#🖤.az speaks
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Thinking about men with acts of service as their love language. Ugh the soft intimacy of another person doing your body care. The gentleness in which they shave your legs, careful and diligent enough to ensure that you’re never cut. The strength of their hands kneading the flesh as they message lotion into your skin afterwords. The soothing sensation of their hands tending to your hair; knowing the routine by heart after having lived together year after year. The tenderness in their fingertips as they work various serums and moisturizers into the supple skin of your face.
They may not say ‘I love you’ very often, but the adoration in their eyes and devotion in their touch says it louder than their lips ever could
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Imagine if Gwyn is able to talk to Azriel’s shadows and they actually talk back to her. She treats them like little pets and even gives them names. 💙🖤
OMG YES maybe when gwyn and az accept the bond it makes it so his shadows can speak to her too!! imagine how cute that'd be!!! they'd have little gossiping sessions, they'd probably even spill some of az's secrets or just tell embarrassing stories about him from years ago 😭
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hey az, I have a writing question if that’s ok!
could you speak a bit on your process with Touched? specifically your use of flash forward and planning. so in chapter 6 we see the preview of Eddie making his journey, and then in chapter 10 we see the whole scene laid out. was this scene one of the anchor points of the fic from the very beginning? and then you filled in other scenes and plot points around it all leading up to it? this way you could maintain your ‘vibes only’ writing style and simultaneously foreshadow? I’m fascinated with how you have the steadfastness to decide on a scene months in advance and stick with it. did you ever worry you might need to change it?
also you said it’s been your biggest challenge and creative endeavor yet, so I’m curious in what ways.
love you and your work 🖤🖤
Hi lovely!! So I actually made a video response to this, but it wouldn't let me upload, so!
Essentially, everything with Touched is different, new and out of my comfort zone. Yes, it's what i love to write of course but this fic demands things of me and it challenges me greatly.
The flash forward was necessary for several reasons, but yes sticking to it was very hard because I don't like to be boxed in when it comes to freedom of plot assembly. Essentially, I wanted to create a sense of dread throughout this story and the use of the flash forward generated that as well as the ticking clock counting down but ALSO, a sort of challenge to myself to see how I would connect everything together.
This story never goes the way I think it will and at every turn it defies my expectations and demands MORE time, more complexity, more personal expansion as well as new literary devices, new POVs, scientific fucking research and always the underlying knowledge that if im not fully immersed in it, then it won't let me WRITE IT.
Simply put, everything in this has been a beautiful, magnificent challenge. This fic is my mental and creative equivalent of the movie Whiplash (or a soft dom version) and the flash forward is an example of me being outside my comfort zone and this story watching me, waiting to see if I could do it.
Thank you again this is such a lovely Q💜💜💜
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I’ve seen some people say Gwyn can’t be into kinky stuff because she was assaulted or criticized artists who draw Gwyn tied up or blindfolded. The art depicts her consenting. Survivors of assault can be hyper sexual. Which isn’t only sexual intercourse, but masturbation. For all we know, Gwyn could be hyper sexual (masturbating a lot) and have interests in sex, but would only want to do those things with someone she trusts and feels comfortable with. She seems to enjoy reading the same books Nesta & Emerie do which might not mean anything, but we obviously don’t know what’s going on in Gwyn’s head. And while I do ship gwynriel, I want to know more about Gwyn as a character. Forget ships. Forget Azriel (even though I like him). For SJM’s faults, I will say she did a good job at writing the friendship that Nesta built with Emerie and Gwyn. I want to know more about them as characters and not for ships. SJM made them really likable characters.
I just think it’s gross for some people to assume survivors can’t have kinky sex or sex in general. Not saying that you’re doing that because you’ve been very respectful and kind! It’s something I just wanted I wanted to say.
The ship wars are just really annoying. It turns me off. Before Azriel gets into a relationship with anybody he needs to have a talk with Mor and work on how he thinks he’s unworthy/his self worth issues. I’m sorry if this ask causes chaos in your ask box!🖤 (sorry for the long ask!)
