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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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I wish to recite my poems to you
And for you to fully grasp them
However I’m fearful.
I’m afraid they’re
Far too transparent
Parts of me long since dead
Seeped into those splintered wooden floors
I would like to show them to you
Perhaps one day
The words etched within my ribcage
The mantra tattooed on my heart:
Alone or lonely?
Everything I create is coloured a melancholic blue
Ask the Moon if the rumours are true
She narrates this Godforsaken tragedy
She will show you where my body lies
Wrapped in The Yellow Blanket
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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I’ve succumbed to the depths of darkness
For no one can mend my ailing heart
Oh! the Downpour of
Despondence and Despair
Drowning me
Under the waters of melancholy
Who am I to claim you?
For you were snatched from me in the night
Who am I to curse the one true fate
Destined for no eternity
I am a wretch
broken beyond repair
I am the void
A chasm of darkness
A soul forgotten
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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The Walking Switch
Left Right Left Right
Which wire will you choose
On one hand we’ve got green
On the other we’ve got blue
When one door closes
It opens another two
Left right onward
Haven’t got a clue?
Echoing footsteps
Pitter patter in
Those damn open doors
caused flooding again
Pitter Patter onward
It starts to fade away
Staring at these white walls
All emotions devoid
So this is what I’m left
Must be a broken fuse
Left right onward
I didn’t get to choose
Left Right forward
I’m so afraid for you
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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Revisiting the graveyards
Of our old conversations
Where my unsaid words
have been buried
Under mounds of
“What if’s”
The ghost of you haunts me
And it begs to be laid to rest
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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Jay Vespertine (@letsbelonelytogetherr)
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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The Yellow Blanket
So the cycles begins
You’ve gone out drinking again
And I am left at home
Trying to rewire my brain
You’ve murder the little girl
But I am not blameless
I played a part in the homicide
She haunts me every hour
Her soul hasn’t been put to rest
Old wounds are freshly dug open
The gashes seeped in sorrow
Infested with hatred
Infused with malt
Infected by the memories
The trauma that I have tried to remedy
And so My cycle starts again
With You stumbling in
I’m forced to revisit
The old crime scene
Where her body lies
Under the swing set
Caked with dried blood
Wrapped in The Yellow Blanket
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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My biggest fear is that you’ll see me the way I see myself
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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my blog is for girls who can't get over anything in life
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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humane society
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The heart is a captive animal
and if you haven’t noticed,
most people are terrible dog owners.
But what about a heart owner?
Do you give it the attention it needs?
do you feed it tomato seeds?
do you take your time
when you’re on a walk through the park?
do you calm it
when it growls at another heart?
Do you make sure it has water
when it’s hot as Tucson?
Do you leave it alone at home
for too long?
Do you laugh when it gets into a bag of chips?
Do you do your very best in the relationship?
The heart is a captive animal
trapped within your rib bones
but you’ve given it love
and a second home
.•.peako green•.•
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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The loneliness is suffocating
My head’s wrapped in plastic
Plastered to my skin
Words from not too long ago
Yet it’s oddly comforting
When I’m sitting all alone
No one to bruise me
With flames of burning stone
The loneliness pushes me under
Seas of deep blue waters
Only the anchor accompanies me
It’s clasped around my ankle
And it drags me to the depths
The loneliness became my friend
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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Extraction
I wish I could extract you
From deep within my brain
Tormented by your name
Haunted by the times
When you walked coldly by me
When I made childish mistakes
When you wouldn’t dare look at me
When I longed to see your face
It’s been 6 years now
These memories have been engraved
I wish I could extract you
From deep within my brain
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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My bubble of existence is quite nonexistent
How could I forget how transparent I am
My mailbox is empty
I’m still waiting for your call
Seems once again I’m just an after thought
But you’ve occupied my brain
For numerous days
And even after the storm has passed
In there you’ll still remain
My heart has been tainted
Battered and bruised
Yet fondly I think of you
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gloomyghost18 · 2 years
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The lightning struck
The papers burned
My heart was set ablaze
I think of distant days
When you and I walk hand in hand
And share a kiss at our place
The rain kept pouring
Clouds heavy and grey
The ashes are gone
The memories stayed
Sprawled out on the grass
I look to the stars
I’m so unfamiliar with the days
Under the moon I was safe
The storm has changed my eyes
Can’t forget the day I saw you
Kicking the ball under the sky
Such an intricate mind
I’ll find the sun someday
I’ll tell you my story when it’s safe
When the leaves have fallen
And it’s colder
But not today
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