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circemme · 1 year
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NOT A SCENARIO
If there's one thing that make me sad here, it's the casual misogyny on fanfic written by and for girls 😅
I won't even talk about smut, which are on another level. However, when I'm trying to read fluff I'm really often chocked about how cliché/mysognistic it can be. I'm not judging the writers (which are often young teenagers) but it just really make me sad that those behaviors are so internalised in our societies that it became a part of young girls fantasies...
Again, my goal isn't to shame anyone while posting this, but I've been thinking this for a while and I think it kind of needed to be said aloud
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circemme · 1 year
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I've kind off written for a few different fandoms, so I thought it might be time to organise things a little.
Blue Lock
I made that b*tch famous (Sae x reader, FLUFF, suggestive)
The break-up that destroyed Nagi's heart (Nagi x reader, FLUFF)
DC (comics)
Antidote (Jason Todd/ Red Hood x reader, ANGST, kind of explicit)
Avatar (Cameron, not writing for it anymore)
Not that bad (Neteyam x reader, FLUFF)
Which one of the Sully would be the best parent (FLUFF)
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circemme · 1 year
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The break-up that destroyed Nagi’s heart (he’s being a drama queen)
You're tired of Nagi's behaviors and break his heart.
FLUFF, curses and written in 15 minutes
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“She said it like that my treasure?” asked a sceptic Reo to his best friend. Nagi Seishiro have been stuck in his bed for two days straight, only taking a five minutes bathroom break per days, and refusing any contact with the outside world. Luckily for his body, Reo insisted on having a spare key of his flat, forcing him to eat at least twice a day and to stay a little hydrated. But to be honest, even if he was his best friend, Reo was having a hard time taking care of the white-haired boy, who only recently started to talk again after giving the silence treatment to everyone who might have wanted to talk to him.
The purple-headed had been surprised when he called you after he realised that Nagi was avoiding his texts for an abnormal amount of time: the both of you weren’t together anymore, and if he wanted to understand, he’ll have to ask his friend himself. He did. Without success… until a few minutes ago. And while Seishiro was complaining about how cruel you were, Mikage couldn’t help but feel sorry for you and everything you went through.
Nagi’s version of the break-up was that you decided you didn’t want to stay with a loser like him.
Knowing the both of you and your dynamic, Reo quickly understood that tired of dealing with your boyfriend’s laziness and shit, you’ve reached your last straw and thew your last card. If Seishiro refused to take care of himself and his surrounding, yourself included, a little more you refused to continue to deal with his bullshit. Sure: you hoped he would realise he was being immature and that he was getting too old not to be able to take care of his basic needs. His reaction didn’t meet up with your hopes.
The worst part of it – you thought after Reo reported Nagi’s version to you – is that you did not even intend to break-up with him at first, you just suggested the both of you might need a small pause. It wasn’t working, and you started to think that it might be forever.
You did not even realise that tears had been staining your cheeks until you felt a presence in your back, near the doorframe. You quickly tried to whip them away with the back of your hand, but he saw your movements.
“What are you doing here, Nagi?” you asked with a small voice.
“My sweatshirts.” Another tear escaped your eye. Taking a break what something, but him getting back his stuff… It was really the end, he made up his mind and decided to act, but apart from you. You shouldn’t have done this like that!
“Do you need me to wash any of your clothes?” he asked with an awkward voice. “What the fuck!” you cursed, not being sure if you understood him well.
You felt him getting closer to you, sitting beside you in your bed but at an anormal respectful distance. “I thought… I mean Reo helped me realise what you were meaning the other day, and I think the both of you are right. I cannot always be a burden for you, or even for him. I need to change, I want to.”
You didn’t even know how to react, too surprised to form coherent thoughts. The atmosphere started to get a little more tense as Nagi waited for your reaction, but you were so confused. Not even sure if that meant…
“I want you to take me back. And I’m going to prove you that I worth it” suddenly said the boy, standing up, kissing your forehead, grabbing random clothes on your chair and getting back from where the fuck he came, under the surprised look of your mother who never saw him so energetic.