Ps, if SJM wanted to do something no one would’ve seen coming, put Gwyn and Elain together. I don’t see either of them starting a fight over a man or hating each other. I could see them potentially being acquaintances/friends. If they became a romantic couple, I would honestly love it. I doubt SJM would do this, but it’s nice to think about. I think they would be lovely together. Azris would be very interesting. The drama and angst. I would definitely read about it, but the only reason I’m not sure if it would happen is because I don’t see Az leaving the Night Court. If any belongs in the Night Court other than Rhys, it’s Az, but I definitely see the potential in him and Eris together.
these are also very good points, thank you for bringing them up! I know i often think one way because i haven't considered all of the different possibilities of things that could happen, so i appreciate you feeling comfortable enough to speak your opinion!
you're right, we don't know gywn. at this point, the more we talk about everything, i feel like we know nothing about any character. everything we know seems pretty surface level to me to be honest, which is slightly annoying since there's five books.
i thing gwyn x elain would be a vibe. i think they'd be great for each other. i dont think sjm would do it either unfortunately but we can def imagine :/
i think azris would be great. i think there would be so much fighting and heat between them. i can see them arguing and they slowly keep moving closer and closer to one another, almost coming to blows but instead they break and its the most harsh, firey kiss there is *sigh*
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About boys trip, im thinking all of them😂 Ransom, Steve, Jake, Bucky, Sam, Ari, Curtis, and Frank, Beck, James, Carter, Blade, Chris, Owin, Beau, Joshu, like alll offf theeem. Ransom and his Qs to Curtis hut also him and his bestie Steve. Ransom bickering with Jake, frank opening up a littlel, beau and carter talking about tani man Ad Burd-dee, owin recalling to beck that he will always protect Aster and does not care beck is her moonman, joshua giving guys psychological speech, and Ari and Chris just being them😂 you know the famous Drysdale craziness
Oh this is going to be a HOT mess! So there will probably divergents of all these conversation or groups. So we have got Ransom, Beck, James, Blade, Carter, Chris, Steve, Joshua, Bucky, Sam, Jake, Ari, Curtis, Owin, Beau, Frank...this is going to be a BIG ass Air BnB they're staying in....
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Beebs and Butts
Summary: no good can come of this
Pairings: a lot
Rating: 😂
Warnings: language, 18+ ONLY
Word Count: 2.5K
Desperate Lives AU Masterlist
The Boys Are Back in Town Masterlist
“Whose idea was this?” Ransom asks as soon as he walks through the door. The caravan of the younger men hadn’t quite made it to the cabin, and Ransom is just confused. “No good can come of this. They will know.”
“Know what?” Steve asks looking around the large house. “What is there to know?”
“Gee, I don’t know Steven,” Ransom answers sarcastically. “Maybe that you and Bucky have shared his wife. Maybe that we have had a foursome with our wives. Do you remember how that shit got started?”
“You took some edibles and was drinking, you got horny and you mentioned how I was tied up and watched you and Kitten. And you wanted to see Steve’s face when he got to see her?” Jake pipes up, speaking rapidly.
While Bucky and Sam laugh Owin runs down the hallway with his dads. “You did WHAT with Mrs. D?”
“Make it stop. I haven’t had edibles or alcohol,” Ransom’s voice groans while Ari just nods his head at him.
“Nice. Thankfully Frank, Beau, and your son aren’t here,” Curtis responds. “I’m glad you,” counts on his fingers the amount of people involved in Ransom’s shenanigans. “Six? Yeah, the six of you worked things out. It’s good for you.”
“Nothing good can come of this. I’ve got four son-in-laws coming, all of which have children with my daughters. I know how men get when they’re drunk. I am that man.”
“Mr. D, at least they won’t be cumming…eh?” Owin tries to make a joke elbowing at Ransom’s arm.
“You realize that your sister’s husbands will be here, too?” Owin’s face falls flat. “And Beck, and Joshua.”
“What does my son have anything to do with anything?”
“Bucky,” Steve taps him on the shoulder. “Your son…Aster…” he gestures his hands around. “Like, he’s my son-in-law but how do you think he became an expert in couples and sex.”
“That is my daughter!”
