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shokopan · 1 year

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HELLO AYA!!!! HOW ARE YOU!!! HAVE YOU LISTENED TO THE NEW BOYGENIUS ALBUM!?????

MEIRA HI !! i have !! literally true blue, cool abt it, anti curse, and letter to an old poet have been on repeat,, like true blue i've been replaying since they dropped a few songs in like early? march? but omg pls tell me ur thoughts abt the album aaagh

#aya aya aya #aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡#answered ଘ(੭´꒳`)°* ੈ‧₊˚

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shokopan · 1 year

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THE CATS ARE SO CUTE SOBS

idk much about the txt members but my fave new jeans member is minji!! i totally wanna get into nct but it seems a lil overwhelming tbh 😭

omg yes ur such a talented writer it makes sense that you’d study that <33 which uni are you thinking of going to?

ugh my cats r literally my whole life,, like its insane how attached to them i am <//3

minji !!! she's so <3 omfg && yea 100% tbh i got into nct bc i liked johnny from one of their subunits (nct 127) && enjoyed watching a little vlog series he does called johnny's communication center,, and then got into nct 127 as a group,, and then their music && like the entirety of nct LMAO but at the end of the day,, its just music && entertainment,, so like imo just listening to some fun songs is great as long as ur enjoying it :DD kpop/enjoying groups shouldn't have to feel that serious or like a commitment yk ?

and omg ??? thank u sm emily omfg when r we gonna kiss,,, bc,,,

#answered ଘ(੭´꒳`)°* ੈ‧₊˚#aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡#also abt the uni question !! im still waiting on some college decisions but tbh im not sure how down i am to share like #the campus/location ill b living in ?? w the internet for anyone to have access to LMAO

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shokopan · 1 year

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TWO KITTENS AWWWWW i need the names and breeds please. i’m mostly getting into txt and new jeans (basic ik). that’s so cool that ur going to japan tho!! what r you gonna study in uni?

these r my two cats :D the one that’s completely gray is sesame && the one w white stripes is matcha :D

and omg txt && newjeans i love them both sm !! omg pls tell me ur biases for those two groups ?? also tbh they’re like. the gateway drug to becoming a kpop stan,,, but if ur down to get more into kpop,, i love seventeen, nct (127 is my fav subunit && easier to get into rather than the entire group tbh) && le sserafim !!

i’m planning on studying english literature/creative writing w a minor in media studies or graphic design !! it honestly depends on which uni i end up going to bc some of them don’t offer what i’d want to study :0

#aya aya aya #aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡

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shokopan · 1 year

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i also haven’t been watching anime 😭 i’ve been watching more adult cartoons (like south park and bojack horseman) and reading romance novels. i know a lil bit more abt kpop too. high school is kicking my ass but i’m trying to work on myself and be happier (so far so good)

ALSO CONGRATS!!! i graduate this june i can’t wait. and japan?? have fun omg that’s crazy. are you gonna study there?

omg bojack,, i rmbr watching that show yrs ago omg it was soso good aah !! but im still watching anime LMAO,, but they're all like slightly older ones i grew up w ?? like gintama and neon genesis evangelion :D they're great but like,, lw i don't think i'll write or read fics for their fandom ghdjhj

omg wait which kpop groups do yk :0 and hey ?? so happy for u that ur working on urself to feel happier ?? that's soso great omfg && vv excited for u to graduate :DD and i'm most likely not gonna study in japan !! i'm just going back to visit family,, but i might move back there after uni !!

#aya aya aya #aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡#forgot to mention earlier but i adopted 2 kittens a while ago && now theyre like my whole life omfg

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shokopan · 1 year

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HEYY where tf have you been

queen life is kicking me in the ass and i've been a little more into kpop/fashion/literature than anime fanfics for like the past yr ish so im super ia here :00 BUT HEY HOW R U

#aya aya aya #aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡#i forgot when we last talked but i graduated hs !! and im going back to japan soon :D #and ive been re reading pjo ?? i miss that series sm omg highly recommend re reading books that u grew up w

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shokopan · 1 year

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WE DON’T NEED THINGS LIKE MEMORIES . MIYA ATSUMU

PAIRING: atsumu x gn!reader

GENRE: fluff/comfort and the tiniest bit of angst if you really squint

WORD COUNT: 0.7k

CONTENT WARNINGS: cursing

AYA’S NOTES: i was sifting through my old folder of haikyuu fics i wrote last yr && remembered how much i loved this fic when i found it :DDD

“what’s wrong with saying that i'd date you if we'd met in high school?” you inquire, clutching your legs tight to your chest as you rock towards atsumu slightly, deliberately falling into your boyfriend's chest as he swiftly snakes an arm around your waist to steady you.

