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ghostgirlsarehungry · 3 months

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i wish i hated food

i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating

i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out

i hate constantly fighting myself

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 3 months

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I WILL BE SKINNY THIS YEAR

PLEASE WORLD LET ME BE SKINNY THIS YEAR

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 3 months

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a year later and I’m back

fat and hungry for a relapse

#ed relapse #ana trigger #i wanna lose weight #sad girls club

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 8 months

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when you fall inlove with a guy in your spanish class, lose 5 pounds in a week, have a borderline manic episode over a boy with a gf, but then he starts talking to you abt how he wants to break up with her, then he called you pretty and skinny, and everything okay and horrible

#ive never had a crush like this its horrible and i love it and i constantly feel like im about to have a panic attack and aghh (he has a gf)

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 9 months

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i will forever be a hole girlie

#yesssss

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 9 months

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august will be our month guys!!! we can do this. U can reach ur gw all u have to do is stick to it and try hard <3

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 11 months

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feelin anti social but im gonna go out anyway i wanted to pick up those weird metabolism boosters from 7-11 so ig its fine

#ed

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 11 months

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need some motivation

so every like = 30 min added to my fast

every reblog = 50 sit ups and 25 pushups

#ed motivation #ed #thinspo #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be weightless

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 11 months

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U r what you eat

dam i didn’t know I was nothing

#Ed core #i wanna lose weight #notprojustusingthetags #ed reality #edvibes #need to be thinner #ana trigger #i wanna be weightless

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 11 months

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TW: mentions of ed, and death

pls don't interact if this could be triggering if anything becomes inappropriate or pro-ana i will delete

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I can not stop wondering,

do i deserve this?

This pit of shallowness supplies… boredom

I am sick not dying

in other words, they disregard me, and I am left again crying in the bathroom stall

I have trained my own mind to define my worth by starving

I am not sick enough because I will never be thin enough

I will never look like the girl who didn't eat for three days

I will never be lovely

It seems my only talent is being sort of sick

pining for a disorder that does not seem to want me

Rapidly my body enamored with the thought of being hungry loses all meaning

The grueling anxiety of being discovered and the lust to tell everyone combat

It feels sometimes that there is another person in my body

someone whose only desire is to hurt me

I plead for them to stay

When did I start caring so much about numbers?

I am horrible at math, but I can tell you the caloric build-up of a smoothie

Sometimes I wish that those numbers would just shut up because when did 20 become so much

I will bend the rules for today

little do I know the outcome is a tear-stained pillowcase

I once read a poem,

"if you are not recovering you are dying"

Who knew death could be so close

It waits in my driveway

never knocking just waiting

waiting for my restlessness to take over

for my fighting body to finally give up

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 11 months

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POV: on your way to a bbq where you will eat nothing then go home and eat nothinv

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 11 months

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I little bit of chubspo

#i wish i was thinner #chubspo #notprojustusingthetags #anarexsick #tw ed #ana trigger #not pr0 anything

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 1 year

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re blog to give the person you rb from a hug and a cup of low kcal hot coco

#ed #ed tumbler #anarexsick #tw ed #ed but not sheeran #need to be thinner #notprojustusingthetags

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 1 year

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i missed ed tumblr so bad so here i am ready to hate myself with all the girlies

#i wanna lose weight #i wish i was thinner #thinny #i wish i was skinny #skinnnyy #i will be skiny

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 1 year

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things are really starting to fall apart

#mental breakdown #ed blog #i wish i was thinner #i wanna kms #i wanna be weightless #skiiiiny #i am starved

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 1 year

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reblog if you're a fucked up creature 👍🏾

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ghostgirlsarehungry · 1 year

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