actually fluchtlyrik does have a special place in my heart even as someone who hasn't left their hometown

so where I live, it's tradition for a graduation class to make a hoodie/pullover with a phrase including the word abi/abitur (this is what the level of graduation is called) among other things. everyone gets one and wears it for photos and stuff.

we're all now in the process of taking our last exams and today I looked at all the names on the back of the hoodie, all those people who I've gone to school with for like 7 years or more, people who grew up alongside me and. it's weirdly bittersweet. like there's over 150 of us and I probably never talked to half of them, but we all have that godamn hoodie. when asked what year and school we graduated from we'll have the same answer.

"despite everything, it's still you." but you've changed. theres's no comparison between the person that you were when you stepped into this and the one you are today. you are theseus' ship personified but all the old pieces have floated away already.

oh okay

jet siqiliak is literally my spirit animal

took my biology final and I get it now,

the angles cut me when I try to think.

oh, to not have too much love in my heart and too few ways to express it

hey bro sorry to bother you bro but i heard you say that modern art is bullshit bro but it's just that the art you've been taught to perceive as such by society and school is limited to paintings bro don't worry the meaning is still there bro you can see it too if you stop bitching about how you could paint like that too bro it's not your fault that contemporary and performance art is made inaccessible and hard to understand to those outside of their circles bro just take my hands and i can show you

Juno & Arthur my favourite former PI's making questionable moral decisions!

happy neil banging out the tunes anniversary to those who celebrate!

I'm still not over Needles and I adore all the fancy fanart but also. idea

he's got like millions of needles at once and the guy doesn't even notice until he feels them, yes? my proposal is that Needles looks the most normal guy ever and just has the same type of skin (?) as these guys

just sharper

I've never felt like a tiny child as much as when I found out the first wtnv episode came out little over a year before I started primary school

not masochism not sadism but a secret third thing (all pain is pain for a reason)

sending all the love for you monsterfuckers but I really just wanna be besties. how fucking funny would it be for your best friend to just be a werwolf or mermaid or whatever. you're like studying for exams and your classmate randomly grows tentacles and takes multiple notes simultaneously. you're at a party with your friends and suddenly some half-ox guy walks in and everyone goes "oh don't mind him that's just derek". I would love to exist in a world like that

alright I only have 7 episodes to catch up to the most recent Second Citadel episode and I need someone to spoiler it for me because I will go insane: are Rilla, Arum and Damien ever nice to each other?

before you get mad at me for even asking, I don't mean that they're never nice generally. talking about each other they're kind and loving and very sweet, but I feel like every single time they actually talk with each other, it switches. someone's always annoyed, or angry, or not letting each other apologise and stuff.

idk how I feel about that but I do need to know if it ever changes or if I can stop hoping for it to?

Rilla and I are one and the same because years ago, upon hearing Lord Arum for the first time, I too immediately thought "How does one kiss a lizard?

Re-listening to Malevolent to cope :')