I wish I wasn't, such a dreamer. I've ruined this life for myself.

— N.M. Sanchez

Being slow in life is fine. Taking longer to figure life out than others is not a bad thing. Lots of super successful people were late bloomers, who knows what amazing things you could accomplish once you heal more.

And there will come a day when you suddenly go, oh. That’s why. That’s why it was worth living and sticking around. I understand.

And then the moment passes, and you might forget again. But that’s okay, because life is an abundance of such moments. They will come back <3

i think acne is beautiful rip everyone else but its nice. perfectly clear skin is boring. acne should never ever be something to be ashamed of its so evil that society acts like its gross

sometimes i forget that the suffering is over. what do you mean i can stop running?? what do you mean i finally found people who love me??

sometimes i forget that i laugh and i can smile like i used to when i was an 8 year old little girl sitting on the elementary school playground swingset with my best friends kicking up mulch and singing rhymes about apples and bananas.

sometimes i forget that not everyone is out to hurt me or get me and that i can love with a thousand loves. sometimes i forget that love doesn’t always end in the feeling of it being wasted and that i can love like i loved in the 7th grade when i wrote my first girlfriend a love letter for our one month and when we broke up i still wrote her and all my other friends letters because when i was 14 and had blue hair and shaved sides i thought everything and everyone was beautiful.

in another universe, we still have a shared playlist