#(i have been single for like a month AHAHHA why am i like this)
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Miss You | Frank Castle x Reader
Summary: You had a terrible day and to make matter worst, you haven’t seen Frank in weeks. Lucky for you, today is the day he drops by.
Warning: smut, body worship, fingering, oral (female receiving)
A/N: This is my way of slowly easing back into writing after some struggle with my mental health. It may not be my best piece, but i’m also just mean to myself ahahha. If you do enjoyed it, reblog and comment are greatly appreciate it.
To say your day was shit is an understatement.
Work was stressful, and not to mention how shitty your manager was to you today. It doesn’t help that you’re a bit short on rent this month. So you’re beyond having any sort of grounding for this week. To make matters worse, you haven’t seen Frank for about three weeks now. You obviously understand that it’s part of being with him, but you can’t help but miss him. Especially with days like this, you just want him to hold you. It’s a selfish thought, but you always find him comforting.
After finishing crying in the shower, you reluctantly step out with a towel wrapped snugly around your body.
“You good, sweetheart?”
Your heart beats frantically at the rough, familiar voice. You look up and you can feel your body growing warm. Franks is back and he actually looks…nice. As in no blood, no cuts, or wounds…he actually looks nice.
“Frank…You’re back.”
“Yeah…yeah, guess I am. Had a few hiccups,” he says before going back to his question. “Are you ok? Your eyes look a bit glossy….D-did you cry in the shower again?”
You avert your gaze away from him and try to change the subject, but Frank always presses on the matter.
“I just had a shitty week, ok. Nothing I can’t handle,” you tell him, but Frank gives you that look that screams ‘are you sure?’. “Just the manager was being a dick again, and money is a little tight this month that’s all…nothing that I can’t handle..”
“Why didn’t you call me?” he asks, his rough hand cupping your face. It’s almost too gentle by the way he touches you even if you’ve been together closer to a year now. Perhaps, he’s just not too comfortable with you just yet.
“Frank, I’m a big girl. I got this…even through the tears and all that,” you chuckle as you touch his arm. His gaze softens at your touch. The sudden contact makes him feel all nervous suddenly.
“Yeah, well you don’t have to do it alone anymore. You got me, remember?”
Your face grows warm at this. Suddenly, it’s hard to make eye contact with him. “Yeah, well, I need to remind myself that,” you flash him a sheepish smile.
Frank just nods, though you can see the slight quirk at the corner of his lips as he steps closer to you. He eyes you first then his gaze slowly drifts down to your lips. “I miss you, sweetheart.”
You cannot help but feel like you’re being melted under his gaze when he says the word ‘sweetheart’ like that. You feel so small and so bare before him. The only thing that stands between him and you now, is this flimsy towel.
Frank wants to taste you badly that all he can think of is to have you naked and fucks the daylight right out of you. Perhaps more. Perhaps he wants to simply spend days in and days out inside you spent and breathless. Not a single minute that he doesn’t think about how tight your pussy felt on his cock, and every damn time it got him hard as a rock. There’s not a damn thing he wants more than you right now.
But he also wants to savor every moment with you. He wants to remember every lick and every kiss. He wants to feel every inch of your skin underneath his rough fingertips, caressing you and stroking you till his name is the only thing you can utter. He wants to watch you come undone underneath him, panting and moaning his name.
You’re watching his expression change, slowly cracking little by little as his eyes burn into yours. The intensity is as comparable to a thousand suns, scorching you alive, and you love every second of it.
You hold your breath, eyes are still on him, anticipating his kiss.
Frank’s arm is now around your waist before his mouth takes possession over yours in a hot searing kiss. Your hand is on his cheek, feeling the weeks-old stubble pricks against your palm so that you can feel the way the muscles of his jaw works as his tongue dances with yours. Frank tastes like coffee. Of comfort and warmth that seems to not be the words that you would associate with him. Some days, he smelled like coffee and gunpowder, and some days he just smelled like blood.
Today is different. Today, he makes sure to take care of himself before he comes and sees you. He wasn’t sure why, but the idea of showing up at your place and not being covered in blood crossed his mind this morning.
Desire overwhelms you when he pulls you in by the curve of your ass. You can feel his hardness pressed against your stomach, making your pussy pulsate to your own heartbeat. Frank lets out a low growl at the way your tongue feels against his. There’s no distraction. No guns, no blood, no violence when you’re with him. Instead, all he feels is peace and warmth. And Frank relaxes.
He allows himself to be in the moment. To feel you and to breathe in your scent. He traces your skin like a map, plotting every speck of any marks and imperfections like constellations. In a way, he feels happier than he should be. Such a simple joy for a man like him.
Frank moans into your mouth. You’re so goddamn sweet to him. So soft and so fragile. The warm scent from your skin intoxicates him, putting him in a trance that he doesn’t want to come out of. Fuck, if you want him to bark, he’ll bark for your if you wish.
Frank cups your face as his tongue continues to glide and twist against yours. All he can think about is to have your hand wrapped around him, touching him, stroking him. He imagines the way your legs wrap oh so tightly around his waist as he loses himself deep inside you.
You suddenly pull back and stare at him. The action surprises him a bit, but he also hopes too much. Or at least he thought he was hoping too much.
“I’m sorry,” you murmur softly. Your lashes are still damp from earlier. “You were not supposed to see me like that.”
Frank takes your hand in his and kisses it almost too gently that you want to cry again. The gentleness makes you tremble that you don’t know how to respond.
“Never apologize for the way you feel. If you wanna cry, then cry. I ain’t here to judge you, sweetheart.”
You let out a laugh, the kind that comes from when you’re feeling awkward. Here you are, standing in front of the man that probably has seen unthinkable shits, crying like a baby because your day was shit. You have excuses to act this way, especially not when you’re in front of Frank.
“I know…Which makes this worse because your day was probably more fucked up than mine.”
Frank smiles. The kind that makes his nose crinkle and his eyes glimmer slightly under the light.
“Well, let’s not compare, alright,” he squeezes your ass slightly, and the feeling of want flares up again. You watch his smile slowly fade into something more as he caresses your face with his thumb. Your towel can only do so much to hide from him. Just a gentle tuck, and it’ll do. And that is what Frank is doing.
His hand moves down from your face to your towel. With a simple pull, the frail thing drops and pools at your feet. Your breath instantly hitches in your throat as you stare up at him. His eyes are darker now, almost onyx like by the way his pupil blown so wide. Your pussy aches by the anticipation alone.
“I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this,” he murmurs so low that it almost sounds more like a grunt.
Your face warms when you can feel his rough hand against the column of your neck. There were nights when you fantasized about how it would feel to have him wrap those thick fingers around your throat as he fucks you balls deep.
“If you get used to this, then you’ll just get bored of me. We don’t want that,” you joke, but you can see his expression shift.
“I’ll never get tired of you. I hope you know that.” He sounds sincere, which makes you feel like shit to even joke about it. “As a matter of fact,” he says as he suddenly lifts you up. Your legs instinctively wrap around his waist so that your face is now at the same level as his. “I’m determined to prove you wrong.”
With that Frank’s mouth is on yours again as he carries you easily in his arms. His kiss is anything but gentle this time. He’s all tongue and teeth. Desire and possessiveness practically jump out of his skin as he holds you there and devours you. You moan in satisfaction, loving every minute of it. You can’t imagine anyone else better than him.
You can feel his heart beating heavily against his chest as he walks to what you think is your living room, all the while that his lips are on yours. He knows from the moment you laid eyes on him that he won’t be able to break away from you. Something about the way you looked at him that night that makes him feel all giddy like a schoolgirl. Of course, he didn’t dare to think too much because he has half of New York on his ass. And a nice woman like you shouldn’t be with someone like him, but you made the first move, and hell, he was so damn grateful for that.
Your fingers are in his hair, fingers dig into his scalp, sending a chill down his spine. Frank lays you gently on the couch before he pulls his lips away from yours. He’s practically panting now as he stares down at you with those molten, liquid onyx eyes. Heat radiates off of his large body, his cheeks flush slightly as his eyes shift between your eyes and your lips.
Your fingers gently tug at his Hently, and he gladly takes it off for you. You find your breath hitches in your throat again when your gaze lands on his hard naked chest. Of course, he doesn’t give you much opportunity to gawk at him when his mouth is on yours once again. His lips trail down to kiss along your jawline, then down to your neck. He lingers there for a bit, kissing and licking at your tender skin before he trails down to your collarbone.
You can feel your breath wavered, anticipating his next move because God, you really want this man’s mouth on you. Frank doesn’t disappoint you of course. He dips his head down and draws the tip of your taut bud into his mouth. You groan at the slight tickle that made her stomach contract frantically at the way he licks and sucks at your nipple. Your back arches to meet his, your fingers dig into his scalp.
Frank is watching you all the while that his mouth is on your mound, suckling on it and teasing it till you let out a soft whine. He tugs at the bud slightly between the teeth just enough to sting you before he quickly licks at it to soothe you. Frank repeats this a couple of times before you beg him softly. Only then that he slide his hot breath down your body, licking and teasing every part of you.
You shudder each time his tongue touches your sensitive skin, making the space between your thighs aches and throbs. Frank smiles at the way your body reacts to his touches. He can hear you suck in your breath when his mouth is mere inches away from your aching core. He looks up and catches you watching him. Slowly, his mouth covers your opening.
You let out a stifled moan at the way his warm mouth feels against your aching pussy. Your heels dig into the couch as Frank pins you down by the hips. With his eyes still watching you, Frank licks along your slit, sucking in all your essence as you strain in his arms.
“Oh fuck, Frank,” is all you can say as he laps at your juices. A low moan reverberating in his chest, sending a slight tremor through your pussy, making you whine wantonly in his arms. His mouth leaves you briefly when you feel yourself being pulled by the ankle till your ass is hanging off of the couch. Frank throws both of your legs over his shoulder before his mouth descends on you once more, this time hungrier than before.
His tongue swirls and flicks around that small bundle of nerves, sending sparks of pleasure through you. He moans into your pussy again as he inserts a finger inside you while his tongue focuses on your clit. You feel like you’re losing your mind when he slowly pumps it in and out of you all the while that he tongues you down so eagerly.
Frank curls his finger occasionally at that one spot that makes your body twitch. A smirk quirks at the corner of his mouth as he continues to tease you. You can feel yourself getting close at the way that tight feeling that sits at the pit of your stomach is ready to snap. It won’t be long till–
You let out a stifling scream as your body convulses around him, but Frank’s mouth is still on you and his grip is like steel, holding your pussy close to his mouth. You whine and moan as you try to ride out your orgasm, but of course, Frank makes it impossible.
