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op your take on ctommy's childhood was so god-awful and inaccurate that i literally felt my blood pressure drop as a wave of bloodlust overtook me. i don't want you dead but if i were to be put in a room with you right now i don't think i'd be able to keep my hands to myself. ok? i hope you get the support you need because there's no way you are intentionally this ignorant on ctommy lore and still choose to make comments on it.
So, hello. And ha-ha, dude, if you want to hint that you want me dead(because when people don’t want someone’s death they don’t write but, right after this phrase), at least say it to my face, without hiding behind anonymity. You're a cowardly little idiot.
If you didn't know headcanons are not canon for the characters, and nowhere does it say that Tommy had a bad/normal/good childhood. We do not know not only about Tommy's childhood, but also about the childhood of many other characters and we can well interpret it as we want, it will not be canon in any case. So how I interpret the character, especially in MY AU, is entirely my business. And if you suddenly think otherwise, then this is not a reason to threaten me and dump your problems with aggression on strangers on the Internet, go learn media literacy and etiquette before writing to people.
Eh, and if you want to hear my opinion, why c!Tommy is stealing, you should have just asked. And if you think that they do this only because of a bad childhood, then you are wrong.
c!Tommy in my AU/headcanon is just a little egoist at first (like many teenagers), who doesn’t think much, who partly wants to seem cool, partly wants to attract the attention of older and cooler guys, and partly because he is allowed to do so and quite they let go of theft and hey! Others do it too, why can't he?
He is not bad, but not good either, there are simply too many factors that stack up in his favor and he decides not to neglect them.
That's all, you could calmly ask the question and not wish for my death. People can interpret the actions of characters differently and this is not necessarily a bad thing, and the reasons for the same thing can also be different.
Let's return to your etiquette, when a person makes a mistake, you should at least say what he made a mistake and provide evidence, otherwise everything you said is ordinary nonsense that you came up with.
Bye baby.
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Dream learned to read and write late (at about 14 years old), because before Bad/Puffy (choose whoever you want) took him under their wing and taught him.
He couldn't teach himself or sneak into the school to overhear lessons and didn't have an adult to teach him. He had to get food, take care of clothes and try not to die or go to prison. He stole and almost got enslaved by Hypixel in the arena while trying to make more money (His greed and desperation took over, but he really needed clothes. He was growing too fast), but he was lucky to get away without a brand or a collar with a curse of indestructibility.
He also needed money to buy passage and priority status to the main hub.
Tommy had it all from birth, and he chose from all possible methods theft, insults and ridicule. A guy who doesn't go hungry, who has been going to school since he was 7 years old, received a basic education and had a good guardian, chooses to steal for fun. He doesn’t need so much resources, he can get it without straining, his clothes are new and clean, without holes and suitable for each biome.
He had priority passage status from birth, he never died of hunger and never lost all the accumulated progress, he was never robbed, tried to kill and did not look with contempt at the next beggar/pickpocket.
Dream doesn't understand him. Dream desperately wanted to be in his as a child. He doesn't understand Tommy, he despises him.
He envies him in a childish, stupid way.
Ps. I like it when Dream suffers. but hey! he now has a whole server, everything will be fine, right?
#c!dream#c! tommy#dream#tommyinnit#dreamwastaken#dream smp#headcanon#dsmp#he just little guy who dont understand#why not him?#admin au
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We continue the epic with the CAT!Dre, because it’s impossible not to talk about it. and this is again a mix of headcanons and canon behavior.
And thanks for your support little meow meow!
Dream is a brat, he loves to play dirty tricks. Drop something, and then quickly run away from the scene of the crime, rearrange things, making a complete mess and rush around the house madly, because he doesn’t want to go outside, but he wants to go crazy right now.
He takes the things he likes/stolen to his little secluded corner where he enjoys them alone. (I know his evil hideout was deliberately built to be ominous,but god, it literally looks like that dark corner behind the couch with the most important items.
Dream Team set up an aquarium and Dream spent hours watching the fish and even tried to catch them.
He crumple his friends. Once he broke Sap's rib when he was in complete ecstasy from catnip and did not calculate the force with which he pressed.
He hates citrus fruits, and every time he hisses at George when he drinks tea with lemon, and pushes him out of bed when he went to Ponk's before bed for more lemons. Sapnap always looks at George with superiority at such moments.
He despises Ponk's lemon trees, but is tactfully silent because his friend built him a separate place right in the branches of the tree with a very comfortable hammock. (He doesn't feel comfortable saying that he doesn't like citrus fruits, so he always sniffs a little mint to fill his receptors and lie quietly in a hammock.)