Suddenly as you heard the door being closed, your gained back your senses and ran to your window, screaming “You’re fucking mine Sei. I hope you enjoyed our little break, ‘cause that was the last!”
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circemme · 1 year
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I made that b*tch famous
In which paparazzi catch Itoshi Sae with a random girl in a hotel  
Suggestive, AFAB reader (larger chest implied but you can ignore it), bad grammar and written in 15 minutes
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Being a football star has it perks, one of them being getting a lot people interested in you. It also has its cons, one of them being all of those people not seeing you as a person but as an object of power. Itoshi Sae always have been full of himself in his daily life, but when it came to women, he actually succeeded the hard task of becoming worst. He could have who he wants, so he wouldn’t bother putting any effort on anyone, always looking down on women who anyways couldn’t have anything to give him that he could take interest in. He was everything, they were nothing. Anyways, his career was too important for him to waste it for things like that.
And then you came along. Oh, don’t misread me, you weren’t worth of his attention either, just a random girl wanting to get a taste of what a famous man like him could be. However, you had a memorable pair of tits, and Sae was tired of being the only one sober in a random party thrown in Spain’s summer. To be honest, you were kind of a pain in the ass, insisting to do it in a hotel and not in a random bedroom or in his car. But Sae was bored and horny, so he listened to all your command and took you back in the city, bringing you into an expensive hotel.
Focus on the way your chest bounced as you were dragging him toward the hotel as the both of you just left his car, he missed the flash that came from a few blocs away.
You talked too much, mentioned is little brother at least twice and Japan national team three times, but Sae couldn’t lie to himself, he actually enjoyed the night he spent beside you. He almost felt like staying up until you woke up in the morning in order to take your number, but didn’t. After all, you were just one fish in the sea.
A few hours later, Sae was staring at his phone. It was rare for him to bother reading Shidou’s text, however the “you cheated you bastard” kind of catch his attention, especially followed by a “it’s all over the news dude”.
For once he decided to relax and enjoy a little time, and then his private life was spread everywhere. At least, you had your moment fame.
Suddenly, a new message popped up on his screen, he didn’t know the number and frowned. “Hi, it’s me from yesterday night (I ask your number to our friend in common)”, Sae sighed and almost didn’t read the rest of text. One night and you were all over him… “I’m very sorry for how things turned, I should have known they would come after me. Again, I’m really sad that you had to be thrown in this, I hope you’ll give me the occasion to make up for it!”, Sae had to read it twice to be sure that he understood correctly.
Still frowning, he typed his name on google. “THE STAR OF THE YEAR CAUGHT WITH A FOOTBALLER IN SPAIN” was all he could find. Flustered, he opened Instagram to check your account, his gaze widened when he realised that he had gained more than 600k in the past hours. On his last post, he founded a new comment coming from Shidou “@youranonymousgirl made that bitch famous”. He suppressed it, but not before clicking on your account and following it.
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circemme · 1 year
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Antidote
Red Hood x reader
TW : slight smut, ANGST (hopefull ending), bad grammar
W/C: around 550
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Your lips felt so soft against his. They tasted so sweet. That’s why they were such a dangerous poison.
He knew you were bad, not for himself but for who you were and who he wanted to be. Red Hood had so much room to grow since his roots escaped the secluded area of his red pot. He started having regular contacts with Lucius, Nightwing and even Alfred sometimes. He hadn’t killed a soul in months, at least not in the outside world. In his mind however, he fantasized about killing all the criminals he fought for the past few months. Be he never gave to it.
