me so long to post this but regardless it is here and i love you mwauh, i do love this so much and i absolutely did squeal when i read this request cus like, i love. i love so much. i ended up changing the wording up for this prompt a bit, but i hope you enjoy anyways!! i hope you're remembering to drink some water and take care of yourself today!! mwauh!! ily so much and i hope you're doing so good mwauh i love you mwauh mwauh

pairing ~ loki x gn!reader

word count ~ 1.5k

warnings ~ pre established relationship, bit of angst, comforting fluff, bit of jealousy?? (i'm not really sure if it's considered jealousy but i am unsure), small mention of death, mention of anxiety, the dark world spoilers, crying, loki hugs though :)

prompt ~ #11: 'it’s you, it was always you’

Six weeks.

Six weeks it had been since you had last seen him.

Sure, he had messaged you a handful of times, always explaining how there was some new monster or alien or some new intergalactic thereat that had to be dealt with before he could return.

A part of you felt proud of him, how he was finally being accepted by the rest of the team, even to the point of being allowed to become so involved on missions. Though even through that pride, you couldn't help the incessant whispering that called to you from the back of your mind, you wanted him home, with you.

You hated yourself for thinking that it was such a selfish thought, to want him so much near you that you started to care a little less about whatever new villain of the week he had found himself dealing with.

You missed him, was that such a crime?

He was supposed to be coming back to the tower today though, or so he said.

You wanted to be excited, to feel something more than the exhausting weight of anxiety and slight anger at the thought of him finally coming home to you, but you just couldn't help it.

Every time he promised he would be back, something would always seem to come up for him. Granted it wasn't just extra shifts at the office or dinners with friends that were keeping him.

It was saving the world.

Though your feelings persisted regardless.

You didn't know for how long you had been frantically pacing the floor of your room when you heard the knock at your door.

You froze in place, your hands fidgeting each other as you called out a quick, "Hello?"

You heard a muffled, relieved sigh from the other side of the door, "It's me."

Loki.

You slowly crept to the door, trying to dull the small sparks of excitement that bloomed in your chest. He had left you, stringing you along for weeks without telling you where he was or if he was okay. The only reason you knew he was still alive some days was because he finally decided to text you.

You opened the door slowly, your heart beating rapidly against your ribs as he finally came into view.

His smile was soft and tired as he took you in. His shoulders slumped at the sight of you, as if just seeing you again was a breath of fresh air.

You felt your eyes begin to water, your lips beginning to turn into that wistful, dream-like smile that he always seemed to inspire within you.

"I've missed you." He mumbled, still standing in the doorway.

Before you could respond, you felt your mind tug you away from him, your legs working on their own accord as you turned suddenly from him.

"My love-"

You cut him off, your voice a dull murmur as you spoke, "I missed you too."

Even as your back was turned to him, as you fell onto the bed with a soft 'thump', you could hear the quiet, concerned grumble that fell from him.

"Have I done something?" You heard his tired voice respond.

Your lips drew into a thin line, "No, I've just-" You sighed, scrubbing your hand down your face, "I missed you, that's all."

How could begin to explain how you hadn't slept in days? That you were torn between always thinking of him and trying to push down any thoughts of him at all as you tried to go about your daily routine? How could you even begin to elaborate on how people on Earth communicated with each other, and didn't just decide to only message each other to let the other person know they weren't dead?

Sharing your life with a Prince from another planet always had its learning curves, and usually, you would take them with stride. Loki was Loki, that would never change, but in times like this, you couldn't help but get a little frustrated with him.

He never really told you directly if he could read minds, but it was during these moments when you thought he most certainly could.

"I'm sorry if I worried you. That was never my intention."

A part of you wanted to yell, to turn and grab his shoulders and shake some sense into him, but instead, you continued to face the wall, afraid that if you dared to face him, your resolve would crumble instantly.

"I didn't hear from you for weeks." You emphasized, "I thought something happened." You stammered, your voice trembling at the image your own torturous thoughts created to torment you even more.