He spreads you open before he fucks you with his tongue this time while his thump rubs at your now sensitive clit. It doesn’t take long till you feel another orgasm approaching again.
You don’t know how many times you have cum, but your body feels sluggish and overstimulated. At this point, even if he’s just to touch your clit, you would have cum again, and he looks quite satisfied with that.
“Please, Frank. You’re gonna kill me,” you murmur weakly as he carries you to your bedroom. A smirk quirks at the corner of his lips as he lays you down gently on your mattress. He looks at you with a pure need that you can only think of like the look of a predator.
“Oh no, sweetheart, we’re just getting started.”
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Yoongi Doesn’t Romance [myg x reader]
✂︎ warnings: excessive cursing, bad writing
✂︎ word count: 6.6k (I meant to write a very short drabble… aHAHHA)
✂︎ genre: it’s.. literally just crack. Good dosing of cheesy romance and overused cliches
✂︎ A/N: it took awhile but we here!!! with a short drabble but still!!! hope you enjoy this cringey fluffy fic full of shameless jimin and shy yoongi- arguably the best yoongi
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✂︎ synopsis: yoongi isn’t great at expressing feelings- especially with how nervous he gets around you. alternatively titled: yoongi sucks at romance
“... and I don’t understand why you’re so hell bent on denying it! You obviously have a crush on him!” You roll your eyes at Namjoon, flicking your index finger at his forehead and watching as he flinches and lets out multiple sounds of pain, which you promptly ignored.
“I’m denying my crush because he so obviously doesn’t like me back! He hates me, Joon. He literally detests me.” You say, jumping back onto the stained and cluttered couch that occupies most of you and Namjoon’s shared dorm.
“And I’m telling you that you’re overthinking it,” Namjoon says, chewing on some popcorn. “I don’t think he hates you, you’re just exaggerating things.”
“I am not!” You protest, swinging your head around to look Namjoon dead straight in the eyes. “He hates me! He practically leaps out of the room whenever I’m around.” Namjoon opens his mouth to reply, but is cut off by Taehyung, who is currently seated two feet away on a small thrifted chair.
“Shhhhhhhh-” His eyes are still fixated on the TV screen, watching the random nature documentary playing that you and Namjoon had long ago abandoned. You and Namjoon both watch Taehyung for a second amusedly as he attempts to stuff popcorn kernels in his mouth and completely misses the mark. You’ll have to remind him to clean up the floor later.
“But,” Namjoon whispers to you, “Literally every time you aren’t around I swear all he can do is run his mouth on and on about you.”
“Not true!” You yell, squeaking out a quick apology to Tae, who glared at you for interrupting the segment on apes. Something about how apes can learn languages, but you’re not too sure. “Lies!” You hiss, elbowing Namjoon in the rib.
“Ow-!” He jumps back, wincing. “Why do you always resort to violence?” You didn’t have an answer to that question, unfortunately. “And I’m not lying! I swear on my bonsai trees he always asks where you are whenever you don’t show up to stuff.”
“Maybe he just wants to know how much glorious time he has left before he has to face me again.” You offer, tearing open what must be your third dorito family pack of the night. (It’s fine, you’ll burn it off by running to class tomorrow when you’re inevitably late once again.) “Namjoon, face the facts: he only tolerates my presence occasionally because we share a couple of mutual friends. If it weren’t for you and the other guys, he would’ve already started a hate club for me, I’m sure of it”
Namjoon stared at you exasperatedly, before muttering something that very suspiciously sounded like ‘God you’re such a dumbass’ before taking out his phone to swipe through Tinder, not uttering another word to you.
Despite Namjoon’s utter and complete lies, you don’t exaggerate anything when it comes to Min Yoongi. Not his hatred towards you, or how he speaks two words maximum every year directed at you, or your massive slight crush that you’ve harboured for him, or how cute he looks with beanies on, or how you almost fainted that one time you saw him playing basketball, or- well, you get it.
The point is, you can’t acknowledge your crush on Yoongi (Even though everyone around you is fully aware of it) because he seems to completely resent you and your existence for no reason in particular. Namjoon, Taehyung, Jimin, and many others insist that he doesn’t hate you as much as you think, but you dismiss their stupid assumptions time and time again. You’d love to believe them, but the evidence and first hand experiences you’ve had says otherwise.
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Exhibit A: He seems to avoid you on campus, or anywhere you go. This one is actually quite impressive considering the classes you two share. You’ve never seen someone go so out of their way to ignore someone they don’t like. It’s pretty commemorable. Whenever you sit in the same row as him during a lecture, he’ll move seats. One time you waved at him at a coffee shop and he just strangely blushed, and bolted out of there faster than you could say ‘rejected’. Taehyung ended up saying it, all while laughing his ass off. (You made him pay for your coffee that day.) Everytime you head over to Jimin’s dorm, he’ll just blankly stare at you two and march straight towards his room and lock himself in there until you leave. He even gulpes and swerves away when he sees you in a hallway.
You know, that awkward thing when you’re heading the same direction so obviously you’d try and be slightly friendly and wave or something but then he’ll just suddenly turn around, navigating through the crowd of angry, late students and facing all that social pressure just so he doesn’t have to waVE BACK AT YOU- okay, maybe you aren’t as over this incident as you thought.
Exhibit B: He won’t speak to you or touch you or interact with you in any way. Okay, maybe ‘in any way’ is a teensy bit exaggerated, but he definitely seems to find trouble when you two are left alone for some strange reason. He seems to be fine when all your other friends are around, but he just looks so uncomfortable when it’s just you two. He won’t look you in the eye, and he’ll just mutter incomprehensible sentences under his breath.
A couple months ago you attempted to hold a decent conversation with him in the kitchen of Jin’s fancy ass apartment. After many awkward silences that you had to fill up with your timid and boring small talk, he just mumbled something and you had to watch him go into the bathroom and scream. Either he was having some really bad explosive diarrhea, or having to talk to you was just that excruciating. Apart from intense Uno game nights or when he’s under the influence of alcohol, you’ve never even heard Yoongi raise his voice!
How is it possible that just by talking to you, he feels the urge to scream? You aren’t that boring, you think-! Actually, now that you think about it, you did try and bring up sea otter fun facts as a conversation starter, so maybe that’s why he had to scream.
Personally, you think that sea otters are the most adorable creatures to ever grace the earth, but Yoongi does seem like the kind of guy to prefer bats or something like that.
Exhibit C: The elbow incident. This haunts you to this day, not just from the horrible humiliation, but if the two previous exhibit’s weren’t convincing enough, this was real cemented evidence that Min Yoongi hates your guts.
You were talking to Jimin about the significance of ‘Phineas and Ferb’ in the cinematic industry, when your dumbass had tripped and caught yourself on Min Yoongi’s fucking arm (His bicep, on a completely unrelated note, was much bigger and stronger than you had thought, which was a complete other source of anxiety.) You would much rather fall on the ground and break all your bones, because the look on Yoongi’s face as he stared down at you clutching his arm like some sort of idiot, could only be described as disgust or horrified. Maybe both. You immediately let go, of course, and blabbered out apology after apology, but all he did was just stare and blink owlishly at you.
You proceeded to blush madly and run away, hiding your face in Jimin’s chest, which was, in hindsight, not a good idea, considering how hard he was laughing at the time. (What you didn’t see was Yoongi staring from behind you, deciding to never wash the hoodie he was wearing ever again.)
So, that concludes your argument against Namjoon’s preposterous claim that ‘Yoongi doesn’t actually hate you Y/n, it’s all in your head’ Delusional, that’s what he is. How could someone like Min Yoongi, a person you have literally been drooling over for most of your academic career, a person who single handedly has every sorority girl wrapped around his finger, even tolerate your very existence, much less be attracted to you? No, none of it makes any sense. You’ll continue to hurt yourself by being around him, despite clearly knowing that he detests your presence, and will even deny the crush you’ve somehow managed to build up for him.
Because even though it hurts to see him flinch and ignore you, you truly do think that Yoongi is one of the greatest people to ever walk on this shitty earth. He’s caring, even if he does pretend to not care, he’s smart, passionate, ambitious, and you’d be absolutely lying if you said you haven’t dreamed of pinching those squishy cheeks he seems to hide away so often.
If only you knew why he hated you so much.
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All the way across campus, Yoongi was having a similar breakdown while Jimin looked on anxiously.
“God fucking dammit!” He screamed. The sound comes out slightly muffled since Jimin can only hear what he’s saying through the pillow that Yoongi currently has his face buried in. He kicks his legs up and whines, hitting the bed with his hands. Jimin is suddenly reminded of his 4 year old cousin who threw a tantrum when she didn’t get the doll she asked for.
“And then you know what I said, Chim?? Do you kNOW?” Yoongi’s been screaming for the past thirty minutes or so. Jimin’s surprised that nobody on campus has come pounding on their door telling them to shut up yet.
“Please, do enlighten me.” Jimin murmurs, picking at his nails.
“I said ‘Salutations’ AND THEN I RAN OUT THE FUCKING CLASSROOM.” Yoongi tilts his head up from the pillow and groans, scrunching his nose up at the embarrassing thought.
“At least it’s not as bad as the time you screamed in the middle of the street when she touched your shoulder… right?” Jimin offers timidly, forcing a smile on his face. An angry, sleep deprived Yoongi is already scary enough, but he’s ten times more intense when the source of anger comes from you.
Honestly, sometimes he wonders how effective it would be if he could just lock Yoongi and you in a room and force you two to admit your feelings for once. (Until he mentioned this idea to Namjoon, who dejectedly informed him that they’ve already tried that.) ((Yoongi broke out of the room using a bobby pin and sheer force of will)) He’s never even seen a pair so smart, and yet so obliviously naive. Anyone with functioning two eyes could see the horribly obvious feelings the both of you shared for each other. In fact, for the first couple months upon meeting Yoongi, he thought that you were his girlfriend, based on how much he talked about you. That assumption carried on when he met you, until Jin told him that the two of you were just in a weird phase of dumbasses who kinda flirt.
It’s not Yoongi’s fault that he’s so bad at having actual emotions that aren’t the tears of joy that he sheds whenever he gets free coffee from the barista at the local cafe, and it’s not your fault that your self esteem is too low to recognise that Yoongi basically worships you.
