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thebadtimewolf · 1 year
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why r u so mad about ppl preferring ten x madame de pompadour to ten x martha like ten/martha will never be a thing. ten don’t want anything to do with martha. he literally said to her face she wouldn’t replace rose… and she never did… isnt canon enough for you
hm.
im glad im only a scorpio on this alone. if martha deserved better than ten then so do all of em but anyway:
this ask is giving 2006/07 i dont want to see tenth doctor in a romantic relationship with a person of color because i can't project myself or relate to them if they arent the very thing being catered to me ever since the silent pictures vibes. u know the same vibe when rtd was told to not regenerate 14 in 13's clothes. just. Ick.
but im not mad. its just interesting for a ship so big as tenrose, it is usually correlated with hating madame de pompadour and/or joan and/or river [though in joan's case they hate her not because shes racist but because shes not rose]
though comics tend to release to combat that in multi doctor stories where they jump through various alternate universes of themselves where the doctor sees themselves settled down with dr. grace holloway (for 8th dr multi doctor stories) and professor melody williams/river song (for 11th dr multi doctor stories) where in those cases, they are frightful of the concept settling down at all. [take note that both times, he settles down in the same house that he owns bc of that unit paycheck on the dl] so i am curious that with this new drs, the equivalent of this would be 13 14 15 being terrified of settling down with rose because they had grown past her as this point.
i prefer the doctor in a polyromantic ace relationship than their umpteenth 🌟tragic heteronormative romance with yt human woman number 23445788764443356743🌟 i want 14 to sweep martha off her feet in pure joy and kiss her passionately while badmouthing tf out of 10 like 9 11 12 13 do with no filter before cradling her like a baby because hes about to crumble under his brand new identity complex and then take her kid to an amusement park and then 14 trips over a brick and dies. hell i rather have nina sosanya play a whole different lady in nod to doctor who recycles their actors trope as a way to introduce a love interest to 14
that amusment park one weirdly sounds like a 8th doctor audio. pls 🙏🏾 dont make it into one i couldnt handle schezro let alone the rest of his content. Empire of the Wolf made me so fucking worried for rose marion tyler like im just she back home 🫣. as for rose tyler from the sea devil universe still out about. whoop his ass. if billie come back as HER? MISS COVER MODEL MISS DICTATOR MISS EMPRESS ROSE?
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i would love for ten to be strictly friends with the new miss empress rose. get that martha karma real quick ehehehehe after all rtd did say they need freema for somethin and im sure seeing 10 get treated the same way he treated martha by no other than empress rose herself -AND THEN EMPRESS ROSE FLIRTS WITH MARTHA??? FINGERS CROSSED??? im just saying that i personally will ride on that for 8 black history months and christmases straight like woo
also real glad it is collectively decided by every one that tentoo is just john smith not corin so yay thanks big finish and titan comics
#{lets see if i can scare this anon away listen i even made a graphic for this damn it. u better appreciate it i went all out for you}#{porn blogs and micro antiblack anons: this is why i dont share my shipping opinions much bc they stick to tv and i stick to everything}#{usually all this i gave to my aunt and we would have phone discussions and she would watch and call be like hey yeah! i see it}#{and she would say: but really it wasnt that for martha. it was the writing choices that was disapproved because not wanting another 💞}#{it went from classism for rose to racism for martha and she points that it wasnt catered to black fans in the rtd era}#{so yeah ten x martha wouldn't be a thing but only because test audiences and fans refused it due to the studios racial bias}#{10 wanted everything to do w martha. he just used rose as excuse and because of that 12 and 13 vocally to his face hates him for it}#{and we all fell for it: everybody did because like 12 said: its the bambi eyes. hook line and sucker}#{he wanted martha the whole time but he kept playing that hot n cold game to the wrong girl just bc it worked on 2 later 3 yt blonde women}#{4 yt women because of miss kylie minogue! all of a sudden he dont know how to counterflirt when a blk woman flirts back?}#{yes thats right im throwing miss claire pope AND IN THE GABBY GONZALES COMIC OF THE PPL OUTSIDE HER FAMILY LAUNDROMAT??}#{but yeah after losing donna suddenly supiciously hes not racist but extremely genocidal to death and death alone like hm.}#{his actions speak extremely louder than his words and in turn so does the fandom and its writers}#{4 yt blondes and hes willing to believe in them despite him having to permanently lose them but completely have lil faith in the blk one?}#{ ten never actually go back to martha. be fair if i forgave the person that enslave her family for a missing year? yeah i wouldnt either}#{we could never be together because of a yt woman i chose to leave behind three times with her mum for 'safety' boy bye}#{and i go around and almost in one whole episode almost left her behind AGAIN for madame de pompadour another blonde yt woman?}#{like i ship them i ship all of em but if they were all hanging off a cliff side? 🤧 😔 we gather here today in the loss of 🌹 and depomp}#{dont worry at least 9 would leap after rose.}#bw: out of ethos#answered#anonymous#bw: long post#{i made a long post just so i surprise you with a cute billie graphic thats all. that the main topic}
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spaceless-vacuum · 2 years
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Fandom‧˚。゚・° 。✎ Legend of Zelda
Pairing‧˚。゚・° 。✎ Yandere!Link x reader
Word count‧˚。゚・° 。✎ 725
Summery‧˚。゚・° 。✎ The idea was you’re just someone from some village he falls in love with. I couldn’t get the idea of how he’d ratioanlize and explain his own behavior to himself so I wrote this.
Misc‧˚。゚・° 。✎ third pov, kidnapping, mentions of violence, murder, emotional manipulation, kidnapping
Link is unable to understand that you don’t want him. His worst tendency is the fact that in his mind you either do love him or will fall in love with him. There is no if or maybe. He has deluded himself into thinking that if he just tries one more time he can't fail. Seventeen tries later and he still isn't about to give up.
In his mind he has everything he needs to succeed; and anything he doesn't have he can go get. He faced hordes of monsters, killed ganon, and saved Zelda so many times it made him a bit too confident in his abilities. A warrior is never without a weapon if they train their mind and body after all. If you don't like what he has he just needs to try another way through.
That’s what being the hero of courage is. Perseverance. 
The idea that no matter what he does you wont like he never crosses this man's mind. It can come off as childish and cruel. To him it doesn't matter what the issue is, he just needs to find a new way to approach the issue. You refuse to eat the food he cooks for you? That's ok! Hell just buy you food, or buy the ingredients so you can cook instead. The entire time he’s so proud of himself. He filled your kitchen with so much food you won't have to shop for the next month. To Link it isn't a big deal. Why are you even complaining?
