I think that the only thing stopping me from enjoying life is my weight. I don’t think I’m ugly, but i am definitely overweight and being skinny and looking like i want to look will ABSOLUTELY help with my self confidence. My insecurities have stopped me from putting myself out there, participating in student exchanges, beach parties, meeting new people and being unapologetically myself. Because whenever i am around people all i think about is how much space i occupy and if my fat is showing through my clothes. It’s such a big obstacle that i need to cross for my own happiness . Small rant but needed to let it out :3
I have noticed that i DESPERATELY need some kind of a plan, a diet or certain daily caloric intake cuz i ain’t goin nowhere with my messy eating/binging