I wanna delete and redo my entire blog, but idk if i should

Heyyyy

I just wanted to come on here and say that i am doing alot better and my mindset is not as bad as it was a couple weeks and vents ago ^^ even if nobody cares i just felt the need to say it

I have lived in an institution for three weeks now, and it has honestly helped me alot and i feel better now that i am in a more healthier enviroment and the people here are rly nice ^^

reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something

Heyyyy pls go follow my bmth fanblog tysm🫶🫶🫶

@bmth-diehard

THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER !!!!

(Charlie is literally me)

rb and tell me what’s your most re watched movie.. and be honest

TW? stupid little vent🤏

Im in school and its so close to home, i just want to get up and go home, but i cant cuz I currently live at an institution :') AAAARGH i wanna go homeeeee, i never thought id end up like this bro, how the hell did i get here, why did i get sent to a fucking institution what the fuck

its alright at the institution but i still want to go home, i miss my cat and my room and my bed and my brother and my mother and everything

all the time when im at school, whenever the slightest bad thing happen i immediately want to cry and its so annoying because it makes me seem like a dramatic crybaby, but im just mentally ill and i cant do anything about it even though i hate it and would love to just be able to fix everything thats wrong about me, but its not possible, im not in a state where im able to pull myself togheter, im in a state where im uncomfortable with just my existence and in reality i really just feel like it would be better for me to just die, it would save many people so much time if i was just gone now, it really kills me how much time and people is put around me to fix me and get me to be mentally stable again, but its been four years, how come they havent given up yet? why didnt they let me die when i was so close? How come they think i still have a future?

Chat, how do i blaze a post? I wanna earn some badges 💃

WORDS CAN’T DESCRIBE HOW MUCH THIS SONG MEANS TO ME, IK ITS BASIC AF BUT THE LYRICS IS LITERALLY MY LIFE BRO ITS NOT FUNNY AT THIS POINT, I CAN’T EVEN LISTEN TO IT SOMETIMES CUZ OF HOW MUCH IT MAKES ME THINK ABOUT LIFE 😭😭😭

I was bored but why is it actually true 💀

I want to go home

The hospital room is lowkey creepy ngl🥲 im scared

Help i overshared to my therapist today, so now i might get admitted to the hospital 😔

WHAT THE FUCKKKK

HELP WHY IS SHE MAKING THAT FACE 😭😭😭

Mom pick me up im scared

its my body surely i have the right to harm it if i wish ???