Being on Ed tumblr is like having a second life. I feel like Hannah Montana but instead of being a popstar I post about ⭐️ving myself

y’all will never guess what happened, i was doing to good, recovered for months. now it’s fall and i got a bf and now all i want it to be under 100 pounds :)

hi! i haven’t been active recently because i have been in recovery. for the first time in my life, i’m grateful to watch the number on the scale go up. I started recovering a few months ago, when i was so sickly and weak, i could barely force myself out of bed, and routinely passed out every other day due to lack of nutrition. I was severely malnourished and the illness has taken almost 6 years from my life. 6 years i could’ve been happy and thriving, all for something next to unattainable. i am writing this for anyone who feels like they will never recover. i used to never want to recover, until i could go a whole day without taking a nap, or when i could go outside and play with my dog without almost passing out. My brain is slowly functioning better and better each passing day. And while the number on the scale still horrifies me, and i have my moments of wanting to go back, i look at all the joy i’ve been feeling these last months. And the joy of waking up and feeling good about yourself, no matter what size, will always feel worlds better than malnutrition. No matter where you are or who you are, no matter how long you’ve suffered this illness, you deserve love and compassion and a healthy body and mind. You are loved more than you know ❤️

i truly wish i knew how to be a better friend but the only thing i know how to do well is starve

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if i don’t wake up at 105 tmrw i’m gonna be PISSED

i’ve worked so hard this week :(

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being call small and tiney tiny by literally so many people had boosted my confidence by YARDS

my breakup with my boyfriend of over a year has been the hardest thing i’ve ever gone through, i miss him so much

i’m going to my first college football game and i’m so excited!! a little scared bc my legs are huge and i wanna wear a skirt :/

btw tumblr staff this is a EDward sheeran fan page nothing more

i have the obsession with being 98 pounds

for my height it’s highest underweight bmi you can have, and that’s like, a huge gw for me

i just want to be considered underweight

tell me why i am at the lowest i have ever weighed, but i look so fucking fat??? riddle me that 4n4?????

literally no hate but if you post your FRESH CUTS on any ed tag WITHOUT a tw, you’re genuinely the worst

Life’s better when nobody knows anything about you.

so i weighed myself yesterday like 3 times and i’m at 107.6 !!!!!!!

genuinely so happy rn, so all i’m gonna have today is coffee and water bc now i feel inspired

my goal for this month is to get to 105 and STAY at it

but rn this is my lowest ✌🏼🫶🏼🦋

i’ve completely convinced everyone that i’ve gone vegetarian again, and now i have an actual excuse to eat less and no one can say anything hehehe