You weren’t as controlled as he were. You were a thief, a liar, a killer. You were violent, sometimes manipulating. But your eyes were so pretty, and your lips felt so soft against his, your fingertips felt so good against his scalp, your hands were soothing when you griped his firm arms. He hated that you kept going to other man, but he loved how special he felt by your side. He hated that you were so far from the path he wanted to take, and hated the both of you that because of that he couldn’t offer you what he wanted to. There wasn’t any happy ending for the both of you, not under those terms. Jason knew it, but he kept founding himself back in your arms.
That night was one of those. You challenged him, he lost and loved every bit of it. He loved when you eagerly pressed yourself against his crotch, when let him feel a wet you were for him, taste it even. He loved how drunk of him you sounded as his mouth was working magic against your clit. He loved how you pulled his hair, scratch his scalp, and how you brutally stopped him to get a turn at pleasing him with your own mouth. He loved how you licked every bit of him, swallowed his all length while looking straight into his eyes.
He hated how he had to spoil it as you were about to sank on his hardened cock.
_ Did you have any other?
You left a sight escaped your mouth. Sometimes, you couldn’t understand this man. You liked him a lot, and he liked you a lot. That wasn’t the matter. The real issue was that de poor boy didn’t know what he wanted for himself. He always walked close to the fire, and often in it. For now, he was safe, but you weren’t. You could understand that if he wanted to stay away for you, but in reality, he just kept coming back, wishing for more, never allowing it and then dared to be disturbed by the fact that the both of you weren’t together.
_ I did. But we wore protections if that’s why you’re concerned, you answered slightly annoyed.
It wasn’t what mattered, you both knew it, but he nodded, trying to brush it out. He grabbed your neck as he sank inside you, pulling you in his neck so you couldn’t see his face as he started to move.
You faked not seeing the single tear that ran on his cheek as he pounded inside you.
Definitely, you were the deadliest poison he ever had to fight. But one day, he would realise that he already had the antidote.
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circemme · 1 year
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There's just something about this girl, this outfit, the hairstyle! It suits her and the movie so well
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circemme · 1 year
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Avatar Headcanons
Who would be the best parent? Sully family edition
Beware of the SPOILERS for Avatar: the way of water
W/C: ~500
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6. Tuk: Tuk being really young, it’s way too early to talk about a Na’vi child. For this one, we’re going to talk about being a pet-parent. She would be terrible. The type of girl to forget to bring her rabbit home after an afternoon outside and letting it being ate by an ugly looking predator. Pandora’s animals can consider themselves lucky to be a little more robust than a guinea pig, because this little girl would have caused terrible damages. 1/10
5. Kiri: Sweet girl, but I cannot see her with a child. She seems to live in her own world, a mighty one, but too far from others to be the type to care for a child. She’s good with Tuk, but I just don’t think she would want to carry a child, to bound her life to someone else for the rest of her life. 3/10
4. Jake: I love him. Honestly, my childhood crush, man of my dream for years. However, daddy Jake kind of sucks. He’s not absolutely trash, he can be cute with his daughters, sometimes Neteyam, but this fine man is confused, no, his sons aren’t his subject. I have the strong feeling that he’ll get better in Avatar 3, however I cannot forget what happened in the second movie. 5/10
3. Neteyam: Golden child, very sweet boy. I think he would be a good father, caring, protecting. He’s already super cute with Tuk, and grown-up, he would have this calm but strong presence that would be reassuring for a child. He’s also really loving, maybe not in words but his action would talk for him. Neteyam wouldn’t be as hard as Jake, but he would teach his kids to behave correctly. 8/10
2. Neytiri: That woman is just the perfect protective and strong mother. She loves her kids so much, and it shows. I also love the fact that she let them have their life instead of being over-protective, and protect them when her mate is too hard on them. I would have enjoyed more scenes with her and her kids in the movie, to show off the sweet relationships I know she have with them. I’m not going to talk about her reaction after Neteyam’s death because I’m still in denial, but her reaction was top tier. 10/10
1. Lo’ak: If he’s currently immature, he has a good dad material, especially with Tsireya. I think he would be super caring and demonstrative. After suffering from being a disappointment for all those years, he would always say to his children how much he loves them. He would never let them feel like a burden, and would make sure to communicate with them. Sometimes too nice with them, he would overall be a great father, who takes his children feelings with a lot of serious. Tsireya give him a little bonus in my notation because the both of them would be perfect, 10,5/10
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circemme · 1 year
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Not that bad - Neteyam x reader
POTENTIAL SPOILER
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Beware of potential spoiler of The way of water
I'm sorry for the mistakes, english ain't my first language
W/C : ~1400
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The sun just hit its highest position for Awa’atlu, warm enough to slightly burn skin, to the pleasure of most. Sadly, you weren’t most people, not there. The sky people had been back for two years now, and the forest quickly appeared small for their ambitions. Slowly, the different clans started to reunite, even the most remoted. Your people were nomad, and you were used to travel. At first, when your mother told you that you had to go with your siblings to represent your clan, you were more than pleased, it was a great opportunity to meet other Na’vis clans. However, you forgot something important: your people always stayed into the coldest region of Pandora.
