wept for like two straight hours as i finished station eleven today because. the airport. the wheel. jeevan on the subway. the race at the dock and the hotel on another continent. the timeloop in the book. none of them got to go home, they were all stuck in this liminal space when the apocalypse hit them--jeevan even walked kirsten home but she couldn't get into her house anymore because she didn't have a key! this recurring question, of if the past matters, if it should be destroyed or enshrined, if we can go home again after a world-shifting tragedy. (like doctor eleven--they always come back, but can they ever go home?)

and THEN. and then kirsten and jeevan's final exchange--"it was so cold. she forgot her key." "you walked her home." i am weeping i tell you. she's come unstuck from that place of transit. she's home.

every time u draw a canonically fat character as skinny an angel loses their wings

sometimes cartoons just do something casually and it sends me spiraling. going insane. or worse, completely unable to even process what I'm looking at. someone had to draw what I'm looking at. someone had to animate it being formed. debatably worse than gross-ups. you guys have no idea, living a blissful ignorance I long to return to

Um. A fee I didn't know I was being charged for from the service I order meds from just came out of my bank account and now I have negative money

Anyone wanna pay me to write or doodle things for them?? ;;w;; My Ko-fi is in my pinned post if so.

Just let me know exactly what you want (and who you are, so I can contact you here! Or you can DM me letting me know which request was yours) and I'll get right to it. I don't have a commission sheet or anything so just give what you can and I'll do my best to make it worth it.

I'd really appreciate any help I can get right now from those of you who can spare it!!

i got the art of tmnt: mutant mayhem and i'm livetweeting it but i wanted to post this part here as well because i adore the second half and i want more people to read it.

The fact that Hamlet still thinks highly of Laertes even though they’re on opposing sides now :(

🗯

I don’t care at all abt t*ylor sw*ft or the eras tour or whatever but hearing abt boygenius opening and playing I know the end live in Nashville tonight DOES make me feel a little insane

Got inspired by @starlightlamplighter​ to do some painting today and. um. naturally had to paint my all-time favourite spirit teehee <3

Wounded Warrior my beloved to the point that I’ve jumped on the “oc-fy the spirits” trend and. Named them and given them so much lore and oh my god if I could I would go on and on and on about them and integrated them into a pocket universe with my besties and oh my god I care them so much. Them my beloved. I wish them so much therapy, a nice cabin in the woods with their husband and many aquatic creachurs and plant life for them to be surrounded by (based on my hcs) /pos

(Painting this took FOREVER tho my brain is staticy)

Incredibly pissed off wondering if i should sleep or video game

Aro Hunter and Aro Willow...QPR...LISJEIOWJOIJ-

Sometimes I draw things that I can't really post for multiple reasons, like missing context or them being about specific shenanigans that, again, have context I can't really give

But I can't not share Oktavia "I've had enough of this guy" von Seckendorff, even without the context

cairns on the fells

cairns on the moors

cairns on the hills

cairns on the mountains

cairns just. cairns. they’re beautiful and i love them. so many childhood memories. when you’re on a walk and you look up to the peak and you can see a cairn… that’s the shit i’m after. beautiful. wonderful.

god. still by far one of the best episodes in the series

The way "All Things Must Pass" is love songs as acquiescence and "Living in the Material World" is love songs as protest music

I’m writing delusional shit again which will most likely never see the light. I literally have no hope left for myself 😭😭