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sugarushsuga · 1 year

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Stay there, I’m coming to get you - #83

Genre/Au's: Smut, PWP; Hockey player AU – Friend with benefits(?)

Paring: Taehyung x F Reader

Words count: 2329

Rating: 18+

Warnings: Smut; Fingering; Dirty talk; Public sex; Car sex; Pining;

Synopsis: Taehyung is friends with your best friend’s boyfriend, what doesn’t make you both very close, beside the hang outs and constant teasing each other. But when you need help, he is there to help you, not once but twice in a roll.

Author note: If I didn’t procrastinate I would have it done much sooner. This is Tae’s bday piece. Also is part of my milestone drabble game, the ask for it went to void when Shay’s old blog did it too (Tagging the current one @egocypher) but I never forgot about it.

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The ringing tune on your ear makes you anxious, is the third time you call Lolla’s phone, and it rings until voicemail. You know she is enjoying the victory party, but you need her right now and as your best friend it’s her duty to pick up the phone.

Her cheerful voice comes through your ears when you reach her voice mail again. Hanging up you sigh and let your head rest back on the wall. Something you would never do in a different situation. But despair is starting to fill your body and you don’t know what to do. Lolla has been your best friend since middle school, and you both have always looked out for each other, especially after going to college.

You both made a pact that whenever one of you went out on a date, the other had to send a text after the first hour, to know how things were going, if thing are so-so, a call in the next half hour, if things are bad a call right away to give the receiver an excuse to maybe ditch the date or have the friend come.

Today she didn’t send the message, she is celebrating the school’s hockey team classification to the nationals. Her boyfriend is part of the team. You were invited to their celebration, but you’ve already had plans with some other friends. Actually, now you’d say they are just acquaintances, you hoped to become friends.

They are like the cool group from your major, you have a few different classes with most of them. They were the ones who approached you, talking with you here and there, one at a time, in different classes, greeting you whenever you crossed paths on social occasions, until they asked you for lunch and then to hang out at a bar.

You press Lolla’s name again hoping that fourth time's the charm and she’ll pick up the phone.

Maybe you are taking too long in the bathroom, but you don’t really care right now.

The tune rings in your ear for the fifth time, another two times and it’ll reach her voice mail.

“Lolla?” You ask as the line connects and noise comes through the phone.

“No! Y/L/N, Lolla can’t come to the phone right now, she’s having her soul sucked off through her mouth right now!” The cheerful raspy voice, that usually makes your knees weak, says through the line.

“Oh!” You sigh, letting your shoulders drop.

“What is it?” The male voice asks.

“Nothing, I- “

“Wait a second!” He says. You can hear him talking with someone, some excuse me’s and indistinct noises until the voice comes back clearer. “What’s wrong? Aren’t you out with your new friends that are, oh so much cooler than us?”

You mentally curse Lolla for running her mouth about it to Seokjin’s whole team about why you weren’t going out with them after the game. “Yeah,” you roll your eyes.

“So, is it true that you ditched us, to hang with some unknown, much cooler group than us?” He chuckles.

“Hm… I didn’t ditch,” you say trying to explain.

“You just thought they were much cooler than us?” He teases again.

“No, Taehyung. I just…” Your voice fades. You don’t have any excuses; he is right on his teasing, and you just want to find an excuse to leave.

“If you are calling, things aren’t really that nice right now, right?” His voice comes softer, and the teasing is gone.

“I don’t have any excuses to leave, I came here with them. I'm not very familiar with this area and I’m unsure how to leave by myself.” You admit, voice lower as you sigh, remembering you put your own self in this situation.

“Hm, well, lucky for you, here it’s not very fun either. Stay there, I’m coming to get you!” His voice once again has that cheerful tone.

And just like that he is gone.

The line goes mute.

Taking the phone away from your face you see he hung up.

Sighing you get out of the stool and practice a smile on the mirror, you debate yourself if you should try to fix your hair that was sticking to the wall or just leave it. Deciding to leave it you walk out of the bathroom, back to the table where your new “friends” are.

They are talking about the significance of life or something else, you don’t bother enough to join the conversation, just sitting there sipping on your drink waiting for the ice to melt so you can have it for longer. You don’t want to risk getting drunk around people you aren’t close to or very comfortable with.

Twenty minutes later half of the Hockey team burst through the door of the bar with Lolla guiding them.

