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The only good thing reddit has ever produced https://www.reddit.com/r/casualiama/comments/65788g/im_3_i_know_everything_ama/?st=1Z141Z3&sh=f48ba715
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miyarii · 3 years
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i don't know how the wish system and the pity stuff works on this goddamned game so i'm just bawling while looking at kazuha's pretty face
how do u fucking save primogems when you have the worst impulse control in the world
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miyarii · 3 years
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hala imma cry again lol
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miyarii · 3 years
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-crash and burn-
Pairing: Kei Tsukishima x Reader
Genre: Angst (bc i like to feel like a lil shit)
Summary: He loved you- emphasis on 'loved'. Now he's tired and breaking it off, but why is he so hesitant when he hears your heart break- and his? Is it you? Or is it his own demons?
Note: ok so i started this like last week, and i just left it in my notes for the whole time and chipped off when i thought of something, so yeah that's my kind of writer's block (if i'm even considered a writer or smth. idrk lawl.). originally, i intended for this one to have mean tsukishima but my brain said "no, let's give him ✨feelings✨". so... i apologize for my brain. we're not really on good terms rn HAHAHA also the main contributors to my writer's block is genshin and jjk since i only started the anime recently after i read the manga like 2 or 3 months ago hehehe so sorry (• - •)'
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"Let's break up." The wind carries his quiet voice to you, only three words yet they hold so much meaning- melancholy laced in every syllable, seeping into your soul and weighing you down, stopping you in your tracks.
"...W-what? Why? Did I do something wrong? Is it... me?"
You always thought it was a miracle that Kei noticed you, even more so that he agreed to date. You also expected that this relationship wouldn't last long- even though you always hoped that it would, your doubts of your relationship lasting strayed in your mind since the start. You were just surprised at how sudden it seemed to end.
He stayed silent, not having the energy to talk back, to answer you. He was just done with this. Can't that be enough reason?
You only looked at him in silence, waiting for an answer out of him that he knew wouldn't come. So he stared back.
He wonders to himself. What's making him so hesitant to just leave there and then? Was it his inability to answer you? The pain he'll cause if he just left you there? His own guilt? Or you and your love for him?
Kei wasn't a fool. He might close himself off and act insensitive, but he wasn't oblivious to how you loved him. And he loves- no, loved you too. But then, loved means it's in the past tense, right?
He remembers grumbling about your infinite energy, little study dates at a cafe with your favorite and his, poking fun at you every now and then just for the fun of it because he was bored. A small smile etched into his features at the familiarity of it all, and it quickly disappeared as fast as it showed. Despite all that, he still got tired of it in the end, the routine of doing things with you continuously exhausting him and leaving him with no air left to breathe, crushing and suffocating him until it consumed it whole.
Maybe it wasn't even you who caused this. Maybe it was him. His insecurities of being too harsh to you to the point of you leaving him. Of you finding someone better than him and comparing them. Of you leaving him for someone else. Of not being enough.
Oh, so it was him. How stupid.
"Kei? If it's me, we can talk about it. Am I too noisy? Do I not let you breathe? I'm sorry. I'll stop if you're bothered. I thought you didn't mi-"
"No. Don't say that. It's not you. I just... I can't do this anymore. Don't think you're the problem here." Huh. This is all he could say? How much more of an ass can he be?
"Oh."
"So... you're sure about this? You're really going to end this- whatever this is- like that?" He's resigned to this. He sees your pained smile, struggling to remain strong, willing the tears not to fall. It's as if he can hear your heart break into shards, pieces that would take a long fucking time to heal.
Maybe you should get someone better to put those pieces back together, since he's clearly not good with holding your heart in his hands.
And as he watches you walk away from him and his life, Kei swears he can hear his own heart crash and burn.
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BETWEEN BEDSHEETS ✧ 004: come over
⤷ MASTERLIST | PREVIOUS | NEXT
[TIMESKIP: A few days later!]
