#'im drunk but thats not why im texting u i just wanted to talk w u'
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#my ex texted me like 'heyy how r u'#'im drunk but thats not why im texting u i just wanted to talk w u'#and i was like lol ok? and then we talked a bit. i mean we've talked casually as friends before after we broke up.#i was talking abt how i needed time away from playing games and hes like 'so you need a distraction'?#which caught me off guard bc when we dated he used to text me that when he wanted us to meet up together#but i thought oh he probs means just texting together#but he kept on being like.. 'oh did that make u uncomfortable? u do understand the sentiment right?'#and i'm like. what sentiment.#ohh my god am i overthinking this??#i'm so confused is he drunk or is he being fr?? idk??#head in the clouds
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i just have to rant about how much i hate this bitch ooouuuughhh. she was my friend for a while but our friendship has a very very rocky history. mostly bc she is off her rocker and i give people too many chances tbh 😇 but my main things i hate is how not self aware she is and shes honestly just straight up rude. like it baffles me how much of a bitch she genuinely is to her "friends" then preaches peace and love spirituality shit. the attitude she gives literally EVERYONE she interacts with like GWKFHWI I WANT TO HIT U WITH ROCKS
one time i was smoking w her and one of our other friends and we were using a bong and we passed it to her and she was like "ummm idk how to use a bong" so obv a healthy amount of teasing ensued like we were just playing w her while teaching her to use the bong. she attempts once then starts going "THATS IT IM DONE FORGET IT FORGET IT" and stormed out of the room (in her own room btw) she throws these legit temper tantrums that make everyone around her uncomfortable and its like she doesnt notice
also if you are in a car w her at all you HAVE TO listen to her shitty taylor swift playlist while she sings every song and records herself for her snapchat story like ur not even there. literally so awkward. all she talks about is this highschooler shes hooking up with omfg i could go on and on
probably the worst thing shes done is let one of her """friends"""" walk somewhere alone drunk in the dark and then proudly exclaim "WELL SHE'D LET ME DO THE SAME. WELL SHE'D LET ME DO THE SAME" in front of a whole group of people likeeee
she complains about her roommate being bitchy and screaming on the phone with her boyfriend. i have dealt w her doing the exact same for years. nothing she does is genuine, shes always competing for the most attention in the room. aaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!
k bye that was my rant. i blocked her on imessage and she texted me on insta pressing me for why. so i blocked her on insta
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fic writer tag meme
god damn yall i got tagged by @love-fireflysong AND @queenofbaws, flattered so i am
not much of a writer these days but lets give it a whirl ;w;
author name: fudgeroach :V
fandom(s) you write for: almost exclusivley until dawn!! but ive dabbled in some azumanga daioh and danganronpa stuff, and if we go WAY back i used to write twilight fanfic,,,,, it never saw the light of day so dont even try lookin for it
where you post: ao3
most popular one shot: Hot Mess which is a story abt ashleys drunk ass falling out from behind the partition and foiling the prank and thus saving everyones fkn lives :’] idk if i was expecting this one to be the most popular but thats p rad!!
most popular multi chapter fic: the squad be lit fam which is one of those chat fic things where everyones just chattin shit in a group text. i made it cause i wanted to do something goofy n fun between more serious stuff but reading it back its kinda just.... bad... not too keen on my characterisations, they all feel kinda samey
favorite story you wrote: hoooo boy idk if i even have a fave tbh tho maybe Dead Air cause i remember bein really hyped about posting it. even if it doesnt feature the ud kids that heavily, i rly Love my ghost au n thought it was a fun idea to have a couple of idiot internet people try and tackle the story of the blackwood tragedy
story you were nervous to post: okay warning cause its porn. Closet Boinking. as im sure you can guess Why i was nervous to post it cause its fkn porn and thats all there really is to say on the matter (tho it IS my second most popular one shot so,,, clearly u guys like it)
how do you chose your titles?: sometimes i like bein rly cagey abt it and making it some obscure reference thats like 10 thoughts removed from the original concept, and sometimes its just as simple as me not being creative enough and just slapping something last minute into the title bar
how many of your stories are complete?: 13/17 and thats only cause theyre one shots fghjkl i Suck at multichap stuff
in progress?: uhhh 2 i guess?? the other 2 are vague enough that i could stop em now but tbh im probably not gonna be finishing any multichap stuff hh tho Hopefully the last chapter of Grapevine
coming soon: uhhHH NOT MUCH TBH FGHJK i cant even think of anything im writing that ill actually Finish rn. i have a few bits n bobs laying around, couple danganronpa one shots n half finished chapters, but im not rly confident in my writing skills to make more atm ;w;
upcoming story ur most excited to write: see above
do you accept prompts?: ahh not really, not for writing stuff anyway. but im always down for a drawing prompt!! lord knows im lookin for ideas all the time fghjkl cant garuntee ill do it tho
top 5 authors: hhHHH i HATE pickin people i know, im always scared im gonna forget someone so, in lieu of that, just assume that if ive left a review on ur stuff it means ur one of my faves (but it we’re talking like, published fiction authors i love me some ‘david wong’ for cosmic horror and ‘becky chambers’ for gay n emotional science fiction)
tag 6 people: DFGHJ AGAIN IDK WHO TO TAG FOR THIS so if u read this n wanna do it go for it!! i think everyone i woulda tagged already did this meme anyway ;w;
#tagged for me#hoooo boy that was a Lot#until dawn#cause thats is p much the only things featured in here akaks
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Discord thread featuring: Beth & @ellicfm
When: October 25th, 2020
Mentions: @wesleyxfernandxz @kingsboroaurora
Description: beth tells ellie she stopped taking her meds and cheated on aurora
Trigger Warnings: bipolar disorder, misuse of medication, cheating, arguing
Bethany.
sorry
ellie.
sorry??? Beth u knew i couldn’t drink
Bethany.
well in my defense, you took the shots
you could’ve walked away
ellie.
why did you give them to me???
Bethany.
I wanted you to have fun
and I wanted to get drunk w my sister
ellie.
im not old reckless ellie beth
charlie needs me
Bethany.
but...you took the shots
ellie.
and why did u even drink that much anyway? Thats not.... like you
Bethany.
yeah well maybe it’s the new me
ellie.
why does there need to be a new you?
Bethany.
idk
bc why not
ellie.
idk seems sus to me. You dont change this much just cause
Bethany.
what do you want me to say
ellie.
are you okay?? You seem a little..... self destructive idk. I just worry about you
and im also pissed that u gave me alcohol
Bethany.
read
I’m fine
ellie.
are you though?
what about your meds?
Bethany.
read
what about them
ellie.
are they good? Are you taking them?
Bethany.
yeah.
ellie.
ugh fine dont talk to me if you dont want to
i can only take care of one person at a time
Bethany.
you don’t have to take care of me
Ellie
ugh
listen
I cheated on aurora
and no I’m not taking my meds. I haven’t for a while
ellie.
wtf?? With who?? Did you tell her??
wtff?? Why not ???
Bethany.
not yet. Some guy who just moved here. And I felt better without them until now
ellie.
oh god
well, i think that she deserves to know and i think that maybe you should talk to your doctor about your meds
But you’re grown and smart and i trust you
Bethany.
I need to tell her. I’m going to. I just need to collect my thoughts first
I’ll call my doctor. I really fucked up
ellie.
Yeah that’s probably a good idea
Im worried about you. Should i be?
Bethany.
no
idk maybe
ellie.
you’ll let me know if you need anything, right?
Bethany.
okay
yeah
ellie.
I love you
Bethany.
I love you too
ellie.
*heart emoji*
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Rich Girl, Poor Boy (Jungkook x You x Taehyung) (ONESHOT)
A/N:This is a rare occurance where I write a non-idol AU 😂 and also, its not edited, so expect to find lots of grammatical error and typo errors
Jungkook sighed as he looks up at the stars lining the clear dark skies and stands up to make his way inside the huge ballroom of his family mansion, which is often dark and gloomy but tonight is filled with bright lights and people's laughter. Tower of wine and champagne dotted the table, the food, extravagant, the girls, beautiful, the music, exquisite, his parents would have hire Beethoven himself if he were still alive, anything in the name to show everyone, both enemies and allies, how powerful the Jeon family is.
This is just another normal parties for them, for their "crowd". Jungkook is raised within other big families, wealthy families with empires of their own, all only soughting for one thing; more power. But between all the money talks and business opportunities, Jungkook found one friend he knew he could trust and count on, Kim Taehyung, the one and only heir of the Kim family, his childhood friend, and next door neighbour. Taehyung and Jungkook share no similarities. Whist Taehyung prefer to enjoy the more beautiful parts in life, visiting galleries and taking photos of sceneries he foumd mesmerizing, Jungkook prefer to spend his days partying, drunk till the daylight shines and waking up with girls he wont remember the name of the next day. While Taehyung tries to hide away from his family name and fortune, Jungkook basked in every single cent of it. But still, they are the best of friends, always having each other backs againts their parents, the judgemental society, the world.
"Hey, where have you gone?" Taehyung smile the moment he saw Jungkook came in front the massive garden door, a drink in his hand.
"Just getting a breather from all..." Jungkook looks around the grand ballromm, bright with expensive decorations and chandeliers, "this,"
Taehyung laughed.
"Why? Dont you like parties? Girls? Champagne? A place to show off your the next Jeon heir? This parties have everything you like roll into one Kookie,"
"Yah, I'm not that bad!" Jungkook glares. "You know I only embraced it because theres no way I can run from it. Or hide. You are just lucky your parents gets you Tae," he smile and pat Taehyung's back.
"And you are lucky you got me," Taehyung winked. Jungkook lets out a laugh. True. He dont think he can hold on to his sanity without Taehyung always anchoring him back. Parties, booze, girls, money, its all fun but what Jungkook really wants is to do music. Write it, sing it, performed it, play it. All of it. But music for the sole Jeon heir? Hah, no way in hell his parents is going to let him. And they are not shy in hiding it either. His parents have been telling him about his responsibility as the family heir every since he could understand what money is. Every chance and opportunity he ever had to play music, his parents destroy without hesitation. He dont have a chance to even explain how music makes him feel.
Happy.
So he buried all of it deep in the grounds. And if his parents wants him to embrace his life as a Jeon heir, then a Jeon heir hes going to be. Thus, money, parties, booze and girls.
"Maybe I do Tae," he laughs. "Old people alert," Jungkook points to an old couple, a family friend, waltzing their way to the two young men, a young girl in tow, ready to be inteoduced to the duo. Most probably their daughter, niece, granddaughter, Jungkook doesnt care, its all the same. They are all gorgeous, shallow, vain, dumb and absolutely boring.
"They never give up do they? Even when you and Adora are al-"
"Gotta go now," Jungkook quickly move away, hiding himself behind the huge, thick curtains his mother spent a fortune on. Sensing the line is clear, he makes his way swiftly to behind the buffet line, ducking every few second, trying to make it out of the room. Busy looking around for possible old people prospect he hits a wall.
A wall that talks.
"Oww! Watch where you are going you idiot!"
Jungkook immediately looks down to the girl sprawled on the floor. Not only the wall is a girl. A rude girl. And.. a beautiful one.
Jungkook smiles.
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Y/N looks up to the man who bumped into her. Hes now just looking at her, not saying anything. She take this opportunity to size him up. Hes all dressed up in a suit, an expensive suit at that, so he must be a guest. Shit, shes so dead. Lets just hope hes not an important guest. He is also very, beey handsome. Y/N was mesmerized for a second before she gets a grip and blinked.
"Oww! Watch where you are going you idiot!"
The man didnt say anythin, just smiling at her.
"Helloo? Are you deaf? You are blind and now you cant talk too?" She huffed and stands up on her own, holding tightly the huge coat covering her torn dress. She needs to het to the bathroom quickly, but this idiot havent moved.
"Excuse me? May I pass?"
"Oh, yeah right," the man smile and move aside a bit. When shes just about to pass him, he suddenly spoke. "How come I have never seen you before?"
Y/N was surprised at the question. In a ballroom as big as this, does this man assume he knows everyone?
"Because you hit your head and I'm just your imagination," Y/N roll her eyes. Isnt that the worse pick up line or what? The man chuckle.
"Hmm witty. I like it. But seriously. Who are you? May I know your name?"
"No. And I'm in a rush to mend my torn dress, so if you will excuse me," Y/N sighed and try to make her way again. The man stops her by pulling her hand, startling her.
"I think I can help with that" he winks and drag her outside the huge ballroom.
"Wait, where are you taking me?! Stop or I'll scream!"
"You can scream but I think you will be the one in trouble. And trust me. Do you think a criminal would wear a suit this good?" He laughs and continue to drag her along. Y/N contemplates on what he said, confused as to what he meant. But it didnt take long when he stops in front of a giant door and push it open.
Inside the room are walls and walls of clothes. Dresses, pantsuits, skirts any piece of clothing one could ever imagined.
"W-what is all this?"
"Take your pick,"
"B-but whose are all this?" Y/N walks and touched all the expensive material with the tip of her fingers. She turns back and look at him."Who are you? How can you know about this?"
Jungkook was taken by surprise.
"U-uh..." he realizes that the girl dont know who he is, and its so refreshing to meet someone who for once doesnt know who he is, and he really wants to keep it that way. "I work here. I manage the performances? These are all costume. So you can borrow one,"
"Really?" Y/N raised an eyebrow. "All these expensive materials are costumes?"
"Hey, the Jeons ask for the best, and I delivered," he shrugs, feigning ignorance. Y/N ponders for a while. If its the Jeons, what he say could be true. Everybody know they live life basking in luxury "Just pick one okay? As a payback for bumping into you,"
"Well.. if you put it that way..." she grins and start to go through all the beautiful dresses she could only have ever imagine of being this close to.
Jungkook leans by the door and look at the mystery girl rummaging through his mother old clothes, a smile unexpectedly creeping up his face.
"By the way, I'm Y/N," she peeked theough the clothes and smile. "Whats yours?"
"Me? I'm uh... J-Jungkook," Y/N immediately turns to face him and raised her eyebrows at the mentioned of the name and Jungkook immediately realizes she knows who "Jungkook" is. "Kim Jungkook," he quickly corrected. "I am Kim Jungkook," he laugh awkwardly, hoping she wont notice anything.
"Jungkook? Thats your name? The same name as the heir to this household?" Y/N asks, curious.
"Uh... yeah. You know him?" Jungkook asks cautiously, crossing his fingers for her answer to be no.
"Not personally, of course," she laughs. "I dont know what he looks like but I do hear that name being mentioned once in a while," she shrugs. "And you work here? Isnt that confusing?" She giggles.
"Uh no. I dont really work in close proximity with him. Hes always out and about. Doing uh... stuff," Jungkook answers nervously. "And we also look totally different,"
"Yeah? Well, if he is as handsome as people say he is, maybe you guys have a lot of similarities," Y/N laughs and went back to dive inside the closet
"Maybe..," Jungkook smiles. "Maybe we do," Oh Y/N, you have no idea.
/////
"You keep texting and smiling these days Y/N. Is someone having a new boyfriend?" Adora giggle and peek her hewd to the phone screen that Y/N is holding, which she quickly hide with a blush on her face.
"N-no. Not a boyfriend...."
"But.. it is a boy?" Adora's eyes turned wide, her grin; bigger. "Oh my god, why didnt you tell me?! Im so excited! Who is he? Where did yoi two meet? Show me a picture!"
Y/N laughed.
"Well.. I uh didnt think you would be interested in my love life, since you know.. you are my-"
"Friend?" Adora glares at her. "That better be the end of your sentence L/N Y/N!" She crosses her arms across her chest and frowns. Y/N smile sheepishly.