"Nothing happened, I pro-"

"But what if it did." You spat bitterly, "What if you were gone and I never got to say-" A choked sob ripped from your lungs, stopping you from continuing as your face fell into your hands

You screwed your eyes shut as the sound of his slightly labored breathing filled your ears, though even through your tears, you could still feel how his weight made the bed sink a bit more behind you.

"I'm sorry, I should have called you-"

"I never knew if you were okay." You managed to sputter, "I never knew if you were safe. I-" You swallowed, attempting to gather yourself before continuing, "I was scared."

You finally turned to face him, your lower lip quivering as you pulled it between your teeth, awaiting his inevitable response.

"I never- I-" He grumbled to himself as he tried to find the words, "I want to protect you." He spoke plainly, "I see what's out there, and I can't bare the thought of any of that coming close to you. I know I should have let you know I was alright, but when I was there, when I finally saw what they see so often, I just couldn't come back to you without knowing those things were gone." There was a pregnant pause as you both stared at each other, his brows furrowed as he scanned your face, "My mother." He finally muttered, taking a deep breathe before continuing, "She... She's gone, because of me. I couldn't-" You could hear how his breath hitched in his throat, his voice strained, "I couldn't save her, and I can't go back and change what's happened, I've lost her. I can't lose you." His hand reluctantly reached out for yours, resting gently on your thigh as he waited, "I can't."

You felt a soft whimper escape you as your hand instinctually sought out the warmth of his. "Loki..." You sighed, a weak smile creeping onto your lips, "But I can't live without you either."

You found yourself taken back at the sudden frustrated groan that left him, "I need you to understand, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if someone- something happened to you because of me."

You understood, you supposed you couldn't blame him for wanting to protect you. You knew without much thought that you would surely do the same thing for him if you were in his position.

"It's just-" You interrupted yourself with a tense chuckle before you continued, "I miss you," You shrugged, whispering, "I miss you."

You couldn't even tell when it had happened, though you couldn't really bring yourself to care when your cheek found itself pressed against his chest, his strong arms wrapping around your shoulders instantly as you collapsed against him. You felt your cheeks dampen as the emotions you had begun to feel over the past few weeks finally spilled over.

You felt as his body began to rock back and forth gently as he rubbed calming circles with his fingers on your shoulder blade. You were surrounded by warmth, and you found yourself humming at the soft sound of his steady heartbeat.

You smiled softly against his chest at the feeling of his lips trailing tender kisses along the top of your head. You wondered if he was speaking to you, but you were too entranced by the constant thrum of his heart.

The faint rumble through his chest let you know he was finally breaking the calming silence that lingered between the two of you, and he let out a soft chuckle as if he had been reading your mind this whole time.

You could feel the kind turn of his lips against your forehead as he finally whispered. "It's for you. It's always for you."

gosh i would pay so much money for a loki hug right now :') buT consider this me sending all of the loki hugs in the universe your way because you deserve them!! mwauh!! i hope you are doing so well today and always mwauh :)

as always, likes, comments, and reblogs are always always appreciated!!

want more loki? check out my masterlist!!

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anneimaginesundertale · 2 years

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🌟🌻Monthly Plans for 2022🌻🌟

None of this is set in stone, but here is my general plan for 2022. I will let you know if things change. Please let me know if there’s anything you’d like to see me do — or things you don’t want me to do!

Anyways, here is the schedule!

❄️ January-mid-February — Reactions, prompts, and headcanons

I’m opening the inbox for all your questions about the skeletons, as well as other characters. (Please ask about other characters! I love all the UT characters and as much as I adore the skellies, there are other characters out there in the fandom!)

💖 February 19-April 9 — Spring Picnic Party RP

I know this is a weird time frame, but I’ve set it like this so that I can have a school break at the start and the end of the RP to get things off the ground and then get stuff all wrapped up. My current intention is to have this be a party RP, where anyone who wants to join can join just by sending a response to the starter post and it all follows a vague schedule but doesn’t really need a plot. If you want to sit and make out with your favorite skeleton the whole time, you can. If you want to run around and prank all the other skeletons, you can! I’ll have a few planned bits (I’m thinking maybe an egg hunt and some kind of ending thing) but other than that, it’s a free-for-all! More info on this as we get closer to the event.