“Y/n!” She cheers loudly, “what a surprise to find you here!”

She has her phone in hand and Taehyung trailing right behind her looking at her phone over her shoulder. They tracked you. And you thank the gods the day she set up the sharing location app so you both can know where each other are especially when one is out on a bad date. And today you are the one out on a bad date.

“Hey!” You try to sound surprised and not let your happiness show.

“What a coincidence!” Lolla greets your group of friends with a smile.

You look around and there is half a hockey team around the table, Lolla standing with Seokjin by one of your sides and Taehyung on your other side.

“Oh, I think the bar is full.” Jen, one of the new friends, says in a discreet sneer.

“Oh, really?” Lolla responds looking around at the very chill and not full bar. “Yeah, I guess it is. We won’t be able to stay here.”

“But the bar is not full…” Namjoon comments.

Seokjin punches his friend on the shoulder, not even trying to hide it. “Yeah, it’s full, I guess we’ll need to take our victory party home.”

“Yeah, let’s do it guys!” Taehyung says by your side. “Y/n, do you wanna come? It's a free ride home, plus it will be fun, you know all our parties are fun.”

You look in between your friends and your new group of friends and nod. “Yeah, I’m sorry guys, I'll take their ride. We talk on Monday, okay?”

Getting up as you talk, you put the money for your part on the table and follow the hockey players out, Taehyung has your bag on his hand as you follow him.

The rescue is a success, but now you are worried about how you will all make it home. It’s hard to get an Uber or taxi around the bar, you’ve tried to call on through the app many times before calling Lolla.

The group stops by a minivan, it has the Hockey team name on it together with the college name. Jungkook, one of the youngsters of the team unlocks the driver’s door and opens the van. Telling everyone to get in.

He sits at the driver's place, with Yoongi and Namjoon by his side on the front. In the middle roll goes Seokjin, Hoseok and Jimin with Lolla on Seokjin’s lap and her legs over the other guys' laps. Taehyung goes to the back roll and offers you his hand, you follow and ends up sitting in his lap between their gaming gear.

You worry about the safety of all of you, but everyone else seems too hype and happy to care about it. There is loud music, and they all are talking at once as Jungkook starts the car.

Taehyung gently pulls you back against his chest. “I need to put the seat belt around us.” His voice is low and sends a shiver down your back.

Resting back, you let him pull the sit bet around you both, strapping you to him. His hands rest awkwardly on the edge of the seat, surrounded by helmets and other equipment.

“What’s wrong?” You ask, turning towards him. Your nose brushes his jaw and for a reason you don’t know you keep your voice low in a whisper.

“What do you mean?” He asks just as quietly as you did.

Running your hands down his forearms, you cover his hands with yours, to realize he is gripping the seat. “You can touch me, you know?” Pulling his hand, you rest them on your thighs with yours. “Are you embarrassed?”

“Embarrassed?” Taehyung asks without a hint of embarrassment in his voice.

“You are getting hard.” You laugh softly, nuzzling his jaw.

“Well, my dick doesn’t really understand that all this wiggling isn’t for our benefit.” He sighs.

Relaxing with his words you make yourself more comfortable against his body. “If it makes you less embarrassed,” you say still holding his hands. “I'm getting wet just by feeling your dick.”

The darkness of the car and the way Taehyung’s breath catches gives you confidence to slip your intertwined hands in between your tights feeling the warmth of it. You part your knees a little more to have more room in between them. You can feel his fingers almost brushing over the wet lacy of your panties. Maybe it is the thriller or the alcohol from the drink you had at the bar or could be the fact Taehyung is basically dicking you through his pants at every bump the car gives, but a new wave of arousal makes you wetter.

Taehyung lets go of one of your hands, letting it travel over your body, smoothing the fabric of your dress, placing his hand flat over your stomach and caressing his way up to your boobs. Gently molding them, fingertip running circles over your covered nipple but not adding quite enough pressure. You whimper his name, and he chuckles in response.

“Taehyung please,” you ask.

“Y/n, this is the nicer way you’ve ever talked to me in all these months since we’ve met.” His voice is hoarse in your ear.

Twisting your body, you manage to turn enough to kiss him, his lips are soft as his hand moves to your throat putting some pressure on it as his tongue explores your mouth. His thumb caressing your damp inner thigh. Your body reacts at its own accord, legs parting further to give his hand more room.

