being broke as fuck really does wonders for my eating disorder ! cant eat if there is nothing to eat !
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the feeling of hunger comforts me sm
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i feel like i'm not desperate enough
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new diet only eat when someone offers you food
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I hate my body so much. my bf is so skinny. my friends are skinny. im the fat one. nobody ever looks at me like im something they want.
everyone else gets to be pretty and cute and everyone loves them, and I get to be their comedic relief.
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i don't want to be thin so i can wear skin-tight clothes.
i want to wear baggy, oversize clothes. i want my skinny thighs to peak out from under big knit sweaters. i want my hip bones to jut out from under loose, low-rise jeans. i want my skinny hands to be swallowed by long sleeves. i want oversize blazers to hang off my narrow shoulders.
i want to look effortless.
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it's my turn to be the it girl.
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i had a long talk with a friend about eating disorders and ive decided this isnt something i want to do. its taken up all my time and energy and i want to focus on other things and become healthy normally. whether i come back or not, i hope you all reach your goals one way or another and i wish you well. :)
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i might fast tomorrow or sunday depending on whether we have people over or not
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every second of every day im thinking of how i can get smaller and im looking at thinspo and im counting calories and it feels so wonderful and productive compared to sitting around and binging all day
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asked my friend if she wanted to come to my house later and take a walk on the trails for fun, but i really just wanna burn cals. i don't even eat that much in a day. but it helps.
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just had a parfait (210cals) and another whole water bottle for lunch😋
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if i’m sharing it on tumblr it’s still privacy sorry u can’t convince me otherwise this is my house
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