Wieso musste ich schon so früh den Weg des Leidens gehen?
Andere, weist du, haben ein ganz normales Gehirn entwickeln können - eine stabile Basis.
Und wieder andere, ich, haben irgendwann angefangen eine Basis aufzubauen die daran interessiert ist, gegen dich zu sein. Dich nieder und klein zu machen.
Destruktivität.
Weist du, das denke ich mir, wie viel leichter wäre es zu leben, ohne diesen kranken Kopf?
Diesen kranken Kopf, den man in dieser Welt verstecken muss, funktionieren muss.
Ich habe Angst, mich zu erklären - denn die Lösung scheint so einfach
Einfach für ein Menschen, mit einer stabilen Basis.
Denn irgendwann merkst du wie sich alles verändert - aber trotzdem ist dein Kopf krank.
Wieso musste ich so früh den Weg des Leidens gehen?
Il est tellement sur son tel que quand je me mets juste à lui écrire sur snap, il a la notif qu'il voit en live. Sauf que j'ai finis par tout effacer parce que ce n'est pas à moi de revenir vers lui. Cette fois-ci, je ne céderai pas, c'est à lui de s'expliquer, de s'excuser et de se rattraper. Du moins, s'il ne souhaite pas qu'on se perde. Mais là, le fait de voir qu'il m'a écrit juste par curiosité, juste parce que je n'ai rien envoyé, m'énerve. Parce qu'il ne revient pas de lui-même, comme à chaque fois.
Just yesterday, "Israel" targeted journalist Mohammad Awad by killing his brother, who was killed along with his wife and children. Just now, they have targeted a car, bombing the journalists inside. Among them: Mustaffa Thurayya and Hamza al-Dahdouh. The latter is the son of Al Jazeera journalist Wael al-Dahdouh, who has already lost multiple family members and colleagues by the "Israeli" occupation.
HIIIII I'M alive and well. (So sorry for disappearing without saying something LMAO)
So, a little update on my life: I'm finally coming to a close on my high school/secondary school life. Yes, I'm graduating this year. (YIPPEE)
I've been studying and working hard in preparation for my final exams in April - June (yes that's 3 months), basically putting my academics first yk? And well, that means I haven't had time to indulge in recreation as I would like to LMAO
So, yeah, that's my explanation as to why I've been inactive <3 Hopefully, when I graduate, I will have all the time to feed you guys with content (before I start that job life). Maybe I will feed you guys with content now, but those will be very short posts (I think) because as I said, academics <3
Few get as much respect in the Benevolent Hand, as cultdancers do. When their face is obscured by the mask, they stop being a part of the family, and become fully dedicated to their role, creating performances that adorn celebrations of the cycle and tell young ones about traditions and history of the cult. Cultdancers are not only a source of entertainment - unnatural flexibility and toughness, brought up by training, is helpful in battle, making them capable of dispatching of overwhelming forces of the enemy by sudden and lethal attacks.
They are Rotfather's assassins.
⟅07.01.2024 — eu nunca recebi sugestão de capa na minha vida, quer dizer, eu sempre peço e essa foi a primeira vez que me pediram e fiquei todo emocionado, sentindo que eu arrassaria né? Spoiler: não arrassei. Tentando pegar a essência da artista citada na ask, encontrei uma música linda e já criei uma ideia do que seria a história por trás para ficar mais empolgado. SÓ QUE eu não imaginava que ficaria mais de dois dias tentando dar a vida por uma capa, juro que eu tentei de tudo e quando vi que não daria certo, mudei de tática e criei algo um pouco diferente do que estava me propondo a fazer e foi a partir dela que enfim essa capa foi finalizada. O resultado me agrada? Sim, mas de novo, a ideia me fugiu e eu desviei quase COMPLETAMENTE do que eu queria. Não ficou ruim e isso é o mais importante pra mim! Sugestão lindissima por @hywnie. E é isso meu povo. Bebam água e tchau <3