“nothing babe, i swear,” he instantly replies, untangling your fingers from each other to replace one with his free hand, “you just didn’t know me then! i wasn’t too great of a guy in high school if i’m being honest. you probably would've ended up crushing on samu or aran kun, maybe even kita san. he's always been pretty good looking and had tons of girls admiring him,”

“and remember when we first met in uni?” atsumu continues, eyes lowering down when he senses a newfound warmth as you envelop both of your hands around his.

“when i told you off for picking a fight with sakusa san?” you answer, recalling the boiling outrage you felt towards him years prior, "and proceeded to call you an irritating prick?"

“and i fell madly in love with you? yup,” atsumu grins cheekily before faltering by the slightest, "i was basically like that in high school, but way worse,”

“i mean i’m not as bad now, i hope. but yeah babe, i don’t think you’d date me if you knew how i acted then,” atsumu shrugs with , “and i wouldn’t blame you, y'know? dating an asshole sounds rough,”

“tell me about it, i’m dating one myself,” you giggle, bumping your shoulder with his as atsumu sulks, “kidding kidding! but what changed? you’re so sweet to me now tsumu, i can’t imagine you being any bit worse than that day we met,”

“fallin’ in love with you, that’s what changed me,” atsumu responds earnestly, shifting around and wriggling his hands from yours to cups the softness of your cheeks.

“tsumu! don’t say stuff like that if you don’t-“ you protest, moving your face down to bury it in atsumu’s large palms in embarrassment.

“i’m serious! honest!” atsumu protests, sliding his palms down to your jawline and lifting your face to level with his eyes, “you make me a better man babe, my parents, and even samu have said that. but you make me always want to be better because you deserve the best and i love you,”

warmth creeps up your cheeks as a faint soreness materializes, bringing attention to just how wide you’re grinning now, “i love you too tsumu,”

“you better love me! this conversation is making me fucking sad, thinking about how shitty i was. i better draft some emails or something to my old coaches and team for being such a pain to deal with,” atsumu chuckles, brushing the locks away from your face as he admires you for a brief moment, in awe of just how perfect you are when smiling.

“you’re absolutely perfect now,” you beam, taking your turn to cocoon your hands around atsumu’s jawline, “so so perfect,”

“damn right i am,” atsumu puffs his chest out, his signature childish yet endearing pride returning. his cheeks are dusted rose, the corners of his eyes crinkling happily, “i’m working hard babe, gonna be the absolute best boyfriend for you to make up for shitty high school tsumu,”

“good to know,” you giggle, “but you’re already the best boyfriend tsumu, it doesn’t matter how you were in high school. you’ve grown and matured since then, and there’s no need to make up for the past. it’s like your old school's motto, right? we don’t need things like memories. we don’t need to dwell on the people we were in the past. i love you now, and isn’t that what matters?”

“you’re too good to me babe,” atsumu groans playfully, hugging your waist as he buries his face into your shoulder with mild chagrin, taking in your sincerity as his blush grows fiercer by the moment, “i love you so much,”

“i love you too tsum,” a soft smile replaces the cheesy grin as you dip your head down the place butterfly kisses on the exposed part of atsumu’s jaw, “and i’m glad we met. really glad,”

you feel atsumu smile into your shoulder as he lifts his head up, a dorky grin plastered on his face as he kisses you, pulling away momentarily after as he whispers, “me too, i’m grateful we met that day,”

#aya's fics ଘ(੭˃ᴗ˂)੭ #atsumu fluff #atsumu x reader #atsumu scenarios #atsumu x gn!reader #atsumu x gender neutral reader #atsumu imagines #atsumu oneshot #haikyuu x reader #atsumu miya #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x you #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu x gn!reader #atsumu x you #atsumu x y/n

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shokopan · 1 year

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3:15 . K. TSUKISHIMA

pairing: tsukishima x gn!reader - cw: cursing genre: fluff

note: reader has hair at a length that tsukishima can play w/, but hair texture isn’t explicitly stated

also hi sorry for ghosting u all for so long but i’m alive and here’s an old fic :D

“aren’t you supposed to be a tsundere?”