“Well…they were friends. She wanted Owin and Joshua to be her Man of Honors,” he turns to glare at Owin who holds his hands up.
“Hey, uh uh, me and Az kissed. She vomited and said my pee pee would be too big and hurt her. And she didn’t want to see it. She has, but she had no desire to see it sexually. It’s different.”
“I’m going to bed. Wake me up when this is over.”
“Ransom Drysdale, you will enjoy yourself.”
“This is going to be hilarious.”
“This is going to be chaos. I agree with the man.”
“Tell me about yours and my wife’s relationship!”
“No!” “Ugh!” “Why does he always ask that?” “Curtis you need to just tell the man.” “Why does it matter?”
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“Why are you and Beau so close?” Joshua asks Beau. A few had went outside to sit around the bonfire. And he had spent a ton of time watching Beau and Blade. “Aren’t you and Harry like ride or dies?”
“Harry has two wives. He’s a busy man.”
“I am. I really am,” he gives Joshua a big smile, but he only cocks up an eyebrow.
“You didn’t answer the first question.”
“We’re not in a session,” Beau starts to speak but Blade just holds his hand in front of him, halting him immediately.
“Interesting,” Joshua’s hand rubs over his chin and he gives them a devious smile. “Do you always follow orders Beau?”
“What?” Harry starts laughing and leans forward. “What is this? Did Blade find a way to be married and still be a whore?”
“Blade would you consider yourself to be a whore?”
“Would you, Joshie? You know, I did model my college years after you.”
“How so?”
Blade normally would never dare speak any of this. Blade normally is sober, and most people leave his bedroom life alone. “Well, I had a few best friends.”
“Don’t talk about my wives.”
“Two of them gave me a sexual awakening. Told me not to be pining after some girl who cheated on me. Taught me how to treat women in times of intense sex.”
“You’re talking about my wives!”
“Another, she couldn’t stay away. The only one beside my own wife to see my penthouse bedroom. Now this sweet little girl if I recall wanted to know everything about different types of sex. She had a crush on a psychiatrist that specialized in sex therapy, and she worried she wouldn’t be good enough for him.”
“You’ve moved on to his wife,” Harry groans, but he can’t believe the show. His eyes darting between him and Joshua, and even a few looks to Beau who just snickers.
“We taught each other so much. I respect the woman. She loves sex, and she wanted to show me. Taught her how to give the best blow jobs. How to ride dick.”
“Ehh,” Joshua shrugs. “Her blow job wasn’t great. I had to help her out a bit,” Blade’s face only falls. “I get it, you were young. I’m still lost on modeling the college years like me.”
“You had that one friend that you had the best sex ever, until you met your wife.”
“Man…Az, she needed me. She liked douche bags, and look what she got. The perfect moon man for her neurotic self.”
“Man,” Blade slaps his leg. “I can’t even try to be mad at you. You’re like Joshua fucking Barnes. I mean, you’re no James Rogers but girls fled to you! They wanted whatever you were dishing out. I wanted to impress James. I wanted to be you.”
“Yep, that’s creepy. Come by for a session, I can teach you some things about pleasuring your wife,” he goes to stand up, extending a hand to Blade, and his head flicks towards Beau, “His, too. Have a nice evening gentleman.”
“How the fuck did he know that?”
“You couldn’t keep a straight face,” Blade looks back at Joshua and then to Beau, “He just insulted me twice. I pleasure both our wives.”
“And I just lay there like a dead fish. Thanks.”
“Wow…this is amazing,” Harry nods his head. “I have…”
“Shut your mouth! I don’t want to hear anything about my sisters.”
“I’m waiting on Iris.”
“You’re never getting my wife!” James cackles from the porch. “That is property of James Carter Rogers.”
“It’s weird that him and Carter have the same name and they’re best friends,” Harry goes to lean back, nursing his beer more. “What’s up with that.”
“His egg donor is a narcissist, and her maiden name was Carter.”
“Oh…okay, that makes more sense.”
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Frank throws a horse shoe at the post, and reaches over to grab his beer. Jake can’t help but stand there and watch him. “Quit staring.”
“How come…I mean…I don’t even know.”