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— HELLO SEXCIES 😛 sorry for the late update!!!! ive been feeling like shit lately and i strayed away from socmed so yeah :(
— anyway . i watched jjk and i may write for it soon LIKE I STGWHDJCKKCD I LOVE THEM ALL (tears streaming down my face) i also like calling inumaki as "inumaki lumpia toge" if ure a filo u'd understand 😈
— im gonna go cry over lost in paradise not being on spotify anymore 💔 dhmu . /j
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taglist in the reblogs!
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miyarii · 3 years
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i'm so sorry i haven't been able to put anything out, my mind's been in a jumble and i don't actually write in an organized manner, it just comes to me anytime
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miyarii · 3 years
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to that nice player who just punched the ruin guards and let me have all the stuff u r so nice thank u so fucking much i swear i don't deserve u
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miyarii · 3 years
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i got jean on the alt and no fucking 5* on main🧍‍♀️ she's so pretty i just wanna kiss her so bad
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miyarii · 3 years
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i HAVE THE PROMPT I JUST DON'T HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO WRITE IT HHHHHHHHHHHHHH HOW DO I GET OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE I JUS WANNA WRITE ANGST RN
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miyarii · 3 years
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ATTENTION
If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)
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miyarii · 3 years
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WAIT- HUMANS ACTUALLY READ MY SHIT THAT'S INSANE (im sorry it wasn't quite registering in my brain but DAMN? I WASN'T EXPECTING THAT?)
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miyarii · 3 years
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-oh-
Pairing: Kozume Kenma x Reader
Genre: Fluff, Crack (but i'm not really sure if this is considered crack🧍‍♀️)
Summary: Why doesn't he want to read that viewer's username? Is there something wrong with it?
Note: this is DEFINITELY not the best idea i've ever had. just so u know i don't think i was in the right state of mind when i thought of this fic. this is for one of my besties bc she's a kenmababe lover. and uh don't judge me nothing else was going into my mind when i thought of the username💀u can see i don't work well w fluff
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You could live like this forever, you thought.
Spending the night swaddled in blankets and pillows after a long day at work. Watching your boyfriend play Genshin Impact from the side, hidden from his camera's sight, hearing his soft voice answer some questions and thanking tips occassionally.
"Okay, that's the last of it. I might stream tomorrow for a short while. but no promises." A chime. "Uh, I'm not gonna say your username, but thanks for the 5," your boyfriend drawled. Even as the comment spiked your curiosity, you didn't make a move to get out of your little pillowfest. "Wha- no? I don't want to."
Now this prompted you to move a little, eyes squinting over at your boyfriend's screen, trying to make out the comments as they flew by. Which was a hard task considering you were several feet away from his screen and the wordswere oh-so-blurred. "Well... you guys can clearly read for yourselves. Now, I'm off. Thanks, I'll see you guys next time."
Kenma noticed your curious gaze in his peripheral and smiled softly to himself. He proceeded to click off his stream and turn off his computer, gently walking over to you afterwards and plopping on to your frame, which was covered in a fluffy, thick blanket. He snuggled further into you, arms wrapping around your body as much as he can. You immediately freed his hair from the confines of its tie, and began combing through it, eliciting content sighs from your boyfriend once in a while.
"Hey," your boyfriend muttered with a small, sleepy smile.
"Hi," your smaller voice mumbled back, continuing to play with his hair.
After a while, you felt the weight of your boyfriend's head on your chest take its toll.
"Move, please? Your head is heavy... Why are you lying there anyways?"
Kenma looked at you as if you were kidding. "Are you serious?"
"Uh, yes?"
"Dummy. You took all the pillows, so I used you as one. What was I supposed to do?," he mumbled. A light dusting of red took over his features, and you realized he was using this situation to cuddle with you. And even though you wanted to stop yourself, you couldn't help but tease him.
"Aww, are you blushing? It's okay, I don't mind! But come here instead." You cleared out some of the pillows to make a little space on your lap for his head.