God forbid you show interest in any of his advances either (unless you want to feed these tendencies?). Once interest is shown in one tactic he'll lean hard into it. You said thank you to him for giving you a gemstone one time? Now you have ten sitting on your table. The next day he brings you even more. Apparently he hunted down a magma Talos just for you. No need to thank him, except you have to. Seriously, don't be ungrateful, it will only make things worse.
This goes for anything you ask of well. Need some ingredients for a stew? You have enough stock to last for three months worth of ingredients. If you don't tell him to stop bringing you ingredients he'll never stop. It’ll just start to pile up in the pantry. The whole time he never stops to think it’s an inappropriate reaction. He's just doing his best!
Just don't treat him or any of his gifts with malice or disinterest. If you start to act cruel (ie: selling the gifts he gives you or by lying to him) he will take to more extreme measures. Rumors will spread about you. Starting with your hometown and then leading to cities and other kingdoms if your actions were that horrible. None of what is said is actually true, but sometimes the truth needs to be stretched to make a point.
Items in your home will go missing. The only way to get them back is to act nicely. To go along with the game in his head. Pretend you love him and give him his wholesome moments or he will start to take everything from you. There's where to run, no one to turn to, and no escape. Just accept Link and he will make you happy.
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If you continue to push back he’ll grow harsh. Don't get him wrong he hates to enact violence against you, his love, but sometimes it must be done. Being a hero isn't all sunshine and rainbows. tough choices are made every day by people in power. If someone gets in the way there's not much that can be done. They will disappear and you will live by his side.
When push comes to shove he’ll do it. First he'll start with his usual methods. Just talk them away from you, threaten them a little, but if all else fails actions speak louder than words. A moment of rage and passion later the evidence must be destroyed. Monster attacks happen so often in this world. It’s a shame they got caught by one.
The remorse from having to take such an action hangs with him for a few days. However, getting to see you again makes it all worth it. For you, for Hyrule, no price is too high.
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alucardownsmyass · 3 years
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Hi! I'm new to the Hellsing fandom and want to start fanfics for Alucard! I really love the way you write him and you seem to have so much understanding of him so I was wondering if you could help please? So say his bride is a virgin and they are about to bed each other. Would he make sure to turn her into a vampire first? What would he be like and what would their lives possibly be after? If you have any hc's or opinions, I'd love to hear! It's probably very self explanatory but I'm new and he's difficult to write haha! It is okay if you don't want to answer!
WELCOME AND THANK YOUUU! i've been waiting for someone to ask me something like this for so long!! i've never posted them, but i have a bunch of notes written down regarding his lover being untouched. most are from years ago though and need to be edited lmao. i'll type up something new for you that hopefully helps you understand his character a bit more! if not, PLEASE tell my dumbass to redo it.
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just to set you in on some background! being a virgin had so much more meaning back during the times when he was human. the real, historical vlad drăculea literally used to demand that women who lost theirs before marriage suffer impalement, so it's pretty precise how significant one's virginity was to him! 😭 bram stoker of course based his dracula novel on some of the history of vlad iii, so this is probably why the whole 'vampires loving virgins' became a thing. hirano based his version of dracula on both the real vlad and the novel, so this also explains why maintaining your virginity in the hellsing universe is important, and why deflowered humans turn into ghouls. it's a very clever reference imo!
not to mention, it's all just a bunch of religious nature—like where the bible says that you can only participate in sex after marriage, and ancient christianity put virgins on such high pedestals because it was viewed as being pure. of course, vampires are seen as demonic beasts, so that is also where their obsession with virgins stem from—they want to taint their innocence; your typical demon vs. god / good vs. evil trope. but you'll find that alucard is quite far from demonic or evil despite the things he's done. you have to look deep, but there is a layer to him that doesn't make him so much the monster that he thinks he is. he cries, has nightmares, cares for people even if only a few and harbors regrets. monsters don't have, feel or do any of those things.
he'd want his partner's first time to be extremely beautiful and eventful. keep in mind that he was sexually assaulted once; he wouldn't wish what he went through on anyone, so he'd want them to also enjoy their first time because he himself did not get the chance to. if they want him to be gentle, he will. if they request he roughen it up, you bet he will. it's their virginity. he's not going to put himself first during a moment in one's life where he was taught had value. he adores them and wants to show them just how much he does. i have always viewed him as an 'actions speak louder than words' kind of man. perhaps it is rare that he'll say "i love you" but he will damn sure show it.
you also requested headcanons and questioned if he'd turn his lover, so i'll put a few examples below! god, writing them is probably gonna make me tear up lmao. i hope these end up helping you, and thank you for coming to me for the question!
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he'll give you a choice if you want to become a creature of the night or not before he begins, hovering his lips over your fluttering pulse. he'll leave a few kisses against it, just for you to know where his bite shall implant lest you desire vampirism. immortality, in his eyes, is only to be given to those who are deserving—and to him, you deserved his kingdom and more.
say yes, and he will ask if you are sure in your decision one final time. have confidence in your answer and look him in the eyes so he knows for certain that you're willing to place your hand in his for the rest of your life. for eternity. say yes again, and you will feel his hand gently craning your chin to the side for the exposure of your neck. "it's going to hurt at first, my queen, but you wouldn't have come this far if you were unfit of bearing the brunt of a little pain, now, would you?"
if you choose no and wish to remain within the womb of humanity, he will most definitely respect your decision; not only out of love, but because you chose to stay the same. that's something he didn't do in his past, so he admires that. he will be more protective of you, though, since you did not choose to be a vampire and are more vulnerable in comparison.
he appreciates humanity and it's ongoing cycle of ages, and would adore witnessing you grow as the years begin to mold your skin into wrinkles and your hair to grays. even when you become too old that you can barely stand, he will vow to be the reason that you continue to walk. of course, the most difficult part will be having to witness you in your deathbed, but he will always remember you as the light that casted upon his darkness, the one that gave motive for him wanting to walk the dreadful earth for a bit longer. your grave will remain the very first thing he visits every moonrise, a reminder that perhaps, for the first time in his existence, he isn't truly alone.
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class1akids · 4 years
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Hi! I followed you recently and I wanted to ask you a couple of questions,if you don't want to answer it's totally ok though! so,what do you think will be the future relationship between bakugou and deku?and in your opinion which character was more important for bakugou's development between deku and kiri(or if they both had the same importance)?I like to read meta about these topics because there are very mixed opinions in the fandom(mostly 'cause of ship wars)and so I wanted to read yours too!
 I’m not Midoriya, so I cannot give you percentages of influence. Also, they are just very different relationships and play very different roles in Bakugou’s arc. 