“I don’t like the crowds. I tend to keep to myself.”
“That’s not…you’re a good dad,” Frank turns and looks at him odd. “You love Iris still. Great with her kids. You created a life with a new woman, and you’re son has never got into trouble. How come you didn’t have more?” Frank only shrugs. “I didn’t enjoy splitting my time. One was enough. Plus Ye…she’s crazy. She needs my time.”
“Uh…Beau…and then I had Mary, and Iris came about every other weekend, and uh…yeah. But thanks…I think.”
“Frank! You and the puppy, let’s play some poker. Ransom and Steve had some edibles!” Ari looks outside to see his baby brother. Ari never tells him enough how proud he is of him. “Come on, this’ll be funny.”
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“Don’t do it.”
“You don’t do it. Take your hand off that phone.”
“You first.”
“But I really want to,” Carter pouts at his best friend. The two had already got a good buzz, and his finger hovers over his wife’s name in his phone. “I always FaceTime her when I’m out of town.”
“How do you do it?” James looks at his phone, tapping on it to see a family photo of them.
“I gotta go to the bathroom,” Carter goes to stand but James pulls him down and both men start hysterically laughing.
“Where were you going?”
“The bathroom,” Carter starts giggling uncontrollably, “I gotta go.”
“Why?” James screams out. His hands pleading for an answer.
“I wanna see her titties.”
“That escalated.”
“You asked how I did it. Phone sex.”
“Ransom!” Chris screams. “Carter is trying to have phone sex with your baby.”
“Oh like you’re innocent. You’ve got pictures of Lucy’s genitals in your shop,” Carter and James high five each other and Chris is now the one laughing.
“That is pictures of my art.”
“Story’s pussy is my rose petals,” he smirks and pounds his head on the table. It takes a moment too long for James to catch it, and then he starts screaming laughing.
“That picture behind your desk! I thought it looked…”
“Familiar?”
“I’ve never seen her pussy. Her tits yes, but a kid is always sucking on it. She’s like my sister. But…that picture of the rose is Story’s pussy?” Carter nods, throwing his head back and laughing. “Behind your desk? Who painted it?”
Carter points at his chest and tries to calm down to tell him more but he struggles. “There’s one in the vault that has her fingers in it.”
“You win. I’ve got a tattoo shop. You’ve got a…her spread pussy you turned into a rose and just popped it behind your desk. Wow. Genius. Amazing. Beck! How do you deal?”
Beck just shrugs. “You mean you didn’t do anything on the space ship?”
“I had pictures.”
“I gotta go.”
“If you go, then I gotta go. And, no go,” James shakes his head at Carter, “We’re stronger than this.”
“You may be, but I’m not. I’ve never gone to sleep without her. I gotta go.”
“Pussy whipped!” James screams after him.
“Every last one of us are pussy whipped,” Joshua walks past slapping his hand on the table. “Alla us. Not one of us better. But I ain’t even mad. Your father-in-law is laid out on the pool table tripping. He’s talking to Curtis.”
“Yeah, I’m good. I gotta call Ris.”
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“Why won’t you tell me?” Ransom whines staring up at the ceiling. He twists his head over to look at Curtis who lays beside him on the pool table and the rest of the men just are dying laughing in the room. “I’m too old for this shit. The room is spinning. If I sit up I’m gonna vomit.”
“You throw up on me, I hit you.”
“Don’t change the subject.”
“You changed it.”
“Were. You. Her. Dom?”
Curtis’ eyes clench closed and he starts laughing. “Why. Does. It. Matter?”
“Just blink if you were,” Ransom slings his head over with a groan, “I knew it! What did she call you?”
“You’ve been married for over forty years. Why do you need to know this?”
“Morbid curiosity. You were there for her when I couldn’t be, man. And that’s my woman. I’m her baby. And she pets me. I like her titties,” Curtis is now the one turning to look at Ransom with his eyes wide. “We have a good, safe, sexy as hell, sex life. Still jumping on the bed. Still making her cream herself. I’ve had her stuffed…”
“Ransom!” Steve yells. “Shut your mouth. That mouth gets you in trouble, and I don’t have a Kitten titty to put in it.”
