#😔😔 i’m so embarrassed
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I’m writing delusional shit again which will most likely never see the light. I literally have no hope left for myself 😭😭
#writer things 💸#just. god.#IM SO KDBDTJDJKFCB ABT HIM#😔😔 i’m so embarrassed#I NEED HIM TO REJECT ME IMMEDIATELY SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST GET BACK TO MY SENSES#waaaaaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭#i can’t do this anymore
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i think the first time you really realize alhaitham’s in love with you is when you see how he inconveniences himself just for your sake. it’s subtle, you don’t even notice it until one day it all hits you at once.
“you…got these on your way home?” you ask, taking the bag he holds out. you didn’t even think he was listening last night when you said you’d like to try that new bakery off handedly. evidently he was.
and he stares at you with that aggravatingly blank face of his. “yes.” it’s all he says, all he chooses to offer even when you leave all the unsaid questions in the air.
“but that’s not on the way home,” you say confused.
“it is, if you take a different route.”
“and you took a different route?”
“yes.”
“you took what would be a slightly longer route?” you raise a brow.
“yes.” and then he walks off to change, dropping the discussion all together.
you stare at the bag in your hands, at the small token of proof that he listens, that he cares. and then it hits you, all at once it hits you. those extra pillows he spends time rearranging when he makes the bed because you insist they’re nice and you need them. the papers he gives you at the akademiya already sifted through and sorted in order for you to sign. the late lunch he takes just to have yours with you. those fifteen minutes of sleep he sacrifices to shower first so you can stay in bed a bit longer. that table he hates and always bumps his hips into that you love in the living room.
and that longer route he takes on his way home to get you something you like.
it’s all so inconvenient. it’s a lot more trouble than he likes. it’s inefficient and over complicated and probably is an obstacle to his usually simple life.
“i didn’t know you were listening,” you mumble, “i thought you were asleep.”
“well, it’s difficult to sleep with all your tossing and turning,” he says simply, making your lips quirk into an easy grin as you roll your eyes.
he turns to walk to your bedroom, and you grab his hand and keep him in place. and then you smile that little smile of yours. lean in and press your lips to his. mumble a quiet thank you, haitham against them before kissing them again. and again. and again, for longer this time.
he loves you. it’s the easiest thing he does.
#✰ — al haitham.#there are so many drafts of#half finished ideas#that i want to air out there#but i’m never gonna tag it bc it’s all a bit too self indulgent and that’s embarrassing#just me writing stuff for myself that’s so self ship coded everyone and their mom can see it#how embarrassing 😔#anyway#he makes me sickened
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Oh we are reaching warriorcats level of discourse
#.txt#the discourse: dreamfyre loved rhaena more than helaena and would choose her in targ heaven#it’s a bigass dragon they can both fit#meanwhile vhagar in targ hell: holy shit two visenyas!!!#‘graystripe would choose his true love silverstream in starclan’ ‘umm no he’d choose millie bc they’ve been together longer’#he would choose millie btw -_- like that’s his wife of 30 cat years he’s not gonna leave her for his college fling#he has two paws anyway#also they look the same he wouldn’t be able to distinguish them#justice for millie 😤 she got so much undeserved hate 😔#’but she abused her daughter’ no she didn’t also blossomfall is annoying#or maybe she did I forgot#but as I remember it blossomfall was whining bc her mom paid more attention to her disabled sister#can’t believe I’m warriorcatsdiscoursing on main#it’s kind of embarrassing how much of these dumb cat books I remember#cursed with knowledge forever
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hi this is my boyfriend 😁
He’s a little loser but he’s MY little loser 🐺🐺🐺
#I’m sorry I’m so embarrassing#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel#hazbin art#hazbin lucifer#art#bad art#digital art#i am mentally ill#hazbin hotel brainrot#hazbin hotel fanart#someone help me im in love with the loser twink (again)#this isn’t surprising tho 😔
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The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄
#my art stuff#digital art#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#this is part of a series I like to call “I’m never settling on a singular detailed artstyle”#I have no consistency in drawing realistic people/characters other than my shapy cartoon style#but I truly don’t get enough opportunity to properly shade anything with art in that style-!!! it always looks weird to me-!!!!!#I think some rude lil worm in my brain is wriggling around telling me it’s a futile attempt at still doing realism#cus I’m one of those “gifted” artists that grew up promising his parents he’ll end up among the big names or whatever#constantly training to become better at art but with realism oil paintings as the goal#you know how it is 😔#I wanna shade my lil funky designs but they never feel good enough to really put energy into or whatever so I compromise with stuff -#- like this where I try to draw characters more accurately while still stylizing them and shading them however I feel like it#which is great and all but I should really learn to give my more relaxed and less perfectionist art a chance#I deserve to enjoy the process and the result without working myself dead#it’s so much easier and rewarding to copy cartoon styles - stylizing realism makes me too anxious of doing it “wrong”#at least cartoon styles give me a goal to reach or a reference to strive towards#man I really should just cut myself some slack altogether#either way - this man is a flustered mess and he’s embarrassed about being called adorable in public or something#being teased in an affectionate way about his sweeter side and stuff#don’t ask why he’s shirtless - anatomy is just a lot more fun for me to draw sometimes#tasteful nudity and all that is extremely gorgeous to me#i need to practice anatomy more cus I just kinda did some shit and went with it this time with a BIT of consideration for muscle structure