Deku is the closest thing Bakugou has to a sibling; he’s someone who has been there for his entire life, even when they didn’t get along, even when Bakugou wanted to push him away, he always stuck around. But despite this familiarity, they didn’t understand each other in fundamental ways. Bakugou felt threatened by Midoriya, and misinterpreted his helpful gestures as being looked down on; Izuku admired Kacchan for his quirk and his potential, but never understood his fears or his inferiority complex. Their ingrained dynamic was mimicking the larger society around them which viewed Midoriya as defective and worthless, while treated Bakugou as amazing and high potential. 
Their relationship couldn’t change until all of these false paradigms and Bakugou’s overblown ego were broken down - and Izuku played a huge part in this, but he was not the only one. Here are the main milestones:
Sludge monster: Izuku ran in to save Bakugou f, when the pro-heroes on the scene hesitated. Before this incident, every time Izuku tried to help, Bakugou didn’t really need his help. But this time he did. And Izuku, quirkless as he was, didn’t hesitate. And clearly Bakugou felt like he owed Deku (even if it was just to run after him and tell him that he doesn’t owe him anything - but he stopped hurting Izuku - and sometimes actions speak louder then words)
Entrance exam: They both got into UA - so maybe Bakugou wasn’t all that special, if Deku of all people could get in - but at least Bakugou got the highest points, so he was still ahead of the curve
Quirk assessment test: Bakugou realizes that Deku does have a quirk and an awesome one at that, that him threatening Deku will not be tolerated by Aizawa, and that he’s ranked below Momo and Todoroki - the two recommendation students he wasn’t measured against during the entrance test.
First battle exam: Bakugou loses to Deku in an extremely humiliating way, with the entire class and All Might watching. But not only that, Momo picks apart all his mistakes in front of everyone with ease, and freaking Todoroki wins his own match-up single-handedly totally effortlessly. Bakugou realizes he’s not the strongest in the class, he’s not as special as he was told his entire life. The next day, Aizawa calls him out in front of the class for being dumb and wasting his talent.
This is the first big wake-up call - Bakugou realizes that he needs to do better, work harder to succeed, and he is a hard-worker (even if nobody ever credited or praised him for it). But at this point, he behaves like a cornered wild animal, pushing everyone away, focusing only on his own improvement.
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Sport Festival: Todoroki challenging Deku, Deku drawing out Todoroki’s fire are are main event - anything Bakugou does pales in comparison to the display of power in their match. His win feels empty, and he is put on display chained and muzzled.
Kamino: He’s kidnapped because the villains think he’ll join them, then he has to watch All Might use up the last of his power against All for One. The crushing guilt sets in that he’s the cause of it all.
Provisional Licence exam: Bakugou fails, for nothing but his own arrogance and stupidity, when almost the entire class, including Deku passes. 
The breakdown process is complete - Bakugou went from top student admitted to UA to the rock bottom. His ego - built on years and years of empty praise focusing on solely the strength of his quirk, and misconceptions about strength and what makes a hero - is shattered. 
Yet, he doesn’t break, because in the meantime there was another, opposite process underway as well. As much as UA was a blow to Bakugou’s ego, his new experiences also started to build his true self-worth, on a different, healthier basis and Kirishima has a crucial part in this process, but he’s not the only one:
USJ attack - Kirishima acknowledges Bakugou for his battle sense and his fast reflexes, and when Bakugou explains his reasons of going after Kurogiri instead helping the others, he convinces Kirishima. He follows Bakugou not out of threat or wanting to gain something, but simply because he agrees with Bakugou’s reasoning. I think this is kind of a breakthrough for Bakugou in terms of earning respect with something that’s separate from his quirk, something he can actually control - his great tactical sense. 
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Sport Festival - This is a mixed bag for Bakugou but Kirishima plays a positive role here too. Bakugou is clearly at a loss when it comes to assembling a cavalry team, not having paid much attention to his classmates. So Kirishima volunteering not only to team up, but also displaying understanding of Bakugou’s goal comes as a relief. It exposes Bakugou to wider team-work and while both Sero and Mina push back at Bakugou’s name-calling, but are willing to follow his lead for his drive to win. Kirishima also gives Bakugou a decent 1 on 1 fight - and we see how he respects his opponents who go all out against him. I think the Sport Festival solidifies Kirishima’s special status in Bakugou’s eyes, and because Kirishima is friends with pretty much everyone in the class, he also connects Bakugou to the others to in the class (the Bakusquad should rightfully be the Kiri-squad).
Mid-term exams - Bakugou is tutoring Kirishima (!) Something like this would have been unimaginable before, but it’s important to their bond. Kirishima could have gone with the Momo-group, but he chooses Bakugou instead. Again, it builds in Bakugou this sense that his academic skills are respected, but also exposes him to the idea that helping others or seeking help is not a terrible character flaw, but something normal friends do for each other.   
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In the practical exam, there is also a breakthrough with Deku. Up until this point, Deku was one of the people who praised Kacchan for his amazing quirk. This is the first time Izuku fights back against Bakugou’s unacceptable behaviour, but also helps Bakugou to reaffirm his self-perception - as the ultimate winner.
Kamino arc - There are some interesting things here. Bakugou experiences some crucial positive reinforcement from Aizawa, who speaks up for him publicly, when the media is turned against him. And the group who goes after him - Deku, Todoroki, Yaoyorozou and Iida - are people who had a part in crushing Bakugou’s ego. Kirishima is the notable exception, and I think it’s a great development here both for Deku letting Kirishima take the key position in the save, and for Bakugou accepting the help. Kirishima functions as a bridge between Bakugou and Deku here. 
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Provisional Licence Arc - Not only Kirishima, but Kaminari also teams up with Bakugou, and Bakugou at this point is actually a decent team player, cooperating with his teammates. It’s also interesting that when Bakugou fails the exam and Kirishima passes, it doesn’t seem to sour their relationship. 
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Deku vs. Kacchan 2 - This fight is crucial for Bakugou. All his worst fears are confirmed about Deku being the special one, All Might’s favourite, earning a quirk with a potential even better than Bakugou’s… By all rights he should be bitter and jealous. But instead, he’s mostly in pain - because of the guilt he feels about All Might’s fall. All Might plays a crucial role here; exonerating Bakugou from the guilt, acknowledging his strength and him as part of the All Might-legacy, and admitting that his focus on winning is not wrong - it’s just not the full picture. Also, All Might extends his trust to Bakugou by telling him the full story and making him part of the secret. Bakugou can feel equal with Deku and they can start building a new relationship.
