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gray-is-neutral · 11 months
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Verbal Asphyxiation
My lips are sealed, 
But words still form.
Beautifully empty.
Kindly meaningless.
My truth is my poison.
It flows through my veins.
My heart beat is weakening.
But the world is spared.
My mind is caged by words unsaid.
Twisted and ugly.
They form barbs and chains.
My personal prison.
My throat is swollen shut.
From the venom in my veins.
My fangs deep in my tongue.
Choking on the rising bile.
Lay me in my silent grave.
Bury me with my truth.
Paint me fair with my lies.
Dress up my calculated nothingness.
My lungs have collapsed.
Drowning in words unsaid.
Poisoned by their meaning.
Verbal asphyxiation.
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gray-is-neutral · 11 months
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Love Language
How do you know I love you? How do I confess? My words feel empty. My heart feels heavy. But I love you nonetheless.
Shall I compare you to a summer’s day? Does that even make sense? Flowers will wither. What use is gold and silver? Still, of my love, I’ll try and convince. 
I hold you at claws’ length. I dance around your heart. Something is missing. Broken and needs fixing. But where do I start?
My pride holds fast. It formed a chain. Love is constricting. My words are conflicting. You’re giving more than you’ll ever gain.
Dissect my words, Cut out the truth. I love analytically. Look past my mask of apathy. Too bad I’ll never say this to you.
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gray-is-neutral · 1 year
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Fire
I could have been in a hearth.
Proving comfort and warmth to all who seek me.
I could have secured safety from starvation and the cold.
But I don’t burn in a hearth.
I burn a candle.
I could have been made to light gun powder.
I could have been a weapon feared by all.
I could have set the sky ablaze in my light and power.
But I’m not made for gun powder.
I was made to for a candle.
I could have been a wild fire.
I could have burned the old, bringing in the new.
I would have been destructive and angry.
At least I would have proof I was even there.
But I am burning a candle.
I burn this candle.
My flame is weak, and my life is short.
Any moment, I could go out.
The wind, or the candle’s wax could snuff me out. 
But this is what I was lit for.
The wax will melt.
The wick will burn.
And I will be no more.
And when I’m gone,
Only the candle will remember me.
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gray-is-neutral · 2 years
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I’m teaching myself how to draw, so I tried to draw Sherlock. However I see now that I failed at that and rather drew a sad corpse. 🤣
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/34348711
I haven’t been very active because college but I did this. I tried.
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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You shouldn’t have to convince someone to say “yes.” 
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Mrs. Hudson (Sherlock Holmes), Molly Hooper Additional Tags: POV Sherlock Holmes, Detective Sherlock Holmes, Feelings Realization, Denial of Feelings, Sherlock Holmes Loves John Watson, Established Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, John Watson Loves Sherlock Holmes, Sherlock Holmes & Molly Hooper Friendship, First Kiss, London, Chases, Couch Cuddles, Arguing, Sherlock Holmes is Bad at Feelings, Mystery, One Shot Summary:
John is acting weird. He is avoiding Sherlock like the plague. Sherlock has decided to use methods of deduction to find out what is wrong with him. He is shocked by the results.
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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HELP I CAN’T DECIDE WHAT TO WRITE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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What?
Are you Misha? Be honest.
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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Night out or night in // ice cream cone or ice cream in a cup // butter pop corn or caramel pop corn // ocean or forest // dusk or dawn // vanilla or strawberry (I don’t really like either but if I had to pick) // fruity cereal or chocolate cereal // sun light or star light // ferris wheel or roller coaster // daisies or daffodils // fireflies or ladybugs // sky diving or deep sea diving // tea or coffee (I love both) // pizza or pasta // wooden floors or tile floors // Friday or Saturday // macaroons or cupcakes // hoodies or sweaters // juice or milk // sunny weather or cloudy weather // willow trees or oak trees // chapstick or Vaseline // dine in or take out // county/pop or alt/rock // spring or summer
Thanks for the tag!!!! Now imma tag
@totallynotvenus @jawnn-watson @moogoestheeellington @hawkerz12 @pennn-cil @WHOEVER WANTS TO INCASE I FORGOT ANYONE IF I DID IM SORRY!
night out or night in // icecream in a cone or icecream in a cup // buttered popcorn or caramel popcorn // ocean or forest // dusk or dawn // vanilla or strawberry // fruity cereal or chocolatey cereal // sunlight or starlight // ferris wheel or rollercoaster // daisies or daffodils // fireflies or ladybugs // sky diving or deep sea diving // tea or coffee // pizza or pasta // wooden flooring or tile floors // friday or saturday // macarons or cupcakes // hoodies or sweaters // juice or milk // sunny weather or cloudy weather // willow tree or oak tree // chapstick or vaseline // dine in or take out // country/pop or alt/rock // spring or summer
Keep reading
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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This is what I’ve wasted hours of brain function on. This is like…series 2? Season 2? There is something before this. I love comments!!! Thanks for the read 😬✌️
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Me: *Watches Good Omens*
Me: Nice.
Brain: Do it...
Me: W-what brain?
Brain: Aziraphale and Crowley are in love.
Me: I know that.
Brain: But they don't kiss?
Me: We don't kiss anyone? So what?
Brain: No one loves us and we have commitment issues.
Me: Fine, point taken, but still. What is it you want me to do about that?
Brain: FanFiction?
Me: NOOOOOOOOOOO
Brain: We're doing it.
Me: Noooooooo mine are always awkward because we can't romance!
Brain: But you know you want to!
Me: NO! I must resist.
Brain: For how long?
And that is how my internal dialogue is going.
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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whats your type?
Fictional men written by women.
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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HELP I CAN’T STOP PLAYING THIS SONG ON REPEAT AND I DON’T KNOW WHY!!!
I MEAN ITS A GOOD SONG BUT MAYBE I WANT TO LISTEN TO SOMETHING ELSE
BUT MY BRAIN SAYS NOOOOOOO
SCREAMS IN CONFUSION
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Thank you now I’m off to go read fan fiction so I can feel emotions
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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Hey guys, I’m posting this here to reach more people. I’m super broke right now. I’m a recently divorced trans man living with my transphobic parents, and I have basically no money. My car needs fixing, and I can’t work as much because I’m in school right now. Please help me have more than $20 in my account at one time.
If you can’t give anything, please reblog!!!
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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Y’all, I’m confused
I have eaten today, 
I have consumed water,
I have slept plenty,
I think that I have therefore, preformed self care, but
my brain says no..
Tik-Tok has lied so now I must outsource my happiness
from the department of fan fiction
and stories I don’t ever get around to writing 
so that is all have a lovely day
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gray-is-neutral · 3 years
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Am I the only one...
that when some poor, unsuspecting, unfortunate soul asks
“Hey have you heard of ‘Insert my obsession of the week’?”
And that poor person
They don’t know. 
How could they know?
They woke a monster.
Get ready to not only hear everything about this show.
Also get ready to hear about the fan fictions, theories, and rants.
It’s their fault really,
They should have seen the little fire in my eyes and ran.
But now I wonder...?
Why won’t my friends watch a show with me?
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