"Y-yeah. Friends," Y/N agrees, eventhough she knows they are no where near to being friends. But she knows better than to defy Adora. Her relationship with Adora is... complicated? Well, not really. Shes her personal maid. Enough said. Although Adora prefer the word "handmaiden" or "personal assistsnce" or her personal favorite, "friend". To be fair, Adora really does thinks of her as a friend, and treated her like one too. But Y/N know her place. Shes a maid. Thats all she is. She jumped from one job to another, washing peoples clothes, washing dishes, picking up trash to get by, and by luck, out of million others who applied, Adora, the only daughter of a multi millionaire pick her to be her "personal assistance". She has only been working with her for a month, but she can already tell that Adora has the heart of gold.
"So who is he? You should tell your friend this kind of things you know," she giggles. "How did you two meet?"
"Well... actually. We uh met at that party you brought me a month ago," she blushes and looks down.
"Shut up!" Adora squeals. "You have met him a month ago and this is the first time I'm hearing this?! You have been texting this guy for a month?!"
"Well... yeah?"
"Oh gosh, things must have been serious! Tell me more!" Adora gushed excitedly. "And you met him at the party? Thats means he must be some other chaebol too! Oh Y/N, we can have a double wedding!"
"What?" Y/N laughs. "Okay, first of all, I only known him for a month. And second, hes not a chaebol. He works there. Do you think some rich kid would even spare me a second glance. I was there at the party as your m-mai-" her words trailed off when Adora glares. "Uh friend. I was only there as your friend, not even in the guest list,"
"Well, anyone would be blind to not fall for you. You are beautiful, inside and out," she smiles. Y/N nods and gave her a small smile. She knows Adora is just being nice, but coming from a beauty queen that has everything like her, it does means a lot. "Okay, I have to go meet my fiance. But you are not off the hook yet! You will definitely tell me everything about this mystery guy when I came back okay?"
Y/N laughs and nods.
"Anything you need me to prepare for while you are out?"
"Hmmm, nothing," Adora ponders. "Oh right, my fiancee is coming here after the cake appointment. So maybe you can prepare some tea and cakes or something?"
"Wait," Y/N pretends to gasps. "You are telling me I finally get to meet this infamous fiancee of yours?"
Since she has only been working here for a month, she has never met Adora's fiancee. She never asked about him either. All she knows is that his family is just as rich as Adora's is and they are childhood friends. Their parents sets them up together so that the famoly money will stay close.
"I guess you finally will," she winks. "Ill see you okay? Love ya," Adora picks up her Balanciaga purse and give her a flying kiss before heading off to the car where the driver is waiting.
Well, she guess she better prepare something special for this special guest then.
/////
"Seriously, why am I being dragged to a cake testing?" Taehyung complaint for the gazillion time as they walk passed rows and rows of expensively decorated cake.
"Because Tae, its free food. And you are my bestfriend, so you should get tortured with me," Jungkook shrugs and poke one of his fingers in one the cake and lick the cream off.
"You both can afford the best wedding planner ten times over, why even bother to taste the cake? Cant you pay someone to do it?" Taehyung poke the same cake and licks it clean too.
"Because," Jungkook roll his eyes. "As if you dont know my fiance Tae. She aims for this to be the wedding of the millenium. And shes a superb bridezilla. She wants to have a say in everything. And apparently, she wants me around while shes saying it,"
"And you follow what she says because?"
"So that I can go home and sleep peacefully at night and not have her and my parents all nagging at me to take this damn wedding seriously!"
"Damn wedding?" Taehyung raised an eyebrows. "I thought you have accepted the fact that you have always meant to marry one of our own? And shes your closest friend, other than me of course. And isnt it you who said, "If I have to marry for riches, I'm glad its Adora"?"
"Well..." Jungkook scratched his head. "That was before I met someone..." Taehyung's eyes widen. "At that party a month ago,"
"You are engaged Jeon Jungkook, what do you mean you met someone?!"
"Shut up okay! We dont want Adora to hear!" Jungkook hissed while looking around. "I just did okay. Its not like I planned it. Shes just so... refreshing. Not to mention... so undeniably beautiful," Jungkook smiles.
"What the hell Kookie? You sound as if you really like this girl. And you never like anyone!"
"I dont know Tae. Shes... different," Jungkook shrugs. "And I really think I want to try with her,"
"Oh my god," Taehyung rans his hands across his face. "So what are you going to do? The wedding is in a few months,"
"I seriously dont know Tae," Jungkook sighs.
"Well, I think, what you need to do now is..." Taehyung smile and nods to someone behind Jungkook, and Jungkook knows exactly who that is by the sound of her expensive heels and the smell of her even more luxurious perfume, "is taste the damn cake with your fiance,"
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Tea...
Cupcakes...
Sugar...
Creamers...
Short breads...
Y/N arranged the centerpiece for the millionth time as she straighten the teapot again. All ready for Adora and her fiance. Y/N wants it to be perfect. After all, thats the best she can do for the nice treatment Adora has been giving her all this while. She straighten her dress and pick at a lose thread and takes a deep breath. Why is she even so nervous? Y/N chuckle to herself.
She quickly make her way to the doorway once she heard the sound of engine running at the driveway.
That must be Adora.
She opened the door to welcome a smiley Adora who linked her arms to hers while pushing a box of cakes into her other hand.
"Here. I brought some of the cakes we tasted. Tell me what you think okay?" She smiles and walked with Y/N to the tearoom. Y/N looked behind her shoulders to see if there are any guests.
"Wheres uh-"
"My fiancee?" Adora giggles. "You are really eager to meet him dont you? He will be in in a minute. Lets just go first. Hes been here a million times, he knows how to welcome himself in," she takes a seat at the neatly arranged table and Y/N quickly rushed over to served her the tea and cakes.
"You did a good job Y/N," Adora nods at the selection of tea and desserts spread in front of her.
"Thanks miss. I-"
"Dora, where do you want me to put your-" Y/N halted from pouring the tea, spilling it on the table the moment she heard the voice. very familiar voice. A voice that she heard for the first time a month ago, but it never left her mind... and heart. Her heart stops as she looks up from the spilled tea and Adora's frowns to see the face of the man that has been haunting her dreams. And by the look of how he too stop mid sentence, Y/N is pretty sure he recognizes her too.
"Jungkook?"
Adora quickly turns her head up from Y/N to Jungkook to Y/N again. Confused on how the two know each other. Confused on how her maid can adress her fiancee so casually.
"Wait. How do you know his name?" Adora looks at her, a frown on her face. "Dont tell me you two know each other?"
"Well, we uh..," Y/N gulped and looks from Adora to Jungkook, not really sure what to say. Is this really Adora's fiancee? She will kill her if she knows about her and Jungkook. "We-"
Jungkook quickly recovered from his shocked and cut her off.
"No we dont. I have never seen her before in my life. Maybw you got the wrong person?" Jungkook shrugs and place Adora's thibgs on the chair.
"But babe, she knows your name?" Adora looks at him, still suspicious. He kmows Jungkook is a ladies man, but he promise he will honor their relationship, although they both know he doesnt love her.
"Baby, almost everyone know my name. But that doesnt mean I kmow them now do I?"
Y/N looks at the two conversing like she isnt even there, dumbfounded. Is Jungkook really the wrong guy? Or is he pretending not to know her? But why? But then again, the Jungkook she knows cant be Adora's fiancee right? Her fiancee is the Jeon's heir. Are they twins or something?
"Are you sure Kookie? Y/N looks like she really knows you," Adora tilted her head, confused and suspicious.
"I dont babe. Who is she anyway?" Jungkook took a step forward and look at her. Y/N stares back, taking in all his features. His brown doe eyes, his bunny teeth, the mole under his lips... yes its him. She can recognize him anywhere after the countless photos they exchanged through texts. "Your friend?"
"Y-yeah, she uh.. my friend," Adora smiles. Jungkook looks at hee and back to Y/N again after her stutter and laughs.
"Babe, why is your friend serving you tea then? Are you befriending the help again?" Jungkook laughs and take a sit. "Hey, pour me some," he motioned to Y/N. With shaky hands and beating hearts, Y/N went over and serve the man the tea she work so hard to made perfect.
Adora ignores him and ask him again, seeking confirmation. "Are you sure you dont know her Kookie?" She turns to Y/N. "Y/N? You sure?"
Y/N gulped. Should she tell the truth? But whats the point if Jungkook himself is hiding the fact that they know each other right?
"I dont babe. Just trust me already," Jungkook sighed, saving Y/N from answering. "Besides, where would I even know a..." he looks at Y/N with disgust. "A maid from? I dont even remember my own maids, why would I remember yours?"
Y/N felt her heart stop. So much for thinking hes the only guy at the party that wasnt stuck up and see people for who they are and not their status. Hes actually the worse of them all!
"She was at the party a month ago Kookie. The party at your house? Remember? I brought her along,"
His house. That explain the closet full of dresses. Gosh Y/N, how are you so stupid? Works with costume? Same name as the heir? So gullible Y/N! Serves you right.
"Nahh, doesnt ring a bell. Maybe she saw me baby," Jungkook shrugs. "I am afterall is the host,"
"Y/N?" Adora looks at her.
"I-I uh.." Y/N tried to blink back the tears and embarrasment she felt. "I was mistaken. Im very sorry Sir, Miss," she bows.
Adora sigh. "Fine, I will believe you Y/N because I know you wont lie to me. Now I need to make one phone call, Kookie, will you help Y/N carry my stuff inside?"
"Its okay! I can do it on my own!" Y/N quickly interjects. Theres no way she wants to be alone with Jungkook, sorry, Jeon Jungkook right now.
"Dont be stupid. Its a lot. And its Birkins. I dont want you to drop them," Adora giggles. "I went shopping earlier. Help her Kookie, I'll be back," she smile and went out to her call.
Y/N kept quiet and quickly gather up the bags. Jungkook immediately gran her wrist the moment Adora left the room.
"Y/N, I can ex-"
"Sir, please let go of my hand. I need to get going with Miss Adora's bags," Y/N tries to shake him off.
"No! You are not going anywhere until you let me explain!" Jungkook insisted, turning her to face him but Y/N immediately avoid eye contact. How can she look him in the eye after what he did. All her life, her friends have been embarassed by her because of what she do, she cant believe she fell for a guy who felt that way about her too.
"You dont need to ecplain anything Sir, I understand,"
"Stop fucking call me that! And just let me fucking explain!"
The harsh words struck a cord in her, making Y/N bravely look up to his face. "Explain what huh? How you lied to me about who you are? Or how you just insulted me? Or how you are sooo embarassed to actually admit that you know me?" She lets out a sarcastic laugh. "Of course you are. You are the great Jeon Jungkook right? How can you be associated with a maid? How can you even be friends with one?! And you are even engaged!"
"Y/N, please," Jungkook look defeated but still grab her hand before she can walk away. "You dont understand. My world... its different than yours. Its all about money, and status. Adora and me is not even in love with each other but we are getting married because her family status is the only one that matches mine!"
"Right Jungkook, blame it on the money, on the status. But you know what, all that doesnt determined what kind of a person you are. The disgusted look on your face when you realized that I'm your fiancee's maid? No one can fake that," she laughs. "I was wrong about you. Your kind are all the same!"
"W-wrong about me? What do you mean?" Jungkook pull her back again. "Y/N please okay? Give me time to figure things out. Its hard for me!"
"Its hard for you? Really?" Y/N laughs again. "Then I'll make it easy for you. Just forget that you ever knew me. I'm just Miss Adora's maid!" She yelled and grab all the shopping bags.
"Y/N, atleast let me-" Jungkook tries to grab some of the bags from her.
"Just dont Jungkook," she said so weakly and brokenhearted, Jungkook stop mid track. "Just dont okay? Just stay here and have tea with your fiancee. She deserves better," Y/N quickly grab everything and ran off, leaving Jungkook standing alone in the tea room.
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Y/N kicked the lose stone with her foot, sighing loudly. After rearranging the Birkins in Adora's massive closet, she was dismissed, much to her relief. Although she is unsure whether her dismissal is cause by Adora suspicion about her and Jungkook or just because her help wasnt needed. Whatever it is, Y/N was grateful as she make her way to the empty garden. She needs to get whatever the hell it is that happened earlier our of her system. She needs to get Jungkook, Adora's fiancee, the Jeon's heir Jungkook, out of her system. She dont know how much longer she can work here. Once Adora and Jungkook gets married, she is pretty sure she will be seeing him even more. She decides to quit as soon as he find something else. Although working with Adora pays good money, but she values her insanity more. She has to quit. She will quit right after the wedding. When Adora dont need her help as much anymore.
"Hey, I didnt know anyone is here? I'm usually the only one who hangs around here," A male voice interrupted her thoughts as she felt his presence sitting down besides her. Y/N look up to the most handsome man she has ever seen. She almost rub her eyes, thinking shes dreaming. How can anyone who looks like that be real?
"I-I'm sorry. Im new here. The whole month I was here no one ever comes to this garden," she quickly stands up amd bows, ready to walk away. The man laughs and pull her wrist, asking her to sit down. For a monent when their skin touched, Y/N felt butterflies.
"Hey its alright. Its a big garden, we can share," he smiles and Y/N immediately feel comfortable. "And also its my fault, I havent come to visited Adora for so long. So thankyou for keeping my favorite garden bench warm,"
"Oh. Y-you are Miss Adora's friend?" Y/N immediately stands up and bows. Adora might treat her like a friend, but she is pretty sure her friends doesnt. And the way Jungkook just treated her proves that. The man furrowed his brows, confused.
"Why are you bowing? And why do you call Dora miss?"
"I'm uh her-"
"Wait, are you her personal helper?"
"Yes, yes I am," Y/N smile at the term the man use. Personal helper, instead of maid. Shes also sure that if this main is Adora's friend, means hes part of that world. The world that Jungkook said cared about status and money more than anything. He would definitely shoo her away now that he knows shes the maid. "I'm sorry to have bothered you. Miss Adora said I can use this garden if I wanted too. I didnt know someone else uses it too,"
"Where are you going?" The man pouts. "Just stay here and talk to me somemore. I'm bored. I mean, if tou dont mind?" He looks at her. Y/N blinks. He still wants to talk to her eventhough shes the help?
"B-but, maybe you didnt hear me. I'm Miss Adora's maid,"
"Uh okay?" The man looks at her confused. "Ohhh, do you have to go and do for her right now?"
"N-no. I mean... I'm a maid. Are you sure you want me to stay and talk to you?"
"Whats wrong with that? A helper is just a job, not who you are. And plus, why wouldnt I want to stay and talk to a pretty girl like you?" He winks, making Y/N blush. Y/N contemplate for a momebt, and after a bad day she had, maybe talking to this handsome stranger is what she needed.
"Okay. Maybe I can spare a few minutes," she smile and sits back down.
"Just so you know, Im not some weirdo or anything. I came here with my friend, hes Adora's fiancee. Maybe you know him?" Y/N nodded slowly. Oh.. so he knows Jungkook too, which means they are all childhood friends. "I'm Kim Taehyung by the way, whats your name?"
Y/N smile. Even his name is beautiful.
"I'm L/N Y/N. Hi Kim Taehyung, its nice to meet you,"
/////
"Is Tae really coming Kookie?" Adora plays with her freshly manicured fingers and looks at her fiance.
"Yeah. He promised me," Jungkook answered lazily. He spent the whole day at Adora's house after the fateful meeting with Y/N earlier, hoping to catch a glimpse of her again, but nothing. Adora had dismissed her for the rest of the day. Now she suggested they went out for dinner, and to avoid the boring conversations he would have with his future wife, he ask, no, forced Taehyung to come with him, which suprisingly, he said yes easily.
"Maybe he bailed. You know he hates to third wheel us Kookie. Why do you always drag him anyway?"
"Well, because hes the best man babe. He should know stuff. And also, he said hes bringing a date tonight," Jungkook shrugs.
"A date? Taetae? Who? Do I know the girl?"