In theory, you two are a match made in heaven. Both just as stupid as the other.
“How do you do feelings, Jimin?” Yoongi sits up from the bed, and Jimin thinks that the tear tracks and defeated look on his face is a tad bit dramatic, but he chooses not to comment on it, for fear of his own life.
“... what?”
“You know, feelings. How do you romance?”
“... what?”
Yoongi, completely exasperated, throws his hands up in the air and turns around to face Jimin. “Everytime I try to talk to her by myself it’s like I’m a fish out of water. I get way too nervous, and then she starts talking about otters, and she’s way too pretty so I obviously start freaking out! I don’t know, you and Jungkook have been dating for a year now, right?” Jimin nods.
“How’d you do that.”
“... Are you asking me how I got a boyfriend or-? Because I assure you that 85% of getting Kookie to be my boyfriend had to do with my great ass, so I can’t really help you out there- ” Jimin laughs as he watches Yoongi squeal and cover his hands over his ears.
“Can I ask you for relationship advice without hearing about your sex life, please?” Yoongi pleads. “I know too many unnecessary things about how Jungkook is in bed.”
Jimin decides to put his friend out of his misery. He places a hand on his shoulder, and shoots him a soft smile.
“Yoongi, my young grasshopper- ” He retracts the hand when he sees the deathly stare Yoongi is looking at him with, but so far so good, “- there really isn’t much to it. Tell her you like her, and in the very, very, extremely small chance that she rejects you, so what? It’s not like you’re going to spend the rest of your life getting ov- ” Jimin’s voice falters again when Yoongi’s stare intensifies.
“You don’t get it!” He complains, throwing himself back onto the bed once again. “You’re all good at this sort of stuff!” Jimin tilts his head in confusion. “You know, relationships! Talking to people! And I’m pretty sure Y/n is the love of my life, so I’m literally going to break down if she rejects me! I’m going to cry for days, I already know it!” Yoongi stares up at the ceiling, pouting at nothing in particular.
“She’s so perfect, smart, nice, caring, funny, strong and incredible. It hurts that she’s never going to like me the way I like her.”
“You know, Yoongi, if you never talk to her, she’s never going to know you feel that way.”
He sighs and closes his eyes, while it takes all of Jimin’s strength to restrain himself from not throwing Yoongi out of the window.
Once he’s absolutely sure that Yoongi is fully asleep, he pinches the bridge of his nose and rolls his eyes. After a few quick taps, he brings his phone up to his ear.
“Guys, I can’t deal with him anymore. We have to do something.”
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“I would like to, once again, reiterate that I am 100% against this idea.”
“Shut up, Namjoon.” Namjoon grumbles something about being unappreciated, but continues to speak up.
“It’s a bad idea, Chim. Logically, there’s only a small chance this will work out in our favour, and if it doesn't, I’m at least certain that Yoongi will dislocate all of our limbs until we’re a pile of human flesh.”
Jimin dismisses the thought. “Yoongi would never do that to us.”
“Of course he would,” Taehyung piped up. “Do you remember the time he dyed my bright pink because I made fun of Y/n for her stupid heart patterned boots and she cried?” 10 pairs of eyes slowly looked up at Taehyung.
“Well, that’s justified, we all want to murder you.” Taehyung gasps at Jin, who smiles back at him in return.
“And also, you were being a huge asshole that day and you totally deserved it. The pink hair didn’t even look that bad.” Tae smiles proudly at Jimin.
“That’s true, I fucking slayed with that pink hair. I kinda miss it, actually… ” He hums thoughtfully, scratching his chin. Jimin looks away and scoffs. Taehyung’s one of his oldest friends, but sometimes he gets a little too art-kid-college-dropout-hipster for him to handle.
“Do you guys think I should dye my hair pink again?” Nobody answers his question.
“Tae might be an absolute douchebag, but he has a point. We all know how protective Yoongi is over Y/n. Are you willing to potentially risk your life if this doesn’t work out?” Curse Namjoon for being logical. Maybe Yoongi killing him is a bit of a stretch, but he would make Jimin’s life a living hell if this operation ended up a failure.
Nevertheless, he continues to insist. “Okay, what’s the worst that could happen? I physically can’t stand Yoongi stomping around the dorm because he’s emotionally incapable of working out his feelings anymore! Yesterday he fell asleep in my bed. My bed, Namjoon. For such a tiny man, he’s really fucking heavy, I couldn’t move him and had to crash on the couch for the night. If this doesn’t end up working, Yoongi will just go back home and mope around all day long. Nothing different from what he’s doing now.”
“Um, what’s the worst that could happen?“ Namjoon asks incredulously. “How about if Yoongi finds out we tricked him, invites us to a murder mystery party, but then decides to kill us instead, and covers it up by burying our cold hard, deAD bodies in a highly unhygienic GRAVEYARD? What will you do if that happens, Jimin?“
“..........“
Nobody says anything to Namjoon, and the boys turn to Jimin once again. Shaking his head, and attempting to ignore... whatever the hell Namjoon just did, Jimin speaks.
“Oh come on guys!” He shakes his shoulders and lightly taps his foot against the ground. “Aren’t you guys tired of dealing with these two dumbasses too?” A murmur of agreement seems to go around the group, and Jimin breaks into a huge smile.
“Well, gee,“ Namjoon mumbles sarcastically. “Why don’t you just make a Namjoon Facebook hate group?“ Taehyung shushes him.
Beside him, Jin and Jungkook are exchanging money, clearly for some kind of bet. What the bet entails, Jimin has no idea, but he doesn’t have the time to question them right now.
“So, we’re in?” Everyone slowly begins to nod, all except Namjoon. Jimin beams, looking up expectantly at him. Namjoon bites his lip, and squeezes his eyes shut.
“Fine.” He grumbles out, not acknowledging Jimin’s shouts of joy. “If this goes wrong though, you bitches better be fucking responsible.”
“Well, I’m happy you’re all on board, because Hoseok is already here.” Jimin happily smiled up to find Hobi shuffling through the cafe doors, waving enthusiastically at him. He also decides to ignore the collective round of groans and ‘Jimin!’’s that went around the table.
“Why did you even ask us for our opinions if you already planned this out anyway?” Jungkook hisses, awkwardly smiling at Hoseok.
“Because you guys can never say no to me!”
“That’s only because of how fucking annoying you are, Chimmy.” Jin moves over in order to let Hoseok sit, even though he doesn’t look overjoyed at having to abandon his favourite seat.
“Well, all of you look super happy to see me.” Hobi jokes, immediately picking up Namjoon’s milkshake to take a sip.
“Sorry that you had to get dragged into all this bullshit, Hobi,” Namjoon says, pushing his milkshake towards him and sticking a second straw in the cup.
“No problem! I love pissing Yoongi off!” The group slowly stares at Hobi, who is still cheerfully sipping at Joon’s milkshake.
“Well,” Taehyung mutters. “What else do you enjoy doing in your spare time? Drowning yourself in lava?”
“Taehyung, play nice. Some people are just special. Anyways, here is the plan for Operation: Delusional Idiots Who Need To Make Out.”
“... Can’t we shorten that?”
“Yeah, seems pretty lengthy.”
“How about Operation: DIWNTMO? Like, pronounced as diwinteemo?”
“That’s… even worse, somehow.”
“Let’s just shorten it to Operation: Delusional Idiots.”
Six voices, in the middle of the busiest cafe on the school campus, suddenly shout out the words ‘Operation: Delusional Idiots!’, and a cheer goes around the table.
Onlookers wonder if they are referring to themselves.
✂︎
In hindsight, Namjoon was probably right. But Jimin can be extremely convincing sometimes, and Jin takes every opportunity to throw a party, so maybe Namjoon was fighting a lost cause in the first place.
He ponders what he wants his tombstone to say, while pacing around Jin’s apartment, where the party is already going on, full force. Maybe something like ‘Kim Namjoon (1994-2020) Murdered by Min Yoongi at a house party.’ Well, at least if he really does die tonight, it would be a good night for it.
Namjoon has many complaints about Seokjin. He could probably pull up a never ending list of the girls and guys who have come complaining to him for his friend’s mistakes, screaming about how Jin broke their heart, so and so. But, even he has to begrudgingly agree, Kim Seokjin throws one hell of a party.
It was one of those rare nights where you could actually make out the faint stars in the Seoul skyline, where the twinkling of the stars felt peaceful. Namjoon isn’t too much of a party person, but the monsters that he calls his friends go out every Friday night, pulling him along most of the time. He’s gotten used to just camping out on Jin’s fancy apartment balcony, (Seriously, what kind of college kid has a balcony?) avoiding the cheers, loud screaming and horribly unhygienic things that are happening inside.
Unfortunately, thanks to Park Jimin and his horrible ideas, Namjoon is currently wincing in the middle of a huge crowd full of sweaty bodies. He regrets not faking a fever while he could, but it was way too late now. His job tonight was to keep Y/n preoccupied.
“Remember Joonie, under no circumstances can Y/n see Yoongi before Hoseok completes the task. If she even sees a glimpse of him, she’s going to freak out and leave.”
His aforementioned target was nowhere to be seen. Namjoon is starting to worry that all their efforts will go to waste just because you decided it was another Friday to stay in bed and watch Disney movies on repea-
“wHOA!” Another sweaty hand pulls him out from the crowd, and Namjoon stumbles out, breathing heavily.
“Why aren’t you out on the balcony?”
“Why- what- oH! Y/n!”
You stare blankly at Namjoon, who is still rubbing his arm in pain.
“You came!” He says, with a look on his face that you can’t quite decipher.
“What do you mean, I came? Of course I came! It was you and Jin who insisted I come, right?” You dragged him over to the makeshift bar that Jin had set up hours ago on his kitchen island, pouring the both of you strong drinks. You’ll need it to get through the night.
“Right!” Namjoon awkwardly laughs and follows you into the kitchen, craning his neck to lock eyes with Jimin, who then gives him a thumbs up and leans over to whisper to Hoseok.
“Y/n,” He says, patting your back when you start coughing lightly from the shot you just downed. “We’re friends no matter what, right?”
“What are you talking about?” You cut him off, looking around Jin’s apartment. “Wow, it’s pretty empty today. Aren’t there usually like 50 people trying to get into one of these parties?” Luckily for Namjoon, who was almost sweating and about to cry trying to come up with an excuse to satisfy you, you ignored him and continued talking.