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Remedial arc - This is clearly a mortifying experience to be one of only two students who failed, but I think that it helps that the other is Todoroki. They pull each other through it, and somehow the experience brings them closer. Bakugou doesn’t want to care about him, but by the end, he does - they even get to the point where he calls Todoroki by name and Todoroki thinks of him as a friend (this will be important for the Endeavor internship arc). They also get to make a splash with their hero-debut and are officially all caught up with the class.
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Joint training arc: The entire Bakugou-team follows his lead and they get a decisive win. He feels more confident than in ages, and even tries to help Deku in his mastery of Black Whip. 
Endeavor internship arc: I wrote a lot about this in different meta, but this arc solidifies the three-way rivalry between Bakugou, Deku and Todoroki; which has become more cooperative and mutually supportive. They try to get better by pulling each other along. Watching Endeavor also gave Bakugou more food for thought. 
TL; DR - to me it feels like both Deku and Kirishima are incredibly important in the two processes that needed to happen to break down Bakugou’s overblown false ego, but start building his true self-worth. But they are not the only important people in the process. Aizawa, All Might and Todoroki also have important roles, as well as the whole class. 
As for the future of BakuDeku:
I can imagine quite different outcomes for future Bakugou and Deku, depending on how things will go down with the villains and in school; but also how their relative powers develop. Based on the hints and foreshadowing, I think they will open an agency together and work as a team.
One of my favourite type of endgame for them in fics in terms of dynamics is where they remain rivals, are still capable of endlessly annoying each other, and each of them has a different circle of best friends, but when shit goes down, they know that they can 100% count on the other to help and be there for them, and everyone knows they’d die for each other without hesitation. It’s the type of relationship where they prefer to hang out with others, in public they seem like they barely tolerate each other (though everyone sees through the BS) but at the great crossroads of his life, Bakugou shows up at Izuku’s doorstep in the middle of the night, yelling “Dekuuuuuu!” because he knows that sometimes Deku knows him better than he knows himself; while nothing can cut through a crisis of confidence for Izuku than some words of encouragement from Kacchan (which sound like insults, but Izuku is fluent in Kacchan so he knows the difference…).
Of course, it’s possible that they become best friends or more… What I cannot imagine is them ending up like All Might and Endeavor - there was a chance at some point, but not anymore. I think Bakugou being in on the secret of OfA and how he reacted to that makes things very different. He’s accepted the challenge of trying to surpass Deku, but at the same time he has enormous respect for All Might and his power, so in a way he’s also invested in helping him succeed.
Masterlist  - BNHA meta
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idreamofplaid · 4 years
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A Different Kind of Rewatch - Episode 7
My choices for Episode 7 span across the years. There’s some classic Sam and Dean against the world. Their circle grows to Bobby and Cas, eventually arriving at what I fondly think of as “the Bunker Family”.
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1st Place: “Unhuman Nature” - Season 14
This is a story about one incredibly freaking adorable Nephilim turned human and his three daddies. It’s a bittersweet story because Jack is dying. All he wants from the time he has left is to live his life by doing normal human things.
What does this look like? Dean takes him out to have burgers and go fishing. I would have picked this episode for the fishing scene alone. It is so heartwarming and beautiful, figuratively and literally. There are some gorgeous creeks in the countryside around Vancouver.
Even better than the fishing, Dean lets Jack drive Baby. Who gets to drive Baby other than Dean? Sam. Maybe Mary. That seems familiar, but I largely block her out. Jack has her in the wrong gear, does not drive her smoothly, and Dean stays calm. Actions really do speak louder than words with Dean.
Sam and Cas stay back at the bunker to try and find a cure for Jack. Sam called Rowena for help, and she arrives with everything in her witchy arsenal. There’s a scene in the bunker between Sam, Rowena, and Jack. It gives me serious family vibes. Imagine Sam and Rowena as Jack’s mom and dad. Rowena is the Queen of Hell now. If Sam is with her, does that finally make him king like the original plan? If Jack becomes the new God, Sam could be the King of Hell and God’s father. What kind of title does that give him? And to think, at the beginning of the season he identified himself as “just a guy”.
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2nd Place: “The Usual Suspects” - Season 2
Sam and Dean are still saving people and hunting things even when they’re under arrest for murder. They’re doing what they were raised to do under extremely difficult circumstances. They figure this case out largely from the confines of the police station. It’s amazing watching Dean figure out an anagram while he’s handcuffed to a table. Anyone who thinks Dean isn’t smart, hasn’t been paying attention.
I appreciate the flashback story structure. We learn how Sam and Dean landed in jail through the course of Sam’s interrogation. I just said Dean’s smart; it’s totally the truth, but it’s not a good idea to be kneeling over a dead body and touching it. That’s how you get arrested for murder.
Let’s talk about the unforgettable moments. Dean is at the height of his smartass powers. “I’m an Aquarius. I like sunsets…” His mouth gets him slammed against the wall and cuffed, hot af.
Sam escapes, and Dean sends the officer to Sam so he can “save her life”. He does this by figuring out the meaning of the anagram and busting through a brick wall to put the vengeful spirit to rest. It’s also hot af.
The boys solve the case. The woman Sam saved saves Dean by killing her partner who she was sleeping with. She also lets the boys go and agrees to cover for them.
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3rd Place: “A Little Slice of Kevin” - Season 8
The headline from this episode is Dean learns the truth about Cas and Purgatory. That’s why this one is on the list. Dean hasn’t been able to accept that he couldn’t get Cas out of Purgatory. Dean being Dean figured this was his responsibility.
Dean is seeing Cas. He sees him by the side of the road when he’s driving. He sees him outside the motel through the window during a thunderstorm. Let me go on the record here and say that Sam and Dean should be in more nighttime thunderstorms. I appreciate the atmosphere.
Cas appears in the motel room with a famous “Hello, Dean.” There have been flashbacks to Purgatory throughout the episode culminating in Cas showing Dean “what really happened”. Cas didn’t want to leave Purgatory. He thought he deserved it. He tells Dean, “I didn’t want to be saved” and tries to teach him “You can’t save everyone, my friend” establishing one of the recurring themes of the show.
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Honorable Mention: “The Curious Case of Dean Winchester” - Season 5
This episode is built around a fascinating concept, the idea that you can play poker for “years”. Bobby plays and loses leaving him old and near death. Dean plays to get the years back and also loses. Now, Bobby’s better, but Dean’s old which leads to plenty of comic moments. Sam describes it as “Grumpy Old Men”.