"Shut up." Even as he grumbled, he still obliged and laid his head on your lap.
"Ken."
"...Yeah?" He looked at you expectantly.
".....What was the username of the dono you didn't want to say? I wanna know."
His ears bloomed red again, and his eyes went wide. He coughed and tried to hide his face, hoping you wouldn't think much of it and put the topic down. But you don't. You smile at his blatant embarrassment, and he mumbles out a few words you couldn't quite understand.
"Huh? I didn't hear you."
"Are you sure you really want to know?"
"Well, yes? That's why I was asking, dummy."
".....Fine." A quiet mutter comes out.
"What? Say it louder!," you whine, not understanding why he was so hesitant to tell you.
"...I said, sukonmabols!"
"...Huh?"
You didn't understand at first, but the more you repeated it in your head, the more it made sense. By now Kenma's face was burning, and he was glaring at you, gauging your face for a reaction. He was sure you were teasing him.
"Oh."
"Yes, oh."
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miyarii · 3 years
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-anytime, anywhere, as long as it's with you-
Pairing: Rintaro Suna x Reader
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: None? At least I don't think so o.o
Summary: Rintaro's fine doing anything with you. He was even willing to get up in the early morning just for you. After all, as long as he was with you, he was content.
Note: oh god. i need to stop thinking angst everytime i write, so i wanted to give another try, preferably on the lighter side. i swear my mind just goes on and rambles and then i just alter stuff and then here we are. i don't really have anything to say aside from my mind just wanted me to go ahead and write something lovey-dovey.
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Your stomach grumbled.
You had been awake for a while now, tossing and turning in your bed, barely minding what was going around you. Why would anything else matter when you were hungry?
Beside you, your boyfriend groaned and put an arm around your waist to stop you from moving so much. "Stop that. What's wrong?," he asked, eyes still closed, sleep evident in his groggy voice.
"It's nothing, sorry. Go back to sleep," you chide, not wanting to disturb him any further. At that moment, your stomach decided to make its demands known again.
"'Nothing', huh?" Rintaro teased, knowing you wouldn't be able to defend yourself anymore.
"Oh, shut up."
"Stop grumbling, babe. What time is it?," he whispers.
"....3:07," you mumble back.
"Wow. You got hungry at 3 A.M.? That's cool." You shot a small glare at his figure, and he chuckled. "Okay, okay. I'll stop. What do you want to eat?"
"I'll just try to sleep it off." Now, Rintaro's the one to glare at you, knowing full well with your tone that you just didn't want to disturb him. But it was you, and he was willing to do anything for you.
"Let's go. Come on, get up."
You shoot a confused look, and he mumbled something that sounded awfully like "Oh god. I'm not going to let you starve, you idiot."
"Where to?"
"Uh..... McDonald's? Are they open right now?
"It's 3 o' clock, Rin."
"And? You're hungry, so let's get something to eat. I'm getting hungry too."
"...Are you sure?"
"Well, yes? I mean, I'm always good with whatever you want. Anytime, anywhere, babe. As long as it's with you." Even in the dark room, you knew he was smiling. And that put a smile to your own pretty face. He looked at you, and knew he was lucky to have you in his life. He was lucky you chose to be with him.
"Okay. Let's go."
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miyarii · 3 years
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-deserved-
Pairing: Atsumu Miya x Reader, Kiyoomi Sakusa x Reader
Genre: Angst
Warnings: cheating ;-;
Summary: He still remembers it all. How he hurt you. But now that doesn't seem to matter to you. At least not anymore, when you've moved on. And he is left behind to pick up the pieces of his own broken heart. Maybe he deserved it.
Note: i saw that someone requested a part 2, and i immediately read through the fic again and realized holy shit, they were right. this is vague. this is bad. oh gosh, i hope i delivered it somewhat sufficiently. i don't think i did. well, i need to improve more >-< i'm tagging @multi-fandom-fanfic for this since they requested for a part 2. i hope it lives up to your expectations ^o^
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He couldn't sleep.
