forlornemaciation
Forlorn Emaciation
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Love Defeats Darkness
When darkness dissipates out, the world kisses me with its jubilance and mercy
I know it is because I am called to you, transfixed by you, and taken somewhere soft and unbroken where I let down my defenses, my hardened shell erodes, I am tenderized by the nectar of your embrace
How there is glory in who you are! A swan who floats upon my turbulent waters and stills the tempest of my soul who has been at unease for far too long
I am at tranquility as my heart sings for you, it beats for you, the blood it sends out is the blood that I would set free if you asked it of me
My devotion wavers not...I am steadfast in love and may I crawl into your soul and repose there forever
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Emotional Flashback
The horrors stretch around you with long, shadowy arms
They move swiftly and ominously encircling you with a malicious grin
Run away, pick up your legs, dash into the harrowing corners but there is nothing to amend your perilous struggle
The darkness seeps into your flesh, invades your bones, shackles your organs then tightens around and the life in you freezes
All stops and then...
You regain your breath, your lungs fill again, your heart pumps until it tightens again and the vivaciousness in your body fails once more
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Healing
It won't heal on its own
The wounds fester
You have no choice but to stitch them yourself
But the poison of them might seep into your mind and take you down into its ruinous domain
Can you find a way out?
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"What were you like before the events happened?"
Bitch, my whole life was the event
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Revealed in the Moonlight
Heartless moonlight casts a pale light on my contorted face
I snap, I dig, I puff, I fumble
In its wicked light do I spill out the strings of my heart
The string of me that bares its claws
The string of me that cowers in the dark
The string of me who chooses not to care
The string of me with a purpose beyond comprehension
I sit alone and wonder how all this found a home in me
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I'm Sorry
I'm sorry...I'll write in blood for you...I'll cut out my heart for you...I'm sorry that I have been beaten by life and cannot fix this mess...but I need you...you are my sustenance...I know you know this...whatever hurt please let us do as we did...heal me with your sweet embrace
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Anger
The hatred in my heart is too strong to bear at times
I don't want to be angry
I want to be soft
I want merge with flowerbeds
But I have become so hardened, so cold by the heavy snowfall of life's cruel winters
This anger that boils up and simmers out maddens me so
Can't I know peace like I did when I was young and wrapped up in the arms of my father?
Can't I forgive the world?
All I am is a profound wound, pouring out a toxic liquid of melancholy and spite
Perhaps one day my defenses may fall and my anger will dissipate into nothingness
And I'll be free to love and flourish
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Misery no.1
It is a truly miserable thought when you realize what you are. You realize you have failed in almost every single way. You have become what you feared. You have fallen into destruction and you know there is nothing to pull you out of it. No one will save you. No one will love you for your wounds. You have to bear the shame of existence with nothing to help you. It's miserable.
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Life has never been kind but here we persist despite its cruelty and despite its ceaseless challenges
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