He teases Tommy by stealing his dicks and climbing trees that the brat can't climb because of his weak arms.
Mistakes bees for flying targets and shoots them down by leaping and effectively pinning them down with both hands. (No bees were harmed)
His somewhat creepy habit of watching and controlling everyone; this is literally cat behavior, they always want to be in the know and in control of the space they are in. They want to know everything so they know they are safe.
After Pandora, he will follow Panz on his heels and get in the way, try to be somewhere nearby or fall asleep only in his presence, for fear of separation. (He never admits that panicky fear of being left alone, in a dark small cell, when you don’t know if anyone will come back to you or if everyone has abandoned you.).
Dream takes away Tommy's ability to go wherever he wants (exile arc). He literally chews off Tommy's whiskers (like a mother cat) so that he does not go far from Dream, so that he can control his actions, so that he can finally train little brat.
In Pandora Dream played with the Techno's tail when he had enough energy.
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cc!Dream is a puppy, but I'm ready to fight for fact that c!Dream is a CAT!
He pretends that he doesn’t need anyone, that he can handle it on his own, and then he simply comes to his loved one for comfort and affection (yes, I’m talking about Punz).
He is upset that Techno rejected him (and I understand Dream), he literally sounds like a cat who was coldly and harshly thrown from his warm lap and his sweet slumber was interrupted. He is betrayed and does not understand what he did to deserve this from the person he trusted and who was safe for him.
Dream organizes a manhunt because games bring kittens closer together, building family bonds.
He climbs trees and sleeps anywhere, and especially likes to lie and bask in the sun on the roof of a Community house.
I'm sure he hisses at people and walks silently, scaring everyone and everything.
He tries to spend a lot of time with each friend, mostly he follows them around and watches (like with Puffy), or chats animatedly and asks a lot of questions (like with Sam when he's building something), or sleeps nearby, or maybe directly on a person (as with George and Sapnap).
Although Dream wears a mask most of the time, it’s difficult to notice how he looks at you and blinks slowly, but this is how he shows love.
He also watches how people eat and guards them during meals, either eating everything first or after the others.
Dislikes enclosed spaces and prefers to have access to all rooms (he hates that he built Pandora's main chamber so small).
He loves soft things, so he always wears things that are comfortable and pleasant to the touch. (He hates that Pandora doesn't even have a bed.)
He loves meat, and sometimes eats it raw (this saves time!!). Considers attempts to replace meat with artificial meat a crime.
Loves water, and especially dolphins and playing with them. Their energy and speed match his own and give him the opportunity to not hold back.
P.S. This is a mix of headcanons and my attempt to show that c!Dream is a cat.
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Dream will shrink, and Techno will offer him to live in a doghouse, because he has no home!
So, it was a joke, but I'll think about whether I should write this scene.
Ha-ha, I'll just dump some information on you, because further things may seem strange and confusing without it. And I'll leave. Yes, good plan.
Since Dream is a child who has developed too quickly, regression is usually used in this situation. Not only emotional, but also physical. But all this should happen gradually, and you cannot suddenly throw a person in adolescence into the thinking of a child under 10 years old.
Yes, over time, Dream will lose memories of little things, events and people.
First, he will forget those with whom he did not communicate very closely and for a short time, those who did not evoke special emotions. Then he will have blurry memories of more vivid events, but he will not remember any faces or names; when meeting a forgotten person, his reaction will be based on forgotten feelings. Those whom he knew the longest will be the last to be forgotten, but Dream will no longer remember anything about them.
His scars will be erased, his connections will be severed and trampled, he will no longer remember anyone except his beloved Daddy and Tech.
He will be happy, ignorance will make him happy, ignorance will lead him to love, care and happiness. He will grow again.
He will be loved.
Hmm, yes. In short, Dream will be driven into regression (believe me, he will decrease and not understand why this is happening. I would like to write about this in a comic sense, but no matter how you look at it, decrease against your will is creepy). And he won’t even realize it until a certain moment, at first he will be too weak, later too distracted by trying to recover and come up with an escape plan, that he will notice everything only after he looks up at Philza.
Yes, I guess I'll say bye. Haha, live with this info, I told you the AU would be a little creepy.
And I'm not sorry
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As Dream takes on his final form and adapts to it, he will begin to take on hybrid guardian traits. And this is also a difficult period in a child’s life. He begins to get itchy in the area where new parts are sprouting, be it feathers, scales or horns, and he will become capricious, sensitive and unstable.
Dream's shoulder blades will itch to such an extent that Philza will have to keep him from harming himself for hours or walk with him in a kangaroo pouch all day.