Biting his lower lip, you moan. “Taehyung.”

“God, I’d love to see your face when you moan my name like that.” His breath tickles your neck as he trails kisses over it. “And I’m not embarrassed to feel how wet you are all over your tights.”

“It could be over your hands if you made a move.” You sass.

The confidence comes over the darkness, the music that was turned up. You feel like the car is getting hotter and the air thicker. You don’t know how long the ride is still going to take but you need something to happen, or you won’t ever be able to look at Taehyung’s face again.

“Can you be a good girl and keep it quiet?” Taehyung asks while placing a kiss under your ear. His knees moving your legs further apart.

You eagerly nod in response to his question, but his hand doesn’t move any closer.

“Taehyung, if you don’t know what to do, I can do it myself. You just need to stay still.” You provoke.

“Y/n, someday I’ll fuck this pretty mouth of yours and you won’t be able to be such a brat.” His lips find yours again as his fingers manage to push your panties to the side and two of them slip inside of you at once.

You regret promising to stay quiet as Taehyung shallows your moan. The wet sound coming from his fingers pumping in and out of your pussy is all you can hear, over your friends' laughs and the music. If anyone pays attention, they’ll know what you both are up to in the back seat.

“Your pussy feels so good. Warm, wet and tight.” Your hips roll against Tae’s fingers, you bite your lip hard to keep your moaning quiet as the hot pleasure builds up in your lower stomach.

Letting your head drop back on his shoulder, you want to close your leg at the same time you want more of it. To shy away from him at the same time you want more of Taehyung.

“Are you going to come, all over my hand? Squeeze my finger in your pussy and give me a taste of what it will feel like when I have my dick buried inside of you?” Taehyung parts his knees further, spreading your legs and exposing his finger inside your pussy.

As your moans and whimpers start to get louder, he covers your mouth with his free hand. Making his fingertips brush your spot and his thumb caresses circles over your clit, sending hot pleasure over your whole body, making you tremble and shiver, as your orgasm rips through you, making your eyes roll back, your back arch and your body feel boneless.

Taehyung keeps pumping his fingers in and out of you until the spams are gone and you are just a sweaty mess slumped against his chest. Kissing your forehead, he gently slips his fingers off of you. “Open your mouth baby.”

Confused but too content to question him as you do as told. Parting your lips, Taehyung places his wet fingers on your tongue, and you lick it, feeling the bitter salty taste.

“Don’t worry baby, I’ll taste you when we get home, I promise I’ll clean up the mess I made in between your legs.” He says, lips moving against your neck.

“Tae- “

The music cuts off abruptly, and your entire body freezes, eyes widening as Taehyung quickly pulls his fingers from your mouth and unpins your legs so you can close them.

“Does anyone wants McDonald’s?”

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sport-captures · 1 year

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#declan rice #west ham #london stadium #30/12/2022

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romanticpapers · 1 year

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اليوم 30 / 12 / 2022 ولم يتبق سوى يوم واحد على إنتهاء هذا العام. لا أفكر كثيرا بما جرى خلال العام الموشك على التلاشي وإن حفظ في ذاكرة التاريخ بالنسبة لآخرين فلحظاته الحلوة كانت قليلة وقصيرة وفيما عداها هي أيام وأسابيع وأشهر روتينية وآلية بعاديتها لا تختلف عن مثيلتها عن الأعوام السابقة وقد تأتي شبيهاتها بالعام القادم فلا أحد يعلم بالتحديد ما ستسوقه لنا الأقدار. أفكر جديا ببداية العام الجديد ومن أول يناير أن أكون أكثر واقعية وعقلانية وجدية واتزانا ولكن هل سيتاح لي ذلك أم أن هناك قادم من عالم الغيب سيعبث برأسي مرة أخرى ويجعلني أكثر جنونا ومجونا عما ذي قبل؟

#30/12/2022 #كتابة حرة

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elicatkin · 1 year

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#date stamp #30/12/2022 #20:44

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findlifemylove · 1 year

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I still remember being 16 and so in love with you on that 31st of december, back in 2012. I still remember looking you in the eyes at midnight, feeling like i was looking at your naked soul. I remember wanting to marry you at that very moment. Not saying anything about it because it sounded absolutely crazy. But feeling it in every part of my body and soul, praying it would always be me and you.