“Whatever, it’s fine. The less, the better.” You’re still looking around the crowds when you grab a hold of Namjoon’s shoulders, turning him towards you. “Yoongi’s not here, right?”
“What? hahahHHAHAHA nO of course not!”
“Oh okay,” You breathe out a sigh of relief. “I look terrible today, I would not be able to face him.”
“You look great today! What do you mean…!” Hopefully you dismiss the bead of sweat trailing down from his temple. It is pretty hot in here.
Apparently, it took multiple threats, to Yoongi’s coffee machine and lots of bargaining from Jimin to convince him to attend the party, but it seemed to have worked, considering that Namjoon could make out the dark figure of Yoongi, dressed in a black hoodie and ripped jeans in the corner of the room, chatting to Jungkook. His eyes, however, were riveted straight beside him, on Y/n.
“They really are idiots.” Namjoon muses to himself.
“Hm?”
“Nothing.”
From the corner of his eye, Taehyung is waving his arms around trying to catch his attention. He mouths something that Namjoon can’t quite make out, so he just mouths a ‘what?’ back at him and shakes his head.
Namjoon can almost hear Taehyung sigh from across the room.
You’re still pouring your second shot, so you don’t notice as Hoseok walks slowly from the living room. Namjoon has actually never seen his friends more concentrated on anything in his life. Even Seokjin, who was, just a second ago, dancing with some guy that Namjoon isn’t even sure he knows, has now pushed the stranger away, completely fixated on Y/n, who is blissfully oblivious to the attention focused on you.
“Hey…!” Hoseok slowly slides in, real fucking smooth, if Namjoon could add, beside Y/n leaning on his forearm and smiling up towards her. Namjoon has to commend Jimin for the execution of Operation: Delusional Idiots. He’s honestly never seen Jimin put this much work into anything.
Hoseok was the only mutual friend they knew of that Yoongi was familiar with, but not Y/n. Jimin said that he had considered Jackson for a short while, before realising that Jackson can’t talk to girls for shit. At least Hoseok can force his thoughts into some semblance of order when he’s flirting.
“Oh! … Who,” You furrow your brows at Hobi, and Namjoon slowly backs away against the kitchen wall. “Are you?” Hobi laughs and spins around to face you.
“I guess you don’t know me. I’m Jung Hoseok,” He sticks his hand out and you tentatively shake it, making him grin. “I’m friends with Namjoon.” He points up at Namjoon, and Joon awkwardly smiles, waving back at the pair.
“Ohh,” You say, nodding. “Hi! Nice to meet you!” Sometimes Namjoon worries about you. You’re way too friendly and nice for your own good.
“I’m a dance major, actually. You can call me Hobi, by the way.” He smiles at you and finally lets go of your hand. “Are you sure we’ve never met before?” You shake your head, murmuring incoherently. “No, I didn’t think so. I’d remember you if we met.” You giggle and push him aside playfully, offering him a drink. Hoseok accepts it with a smile even wider than the last.
(Namjoon is now a little skeptical about Hoseok’s claims of flirting skill, but thankfully, you are, admittedly, a little stupid when it comes to this kind of stuff. You probably won’t even notice Hobi’s flirting with you at all.)
From the corner of the room, Yoongi’s deep gaze is now glaring deep into Hoseok’s back, but Hobi either seems to not notice or acknowledge it. He continues to stare at Y/n, laughing at whatever comes out of your mouth.
“You’re a dance major? That’s so cool!” You gush, and if he didn’t know you so much, Namjoon would think that you were flirting back. No, you were just that naive.
“- Thanks!” Hobi suddenly laughs at something that Namjoon didn’t manage to catch, but what he does catch is the look on Yoongi’s face when Hobi touches your forearm.
Even Jungkook, who was talking to Yoongi, gulped and took a step back. Jin gestures something to Jimin, and Jimin shoots back an enthusiastic thumbs up. He then shouts something over to Namjoon, but he can’t quite hear over the loud party noise.
Based on his own mediocre lip-reading skills, he either said ‘It’s going well’ or ‘Jungkook smells’ He’s thinking maybe it’s the first. Namjoon slides away from the kitchen to join Jin, who is happily watching all of this unfold from the sidelines.
“When do you think he’ll break?” Jin says, sipping on a bright blue drink that Namjoon doesn’t even want to know the contents of. He quickly glances over at Yoongi’s face, which is getting redder by the moment.
“Anytime now. His glass is about to explode from his grip.” Sure enough, Namjoon predicted correctly. A few moments later, Yoongi begins to stalk over to the kitchen, and Jin clinks his bright blue monstrous concoction against Namjoon’s glass. Grumbling, Jungkook also comes over and slaps a $10 dollar bill into Jin’s palm, scowling when Jin smiles and accepts it.
“Yeah, so a group of otters are actually called a romp, can you believe that- oomph!” Seemingly popping out of nowhere, Yoongi grabs a hold of your hand, glaring at Hobi.
“Yoongi!” You squeak out. Namjoon, that fucking liar! He left you all by yourself with a new friend and didn’t even bother telling you the love of your life was in the very same room? You didn’t even wash your hair yesterday night! Well, at least someone finally listened to what you have to say about otters… say, that was a bit unordinary, nobody else has ever been interested in your otter fun facts before-
Your trail of thought fades away when you look back up at Yoongi, who is still strangely looking at Hobi. “Um...” How is he holding you right now? He flinches away whenever you poke him on the shoulder, how is he holding your arm right now, completely unaffected? Oh.
Of course Yoongi wouldn’t touch you willingly. He just has to be stupidly noble and moral and save you when you’re alone with a man he isn’t familiar with. “Oh, ah… Yoongi! This is my new friend, Hobi! You have nothing to worry about, I was just talking to him about otters and- oh, nevermind. Anyways, you don’t… have… to… hold my hand anymore.” Well, at least you can save him from the embarrassment of holding your hand any longer.
“Yoongi, Yoon- Yoongi,” He doesn’t let go of your hand, even when you attempt to slip yours out of his. He seems to be gripping on, for a reason you can’t seem to comprehend. All he’s doing right now is maintaining eye contact with Hobi. Instead, he just glares into his eyes, repeating your words.
“Friends. Friends?”
“Yes, friends! Oh, ah, let me introduce you, um, Hobi, this is Yoongi, and Yoongi, this is-”
“Jung Hoseok. You call him Hobi?”
“Well, yes- oh! Do you two know each other, or?”
“Of course!” Hobi says, pouring another drink out. He stretches out his arm and offers the glass to Yoongi, but all he does is stare at the glass, not moving an inch. Still smiling brightly, Hobi just brought the glass to his lips, sipping on two separate drinks at a time.
“Long time no see, man! Yoongi, how’ve you been?” Yoongi, still clutching onto your hand, stayed silent for a while, all while Hobi continued to smile.
“I’m… fine.” He eventually chokes out.
“Yoongi, are you okay? You seem really-” You’re once again interrupted when Yoongi pulls you away, stomping out the kitchen. You lean backwards, yelling out a quick apology to Hobi, but he doesn’t seem affected in the slightest.
“Yoongi, you’re being rude! I said you don’t have to worry! Hobi is a new friend I met, he’s a friend of Namjoon’s, and we were just talking about otters-”
“Why are you defending yourself?” Boy, you just keep on getting interrupted tonight.
“Wha- huh?” Yoongi finally lets your hand go when he reaches the apartment door, shutting it closed, leaving it swinging in midair, even though he regretted it immediately after. You can still faintly hear the party going on through the door, but you had no time to process the fact that Yoongi just pulled you outside the party when he spoke up again.
“I said, why are you defending yourself like that? You have no reason to. You’re acting like I just caught you cheating.” Yoongi’s voice turns faint towards the end of his sentence, and he looks down at his feet, stuffing his hands into his hoodie pockets.
“I’m not defending myself! I’m just- I’m just, well, I-” You fumbled with your words, stuttering and fidgeting around with your fingers. Why were you defending yourself? It’s not like… Yeah, it’s not like you’re his girlfriend or anything.
“You can talk about otters to whoever you want. You might want to change up your flirting tactics though, not many people can put up with your strange obsession with otters-”
“hEY!”
“- Anyways, Hoseok’s, not a bad man. He’s pretty great, actually,” Yoongi admits. “He’ll treat you well. And he seems to be super interested in you, so… ” Yoongi clears his throat. You narrow your eyes and look down at his shuffling feet. This is probably the most Yoongi has ever spoken to you, in private, anyway. Why is he so unbothered? And why does that bother you so much? He doesn’t even care a little bit? Does Hobi really seem like such a great guy?
“You don’t care?”
“No, just, you know, don’t get hurt, or whatever. I’ll have to murder him… Or something.” You let out a small laugh, but he doesn’t seem to be joking.
“So, if I go straight back in and ask Hobi out, you wouldn’t mind?” You swear that a vein pops out from Yoongi’s neck, but perhaps it was just your imagination.
“Why would I mind?” He says, through clenched teeth.
“... You’re right. Why would you be mad? You don’t care about me anyways.” Something ticks in Yoongi’s jaw.
“What do you mean I don’t care for you?” He blurts out, just as you were about to head back through the apartment door.
“Oh no, please, it doesn’t bother me as much now, trust me. It’s fine, Some people just don’t… vibe with you, I get it! You don’t like me all that much, it’s okay! It’s not like you’ve hurt me or anything! You just don’t like talking to me because I’m kind of a dumbass, that’s alright. It’s okay to keep avoiding me. And again, I’m sorry for the whole elbow thing, you didn’t talk to me for like the next two weeks, and again, I totally understand, you know?” Yoongi stares at you, blinking in realisation.
“So… you mean to tell me that all this time, you’ve thought that… I didn’t like you?”
“Well,” Now you’re blinking confusedly along with him. “Isn’t that… why you run away everytime I come over to hangout with Jimin?” Yoongi brings his hands out of his pockets and buries his face in them, groaning.
“And that’s why you don’t like talking to me, right? And that one time I spoke to you and you went into the bathroom and screamed for like five minutes? … Do you not hate me?” A look of realisation floods his eyes, and Yoongi leans against the wall, slowly sinking down to the ground until he’s practically sprawled out on the floor. Staring aimlessly, he reaches up and grabs your hand again, pulling you down to face him. You let out a small squeak, but you crouch down on your feet, awkwardly looking at your right hand that Yoongi (!!!) is currently holding for the second (!!!!) time.
“Forgive me, Y/n.” He whispers, dropping his head onto your hand.