Jungkook turns to look at his fiance and smirks. "Is that jealousy I hear babe? You know I'm still your fiancee right?"
"What the hell are you even talking about? Why would I be jealous if Taetae dates someone?" She laughs awkwardly. "Its about time he does,"
Jungkook laughs and roll his eyes. "Oh please babe, anyone can see you have the hots for him since we were five. Too bad your stuck with me. Dont worry, I still support your love for him. I think you will be good for him," Jungkook laughs. Adora's face turned red.
"Shut up! And dont say anything to anyone. Remember I'm marrying you wild bunny! And what an unfortunate luck that is," she laughs.
"Girls would kill to be you babe, you know that," Jungkook smiles. "Here comes your lover boy," Jungkook motioned to the red Jaguar parked outside as Taehyung huddled out.
"Hey Tae," he smile. "Wheres your imaginary date?" Jungkook looks around and laughs. Taehyung hits his shoulder and laughs.
"Its not imaginary. But then again, shes so beautiful, you might not think shes real," Taehyung winks.
"Whatever," Jungkook roll his eyes. "Where is she?"
"Actually, I'm here to pick her up," Taehyung smile, making both Adora and Jungkook confused. "Here she is now," he motioned to Y/N whos walking through the lawn from the maid's door. "Dora, I hope you dont mind I'm taking Y/N out tonight?"
Adora's eyes widen in surprise, jealousy stir inside of her but she still feel happy for Y/N as she knows that Taehyung will take good care of her. She plastered on a smile.
"Y/N? Shes your date?" She grins. "Sure Tae. Just make sure you show her a good time,"
"You know I will," he winks and reached out his arms to Y/N. "Hey, you look beautiful," he smiles.
Jungkook who has been watching the whole thing quietly clenched his fist without realizing. When the fuck did Taehyung meet her? And she said yes to his invitation just like that?!
Y/N almost stop mid way when she saw Jungkook and Adora at the hallway. Taehyung only asks her out to dinner, he didnt say its a double date! She almost turned back but Taehyung already approached her.
"Hey, you look beautiful," he smiles.
"H-hi Tae," she blushes shyly and start fussing with her simple sundress the moment she saw both Taehyung and Jungkook in a suit and Adora in a enchantingly beautiful dress, no doubt designer. What the hell is she thinking? She accepted Kim Taehyung's invitation , one of the most sought after heir there is, yes she googled, and she thinks her sundress is good enough? "I - uh I didnt know Jungkook-ssi and Miss Adora is coming too," she leans in and whisper to him. "I think I'm under dress,"
Taehyung laughs.
"You look very beautiful Y/N," he reached out and hold her hand, making her feel hot all over. "She does right?" He beams at the other two. Adora quickly link her arms with her. "You do! It doesnt really matter what you wear Y/N!" Adora leans in closer to her. "Especially not when Kim Taehyung keeps on looking at you like that," she winks, making Y/N blush ever more.
Jungkook who heard what Adora said felt her whole face heat up. That little- urghhh.
"Come on Kookie. Lets go. Lets drive our own car and leave the lovebirds alone," Adora giggles and link arms with Jungkook. Jungkook looks up to see Y/N's reaction to what Adora said. Surely she must felt something. Just this morning they were still texting each other! But what he sees when he looks up is Taehyung staring at her, smiling shamelessly and Y/N staring back, smiling shyly.
This date night is going to be a loooong night.
/////
Things were going well between Y/N and Taehyung. After that surprisingly comfortable and not at all awkward date night, they have gotten closer. Taehyung spend a lot of time at Adora's house now. Main excuse being he is Jungkook's best man and he have to be there, but with all the dismissal Adora kept giving her when Taehyung is around, everyone knows the real reason Taehyung is around.
Still, seeing Jungkook and Adora together still hurts her sometimes. Seeing him laugh with her, joking around. Y/N knows they dont love each other, but the comfortable level and chemistry they have with one another, after being friends since they were born, makes her jealous sometimes. She can see the real side of Jungkook whenever she came in to serve them dinner or tea, or help Adora with some of her things. She can see what a dork he really is, despite his label of being a wild, party man. She can see that hes funny, caring, competitive and he has a love for food like no other. And all this little things only makes her fall for him even more, despite Taehyung being the sweetheart he is around her.
But Jungkook is Adora's fiancee, and nothing can change that. Plus, Jungkook refuses to be associated with her, cant be associated with her, the maid. So maybe its best that she stick to her plan to leave after the wedding.
/////
"Hey, that engagement tea party you are having with Dora, you dont mind if I bring Y/N right?" Taehyung asks as they were having drinks together. Jungkook felt his heart boiled everytime Taehyung mentioned her name. Its bad enough that he can only see her during the short minutes she came in to serve them food, but she isnt even replying to any of his texts or answer his calls anymore. He misses her, although he knows its his fault for not saying anything when they came face to face.
"Sure. But wont she need to work or something? She works for Dora you know," Jungkook tries to act nonchalant. The whole reason why he wanted to host the party at Adora's house is because he hope to see Y/N, even if its only glimpses of her. The closer he is to the wedding, the more anxious he becomes.
"I'm sure Dora would give her an exception. She seems ro be very supportive of our relationship," Taehyung smiles.
"So... what are you two now? Like boyfriend girlfriend or something?" Jungkook acts line he doesnt care about the answer although his heart is screaming for Taehyung to just answer the damn question.
"Well...no," Taehyung answer and take a sip of his drink, as Jungkook felt relieved with the answer. "But I hope that would change, real soon," he smiles. "Like real soon. Like tea party soon?"
"What do you mean?"
"I think I want to ask her to be my girlfriend, at your engagement party," Taehyung grind and took out a box from his pocket, which opens up to a beautiful ring. "Its romantic right? Asking her to go steady with me at an engagement party?"
"A ring?" Jungkook eyed the ring carefully, in his heart he knows he would buy Y/N something much better than that if hes given a chance, "dont you think thats too much just to ask her to be your girlfriend? You are not asking her to marry you. Right?" Jungkook asks nervously. Taehyung laughs.
"Of course not. But being extra is what we are all about Kookie. I know she dont care about all this material shit, and thats why I love her, but I want her to know shes special. You k-"
"Wait, love her?" Jungkook sits up from his leaning position.
"Well..." Taehyung grins sheepishly. "I know its just a month Kookie... but I think I love her. Ive never met anyone like her,"
Jungkook tries to calmed down his heart, his hand shaking from wanting to punch Taehyung right in the face. The worst part is, he knows how that feels. Because he too, admitted to himself a long time ago, that he is head over heels in love with Y/N. But he ruined everything didnt he?
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I'll be right back okay?" Taehyung kisses her hands and smile before heading off to meet someone in a suit. Must be one of his business partner or something. Y/N nods and smile and stood at the most glamourous tea party she has ever attended. Well, the only tea party she ever attended. Who host tea parties nowadays anyway? But the fabulousness of the party is expected from Adora. Feeling awkward standing on her own, Y/N make her way to a more secluded part of the garden after observing that Taehyung will most probably take a long time. She sat down at the bench and closes her eyes, inhaling the fresh air, thinking about what her life have becomes. How did she managed to catch Kim Taehyung's eyes? He is not playing her is he?
"I can see that you are enjoying the lifestyle of rich and famous,"
Y/N eyes popped open to the voice and as expected, stood right in front of her, Jeon Jungkook with a cocky smile. She immediately stood up and start to walk away.
"Where are you going? Cant take the truth?" Jungkook mocked. What is he implying? That she is using Taehyung for his riches? Y/N turns around, glaring at her.
"What do you want Jungkook-ssi?"
"Jungkook-ssi?" Jungkook laughs. "Dont you think we have moved past that? Especially when my fiancee told me that you told her you met someone incredible at the party few months back. Im assuming thats me?"
Y/N rolled her eyes.
"So what? You are here to gloat? I was dumb back then. It was a mistake. You are obviously not who I thought you were. I thought you were different, but you are not," Y/N sighed. "Is that all?"
"So Taehyung is?" Jungkook look straight into her eyes, face serious.
"H-he-" his question took her by surprise.
"Is Taehyung different then Y/N? Is he everything you ever wanted then? Is he able to erase all your memories of me? Of us?" Jungkook took a step closer to her. Y/N felt her breathing starts to goes rapid and tries to calm down. Jungkook still has this effect on her.
"T-taehyung is a good man. Hes kind, handsome, nice, a gentleman, a romantic, he treats me good, he kno-"
"But do you love him?"
"W-what?" Y/N panics. How could Jungkook asks her that.
"Do you. Love. Him?" Jungkook repeated the question more seriously and took a step forward.
"I-I," she panics. "How can I answer that? Its only been a month since we met!"
"But you were in love with me within a month that we met," Jungkook closes the gap and held both her wrists, whispering close to her face.
"I was not!"
"Yeah.. you are," he smirks, face only inches from hers.
"N-no, I wasnt!"
"You are Y/N, in fact, you are still in love with me now," he smirks more.
"I am definitely not!" She tries to squirm as he gets closer.
"Yeah?" Jungkook smirks and closes the gap, his lips on her, tounge asking permission for more which Y/N immediately granted as she closes her eyes as his lips touched hers.
The kiss felt like it lasted forever when Jungkook finally pull away and look into her eyes, whispering. "I love you Y/N. As much as you love me, I love you more,"
Y/N felt tears prickled her eyes. She wanted to hear those words from him from the first day she realized her feelings. But now that she did... she knows they can never be.
"Please, choose me. Dont choose Tae. Choose me," Jungkook said softly, begging. Y/N closes her eyes, the tears she tried to blink back finally rolled out. "Please?"
"I-" she sobs. "I always have been choosing you Jungkook," she answered back, barely a whisper. "But will you... ever be able to choose me?"
Jungkook was surprised by her answer, eyes widening. Y/N lets out a half smile and released herself from his grip.
"Just... go away Jeon Jungkook. For real this time," she wipe her tears and ran off into the party before Jungkook can say anything.
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"Hey, you okay? Where did you go? I was looking all over for you," Taehyung greeted her, smiling. Y/N smile back and looks at him. Such the perfect guy. "Whats wrong? Anything wrong with my face?"
Y/N smile. "No Tae," she grazed his face. "You are perfect,"
"Yeah? Well, in that case, I have something to ask you," he smile and take her to a water fountain in the park, already decorated with fairy lights, her favorite. He sat her down and kneeled in front of her, hands holding both of hers. "Y/N? I know we just met. But I want you to know that Ive never felt this happy as this one month that I am with you. And at first... I wanted to ask you to be my girlfriend today..."
Y/N's mouth gaped open, surprised.
"But..." Taehyung continues. "I realized that that wasnt enough for me. I know its too fast and we dont have to do it right away, you can take all the time you need, but Y/N please say yes. Please Y/N... will you... uh..." Taehyung looks utterly nervous as he smile and looks into her eyes."Will you do the honors of being my wife?"
/////
Taehyung smiles and fix his best friend's bowtie. Jungkook looks emotionlessly at his reflection in the mirror.
"Its your wedding day Kookie, why do you look like a zombie?" Taehyung asks and smile. Jungkook tries to flash a small smile but failed. He chase after Y/N that day at the party. It took him a few minutes to realized that he dont care what his parents will say, he dont care what society will say, he dont care what Adora or Taehyung will think of him. He dont care about money or status. He never did. It was all what his parents put inside his head. All he cares about right now is that Y/N knows that he chooses her. And he will keeps on choosing her. He wants to be with her. He knows he will be his happiest as long as Y/N is with him. But the few minutes he took is a few minutes too late. The moment he found her, all he can see is Taehyung kneeling down in front of her, smiling, the ring box opened and presented to her.. asking Y/N to marry him.
To marry him.
Jungkook immediately turns back and ran out from the party before she can answer. He dont need to hear it. He already knows that happiness will never ever again be his.
And now its one week later, he is in his wedding suit, about to get married to his childhood bestfriend, and the man who get the girl of his dreams, his best man.
"I just want to get today over and done with Tae," he sighed.
"Kookie," Taehyung turned serious. "You know... if you dont want to marry Dora, you can just tell your parents you know? Sure, they love their money and status but they love you more. Trust me," he smiles.
"Whats the point Tae?" Jungkook gave a small smile. Whats the point when Y/N is marrying you?
"The point is for you to be happy and do what you truly want Kookie,"
"Theres nothing else that I want Tae. Happiness? Happy?" He scoff. "That was never meant for me. And I deserved it. After all the hearts I break, I deserved this fate," Jungkook sighed. "Now just stop with your pep talk and lets get me married okay?" Jungkook look at his relfection one last time and start walking side by side with Taehyung down the aisle.
"Hey Kookie?" Taehyung leans in and whisper. "Its not too late you know," he grins. Jungkook looks at him, confused.
"What are you talking about?"
"Y/N. She said no," he smiles. "She said no to my proposal,"
////
"Stop whatever the hell you are doing!" Jungkook yells out at Y/N who is climbing up the bus.
"J-jungkook? What are you doing here?"
Jungkook rushed over and pull her down and signal the driver to drive away after slipping him some cash. "You are just going to leave? You are just goimg to bail on Adora's wedding?!"
"Jungkook," she sighed. "Im just the maid. I didnt think I was even invited. Afterall, I really dont want to be there,"
"Fine. But I'm sorry, I cant let you leave," Jungkook grab her bag and start walking to his car thats parked nearby, hoping Y/N will follow, which she did.
"Jungkook, stop! Give me back my bag! What is wrong with you?! What else do you want from me?!" Y/N is frustrated. He made her miss the bus now she have to spend more money to buy another ticket, something she dont have a lot of.
"What else I want from you?!" Jungkook frowns and turns around, his face serious. "I want you to stay! I dont want you to leave!"
"Why?!" Y/N screamed. "Isnt this what you want? For a maid to no longer bothers you and your friends? Just give me back my bag and leave me alone!"
"You dont know what I want Y/N..." he growls.
"Fine! Then what the hell do you want?!" Y/N never cursed but shes done being nice.
"I want you to marry me,"
"See? You only care about yourself you selfish jerk! Yo- wait, what?" Y/N's eyes widen, finally realizing what he said. Jungkook grins.
"Done yelling at your future husband?" He laughs and closes the gap between them. "I love you Y/N. I made a mistake. A real stupid mistake. And I realized that a little too late. You make the richest man I could ever be, and without you, I am nothing. I am the saddest, poorest man ever lived. But Y/N, marry me and let me spend the rest of our lives making it up to you, making you the happiest woman alive, just as happy as you made me. Please?" He showed her his innocent doe eyes, making Y/N laugh through her tears.
"I-is this for real?"
"Its as real as it can get baby. You dont have to forgive me baby. But please, just marry me,"
"Adora?"
"Oh, lets just say, she totally approved of us," Jungkook winks. "So... is that a yes?"
"Hmmm... what was the question again?"
Jungkook laughs and kneels down, taking out a box from his pocket that housed the biggest and most beautiful diamond Y/N has ever seen.
"L/N Y/N, will you marry me? Please?" Jungkook smile. And in the middle of a deserted bus stop, Y/N said the one word that will change her life forever.
"Yes,"
/////
Jungkook didnt even remember walking down to the end of the aisle. He didnt even remember seeing Adora walked down the aisle. After Taehyung's confession, that is all he can think about.
"Go,"
"Huh?"
"Go Kookie. Y/N is leaving today. Go find her. Now," she smiles.
"But Dora... what about-"
"Us?" Adora laughs. "Kookie, we will always be bestfriends. You know that. And how do you expect to spend the rest of your life with me when we cant even agree on what to have for dinner? Afterall, our families will still be the biggest empire, married to each other or not. Go get her Kookie, I'll handle our parents,"
"H-how about you?" Jungkook's brows furrowed.