“I do love her tits. Were you her Dom?”
“Oh. My. God!” Frank screams walking down the stairs. “I was going to bed, now there’s a bonding of Ransom and Curtis. Yes. He was her Dom. Geeze. Gotta listen to this shit for decades. Just fucking tell him.”
“I was her Dom. Ari help me up.”
“Wait…wait a damn minute,” Ransom sits up on the pool table and looks at the two men. His eyes blinking slowly, “Your husband is here. Ain’t none of us with our…Steven! TJ and Sammy are here together. Ari and Curtis get separated and so does TJ and Sammy if I have to be without Kitten everyone else is gonna be without their person. Carter and James just…poof.”
“They’re going to take a ragging from the rest of the young pack,” Steve sighs. “They’ve been FaceTiming their wives.”
“Curtis! Let’s go to bed buddy, I claim you, so we can talk,” Curtis groans, and pulls Ari in for a kiss. “That Little Princess will get pissed. Cut it out. Imma tell her you two wouldn’t quit touching.”
“No!” Both men shout. “She’ll cut our balls off.”
“Good.”
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“Where the fuck is Harry?” Blade asks sitting up on the couch. He looks at the counter of all the alcohol and sighs. “Who gave him Hennessy? Dammit. I’ve gotta find his sorry ass. He can’t hold it. I know that’s what happened.”
“I need someone to snuggle with. Any takers? Someone who gets nice and cold?” Owin looks around the room and not one person volunteers. “Fuck you all. Sammy boy! Let’s go.”
“I didn’t volunteer.”
“Didn’t ask. Your mine tonight. You are not allowed with TJ. Maybe he should go with Carter and James,” TJ groans. “What?”
“Carter is making a special call to Story. As many times as I’ve seen her tits, I have no desire anymore.”
“I thought you were gay.”
“Yeah. So? Made out with her a few times. Showered with her. Pretended to be her boyfriend. You know gay bestie shit. So no need to see her perfect tits.”
“They are nice,” everyone turns and looks at Joshua. “What? Emy said if she gets implants she wants them to look like Story’s, she agrees. Damn, anyone can see she’s got great tits.”
“Has your dad said something about her tits?” TJ beams at Joshua. Settling down to look at him.
“I guess. Maybe. I don’t know.”
“Ree is gonna love this! Other than Carter, your dad…her crush.”
“Yeah,” Owin settles down beside Joshua, “nobody has better lips than Emy.”
“If you like big big tits…Lo. Geeze, I can see what attracted Blade to her.”
“Az has great legs.”
“And Iris’s ass. Man…there’s some hot women in this group. Eva’s arms. I’d let that bicep choke me.”
“Christopher! That is my sister.”
“Lucy’s talked about her need for that too. I just grab harder to her hips. And pound into her.”
“Lucy’s hips,” Sammy straightens up when Chris scowls at him “Bisexual. I’ve always…well you know.”
“You dreamed about fucking my wife? And you never did?
“She’s just a kid.”
“Pft…I’m older. I’m surprised that chihuahua didn’t catch on to that.”
“I touched her boobs though. She caught me staring. I just want to lay on them.”
“They are nice beebs.”
“Shut up!” Blade huffs walking back in with a passed out Harry. “Everyone to bed. No more beeb and butt talk. None.”
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#desperate lives#desperate lives au#desperate verse#da au#da au request#dau#the boys are back in town#ransom drysdale#blade drysdale#chris drysdale#james rogers#carter baizen#chris beck#steve rogers#joshua barnes#bucky barnes#sam wilson#jake jensen#ari levinson#curtis everett#owin everett levinson x kitten drysdale#beau adler#frank adler
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Frisk: Before you leave, can you at least tell me why?
Az: …I never had the option your Flowey, your Asriel, had. I was never given a soul like he did. We tried so many things together, but no matter what we did, it always came back to the same answer: there is only one solution that works with 100% certainly, a constant in both our timelines.