“Forgive you? What for? Yoongi this is a little dramatic, don’t you think? This is technically a public area, um, maybe you wanna go back to your dorm? I can call Jimin out here, I’m sure he’ll leave the party early, let me just-” He pulls you back and won’t let go, even when you try to stand and leave his grip.
“Yoongi!” Like a child clutching onto his mother, he just sits there and pouts, not letting your hand go.
“I’m sorry!” He wails, lightly kicking his feet up. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry for being my emo self and avoiding you, I’m sorry for making you think I hate you when that really isn’t the case at all, I’m sorry for being an idiot and screaming whenever you touched me, I promise that none of that was ever your fault, because you must have felt so hurt and disgusted by me-” Yoongi suddenly looks up and glares at you.
“Yah! Why didn’t you just slap me!”
“Slap… you?”
“Yes, slap some sense into me, you idiot! I was so mean to you, why didn’t you just tell me you were hurt?”
“Well,” You said, smiling nervously. “I wasn’t hurt!”
“Yes you were!” He wails again. Some sort of strangled noise comes from the back of his throat. “You must’ve been really hurt, and I’m sorry! I don’t want you to be hurt! I don’t want you to date Hobi, and I don’t want to lose you, because I’m selfish, and I’m fucking stupid!”
You speechlessly opened your mouth and closed it again, like a fish. Well, that was a full 180. What is he talking about? Apologising? You had dealt with the uncomfortable small talk and denying your feelings for years only to have him apologise now? You finally manage to open your mouth and firmly say something, but what comes out of your mouth is certainly not what you planned to say.
“Min Yoongi!” You yelled and watched him slightly tilt his head up. “How could you say that now!?” His head is fully up now, gazing at you slightly dazed. “How dare you mess with my feelings for the past two years, just to completely, unexpectedly, blurt all of this out outside of Seokjin’s shitty house party?” You cry, slouching down onto the ground and sitting cross legged. Your unoccupied hand reaches up to your hair, frustratingly running your hand through your messy locks.
“... If it counts for anything, I think that your obsession with otters is really cute.” You sniffle, for no particular reason, and nod.
“... Does that mean you like me then?”
“Y/n,” Yoongi sighs, taking your other hand out of your hair and placing it into his own. “Isn’t that obvious, you fucking dumbass?”
“You’re kinda giving off mixed signals here.” Yoongi squishes your cheeks together in a brave act from an unusual burst of courage that he managed to somehow build up.
“Y/n,”
“Mmph- Yesh?”
“I like you. I like you a lot. I’m sorry for being a dumbass who couldn’t ask you out, and I’m sorry I had to do this at Seokjin’s ‘shitty house party’, but I’d really like it if you would go on a date with me sometime.”
Yoongi releases your cheeks from his grip when you stay silent for a small while, red slowly creeping up from the neck up to his ears.
“I mean, you know, only if you want to, it’d be fine if all of that was just, you know… ” Yoongi mutters, gesturing around randomly.
“I’d love to go on a date with you, Yoongi.”
“Oh. Cool, that’s cool. That’s… yeah that’s cool.”
“Text me the details?”
“Yeah, yeah, I’ll, I’ll do- I’ll do that.”
You can hear a faint scream when you enter Seokjin’s apartment again, but instead of filling you with the insecure, horrible feeling like it once did, you just smile and giggle to yourself again. What you don’t seem to notice is Jimin, Jin, Joon, Tae, Jungkook and Hobi exchanging victorious glances across the room.
(About a week later, Yoongi took you to the zoo for your date. He slightly regretted that decision after you spent an hour making faces at the otters.)
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hi bb!
oh rip... the ol’ laptop fan situation. it must sound like a plane when you play genshin right? yes, we’re more prepared now. i remember the first few years there were so many fires and stuff to the point where they even made bbq illegal. such a mess, but it took away a fire hazard which is good. i believe aus had the same situation right?
awwww sounds so cute! pokémon go? no i don’t! i dropped it after that summer sjsksjdk. do you play while you’re walking that’s so adorable. wait bakudeku zine??? you’ve peeked my interest.
ooh that makes sense! i thought about the gold seelie too actually! the babie might bring you mora which is always good to have. also there’s fanart of the gold seelie being aether and those are sooo cute. have you seen any?
help i hope xiao knows how lucky he is to have such a devoted fan as yourself!! you’re really pulling all the strings for him i applaud your patience and determination. dude albedo is like... easily one of the prettiest animated character i’ve seen! he’s gorgeous! also i like his elevator move that could be so handy. and for the dancing videos, just search on yt baron bunny dancin or something hehe.
WAIT. WAIT. WAIT. WAIT. WHAT THE FUCK? wait are you serious? venti’s jpn va is HINATA? I HAD NO IDEA WTF???? god..,. that’s it i’m switching to jpn dub that’s insane... i was actually gonna ask you once if you could apply haikyuu characters to the game who would they be and the only one i was sure about was that hinata would be venti.... 😭 you’re so talented for knowing that hehe.. also you can say that you’re studying when you’re gaming then lmao. study smart not hard. god i’m still in shock over venti. this made my morning ngl.
i have no idea how fic collabs work either. i had a friend that did it once and she said they each wrote a chapter but i feel like that might be confusing if the writers use different writing styles..? idk it seems fun but kind of scary too..
ilytttttt little blushing girl.. <3
it always goes back to dragonspine does it not... 😶 but damn it’s been about a month and you’ve saved 12k that’s super solid. since xiao will be coming around feb that means you’ll have another month-ish to save up as well... so girl you’re def getting him sjdksjdk.. <3 and so much other goodies as well. unless you don’t pull him on the first try you might get some other great characters and weapons/artifacts as well. you need to force me to start saving up too bc if venti is really coming back.. i /have/ to get him esp now that i know about the va..
they’re adorable! i don’t know much about their story but i think they’re best friends, right? which makes it even more adorable. and there’s so much fanart of them as well. dude speaking of, genshin stans make the BEST fanart. i spend hours just looking at them and it’s perfect. i imagine there’s so much on twitter too, right?
god. remember shiro and adam. dreamworks would def not do that.. lmao...
your bravery for even considering posting wip. i’m taking my hat off for you. also, one writer to another; how does your writing process usually go? i’m always interested in seeing how other fic writers work bc it varies so much.
oh!! i was all over the place but i really liked sm groups. and loona! you don’t like slow songs? like even slow indie? aksjjdhdkdhf im gonna keep asking to find a middle group bc right now i’m super lost help...
i don’t really like sleeping in so it’s fine HEHE it’s 9 am now and i woke up about an hour ago which was perfect. 10 hour sleep? immaculate. not yikes. sleeping is always good never stress about it shjdhdjd, think about when you go back to school and have to pull all nighters etc.
kiss <3
heya!!
yeah HAHAAH it gets so hot omg.. and my laptop is supposed to have pretty good specs so i can’t imagine what it would’ve been like if i tried to play on my old one yikes 😬 oh shoot! yeah we have a fire danger rating too, the second lowest one is “high” and it goes beyond “extreme” to “code red”/“catastrophic” lollll. and we’ve regularly got fire bans in the summer to try and prevent anything!
hfsdkjfhs summer 2016? god i remember that time so clearly... iconic 😩 i do play sometimes! normally if there are any mystic gyms around me to join, otherwise i’m kinda lazy about actually catching the pokemon HAHA oops. https://twitter.com/kotatsutomikan1 here!! does that mean 👀 you main bkdk 👀👀👀
oooo i thought the seelies were actually just there for decoration? AHAH. yessss I saw one with a whole lineup! https://twitter.com/icedkappe/status/1347555831831699457 look how cute 🥺 ugh but that reminds me of something i was thinking of earlier today, i hope they’ll introduce skins or something later down the line? fshdk like think of the potential. it always upsets me when i click the hanger icon and it only lets me change their glider fhsjfskfjsdjkf
god when i saw albedo’s hair... <3333333 and also his eyes??? um chief alchemist? more like PRETTIEST alchemist. yesss i’ve been doing plunge attacks a lot more recently (preparing for xiao?) and honestly ugh if i had albedo.. I LOOKED THOSE VIDEOS UP!!! THEY ARE SO FUCKING ADORABLE WHAT EHE FSUCJK!!!!!! my god. fancam for characters who? ? from now on only fancams of baron bunny are allowed 😤😤😤
AHAHAH YEAH HE IS!!!! wait have you finished the world quest with him tho?? either way i’m sure you’ll be able to find clips of it in japanese dub online... his ‘ehe’ is so cute my god.. study smart not hard my motto!!!! <3
yeah I feel like chapters is confusing which is why separating by POV might work better? definitely scary tho lol .... such uncharted territory for me
IM DEF GETTING HIM!!! xiao i am patiently waiting for you to come home 👐🙇♀️ yes!! i really hope the four stars on his banner are good bc i’m def gonna be pulling it a lot AHAHHA i hope hm.... i wanna get xingqiu to match with chongyun but beido seems so cool too 😩 tho i already have so many claymore users fsdhfksdfhsjd. oh that also reminds me venti’s elemental burst dialogue ‘kaze da!’ is so cute... like his voice is so melodic??? omg.... WAIT lemme send you this interview i found https://youtu.be/g3floaU41Uc !! AND START SAVE UP MARRIAGE ANON!!!!! tho i think he’s like 5 banners away so you still have time if you do wanna pull now... fhdsfkjds
they are!!! chongyun has this line in his story profile “Who could he possibly trust, if not his fine friend Xingqiu?” 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭 how cute is he i love him so much :((((((((((((( yeah there are so many on twitter!! i don’t see much on tumblr tbh bc i don’t look at my dash too often AHHAHA but it’s all over my twitter timeline~
my writing process depends!! but typically i type out the outline of a fic/write out certain scenes, then fill in everything around that ahaha. usually my ideas come from a line i thought up that i really like or just a concept. i usually also type out my plans in all caps LOL. i hope that makes sense lmaooo how about you? do you just go for it or plan everything out first?
ooo yeah sm have some really nice stuff... and nice! i never gave loona a shot FJKDHFKSJ. i don’t think so?? the slow songs i do like are usually exceptions rather than the rule LMAO but i like hozier’s stuff even tho they’re slow (but who doesn’t? AHAH) honestly i couldn’t even give you examples bc i can’t think of any FHSDKFJS like i guess for example, lovely by billie eilish and khalid, i like the song but on a normal day if it came up on shuffle i’d skip it? FHSFKSD im so sorry legit i am no help at all fhskdfhsjdfjsdkfhsdhkfhk but what are some artists you listen to often?
i never pull all-nighters!! it’s kinda like my rule, even if i’m absolutely fucked i’ll deal with it later rather than not sleep fhskjfsdf. (or maybe i just haven’t reached that stage yet... i hope not!). also wait a second i just registered what you wrote.. YOU WOKE UP AT 8AM????????? my goodness... legit i don’t think i did that a single time in 2020. there was a week i woke up at 8:30 every day but very quickly i started sleeping in again omg... that energy! i’m also gonna try start waking up early but it’s hard when i go to bed then read fic 😩
kisses!!! hope your day has been swell so far xoxo
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6 and 8 please! 😊
yesss, i adore you!!!