#30/12/2022

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elmaxlys · 1 year

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Dreamed I was Denji csm but in the Pokémon world but it also was French city of Lille at the same time and my actual irl brother was also there and still my brother idk. That one blonde girl from Sun/Moon (idk her name I never played it) was also there and there was a huge misunderstanding between her and my bro bc they met when I was not around and Pkmn girl knew me as Denji and my bro knew me as, well, me sksksksk and suddenly it was Strasbourg but there also was a beach idk idk and in a souvenir shop I found a Tentacruel figurine and I spent all my money on it then fell asleep on the beach. There was a pâture not too far and the farmers were milking cows (can't tell if regular ones or pkmn ones) at some point i was thirsty and asked them some. Anyway I was asleep on the beach and my brother's Pokémon covered with my sand bc it was bored. Then blondie pkmn girl came and started venting to my bro about how Denji disappeared on her during a date and all and my bro started to complain about me and then they both wondered where denji and my bro's brother (so both were me in this dream) were and th Pokémon that was still burying me grabbed me from under the sand and pulled me up and they each exclaimed the name they had for me. They looked at each other like what and then realized that from the beginning they were talking about the same person.

Blondie talked to us about her mom and how she was a scientist and also there'd soon be an opening to work with her and suddenly right behind the beach was a mountain idk and she said that she came back from London actually and she didn't want to return there but she had no choice. My bro said Strasbourg a hundred times better than fucking London and Blondie agreed but that it was a matter of funding and relations between her mom's work and whatnot. I'm not sure whether she mentioned the opening at her mom's work was meant for me or my bro yeah idk..

For the stats: gender was man, name was Denji and my actual one at the same time ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#dream journal #30/12/2022

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kvetchinglyneurotic · 10 months

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I kind of love this scene at the beginning of Nope where OJ and Lucky (the horse) are on set because it foreshadows the rest of the movie so well: OJ and Emerald explain to the actors and crew how to interact with Lucky — how a horse, even one trained for TV, responds to the world around them according to their instincts — and the crew ignore him. One of them says to "tell the horse we're ready to do one," like he's a human actor who speaks another language and OJ is the translator.

And it keeps happening all through the film. In the narrative of the Gordy's Home, Gordy is treated as essentially another human member of the family, albeit one who can't tell time or speak English (and I've seen some excellent commentary on how Ricky, an Asian child actor, is commodified and exoticized in the same way). But the chimp who plays Gordy is not a person; he, like Lucky, is an animal being exploited by a production company uninterested in and unwilling to accommodate his needs, and so he reacts on instinct — to the sound of balloons popping, to eye contact, to the people around him screaming.

Maybe Ricky survives because the tablecloth kept them from making eye contact, or maybe the chimp would have killed him, too, if he hadn't been shot at that moment. But Ricky doesn't process what happened as an animal reacting on instinct, at least not that final moment. He still anthropomorphizes this chimp as Gordy, his friend from his TV family with whom he has a special connection. And so years later, he assumes Jean Jacket is a ship piloted by sentient aliens. He assumes they trust him, when really all he's done is teach an ambush predator to expect a regular food source — it's the equivalent of drawing bears to a camp ground because you forgot to put away the cooler.

#Nope #nope 2022 #nope movie #nope film #oj haywood #ricky jupe park #also the director for whatever they're shooting is antlers holst #did not notice that the first time #post very slightly edited from the version i posted at 12:30 in the morning #in the extremely unlikely event anyone noticed and is wondering #kvetch oc

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druidonity2 · 8 months

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Dragon Noodle Soup :3

#world of warcraft #dragonflight #dragons #I both adore the kalimdor racing event and also am highly frustrated cuz advanced gold is always 1-3 seconds off #most fun ive ever had in WoW #also worst time ever #maybe second to the mage tower cuz that shit was NOT MADE for my ADHD ass #im joking the worst times in this game is trying to convince strangers to let you join endgame content #and then get bullied by them #i dont do dungeons anymore #seriously tho the dragon racing is some of the most fun and engaging wow content ever give me moreeeee #I need more single player content that feels like this #that is highly rewarding and i dont need to suck up to assholes to achieve #((desperatly begging for a solo story version of dungeons and raids so i can experience the story without getting abused by other players))#i DID THE MONK DMG MAGE TOWER IN LEGION. I HAVE TRIED THE NEW VER 100 FUCKING TIMES #AND ITS HARDER THIS TIME SO I FUCKING CAN'T #ASLDKHADOIHADIA #I have to be on top of every fucking thing for like 12 minutes straight due to my dmg output and following guides dont help me #I got him down to 20-30 percent and then ditched the game to play FFXIV for a full ass year #this was jan 2022 #I havn't attempted since i probably should.#sorry forgot what this post was about