"Lets just say," she looks behind him at Taehyung whos smiling back at her and smile, "the one month I spent with Tae to plan your happy ending with Y/N might lead to my own happy ending with my dream guy too," she winks.
#bts#bangtan boys#bangtan seonyeondan#bts fiction#bts fanfic#jeon jungkook#BTS jungkook#jungkook scenario#jungkook angst#jungkook fiction#kpop#kpop fanfic#kpop scenario
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tagged by @54930852309430 i lov u gabey
1. Nickname(s): seb, sebbie, sebbington, lord sebastian
2. Bias: cant pick one bc im indecisive so jin, momo, mingi, seonghwa
3. Blood type: idk
4. Favorite food: this is v difficult but i’d have to say raggmunkar (potato pancakes) w lingonberry jam and fried thick bacon (not british)... nom
5. Birthday: 7th of february #soon
6. Zodiac sign: aquarius + cursed rest of chart
7. Pronouns: he/him
8. Hair length: short
9. Height: 168 cm tall
10. A crush: gabey... i wub u...
11. What do you like about yourself: i’m a quick learner, i’m ambitious, i have a cool sense of fashion, i’m compassionate
12. Right or left handed: right
13. List of three favourite colors: anything purple, the blue colour the sky gets before it gets dark, emerald green
14. (Right now) eating: risotto from aldi fdjsklfds
15. (Right now) drinking: wourder
16. I’m about to: study while playing a video game. not smart of me.
17. Listening to: the magnus archives baby!!! we hyperfixating
18. Kids: not sure, i really can’t deal w infants cause sensory overload but at the same time i love the bond i have w my parents and would love to have that w my kid
19. Get married: it’d be fun i love the drama of dressing up
20. Recent phone call: uhhhh my mom i’m pretty sure, but i never call ppl on the phone
21. (Have you ever) Dated someone twice: yes
22. Been cheated on: no
23. Kissed someone and regretted it: no
24. Lost someone special: yes
25. Been depressed: yea lmao
26. Been drunk and thrown up: yes
27. Had glasses or contacts: yes im glasses boi
28. Had sex on the first date: no
29. Broken someone’s heart: yes
30. Turned someone down: yes
31. Cried when someone died: yes
32. Fallen for a friend: yup thats just the way it is
33. (In the last year have you) made a new friend: yes
34. Laughed until you cried: yes
35. Met someone who changed you: yes
36. Found out who your true friends were: yes
37. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
38. Lips or eyes: tbh both but i guess eyes?
39. Hugs or kisses: hugs
40. Shorter or taller: dont really care but taller
41. Romantic or spontaneous: are these opposites?? why is this an “or” question. u can be romantic and spontaneous. this is a poorly phrased question and i wont dignify it w an answer.
42. Sensitive or loud: uhhh sensitive
43. Hookup or relationship: relationship
44. First best friend: hampus, hes basically my brother lmao we’ve known each other since birth
45. Surgery: removed a cyst from my throat when i was 9
46. Sports I joined: i’ve tried golf, swimming (even came 2nd in a local competition!! go me), tennis and dancing
47. Do you believe in yourself: it’s difficult sometimes but yes
48. Miracles: idk maybe
49. Love at first sight: no
50. Heaven: i want to
51. Do you have any pets: chubby cat called sansa
52. Do you want to change your name: yes lmao
53. What did you do for your last birthday: had dinner w my ex friend and another person, spent the night being ignored by both
54. What time did you wake up today: woke up at 8.30 the first time and immediately texted gabey about a dream i had fdjslkfdsk
55. What were you doing last night at midnight: playin vidya game...
56. Something you can’t wait for: to graduate im SO tired of the uk
57. Last time you saw your mom: 2 weeks ago
58. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i could stop procrastinating OR that i had a body i was comfortable with, depending if u can fix physical aspects or not
59. What’s getting on your nerves: why do i keep drinking venti coffees in 15 minutes and then act surprised when i feel sick for several hours
dont feel obligated to do this since its long af but im tagging @akterskeppet @agu5td @notfine-mp3 in case y’all r bored!
#personal stuff#tagged#this was fun i lov procrastinating this lame-ass course esp when im caffeine-sick
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anon: Hello!!! Can you do a junhui fwb w/ fluff at the end?:”)
→ pairing: junhui x reader
✱ genre/warnings: fwb!junhui, rough sex, bit of dirty talk, lotta fluff at the end with a hint of angst
✱ word count: 3,232
a/n: sorry for another long wait! but i hope you enjoy!
Since the moment you and Jun met, you both knew that what your friendship delivered, it wouldn't be close to just friends.
Since the day he went to a party and drunk texted you that he couldn't even focus on the girl that he was trying to hit it and quit it because he wished it was instead you, things would never just be a friendship. After a night of talking that slowly escalated into suggestive texting into straight out dirty talk and more than revealing pictures of the two of you, it changed the way you and Jun would see your so-called "friendship." But of course, neither of you minded so. You both didn't have anyone in your life besides each other, nor any plans for a relationship.
Thus how you two came up with "Y/N and Junhui's Guide to Benefits." In that guide, there were, rules, to keep your "friendship" steady and without any harm.
Rule number one, you cannot sleep with anyone else without knowledge of the other. Because, for your sake at least, you don't want to catch anything from Jun's horny ass trying to bang anyone he can get his hands on.
Rule number two, you cannot act on anything sexual in the bedroom without the other's approval. I.E that time Jun almost broke your ass because he wanted to try anal without telling you which left you sitting on a bag of frozen fries for two days. Yeah, he still sticks with saying that he "could've sworn" he texted you about it and how you said "sure whatever" in response.
Rule number three, you can see other people, but you must tell the other beforehand. Flashback to when a few months ago into your new set boundaries—minus the rules that weren't yet established—Jun had began talking to a girl. Which led to her being suspicious of you two being so close and brought to the conclusion of kicking Jun in the balls and telling him to have fun with his "girlfriend." Even though you were specifically anything but.
Rule number four, no public skin ship, save it for behind the doors. It's bad enough that some of your friends have raised eyebrows at your guys' "relationship," saying that one of you two are bound to fall for the other sooner or later. But you also don't want people to think that you are taken when you both deep down, secretly wish were true.
And lastly, rule number five, if you do begin to fall for the other, say cantaloupe. You weren't sure why Jun settled on cantaloupe but you didn't bother to question his weirdness. For nearly a solid year already, your guys' agreement had gone smooth sailing—for the most part. Aside from only a few arguments and breaks in talking, everything remained steady and fine.
Ding!
[10:17 pm] Junnie: hey babygirl.
It was a Friday night, spent binge watching the rest of your favorite show just like every other day. There were times when Jun had joined you and ended up falling asleep on each other. But you were sure that this wouldn't be one of those days. Jun only called you babygirl when he needed you—hell, he used pet names when he needed you period.
[10:19 pm] You: hii, what's up?
You really didn't need to guess what was up though, you liked to act coy and make him admit to what he really wants.
[10:20 pm] Junnie: mmm i bet u already know baby
[10:20 pm] You: do i??
[10:20 pm] You: are you sure?
[10:20 pm] Junnie: dont act like that baby
[10:21 pm] Junnie: or else.
[10:22 pm] You: but juuuuunnnnnn
[10:22 pm] You: im tiredddd :(((
[10:23 pm] Junnie: thats never been a problem before
[10:23 pm] Junnie: now open the door its cold out here
You rolled your eyes, not surprised that he was already there, basically waiting to ask you to let him in. Sighing, you dropped your phone onto the couch and paused your show—getting up to fulfill Jun's plead. Jun's ears perked up when he heard your footsteps get nearer, the sudden click of the door followed by your face instantly made standing in the cold all worth it.
"Get in here you dork," you said, opening the door and moving out of the way for the tall male to enter.
"Don't have to tell me twice," he replied as he hurried inside, pushing off his jacket and shoes.
You laughed to yourself and made your way back over to your spot on the couch. Unfortunately, you hadn't noticed that your hips had a bit more of a sway to it, making Jun silently and smirk slightly. He watched you like a predator as you sat on the couch. You only wore a sweater and shorts, not bothering to go back to your room to put on joggers to cover your cold legs. But, since you hadn't worn a bra—because why would you need an unbearable underwire sticking into your torso when you could be comfortable—Jun noticed that your nipples slightly protruded from the material. He swallowed and was, thoroughly reminded of the reason why he came here in the first place. When he had taken longer than usual to come over to you, you glanced over at Jun, seeing him standing there and watching you.
"What?" You asked, unknowingly. The conversation you two had merely minutes ago already slipped from your mind, until your eyes traveled a bit far than intended and you were also reminded of why Jun came over. "Are you just gonna stand there or are you gonna do something about it? Hm?" You teased him, a smirk toying at the corners of your lips.
Jun chuckled, his voice dangerously low. "I'm not gonna do something about it," was all he responded with, not moving from his spot even an inch. You tilted your head the slightest, knowing he wouldn't not do anything about his hard-on. "You are." Your eyes widened, making Jun smirk and he beckoned you to come to him. Slowly but surely, you walked to where he stood.
You kept your head down until the sound of Jun's fingers snapping captured your attention. His eyes were dark, darker than usual, as he stared into you and his arm moved. His index finger pointed to the floor, asking you silently to get on the floor. You did as he inaudibly asked and got on your knees, looking up at him. "Good girl." He bent down and grabbed your chin, lifting you a bit so he could kiss you.
The kiss was soft but needy at the same time. His tongue didn't waste any time prying its way into your mouth, grazing over your own. You moaned and Jun groaned in response, his cock twitching in his jeans at your sounds. You moved your legs out from under you and Jun got closer. He lowered you to the floor as you two never stopped making out. As soon as your head was on the floor—safely—he broke the kiss and went for your neck. "Ah. Jun,"
He shushed you as he trailed his hot, open-mouthed kisses all around your neck. His cold hand shocked you as it grazed along your hips, going up your torso, underneath your sweater and grabbing onto your breast. "Missed you so much, princess." Jun's voice was muffled as he sucked fresh hickeys onto your collarbone, his hands groping you.
"I- ah!" As you were about to respond, you felt pressure on your clit, a broken moan slipping past your lips. "I know you missed me, baby. I can feel how wet you are already."
You shifted against his touch, "Please Jun, n-no teasing."
He chuckled, "Whatever you want, baby." You lifted your hips as Jun's fingers slipped past the band of your shorts, dragging them down your legs. You sat up and lifted your sweater off of your torso, the cold air hitting your nipples, making you shiver but also get even more wet at the feeling. "You're so beautiful, Y/N." His warm but still cold hands found their way back to your breasts, toying with your nipples.
Leaning into his touch you whined, "Junnie," you whispered.
"Yes baby?" He leaned down to kiss your neck, your hands finding purchase in his hair.
"Please," you breathed, "just fuck me."
Jun groaned, your words sending sensation right down to his cock. "With pleasure," he roughly tugged down your underwear and hastily got out of his jeans. His cock strained against his underwear, cursing you both for being so needy.
If you weren't so turned on, you would've spent the entire night sucking his dick. "Wait," you stopped him as he continued to strip. "Can we move to the couch?"
He laughed and helped you up off the floor. You ran to your requested area as he searched his jean pockets and joined you. "Better, baby?"
"Much."
He leaned down to give you a quick kiss and tore his underwear off. Jun pumped his cock a few times, making your heat clench around nothing. He opened a condom he brought with and rolled it onto his length. "Ready?" Jun asked, his hand settling beside your head on the couch, positioning himself.
You silently nodded and he pushed his cock into your pussy. With a whine, you scratched his back, his girth stretching you in the slightest, but most pleasurable, way. "Fuck, Y/N," he looked down at you, admiring the way you already looked completely wrecked and you two hadn't even started. "God you're so fucking perfect," Jun said as he pulled out almost all the way and slammed back into you, knocking the breath out of your chest.
"J-Jun!" He fucked into you, making your tits bounce with every thrust.
"You feel so good, baby." Jun moaned rather loudly, he threw his head back and relished in the way your walls hugged him. Jun's cock slid in and out of you, hitting all the spots that made you whimper and cry out his name.
You desperately searched for his hand, your eyes squeezed shut from ecstasy. He got the hint and grabbed your hand, your fingers intertwining together. "A-ah, Jun, f-fuck." You squealed, and gripped his hand tightly.
"Hold on baby," he said suddenly. You opened your eyes as he slowed his pace down. Jun grabbed your legs and put them over his shoulders and held your thighs. He pulled out all the way this time, your juices exiting your pussy and dripping down onto the couch. "You're dripping for me, Y/N.." he said dreamily as he observed the way your heat began to clench again.
"P-Please, please! Jun, put it back in. I'm begging you." Your nails scraped his thigh, trying to grab it. You felt empty and he hadn’t even been out of you for a minute. You needed him badly.
Jun slapped his cock against you, making you jolt from the action. "So so desperate for me, aren't you?"
You began to get more impatient, "Wen Junhui, if you don't fuck me right now I swear to god I'll-" before you could finish, he granted your wish and rammed into you to the hilt, making you scream out his name. He didn't give you anytime to adjust and only began to fuck you harder, hitting you at a new angle as he held your thighs. You moaned with every movement he made, making you feel pathetic.
"Y/N, I've been so hard for s-so long. I couldn't stop thinking about you and fucking your pussy. Oh my god, f-fucking shit." You felt amazing around him. To Jun, it felt as if he hadn't had sex with you in forever.
"Y-Yes, yes please Jun. Please, h-harder." You breathed, feeling your orgasm building slowly. You glanced down at Jun's cock, shifting in and out of you, the sounds of it making your face flush.
Jun abruptly leaned forward, capturing your lips in a heated kiss. You moved your legs off of his shoulders and wrapped them behind him, wanting to feel him deeper in you. The soft, romantic kiss contrasted against his rough, harsh movements in you, making you get even more turned on. He kissed you gently, his lips like plush pillows against your own. You both breathed heavily through your noses, also cutting in between the kiss to catch your breaths. His tongue mangled with yours, fighting a war he knew he would win. The kiss, his cock moving at such an unbelievable pace made it too much for you, your orgasm building quicker and quicker with each second. "Jun, I'm gonna cum soon." You said against his lips and he whined.
"Me too, baby. Cum with me?" He didn't need a response, with the way you were looking—like a perfect ruined masterpiece—the sounds you made and the way you enveloped his length like you were made for him, he felt his own orgasm approaching as fast as yours. He sat up, never slowing down his movements as his thumb suddenly came into contact with your bundle of nerves.
You screamed, your clit pulsating with pleasure, developing a quick heartbeat. Your vision began to get fuzzy and your hearing getting muffled. The coil in your stomach was getting ready to go off, you knew you wouldn't last much longer. "J-Junnie, I-I'm gonna cum." You managed to tell him.
"Let it go, princess. Cum all over me." His words pushed you over the edge and with a hard clench around his cock, you came. Your walls clamped onto Jun and that was enough for him to cum as well. You both came with a loud moan of each other's names that you half expected to get calls of complaint from. Jun's cum spurted into the condom, his mouth forming a wide 'O,' and sighed contently. You both stayed in your positions, your heavy breathing the only thing audible in the humid room.
After a few short moments, Jun slowly pulled out of you, making you both hiss with sensitivity. He stood up and disappeared somewhere, discarding his soiled condom. He returned with a warm wash rag to clean you up and also all your clothes. "I wasn't too hard on you was I?" You giggled lightly, his hard side long gone with the condom he used.
You shook your head lightly as he wiped your juices off of you and tried his best to soak it up from the couch as well. You both were still naked but he stared into your eyes, making you feel weird. "What?" you questioned self consciously.
Jun didn't say anything, his eyebrows furrowed and he looked sad. "Fuck." He whispered under his breath, hoping you hadn't heard it.
But you did.
"What happened?" You sat up and got on your knees as he handed you your sweater.
