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calicoups · 1 month

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oh i’ve had it with him. i don’t even know what to say anymore….can i jump him. pls. just once. one chance 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

crazy insane thoughts about him racing through my head rn. help me😊🙏🏼🙏🏼 and why does he feel the need to stick his tongue out all the time put that back in your damn mouth choi seungcheol. (affectionate btw)

him and this song bruv 😫😵😫😵‼️‼️‼️ i’m so weak for him this is embarrassing

#hani rambles!#begging rn and i never beg wtf #i wanna eat him so badddd #whatttt who said thattttt #i mean i wanna fight him so bad #when i fucking catch you seungcheol #if me and him fought i would win fr (he’d throw me across the room with zero effort)#(and i’d like that)#what who said that again #he could tell me anything and i’d do it #can’t say no to a man (choi seungcheol) with pretty smiles and beautiful eyes #whatever you say gorgeous scoups #i’m so down bad this is embarrassing #scoups #choi seungcheol #seventeen #my coupsie poopsie

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saltybutsad · 6 months

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not to be gay on main but i wanna put my face in jakes tummy i mean what

#salty speaks #i’m so down bad this is embarrassing #why do i want a boston boy god damn it 😔#(i say as a massachusetts resident)#survivor 45

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circusofclowns · 7 months

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my very important and very real thoughts on the brawn doc

- jenson is so fucking fit

- i need jenson button

- 2009 jense was just the greatest combo of slag and baby girl

- spent most of my time in disbelief that i have met the man i was watching

- slay the seb features <33

- NO ONE TOLD ME JAMES VOWLES WAS BEING INTERVIEWED

- i could listen to james vowles speak forever his voice is so calming

- so wonderful hearing from shov !! this team was his baby

- ber**e jump scare

- HOR*ER JUMP SCARE HE WAS SO HEAVILY FEATURED

- beloved mark webber <33

- so lovely have lewis’ dad in the doc especially talking about jenson’s dad

- keanu was a great host !! good topics, very engaging - you can tell he cares

- 2009 season was wildddd

- imagine tv crews just parked directly outside the main building not even the gate

- ngl f1 needs this heavy drama again

- I LOVE JENSON

thanks for reading my ramblings

#f1 #formula 1 #jenson button #brawn gp #james vowles #mark webber #keanu reeves #this is very unserious btw #i needed to pause so many times to just take in either jenson or vowles #i’m so down bad it’s v embarrassing

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year

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Dabi is surprisingly a lightweight. You honestly would’ve never figured by looking at him, but as you think back on it, you’ve never really seen him drink a lot. Not when there were celebratory parties, or when things didn’t go right for him. It’s why you’re so shocked when you convince two shots into his system, why he suddenly looks so loose, why his grin splits so wide.

He’s a clinger, you’ve also learned as you’ve started observing the blue eyed man where he shoves his face into the crook of your neck. His body bends over almost uncomfortably to fit into the position, and you can’t help but flinch a little when his damp breath blows a quiet little raspberry on your flesh.

omg wait my favorite thought is of you not even necessarily being a heavyweight, you can just handle your liquor a little better than anyone expects. you love to knock back drink after drink, convince Dabi into some stupid competition that he falls for because he’s such a little nerd and secretly wants to impress you. he does it thinking you’ll be the drunk one first, the one hanging off of his arm and hopefully his dick by the end of the night.

it belatedly shocks him when it’s the exact opposite. when he’s slurring a little and smiling at you, when you watch him through low eyes with a wide grin, when he wraps himself around you like a python, when you shake his face gently as you squish his cheeks together in hand. he’s just so utterly obsessed with you in these moments, and maybe it’s the liquor in him, but he knows his lowered inhibitions are only bringing forth the feelings he’s always suppressed.

drunk sex with Dabi where he’s the one too loose limbed and limp and weak. he flops onto bed like some rag doll with his arms and legs spread wide, but he musters up enough strength to release the heavy weight of his cock from its confinements. doesn’t do much besides lift his head from the pillows with a point to his crotch and a lazy grin, an announcement of, go ahead and hop on already before he’s flopping back down again, ready to lay back and get fucked like how he knows he deserves.