It's exhausting.
But his little wings will be worth it, and so will his developing instincts.
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Technoblade and his care.
Techno has trained four dogs (in fact, he is gradually training all dogs to observe Dream's behavior and bark loudly to attract Philza's and Techo's attention) to be Dream's service dogs with a rotating guard duty. He is never left alone; he always has at least 2 dogs with him.
On the one hand, they snitched on him for literally everything. For the fact that he stood up, although this cannot be done yet, or took an important object in shaking hands, or that he is going to go outside unaccompanied, or that he is rummaging through chests with potions, although he has an addiction to which they are taken out, but he found the hiding place.
He considers them snitches anyway and hisses at them when they start barking. Then the dogs begin to bark even louder, because they think that he is playing with them. It's funny if you ask Techo.
On the other hand, the dogs helped him cope with panic attacks, with convulsions, with hallucinations and nightmares, after which they did not overexert themselves, so that he did not rip off the bandages from his own body or so that during an attack, he sat and had support and had a way of grounding.
So sure, they're snitches, but he always gives them a little more meat or pampers them by letting him leave them on the couch, even though Techno will complain that there is dog hair everywhere
P. S. Oh damn, I wanted to post a completely different post, but the hissing Dream and caring Techno won me over. I also seem to be a little fixated on Techno lore and the development of other AUs. So perhaps you will see other Aus from me, but I don’t promise anything yet!
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So with the Admin Au in the general information post where it talks about Dream, Phil, and Techno it says that "No matter what plans Dream had or still has he won't get away/escape" or smt along those lines, out of curiosity does he try to make a break for it while under Phil and Techno's care? Ngl I don't think they'd be letting him out of their sight for months
Thanks for the question! It's nice to know that people are interested in this AU. :)
I think I should have mentioned earlier, but this AU was intended from the very beginning to be a story with elements of horror(?), if you can call it that. Dream will try to escape, because he is constantly monitored, treated as if he were a child, as if his plans were worth nothing. It was as if his old life before his escape had never existed. He feels like he's back in prison.
So he has reasons to run away.
And he will try as soon as he returns to normal (or at least a state in which he can walk). He has plans and, as in canon, he intends to carry them out, no matter what the cost.
On the other hand, Techno became attached to him in prison enough to offer him a place in his home. He recognizes Dream's independence as an adult. Well, until a certain point.
So the main reason why he is treated this way? Philza Minecraft and his discovery.
Phil, for his part, having learned that Dream is too young to even create his own server, takes matters into his own hands.
So how did he even know, since before that he had no doubt about Dream’s independence?
Dream is exhausted after prison, he can’t even walk yet, and the climate change has finished him off, driving him into a severe fever. So, he is in the full care of the other two. And when the fever reaches its peak, Philza gets into his code (this is a necessary measure to prevent Dream from dying), he discovers that Dream is a child. Well, by the standards of admins, although it’s surprising that he adapted to the players so quickly.
So. Child. Without a guardian. With his own server. This is alarming to say the least, so taking him under your own wing is the best solution.
And the admins already have a plan for what to do with those who have grown up too quickly (because this is wrong, because it hurts the Universe too much when her beloved children are deprived of their childhood).
I hope I answered your question and didn’t go too far off topic. :)
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Remark: Philza grew up in the End. He considers this world home, even if no one lives there anymore, except for ordinary mobs.
Phil has been walking around this universe for a long time. He has quite a few scars on his body. There are those insignificant ones: on your knees from playing in the end stone, on which you abrade your skin until it bleeds when you fall, on your hands from cooking, from careless handling of a sword, from trying to pick fresh fruits of the chorus, climbing a rough and thorny trunk, and many, many other small and large scars and burns.
And there are those who left a memory forever. Those few are the most significant.
The first scar was from a phantom, when as a child he followed adults on a hunt with only a poorly sharpened chorus stick instead of a normal sword or spear. He thought he was old enough.
But the sight of a real phantom up close made him freeze in place. He was saved only by the hunters, who at the last moment managed to slightly redirect the phantom’s movement and quickly kill it before Philza died.
His arrogance almost killed him, and the scar on his collarbone from sharp teeth became a reminder to him.
The second was from the battle with the gods, during the first skirmishes, when none of the administrators were experienced in this kind of battle, and the gods got rid of the administrators by catching them one by one.
Philza then strayed from the group in the Nether, delayed in mining gold and sorting through his own belongings. Even then he had problems with time, always following only his own pace, sometimes lagging behind, sometimes overtaking everyone.
It almost cost him his life when a group of gods, who decided that Nether's territory belonged to them, wanted to get rid of the interference by catching them one by one.