He lifted himself off the couch and stepped into his underwear quickly. "Uhm, nothing!" Jun said, throwing his clothes on and beginning to get ready to leave.
"Wh-" you grabbed your own underwear and slipped them on, your eyes locked onto the figure briskly walking to the door. You decided screw the shorts and ran after him, grabbing his wrist. "Jun? What happened? Are you okay? Was.." you trailed off, nervous to ask your next question. "Was it not good?"
Jun faced away from you, eyes locked on the door. You let go of his wrist slowly, your heart hurting for a bit. He never just left after you two had sex, whether it was soft and romantic or rough and hard and lasted forever. Jun and you always stuck by each other, cuddling, eating and sometimes even falling asleep together afterwards. Why was he in such a rush to leave-?
Oh.
Looking down at the floor, you felt tears prick the corners of your eyes. Hesitantly, you asked—afraid of the answer, "Are you, seeing someone?" Jun still didn't budge or say anything.
After a long silence of him arguing with himself, he drew in a deep breath. "Cantaloupe."
Your eyes widened and you looked up at him, recognizing the code word you two settled on, nearly a year ago. "I," you were speechless, you didn't know what to say. Your words were replaced with sand and it made your throat dry.
"I didn't mean to fall for you, Y/N. I didn't think I would but, how could I not?"
"Jun," you began to say before he cut you off.
"No. Let me, let me finish." You nodded in response, even though he still wasn’t facing you.
As if he read your mind, he slowly turned around. "I didn't think I would fall for you Y/N but, god how couldn't I? You're so beautiful and you've put up with me and my bullshit for so long. You even agreed to just being friends with benefits and although I've enjoyed that, very much. I feel like it's not enough for me." Jun felt as if he were going to cry. All the pent up emotions and feelings he's had brewing for you for the last few months were about to spill over. "I love you, Y/N. I-I really do. I look forward to waking up and seeing your texts, I look forward to coming over and seeing your pretty face, but it hurts my heart whenever I see you with anyone else."
A tear slipped its way from the brim of his eye and rolled down his cheek. "I remember when you started dating that Joshua guy and he just totally broke you in a way that I wouldn't wish on my sworn enemy. The way you cried in my arms, Y/N, stabbed my heart and didn't leave my mind for days. It killed me seeing you like that, so broken and hopeless."
You sniffled, your vision becoming a murmur of colors and Jun's figure in front of your main entrance. "Y/N," he shifted closer to you and grabbed your hands. "I am so crazy about you. And I love being your friend but, I want to be more. I've wanted to be more for so long I just, didn't know how to tell you. I want to be here with you and not at home, wondering if you'll change your mind one day and leave me. Or laying in my bed, worrying if you're debating whether or not to stay with me. I want to be yours, Y/N. And I want you to be mine. Please, I love you so much. Without the sex, you're still my best friend and my god, I'm certain that I'm in love with you." You swallowed dryly, your heart stinging in a good way. "What do you say, Y/N? Will you be my girlfriend?"
Smiling, you pulled his hands closer to you and wrapped your arms around his torso. Jun cooed inwardly, his own arms wrapping around your frame. "Yes Jun, of course I will." He smiled like an idiot, squeezing you ever so lightly.
“Thank god because if you said no, this would’ve been awkward for a long time.”
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tutor au | dance instructor minho
lee minho was the fuckboy of your university
and everybody knew that!!!
except for you (u just thought he was hot <3___<3)
so when you decided you wanted to switch your major to dancing
your best friend woojin was like
“NO!! Y/N WHY WOULD YOU EVEN CONSIDER-?”
and u were like ?? i love to dance ?? let me dance william ??
since you were a first year, you had no idea about any of the students at ur uni or ANYTHING
so you’re all excited the day before your first class and even more excited that a student usually led the class
since teachers gave you big anxiety and it’d probably be easier talking to a Fellow Peer.
u were wrong.
the next day, u were getting ready for class and as usual, woojin stopped by ur dorm with coffee like the perfect angel he is but he was in a Very sour mood that morning
“wake up on the wrong side of the bed, princess?”
“SH- SHUT UP!!! i’m nervous for you today :(“
and ur heart is like :( aw william its ok :( but ur brain was like
“what’s the big idea with this class anyway? why are u so stressed out??”
“minho is the student teacher”
“ok”
“OK!!! SO BE CAREFUL”
and ur like: i’m More than capable of taking care of myself <3 minho ain’t shit
yeah No
when you walked into that class On That Fateful Day.
minho’s eyes were the first ones on you and Boy were you flustered when he smiled at you
and
OH GOD HE’S WALKING TOWARDS U
good luck homie ur gonna need it.
you were so zoned out that when he was like “hey!!!” you didn’t hear him
so like any normal human being, minho yelled a Nice Loud “YAH!” which caught the attention of the whole class including yourself
all the girls were like >:( no Lee Know look at ME!! >:( but he was like
“are you y/n switched majors, right? hope you can keep up.”
minho then moves in front of the class and starts the warm ups
and u were like ??? I DONT KNOW ANY OF THESE ???
so u start stretching the way you normally did at home before you’d dance
which earned you some dirty looks but you didn’t understand Why
to make a long and tiring story short, your first class kicked your ass.
so when you were headed towards the door, you were stopped by None Other Than Lee Minho
“saw you struggling today.”
“yeah, i didn’t know you’d be right in the middle of learning a dance.. i feel so dumb switching majors because criminology was so much easier and i-”
“why don’t you come to the studio tomorrow night? i can help you learn if you want.”
and he was so confident you were going to say yes
because he’s lee minho and nobody really rejects him
but you heard woojins Annoying Ass in the back of your head
so you kindly said no and instead asked for a video of the dance for reference so you could practice later
which he gave you but not without bothering you
“are you sure you don’t want my help tomorrow night?”
“it’s easier with help from a real person, you know.”
“what, you don’t like me?”
you had to admit that saying no to him was Really hard because he was so captivating but you also knew that woojin would have an actual heart attack over you spending time with lee minho at Night.
so when u got home to ur small dorm and made urself some nice cheap chicken flavored ramen, there was BANGING ON UR DOOR and ur like O____O WHO THE FUKC
but don’t worry it’s just woojin <3
but woojin brought his friend w him and was like “hey <3 we were in the neighborhood.”
and u were like Woojin U Live Two Doors Down From Me but his friend was lowkey cute so u just shut up rlly quick ok.
woojin was like >:D this is my friend, CHRIS.
chris was really sweet to u and stuff and woojin was like nudging him the whole time they were over which made u suspicious but you’d bring it up to him later
“so how was your first day of class?”
“GOD SO. i zoned out when i first walked in, you know like how i always zone out, and Lee Minho Walked Up To Me and yelled and got my attention and all the girls in that class were so judgy, woojin i wanted to DIE. and then!!!! after class fucking minho walks up to me and asks if i want to practice with him tomorrow night-”
and woojin cut u off right there and threw himself at ur feet
“PLEASE TELL ME U SAID NO”
“i did.. why?”
chris who was watching you vent about minho in amazement was like
“that’s how he gets you, most girls never actually Practice with him.”
and the dots connected in your head and you were like WOW ARE U KIDDING
you felt really gross after that
why were men so GROSS
“men disgust me… no offense.. or Full Offense if you pick up girls like that..”
chris was like “if it was ME-”
and woojin was like “ME AND CHRIS HAVE TO GO NOW BYE Y/N” and fucking left while chris was mid sentence
so you cleaned up your Tiny dorm and practiced stretching like how they did in the class that day and then watched the video minho gave you to reference which OF COURSE was a video of him dancing
and boy were you fascinated with how good he was
but you got a lot of the dance down that night.
after ur shower u got into ur bed and chris followed u on instagram and u were like
wait.
waaaaaaait.
so ur thumbs went to work texting woojin like “what the fuck”
“did u like chris :D”
“am i that single that u have to set me up with your friends?”
“no.. maybe… he LIKES u…”
“whatever.”
so then you text chris who opens your message immediately and is like
“there’s a party at my frat tomorrow night <3 wanna be my date”
and ur like Not really. but u reply with “sure!!” and ok
wow so u got a date
but u know whos a frat boy?
Lee Know.
but u didnt know that
the next day you didn’t have a lot of work to do so you just!! practiced some more and chilled out until you had to get ready for the ~party~ and it was your first!! university party!! so you went ALL OUT and you looked like a FREAKIN SNACK
and chris was late picking you up but you told him it was okay
and things were fine
but woojin wasn’t there and he was always there whenever you were drinking
like your own lookout and that made you a little hesitant to drink at first but chris Insisted and you gave in
turns out minho was watching the whole scene
yeah okay he had a girl on his arm
but thats another story
it turns out that chris wasn’t as sweet as you thought he was
this became news to minho when his date uttered something like “another day, another helpless girl- that poor thing.”
and minho was like HUH?!!?!?!
and she explained how chris would get girls drunk and take advantage of them
minho didn’t like that
one.
bit.
you were on the verge of being completely wasted when chris asked if he could take you home which you said yes to immediately because you didn’t want to embarrass yourself while being drunk
but as you were being led out of the frat house, minho was leaning against the frame of the entrance
!!!!! wtf RENO?!?!
chris was like -____- what do u want
nd minho was like ? duh im taking y/n home?
u nd chris were like: BITCH- NO.
you don’t remember exactly what happened but the boys exchanged words and before you knew it, you seen chris being tackled to the ground and minho was goin AT IT BRO
and you were like wtf!!!!!!!!!!!
seeing the fight made you sober up a bit and honestly to be honest, minho was losing
w his stupid ass
chris got tired of beating his ASS and stood up, nodded at you and made a gross remark about you before walking away
and minho tried to get up and fight him again but he was WHOOPED
so you let him take you home
and cleaned up his face and knuckles
and made up the couch for him because he was exhausted and you figured he deserved to rest here since he DID stand up for you and save you from god knows what chris was going to do
but he was still minho the fuckboy
and woojin, barging into your dorm at the crack ass of dawn, was VERY unhappy to see mr Lee Know.
“hey y/n i brought coffee- WHAT THE FUCK.”
“morning, princess.”
and u forgot minho was on ur couch until u looked at him sleeping peacefully- nd he looked like a FUCKING ANGEL!!!
you then explained the situation that happened last night and woojin was like “it really be ur own people.”
no but woojin was really upset bc he adored u and didn’t want anything bad to happen to u
and blamed himself for not going to the party w you
your lil moment was interrupted when minho Rose and his shirt? gone!
so there he STOOD in just his sweatpants and man did he look like a SNACK
“am i interrupting something?”
“NO!” u said
“YES!” woojin said
minho jus smirked at u and put his shirt on, meeting ur eyes as u stared
but CAN I BLAME U? NO, HES A SNAKC!!!
anyway minho thanked u for letting you crash there and said he would see u later for class
BECAUSE OYU HAD CLASS!!! WITH MINHO AGAIN TODAY
woojin was like “-____- maybe i should come to class w you”
and u were like “william baby girl,,.. No”
woojin still doesn’t know why you call him william
you drank coffee and spilled tea w your bff as usual
and then it was time to get ready for class
nd woojin chilled on ur bed while u went and showered
in the shower you couldn’t stop thinking ab minho!!!
his stupid pretty eyes nd his stupid pretty EVERYTHING!!
you zoned out and woojin had to yELL to bring u back to earth
anyway you got ready and put a lil bit of effort into ur look! bc u were gonna see minho.. its really gross of u but thats FINE
imagine being a het :/
so class was torture like not as bad as before but it was like minho made things way harder jus to piss you off
after class, he didn’t approach you and you wanted to thank him for the previous night.. you know, sober.
so you walked up to him and he looked a Lil flustered but quickly covered it up and let a look of amusement spread across his features
“miss me already?”
“i just wanted to thank you for last night.. i still don’t know how to like.. show my appreciation!!”
minho was looking at u and u looked like an angel to him and he HATED it.
he had a class full of girls who were basically in Love with him but he was drawn to you only and it made him MAD!!!
“it’s whatever~ don’t worry about it.”
and u were like bet! bye!
and turned around and started to walk away
“wait!”
you spun around and he was Right there
“let me buy you food at least… i seen the lack of it in your dorm.”
the lights in the dance studio were dim and the only light that was coming in through the windows was the dulled brightness of the sun setting
all of the lights and colors hit your face perfectly
what a perfect opportunity, you know?
minho leaned in and before you knew it, you were leaning in too.
it was like you were both sent into a frenzy when your lips met each other
but nothing went too far because when minho tried to reach up your shirt
woojin barged into the studio and was like >:(!!!!!
but the three of u laughed it off nd yea!
btw woojin is so gay, but every1 thinks ur the love of his life
and u ARE!!
platonically
but romantically? woojin has a bf
and now so do u!!
nd yea everyone was doubtful bc it was Minho.. the FUCKBOY OF UR UNI
but you made him big happy!!! and he helped you dance
and fed you whenever you were hungry
and rarely ever slept at the frat house since he was always in your bed
every single night
clinging to u
its so CUTE!!
im happy for u <3
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um so… i woke up thinking of this old friend. she was like best friends w my bad ex? like i used to hang out w her like crazy. she was rly nice? mostly? tho she def had this issue where she didn’t rly know what she wanted in life. and let other ppls warped judgements of “how ppl should act” rub off on her.
like i remember times she would more or less call me a lazy piece of shit to my face. like it was somehow “understood”? but then i’d be like “why are u calling me that?” and she wouldn’t know. bc it wasn’t her actual opinion. she liked who i was. idk she was just rly confused. i think her brother was a cop. her dad was emotionally neglecting and like conservative or militant? i remember her always wanting to smoke pot but also saying “drugs are bad™”. she was someone who u could tell always wanted to be free but was held back by the opinions of the people around her.
especially her on again off again bf? i… didn’t like him. he wanted to grow up to be a politician. he only listened to classic rock. he looked and acted like a conservative wanabee eric foreman from that 70s show, but somehow even worse. he had her convinced that her dream was to be “a loving housewife”… it made me sick. i remember how he tried to convince her to stop hanging out w her best friend and me JUST bc she smoked pot. bc “she was an evil hippie and bad”. i mean tbh she SHOULD have stopped hanging out w my bad ex, but for completely dif reasons. like he was def that kinda guy. a selfish, immature, stubborn, self-righteous idiot. but he was the first guy to ever rly like her. and she had… self esteem issues. i remember how she would… was always waiting for him to decide to wanna go out w her. she seemed so lonely.
her and i were kinda friends separately from my bad ex (lets call her “A”). so one time i remember she ended up coming over to hang w me n watch rocky horror in my room? it was rly fun tbh!! we were having a great time! it was totally innocent! but i remember at one point she like… got weird. got up. and was like “im sorry i think i’m being a bad person i gotta go”. and left? i didn’t get it at the time? or rather… i think i denied it. she clearly liked me, wanted something to happen that night, and felt like a bad friend for having those thoughts. i never asked her about it but looking back it was p obvious. also A was a control freak n just a bad person… so i wouldn’t be surprised if she told L to stay away from me. even tho A was constantly cheating on me n using everyone around her etc. idk it was complicated.
i also remember another time before her and that guy that became her bf (lets call her “l” and him “m”)… i remember there was some small party at my house and for some horribly embarrassing reason my bad ex (we were still together then) convinced me to mess around w her under a blanket in same room as our other friends? we were all v v drunk. i guess it made others in room feel v lonely n so L and this other girl started like… both making out w the one other guy in the room? it was bizarre. that kind of stuff is fine in some circumstances? but this was rly unhealthy. i remember the guy felt bad and told the other girl he had to stop bc he had always rly liked L and wanted to see where things would go w her? other girl said she was fine w it (and knowing her persona it easily was?) and he ended up napping on floor w L. next day i think she woke up, completely regretted what happened, and ran back to M. it kinda sucked for guy bc he rly cared about her but she never even was willing to talk about what had happened. to her it was just a drunken mistake (i knew she kinda liked him back but obv she was scared).
even w all that stuff, L was a constant member of our hangout group for like… 7 or 8 years straight? idk! it was always rly fun w her! even if, looking back, A constantly was ruining all our fun w her insane bullshit. i have fond memories of 3am park hangouts n just roaming around talking n going on adventures… i’d never cheat on a partner. never have, never will. but i think i did have like… feelings for L that i always ignored? that part of her that… wanted freedom? from those weird family’s/bf’s/society’s ideals that she let chain her down? it was attractive. she was a nice person just doin her best.
anyways i remember around when A and i finally broke up for good (only a month after my dad died, if u wanna know how awful of a person A was). and she ended up taking me aside n warning me that A had been cheating on w me w another guy, but it’d gotten serious w him. and A of course was lying and stringing me along so she could get money n sex from me etc. A using me was p common. but L had had enough and “betrayed A” (did a v nice thing) and told me. i think that was… really what set in motion A and i being done for good. that helped wake me up about what a horrible person A was. and had always been. i’ll always be grateful to L for that. that must’ve been hard for her. and i think her and A’s like 10 year friendship died over that. which rly was a good thing like A was a terrible person.
anyways fast forward like 2? 3?? 4 years? L had gone off to a college out of state w her boyfriend M. she… followed him around. no judgement, but it prob wasn’t good for her. i was in an apartment in another city and me and A had been DONE™ for years. i was still def hurt from the 8+ years of abuse, but i was def over her at least. seeing other ppl regularly. it was def a weird time for me but… that’s another story.