#at first I wrote about him getting whisky dick and not even realizing it and being so embarrassed about it the next morning #but it made me laugh too hard and I was like #no one will enjoy that dude shut up AJSHDKDJDJD #but omg lightweight baby that can only cling to you and whine to go back to your room to fuck #only to pass out immediately on the bed lmfao #I love him I’m gonna str*ngle him so bad #anyway I finished all my work for the week and now I feel empty so I will be moving onto next weeks work tomorrow LOL NERD #but everything next week is simple too so why not get it out the way ya know????#after that I might sit down and actually write another fic since it’s been a little minute #everyone voted for therapist obsessed bkg next but I kinda wanna write something emotional for touya now lmfao #I’m becoming so obsessed with him and it HURTS!!!!!#I can only handle one ☝🏻 at a time or else I start getting the shakes #also omg my regular dr is making me go to the heart dr bc she said my anxiety worries her for my physical condition aksjdj embarrassing #okay bye I’m gonna read a little and sleep #—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬#tw: alchohol mention

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usedtobecooler · 6 months

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my djo shipment came in and i’m literally screaming crying throwing up

HELP I AM IN LOVE

#candy has thoughts #i spent £88 great british pounds on two damn shirts and socks #embarrassed to say it was so worth it 😭 i’m down too bad

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grmpgm · 1 month

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ok executive dysfunction is kind of ruining my life actually

#i have an incredibly time-consuming project i NEED to finish and i genuinely don’t know if i can #i’ve started which is good but i’m horrifically behind where i need to be and i’m just so overwhelmed #i technically have enough time to finish it i think? but it’s my final project so i literally cannot miss this deadline #my professor is really cool + likes me but it’s already been so long w/out me bringing it up #and wtf am i supposed to say? yeah. i WANTED to work on it. i just chose not to????? like wtf #it’s just so humiliating and i’m so behind i don’t know wtf i’m gonna do #it’s worse bc it’s an animation and it’s gg related and i really really wanted this to be good and i wanted things to be different this time #kind of funny bc i’m actually mid getting an adhd diagnosis rn but it’s just so fucking awful because i do this constantly #it fucking sucks so much i feel so helpless and i don’t know wtf is wrong with me. i’m so tired of letting everyone down constantly #it’s so bad rn i literally cannot do anything. it’s humiliating like WHY can’t i just be a functional normal person #it fucking SUCKS because i KNOW if i had any self control or work ethic whatsoever i could be really fucking successful but i don’t.#so i won’t be i guess.#and i KNOW it’s tied into a bunch of different stuff too but like gd i DO NOT care i just want to be functional #worst case scenario i have an A in the class so if i completely blow it i’ll at least pass? hopefully?#i might be able to talk my prof into an extended deadline but it’s so embarrassing bc i didn’t need one in the first place.#i have literally no excuses #it just makes me so upset because i just keep doing this over and over and i don’t know how to stop it or how to get better #and LOL sorry for posting this here i just feel weird talking to anyone personally about this (+ currently avoiding responding to messages!)#it’s just like. man if i can’t get a fucking grip i will literally waste my entire life. Oh Well! LOL

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whoblewboobear · 2 months

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Idk how but every single week everyone at the table gets hotter

#I’m so down bad for everyone in the dome its embarrassing #dimension 20 #fhjy

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whentherewerebicycles · 7 months

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might fuck around and go to sleep at 7pm

#long day lol #but the swelling on the side of my face has gone down significantly #so I am in less pain and also less embarrassed to be seen #and baby is ok!!! can’t believe it just sleeps and wakes independently of me. it has its own schedule. its own agenda #little being inside of me #my bff had her first prenatal and loved her doctor so I’m switching #to that doctor if I can get her or to that practice at least #she described the appt to me and it made me feel sooo much better like #oh my experience actually was unusually bad #and not just illustrative of what prenatal care looks like #wow well I’m all worn out from wringing myself out emotionally over the last 24-48 hours #high time to zzzzz

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lifeofcynch · 6 months

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it really is a weird feeling when you’ve had a specific opinion for like years and only recently start to be like ‘hm is this worth it? is this really the hill i want to die on?’

#ramblings #and then your online persona is forever muddied by it #yes this is about my anti-SJW transmed phase lol #my view now is basically that people can do what they want with their bodies and idc if you’re dysphoric or not bodily autonomy is a right #and also i was very ignorant on a lot of issues #and like it’s so embarrassing to turn around after believing something so strongly for YEARS but i was going down a slippery fucking slope #like straight up believing certain things that are white supremacist propaganda #i surrounded myself with some people that were straight up conservative grown ass adults #and now like half the website has me blocked and i can’t exactly blame them i was an edgelord #also i had pointless debates that did nothing but make my anxiety worse #bc my bad takes came back and bit me in the ass #if you ever saw the cop post no you didn’t #omg sorry for going off in the tags but i’ve been thinking about this stuff a lot #i’m going through changes man #anyway social justice is good actually

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polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup · 8 months

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has it hit yuuta yet that if megumi is gojo’s kid then he is kind of megumi’s extremely distant uncle? Bet he’d reach for that to explain away his extremely normal protective attachment

#seaglassgardens

Not really, because he doesn’t consciously think of himself as gojo’s relative. Like, he’s aware that he is gojos super distant relative but the connection is so attenuated that he’s not really thinking of gojo as an actual part of his family, so it hasn’t hit him. But he would take literally any explanation to justify his extremely normal protective attachment to Megumi at this point