There were bags on his eyes, and his appearance was messy and unkempt. He looked at the clock on his bedside table, watched as it turned 2:13 A.M. 7 months later, and thoughts of you still plagued his mind.
Well, it was only fair. He deserved it.
He stopped seeing her after you left. He remembers it all. Even in his drunken haze, he remembers all of those times he let himself be stupid. Him texting you he wouldn't be coming over for the night. The feeling of her skin on his, her coy giggles as they danced around, soon ending up tangled in each other. Her stupid little kisses that spurred his recklessness on. Him excusing his wrongs, his guilt, by saying he was drunk. And repeat.
He thought he loved her all those times, only to regret it in the mornings. Fucking stupid, and he hates it. How could he even think of loving another, when you were already there?
He missed you. So damn much.
As if his body had a mind of its own, he picked up his phone, already scrolling trhough his contacts to call you. Just when he was about to press call, he stopped. He didn't have the right to do that anymore. Instead, he opted to read your last messages to him. For the nth time.
'Goodmorning, Atsu. Did you sleep well?'
'Hinata-san's texting me. Are you still asleep?'
'If I find out you ended up drinking at some bar and got shitfaced AGAIN, I will kick your ass.'
'I have to go to work. Can't drop over your place rn. I'll just tell Hinata-san you'll be late, ok? See you later <3'
'I love you.'
The last brought him to tears.
I love you too, he meant to text back. But at that time, he was too busy trying to stop her from kissing his face all over. With a heavy heart, he willed himself to at least get enough rest for today.
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"My girlfriend's in the shower. I'll just tell her I have people over today. Make yourselves at home."
"Ya' have a girlfriend, Omi-omi? How long?"
"Yes. We're still new, but I can see myself with her for a lifetime. Now shut up." He was in disbelief. Kiyoomi actually had someone. How did he manage to keep it under wraps?
Immediately, Bokuto and Hinata started chatting about random topics, volleyball, food, their favorite matches. He only listened halfheartedly, too engrossed in looking around Kiyoomi's apartment.
And then he saw it. A neat, framed picture of Kiyoomi and his girlfriend, the man sporting a small genuine smile..... and your bright one matching his. His whole world stopped.
Fuck him.
You stepped out of your shared room with Kiyoomi, already smiling and ready to greet your guests. The moment your eyes landed on him, your smile faltered. He only stared at you, hoping that you will see the longing hidden behind his gaze. He missed you so much.
Then it hit him again. You were with Kiyoomi, not him.
Kiyoomi, being the observant person he is, noticed the quiet exhange between you. His brows furrowed, and he leaned over to whisper something in your ear. You froze before whispering back, and he watched as Kiyoomi's brows rose in confusion, and then his face morphed with an expression Atsumu couldn't quite define. Atsumu felt something stir in him, but he quickly tampered it down with another reminder that Kiyoomi was your boyfriend, not him.
You looked back over to the three of them, and smiled. "Hello. My name's Y/N L/N. It's nice to meet you." Hinata looked at you with surprise, him being the only other person to know that you were with Atsumu before. Bokuto only smiled, unknowing of the atmosphere surrounding the group. "Hi, Y/N-san! Nice to meet you too, I'm Kotaro Bokuto."
"Do you guys want anything to eat? I can pull something up." You looked at Kiyoomi, who in turn looked at the others.
"Nah, we're all good! We just came over to discuss tactics for the upcoming match," Bokuto answered, still quite oblivious to the scene unfurling in front of him.
Atsumu blinked.
'I can't tell you to love her more than I did you... because I know there is no one in my life who I will love more than you.'
'You deserved my love, Atsumu. It was me who didn't deserve yours.'
Was that just a lie?
As he watched you laugh with the others, nuzzle up to Kiyoomi every now and then, seemingly oblivious to his eyes burning into the two of you, he knew that you weren't lying. You wouldn't be able to love anyone more than him, but you certainly could learn to love someone just as much. And you didn't deserve his love. Because you deserved the love of someone better.
