Literally everything about the kiss scene is perfect
The build up
Buck's flirting
The way Tommy's voice drops
The moment something shifts in Buck and he takes it just that little further
Tommy's smile
The fingers leading Buck into the kiss
The hovering hand
The moment of silence after the kiss
The moment the music starts playing
The music itself; so gentle and conveying the awe and rising clarity
The softness in Tommy's voice
The checking on Buck if this was ok (if he's ok)
The huffed out laugh to Buck's mouth static comment
The way Buck's eyes follow Tommy's lips
The way Tommy takes the lead
Buck's "I am free"
The way he's so in awe of what just happened
The way Tommy catches him by being so secure and steady
The breath out and smile at the end
Just all the different emotions that are going on
the gentleness
It's perfect
Just fucking perfect!!!
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There is something so real and genuine about Michael Holden and Tori Spring, and I don’t think I’ll ever get over it :-)
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also. there is something about the TWO TIMES we actually see beard shed tears in the show....it's because he's thinking/talking about hurting ted. sure, we got mentions he'll cry during movies + we never actually saw him cry in beard after hours....and we saw him discreetly wipe tears away before but. a full fledged crying scene? with visible tears? mom city speech...aka talking about hurting ted....and so long farewell when beard was crying about leaving ted. okay.
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A personal observation:: Over time, I realized that the reason why I like Sub! Reader fics is not for self-insert reasons but bc my tendency is to visualize smut scenes from either third POV or the Character’s POV. The mental image of pretty little Reader crying and being subjected to Character’s touches…….aahhhhh maybe the Character was my self-insert all along (°▽°)
This may also stem from the fact that I usually indulge my Sub! Character needs by shipping them with other canon characters?? Though lately, I started writing more Dom! and Switch! Readers for WHB, and fufufu it’s been quite fun. And let’s not forget what happened between Dottore and Assistant! Darling in Chemistry <3
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Whenever you're not sure where a fanfic should go, listen to your fic commenters. Subverting expectations is boring. Making your fandom friends freak out because you created just what they wanted is even better.
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last post but ive been thinking about sharing grief anyway because i do want to share lover boy, not publish it but talk about it publicly as i think it tells an important story but also I am so proud of it I would let my friends read the whole draft when I finish it because I think it is doing what I want it to do so well….it’s so emotionally complex and honest…but there is always that apprehension because it is so brutally honest about grief and terminal illness and end of life care and being around a dying person, which im very desensitised to because it was my normal but i know for some people who haven’t experienced it that can be really daunting and strange and scary, esp if you grew up in a culture that treats death as taboo. which lover boy also seeks to tear that idea apart. but like some of my favourite scenes are the ones where a character is actively dying because of how nuanced those scenes are. im not even triggered by it because i think it captures that experience so well at least from my experience. and whilst ive worked to make sure bobby is not defined by his illness and death it is a major part of him and some of my favourite parts of his character are related to it!! like at the end of his life all he wanted to do was eat grape popsicles and watch the muppets with his friends and i think that is such a sweet showcase of him but also a really interesting characterisation insight. and i want to be able to talk about that as i would any other character without worrying about whether or not people will be normal about it…bc some people really aren’t normal about death and grief. it’s a sad story but that doesn’t mean there is only sadness to focus on…I think i am just going to go for it and be #honest and #real and set the example i want to set and the people who treat grief and death with the delicacy but also normalcy it deserves get access to the sexiest novel of all time
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