Frisk: …
Az: I thought I could live with being a hollow shell forever, but you kept trying to save me, again, and again, and I couldn't understand why. I still can't understand why. I hurt so many people. I hurt you. I abused your trust, twist the knife, and rubbed salt into the would, and yet you still came for me. It's nauseating to think you're willing to go through so much for me after that. I couldn't love, but I could feel the aching gape of its absence, and it kept getting bigger every time you tried to help me. It became intolerable. Every day, I was reminded why I wanted my true form back. I was so…so…so tired of being an empty flower. I wanted to live. No matter what it took. I wanted to know what it was like, to once gain feel for someone so much you would do anything for them, to know what it was like to love you as you did me.
Frisk: …I see.
Az: …I have a confession to make Frisk. I am not a good person. I. Hate. Humanity. I did things to them Flowey could never manage with monsters. No amount of resets will ever get rid of the memories from my head, how it changed who I am. I'm not your Asriel, and I will never be like him or the boy you first met ever again. Me leaving is probably the best thing I can do for the three of us.
Frisk: Can you…can you at least tell me they're not all stuck like this forever?
Az: No! Of course not! I've been searching for a solution for so long! Hell, I was just about to use one when I ended up in this place where I'm still stuck as a stupid flower! It's stupid! He's stupid! He's…he's so much better than I can ever be for you, for your son. He didn't sacrifice his family, he didn't throw away the happy ending he gave everyone, he didn't turn his back on you for the sake of power itself. I did. I did because I thought it was the only way I can be happy. It should be him that has a true form, not me.
Frisk: …Okay. I think I understand now. There's just one last thing I want from you.
Az: And that is?
* Frisk glomps Az in a hug.
Az: Wha-? Why!? Do you know how many times I killed you?! The ones you love!?
Frisk: Are they still dead?
Az: And make you hate me? No! They're alive and breathing like nothing happened, and they're taking care of your alternate self as we speak.
Frisk: Then nothing has changed. You might still be the same horrible person that tried to kill me every time we met in the Underground, but you're also the same boy that cried at the prospect of being alone again. It's just…stretched out for a much longer time on a grander scale. For all the terrible things you've done, you undid all that pain and destruction, and no one will have to suffer from it anymore. I might never understand why you do these things, but I just know that whatever you've done, right now you're trying to be a good person, no matter how jagged your path may be. It's not my place to forgive you, but I'm willing to bet your Frisk will. Plus, as terrible a situation this is, there's one upside I only got to do only one time.
Az: What's that?
Frisk: I get to hug every monster at once through you!
*Az breaks into tears
Az: I…I…Frisk you absolute moron. What did Flowey and I ever do to deserve you?
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Elain and Azriel as Poems & Quotes ❤️🔥
Azriel 🖤
“he wears the smell of blood and death like a perfume”
That’s our shadowsinger ✨ spy of the NC
Elain 🌹
“you think you know her, but you really have no idea.”
“she is kind but strong, and that is where so many mistake her.”
Elain, underestimated and undermined for her beauty, grace, and demeanor. She will show what she’s truly capable of. What lies behind those polite smiles.
Elain and Az Compatibility ✨
“the most dangerous person is the one who listens, thinks, and observes.”
Who are the most quiet, observant people in ACOTAR? 👀
“you are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”
Both Az and Elain hide their trauma and pain, often causing those around them to not acknowledge it. Such as when Elain retorts that Nesta only thinks of what her trauma did to her, not acknowledging that she, herself, experienced her trauma first hand.
Elriel’s Love ❤️
“I hope you find someone who speaks your language so you don’t have to spend a lifetime translating your soul.”
I could list so many instances from the books highlighting the ways in which Elain and Az truly understand and see one another. They find comfort and solace in one another’s presence. They can sit in silence without awkwardness, no words needed.
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I’ve been really into poems lately and cannot help drawing so many parallels to these books, their characters, and their stories.
I hope you enjoyed these ones I selected as much as I did! 🥰
#pro elain#elain archeron#azriel#elriel#pro elriel#anti gwen/riel#anti elu/cien#the shadowsinger and the fawn#death and his lovely fawn
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The definition of voyeurism
Hey guys!! I’ve noticed something that is of slight concern to me amongst the smut community here; this post is by no means targeted at any specific person and is more so for general awareness and education. (Tw for discussion of consent).