🌷Mid-April-May — Open Inbox

Send in asks and I’ll answer them. I will try to finish prompts I didn’t get to before the picnic party, too.

☀️ June-July — Open Inbox

We did another RP for a little bit, until it fizzled out. Now we’re just gonna have the inbox open.

🌻 August — Worldbuilding and character asks

Ask characters questions! Ask about how the world works.

🔥 September — No Skeleton September Writing Project

I wanna do characters other than the skellies! I had so much fun writing Grillby in a few of the RPs this past month, and I love Asgore and Toriel and Undyne and Alphys…So this month is for all the characters I feel get forgotten because they aren’t skeletons.

🎃 October — Spooky something

I’m not promising a party, but we’ll do something spooky here.

✍️ November — NaNoWriMo?

I want to do it this year! I have a pretty cool idea for a fic for this year! I’m not sure if I will share daily progress but I will share eventually! In the meantime, not sure how much will be going on here.

🎄December — Holiday Ask Games?

Not sure what exactly. I’ll find something.

Please let me know if there’s anything you guys really want to see. As a reminder, I am open to writing other characters from Undertale, so any time the inbox is open, you can request things with them! Check the rules if you want to know who’s open. (It’s all the main characters…)

I’m going to pin this post and keep it up all year. I’ll reblog it any time I make changes. I hope you all are having a great 2022! I love you!

💕Anne💕

#blog schedule 2022 #master post #what’s happening in 2022

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generallybarzy · 3 years

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THE 1.3K CELEBRATION!

Wow!!! Less than a month since I hit 1.2k and we're already up 100 followers! So, I have to say all this again. I'm literally so so so grateful for all my followers and ESPECIALLY the ones who send asks and reblog my posts and interact, you guys are the best 💕💕. I literally never thought I would get to this many followers on a dumb blog I made just to share my little stories about hockey. But here we are.

This time around, I'm gonna have a whole week scheduled out, with each night a different theme. You can send asks about each night in advance but I'll answer them on the specific night!

C E L L Y N I G H T S (AUGUST 03--10)

💤 sleepover night (08/03): let's just chat about some stuff, fashion, makeup, our crushes, our jobs, school, even hockey if you want to! We can also do little also games like FMK (fuck, marry, kiss, but you can chose the three options), make me chose between two players, stuff like that!!

🤔 headcanon night (08/04): send me hcs you have about players! I'll add commentary to them or even give my own at times, but you run the show! Fluffy, smutty, or just general! Anything you want!

😍 appreciation night (08/05): tell me about your favorite players! Doesn't matter if I know them or not! I wanna spread some appreciation!

🥰 appreciation night pt. 2!!! (08/06): send asks about your favorite blogs and write them a cute lil message and I'll tag them! Let's share some love!

🫂comfort night (08/07): send me a line from this list and I'll write a comfort blurb for you. You can also specify a specific topic the blurb can relate to. Dont send anything too triggering, just some light angst that has someone comforting you, but I'll tag all these with TW to be safe

“I promise, no one will ever hurt you again.”

"Do you wanna talk about it?”

“You’re not going to lose me. Ever.”

"I know it hurts, baby."

"Listen to my heart, okay?"

"You want me to tell you a story?"

"We'll get through this one."

"Is it too bright in here?"

+ might add more on that night!

👀 sneak peak night (08/08): I'll post an updated list of all my wips and you can ask me about any of them, including long passages from each!

✨ moodboard/header night (08/09): send me a player and a theme and color scheme if you'd like and I'll make you a cute mood board or header image (for your blog or a fic! You can also tell me if you'd like it the normal squares format or something funkier

🥵 smut night (08/10): send me one of the blurb prompts from this list and I'll write a lil steamy thing!!! You can give as little or as much detail as you want in the request!

"Babe, it's the middle of the night."

"We shouldn't, not here!"