The heart of this episode is deadly serious. It’s up to Sam to win the years back for Dean and Bobby. Both of them doubt Sam’s ability to do it. Dean sums up Sam’s poker skills this way: “I’m better. Bobby’s way better.”
Watching Sam play poker is a thing of beauty. He bluffs with absolutely nothing. He also lets the witch think his emotions are controlling him. Sam stays cool while looking scared to death.
The conversation Dean has with Bobby at the end of the episode will hit you straight in the feels. He addresses the fact that Bobby is suicidal and makes him promise to stay around because, “I can’t do this without you.” It doesn’t get more serious than that. This show balances comedy and heartbreak so well.
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stormcrawler75 · 5 years
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“Aren’t they a little old to be adopted?” Moxiety or analogical? Love ur writing so much ahhh
Logan held his son’s hand tightly as they crossed the street. Yes, at twelve Virgil might not need someone to hold his hand when crossing a street but it was more for his own piece of mind than anything. They got to the other side without trouble but Virgil didn’t pull his hand away. Logan smiled a little and kept walking.
“Why are we doing this?”
Logan glanced down at his son (Logan finally had a son) and cocked an eyebrow. Virgil was staring down at the street with a nervous look on his face. “I’m assuming that you’re asking why the two of us are going to the local library today?” Virgil nodded. “Because I heard they had an excellent reading club for youth your age and I think that you will enjoy it. Would you rather not go?”
Virgil shrugged, his grip on Logan’s hand tightening a little. “No, I want to go. But, why are we going now? You said that the club doesn’t start until school does and that doesn’t start for another week. And I could walk down there by myself to sign up.”
“You don’t know the area that well,” Logan hummed. They entered the library parking lot. “I don’t want you to get lost on your way there or back. And I thought that we could look for some books after we’re done signing you up.” He gave Virgil a small smile. “I was also thinking that perhaps I could show you one of the ice cream places I enjoy going to with my brother afterward.”
Virgil’s face broke out into a wide smile and he perked up. “Really?!”
Logan chuckled and nodded, holding open the library door for Virgil. “Yes, really.” They entered the library and Logan let Virgil’s hand go so the young boy could properly look around the building while he went to sign him in for the program.
The assistant librarian was seated at the desk and when Logan walked up to her, looked up with a bored expression on her face. “Hey, Logan. Can I help you?” 
Logan nodded at her and clasped his hands behind his back. He didn’t know the woman that well but well enough to know each other's names. “Yes, I think you can, Karen. I’m here to sign my son up for the library’s reading club.”
Karen cocked her head and gave a puzzled smile. “Son? I didn’t know you had a son.”
“I do,” Logan said, unable to stop the smile on his lips. “I adopted him last month.”
“Oh, that’s great,” Karen smiled, clapping her hands. She opened a drawer and pulled out a piece of paper. “Well, we have a great toddler reading program that I think your son will just love!”
Logan held up a hand to stop her before she could keep going. “While I’m should the toddler program is exceptional, my son is much too old to be with children that age.” He looked around and waved Virgil over once he saw his son perusing the fiction section. Virgil walked over quickly and stopped a little behind Logan. Logan smiled and put a hand on his shoulder. “This is my son, Virgil.”
Virgil gave the woman a shy wave. “Hi.”
Karen stared at Virgil for a few seconds and, in those few seconds, her smile melted off of her face. She looked back over at Logan and said in a stage whisper, “Aren’t they a little old to be adopted? You should’ve adopted a baby or toddler.”
Logan’s brain halted to a stop and his hand tightened a little on Virgil’s shoulder. Out of the corner of his eye, Logan could see Virgil tense up and start trembling in horror. 
“That is an extremely insensitive to claim,” Logan said quietly. “In fact, how dare you say that?”
“Well,” Karen rushed to say, sounding more condescending by the second, “I just think that you’d probably be happier with a -”
“I am happier than I’ve ever been with Virgil as my son,” Logan cut in. He turned away from her, pulling Virgil with him. “Please, forget what I said about signing Virgil up for the reading club. I think I’d rather not have Virgil coming here alone after this conversation.”
He ignored Karen’s sputtering and left the library, a silent Virgil in tow. As soon as they were outside, Logan stopped and dropped to his knees. He cupped Virgil’s cheeks in his eyes and tilted his head up so that Virgil, barely holding back tears, was looking at him.
“She is a terrible woman, saying that,” Logan said firmly. “And, furthermore, she is wrong. I picked you, Virgil because I love you. Do you understand that?”
Virgil nodded, slow and hesitant. “Yes,” he whispered, voice cracking.
Logan nodded and stood up. He placed a hand on Virgil’s shoulder and squeezed it gently and affectionately. “It’s okay if you don’t right now. I’ve always believed that actions speak much louder than words and you haven’t seen many of mine. We have time for that. For now, why don’t the two of us go and buy some ice cream? We could bring it home with us if you’d prefer.”
“Yeah,” Virgil sniffled, “I’d like that. Thank you, Logan.”
“It is no problem, Virgil. No problem at all.”
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naptis-lucis-caelum · 6 years
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HAPPY 420 (Noctis x Reader)
welllll it’s officially 420 and I’m stoned so might as well right? based on this photo of Noct, Iggy, and Prompto getting high as fuck floating around, posted by his-shining-tears, and the source says Twitter but the link just goes to the homepage. if anybody knows the original source, kindly send it to my inbox please! idk why it got fluffy in the end, but yall know me i’m a thirsty Noctis hoe and will do just about anything to write about him lmao. AANNNNDDD ENJOY 
p.s. I know they’re in a tent in the photo but wtv
Rating: SFW
Pairing(s): Noctis Lucis Caelum/Reader
Fandom: Final Fantasy XV
Warning(s): Drugs, swearing
Plot Summary: The guys invite you to celebrate the mystical stoner holiday of 4/20 with a little help from Gladio’s not-so-secret stash.
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As soon as you finished your last lecture for the day, your phone began to vibrate violently in your pocket.
New Message from CHOCOBO BUTT HEAD:
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WRU????
“Oh, for the love of–” you hurriedly scrolled down in order to hide that extremely compromising photo of the Crown Prince and his Crownsguard. 
You lowered the brightness of your screen and scrolled back up again, pinching the screen and zooming on their faces. The only thing that gave Prompto’s current state of mind away was the redness in his eyes; Iggy was clearly stoned, with his eyes almost invisible; while Noct’s cheeky grin-and-thumbs-up combination made your heart flutter a little bit. Leaving the classroom, you replied,
omfg whose stash are u smoking?
CHOCOBO BUTT HEAD: irrelevant question
You knew for a fact that Ignis had grabbed Prompto’s phone to send that reply himself. 
