recoveringrhys
Recovering Rhys
A blog dedicated to my mental health recovery with BPD. " some of our fiercest battles are fought and won in silence"
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Part 1: The tribulations of early youth
TW:ABUSE,VIOLENCE,SELFHARM,MENTALHEALT,SUICIDE.
I have a very good memory. my first memories came when I was around two years old. they’re not full memories but I can make out the important bits. I was a young boy living in Ireland at this point. The rolling green hills and fresh, crisp air would intoxicate me. I adored our little island. I was tested in preschool and it showed I was 4 years ahead of my peers. this explained why I was so hostile in school. why I couldn’t sit still and completed the work correctly in minutes. the teachers struggled with me, so they punished me. instead of helping my mind flourish and grow I was punished for the tiniest things.
When we moved to England this got even worse. from here my Intelligence seemed to decline. this was because the teachers would regularly send me to the headmaster as punishment for the most trivial things. some examples; swinging on my chair, colouring on work before its handed in and being very argumentative.
The headmaster to some was a terrifying figure and you really don’t wanna see him. I on the other hand gave no fucks. His favourite punishment was making me sit on his office floor for hours until, at the end of the day my mother could pick me up. I remember my legs would hurt so bad from sitting like that and if im being honest it made me angry and want to act out more.
some perspective: this was a heavily catholic school. there was no room in the school without crosses hanging or painted mosaics that represented the religion. when the pope came to England in 2007-2008? the same dictator headmaster had everyone sit in the dining hall, legs crossed for over four hours, and made them watch the pope on tv. im not exaggerating in the slightest here. I remember how my legs burned and begged me to stretch. however, every time I would stretch or make a noise the headmaster would tell me to shut up. he thought the pope was too important for me to miss so no matter what I did he kept me there for four hours!!
this was definitely my favourite primary school. I actually had friends and despite my behavioural issues the teachers liked me. after a few episodes of outbursts where I would scream and throw stuff. a therapist came to see me. I was 7 years old. I can’t remember anything she did. but I do remember these tiny stick dolls she gave me in a smalll rainbow pouch. each one represented an emotion and I should pull the emotion im experiencing out of the bag and breathe with it. I also slept with them under my pillow to get rid of any bad dreams. this is the first therapist that has ever helped me.
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hey guys im gonna be posting my life experiences in the next few detailed posts. I aim to help my readers and give them inspiration. please leave me your feedback this would be greatly appreciated.]
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I love giving advice and helping people. If anyone wants to just have a chat and tell me their problems I’ll do my best to fix them.
#bpd life#eupdawareness#bulimia#depressing post#writer problems#student#emotional#chronic pain#lifeless lucy#bpd fp#therapy#peer support
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Hey! I’m an English literature university student and a qualified teacher. I can teach all ages English literature and language. I have lots of experience with students with mental health problems or disabilities. My lessons are fun and engaging! I can tutor via teams or zoom worldwide.
Prices:
First 1 hour session : £15
Normal 1 hour session: £25-£30
3 hour sessions : £90
10 hour sessions: £200
20 hour sessions : £450
Please dm me or comment below if interested!
#private tutors near me#online tutoring#tutoring service#english#english literature#english tutor#student#teacher
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Hey so I’ve been doing some counselling on tumblr just giving people advice and I really enjoy it. Is there anywhere I could do online counselling and get paid for it? Drop any suggestions below I would really appreciate it. And also my dms are open anytime day or night If you need advice about anything.
#counselling#therapy#get paid#bpd life#eupdawareness#bulimia#depressing post#writer problems#student#emotional#chronic pain#lifeless lucy#bpd fp#advice
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Reblog if you currently need a kiss or a lobotomy.
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Relatable BPD meme
#bpd blog#bpd life#eupdawareness#bulimia#depressing post#writer problems#student#emotional#chronic pain#bpd fp
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So I’ve been started on an oxycodone pump for pain. It’s absolutely magical and has taken all my chronic pain away. However the nurses judge me heavily and think I’m just using it to get high. I’m sick of people in genuine pain getting mistaken for drug users it’s a stigma that hurts .
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So because I’m allergic to the muscle relaxants used for intubation they cancelled my surgery again! I’m in complete agony so they put me on an oxycodone drip which feels nice af
#oxycotin#medication#bpd life#eupdawareness#bulimia#depressing post#writer problems#student#emotional#chronic pain#lifeless lucy#bpd fp
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I am about to go for spinal surgery any minute now. I hope all goes well I am finally at a good point in my life . If anything does happen then my family and friends I love you. Please carry on my work and write a book about my life experiences. Also sue the fuck out of that hospital for breaking my back. Justice will be served. I pray that whatever god is out there protects me and keeps me safe so I can return.
#bpd life#eupdawareness#bulimia#depressing post#writer problems#student#emotional#chronic pain#lifeless lucy#bpd fp#surgery#spinal#back pain#lovers#legal#zodiac legacy
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Common and uncommon symptoms associated with BPD.
Common:
Unstable relationships
Extreme mood swings and emotions
Explosive anger
Participating in harmful tasks like drugs / alcohol
Excessive spending
Uncommon:
Going into “manic” episodes
Trouble forming and lasting relationships
Little to no self worth
Self hatred
Racing thoughts
Other personality disorders
#bpd life#eupdawareness#bulimia#depressing post#writer problems#student#emotional#chronic pain#lifeless lucy#bpd fp#bpd symptoms#eupd recovery
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Just bpd things
things that are enjoyable:
showers
things that are not enjoyable:
getting in the shower
getting out of the shower
#living with borderline#bpd awareness#nature#sky#cr spoilers#the simpsons#bpdmemes#critical role#winter
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I’m finally having my back surgery today. About time they corrected all the damage stepping Kill hospital made ! When this pain goes I will start believing in god again 😂
#bpd life#eupdawareness#bulimia#depressing post#writer problems#student#emotional#chronic pain#lifeless lucy#bpd fp#back pain#surgery#surgeon#preston#northwestern
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Please I urge my fellow mental health sufferers. If you need to talk message me or comment below. Day or night I will try my best to help you through your tough times. That’s why I wanna write to help people. It’s my true calling in life
#bpd life#eupdawareness#bulimia#depressing post#writer problems#student#emotional#chronic pain#bpd fp#lifeless lucy#sad boy#gay men#gayboy#lgbtq positivity#no shame#open book#safe place
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