"Louder."

"I'll guide you."

"Just focus on me."

"Don't test me."

"You look good enough to eat. In fact..."

"You're not wearing anything under that, are you?"

+ might add more on that night!

Once again, thank you all so much for hanging in there with me and actually sticking along for this mess. I saved these celly nights until after my very last day of work so I can focus solely on finishing asks on those days! I'll post more in depth "rules" on each night. Feel free to start sending things, but make sure to label your asks with the enoji or date for whatever night you're sending it in for, just for my sanity, thank you!!!!

🌸🌷🌺🌹🌻⚘I LOVE YOU ALL⚘🌻🌹🌺🌷🌸

Going through my mentions and tagging people who've tagged me in appreciation stuff in the past cause idk who considers themselves my friends anymore but ily all anyway: @fallinallincurls @dembenchboys @josthours @joekellys @yeahisupporttheleafs @probablygraves27 @bb-nhlqueen7 @matbaerzal @andreburakozy

#nhl #mat barzal #op #just tagging so some of the people who just stumble onto my blog every now and then see too!

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kathonyxbee · 2 years

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Kathony Advent Ficlets - Day 6

Absolutely embarrassingly late, but Happy Day 6 of Kathony Advent! I'm so sorry I've been so behind on this, but life got in the way, so trying to catch up now. I promise I'll post them all before Christmas!

Anyways, Lord Bridgerton doesn't do ice-skating, but his wife might have something to say about it. Enjoy! ❤️

Day 6 - "Ice-skating" is below the cut! ⛸🐝🌷

As much as Anthony adores his wife and enjoys dancing with her, even he has to admit she is not the most accomplished dancer, and his toes had been trod on many times. Sometimes, he dances with her by keeping her in place and moving for both of them. So, it comes as a surprise that she is so graceful on ice while he can barely stand. It’s amusing in a sense.

“Come join me, husband!” Kate calls out to him, stopping her spins and turning to face him, looking like the most accomplished dancer.

He shakes his head, leaning against the bench beside him where his own pair of skates rests. “I much prefer watching you, wife,” he tells her.

She laughs, arching a skeptical eyebrow before gliding over to him. “Now, Anthony, don’t be stubborn,” she tuts as she comes to a stop before him. “Put on your skates and join me, my love,” she says, holding out her hand to him.

“I’m alright, Kate. Just go and enjoy yourself. I’ll just be here,” he tells her in what he hopes is a firm tone.

“Scared, are you, darling?” she quips, eyes shining with mirth and a sort of delight. “Come on, I shall teach you,” she adds, doing another spin and holding out her arms to him. She looks so beautiful, the sun shining down on her, her hair pulled back, a few tendrils escaping her coiffure, framing her face. She tilts her head up slightly, basking in the cold, biting January sun and he has the sudden urge to follow her anywhere. Instead, he fastens on the skates - death traps, really - and prepares to follow her on the ice and make a fool of himself.

He pushes off one foot and glides onto the ice, and it feels as if he's falling until he’s stopped by Kate who rests her hands on his arms, steadying him.

“Easy, husband,” she murmurs. “Here, hold onto me,” she adds, and he does, gripping onto her, his entire body tense and rigid. “Now, push off one foot, glide, then push off the other,” she tells him, moving her own feet in demonstration.

He tries to mimic her, but almost slips on the ice if not for Kate’s steadying hand on his arm.

“Easy now,” she says softly. “You must relax and push off slowly as if you were dancing a waltz,” she explains, her own feet gliding gracefully over the ice.

He gives it another try, and at least this time he doesn’t stumble, hsi feet moving more gracefully.

Kate beams, pleased. “There you are. Just relax,” she tells him, and resumes moving, her feet gliding gracefully.

“Easy for you to say,” he grumbles. She just rolls her eye.

And, Anthony is left doing his best to keep up.

#kathony #kathonyadventficlets #kanthony #advent fic #bridgerton #kate sharma x anthony bridgerton #kate sheffield x anthony bridgerton #kate sharma #anthony bridgerton

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