CHOCOBO BUTT HEAD: u didnt answer the question
i just finished class
CHOCOBO BUTT HEAD: k cool were at the apartment
The sender’s disregard for mentioning whose apartment they were in specifically only meant that the person currently holding Prompto’s phone was none other than the owner of the apartment himself, Noctis.
...is that an invitation or
CHOCOBO BUTT HEAD: obvs
CHOCOBO BUTT HEAD: hurry
CHOCOBO BUTT HEAD: AND BRING FOOD
With two paper bags filled with chips, candy, and Ebony, you stepped off the elevator and entered the hallway. You could already smell the dank from there, hearing laughter faintly echoing the corridor. The noise gradually got louder as made your way to the apartment, confirming that they were indeed the laughter of your friends.
After a bit of struggling, you finally managed to ring the doorbell. Obvious shuffling from the other side of the door moved closer to you until a blondie opened the door.
“She’s here!” Prompto yelled out. He looked back at you and noticed the bags you were carrying, taking them off your hands and adding, “And she bought the food, guys!”
You closed the door behind you and followed Prompto into the living room. On the floor sat the other two who appeared in the photo; they were missing an additional person. You stared at each of their obviously stoned faces one by one, adding two and two together until it hit you.
“So,” you grinned, joining their circle and taking the space between Noctis and Ignis. “Does Gladio know you’re smoking his weed?”
Noct chuckled lazily, “Nope, but what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him.”
Ignis passed you a freshly rolled joint and a lighter. “Spark it?” he offered with a sluggish smile.
“Why thank you, Iggy.”
You took the joint and placed the filter between your lips, leaning forward as Ignis sparked the lighter. You took a puff, then another, and one more until the burn looked even from your end. A deep exhale with a cloud of smoke escaped your lips, adding to the already low visibility of the room. Psychedelic rock music softly blasted from Noct’s speakers on the table as you passed it over to Prompto who was busy digging in.
He grabbed the joint and took a sip of water. “You guys know what,” he inhaled sharply. “I love eating.”
Prompto took another puff, holding it in for a couple seconds before releasing completely. He passed it to Iggy who just opened a can of Ebony. Careful, he took a quick sip from his fountain of youth and followed it with a deep inhale of his perfect roll.
“And I love Ebony.”
The Prince happily accepted Iggy’s joint offer, moving forward to grab it before leaning back on the couch. He stretched out his right leg and fixed his left knee up. 
Giggling, he took his first drag of the new joint. “And I love–” He turned to you for a second then quickly looked away, shaking his head. “Lucis!” he quickly finished, exhaling the smoke.
“You always get nationalistic when you’re high,” you pointed out, erupting in laughter with Prompto and Iggy. 
Noct joined in and ran a hand through his midnight hair, “It’s because I think the past Kings of Lucis try to speak to me when I’m stoned!”
The roaring got louder with his comment and the joint started another cycle. You took it from Noct and passed it on to Prompto who kept it between his thumb and index fingers. 
“Do you guys think the past Kings see us right now?” he asked.
“If they did,” Noct said. “I just wanna say sorry to my great-great-great-grandfather’s grandfather,” he finished off.
Next thing you knew, Noct was already handing the joint to you. Has it been that long already? Or did I space out? Wow, this is some pretty good shit.
Your eyes began to droop, but from the corner of your eye, you could see the Prince watching you take a hit. Unsure of whether it was the weed or just you, you started to become more conscious of your actions as you handed the half-joint over to the marksman. Prompto let it hang on the corner of his lips for a few moments, fixing the snacks you had bought on the table in the middle of your circle.
“... I’m fairly certain His Majesty’s done his fair share of rule breaking,” Ignis chimed in, snapping you back into reality.
Okay, you were transcending your current realm. 
You shook your head to look at the three men chatting away. You must’ve been quiet for a while now, considering the fact that you weren’t entirely sure what they were on about.
“King Regis toking? Fuck me, that’d make for one hell of a cover!” Noct exclaimed as he entered a fit of laughter. 
Slowly, Iggy exhaled once more and a cloud of smoke appeared above your heads. He tapped Noct’s arm and showed him the remaining of the joint, prompting him to calm down a little bit so he could take his hit.
“Your old man? A stoner?” Prompto reiterated with his thumb under his chin. “I could so picture it, dude!”
“And as it turns out, the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree,” Ignis teased.
“Get off my dick, Iggy,” Noct joked in response, making all of you laugh this time. “And stop trying to sneak vegetables in my food all the damn time. If you like them so much, just eat it yourself!” He puffed out and stretched his arm out to you. “You should roach this,” he suggested with a faint smile quirking up his lips. 
“Nah, go ahead,” you offered back. “You’re already holding it.”
“But you just got here!” he retorted, moving his arm up and down to add emphasis to the burning joint. “Those in favor, say I.”
“I!” Prompto and Iggy voted together, raising their right hands in support.
You shrugged, “If you insist.”
You roached what was left of the roll, then killed it on the ashtray on the table. The moment you leaned back on the couch, you felt a tap on your arm and saw Noctis doing the exact same thing he was doing just now.
“Wait, what the fuck?” you said out loud, looking over at the filter of the last joint on the ashtray, then back at the joint Noctis was holding. “Didn’t I just kill one?”
“Dude, that was ages ago,” Prompto answered you as his right hand dove inside a bag of chips.
“No way,” you replied in disbelief. 
On your left, Noct refrained himself from chuckling, in turn making Iggy chuckle too. The two of them looked at each other and, unable to control themselves, burst into a mixture of heavy wheezing and loud ha-has.
Your eyes switched from studying Noct and Iggy’s face, bouncing back and forth as you watched them either slap their thigh or clap their hands. The Prince favored the thigh slap more, while the Royal Advisor preferred to clap his leathered hands.
“Ah, you’re so fucking cute when you’re stoned,” Noct blurted out, turning his head to face your blush-mantled cheeks. 
You rolled your eyes in a response but you could feel the heat on your face rising. Mockingly, you grabbed the not-so-new joint from his fingers and inhaled. “I swear,” you held your breath. “I just roached the other one.”
“If you did, we wouldn’t be having this conversation, now would we?” Prompto fired back as he pulled his hand out to take the joint. 
You paused, “But we were having a totally different conversation before this.”
“Indeed,” Iggy nodded. “Prompto and I best be going.”
“Huh?” you responded. “I just got here, Iggy! Come on, stay a while longer?”
“Just got here?” a voice from below you asked.