#sea glass gardens #Yuuta not normal: I’m so normal right now I’m so normal #he really is having the worlds quietest panic attack right now #he’s AWARE that he shouldn’t be feeling this way and he is absolutely helpless to stop it #I can’t remember if I’ve already posted about this but Yuuta’s awareness that this isn’t normal and the fact that he’s still feeling it #anyway is based on me when I got a super bad head injury #like the underlying cause is different but the experience is somewhat the same #I lost total emotional control #I’m like a pretty chill person who doesn’t cry or get angry easily right #I got a horrible concussion and then suddenly I would break down sobbing at the slightest issue #I would react to my alarm or any loud noises with violence #and the entire time I would be internally like ‘wtf why am I doing this this isn’t like me at all’ and still couldn’t stop it #it’s actually a bit jarring and scary to lose control that way #which is what Yuuta’s experiencing right now #he knows that this isn’t like him and he shouldnt be reacting the way that he is but he can’t /stop/ it #and it’s not his fault like he’s experiencing a magical medical issue or whatever but it’s still a very visceral loss of control #that can be kind of embarrassing

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spilledmoonlight · 2 months

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currently experiencing an incomprehensible level of rock bottom right now

#not really but it feels like it #i’m so astronomically down bad for a fcking ******** ******* ****** of all ppl #this is humiliating i haven’t been this down bad in like. 6 months.#i’m going to bed i hope this will pass bc im now watching tiktok edits #this is so embarrassing it’s not even going on my beacon acct

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kavehater · 2 months

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I wish I could inject pasilyo into my brain so I can have permanent happiness

#There’s this specific part of the song #It srsly alters my brain chemistry #Anyways #i hate tumblr sm #Idk like I Gen hate being on here sm #No matter what account I make no matter if I tell ppl about it whether I don’t tell ppl I just hate this place soooo much #Like if I have a following it sucks because it’s rlly lonely if I don’t it’s still lonely and then if there’s nobody at all it’s lonely #Loneliness is what got me to discord boy so like :D #The fact I am genuinely missing him sm I’m gonna krill myself 😻🙏#Also I think I hate talking to minors cause these kids be letting themselves get groomed all the time I’m so tired of seeing it #The creep in my course is being so weird to Raisa who is a minor … I can’t help but think it’s all my fault … I invited her to the pharm gc #To show her how messy it was ….#I didn’t expect her to follow and accept requests of everyone …#Anyways I just am so annoyed. Like I wish I could have one person just one where I can be confident in being their no.1 but every time I th #Think I’m maybe somewhere high up on someone’s list of important ppl I realise I overestimated my position even tho I’m rlly self conscious #And being myself down over that. Also I still hate Eid. I hate Eid sm. How do ppl genuinely enjoy Eid. Idk if I’ve ever been excited for Ei #It’s like I’m just suddenly getting more sick of ppl by the day. I Gen don’t like talking to ppl at all even tho I used to rely on talking #To others like its sustenance now it’s just such a hassle to me because I’m so sick of being unimportant to literally every single person I #Have ever known. Literally everyone except maybe dahlia idk. the only person who has never gotten mad/snapped at me o is dahlia #And knowing my luck that will soon be taken from me too. Anyways good riddance to tumblr i loathe this site and im sick of the mind games #All the time from just existing on here. Gen makes me feel ill. I’m so sick of that girl I like and sick of everyone. The only time ppl car #Is when I cause a scene. And ykw atp I loathe being showed sympathy and pity for these sorts of posts because it just feels like a big joke #Cause why couldn’t you just care when I was fine. Why do you ONLY care when I’ve had enough of your bad behaviour. How does one make someon #Like me go mad with all these things #Istg if I come back to this dumb site whether to this acc to the tora one or my other account everyone has permission to beat me up.#dora daily #Tldr;I HATE ppl and everyone ever + I’m just sick of pretending like everyone doesn’t suck cause how can ppl be so insufferable intolerable #Insane horrible in every way and ppl like them. How do they live with themselves when they’re this aggravating. Every day I hate ppl more #Because their mannerisms their everything is just so embarrassing.#Essay tags 😻😻😻

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strange010 · 3 months

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I love yuri on ice and the Victuri/Viktuuri ship but I rlly wanna see if anyone has broken down their power imbalance

I am a SLUT for couples that are mostly healthy with an underlying toxicity that doesn’t show on the surface

Like Yuri idolized Victor and now he’s his coach like…I NEED SOMEONE TO DO AN ANALYSIS ON THIS BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THE KINDA BRAIN TO MAKE ONE MYSELF I JUST DONT HAVE THAT KINDA THINKING ABILITY TO GO INTO IT EVEN THO I KNOW ITS THERE

So if anyone knows a video or a post that talks about it please link it PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES I WILL EVEN TAKE A FANFICTION ABOUT IT