Well, he thought, it's only fair. I deserve it.
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-pathetic-
Pairing: Atsumu Miya x Reader
Genre: Angst
Warnings: mentions of cheating
Summary: He wanted to tell you he didn't mean it. That he still loved you. But who was he to do that when you were ready to let him go?
Note: omg i'm so sorry for dropping this. i know it isn't the best fic you'll see out here, but i just wanted to give it a chance. anyways i wrote this at 1 in the morning ;-;
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"'M sorry."
He was pathetic.
Soft, glowing eyes gazed back at him, eyes that used to hold so much love for him. They still do.
Only now, those eyes lingered with pain.
"...For what?" It hurt him so much to hear your voice laced with hurt, sounding like you haven't slept in weeks, voice given up on you. He promised to never hurt you.
He never knew how to keep his promises, especially when it came to you. You knew that all too well.
"E-everythin'." He hoped you didn't notice the way he stuttered, fighting the urge to cry, cry for breaking your heart. Tell you he was sorry, he was stupid. Tell you that he loved you so much, that he didn't want to lose you. That he didn't mean it. He didn't mean to cheat. But it was too late for that. He made his worst fucking mistake, and now he'll live his life regretting it.
You merely smiled. It was agonized, painted on your face. It didn't reach your eyes. You looked empty, like a shell of yourself. He hated that. And he hated himself for being the cause of your pain.
"...What happened to your promise of forever, Atsumu? Was it all just a lie?" A lone tear rolled on your face, and moments later it was a waterfall. You couldn't get a word out, pained sobs desperately clawing at your throat until they consumed you whole.
He couldn't find it in him to answer that. He promised you forever, but now you both knew that forever won't be with you. Another lie to add to his never-ending list. Another broken promise, to you.
"If you wanted to break up with me then, you should have already. I'm sure it would hurt, but I don't think anything hurts more than this." There was barely concealed restraint in your voice, as if you were willing yourself to not break down again in front of him. And even though you tried to cover your words with a lightness to your tone, Atsumu knew you were dead serious.
He stayed silent, not daring to speak a word in fear he might break. You only gazed at him in silence, and the serenity of the atmosphere between you gave a sense of tranquility. It'll be the last time he ever experiences this feeling, and he is brought back to the pain of reality, all too soon for his liking.
"You really aren't going to talk, huh?", you laugh airily, a breathy sound that suffocates him instead of placating his mind.
"Well, if it means anything, I love you. Although it doesn't matter when you're with someone else, I guess," another weak smile, only forming a facade that he knows you made to look strong in front of him. To let him think you'll be fine. "Be happy with her. Don't break any of the promises you'll make to her. Love her more than you loved me. I can't tell you to love her more than I did you... because I know there is no one in my life who I will love more than you."
He knows. He knows that you love him so goddamned much. Yet he still fucked it up. Why did you have to go and fall in love with him, of all people? Why did you sign yourself up so willingly for a world of pain?
He sighed, and it seemed to take all the air out of his lungs. He breathed, laboured and heavy. As if he was carrying a great weight on his shoulders, rendering him unable to move. "Out of all the people on Earth, why did 'ya have to love me? And why did I have to fuck this up?"
You smile again. Another last memory he will have of you is broken and...
"You deserved my love, Atsumu."
He didn't. Really.
"It was me who didn't deserve yours."
That was a lie. You deserved it more than anything. But what did he do with your heart? He betrayed your love, your trust. He broke it, trashed it, stomped on it, and left you in pieces. Leaving you to pick it up for yourself.
"Goodbye, Atsumu. Be happy." You flashed him one last smile. A content one. it reached your eyes and even though you weren't saying anything, Atsumu knew what you meant. You were letting him free. And although he can't seem to imagine a life without you, you were already letting him go.
He was pathetic. He really was.
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miyarii · 3 years
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listen i do think it'd be a swell idea for mihoyo to give an expedition spot that drops primos
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