            Your skins were from a blue lighter than other, your hair usually longer, your eyes a shade of purple, and you were taller and thicker than most Na’vi. Your people were perfectly adapted to the hard weather of the Northern region.
            But here, you were as weak as a human. Your light skin was suffering from the sun, and you couldn’t handle the temperatures. For the couple of days you’ve been in Awa’atlu, you stayed hidden from the sun most day, and only hangout during nigh time. You were the youngest of the chief’s children, so it was safe to say that you were spoiled, so at first nobody tried to force you to brave the sun. Nobody till they Olo’eyktan’s children, Ao’nung and Tsireya decided to invite you to help prepare a festival with them, not uncommon when so much Clan were reunited. You wished you could have skipped it, but you were a guest, and it wouldn’t have been fair from you not to help your hosts.
            Your head was hurting when you finally reached the meeting place, and you were far from being the first to arrive. “Guys, this is the daughter of the Orkif’er’s clan” introduced Tsireya. “And those are the children of the former Toruk Makto, Lo’ak, Kiri, Tuk and Spider. You already know my brother Ao’nung”. Without even realising it, you founded yourself staring at the last one. Not even once in your life you witnessed a human, and you wondered how some creatures so weak could have done so much damage to Eywa.
            “Sorry, I’m late” suddenly said someone, behind your back. You turned yourself and met the gaze of the prettiest guy you’ve seen since you reached Awa’atlu. “I’m not sure we’ve been introduced, I’m Neteyam, those idiots’ brother” he said while reaching your hand with his. His palm was warm, but in a nice way. “Nice to meet you, Neteyam” you said with a big smile, that did not leave him cold.
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            A few hours later, you were living one of the greatest times of your life. You learned to ride under water as a child, your people were cutting circles in the ice to plunge and collect some seaweeds. This aspect of the Orkif’er clan’s life wasn’t really known, so everyone was surprised to see how fast you were able to master an ilu. Also, underwater, the warmth of the sun wasn’t as violent, and it was surprisingly pleasing to evolve in this environment.
            By chance, everyone had been paired into smaller group, and you ended with the oldest and the youngest of the Sully’s family, Neteyam and Tuk. The little girl was the sweetest, always smiling and laughing under the protective gaze of her brother. You had for mission to bring some seashells, but to be fair, the girl wasn’t really much of a helper. However, you ended up collecting enough in a few hours, so you came back to the beach, and sat together for a while. To be fair, Tuk did not stay still for a long time, and she left you alone with her brother.
            “She’s adorable” you said to Neteyam as Tuk started to follow a bunch of big fish whose name you couldn’t remember. “Yes, she is” answered the boy, “but she always comes straight toward danger”. “Isn’t it a family thing?” you asked, aware of the reputation of the Sully.