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maiadraiz · 7 months

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For the record, Krossan you need to see this similarities 😲

WARNING SOME A LITTLE SPOILERS:

POST ‐ A GLITCH IN TIME KROSS FANART (Before ● the revival of AGIT) ●

☆credits to @ghtghtghost ☆Art by @krossan

THOSE PICTURES ARE BOTH SIMILAR, OH MY GOSHHHH!!!!!! I can't believed it Krossan you nailed it, you predicted that future especially Jazz hugging Dark Danny in teenage form before the the revival of Danny Phantom in graphic novel until now the time of the AGIT, the fan of this makes a video (left picture) where make her ideas about dark danny in teenage form got been reunited with his sister in alternate timeline (after his defeat and fused into a clone teen of Danny) and the fan art of Krossan (right picture) where Dan (in teenage form) hug his sister, well about that opinion in the right picture by Kross she make that fanart in one year ago, without the notice that your fanart is gonna being unexpected in your future .

#About that heartwarming fanart about jazz and Dan made by Krossan (right picture) is posted in Jun 30 2022.#Jazz Fenton #Dark Dany #Post AGIT (left picture)#Before AGIT (one year ago within one month and 12 days) [right picture].#I can't belived that Kross #you really nailed it #Why i am at still surprised.#After these days the revival of Danny Phantom would be predicted by a simple fanart of the heartwarming of Jazz and Dan made by Krossan.#And some other point where the fan made an art of the Post AGIT where Jazz and Dan hug each other as Kross predicted in her own fanart.#This is very unexpected to me. 🥲#Dan Phantom #Krossan #Danny Phantom #Post AGIT

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inflashback · 2 years

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listen to me. listen. gault loved jed walker and wanted him to feel safe in an abusive home. she played his trusty backup so he could be a hero, and she gave him the powers of her long-missing boss, and she appeared as his dead mother who he hadn’t seen in seven years in order to make him feel protected, and when her boss showed up in this boy’s dreams she went and handled the fight because she just wanted jed to feel safe shut UP i’m INSANE

#the sandman #sandman 2022 #do u ever think. about characters who just want to do good #I was so happy when she got to be a dream at the end like goddamn Morpheus you’re an ass sometimes but you made the right call #it’s 6:30 am. gaultposting #sometimes a family is a 12 year old boy his big sister who is a vortex of untold power his mom who is a dream who was a nightmare #their weird uncle who is the lord of dreams their cool aunt death and #the boy’s sister’s adopted sister and her dead husband and her son who is a member of the dreaming #and the boy’s great grandmother who was a vortex but accidently slept for like six decades

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photozoi · 1 year

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His ears got cold while he was outside.

the Brother- Silken Windhound

#the Brother #Silken Windhound #sighthound #snood as ear warmer #photozoi #12-2022 #original photo #sweet face #in the 30s #warming up

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asagaquru · 1 year

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大晦日に彼氏と別れた。いつか絶対別れるという結末はかなり前から決めていたのだけれど、往生際悪くズルズルと引き伸ばしてしまった。別れ話を切り出したら揉めるのはわかっていた。どうせ皮肉を言われ、不機嫌になられ、嫌な気持ちにさせられるのだろうと思っていた。案の定、そうだった。年末に会う友人に片っ端から「早く別れなよ」とそれぞれ毎晩毎晩怒られに行き、「2022年に彼氏置いていくぜ！」みたいなふざけた啖呵を毎晩毎晩切らなければ別れ切れなかった。彼との毎日は、小匙のスプーンから毎日砂糖をすり切っているみたいだった。溢れそうな感情はすり切って見えないようにする。けれど、誰も掃除しない床で感情は腐っていく。

不満ばかり心擦り切られる毎日だと言ってみても、嫌いだったわけではないのだ。前々から友人らには別れを勧められていたが、別れなかったのはわたし自身だ。目を凝らしてみれば、ふたりで息止まるほど笑い合うことも沢山あったし、楽しい瞬間が沢山あった。いつか彼とわたしが馴染んで、笑いばかりの生活になってほしいと思っていた。だが、生活が馴染む前に、些細なことで頻繁に喧嘩するように関係が変化した。私たちは笑い合う時と喧嘩とで浮き沈みが激しい関係で摩耗してしまっていた。ひとは幸せを透かして不幸ばかり見てしまうと知っててもなお、離れるべきだったと思う。

