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Anxiety and stress tend to feed on each other creating a vicious circle that you can’t seem to get out of. You will. Be gentle with yourself. 🖤
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The eyes of a noble.
The most powerful one yet...
My Master.
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You are more than what they say you are.
Do not let any ones voice out speak your own.
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*Secret Intentions*
Intentions are a tricky thing
you never know what they mean
It touches you here, it touches you there
before you know it, it's everywhere
You can't say no, you can't say yes
your brain is racing you're a mess
It says it loves you but it lied
it doesn't stop even when you cry
You kick and scream with all your might
but even you know, you've lost this fight
Your eyes shut tight, afraid to peek
you can't even find the will to speak
All because a friendly wave
made it realize what it craved
It fed you lies and cured your fear
all because it wanted you here
It gave you time and you seemed fine
but that is when it crossed the line
Since you trusted so easily
it did what it did, deceivingly
Of course you realized way to late
you could not stop it and sealed your fate
Now here you lay, cold and motionless
empty of hope and happiness
It got up and left, intentions fulfilled
while you just lay there completely still
No words came out, your mouth still shut
it closed the door in a hush
You stared at yourself lying on the bed
and that's when you realized you were dead
#murder#poetry#darkpoems#dark poetry#murder mystery#chobits#chi#anime#poems#poems on tumblr#domestic abuse awareness#stand up#speak out#you are loved
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or·phan {noun}
a child whose parents are dead
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I am that definition. I never in my life thought that in my young age of 32 - I would not have either of my parents' still on this earth. I did not have the grandest of childhoods and I still have this hole in my heart where they should be.
To never hear your voices again. Torture.
To never smell your hugs ever again.
Staring at the phone, dialing the numbers, unanswered rings. Listening to the voicemail answer.. Cause of course your phones are still on because how would I know what you sound like.
How would I remeber?
All the voicemails, good or bad that you both have left me. Kept safe. Except for you, mom.... I lost a lot of yours in what would be the biggest accident. I never let myself forget it.
To know that all my half siblings still have one parent.
Jealousy.
Envy.
Of course, I am happy for them. They will never know the pain I know. Not yet at least. We all perish. Our parents are supposed to come first. No parent should have to bury a child. It was just so sudden. The both of you. 3 years apart. Who would have known. I know I did not. I thought losing one parent was hard - losing two was completely numbing.
#death#loss#rest in peace#rest in paradise#losing a parent#parental loss tw#mother#father#mom#dad#daughter#orphan#angels#death and love#imissyou#stairwaytoheaven#anime#guilty crown#Mana#Inori#oneoftwo
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Hot tears on my cheek
means this pain is uncomfortably fresh
As I run to my room
I know exactly what I'm to do
My knees hit the ground
I know where it's to be found
I crawl to its place
and then my hands cover my face
I reach over to grab it
while I whisper softly "sorry, I've had it"
This is the only way
I know how to make the pain go away
I unroll the cloth its hidden in
and realize just how long its been
The stains once red, now are brown
its been so long since I've fallen down
The last piece of cloth unrolled
and there it sat with stories never told
It kept my secrets deep inside
that were once forgotten and now alive
It never rusted and never dulled
my perfect friend in control
This pain inside would go away
as long as I promised to never stray
It hurt at first, but then it tickled
since the pain started to trickle
Crimson red hit the floor
and my problems were no more.
#awareness#self help#therapy#suicide prevention#you are not a burden#you are loved#poetry#poems on tumblr#dark poem#mental health#edgerunners#cyberpunk#lonely#alive#dead#death#life#speak up#dont be afraid#you are not alone
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I close my eyes and drift away
My body here, my soul can’t stay
Surrounded by sadness and love
My spirit grows wings like a dove
As I sore above the sky
All my memories float on by
The good, the bad and those in between
It made me want to laugh and scream
As fast as I left, faster I returned
My eyes now open :: So forth rebirth
#death#life#rebirth#reincarnation#summerland#otherplain#inbetweentwoworlds#passing on#passing away#being born#love#poetry#poems on tumblr#writing
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Sometimes I feel like you’re still here
I feel you far and near
You’re the wind that blows my hair
But when I turn you’re not there
The whispers of the trees
The buzzing of the bees
Sunshine on my flesh
The rainwater falling to my chest
Oh how I miss thee..
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The cave was a decent size; Tall enough that our heads did not touch the ceiling but if you raised your hands above your head you could feel the sharp rocks at your fingertips.
Elron was ahead of me when he came to a sudden stop.
"What is it?" I asked. Now normally Elron was always quick to give me an answer but this time he just stood frozen. I decided to walk to where he was and take a look to see what had him so speechless.
Right in front of him was a cavern within the cave. This cavern opened up even wider and taller then the stretch we were standing in. The entire place lit up by a white beaming light. It was almost hard to look at the source of the light because it gave the same feeling as looking at the sun.
I strained my eyes to look beyond the light.
A woman....
Encased in what looked like a clear crystal? Quartz maybe? As me and Elron walked closer I could make out that it looked like she was sleeping.
"What do you think it is Caleb?" Elron looked puzzled. " Not a what Elron, clearly a who..." I motioned for Elron to wait behind me while I continued to walk towards her.
She had long flowing blonde hair, which appeared white at times. Lips a rosy pink. Skin, porcelain. I felt like I knew her but I had never seen her a day in my life. Me and Elron only came to these caverns to try and dig for gold and yet here we are standing before this beauty.
The wind picked up pace and it started to become chilly.
"Caleb" a whisper in the wind caressed my ears. Her eyes shot open to reveal icy blue eyes and a smile across her face.
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His eyes a yellow summer,
His lips a pink shade of rose.
// Porcelain skin, glistening \\
Cold to the touch, his mouth bleeds warmth.
My eyes roll back, pain where my neck meets my shoulders.
I run my fingers through his hair, he traces my body with his hands.
Pain turns to pleasure as we melt into one another.
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If words were daggers, would you be mindful of them?
If words were paint and anything you ever said was painted on your skin, would you be mindful of them?
If words held power, would you be mindful of them?
I ask because words can cut anothers soul like a dagger. Every word that leaks from your mouth paints your spirit black and white. The good and bad; Yin and Yang ☯️. Words do hold power but, it’s how you use them. If you constantly speak negative about yourself, you’ll soon start to believe it. It’s fine to be self critical! If anything that’s great for personal growth but, let’s not forget to not confuse self-criticism for self-abuse.
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If the wind whispered your name.. would you turn and look?
If the ocean waves kissed your cheek.. would you fall in love?
If the rain from the clouds washed away your fears, would you walk in it more?
If everything you’ve ever wanted knocked on the door to your soul... would you answer it?
The world is full of wonders. Don’t let the “what if’s” stop you.
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Her eyes. Quiet like her soul.
Nothing stirs.
The smoke surrounds. Embraces.
Inhale. Exhale.
Inhale. Exhale.
Inhale.....
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Your lips taste like sweet ecstasy
A drug I never wanna get clean from 🖤
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Ever leave one room to go to another to get something and forget what it is right as you get to the enterance point of the door.
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This is so beautiful. I needed this today
“Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.”
— Kurt Vonnegut
(via goodreadss)
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