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our hands entangle with my arm across your shoulders and yours wrapped around my waist
we dance slowly in a circle bodies pressed together while the rain pours around us
and softly in the background we hear love story by indila
#letters to my loves ill never send#mlm#trans#ftm mlm#mlm longing#mlm pining#ftm#queer#ftm trans#romantic#dancing in the rain#love story
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a relationship with me is a double edged sword
because on on side I love you to death
I can be the most perfect lover on the surface
I will make you your favourite foods and drinks
I'll sit and listen to you
I'll support you
I'll actively seek out everything you've ever wanted
not only would I let the world burn for you I'd set it on fucking fire for you
but on the other hand
you have to deal with extreme clinginess
my intense mood swings
my breakdowns
I need extreme amounts of reassurance
and I need heavy supplies of trust
I wont go through your phone but you'll have to remind me you dont hate me and I'm not abusing you
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you got tired of me
im sorry I was a bother
doesnt matter if you say you didnt
I can see it in your replies
or lack thereof
I get it it's okay
im tired of me too
I just wish I could ask when you'd want your hoodie back without you acting like im crazy
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help
what happens when someone tries to exorcise a demon from their own body?
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okay i have officially finished the movie
my thoughts:
honestly i didnt really like it to be honest. there were some points that i enjoyed it but overall i hated it mostly throughout while watching
i liked how it ended other than potentially setting up for a second
the therapist was absolute crap, should've at very least given them resources or homework
it all was just horrible honestly
I'm watching the movie M3gan (spoiler warning yall are gonna hear ALL my thoughts since I only have 3 friends and they're all busy at the moment)
and I'm not even an hour in
and this little kid has lost her parents in an accident so she has to go live with her aunt
and this therapist shows up day two
to evaluate whether or not it's a safe environment
and this therapist is so obviously judging this SINGLE CHILDFREE AUNT (who's had the child in her home for less than 48 hours, not even really any time to unpack anything) for not IMMEDIATELY having any toys for the kid? or like not entirely sure how to nessicarly hang out with the kid?
her and her sister werent exactly close and the therapist almost like threatens the aunt with taking the kid away and giving her to the grandparents?
like BITCH? neither of them have even processed that the parents are gone? let alone the niece having processed the accident in which she almost DIED IN????
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I hate this movie
also the way this robot dances?
is fucking hilarious
I'm watching the movie M3gan (spoiler warning yall are gonna hear ALL my thoughts since I only have 3 friends and they're all busy at the moment)
and I'm not even an hour in
and this little kid has lost her parents in an accident so she has to go live with her aunt
and this therapist shows up day two
to evaluate whether or not it's a safe environment
and this therapist is so obviously judging this SINGLE CHILDFREE AUNT (who's had the child in her home for less than 48 hours, not even really any time to unpack anything) for not IMMEDIATELY having any toys for the kid? or like not entirely sure how to nessicarly hang out with the kid?
her and her sister werent exactly close and the therapist almost like threatens the aunt with taking the kid away and giving her to the grandparents?
like BITCH? neither of them have even processed that the parents are gone? let alone the niece having processed the accident in which she almost DIED IN????
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oh of COURSE in the middle of the all important presentation the kid finally shows her PTSD and the the robot comes to the rescue how great
I'm watching the movie M3gan (spoiler warning yall are gonna hear ALL my thoughts since I only have 3 friends and they're all busy at the moment)
and I'm not even an hour in
and this little kid has lost her parents in an accident so she has to go live with her aunt
and this therapist shows up day two
to evaluate whether or not it's a safe environment
and this therapist is so obviously judging this SINGLE CHILDFREE AUNT (who's had the child in her home for less than 48 hours, not even really any time to unpack anything) for not IMMEDIATELY having any toys for the kid? or like not entirely sure how to nessicarly hang out with the kid?
her and her sister werent exactly close and the therapist almost like threatens the aunt with taking the kid away and giving her to the grandparents?
like BITCH? neither of them have even processed that the parents are gone? let alone the niece having processed the accident in which she almost DIED IN????
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I'm watching the movie M3gan (spoiler warning yall are gonna hear ALL my thoughts since I only have 3 friends and they're all busy at the moment)
and I'm not even an hour in
and this little kid has lost her parents in an accident so she has to go live with her aunt
and this therapist shows up day two
to evaluate whether or not it's a safe environment
and this therapist is so obviously judging this SINGLE CHILDFREE AUNT (who's had the child in her home for less than 48 hours, not even really any time to unpack anything) for not IMMEDIATELY having any toys for the kid? or like not entirely sure how to nessicarly hang out with the kid?
her and her sister werent exactly close and the therapist almost like threatens the aunt with taking the kid away and giving her to the grandparents?
like BITCH? neither of them have even processed that the parents are gone? let alone the niece having processed the accident in which she almost DIED IN????
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what if I eat nothing anymore
what if I just drank chai with a little bit of espresso in it
and that's all I ever consumed again?
maybe then I'd be good enough for anyone
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(I sometimes am not even like ready to be in bed yet at 4 am)
(and he's going to bed at like 8pm)
(then waking up at 4am)
(we're like exact opposites)
(sleep wise)
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I want to sob
I want to vomit
I want to cut myself up so I'd actually be skinny for once
why am I not allowed to be cute
2x and 3x are baggy on me
why does it not fit?
why does this 3x not fit?
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I personally am not snitching to pigs
I'd cook these for you in the morning so you have something to eat after blowing my back out all last night
#letters to my love i'll never send#letter to my god#mlm#trans#mlm longing#ftm mlm#mlm pining#ftm#queer#ftm trans
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we could've been cute
cowboy 脳 alt boy
me in my stupid little dark outfits
and you in your stupid little hat
[that you look so damn good in]
but you won't go to therapy
or manage your jealousy
and are just slipping away
abandoning me
I should've just shut you out
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what changed
did I do something
why am I unlovable
why are you backing away
why are you slowly slipping away
why did I let my walls down
why did I let myself get comfortable
now you're leaving me
why are you leaving me
why did I let myself give a shit because now I'm going to end up with no one all over again with nothing but yet another hole in my swiss cheese of a heart
why did I let myself fucking trust you
why are you leaving me?
I shouldnt have let myself get comfortable I knew it wouldnt fucking last
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it sucks watching you go from
I miss you too
to
heh
to
*no response*
I'm watching you forget about me, or lose interest, or something and it fucking hurts
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I also want to make you cum :)
#letters to my love i'll never send#letter to my god#mlm#trans#mlm longing#ftm mlm#mlm pining#ftm#queer#ftm trans
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