L and i hadn’t rly talked in years. i just didn’t rly associate w ppl A still hung around. i never knew her and L had stopped being friends or i prob woulda kept up w L. i don’t think L and i cut off contact on purpose, but it was just one if those “things”. but L hit me up outta the blue. was like “ back in town do u wanna hang?” and we did! it was rly nice seeing her! we went out and about. idk. we started hanging for a bit. but she… idk she clearly rly enjoyed my company? but also… had those weird judgements. idk.
one time we were hanging and she was at my place and saw all the alcohol i had layin around and was like “hey uhhh can i have some?” and i was like “hehe okay i guess we can drink” and ordered a pizza and we just hung out.
idk but before we got drunk she finally told me why she was back. M, the guy she had followed to college, had done the gross, stereotypical dude thing of breaking up w her right after they both graduated. i got a vibe he had been cheating on her all throughout too. he rly was the type. and as we drank we talked about it. i felt so bad for her. she vented all night. and idk all i remember was we were both v drunk and i think i was… idk why my head was in her lap? but she was playing w my hair. and idk. we kissed. things happened. she seemed so happy w it! i was too. i even stupidly cracked a joke “i bet A would be rly pissed if she saw us rn” and we both laughed. i always regretted sayin it tho bc its not like i was doin it to get back at A.
but i remember we were in my bed making out bc i had accidentally gotten aggressive w her n slammed her into a wall n started kissing her? so hard her nose started bleeding? i felt awful but she LOOOVED it and idk we somehow wound up in bed. idk i kinda regret this. bc… i was having a hard time around then and… just sleeping w all my friends? it just became… clockwork. i would do what i thought my friends wanted me to do regardless of how i felt. i had become kinda a slut.
so i remember like… making out but then i started to escalate things? and i think fir a split second she sobered up and was like “wait lets cool this down a little”. and i was like “okay no prob” and we both tried to go for a walk n find a park? we walked hand in hand and she kept telling me how happy she was? like how… this was the kinda stuff M would never do with her? she was just smiling a lot. it was cute. but i was so drunk n still fairly new to area, so i took her in wrong direction from the park. we ended up giving up n just walking back.
we got back in and thats i think when she sobered up mostly but i wad still out of it? and she realised her dog hadn’t been fed. it was def a partial excuse but she rly loved that dog so i could tell it was REAL guilt. i felt bad bc i tried to take her hand n go back into my room bc i wanted her to stay n cuddle? i was just drunk. i wasn’t forceful, but i shoulda been like “oh that’s fine!” but tbh i was also a touch worried she was too drunk to drive. well anyways… she left.
later we did have a looong talk about it. like… she ended up going to try and get back with M again (i still will never know what she saw in him like he rly used her n treated her bad like even going so far as to ask her advice on dating other girls after they broke up). but idk i thought she was smart enough to end things w him, and could tell her and i had feelings, so i tried to stay a lil closer than friends? idk what i told her but it was along the lines of “we can stay friends but if things happen sometimes it’s okay w me”. i look back on it w embarrassment but i guess it wasn’t that bad a thing to say?
but rly it was mostly a drunken mistake. and she was scared. and wanted to cut it off. she couldn’t end things w M like she was still torally in love w him even tho he had abandoned her. tbh i know what that’s like. well anyways i remember a few hangouts later she just… bailed on me? in a rly mean way? i had gone to pick her up from her house (idk 30 min drive each way) and she just… totally stood me up. i was parked at her house like texting her wondering where she was? and she sent me a text like “sorry something came up”. and wouldn’t tell me what happened and i got annoyed and drove home.
i have a feeling now that like M had… shown back up in her life and she sorta… threw me away to run back to him? i mean i can’t take it too personally bc she woulda done that to ANYONE. i don’t remember what happened after that but we just stopped talking again. i saw later on fb that her and M had gotten engaged or married?? idek? idk if her and i are still fb friends or if one of us blocked the other or what? i don’t remember.
but idk. i hope she’s well. i hope M got WAYYY better. or she left him. or idk. i wouldn’t even know how to contact her. i’m almost afraid to. like bc i… could see her giving up on her dreams and just being that housewife to him. even if she was mildly content doing that, i know she’d never be happy. and it’s so unlikely that he’d have grown to be good to her. i just… hope she’s doing well and is okay and happy. idk why i woke up worrying about her. it’s been so long… i’m such a dif person now. idk. time is weird.
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1. Who was the last person you held hands with? my best friend
2. Are you outgoing or shy? shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my best friend
4. Are you easy to get along with? depends. i try to be, but im also REALLY picky/have strong opinions on a lot of stuff, and im autistic..
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? yeah
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? a caring one, who listens before judging
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? yeah
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? my best friend
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? sometimes
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? probably my best friend
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “o”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? uhm. I like A LOT of songs.
billie ellish- bury a friend and you should see me in a crown
rag’n’bone man - human
rebel - black pearl (hes a pirate)
Aladdin soundtrack - Prince Ali and one jump ahead
arctic monkeys - Do I wanna know?
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? rarely
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yea
15. What good thing happened this summer? new job, in my field of study
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yepp
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? probs at least simple life
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? only if I run into him getting coffee (he works there)
19. Do you like bubble baths? if im in the mood
20. Do you like your neighbors? one i do, one i absolutely dont, the rest i dont interact w
21. What are you bad habits? im REALLY picky, and can come off as ungrateful (if u can’t do it right id rather u just not do it. apparently its more common to think at least you got something/they tried.)
22. Where would you like to travel? Anywhere w the right people. Nowhere without.
23. Do you have trust issues? kinda. More like I understand people wont understand me or meet my needs adequately.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? morning coffee
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my chin/teeth
26. What do you do when you wake up? if I have ResponsibilitesTM i get up and get coffee and leave the house in less than 20 min, otherwise i lay in bed on tumblr until i have to get up due to responsibilities or hunger.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? im good w where its at tbh
28. Who are you most comfortable around? my best friend
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? yeah.
30. Do you ever want to get married? yeah
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? lol yesss
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? none?
33. Spell your name with your chin. bdfuds
34. Do you play sports? What sports? not really. i like frisbee and longboarding if those count.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? no. I cant keep secrets.
37. What do you say during awkward silences? i usu dont. ill just go on my phone/leave/etc
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? my best friend.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? hot topic
40. What do you want to do after high school? lol im not in high school
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? depends on what they did and why, and if they want to grow as a person/make it right
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? im tired/overwhelmed/content/bored
43. Do you smile at strangers? if i lock eyes with them and they smiled, i might smile back, but im pretty good at Not Looking At People
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? ocean
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? ResponsibilitiesTM
46. What are you paranoid about? having a heart attack and no one being around to help me/not noticing until its too late
47. Have you ever been high? yea
48. Have you ever been drunk? yea
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? no
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? black
51. Ever wished you were someone else? no, but i have wished my parents were
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? my chin probs. idk i like myself
53. Favourite makeup brand? i dont wear makeup
54. Favourite store? this is a duplicate question.
55. Favourite blog? uhm.
56. Favourite colour? black/grey/light pink/raspberry/celery green
57. Favourite food? cheese, cheddar brats, spinach, chocolate chip cookies, milkshakes
58. Last thing you ate? rice w beef, spinach, egg and soy sauce
59. First thing you ate this morning? coffee and nutella
60. Ever won a competition? For what? I think so but i cant remember. Oh i think I won an anti-bullying poster competition once.
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? lol nopee
62. Been arrested? For what? no
63. Ever been in love? few times now
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? uh. no. cuz i didnt even like the dude.
65. Are you hungry right now? no
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? i only have one real friend so I feel like thats unfair
67. Facebook or Twitter? tumblr.
68. Twitter or Tumblr? still tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now? lol no
70. Names of your bestfriends? no, bc hed not appreciate it
71. Craving something? What? not rn
72. What colour are your towels? grey or floral w pinks and blacks and oranges
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 3
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes, usu. 2
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? total? uh. 8?
75. Favourite animal? birbs prob.
76. What colour is your underwear? why?
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate, unless its ice cream. then vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? berry (any) or cheesecake (also any)
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? grey
80. What colour pants? a darker grey
81. Favourite tv show? uh. i like sherlock.
82. Favourite movie? deadpool probs. or pirates of the Caribbean. or Aladdin. or detective pikachu.
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? never seen either
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? never seen either
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? n/a
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? uhm. I cant remember. Probs the black and white one w the scar, or the starfish, or the sea gull
87. First person you talked to today? my sister
88. Last person you talked to today? my best friend
89. Name a person you hate? my past roommate
90. Name a person you love? my best friend
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? my past roommate and most recent ex
92. In a fight with someone? currently? no? ever? yes.
93. How many sweatpants do you have? 5
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 6
95. Last movie you watched? i dont know
96. Favourite actress? i dunno
97. Favourite actor? i dunno
98. Do you tan a lot? no
99. Have any pets? no
100. How are you feeling? i dont know
101. Do you type fast? yeah
102. Do you regret anything from your past? yeah, but not overly
103. Can you spell well? i think so
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? no
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? i dont think so, but i want to (w the right people)
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? yeah, oops
107. Have you ever been on a horse? yep
108. What should you be doing? cleaning my house
109. Is something irritating you right now? no
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yea
111. Do you have trust issues? yea
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my best friend
113. What was your childhood nickname? B. as in, just the letter
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yea
115. Do you play the Wii? no
116. Are you listening to music right now? yea
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? not usually
118. Do you like Chinese food? i think so
119. Favourite book? uhm. sherlock (the whole series). the uglies series (scott westerfield). the secret garden. Fahrenheit 451. 1984.
120. Are you afraid of the dark? no, but sometimes im afraid theres something in it
121. Are you mean? no
122. Is cheating ever okay? no
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? if i want to
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no
125. Do you believe in true love? im not sure i know what this means
126. Are you currently bored? no
127. What makes you happy? i dont know
128. Would you change your name? no
129. What your zodiac sign? gemini
130. Do you like subway? i cant eat there
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? lol weve been dating for a while now
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my best friend
133. Favourite lyrics right now? uh. I dont know.
134. Can you count to one million? that would take a month, so no.
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? i dont know. probably that i couldnt go to work bc i was “throwing up from a migraine” when i hadnt thrown up (yet).
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? it varies
137. How tall are you? i think im like. 5′8″?
138. Curly or Straight hair? curly. but not consistent
139. Brunette or Blonde? i am a brunette
140. Summer or Winter? winter. i can always wear more clothes
141. Night or Day? night. its quiet and calm
142. Favourite month? august and october
143. Are you a vegetarian? no
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? yes.
145. Tea or Coffee? yes. depends on time of day/year/mood/etc
146. Was today a good day? i dont know
147. Mars or Snickers? mars
148. What’s your favourite quote? “if you cant explain it simply, you dont understand it well enough” -einstien is one of them. but there are more
149. Do you believe in ghosts? i dont know
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “aunt lillian’s footsteps became more distant, became whispers, were gone.”
@ramblebrambleamble i got bored and answered all of them
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i spent a ridiculously long time agonizing over this, but 2 + minghao for the 100 ways to say i love you thing!
(2. “this reminded me of you.”)
premise: minghao can’t let go.
pairing: minghao x reader
genre: angst, textfic
tw: major character death, lots of swearing.
10 february 2018
minghao [1102]: hey
minghao [1102]: ITS YA BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
minghao [1102]: img1834.jpg
minghao [1104]: i set your phone to silent
minghao [1104]: this doesnt work when ur phone is ringign
minghao [1105]: haha
minghao [1105]: thats actually q funny wtf
minghao [1106]: like
minghao [1106]: lets pretend to talk to u like ur alive
minghao [1106]: while ur phone is ringing next to me
minghao [1107]: ………….
minghao [1110]: yeah i don’t kno wwhy im doing this
minghao [1111]: dr lee said i t would be good
minghao [1111]: oh 11111
minghao [1111]: 1111*
minghao [1111]: u used to wish on them
minghao [1112]: i thought it was so stupid
minghao [1112]: still think its sutpid
minghao [1113]: man its so hard
minghao [1113]: m so used to u biting my head of f
minghao [1113]: i miss you
minghao [1115]: i miss you so much
minghao [2032]: k SO
minghao [2032]: i finally got to finidhign
minghao [2032]: all the fuckdifnf funrrrl
minghao [2033]: moeny
minghao [2033]: haaaaaaaaaaaaahha
minghao [2033]: djd y inow funerla s cost soc much
minghao [2033]: 3000 %94_43?@589;@(p;%
minghao [2033]: ‘’’’’’’’
minghao [2034]: $7_*
minghao [2034]: $7__________________________*
11 february 2018
minghao [1422]: fuck
minghao [1422]: seems like drunk me couldnt turn back
minghao [1422]: the keyborad
minghao [1422]: keyboard*
minghao [1422]: lmao
minghao [1426]: this is actually fucking funny
minghao [1426]: but what i wanted to say was
minghao [1426]: cremations cost like 100000
minghao [1426]: ……………..
minghao [1426]: did i extra type
minghao [1427]: u dont even give shits about numbers
minghao [1427]: rmb that time
minghao [1427]: you like,, frget the decimal
minghao [1427]: we ended up donating like half our rent
minghao [1430]: about rent
minghao [1431]: do i sell this house now
minghao [1431]: i mean i like it
minghao [1431]: its close to the metro, theres two supermarkets, a library
minghao [1432]: but its also hell to get to work
minghao [1432]: mine not urs
minghao [1432]: ……..technially its not a house
minghao [1432]: god how do u still osund so bitchy after death
minghao [1443]: also moving out will mean moving your stuff too
minghao [1447]: idk i dont want to think about that
minghao [1820]: img1886.jpg
minghao [1821]: the sunset today is so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
minghao [1821]: fuck
minghao [1822]: img1887.jpg
minghao [1822]: img1888.jpg
minghao [1823]: img1889.jpg
minghao [1823]: which one
minghao [1823]: for insta
minghao [1824]: should i do a collage
minghao [2311]: 1111
12 february 2018
minghao [0608]: going out fr a run
minghao [1050]: ur mum wants to meet
minghao [1050]: think she wants to get ur stuff back
minghao [1111]: 1111
minghao [1111]: your mum says youre in heaven
minghao [1112]: she misses you a lot
minghao [1115]: ha fuck
minghao [1115]: next thing i know im gonna be waiting for you to text back
minghao [1251]: what do i say
minghao [1251]: screenshot_89.jpg
minghao [1251]: “sure!” ?