In sexual contexts voyeurism and being a voyeur have two very different possible implications: implied consent and implied non-consent. Voyeurism is a crime. By its legal definition it is defined as the act of watching/videoing/photographing people or persons engaging in sexual activity without their consent or knowledge. However, within the world of kink, voyeurism can also be consensual — being described as the act of consensually watching someone or others engage in sexual activity without participating.
Now, why is this something of concern within the adult fic writing communities? Simply put, it’s because of trigger tagging. In my experience, coming across a fic trigger tagged with voyeurism there is seldom an indication of if the act itself is consensual or not — with very few exceptions. One person may define voyeurism by its legal definition and another may understand it by its contextual definition under kink. This discrepancy can cause someone thinking they are going to be consuming media of consensual voyeurism to end up consuming non-consensual voyeurism. So to be mindful of others, please remember to indicate if your writing of voyeurism is consensual or not within your trigger tags/content warnings. Let’s all do our due diligence to respect the comfort and triggers of others!
TLDR: ‘Voyeurism’ has multiple definitions: one implying consent and one implying non-consent. If you are writing it, please make sure to indicate in your content warnings/trigger tags if it is consensual or not.
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At the end of the day. Write what you like to write. Read what you like to read. Don’t write what you don’t like to write. Don’t read what you don’t like to read. And don’t attack someone because their own self indulgent writing isn’t catered to you specifically.
#this is all I’m saying on this#no one is holding a gun to your head and forcing you to read something with a reader type you don’t like#I won’t respond to asks about this#🖤.az speaks#tw discourse
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Some of y’all take the ‘you don’t owe anyone anything’ philosophy and misconstrued to justify cruelty and an overall lack of human decency. Everyone is deserving of respect and kindness.
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— Men that trail their fingers softly across your exposed skin in the morning, their still sleep bleary eyes just slightly open to admire you as they whisper a gentle “Good morning, my love.”
Daichi, Kuroo, Konoha, Ushijima, Kiyoomi, Suna, Draken, Wakasa, Inui, Kakuchou, Izana, Albedo, Childe, Diluc, Kaeya, Zhongli, Choso, Nanami, Yuuta, Azul, Jade, Malleus, Vil
#🖤.az speaks#❤️.hq thirsts#❤️.tr thirsts#❤️.gi thirsts#❤️.jjk thirsts#haikyuu x reader#tokyo revengers x reader#genshin impact x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#good morning dash have this from my brain#❤️.tw thirsts#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#tokyo rev x reader#genshin x reader
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Sakusa cares for you in silent ways
If he sees you picking at your skin (or any other anxious habit really) he’ll take your hand and allow you to play with his fingers rather than irritating your skin
If he notices you’re low on any of your daily essentials (self care items, daily snack/drink favorites, gas etc), he’ll take it upon himself to replenish them
He’ll massage your sore muscles, apply moisturizer, wash your hair, and surrenders the most comfortable side of the bed to you without a second thought
His acts of service are never done with the expectation of reciprocation. He finds genuine reward in helping elevate any stress from your shoulders, because after all, you are his number one priority
#🖤.az speaks#soft omi hours#sakusa imagines#sakusa kiyoomi#haikyuu sakusa#sakusa x reader#sakusa kiyoomi x reader#sakusa fluff#sakusa blurb
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the ferocity in which Rin Itoshi would beat the shit out of someone for bothering you is unmatched by any other bastard in bllk — no matter how feral
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Hey everyone, So TLDR if you have been keeping up with the whole mess that is Elon and twitter, this shouldn't come as a surprise to you. But, due to the mass layoff of over 50% of their employees (including a lot of their engineers and the entirety of their security team), remaining twitter staff has resorted to running live dev code. Pushing development code into production creates innumerable opportunities for data breaches as the code has not been properly tested prior to going live. This means that the likelihood of a major leak of user data/privacy is highly likely -- if not guaranteed. If you have any accounts linked to your twitter I suggest you unlink them and change the password because your information will be at risk.
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