You looked down and found Noct’s head resting on your lap, his glassy blue eyes looking straight into yours. Once you began to feel the physicality of your body, you found your right hand unconsciously combing through his hair. When did he lie down?
“Yeah, didn’t we just...?” You pointed over at the overflowing ashtray on the table, spotting the countless filters resting on top of each other. The food was completely devoured, and you realized you actually felt pretty full.
“Holy shit, how stoned are you?” Prompto taunted. “It’s almost midnight and I’m fuckin’ sleepy.”
“Again, you guys don’t have to go,” Noct said. “Just sleep here!”
Iggy and Prompto looked at each other, rolling their eyes at that comment he just made. You stared as the two of them conversed with their eyes, obviously making sure you wouldn’t get the hint. 
“Nah, I’d rather sleep on my own bed,” Prompto declined.
“I share the same sentiments,” Iggy nodded, moving his hand up to adjust his glasses. “By the way, Noct, I’m in no mood to drive so I’ll be leaving the Regalia in your hands.”
“Ha,” Noctis scoffed. “I’m a great driver!”
“I meant to say, ‘don’t fuck it up.’” Ignis bit back. “Goodnight, you two.”
"Later!” Prompto called out.
This left you and Noctis’ head on your thighs all alone. You awkwardly continued to play with the softness of his hair, pretending like this was a normal occurrence in your friendship. He attempted to do the same, lightly grazing the thumb on his right hand over your left knee. 
Finally, he cleared his throat and broke the silence. “I don’t... I don’t think you’re in the condition to drive,” he stated.
“I-I–”
Was he seriously asking you to sleep there?
“I think I’ll be fine,” you nodded.
“Please, I insist!” he maintained. “If anything terrible happened to you...” 
Noct’s voice trailed off but he kept his eyes locked on yours.
You took a deep breath, “Alright. Alright, yeah, sure.”
Okay, he gets it, you’re staying the night. Calm down.
“Cool!” he squeaked, getting up and patting the dust from his cargo pants away. “I’ll... I’ll get the couch ready. You can take my bed,” he generously presented.
“Noct,” you titled your head. “Please, I’ll take the couch. I don’t wanna displace you in your home.”
He scratched the back of his head and aired out a laugh, “It’s no big deal, really!”
Your heart began to beat faster as the seconds passed. Finally, you plucked up the courage and proposed,
“I don’t mind sharing the bed.”
His sea blue eyes grew wide for a moment before he quickly bobbed his head up and down in extreme concurrence. You entered the bedroom behind him, and even though you’ve been in there countless times before, being along with Noctis was pushing your mind into overdrive, your heart into arrest, and your primal want into a need. 
As you settled into bed with him, all cleaned up and still quite blazed, you snuggled up to his side and patted his arm in an upward motion. He looked down at you and grinned, lifting his arm up and allowing you to place your head on his shoulder. Tilting your body sideways, you closed your eyes and rested your hand on his chest. 
It was a relief to know that his heart was beating just as fast as yours.
“Happy 420,” he said randomly, causing you both to giggle.
“Happy 420, Noct.”
He planted what seemed like a long, overdue kiss on your forehead. Maybe the next time you smoke together, the two of you will finally be vocal about how you feel for each other.
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danswank · 2 years
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Hi, I just saw your post asking what people thought of the ATL situation and well I’ve had really almost no one to talk to about it. So I’m gonna leave my two cents. Very sorry for how long this is. I love this band, I’ve been a fan for 14 years (half my life at this point) and I’ve been to multiple shows before Covid hit. When the allegations first started to come out I’m not gonna lie I kinda laughed it off, like we’ve seen crazy stories fans of other bands/artists have put out and have been false.
Then the Twitter one hit and it was like the whole world (Twitter) exploded. It was really one extreme side (hate them) or the other (support them). I’m not gonna lie I cried. I don’t know if it was because the things they were accused of or just twitters responses. I’m a survivor of SA and abuse from an ex and to be told that I was a liar or not a real victim because I didn’t choose a side right away hurt. I had death threats and other hurtful things sent my way so much that I deleted Twitter. I lost friends who I’ve had since childhood because they automatically assumed the band was guilty and demanded that I treat them the same. But I just couldn’t do it, I felt like a lot of people, just stuck in the middle.
Ive gone back and reread all the allocations (minus that 97 bullshit.) and while I won’t get into details about how I felt rereading them. It partly helped in my choice to be where I am now. That statement they put out I feel was 100% not written by them and their label has proly told them to keep their mouths shut. To me it didn’t seem like they were brushing it off but more like something had to be said because people were demanding it.
When I saw the rolling stone article about them taking this to court, I didn’t know what to think/feel. Like on one hand good for them, if they’re truly innocent and they’re allowing these people to go thru their lives then they’re not scared and they have nothing to hide. On the other hand I feel like the article brought up everything again and refueled the flames. Like my grandma who has no idea who ATL is (other than I listen to them) was asking me all about what happened.
Even if everything is fully prove false and the band is innocent, they’re gonna have a hard time recovering. Their reputations have been ruined and that stain will always be there. I’ve taken a step back from the fandom over all, if a song comes up on my playlist I’ll let it play. I have too many memories with these songs to let people on the internet decide what I should and shouldn’t listen to.
Like we’ve seen there’s been so many other bands that we listen to that we don’t follow as close that have had shit against them. So I think that’s were a lot of hurt comes from with ATL is we’ve followed these men so close, they interact with us fans so much and they’ve always given us this we love the fans perspective. I remember early days late 2000s/any of the 2010s, the whole scene was so different. It’s not like that now. Should these bands admit that things back then were wrong, maybe yeah, are they going no proly not. But for me actions speak louder and I believe that this band and grown and changed for the better.
Now I will 100% go back on my words and apologize if things turn out to be against them and they’re found guilty of anything. For now though I’m just going to causally enjoy the music, stay away from Twitter/fandom and keep on with life. There’s nothing fans or “fans” can do at this point but wait for court documents to be released. Either way this goes no one is going to be happy.
i’m really really glad that you took the step away from twitter that you needed even though it’s horrible that it got to that point. i can’t believe the things i’ve heard about peoples’ behavior on twitter. everyone needs to process this themselves and bullying each other is just not it.
i agree with a lot of this. i hate that the lawsuit just feels like dragging things out because it does feel like - while there will now always be the comments here and there - this will be in the past one day. it just feels a long way away. they were never going to make everyone happy. can’t say what i’d do if i was in their shoes. sucks that something we love so much was taken away from us and i think there is a period of mourning no matter what side you take.