“huh? where’d you get that from, idiot?” tsukishima scoffs, setting his book on the nightstand by his bed before peering down at you.

you’re sprawled out on his bed, head laying on his lap as you continue scrolling through your phone with a knowing smile, “i don’t know, you just look like you’re supposed to be a tsundere. Like how you always hiding how you actually feel under all that snarky remarks,”

tsukishima lets out a faint snort as he listens to you speak, carefully brushing strands of hair from your face with feather-light touches. he coils the lock around his finger before untangling the strand, watching it fall and join the pool of hair splayed near your head. you smile softly, tossing your phone aside and stretching your arms up to cup his face. he obliges, resting his chin gently on the palms of your hand as you continue, “like you always call me idiot, but look at you right now, kei. you’re so fucking soft,”

hearing this, his ears heat up, face turning a brilliant rouge as he instantly retracts and retorts, “no i’m not,”

“yeah, you are,” you laugh, flopping your now empty hands onto your sides as he sighs and repositions your palms for him sit his chin back on them. he rolls his eyes as you let out another string of laughter, “kei, you’re so soft, you can’t tell me otherwise after what you just did,”

“i just didn’t want to see that stupid pout again,” he grumbles, shifting his face so that his cheek was resting against the smooth of your hand and facing away from you. tsukishima sighs, sensing the smug grin on your face without even needing to catch as he reluctantly pivots back to meet your gentle gaze with a halfhearted roll of his eyes before averting them, “but fine, maybe i am soft, or a tsundere, or whatever the fuck,”

“but does it really matter? i love you and you know that,” he whispers, clasping his fingers around your wrist and moving it away as he tips down to place a delicate kiss on your lips, successfully leaving you stunned.

#aya's fics ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ #tsukishima x reader #tsukishima fluff #tsukishima imagine #tsukishima scenarios #tsukishima #kei tsukishima #tsukishima kei #tsukishima x you #tsukishima x y/n #tsukishima x gn!reader #haikyuu fluf #tsukishima drabble #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x you #haikyuu x gn!reader #haikyuu x y/n

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shokopan · 2 years

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𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬 . 𝐤. 𝐛𝐨𝐤𝐮𝐭𝐨

wc: 0.6k - cw: breakup - genre: light angst

note: hi lol i’m like,, on an indefinite hiatus bc i fell off anime and now write for kpop lol && idk if i’ll repost some of my old fics bc i think my writing style has changed a bit and i don’t really have the motivation to rewrite them :0

“so i guess this is the end?”

you nod, willing yourself to make brief eye contact with bokuto before gluing your eyes back to the open palms of your hands that lay idle on your lap. his eyes, oh god, his eyes are red. they’re downcast and there’s a distinctive absence of the sparkle that’s invariably present. his hair flops on the sides of his face and his entire expression, even from a moment’s notice, is entirely solemn.

you don’t blame him. a breakup is difficult to process and you’re certain your demeanor matches his as you raise your forearm to blot the hot tears pooling in your eyes.

“i guess,” you reply, sniffling as you take a deep breath and continue, “but thank you, thank you so much kou. thank you for loving me and thank you for being so great to me. i’m so grateful to have met you and i’ll never regret being with you because these past two years have been some of the best thanks to you,”

at this point, you’re sobbing, and the noise isn’t clear enough through your ears for you to comprehend if bokuto’s bawling just like you are.

“i’m thankful for you too, y/n. Honestly, i don’t know what i’ll do without you, but i’m so, so, so proud of how far you’ve come and that you've got the strength to tell me that you need time to figure yourself out,” he sniffles, pausing between sentences as he hesitantly inches closer to you one millimeter at a time. bokuto wants nothing more than to hold you in his arms, but now because he can’t just thoughtlessly reach out and hug you, he waits for your wordless permission.

you gradually shift closer on instinct as well, leaning into bokuto and offering him the confirmation that you’re okay with him hugging you. bokuto slowly envelops you in his arms, breathing in the hug as he holds on, wondering when the next time he’d be able to hug you like this would be.

“i honestly don’t know what i’ll do without you either,” you laugh weakly, still choking out tears as you try to alleviate the heaviness in the air. bokuto chuckles a little, patting the back of your head gently as your hands lay dormant against his chest.

“you’re super smart, y/n. i have no doubt that you’ll find who you are and learn to love yourself. you’ll figure it out, i know it,” he hums, breathing out a soft smile “and i love you, i always will. you’ll always have me, you know? don’t forget that i’m cheering you on! every step of the way, y/n!”

“thank you, kou, really,” you whisper, still sniffling as the tears that had been violently flowing ceaselessly eventually come to a lull, “i’m cheering you on and i love you too. i don’t think i’ll ever stop, and i don’t think i can,”

you smile, sinking further into bokuto’s arms as the two of you relish in the final embrace of your final embrace. there’s no sliver of resentment, rather there’s wholehearted support and love for one another instead.

because in the most uncomplicated of terms, things just didn’t work out for the two of you. neither of you were in the right stages of your life to pursue a serious relationship, but it didn’t spell a definite end. the future of you and bokuto remained unwritten and out in the open.

and maybe years beyond, the two of you will meet again in more favorable circumstances and a potential relationship would work out.