minghao [1252]: is it too morbid to add an exclamation mark
minghao [1252]: ???
minghao [1252]: sure.
minghao [1253]: the fullstop looks mean
minghao [1253]: ………………
minghao [1255]: god why cant she just
minghao [1255]: i said ‘sure’ w the fullstop
minghao [1255]: screenshot_90.jpg
minghao [1256]: what do i say now?????
minghao [1256]: why cant she get her own imaginary u
minghao [1256]: smh
13 february 2018
minghao [1637]: just got out of therapy
minghao [1637]: dr lee was talking abt the 5 stages of grief
minghao [1637]: kind of zoned out
minghao [1638]: was cool tho
minghao [1638]: youd like that psychology talk
minghao [1639]: can u imagine someone
minghao [1639]: a scientist
minghao [1639]: just going up to grieving people
minghao [1639]: like “hey can i know how ur feeling”
minghao [1639]: checking in every five days
minghao [1640]: or getting them to jorunal
minghao [1643]: kind of what i’m doing
minghao [1644]: but fuck if i let u become a memopad
minghao [1648]: anyway the bus is here
minghao [1648]: think ill sleep
minghao [1946]: how the fuck
minghao [1946]: do u eat so much rice
minghao [1946]: i cooked exact as usual
minghao [1947]: img1890.jpg
minghao [1947]: r u fcuking kidding me
minghao [2313]: soz i missed
minghao [2313]: 1113?
minghao [2313]: at least its not 1112
minghao [2313]: 1113 is like a deliberate delay
minghao [2314]: a statement against the futility of numbers. freewill vs fate, control and determination.
minghao [2314]: ok im sorry thts bullshit
minghao [2316]: i wont miss it again
14 february 2018
minghao [0028]: fuck
minghao [0028]: its valentines day
minghao [0028]: fucccccccccccck
minghao [0028]: everynes gonna be gross
minghao [0029]: ugh
minghao [0029]: like us
minghao [0029]: sto p soudnign so smug.
minghao [0812]: i still cant believe they skated to yoi
minghao [0812]: what a time to be alive
minghao [0816]: ur probably so pissed that ur missing the olympics
minghao [0819]: i just checked, mens singles is on the 16th
minghao [0819]: bet u chen rekts hanyu
minghao [0820]: actually, no
minghao [0820]: youll cry if he does
minghao [0824]: god how many posters of hanyu do you have
minghao [0828]: youll cry if i take them down
minghao [0828]: p sure if u had any say
minghao [0828]: ud want them to paste it all over ur tomb
minghao [0829]: ………………
minghao [0830]: right now im really really hoping you dont hav some weird will that wants me to do that
minghao [0831]: ur so gross
minghao [0831]: ur room is so gross
minghao [1215]: i cant do this
minghao [1215]: ur room smells like you
minghao [1216]: fucking nivea extra fresh
minghao [1216]: cant believe im cryign over deoderent
minghao [1217]: deodorant
minghao [1217]: even the word is gross
minghao [2311]: 1111
minghao [2311]: i miss you.
minghao [2312]: spent the day in your study
minghao [2312]: your mum is coming over on saturday so i packed a bit
minghao [2320]: ok i lied
minghao [2320]: i cried all over your things
minghao [2321]: how
minghao [2321]: how do you just keep crying
minghao [2321]: i should be dehydrated by nw
minghao [2322]: fuck
minghao [2322]: think im crying again
minghao [2322]: is it possible to die from crying so mcuh
minghao [2323]: i miss you
minghao [2323]: the bed is so cold
minghao [2326]: i miss you. so much. all the time.
15 february 2018
minghao [1128]: they’re going to terminate the contract on your phone
minghao [1128]: and then i wont be able to message you like this
minghao [1129]: i panicked and called dr lee
minghao [1129]: she said it was a good thing
minghao [1130]: fuck this
minghao [1130]: i know it isnt like ur gonna text back
minghao [1130]: but
minghao [1131]: i hear your voice and it makes me safe
minghao [1131]: like youre here
minghao [1132]: fuck.
minghao [1516]: so i forgot to water your cactus
minghao [1516]: its dead
minghao [1516]: sorry
minghao [1517]: maybe oyull take better care of it now
minghao [1517]: actually
minghao [1517]: do plants go to heaven
minghao [1518]: they can right
minghao [1518]: since they were once alive
minghao [1518]: lol
minghao [1520]: that means books cant
minghao [1520]: god it must be so boring up there
minghao [1522]: unless heaven has their own publishing company
minghao [1538]: or phone service
minghao [1540]: is that why you cant text me back
minghao [1540]: cos im texting the wrong number
minghao [1541]: i swear if u pull a new phone hoo dis
minghao [1542]: …. i cant even kill u
minghao [1542]: or its like overkill
minghao [1543]: jesus
minghao [1546]: youre always one step ahead of me huh
16 february 2018
minghao [1741]: happy lunar new year
minghao [1741]: i went to your mum’s. we watched yuzuru hanyu.
minghao [1742]: ok FINE he won okay
minghao [1742]: nathan chen fucked up
minghao [1742]: did u mess with him from above
minghao [1743]: thats not a fair win ok
minghao [1750]: your mum started crying in the middle of lunch.
minghao [1750]: she cooked all your favourite foods.
minghao [1751]: fuck you.
minghao [1803]: im sorry i dont mean that
minghao [1803]: i love you
minghao [1804]: i love you
minghao [1804]: i lov eyou
minghao [1804]: i love you
minghao [2203]: ive been thinking
minghao [2204]: its getting hard to
minghao [2204]: talk to you
minghao [2204]: at you, like this
minghao [2206]: im not
minghao [2206]: this sounds bad
minghao [2207]: it probably is
minghao [2207]: every time. i do. its like.
minghao [2207]: i know youre not going to reply.
minghao [2208]: i knw youre dead
minghao [2213]: youre dead
minghao [2218]: but i miss you so much and it doesnt stop there and i still love you but your phone is still lighting up i still keep it charged and every time i try to talk about you its hard to not feel like im being ripped out from inside and i lov eyou still
minghao [2224]: i dont want to forget you.
minghao [2248]: i dont want to wake up one day and not think of you and meet someone else and fall in love with them and throw all your things away and forget how you look like
minghao [2255]: i forgot wwhat you looked like this morning
minghao [2256]: i was looking at a photo of us
minghao [2256]: and for a moment i thought you looked strange
minghao [2257]: like, was your nose /that big
minghao [2257]: HAHAHAHAHA jk
minghao [2259]: i almost lost it. i wanted to break things and
minghao [2302]: i dont want to say it
minghao [2311]: 1111
minghao [2312]: good night.
17 february 2018
minghao [1050]: your mum’s here
minghao [1050]: im so nervous haha wtf
minghao [2047]: the whole house is so empty wow
minghao [2047]: it’s so crazy
minghao [2048]: but ur yuzuru posters left marks on the wall
minghao [2048]: :p
minghao [2051]: its so weird
minghao [2052]: its like youre not here
minghao [2055]: dr lee says its a step forward but i feel like somethings missing. and that things are going to fuck themselves up now.
minghao [2104]: its like i can hear everything now that all ur files and stuff are gone
minghao [2110]: this house is too big for me
minghao [2111]: shold i get a dog?
minghao [2111]: what if it dies
minghao [2111]: your plant died
minghao [2112]: bc i didnt water it
minghao [2114]: did you die because i didnt love you enough
minghao [2115]: the last thing we fought over was so stupid
minghao [2115]: it was about bills right
minghao [2117]: are you still pissed about that
minghao [2118]: im sorry.
18 february 2018
minghao [0233]: im unplugging your phone.
minghao [0234]: the contract’s expiring soon anyway.
minghao [0234]: so.
minghao [0240]: you’re at 76%.
minghao [0240]: so this is kind of anticlimactic
minghao [0252]: i think ive spent too long holding you back
minghao [0252]: your mum gave me that look when she found out i was texting you.
minghao [0254]: im just scared.
minghao [0255]: i dont want to forget what its like to love you
minghao [0301]: 49%
minghao [0510]: i had a nightmare
minghao [0511]: almost recharged your phone on auto
minghao [0512]: tired.
minghao [0512]: love you.
minghao [1110]: youre on 1%
minghao [1110]: i love you.
minghao [1110]: i love you.
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[!] message undelivered - [1111]: i love you.
#seventeen#seventeen imagines#minghao imagines#minghao x reader#seventeen fanfic#textfic#angst#hi sorry#this looks really long but its just the formatting#rip#aLSO I REALISED THIS DOESNT EVEN FIT THE PROMPT RIP
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2/26/22
ok so catch up entry i guess in case i reread this or something. so yesterday i just dicked around and went to lloyd center and was going to just hang out and clean the rest of the night but that guy who kinda ghosted me that one time hmu to come over and i was like fuck it he obvi wants a booty call but hes fine soo ok. so he comes over and we get high and hang out and honestly? hes really nice and respectful actuallt and chill and i dont hate hanging out w and makin out w him. which is crazy right cuz of u always in my brain!! so anyways hes over a while we get food we talk abt life dtuff we fool around a lil but nothing crazy and im super talky ripp but he seemed like. ok w it . anyways he has to work early next morning so he leaves but hws like can i see u tmrw?? and im like but i thoughr u had a party tonight?? and hes like i do but i'll come after and bring u shit and i'll sleep over. and im like uhh i was gna hang w this other guy but like. im not that excited anf this guys cute so im weak and im like ok fuck it i'll cancel u can come over. ANYWAYS fast fwd today i wake up super late cuz its saturday im lazy. i workout eat lunch ish and like fk around a lil while not important and eventually boy snaps me a pic of the vodka he got for me (i literally didnt ask him but he was like i'll bring u smthng cuz i'll be drunk anyways and we can drink togeher so i was like lolll okkk) so i was like o!! btw context he also said he doesnt rly text except to make plans so thats why i wasnt texting him before or keeping it min. so im like nice , short text abt like hows work whatev. and he says im coming from party at like 11-12 ish and im gna sleep over and im like ok cool. so no texts for a while i hang out n stay up cuz i gotta let him in . anyways 11:20 ish he texts me like "im too drunk im not coming" which im kinda like aww but not a huge deal i get it. so im like ok get home safe and lmk if u wna hang out some other time and he says kk and i drop it cuz hes still at th party. OK context over.
so now im like kinda in a weird spot cuz i dont like this dude that much yet cuz like obvi met him one (1) time so i knew it could literally just be him lying and he did just wna booty call cuz he was sorta handsy w/e and i cant read ppl. but he Did seem genuine. and now im likw ok obvi tonights settled but now idk where to go from here. cuz i feel like im gna want to see him a sec time but he's literally never gna want to make plans w me again cuz he doesnt seem interested anymore and probably something or someone else got his attention so im kinda bummed bcoz i would LOVEEEE to get out of this sitch w u and whining abd feeling shitty abt it all the time to a lil stable casual sich w someone in my area but i might have just blown it idfk. so im not srue what to do cuz i dont wanna do that thing where i get suuuper clingt and irritating right off the bat and drive him off BUTTT i also dont want to just have it be a ghost sitch where i never text again so neither does he . like idfk . also u started watching my finsta story again literally im so confused cuz u WERENT which is why i posted abt the hickey as a haha joke cuz i was like oh he wont see it cuz he doesnt look there BUT NOW UR WATCHING IT AGAIN AND IM CONFUSED. like i cant predict u ur very weird and i cant tell if ur still into me or if ur into miss other girl and tbh u should just pick a side cuz its weird and it comes off creepy for me cuz i feel like u like her but u wanna be fucking me . so weird. cuz im not tryinga to hurt ur feeligns deadass but idk if its ok territory cuz u wouldnt say if it WAS a sensitive thing for u. and like i dont wanna be a hypocrite and piss u off. so like i mean just be more predictable and boring so i can tell what ur deal is ur very weird and i dont get u. like if ur gonna be mean just be fucking mean . ok rant OVER
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I have a ryomarx mistaken number au that I never wrote, but yesterday, the tweet that Matt “voice of Ryoma” Mercer got shitfaced and passed out on the creator of Neopets couch and.
well.
i got inspired and it got out of hand. and i feel sorry for everyone on mobile.
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grumpy
🍣 22:26
grumpy im so bored
🍣 22:26
i’m bored at a bar and that never happens 😭
😾 22:31
You? The life of the party? Bored? That never happens.
🍣 22:32
I KNOW
🍣 22:32
but alas
🍣 22:33
im bored
😾 22:35
So you’re texting me.
🍣 22:35
ya
🍣 22:36
dont get pouty grumpy
🍣 22:38
i like you and you’re good to talk to so i text you regularly. more than my friends who i actually socialize with
😾 22:39
I understand. So tell me what has you bored. Because I have a feeling that this doesn’t happen much.
🍣 22:40
u kno me so well
🍣 22:41
theres 2 reasons why i’m like this
🍣 22:42
the first is that because this is a friday so my jobmates go out and we drink
😾 22:43
You think you would be good at that.
🍣 22:44
YOUD THINK
🍣 22:45
but my usual friends had other stuff so they didn’t want to go out
🍣 22:46
my entire friend group grumpy
🍣 22:46
i kno the people here but i dont know them
😾 22:47
I hate that I can understand what that means, but go on.
🍣 22:48
mmmmmmmm
🍣 22:48
im tired of talking about me what are you up to
😾 22:49
You’re deflecting.
🍣 22:49
ya
😾 22:50
I’ll allow it
😾 22:51
I’m at home, as usual. It’s late so I’m just reading. My youngest sister went to bed so we have to be quiet.
🍣 22:52
dont u ever go out
🍣 22:53
ur always home reading
😾 22:51
Not particularly.
😾 22:54
Where I work, it’s tradition to go to some local bar and drink. Network, I guess. But I can’t handle that.
😾 22:57
I spend so much energy managing everyone and making sure that things get done, I can’t allocate the energy to go out and talk to people I barely know.
😾 22:58
So it’s just easier to go home, unwind around family, crash in peace. I also have things to do in the morning.
🍣 22:59
weekends arent your days off
😾 23:00
Exactly
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Also That Asshole would make a scene if I went.
😾 23:03
Make it a Big Deal that the resident hermit is going out to get drinks. If I decided to go, he would not leave me alone the entire night. If I don’t go, well isn’t that just standard. He accepts that I won’t go, so he says nothing.
🍣 23:04
what a prick
😾 23:04
I know.
🍣 23:05
i honestly hate that he’s always up your ass about things like that
🍣 23:06
like...........cant he tell?????? that youre overworked and tired?????
🍣 23:07
but thats kinda where im at right now
🍣 23:08
at ‘i don’t have the energy to talk to these people’
🍣 23:09
i have before. we dont have anything in common except work.
🍣 23:10
i wouldnt mind talking but all there is is work
😾 23:11
You could recommend sushi places. Worked for me.
🍣 23:14
u underestimate urself. youre easy to talk to. youre grumpy but we do have similar interests and personality
😾 23:15
I like spelling more than you do though.
🍣 23:16
i spent time cultivating this style and both u and my sis get hilariously annoyed by this so it wont stop
😾 23:17
Thank you though. You’re comforting to talk with.
😾 23:23
You said there was another reason?
🍣 23:24
ya this bar only has good beer and its not buzzing the same way
😾 23:26
I didn’t think you partied that hard at a bar. Do you really need something hard?
🍣 23:26
ya
🍣 23:27
see its my dads fault
😾 23:28
I don’t know your age biut I was assuming that you were old enough to not be blaming things on your father.
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nah not like that. my dad and moms took my little bro over to japan to see family. i didnt go because ~job~ but i always really liked going. dad brought back sake and ive been going over to hang out and drink and just talk.