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hotcocosharing · 6 years
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REQUEST: Jealousy Is Ridiculous (Shuichi’s Smut)
Anonymous said: Hi there! This is my first request and if you wouldn't mind I would like a Shuichi Smut from Kissed By The Baddest Bidder. Where MC sees a pretty woman flirting with Shuichi, and MC gets jealous of how they would be a better couple. That night Shuichi teases MC about being jealous, so then MC decides to take charge being aggressive and passionate ((Smut)) Sorry if you don't get the clear picture!
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Fandom: Kiss by The Baddest Bidders Category: Smut Character: Shuichi Hishikura Notes: My quickest response in history and since I am not fond of the whole jealous and aggressive is sexy thing as if the world hasn’t had enough overpowering and dominance on its own so I have given a slightly different plot.
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You stand still in front of his desk after putting the coffee down, watching the steam rising from it as the rich aroma of the coffee fills his entire office.
"Is there something you want to say?
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You chew a little on the bottom lip and glance up at the man because he has just stolen your line and now you're at loss for words. Already feeling defeated before the battle has even begun, here sits the man in his brown business suit who’s always ten steps ahead but you've also grown tired of his mind-games.
The vivid images of last night replay in your head- her hands on his chest, the over exaggerating giggles and the curves you wish you have. "Who was she?" You blurt, searching his eyes carefully for any hint of hesitation, any indication of lies but you find none or you simply can't tell. He's the better chess player after all.
"Who?"
"You know who! The woman you talked to last night."
His eyebrow raises, uncrossing his long legs as he moves forward to grab the cup. "You do realize I talked to a lot of people last night so you'll need to be more specific."
Taking a deep breath, you barely restrain yourself from slapping the cocky bastard. "The one who had her hands all over you!"
Slowly, he looks up at you, his head tilts to the side in confusion. "Oh, you mean Sabrina? She's just being nice." It's difficult enough to keep yourself from exploding in rage but he has to push you over the edge. "Are you ..... jealous?"
The way he grins, using the word jealous on purpose and awaits the reaction that you are reluctant to comply but fail oh so miserably. "No!" A nervous huff escapes your lips, "Don't be ridiculous."
Taking a sip of his coffee after a long, lingering sigh, he rests the cup back on his desk, folds the newspaper neatly and sets aside. "Okay," He pauses, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose with his index finger and fixes his gazes on you. "Then why are you still standing here? Asking who she was because it's obviously none of your business."
You are left speechless again, this time there isn't the slightest hint of his signature smirk or smart remark. The conversation isn't going the way it should, not that you truly have a plan to start with.
"I.... I just don't like it."
He lets out a huff which you couldn't quite tell if he's annoyed or disappointed, "_______, I asked you out and you said no."
"What does that have to do with anything?!"
"Yes, it does." Now, he's definitely annoyed, "You know how I feel and you make it perfectly clear that you want nothing to do with any sponsors and here you are acting jealous over a woman who I'm not even dating. So what do you want from me?" He silently rises from his seat and walks towards you. "Make up your mind."
He takes his steps forward and you take yours backward, the dance is way too familiar but only this time is different. He is different. His eyes are somehow sad rather than confident, your back has stiffened against the wall behind as you inwardly murmured a string of "I don't know what you're talking about" to keep yourself upright. 
"Fine, then leave." With a serious look you haven't seen before, the ambassador pulls away. "I'm done chasing you, ________. Thanks for the coffee and now leave me in peace."
His words stab you straight in the heart with every syllable, "No!" You almost cry, mixing with jealousy, anger, and fear that you are not ready to admit. You're done with words, words that hold no meaning when actions speak louder and clearer so you lean up, connecting his lips to yours.  
It takes a few seconds before he hums against your lips, feeling the tension in your body slowly disappearing, replacing by something else, something more passionate and aggressive. You kiss harder, hands wrapping around his neck tightly as you push him back to his desk. 
You could hardly breathe but you don't want to part either, tasting the bittersweet of his coffee and you have no problem doing it forever. The warmth of his body rubbing against yours, every inch of his touch is a comfort to your very soul. You don't even realize that his hands are on your round bottom until he has hit the edge of his desk.
You stop, pull away and look at him for the first time after the kiss. This is more than enough to prove how you feel about him, his glasses is a little out of place but he's as perfect as always. You've always wanted him and you're done running away from your own feelings, he is yours and yours only. You kiss his lips again but your hands move from his neck to unbuttoning his dress shirt. You look over his slim frame, following the little trail of his toned abs down to the bulge between his legs.
"Take it off." You order, panting against his ear with the hardness of his erection rubbing against your skirt. He smiles and obeys, stepping out of his trousers and the sound of his gasp as you take his manhood in your hand only encourage you more.
Without a second delay, you lift your skirt up and straddle onto his laps. He laughs quietly, a deep and rich sound that's like music to your ears. Your hands find their ways into his dark locks before sealing his lips again, wasting no time in deepening the kiss, both your tongues meeting in a lustful battle.
You groan in pleasure, your abdomen clenching at the urge and burning heat from your dripping sex. Aiming his manhood at your core, you lift your hips up and sink down onto his rock hard length all the way till his fullness fills you entirely. 
You both begin panting and moaning, "________." He grunts huskily into your neck in response, sending you the indescribable waves of sensation and shock all over your body. You grip his thighs, screaming his name, bouncing up and down and completely losing yourself in the moment of pure, orgasmic bliss as your core contracts tightly around him. 
You moan loudly, relishing in the perfection of his huge, thick cock buries so deep inside you. Rocking your hips back and forth, riding faster and harder, fingernails digging deep into his chest. All you could hear is the gasps, moans and the rough sound of your skin slapping against each other. 
"I love you, Shuichi." Your whisper hoarse, out of breath. "So don't let any other women touch you like that ever again." You gaze deep into his eyes but all he could manage is a nod while you pick up the pace and ride him fiercely. 
He tightens his grips, pulling you closer with every buck of your hips. You're drowning in the rhythm that makes the usual cold Shuichi moans, savoring each moment as orgasm begins to build up in the pit of your stomach. 
You scream his name over and over again until it happens. "Oh! Yes!!!! I...I'm coming!!!! Ahhhhh!!!" You utter the last words with the world spinning and eyes rolled back as the most intensive climax rips through your body. Your walls twitch and you gasp for more oxygen but it's now Shuichi's turn with his hands thrusting your hips up and down, slamming your extremely sensitive spot again and again till he reaches his high too.
He then rests his head on your shoulder shortly before moving his lips to your ear, his voice deep but sweet. "I love you, _______." The two of you share a laugh, another long kiss while he remains inside you, not ready to part just yet.
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