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you fucking idiot why can't you be quiet for once
how come the only thing you succeed at is pushing away the people you love the most?
why do you always lose control over your emotions
why can't you be normal
#bpd vent#tw depressing thoughts#bpd fp#bpd#bpd thoughts#borderline thoughts#anxienty#mental illness#tw vent#vent post#tw bpd#tw bpd vent#bpd splitting
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raving is pretty good for weightloss, lost 4kg in the last 2 days just by going to raves, taking sp3ed and mdm@ and not eating
#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#ed not ed sheeran#anatumblr#ana male#tw ana shit#ana shit#ed not sheeren#male thinspi#ed bllog#tw ed sheeran#i wanna be weightless#starv1ng
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one bad day might happen and even if it sucks, it happened, nothing you can do now. Don't let it turn into a bad week.
Drink more water today,do an extra workout, remind yourself of your fav thinspo and just stay good from now on.
#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#ed not ed sheeran#anatumblr#ana male#tw ana shit#ana shit#ed not sheeren#male thinspi#ed bllog#tw ed sheeran
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eating might feel good rn, but it definitely won't when you step on the scale tomorrow.
you know that you can be good, you've done it before, so why fail now.?
#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#anatumblr#tw ana shit#ed not ed sheeran#ana male#tw ana diary#male thinspi#ana shit#tw ed relapse#tw ed sheeran#ed not sheeren
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you know that portion is too big.
you know how good the feeling of an empty stomach feels.
resist the urge now and you're one step closer to your goal, give in and you're five steps further.
#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#anatumblr#tw ana shit#ed not ed sheeran#ana male#tw ana diary#male thinspi#ana shit#ed not sheeren#ed bllog#tw ed sheeran#ana
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would you rather be told that you're too fat or that you're too skinny.?
That's what I thought, put down the fork, go for a walk.
#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#anatumblr#tw ana shit#ed not ed sheeran#ana male#tw ana diary#male thinspi#ana shit#tw ana trigger#meanspø#ed not sheeren#ed bllog
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yeah that food you've been craving for a couple hours might be nice, but you know what would be even better.? The body you've been craving for years.
The guilt, the empty calories and losing your progress are not worth it.
Go drink some water, do a workout, smoke a cig, look at your thinspo, resist the urge and someday you'll look like them.
#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#anatumblr#tw ana shit#ed not ed sheeran#ana male#male thinspi#ana shit#tw ed sheeran#thinspø#thin$po#ed not sheeren
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i have fiy convinced my parents that i think light products taste better than normal by saying some shit like it has a better texture or its not so oily and it worked lol
now they don't tell me to not relapse when i buy light products
#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#anatumblr#tw ana shit#ed not ed sheeran#ana male#male thinspi#ana shit#tw ed sheeran
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thought I'd share my fav thin$po atm :)
#male thinspi#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#anatumblr#tw ana shit#ed not ed sheeran#ana male#ana shit#tw ed sheeran#anamia#4n4rexia#4norex1a#male thinpo
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how many calories should i consume on a metabolism day.? last time i relapsed I didn't have any
#male ed#ed relapse#ana trigger#anatumblr#tw ana shit#ed not ed sheeran#ana male#ed not sheeren#tw ana diary#pro a4a
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i will eat pussy but I'm scared of eating pasta
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i wanna look like jann from the eurovision sc so bad it's like the best thinspo I've ever had
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why is it bleeding through the fucking bandages i put everything i had on there
it looks kinda nice tho
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I'm going to fucking kms bro
i binged every day and every night since me and my gf broke up
I'm going to meet some friends over the easter break so I'm gonna try and lose as much as possible in the next 3 weeks
I'll post updates daily here!
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how deep do i have to cut in to need stitches?
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I'm surviving on nothing but coffee, cigarettes, selfharm and music rn
#male ed#4norex1a#anor3x14#ed relapse#tw s3lf harm#tw sh relapse#s3lf harn#selfharn#s4lf h4rm#tw cvtting#cvtt1ng#cvtaddict
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ok so remember my last post where i said i can't cut my wrist etc?
i just cut my wrists and it felt so fucking good and it bled so much.
it felt so good watching the blood drip down from my arm and the adrenaline rush from every cut, bc i knew i could just end myself right there
#selfharn#tw self destructive behavior#tw s3lf harm#fresh cvts#cvtt1ng#cvtaddict#tw cvtting#self h@rm
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