#aya's fics ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ #haikyuu x reader #bokuto angst #haikyuu bokuto #bokuto x reader #haikyuu angst #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu oneshot #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu #bokuto #bokuto scenarios #bokuto imagines #bokuto fic #hq #hq x reader #hq angst #hq imagines #hq scenarios

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shokopan · 2 years

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I LOVE THE THEME IDK IF ITS NEW BUT I LOVE IT

how was your day love?

also do you say your name as “ah-ya” or “a-ya”

hi hello emily my dear thank uu <3 it is semi new !!!

my day was ok !! was surprisingly vv productive and i worked out for longer than usual,, so i lw feel like a runny egg rn,, but how r u ?

oo it's eye-ah ? eye-ya ? idk if it makes it easier but aya's short for ayako,, so if u kno how that's pronounced then it's the same for aya :D

#aya aya aya #aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡#i have no idea if that explanation makes sense or is actually helpful hhjfh #emily dearest do u want me to just send u a voice memo LMAO

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shokopan · 2 years

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omg forgot this blog existed for a hot moment hi hey how r u all :D

#aya aya aya #im p active on my kpop blog just not here aagh #head in mf hands rn omg #here's a forehead kiss for all of my moots tho mwah

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shokopan · 2 years

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APPEARANCE MATCHUP !

SAKUSA KIYOOMI & @enhyphoria / @shokopan

the two of you? together? powerful. that’s it.

#aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡#omg sakusa #i adore him sm aagh vv happy rn :)#this is so good ugh thank u sm lele dearest <3

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shokopan · 2 years

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after the reception, am i making this a mini series…, gender neutral reader, not proofread, reblogs appreciated!

character, sakusa kiyoomi

🏷tag for @shokopan also this is LONG overdue to be posted😟

part 1

sakusa had offered to take you home after the reception. your original ride had left early with someone else to do god knows what. it didn’t bother you that much since you kind of expected it. so you gladly accepted sakusa’s offer.

the two of you walked silently out of the building—the bouquet still in your hand from before. silence engulfed the air followed by sounds of crickets in the distance before you spoke up. “thanks for stopping these from hitting my face.” you laughed as you glanced at the raven-haired male.

when you looked away a small smile formed on the outside hitter’s lips. “it was nothing,” he insisted as the two of you neared his car. “just make sure to invite me to your wedding.” he joked while grabbing his car keys out of his pocket. you laughed at his response with a slight shake of your head. “technically you caught it, so make sure you invite me to your wedding.” you teased. that little debate became a running joke between the two of you, neither of you took it seriously.

it was just a harmless fun joke, something you brought up randomly. you never thought much into it until the first time sakusa finally asked you on a date. a real one, he made sure to clarify that too.

you hesitantly agreed only because you were so shocked but that first date turned into a second, then a third, and so in. it wasn’t long before he asked you if he could be your boyfriend. no, he didn’t ask you to be his s/o, he asked if he could be your boyfriend. nonetheless, you said yes. sure dating didn’t necessarily mean the two of you were to get married, but your friends constantly brought up the bouquet ‘incident’ at the wedding.

“well if you think about it,” your friend began “he caught the bouquet that was yours to catch. so maybe it’s meant for the two of you to get married.” she playfully said while nudging your shoulder. “it wasn’t mine to catch,” you said with an eye roll “anybody could have caught it.”

“yeah but it was going straight towards you” before you could make another excuse your friend continued. “it’s a sign, so i will be keeping my fingers crossed and i expect to be a bridesmaid.” she smiled. you laughed at her words just thinking it was all banter.

yet something in the back of your mind lingered in the possibility that maybe—just maybe the bouquet catching was no coincidence and that it was in fact fate.

would sakusa kiyoomi be the man your marry?

#aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡#LELE MY BELOVED !! the way u write sakusa pls #omg im so glad i decided to log on today ugh this is so good #no the way ur getting me back into hq w the fic pls

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shokopan · 2 years

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when you missed the face reveal😔😔

omg i kept forgetting to respond to this mari pls forgive me but i will mayb do another one soon if i take decent pics of myself :D

#answered ଘ(੭´꒳`)°* ੈ‧₊˚#aya's moots ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡

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shokopan · 2 years

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i’m actually obsessed with this theme especially the header ITS ADORABLE