2023年、気持ちが晴れ晴れしている。周りにも別れて良かったと言われる。気持ちは晴れ晴れしている。ずっと悩んでいたから、日の目を見た気分だ。晴れ晴れしている。晴れ晴れしている。でも今度は別れたら別れたで、夜になれば、どことない孤独が部屋の隅からじわじわ滲み出てくるようになる。彼の家に半同棲していたから、彼の家に行かずに毎日自分の家に帰る自分に慣れない。怠惰な彼は合鍵を最後までつくらなかったが、インターフォンを鳴らすと出迎えてくれる彼があの家にはいた。年末年始の慌ただしさが過ぎ去ってしまってより一種の喪失感のようなそれが輪郭をもつ。あんな人だったのに、もう2度とヨリを戻してたまるかと思うのに、ツーショットのアイコンが変わっていないのを見て、手の届くところに彼がまだいると勝手に解釈して安堵してしまう自分がいる。

付き合うってただの口約束なのに、どうしてこうもややこしくなるのだ。ややこしくさせているのは当事者のふたりでしかないことはわかっているのだけれど。

#2022年 #12月30日 #12月31日 #2023年 #1月13日 #1月 #12月 #日記 #雑記 #し

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not-poignant · 1 year

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It's that time of year again! Hammered out a modest (for me) word count of 472k over the year, with December's reflecting my overall burnout. Finished Falling Falling Stars, started another story to get addicted to (Underline the Black and friends), and overall it's been a great year for emotionally authentic writing! (My yearly wordcount does not include: worldbuilding, outlining, planning, multiple drafts (only the first draft of a chapter is included), or half-chapters since I *only* count completed chapters. It's a bit unconventional, but having a monthly wordcount where I only count completed chapters has been working for me for years now!)

This has been the first year in a little while that I haven't hit 500k, which I think reflects both a desire to spend more time relaxing and resting between writing, but also being absolutely smashed with a lot of new medical diagnoses and appointments, and being often too burnt out to write at all.

Next year doesn't look much better on the medical front, and may indeed be a lot worse. Being diagnosed with Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease (COPD), T2 Diabetes (50% of the people with my permacancer get T2 diabetes which only goes into remission upon removal of the tumours, but my tumours are inoperable, so my T2D can't go into remission) and possibly Pulmonary Arterial Hypertension (PAH) on top of all my other disorders each came as huge blows. One of the saddest being learning I may never be able to take ADHD meds again, and having to stop after a very amazing 3 months where I could schedule writing ahead for the first time in my life, and plan a holiday for December.

There will be no more Schedules going forward, that was sadly a 'medicated ADHD' blessing, and it's gone now. :(

So going forward into 2023 I don't know what writing I will be doing or what I will achieve. I don't know if I can continue writing the way I have been, and if I get an official confirmation on the PAH (so far it's only CT confirmed), and only have around 5~ years left to live, my writing future could look very different indeed.

But it's business as usual in the meantime.

This year I am the most broke I have ever been on the medical front (I have no health insurance, and only some of our healthcare is free, which doesn't include psychiatry, or the calibre of therapy I need, and now that I need to see a private pulmonologist and possibly engage in lung rehabilitation, things might get pretty awful pretty fast). I have never been more grateful to all the folks who have supported or who are still supporting on Patreon or who have given to Ko-Fi.

I love everyone who is in this little community, but for the ones who kept me financially afloat so I didn't drown, thank you.

#asks and answers #SDHD gene fault #SDHD #cw health #housekeeping #writing #2022 writing #i'd love to be like...a lot more enthusiastic going forward #but i can't tell you how much i wanted to quit life when i found out that PAH #is very much on the cards for me #it's about a 70/30 split between whether i have it or whether i don't #and i have a very poor prognosis with the state of my lungs and liver #(because i was also diagnosed with liver disease this year)#anyway i...#that's why if i've seemed a bit off lately in my author's notes #y'all know why now #oh and also my knee still isn't working properly lmao #i have 12 medical appointments in 17 days in the month of january #and that's only the beginning kaljfdsafksaj

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