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dad brought back a lot of sake
🍣 23:32
it mustve had a big effect on me
🍣 23:33
because this beer is s h i t
🍣 23:34
do you even drink
😾 23:35
Yes, a glass of wine at dinner, most nights. Just a glass.
🍣 23:36
not surprised
🍣 23:37
do u buy vintage wine
🍣 23:38
ive recommended u the best japanese food to eat in the city recommend me a fine vintage good sir
😾 23:40
Not my thing, I just go to the local liquor store. I don’t need anything that fancy or extreme.
😾 23:41
Granted, my father owned a vineyard, so I do know that stuff, I choose not to care.
🍣 23:42
plz tell me u drink boxed wine to get back at your Rich Dick Father
😾 23:44
I don’t hate myself that much.
😾 23:50
Did the bar get more entertaining Sushi?
🍣 23:51
havent forgotten about you grumpy just getting more to drink
😾 23:53
I just realized that you’ve been there for over an hour. How much are you drinking?
🍣 23:54
grumpy youve never been to a bar have you
😾 23:55
Do clubs count?
🍣 23:56
grumpy
🍣 23:56
oh my god
🍣 23:56
grumpy goes clubbing
😾 23:57
I don’t go there in my spare time. I go there because my friend wants me there to be his wingman.
🍣 23:58
grumpy youre literally killing me im giggling at a bar
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grumpy i think this is the first time that youve implied that you may have a sex life
😾 00:01
Don’t worry I don’t have a sex life.
😾 00:02
I don’t know why I didn’t realize that sentence was a mistake until I sent it.
😾 00:05
Anyway since you’re still dying, I should say that I don’t know why he takes me as a wingman because it goes three ways.
😾 00:06
Either he never had a chance because of just him himself, I fail as a wingman, or I end up getting their number instead.
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g r u m p y
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i k n o w
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oh god have you ever hooked up with someone you met in a bar
🍣 00:10
have you gotten a bathroom blowjob????
😾 00:10
You’ve been drinking too much. Also no, I like to be friends with someone before I date them, and especially before I have sex.
🍣 00:11
grumpy this is not drunk at all
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i dont get drunk
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i got shitfaced once
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never again
😾 00:14
Tell me.
🍣 00:15
ugh i hate this memory
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so have you ever played neopets
🍣 00:17
okay so i know thats a no
🍣 00:17
i haven’t either
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but s o m e h o w i ended up in their hotel
😾 00:20
Sushi it’s midnight, I can’t be laughing.
🍣 00:21
dont laugh at my shame
😾 00:22
How did you even get there?
🍣 00:21
grumpy do u kno what shitfaced means
🍣 00:22
at least i didnt bang the neopets dude. i was clothed unfortunately because i threw up on it
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some poor maid had to clean a couch i ruined 😖
😾 00:24
This is still hilarious but I’m seriously worried about you.
🍣 00:25
we cant all be ~rational~
🍣 00:25
can u still be my friend knowing im like this
😾 00:26
Of course.
🍣 00:35
hey can u start to use emojis or loose grammar or something so you dont make my jokes serious like this
😾 00:37
My opinion of you started incredibly low considering you dialed the wrong number and then proceeded to continue talking to me.
🍣 00:38
yes perfect deflection thank you
🍣 00:40
I’m glad my fat fingers dialed your number. youre a good friend
🍣 00:50
guess you fell asleep good night grumpy. thanks for talking with me. i didnt realize how late it was because time flies when i talk to you
#twiexfanfiction#twiexdrabbles#wrong number au#long post#why should i write my novel when i can write text conversations
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ALRIGHT SO HERES THE BACK STORY: ya girl dated this dude for 3 years and he was SO mean to her behind closed doors. Constantly put her down and made fun of her and critiqued every aspect of her peronality and looks. He also controlled pretty much everything she did. He was a master manipulator and fantastic at GasLighting. FAST FORWARD TO THREE WEEKS AGO: I get drunk and confess everything he’s done to my best friend (@itsholyholland). The secrets out. She knows how bad he is. (1/?)
(2/?) So I’ve finally got the courage to leave him. We agree to meet on Monday, I kind of stop talking to him. THEN he texts me Saturday night asking if I can go around but he wants to hookup and I’m not the type to sleep with someone before I break up with them so I decline. He gets mad. He refuses to talk to me until Monday. Even then when he talks to me he berates me. So I text him wanting to know when he wants to meet up. He hits me with a whole ‘you don’t deserve to see me’ spiel.
(3/?) So I’m like ‘wtf???’ cause he wanted to smash and I’m not that kinda person who will smash knowing i was gonna break up with him (plus the sex was A W F U L) And then he goes ‘have my stuff ready to pickup, I’ll get it tonight’ So I’m thinking he wants to break up too, cause you know, he asked for his stuff back. And I tell him that I’ll leave it on the porch cause he still refuses to see me in person.
(4/?) So the conversation ends: he’s picking up his stuff and whatever. We both change our nicknames back to default and the same with our chat colour. We change our dps to not have one another in it. AN HOUR AFTER THIS HE TEXTS ME: ‘so what now I’m not even worth talking to?’ (Keep in mind he’s asked for his stuff back and changed everything and we are not functioning like a couple because it’s implied we’ve broken up WELL APPARENTLY NOT) I reply: ‘why would I talk to you we’ve broken up?’
5/? AND. HE. GOES. OFF. which is when it hits me that this motherfucker tried to manipulate me into thinking he wanted to break up, but for the first time in three years I had the power. He fucking BACKPEDALS like you would not believe- telling me he wanted to be with me forever, that he would have done anything for me, that he would change. I’m having none of it. And he fucking loses it . AGAIN.
6???/?? At this point I’m tired and numb and just can’t anymore. It was the kind of thing where I thought if I loved him enough he would change. But yeah, obviously fucking not. He keeps messaging me rapid fire, swearing and just generally being unpleasant. Under the advice of my friend, I tell him if he keeps it up (after I’ve told him to stop) I’m going to block him. And that’s the last I hear of him for three weeks right?? BUT WAIT: THERES MORE!
Shit okay so we are nearing the end of this thrilling story. 7??/8 TODAY: my work friend tells me that this motherfucker been spreading lies behind my back and making me out to be this massive bitch to all our mutual friends. And also like he’s been making them pick sides????? So like this dramatic saga is JUST NEVER ENDING And she’s like: ‘he’s so childish, I knew there was more to the story that he was letting on’ BUT WAIT- HES FUCKING HITTING ON HER OVER MESSENGER WHILE SHE HAS A PARTNER
8/8 (the thrilling conclusion) SO THIS MOTHERFUCKER, is spreading rumours and lies and tryna turn our friends against me. on top of that he is legit HITTING ON MY FRIEND WHO IS IN A RELATIONSHIP like this drama has no chill. so yeah tldr; hes dragging this shit out for three goddamn weeks and im just tired and lowkey entertained. like hes trying so hard to get the power back. but for real this is the first tim ein 3 years ive felt like myself so i have NO REGRETS. and thats the end! love ya xx
I read this on the way to school today and holy moly, that is one hell of a drama. You could make a TV show out of this haha
I’m so sorry all of that happened to you darlin’. Hopefully, you had some true growth from it all and now know that you shouldn’t take bullshit from anyone, don’t settle for less because you are wonderful :) Also haters suck, I hope all the rumors about you stop
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tagged by the ever so wonderful @iloe!! thank u!
1. last drink: waterrrrrr, the best beverage
2. last phone call: w/ my dad
3. last text message: i got sent a pic of my niece in toddler-sized military clothes
4. last song you listened to: Something Just Like This by The Chainsmokers and Coldplay
5. last time you cried: um today lmao, i cry everyday
6. dated someone twice?: not even once
7. kissed someone and regretted it?: never done did a kiss before
8. been cheated on?: nopers
9. lost someone special?: unfortunately :(
10. been depressed?: since like middle school
11. gotten drunk and thrown up?: nah
fave colors
12. YELLOW
13. Turquoise
14. Light pink/peach
in the last year have you…
15. made new friends?: yes!! :D
16. fallen out of love?: nope
17. laughed until you cried?: definitely
18. found out someone was talking about you?: yeah rip
19. met someone who changed you?: yes
20. found out who your friends are?: id like to think so
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list?: friends??? list? bold assumption that i Have one of those
general:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl?: a lot of them
23. do you have any pets?: 3 dogs.
24. do you want to change your name?: not usually
25. what did you do for your last birthday?: nothing
26. what time did you wake up today?: hah like i know the answer to that
27. what were you doing at midnight last night?: i cant remember what i was doing 5 minutes ago
28. what is something you cant wait for?: spring break
30. what are you listening to right now?: kung fu panda 2
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom?: yea he was apologizing for accidentally punching me in the face
32. something thats getting on your nerves?: idk. a lot of crap, i can’t pick just one.
33. most visited website: discord and tumbls
34. hair color: brown
35. long or short hair: longish?
36. do you have a crush on someone: hhh yea
37. what do you like about yourself: my lack of impulse is fun sometimes
38. want any piercings?: yea
39. blood type: ancient
40. nicknames: meg, meggi, megg, megger, megatron, perry, raven, little cookie man, etc.
41. relationship status: single and ready to flamingle
42. zodiac: taurus boiisssssssss
43. pronouns: she/her/they/them
44. fave tv shows: b99, the good place, parks and rec, trollhunters, le ranch, bones, lolirock, ml i guess, adventure time, amazing world of gumball, lots of others
45. tattoos: i want lots
46. right or left handed: right
47. ever had surgery: not yet
48. piercings: my ears ar pierced once each
49. sport: professional napper
50. vacation: mmmmmmm sounds nice
51. shoes: foot prisons
more general:
52. eating: pizza
53. drinking: WA t E r
54. im about to watch: kung fu panda 3
55. waiting for: the day i can fall asleep for 1000000 years with no repercussions
56. want: more girlscout cookies
57. get married: i dunno.
58. career: therapist or artist/writer. something creative or something that will help people
which is better:
59. hugs or kisses: huggs
60. lips or eyes: love them
61. shorter or taller: bonch im not choosing
62. older or younger: no
63. nice arms or stomach: both :(
64. hookup or relationship: relationshippp
65. troublemaker or hesitant: bothboth
have you ever:
66. kissed a stranger: no
67. drank hard liquor: no
68. lost glasses: yeah for an entire winter
69. turned someone down: yeah
70. sex on first date: N o p e
71. broken someones heart: hopefully not but who knows
72. had your heart broken: my heart breaks Every single Day
73. been arrested: no
74. cried when someone died: yes :(
75. fallen for a friend: yeah ;o;;
do you believe in:
76. yourself: it’s complicated
77. miracles: sometimes
78. love at first sight: not really
79. santa claus: i used to
80. kiss on a first date: ????? what?? are first date kisses like bigfoot now?
81. angels: sure why not
other:
82. eye colour: hazel
83. fave movie: kimi no na wa
84. fave actor: don’t have one
tagging: Any1 that wants to do it lol
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bruna tagged me and i gotta do it cus her life is on the line if i dont so like i guess ill tag some of u if ya wanna do it
(it’s supposed to be 20 but like i dont know 20 of yall so like ill tag @evelynebrochu @delphines @odetteannable @gaytiemcgrath mm yeh
Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.
last
1. drink - almond milk latte
2. phone call - i ignore all phone calls
3. text message - my best friend
4. song you listened to - monotonia // the growlers
5. time you cried - mmm like a month ago
ever
6. dated someone twice? - nope
7. kissed someone and regretted it - not really
8. been cheated on - not that i know of so like no
9. lost someone special - in a way i guess
10. been depressed - mmm yeh
11. gotten drunk and thrown up - yeah thas why i cant stand tequila
fave colours
12. light pink
13. black
14. white
in the last year have you…
15. made new friends - yep
16. fallen out of love - no ive never been in love so like lmao
17. laughed until you cried - yeh
18. found out someone was talking about you - mmm yeh
19. met someone who changed you - no not really
20. found out who your friends are - this is some tea but yes
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - no facebook is for pussies
general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - everyone except kate and soph ://
23. do you have any pets - no i fuckin wish bich i want a dog
24. do you want to change your name - in a way i guess...like i dont really think my name fits me like idk my name makes me uncomfortable but like im used to it now
25. what did you do for your last birthday - nothing bc houston thas when hurricane harvey hit and like everything was closed down for like a week so happy 20th to me thas mother nature saying fuck u bich
26. what time did you wake up today - 7:40 am
27. what were you doing at midnight last night - idk...i was probably crying bc of sendrick
28. what is something you cant wait for - for me to be rich and sex see
30. what are you listening to right now - the growlers listen to them theyre sexy
31. have you ever talk to a person named tom - no all toms are creeps
32. something thats getting on your nerves - a lot of things like life and being alive in general
33. most visited website - tumblr
34. hair colour - light brown
35. long or short hair - long
36. do you have a crush on someone - i havent had a crush on someone since last summer thank fuck
37. what do you like about yourself - sometimes i like her sometimes i hate her it depends on the energy that day but like shes pretty funny i guess like i make myself laugh
38. want any piercings? - yeah my cartilage
39. blood type - in case im like dying my blood is O- im that universal donor ass bitch
40. nicknames - my friends call me bitch or b or henny
41. relationship status - single lmao
42. zodiac - virgo
43. pronouns - she/dat/bich
44. fave tv shows - the office, parks and rec and ob
45. tattoos - no but like i might get one soon idk of what yet
46. right or left handed - right
47. ever had surgery - no
48. piercings - yah
49. sport - no lmao i was tha lazy bich in high school i only started to get into like fitness and shit my senior year of high school
50. vacation - i wanna go to england
51. trainers - what does this mean idgi
more general
52. eating - i just ate some chickpea pasta w/ tofu
53. drinking - my 3rd coffee of the day
54. im about to watch - my life crash and burn bc i have nothing figured out and i feel like wasting my time lmao
55. waiting for - my lana concert feb 10th and then i can die
56. want - this moneyyyy
57. get married - no
58. career - i dont know!!! im a junior in college i should kno but i dont im gonna have a breakdwon
which is better
59. hugs or kisses - hugs
60. lips or eyes - eyes
61. shorter or taller - im a short as bich so taller
62. older or younger - older
63. nice arms or stomach - stomach bich i want this stomach to be flat like where are u bich im so tired
64. hookup or relationship - hookup cus like people are annoying after a while like leave me alone
65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant is boring but like troublemaker is too much work so like neither
have you ever
66. kissed a stranger - no id never im a pussy
67. drank hard liquor - yes
68. lost glasses - i dont need glasses but ive left my best friends shades in an uber once bc he left us in the middle of the road at a festival and we had to run out the car cus it was illegal to stop there so like we ran out and i feel so bad bc they were expensive
69. turned someone down - yes lmao
70. sex on first date - no
71. broken someones heart - i think...
72. had your heart broken - yeah
73. been arrested - no oh myg od i always have nightmares in which im arrested like i just want a mugshot but no
74. cried when someone died - ok but liek who hasnt
75. fallen for a friend - mmm lmao
do you believe in
76. yourself - yes i have to push myself tho like its just me and myself fighting all the time but yeah ultimately i do
77. miracles - yes like i really do after like me n my best friend almost got caught smoking we*ed in her house and like her mom came home early from a trip and like i really thought we were gonna die that day but im smart and lit a candle so like idk how she didnt smell it but like after that day i believe in miracles i do
78. love at first sight - yeah but like only in fiction like irl it’s lust at first sight
79. santa clause - yes i love her
80. kiss on a first date - yeh if im into it
81. angels - by the xx, gr8 song
other
82. best friend’s name - she dont have a tumblr
83. eye colour - dark brown
84. fave movie - silver linings playbook, prisoner of azkaban, and the polar express i said what i said
85. fave actor - anna kendrick and emma watson and like katie and evelyne
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