6. what books have you read in the last month?
considering i’m using this to combat boredom, i’ll answer as if you’re asking a 31-day month from right now, rather than just listing january. :)
dec 15-31
iceman #8, by sina grace. why did this get cancelled?? we just don’t know.
nightwing, vol. 3, by tim seeley. meh. these are going downhill fast for me. (psst, he can’t really write women in this series apparently??)
the rose society, by marie lu. i am finishing this effing series this year, okay, i am. and the boys had better be gay together!
noumenon, by marina j. lostetter. one of the arcs i picked up from comic con last year! i actually loved it a lot, but space, science and psychology are a hodgepodge of my favorite things so… makes sense.
the couple next door, by shari lapena. it was… hella quick? i finished it in the car in two days between taking driving turns. and i liked the ultimate villain but otherwise it was just kinda… there (and did not focus on the couple next door, like, at all so… what?).
dirk gently’s holistic detective agency, by douglas adams. it was no hitchhiker’s guide that’s for sure but it had some epically great lines like: “i suspect that your problem,” he said, “is that you have too many paper clips up your nose.”
uprooted, by naomi novik. OH MY GOD, I LOVED THIS ONE. fantasy’s kind of hard for me and i really have to space that shit out as i cannot do a lot back to back because i get bogged down with all the different elements. but, holy shit, this was amazing fantasy; i could read eight of these in a row. the dragon is just sitting there going ‘oh no thank you,’ to every potential adventure, because fuck it, i’m immortal and what’re you gonna do, man? i control the narrative ‘cause i’m gonna outlive ya, you bozo, and i’ll just tell everyone i was heroic as balls after you die your horrible death so go do that. so agnieszka is given more to do than basically any heroine ever because the guy who knows all the stuff is like: ‘i’ll be in the library with tea today, please keep the screams of the nearest village to a dull roar.’ (the dragon is my hero, okay.) and is trying to learn magic from this pomp and prissy wizard before she eventually comes up with, ‘you know what, it works if i just sing the happy birthday song or forget half the word and make up my own, so, shove it.’ then she goes off, makes the universe significantly better and gets some dick. it’s marvelous.
the wicked + the divine: christmas annual, by kieron gillen. i could just have more inanna and baal for the rest of eternity and it wouldn’t be enough.
wonder woman, vol. 2, by greg rucka. greg is moving in the right direction. i liked this one better than volume one.
jan 1-16
endurance, by zaya feli. this series is steadily improving too. it’s not epic or anything but good. i hope the final book is a nice finish ‘cause i’m gonna chomp it up soon.
everything leads to you, by nina lacour. SO I’M STALKING NINA LACOUR NOW. i love her writing. and this book was so good, so weirdly nostalgic in a way and warm and kind and loving and free and insightful! LOVE IT.
behind closed doors, by b.a. paris. gah, i’ve had this book forever. got it free as an arc and then never read it because i am an asshole. it was super well done (and the finish was so satisfying) but goooooosh is it hard for me to read that much helplessness and hopelessness or any book that relies on the reality that men will automatically be believed over women. it’s realistic, absolutely, but that’s not the kind of realism i want in my fiction ‘cause, uh, not so relaxing, that.
this was not the plan, by cristina alger. this was so much cuter and sweeter than i expected it would be! i wish the ending had been more solid ‘cause then it would’ve been a total fave. but caleb was absolutely adorable and charlie being torn between wanting to protect caleb from what kids/adults might say and do in regards to him wearing tutus and dresses and all the pink the world has on offer and wanting to embrace every single bit of that because that’s his amazing kid read very real to me. zadie and moose were great side characters too.
john dies at the end, by david wong. meh. i mean, there were definitely parts that made me laugh out loud but it’s such a lowbrow (boy’s) humor book: meaning boobs and dick and fart jokes all over the place.
spider-man/deadpool #25, by robbie thompson. HEY, HI, I MISS JOE KELLY. like, sobbingly miss that guy. he wanted the boys together possibly more than i do. robbie thompson’s arc kinda blows. (and seeing as marvel print went on a diversity-killing cancelling spree, not seeing any reason why i should continue supporting this.)
iceman #9, by sina grace. judah better be fine and that’s all i’m gonna effin’ say about that.
the disciples, by steve niles. SPACE ZOMBIES.
limbo, by dan watters. DUDE, HOW GREAT WAS THIS?? neon, voodoo, 80s vibe, noir amnesiac detective, femme fatale singer who’s actually a goddess of the underworld, a sidekick who communicates with the gods by making them mixtapes, dia de los muertos, a marachi band of assassins who use music to murder, and on and on and on. i wish it had ended differently but it gave me so much awesomeness first that i don’t even care.
ufology, by james tynion iv. i wanted so much more aliens!
the friendship ruse, by georgia tell. the amount of obliviousness was totally unbelievable but give me a second book and i’ll read the shit out of it (especially since so much was unanswered at the end of book one, come on!)
8. what is the first book you remember reading yourself?
i’m not sure which came first, either harry potter and the chamber of secrets or the picture of dorian gray. two of the most different books in existence, ahahha.
book meme.
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1. Are looks important in a relationship?
I mean you have to be attracted to the person but looks are kinda just a perk really.
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yaasss
3. Are you a virgin?
No sex till marriage folks
4. Are you in a relationship?
I am not
5. Are you in love?
I am not
6. Are you single this year?
Yaaassss
7. Can you commit to one person?
Yes, fuck trying to keep up with more than one person couldn’t cope at all
8. Describe your crush
@chlo-boh no description needed kiddos
9. Describe your perfect mate
I honestly have no idea ahhaa
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope
11. Do you ever want to get married?
Yes, some sesh12. Do you forgive betrayal?
Depends on what was done
13. Do you get jealous easily?
Me, no never.
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Just go back a few answers there i’d sayyyy
15. Do you have any piercings?
8
16. Do you have any tattoos?
4
17. Do you like kissing in public?
Not really into the whole public affection thing unless I’m smashed
20. Do you shower every day?
Yes, I showered three times today fs
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
@chlo-boh Just told me i’m the love of her life
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
@chlo-boh because i’m the love of her lifeeee
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Can’t see it but who knows ahahha
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Not bothered tbh
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes lol
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Nope
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes,some laugh. Good times lads
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Nope
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Not really plastic surgery but lip fillers and eyebrow lift
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yes
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Story of my life omg
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
Yes
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
Yes
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yes
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
My ex lol
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Nope
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Does James McVey count or????
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
My fuck ahahaha
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
Yessss
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
Depends on the mood and circumstances
43. How long was your longest relationship?
Year and a half
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
1 boyfriend,1 girlfriend
45. How many people did you kiss in 2012?
Here, I can’t remember last week
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
I don’t keep a record sheet
47. How old are you?
The big 19. I am pushing on
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Sure, our whole relationship was based on that so not one bit surprised
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
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50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I’d take the presents and close the door.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yessss
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
One friend because i’m not able and my ex because whats the point.
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Don’t think so anyways
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes
55. Share a relationship story.
I passed out while having sex in the shower with my ex boyfriend.
56. State 8 facts about your body
No tnxxxx
57. Things you want to say to an ex
Don’t have anything to say
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
Liking the F1,make-up,traveling,being a family person and idk
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
Trek60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
1 year and a bit I think
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
There eyes and hair
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
Just take me to Copenhagen pls
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Doing the frickle frackle
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Scum,waste of time
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
Can’t be telling you that omgggg
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
I have never roleplayed so I have no clueeee
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
An F1 race plssss
68. What is your sexual orientation?
Who knows any more
69. What turns you off?
Bad teeth are the worsssstt
70. What turns you on?
It’s a secret
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
I have no clue ahaha I always forget my dreams
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
Fuck the mayweathers
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Take me to Copenhagen
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
a huggggg
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
My mam legit has done everything for me, so i’d be here all night
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
No clueee
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
Sure there granddd
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
It wouldn’t be a dirty secret if I told ya
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
Can’t say lol
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Last night
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
I can’t even think right now eehhhmm James McVey, Lynn Gunn, Chrissy Costanza and idkkk
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
My mam
83. Who was your first kiss with?
Can’t remember ahahha84. Why did your last relationship fail?
She cheated on me
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
I did, so yes.
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Unusual Asks: Answers
I was tagged by @biaswreckers-inc to answers these, and while it took me forever, I finally had free time to do it~~ I listened to this playlist while I answered them~
Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? ... None actually aha
is your room messy or clean? vry messy
what color are your eyes? Hazel
do you like your name? why? Yes! Alexandrea is my full name and I love it but I usually go by Lexi. (I lowkey want to name one of my kids after me, if I have any. Like carry on the name Alexandrea/Alexander)
what is your relationship status? Single. Forever.
describe your personality in 3 words or less. Optimistic, loud, caring
what color hair do you have? Brown (during school the ends are purple but my summer job won’t allow it....)
what kind of car do you drive? color? Honda and its some tope colour. Vrrooom.
where do you shop? OLDNAVY
how would you describe your style? Casual, basic so everything goes with everything, lots of black/gray.
favorite social media account? Tumblr. (I hate Facebook/Instagram. Like i really don’t enjoy them).
what size bed do you have? Double
any siblings? No~~
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? KOREA. I fell in love with Korea while I was there and need to go back. The city, the people, the food, the friends I made. I felt so good there.
favorite snapchat filter? I don’t have one
favorite makeup brand(s)? I don’t wear make up. But I love my Nivea Chapstick! The Korean commercial is adorable too but I already using the product lol Watch it~
how many times a week do you shower? every day (my job makes me gross ew ew, but I just quit so no more!)
favorite tv show? oh my. I love the BBC show Merlin. Also, Secret Garden.
shoe size? 8/81/2
how tall are you? like 5″4/5″5. I am teased for being short so~
sandals or sneakers? sneakers, tho i call them running shoes lol.
do you go to the gym? I mean i have a membership... but do i go.... no.
describe your dream date. just a date in general would be nice (ahahha *slowly goes from laughing to crying*)
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? 2$ in coins probs lol.
what color socks are you wearing? They have spider man on them
how many pillows do you sleep with? I sleep with 3 but I have like 9 in the bed.
do you have a job? what do you do? Just quit my summer job of 5 years at a coffee shop in Canada called Tim Hortons. I worked in the tourist district and it was crazy busy but I loved it. Now I’m a hostess at TGI Friday’s. At school, I’m a TA and now a Writing Tutor!
how many friends do you have? Which friend group? The people I go to school with? Old friends from high school? Work friends? Friends I met online? If I had to say like BFF level there are probs 5~ <3
whats the worst thing you have ever done? I’d take change from my parents change jar to buy penny candy at the convenience store.
whats your favorite candle scent? none, i don’t like sents.
