lol wat happened

how to stop having a crush

1. be a lesbian

2. crush on girl

3. they are trans man

4. done

well that was fucking easy

yknow how i said that imma keep this consistent..

so.... its a month later. wooooooooowwwwwwwwwww. during this period i have:

1.acknowledged my crush( i cant tell if its gay or not.. more on that later)

2.not decided on my enby name

3.attempted to come out to my mum

1. okay so i have a crush... on my ex best friend, who LEFT THE SCHOOL I GO TO. theyre only my ex bestie because they left the school and i still see them sometimes. there are two problems with this. *allegedly* my crush also has a crush on me. i havent seen them since i heard this and i think our next meetings gonna be veeerryy awkward. HOWever... idk if this is like a 'gay' crush or not. i am a fem?enby? (i think) and my crush is a masc enby.. or not idek. this would make my crush straight. BUT.. i have known them since we were like.. four or smth so i percieve them as strongly feminine (they came out as nonbinary recently). anyone have advice??

2. i realised i was probably nonbinary during the summer. i came up with a shortlist for nonbinary names.. as you do..., and the last two names on my list were kade and rain. me, being indecisive, decided that i should just blend the names together to create........... kain!! anyone asks questions i just say something about a religious studies lesson and cain and abel. simple. so obviously i thought this was a great idea for about a month. it started feeling off though, so attempted sage and nox. no. didnt work. im kinda thinking ams now (not tooooooo far off my birthname, short , relates to some of my favourite tv shows /amity blight and amethyst from steven universe/ AND its kinda fem without being that bad) has anyone got any ideas relating to genderneutral names which could be passed off as a nickname for emma. tysm

3. i told my mom 'i think i might like girls' she said im too young to label myself. welp.

oh look hashtags

okay so im testing how many tags light up flag colours

Well hello there...

okay so- hey. im emz. she/they pronouns please! im questiong (definitely not het?) but im here to be a concentrated source of random gay advice you find on the internet! like.. how to subtly signal how gay you are despite being closeted, or positive lgbtqia+ social media influencers to have a look at. im young. im so deep in the closet im basically in narnia. but i have trawled through the internet long enough to know how to get being gay.

p.s im gonna use gay because its easier to type than lgbtqia+

p.p.s imma try to post once a day but im inconsistent