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today was the last day to be able to turn in a bunch of my work & i just paced around my room while listening to really loud music and daydreamed about salad fingers all day instead. it’s so over
#i miss my husband (he doesn’t exist)#i wanna draw him so bad but i have so much work to do.... aghh#so just. take this stupid ass thing i made in 2 minutes#salad fingers#godddd i love sal. none of you understand. idgaf what you say no one knows him like i do Sorry .#our souls are like.... intertwined.... (i sound so delusional right now)#what i’m trying to say is he’s been my man for several years now and he drives me crazy /pos#anyway fuck maladaptive daydreaming!!!! i hate it. kill it with hammers#i'm so eepy 😔😔 goodnight#i'm going to be super embarrassed abt what i said here in the tags when i wake up so be niceys to me
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my thesis advisor asking me to send them my current draft, and me suddenly realizing I somehow haven’t written a single fucking sentence in 2 weeks, dudes it’s a pr nightmare (been hella unproductive the past weeks idk what tf happened)
#(I’ve been watching mike’s mic and ’’it’s a pr crisis’’ abt anything embarrassing happening is so funny to me)#what do I say lol#should just be honest bc what else is there to do but lord I don’t want to#but like can’t get like couple pages out today I have other things to get done#I think I’ll promise to send it like by the end of the week and mf haul ass starting from thursday#idk everybody does their bachelor’s thesis during like the last 2 weeks that’s just how it is and I’m just following the footprint#blueprint* 😔 is what I meant and I’m on the mobile app cant edit tags#anyways I’ll respond by tonight I need to think and maybe try to pull together a page or two#so I could be like ’’havent done much I’ll send a better version by the end of this week but here’s the current one anyways in case’’#ba thesis struggle diary#april 2024#2024
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fell at work i want the ground to swallow me whole
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I'm guessing the smell of disinfectant or the smell of printer paper for some reason
realizing that everything makes me sneeze as y’all guess this mystery allergen LMAO but nope neither of these! some disinfectants set me off but nope
i’ll give y’all a hint: you probably didn’t know people can even be allergic to this. i didn’t until two days ago when someone brought it up and i googled it lmao
#i know i’m being annoying and if you wanna know that bad just dm me but it’s so embarrassing lowkey#like it’s so stupid#so stupid#and it’s not an everyday object it’s a living thing 😔#there’s your big hint#my asks
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GRAAAA WHEN THE SMILE…,,,,.,..,,.,,
#I stole these from the season 2 blooperss#the middle two are frustrated smiles bc he kept messing up but shhhshshhhhh#THERES NOT MANY GENUINE SMILES IN THE SHOW BUT THESE SRE SILLY 😭#when the when when wheNNNnnn#he hides his face when he messes up lines 💀 so I’m gonna take that and give it to his character LMAO#embarrassed bones in the super show when… never 😔#bc it got CANCELED a DECADE AGO 😭#so EVEN IF THEY DID KEEP MAKING THEM THEYRE NOT THE SAME 💀#bonesy 🦅
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Sometimes I catch my self genuinely giggling about this guy and I have to sit down and think about my life for a minute
#I got a crush on him 😔 don’t tell him I’m so embarrassed#I just started kicking my feet and I’m like hey. there’s something wrong with you#bro has me twirling my hair#I am smitten#Mario#f/o gush#self shipping#⭐️🍄you’re my superstar#♡.love letters
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not to be gay on main but i wanna put my face in jakes tummy i mean what
#salty speaks#i’m so down bad this is embarrassing#why do i want a boston boy god damn it 😔#(i say as a massachusetts resident)#survivor 45
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truly nothing more embarrassing then messing up my English like it is sooooo
#ewbie.txt#mutuals new and old if I ever don’t make sense I’m sorry I think I’m Arabic and trying to get my words across in English is confusing#I think in Arabic ***#I get so embarrassed and humiliated 😭😭😭even when people don’t laugh (albeit ppl used to 😔)#so pls yeah if I ever don’t make sense just let me know I’ll clarify 😭😭😭
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Liuli and Yuansu are so cute, together they lose braincells and still remain the smartest people in the room, except when it comes to their own feelings <3
#royal rumours#hua liuli#ji yuansu#they are so obviously obsessed with each other and yet remain oblivious as to what it means#I’m glad they get over the miscommunication relatively early#I’ve quite enjoyed their relationship developing without the former wariness in the way#liuli: [batting her eyelashes prettily] can I borrow some money 🥰#yuansu: [without missing a beat] how much do you need 🥰#and then they go back to playing mind games and enjoying the banter#liuli: you’re broke?🥺#yuansu: yes 😔 don’t you believe me?🥺#liuli: not for a second 🥰 but it’s ok I saw this coming 🥰 now help me in this other way#yuansu: absolutely 💘#PLS THEY ARE SO EMBARRASSING#I love them so much#📌
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this has been in my mind for a while and u can share this if u want or not since its v v nasty and dubcon …. but get this…. marks step sister doesn’t wanna have sex w him coz its /wrong/ for her and then mark drugs her w aphrodisiac and when it kicks in…. stepbro is on the way to help her and then they be fuckin until morning ‘coz mark is a crazed horny ass man who has the hots for his step sister
this is so sick i love it 😭😭
#asks#it’s okay to be nasty#sometimes i just have these thoughts that’s so twisted#and i’m embarrassed#😔😔
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love posting a fic and then immediately noticing all five hundred million typos i somehow missed while editing
#it’s so embarrassing every time 😔#i’m rly bad at spelling/typing yall should see my documents. red squiggle party#david.txt
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