            Even if your clan was cut from the rest of Pandora, war either tore people apart or bring them together. The second option happened, and you’ve heard a lot of stories about this alien that became one of you, an alien that became Toruk Makto. You also knew that him and his family seemed to always be in trouble, and from what you saw, Lo’ak’s behaviour helped you understand why.
            “I guess it’s true” sighted Neteyam “but we’re working on it, I promise you”. You realised that you’ve hit a sensible point without realising it, and you felt sorry for the boy. A blank field the air between the two of you.
            The both of you were around sixteen, a sweet age. But the war took it all, and you both were way too mature for your age. You knew it was the case for yourself for years, but it was striking with Neteyam. “How it is like, the snow?” asked the boy, breaking the silence. An honest smile stretched your lips. “Eywa’s masterpiece. The purest white ever, sparkling under the sun, falling from the sky. It’s beautiful and dangerous, it protects and destroy, it froze your body but melt your heart.”
            Your enthusiasm was contagious, and Neteyam started talking about the true Eywa’s masterpiece, the forest. The both of you talked for hours without realising it, Tuk coming back every once in a while, to show you some dumb trick she learned. You absolutely forgot about the striking sun, about any notion of time, until Tsireya and Lo’ak came back from the ocean to join you.
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            The night had come, and it was time to celebrate. Your face was painted in a weird but beautiful way, you started doing your own tracing, but Tsireya decided to add some typical Metkayina patterns, and Kiri ended up adding some bright colours from Omaticaya. You added a few pearls to your long breads, and add a lot of jewelleries. You felt beautiful, and a part of you he would too. It was a simple crush, a little teenage found another teenage cute, but you felt that Neteyam could be more, if Eywa wanted it.
            “Come on, it’s time to go” called you Tsireya, and you followed her. Each family was reunited in the center of the village, so you went with your older brothers and sister. You spotted the Sully family beside the Olo’eyktan’s family. You realised how impressive the parents were. Jake himself seemed powerful, but his mate was really beautiful and intimating. Even if you were far apart, she caught your gaze and you lowered it, embarrassed. That woman was something, and Neteyam looked so much like her.
            After a while, and a few beautiful songs, the gathering finally ended, it was time to dance. You were a good hunter, and a good warrior. You couldn’t be everything. That being said, you weren’t the greatest dancer, so you really hoped you could avoid exposing yourself. Before you even tried to escape, a small hand grabbed yours and trained you in the dance spot. “Tuk… I really love you but please, found someone else to dance” you asked the little girl. She answered with a huge smile “no”.
            Your saviour came from behind. “Come on Tuk, go dance with Kiri”, said Neteyam, and you were ready to kneel before him from happiness, ‘till he opened his mouth again, “I’m going to dance with her”. “Neteyam, no! Don’t do this to me, I promise you, you don’t want it either and…” you tried to defend yourself, but he grabbed your shoulders and placed you in front of him.
            You were taller, your people always were, but you felt so shy in front of his piercing gaze. You started watching other couples to see how they would dance, and you realised that both men and women had the same gestures, so you decided to stop thinking and just follow Neteyam’s step. It was surprisingly pretty fun, and you ended up laughing the one time you stepped on his feet.
            After a while, you both were tired and thirsty, you decided to get off the center of the village and to take a drink near the ocean. “It wasn’t that bad, was it?” asked Neteyam. You offered him a big smile. No, it wasn’t.
Posing your head on his shoulder, your realised that, in the end, you could survive the strong sun of Awa’atlu. It wasn’t that bad, after all. Especially with your new friends beside you.
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circemme · 1 year
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Hi guys ! I'm happy to be back here with a new blog ! I'm pretty irregular and change fandom quite often but I'll do a materlist one day... I promess
I cannot really promess any form of regularity, as a student I'm often quite busy. However, I'll try my best to post as much as I can.
For the moment, I'm not sure of the type of content I'll post, but feel free to interact.
Last but not least, english is not my first language, I'm sorry for any mistakes I'll make you can feel free to correct me if you want.
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