3 favorite boy names? Sebastian, Alexander, Steven
3 favorite girl names? Alexandrea... idk
favorite actor? Idk, I’m obsessed with Chris Pine
favorite actress? uh, Angelina Jolie? (I like maleficent a lot)
who is your celebrity crush? Chris Pine, Xia Junsu
favorite movie? oh shit, I love movies. Only Lover’s Left Alive, Ender’s Game, Maleficent.
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? no but i want to. I love the series The seven realms novels. one of the main characters, han, is my all time favourite character.
money or brains? both
do you have a nickname? what is it? lexi lol. lex. I GIVE people nick names but never get them back.
how many times have you been to the hospital? as a patient or visiting? only a few for myself but many for family/friends.
top 10 favorite songs? as of right now (06/15/2017) Why - Owol, 11 11 - Illionare, Silk Road - Xia, Hide and Seek - Astro, THE ENTIRE RISE ALBUM BY THE GOD TAEYANG, Neverland - U KISS, Hulk Hogan - Jay Park, July - Kris Wu, Jam Jam - IU, Lipstick - SHINe.
do you take any medications daily? probiotic
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) i don’t know
what is your biggest fear? loneliness
how many kids do you want? i don’t know, maybe none, maybe 7. i really want to adopt.
whats your go to hair style? pony tail
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) house with too many stupid stairs for no reason (multi-level)
who is your role model? I don’t have one
what was the last compliment you received? That I was patient while serving customers at work.
what was the last text you sent? “I’m on my way” // picking up a friend for bubble tea
how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? too old
what is your dream car? green camaro with 2 black strips down the middle. this.
opinion on smoking? u do u
do you go to college? Yup! Studying Sociology and Anthropology with a Specialization in Applied Social Research and a Minor in Political Science. I love school <3
what is your dream job? Professor.... ^^^^^^
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? neither, city.
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? No. But my mother does -_-
do you have freckles? uhm no
do you smile for pictures? yeah!
how many pictures do you have on your phone? like 300?
have you ever peed in the woods? uhm yes probs
do you still watch cartoons? of course! best tv lol
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? don’t eat wheat so neither
Favorite dipping sauce? ketchup goes with everything
what do you wear to bed? t shirt, shorts or sweats
have you ever won a spelling bee? no way. i suck at the spelling
what are your hobbies? drinking coffee, reading, going for drives, watching movie trailers.
can you draw? ahahah no.
do you play an instrument? I used to play piano.
what was the last concert you saw? BTOB at Toronto Kpop Con
tea or coffee? COFFEE <3
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Starbucks. I go everyday and know all the baristas at the one near my house~ met one of my bffs there when they say i had a bigbang key chain on my phone.
do you want to get married? yes plz
what is your crush’s first and last initial? crush right now?? I don’t have one.
are you going to change your last name when you get married? depends on who I marry! and what I’m doing professionally.
what color looks best on you? black.. ahah no probs reds or blues.
you sleep with your door open or closed? SHUT
do you believe in ghosts? maybe
what is your biggest pet peeve? when people hear a song for the first time and can already hum along like stop no how do u know the song already?
last person you called? my mom to ask about dinner lol
favorite ice cream flavor? mint chip, but they don’t have that in a dairy free option so chocolate.
regular oreos or golden oreos? neither
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? neither
what shirt are you wearing? white with thin black stripes
what is your phone background? lock screen: zico from shes a baby, home screen: MJ from astro smelling flower.
are you outgoing or shy? probs more out going
do you like it when people play with your hair? yes~
do you like your neighbors? ehhh they ight
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? in the shower whenever that is
have you ever been high? no
have you ever been drunk? :D
last thing you ate? bubble tea
favorite lyrics right now? why by owol lol
summer or winter? fall~
day or night? night time
dark, milk, or white chocolate? dark i guess
favorite month? none
what is your zodiac sign? Pisces
who was the last person you cried in front of? I cried the other night in the walk in fridge at work so... in front of the coke cans lol
(BONUS QUESTION THAT I ADDED) Do you have any tattoos or piercings? ears pierced
oh my that was long! but fun~ i liked getting to read your answers @biaswreckers-inc hehe. I tag @kevin-woo-me, @stanukiss2k17, and @moongoddess0923 (this is my side blog from @adraughtofamortentia lol) if you’d like to do it~ and anyone else who wants to do it! tag me when ur done so I can creep ur answers~~
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Ok so theres this girl.... i know shes been into me before... but I was in a relationship and then she got into a relationship but anyways we are both single now.... and she seems kinda into me... and shes really cute...
#so anyways please#(i have been single for like a month AHAHHA why am i like this)#trust me im super loyal in relationships and all#its just that im kinda over my ex already like ive stopped caring at this point#geez i always fall for people in 1 sec just by the idea of them being cute this is barely a crush i am exaggerating so much sorreh#crushblogging#long time no see on that tag#personal
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Tag Games ♡
OK JULS HERE WE GO i’m in the mood omfg it’s gonna be long. @ttaewo you ask for this.
NINE THINGS ABOUT ME
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: SINGLE and happy
FAVOURITE COLOURS: yellow and very toxic green
PETS: i used to have fish but they all die so nope, only my lil’ sis’ (héhé)
WAKE-uP TIME: MY BODY SEEMS TO HAVE AN INNER ALARM AT 8 AM RECENTLY #LITTERALYFML THIS IS HOLIDAYS
CATS OR DOGS: ... both ? really both.
CHAPSTICK OR LIPSTICK: LIPSTICK (chateau wine colooor)(lalala)
LAST SONG I LISTENED TO: You never walk alone - BTS
RANDOM TAG GAME:
rules: go to this website: www.random.org/lists and pick 15 of your bias/faves
1. MUM/DAD: Jisoo (FUNNY TIMES)
2. SIBLING: Kihyun (omg my sassy bro... love this)
3. GRANDMA/GRANDPA: Hwasa (MY GRANNY IS FUCKING COOL ANS SMEXY)
4. HAUNTS YOU: Mark Tuan ( i would be so pleased but lowkey afraid with all this little giggle)
5. GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND: Amber (.........i’ve been blessed)
6. YOUR EX: Jaehyun (LMAO)
7. YOUR BEST FRIEND: The8 ... (OMG COOL BESTIE)
8. PROPOSED TO YOU: Jongup (ofc.. i mean.. yeah)
9. YOUR BOSS: Lisa !!!
10. RANDOM PERSON YOU MEET AT THE BAR: Yugyeom (JUST AFTER BOWLING LOL)
11. RIVAL: Wonho (oh man i’m in deep shit)
12. FIRST KISS: Jungkook (rfdjsk CUTE)
13. SUGARHIGH AND SINGING KARAOKE: Namjoon (!!!!! itwouldbesofunimdying)
14. PLAYED 7 MINUTES IN HEAVEN WITH: Taehyung (..oh my..)
15. GAVE YOU YOUR FAVOURITE DESSERT: Suga (ok this is so funny. SUGA give me my fav DESERT)(WOUHHH)(*cough* cookie *cough*)
5 COOL FACTS:
rules: give out 5 interesting, strange, weird, cool, dope af, bizarre facts about yourself. it can be absolutely anything! and then tag 10 people that you’d like to know more about! keep it going! ❤️
1. i spoke to myself a lot and when i’m in the street i sometimes pretend i’m on the phone
2. i have a birthmark pretty cool but pretty huge on my groin (i think it’s the name of it but not sure)
3. i have a tattoo
4. i have no shame
5. i did a voguing-dance-battle one day in front of a crowed it was a queer party in Porto and I legit start to dance in the middle of a crowed even if i didn’t knew shit about voguing. i didn’t win but i did it and i’m so proud of it lmao
TOP 15 KPOP SONGS OF 2016:
(in no specific order)
1. Monster, EXO
2. Highlight, Seventeen
3. How’s that, HyunA
4. Save Me, BTS
5. Lie, BTS Jimin
6. Awake, BTS Jin
7. Begin, BTS Jungkook
8. Boys Meet Evil, BTS J-hope
9. The Last, Agust’D
10. MOBB 빨리 전화해 (HIT ME) (Feat. KUSH)
11. January (Feat. YDG) - 빈지노 (Beenzino) (not kpop but still)
12. Monsta X - All In
13. Monsta X - Fighter
14. B.A.P - Killer
15. Vain hope(희망고문) - NELL(넬) (again not kpop but STILL)
GET TO KNOW ME TAG:
rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better
TAGGED BY: @ttaewo thanks
NICKNAME: morguy, momo, mo, mori, mogo etc...
GENDER: female
STAR SIGN: vleo
HEIGHT: 166cm
TIME RIGHT NOW: 10:45am
LAST THING GOOGLED: groins english
FAVOURITE BANDS: BTS, NELL, Moderat, Simple Minds, Massive Attack, Mansionair, Monsta X, Exo.... A LOT I DON’T KNOW
FAVOURITE SOLO ARTISTS: HA:TFELT, AMBER, LUNA, Sevdaliza ... I DON’T HAVE A FAV I’M SORRY
SONG STUCK IN YOUR HEAD: Nell - Vain Hope...
LAST MOVIE WATCHED: I DON’T REMEMBER
LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED: F*cking Hwarang
WHEN DID YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG: 2012 !
WHAT KIND OF STUFF DO YOU POST: meme, aesthetic, thoughts, shitty selfie, kpop
WHEN DID YOUR BLOG REACH ITS PEAK: idk?
DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER BLOGS: YES
DO YOU GET ASKS REGULARLY: NO NEVER lmao, no one give a shit about me lmao
WHY YOU CHOSE YOUR URL: ohhh hm, first it was “ihauntedbambismom” then i saw a funny ad about lady cigarette named ladybecool so it was it and recently i changed it because it was funny......
FOLLOWING: 473
POSTS: 7,480
HOGWARTS HOUSE: SLYTHERIN AND PROUD
POKEMON TEAM: i don’t know nor i care ?
FAVOURITE COLOURS: yellloooowwww
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 5-7 hours (same juls)
LUCKY NUMBERS: 8
FAVOURITE CHARACTERS: me
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: my pj litteraly a pink velvet pyjama.
HOW MANY BLANKETS DO YOU SLEEP WITH: 2
DREAM JOB: working in the music industry (kpop?) as an art director
DREAM TRIP: south korea....
ALPHABETICAL TAG GAME:
A - AGE: 22
B - BIGGEST FEAR: dark
C - CURRENT TIME: 10:55 am
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: hot water (DON’T JUDGE ME CATHY IF U READ THIS)
E - EVERY DAY STARTS WITH: opening my laptop
F - FAVOURITE SONG: ... i don’t know it change all the time
G - GHOSTS, ARE THEY REAL?: yup there is one in my room i talk to them sometimes
H - HOMETOWN: hmmm i kinda don’t want to say it, but it’s in france
I - IN LOVE WITH: ... food.
J - JEALOUS OF: no one ?
K - KILLED SOMEONE: MY SELF ESTEEM ?
L - LAST TIME YOU’VE CRIED: on valentine’s day during hwarang ep18 fucking shit
M - MIDDLE NAME: DANY JACKY
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1.. 2 ? (i don’t see the second one)
O - ONE WISH: Happiness for everyone
P - PERSON YOU’VE LAST CALLED / TEXTED: @lbrtlss AGAIN NO SHAME LOOOL
Q - QUESTIONS YOU’RE ALWAYS ASKED: what’s this ? or what are we eating ?
R - REASONS TO SMILE: the sun is bright rn♡
S - SONGS LAST SANG: CYPHER PART4
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 8AM SHT but then i sleep again and usually it’s 10am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: grey?
V - VACATION DESTINATION: SEA !!!
W - WORST HABIT: rambling
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: none ahahha
Y - YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD: EVERYTHING EVERYTHING “Mianhae I hate u
Saranghae I hate u, Yongseohae” ... I NEED U FOOOD
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: leo
ARMY TAG:
WHO WAS YOUR FIRST BIAS WHEN YOU FIRST STARTED STANNING BTS?
Tae ? probably
WHO IS YOUR CURRENT BIAS?
ALL OF FUCKING THEM
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE BANGTAN BOMB?
THE TROT ONE !!!! everypati say nOoOoOOOoo
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE BTS SONG?
TOMORROW if i have to choose
WHICH MEMBER IS YOUR BIAS WRECKER?
AGAIN, all of them
WHICH MEMBER APPEARS IN YOUR DREAMS THE MOST?
Namjoon ? or Taetae
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE BTS MV?
........ Save me. But .. all of them. but Save me is simple and so efficient i really like it.
WHICH BTS CHOREOGRAPHY DO YOU DANCE TO MOST OFTEN?
IDK ? All of them.
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AN ARMY?
hmpf 7 months
WHICH ALBUM TRACKLIST IS YOUR FAVOURI
WINGS even if 화양연화 Young Forever changed my life
WHICH ALBUM ART IS YOUR FAVOURITE?
화양연화 Young Forever !
WHICH MEMBER WOULD YOU CHOSE TO BE YOUR HUSBAND?
NAMJOOOONNNNNN
♡ that’s it. bye. i didn’t do the handwriting one because i’m hella lazy to get up my bed HAHAHAHA
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All of the Valentine's Day Asks.
why do you hurt me like this?
im kidding! i’m grateful i just- jinkies you really interested in them all?? ?? i’m astonished. under the cut cause there’s 62.
1: do you have a crush at the moment?
[insert shrug here] kind of sort of not really? no. not the kind you’re talking about.
2: have you ever been deeply in love?
i think i thought i was in high school. sixteen year old me would say yes. twenty one year old me says “no”.
3: longest relationship you’ve ever been in?
3 months?
4: have you ever changed for someone?
no
5: how is your relationship with your ex?
we’re best friends instead
6: have you ever been cheated on?
not that i know of
7: have you ever cheated?
no
8: would you date someone who’s well known for cheating?
probably not!
9: what’s the most important part of a relationship?
communication. if we can’t communicate, if i don’t feel comfortable, if the other person doesn’t feel comfortable, then what’s the point?
10: do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
i prefer something serious
11: when you are dating someone do you believe in going on “breaks”?
depends. if someone considers a few days a break or a week, i don’t consider that a break. so i’d say yes to that. if you consider a few months a break, then, not really. i think it would also depend on how far along i’m in the relationship as well. that’s tricky i guess.
12: how many people have you ever hooked up with?
zero.
13: what’s one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
not being straight forward about how i felt
14: what age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
ahahha. who am i to say?
15: do you believe in the phrase “age is just a number”?
depends on how it’s used. if it’s two adults, then sure. if it’s an adult and a minor then no. if someone ever holds power about the other, i say no.
16: do you believe in “love at first sight”?
nope! i call that lust.
17: do you believe it’s possible to fall in love on the internet?
yes, totally. i know some people who did that and they’re now married. i know people who have done that and have just, been together for a long while. i totally think it’s possible with the right person.
18: what do you consider a deal breaker?
cheating. smokers. alcoholics.
19: how do you know it’s time to end a relationship?
when it just doesn’t feel right anymore
20: are you currently in a relationship?
nope!
21: do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
totally! my ex and i are an example :)
22: do you think people should date their friends?
i think you can’t have a relationship with someone unless you can be friends. so, yeah, totally. go for it if you think it’s worth it!
23: how many relationships have you had?
3
24: do you think love can last forever?
the only one capable of that is God in my opinion. i’m wary to think anyone else is capable of that- even platonically.
25: do you believe love can conquer all things?
probably.
26: would you break up with someone your parents didn’t approve of?
nope
27: if you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
i’d tell myself: it’s okay, it’s okay. you’re not broken. he’s not going to fix you. no one is going to fix you. there’s nothing wrong with being in the asexual spectrum.
28: do you think long distance relationships can work?
yes. with the right person.
29: what do you notice first about another person?
eyes. fuck eyes are everything.
30: are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
i tell people i’m a biromantic, demisexual. but i definitely align myself as demiromantic as well.
31: would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
that’d be biased of me as i have my own mental health illness. of course not!
32: have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
to an extent. probably along more of manipulation.
33: do you want to get married one day?
not really.
34: what do you think about getting your partner’s name tattooed?
NO. no names no metaphors to them either.
35: could you be in a relationship without sex?
i say yes now, but that might change
36: are you still a virgin?
depends on your definition.
37: what’s more important: looks or personality?
let’s be real, looks matter too, but if you’re a shitty person, goodbye. personality.
38: do you enjoy love films?
only if it’s gay. even then, i’m iffy about strictly romance based plots.
39: have you ever given anyone/received roses?
to my mother….. for her birthday… and from a friend for friend’s day…. not in romatic relationship.
40: have you ever had a valentine?
nope
41: what’s your imagination of a “perfect date”?
some place quiet and not too crowded. outside if it’s nice out. nothing fancy.
42: have you ever read “romeo & juliet”?
yes
43: what’s more important: your partner or your friends?
platonic 👏🏼 relationships 👏🏼 are 👏🏼 just 👏🏼 as 👏🏼 important 👏🏼 as 👏🏼 romantic 👏🏼 relationships 👏🏼 if 👏🏼 not 👏🏼 more 👏🏼
44: would you consider yourself “romantic”?
probably not. i don’t like mushy stuff. i do like giving small gifts here and there that have thought put into them here and there!
45: could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
uh, yeah :| 🙊🙈🙉
46: have you ever been “friendzoned”?
i hate the term friendzoned and don’t believe in such a thing
47: which “famous couple” is your favorite?
chrissy and john / rose and rosie / ellen and portia
48: what’s your favorite love song?
one song??? ? ? oNE? ‘i was made for loving you’ by tori kelly & ed sheeran, ‘H.O.L.Y.’ by florida georgia line, ‘simple & sweet’ by jon bellion, and more recently ‘it’s gotta be you’ by isaiah. there’s just so many great ones!
49: have you ever broken someone’s heart?
probably.
50: if you’re single, why do you think you are?
hahaha wow. uh, i’m me? who knows. maybe right now is just not the time in my life for me to be with someone. it’s just not in “God’s plans” so to speak? i dunno, that’s a bit of a loaded question.
51: would you rather date someone who’s rich but a douchebag or someone who’s poor but a nice guy?
poor and nice.
52: are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?
yeah, but seldom to take it sometimes
53: are you jealous of couples when you’re single?
no?
54: how important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
i think it’s kind of cool, but it’s not a huge deal to me personally.
55: would you consider yourself “clingy”, “overly attached” or “jealous”?
i guess have the slightest bit of jealously? but not in the unhealthy way this probably stating.
56: have you ever “destroyed” a relationship?
i don’t think so
57: do you think it’s silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
no. i think that pain is real, very real. i’m not ever going to dismiss someone’s pain, especially if it’s enough for them to be considering suicide.
58: are you the “dominant” or the “submissive” part in a relationship?
i feel like i end up dominant
59: have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner’s birthday or your anniversary?
i’ve never been in relationship where the other person found it super important to remember
60: what’s your opinion on open relationships?
to each their own!
61: who’s more important: your partner or your family?
i’m very close with my family, so i wouldn’t want to ever lose that
62: how do you define “cheating”?
if you sleep with someone else
63: is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
yeah, but i don’t consider it cheating. there’s just definitely something not right in the relationship then. communication needs to be happening ASAP if that happens.
64: do you think valentine’s day is overrated?
yes because: “platonic 👏🏼 relationships 👏🏼 are 👏🏼 just 👏🏼 as 👏🏼 important 👏🏼 as 👏🏼 romantic 👏🏼 relationships 👏🏼 if 👏🏼 not 👏🏼 more 👏🏼” and i think valentines day is toxic as heck the way general society portrays it to be.
65: would you consider yourself a “cuddler”?
no, i - no.
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