“coffee isn’t breakfast”

and your mom isn’t dinner but guess what I ate last night

As someone who has BED, this is so fucking important. It CAN eating 5-6k calories in one sitting for days at a time until my stomach is screaming at me to stop and still eating because I can’t stop. Every day. It’s eating without realizing I ate 10k calories one day. It fucking sucks. I sit here going through months of eating the amount of a fucking whale, to then the other extreme of not eating at all and fucking self destructing because I’m not eating cause it’s become a fucking coping mechanism but I’m so guilty for over eating.

It fucking sucks when I read people eating 1k calories and they say they have BED, I know people vent but it makes me feel so much more out of control because I’m still trying to work on better coping mechanisms.

To be really fucking honest, this community makes BED look like a joke, saying shit like “omg I ate over 1K, I have BED” or having one binge day and calling it BED. BED is a real disorder. You do NOT have “añóřèxíá mixed with BED” or whatever shit you want to make up. We should start doing research before throwing terms around like that, we could be diminishing others experience with our ignorance.

Bro I binge ate takis and they done made me vomit without trying. Is it a blessing or a fucking punishment I couldn’t tell you

nobody cares how pretty your face is if you’re fat.

or at least that’s what i’ve learned

I wonder how many calories I consume from chewing my tongue and inside of my cheeks out of crippling anxiety

They don’t like me because I’m fat.

They don’t talk to me because I’m fat.

They don’t include me because I’m fat.

They are disgusted with me because I’m fat.

They lie to me because I’m fat.

Because I’m fat.

Because I’m fat.

BECAUSE I’M FAT.

Ah shit here we go again

He invited me to spend the night and he didn’t even want to touch me :))))) imagine being that fucking far and gross

God if I lost weight like I lose my money

On today’s episode of me spiraling

I removed all my friends and deleted every picture of myself and i refuse to be directly social, take pictures, or have friends until im skinny and pretty.

Also I have water flavoring now I can actually trick my brain HA

I will be skinny so help me god

✨ Hospital Ice is my life ✨

Imagine being actually fat enough your doctor straight up just refers you to weight loss surgery instead of a nutritionist like you asked 🙂🙂

This site has a lot of under 100c recipes

If I lost a single calorie for every man that hurt me I’d be beyond my goal weight at this point

I’m back and I’m actually going to step up now. I need to lose weight. I refuse to be the fat bitch in every nursing class next year

I stress eat so much but then eating makes me stressed so I end up eating to fix it and it just becomes a horrible cycle and this is why I'm fat as fuck

Hi I'm back