Philza's reflexes and remarkable hearing saved him from the first blow of one of the gods, but the second hit right between the ribs, miraculously not hitting the core. Trying to defend himself, he threw Ender potions at the gods in an attempt to blind and slow them down. They collapsed so quickly, gasping in agony, and Phil only had the strength to write “help” and send the coordinates before completely passing out, falling next to the gods.
He almost died. But he discovered one of the ways to fight the Nether offspring.
Now he has a scar in the form of several curved, torn lines stretching from his left shoulder blade to the core (heart). Philza was nursed for a long time after this skirmish.
The third, from an arrow with poison on the right side, when one of the defectors tried to shoot him.
The betrayal hit him in every way. And the sad smile when the traitor decided to say goodbye and apologize to him awakened something wild in him.
Phil had never ripped out someone else's core and erased someone's existence with such fury before.
Philza's body is littered with scars, and he cherishes and remembers each of them. Philza was not ashamed of them, he was taught that scars were a reminder of the lessons you learned, no matter how cruel they were. Learn from your mistakes and move on, recover as the scar heals, and then find the strength to move on.
P.S: This is essentially a headcanon for DSMP, but also a canon for the Admin AU. In general, he was supposed to be small, but I again fell into the pit of adoration for Philza and his lore. I'm too weakweak for this man.
#philza#philza minecraft#headcanon#dream smp#lore#dsmp#dsmp au#admin au#I really try to put all the tags correctly
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Some general information about Admin AU:
- Everything basically revolves around three characters: Dream, Philza and Techno, so all the main points are about them.
Brief information about the characters:
Dream:
In this au he is a child by the standards of the admins, but due to circumstances he developed like an ordinary player, which is harmful to the mental health of the admins. This development failure occurred due to the absence of an adult admin nearby, so Dream’s code will adapt to the circumstances in order to survive. In fact, he was damn lucky that he didn’t die, since the code of the children of administrators is a favorable environment for the development of viruses or gods who want to gain more power. Therefore, children are usually kept on a separate server with only a guardian until their late teens.
Now Dream will not be in any danger when, after escaping from prison, Philza realized that Dream is a child. The boy will be under the watchful eye of Philza and Technoblade, and no one will dare touch him again (And no matter what plans Dream had or still has, he will not escape).
Philza:
- Elythrian, member of the first generation of administrators. He was one of those who participated in all the skirmishes with the gods, invented the first fashions and founded the academy of administrators. He has extensive and varied experience working with children of all ages.
- Disdainful of the gods.
- A member of the now extinct Elytrian race, which gives him an understanding of the ancient Enderian language. True, the language has long fallen out of use. Among the characteristic features: dark gray wings, a cluster of feathers throughout the body, but most of all on the cheeks, in the neck, shoulders and shoulder blades, and also pointed claws.
- There have already been attempts to create his own family and settle down, but all his partners are now dead, as are the admin’s children. Wilbur in his eyes is a mistake, too similar in appearance to his mother.
- The players are treated with some disdain, as a lower caste unable to compare with him (his attitude is also influenced by the fact that the players were created by the gods as an imitation of the admins).
Technoblade: Pure-blooded Brute piglin.
Previously, he lived in one of the thousands of bastions of the Primordial World, he grew up in it and defended it. Everything changed the first time he killed a player. Then he heard a heartbreaking scream full of agony in his head (Techno pushed the guy into the lava after blowing his head off with one precise blow). He backed away from the scene of the player's death, clutching his head in an attempt to muffle his scream. He waited a few more hours until the screaming died down. This is how he gained his first voice, and later lost it when he didn't have enough blood to keep all the voices strong (Much later, after Techno learned mojang thanks to the voices, Philza spoke about his code being warped and confused with the players' code lines. Philza called him special, called him the darling of the Universe, said that she gave him the opportunity to learn, and that he did not mind a companion on his journey).
Technoblade has participated in many events in this world, now he wants to rest a little.
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A summary of what I'm going to post:
- Headcanons for the original DSMP.
- Own AUs in the world of DSMP with varying degrees of deviation from the canon and different character developments.
- My thoughts, indignation regarding DSMP.
Communication:
- You can ask questions about AU or my opinion about DSMP if you want to know something. I am always happy to answer questions and am open to communication.
Warning:
- I write ONLY about characters and usually don’t particularly include in my AUs those I don’t feel comfortable writing about.
- I am an Dream apologist and write mainly about him, so he will often appear in posts.
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More about lore moment my Admin AU. Just some piece of lore. I'm just trying to close the holes in my plot.
How did Phil end up under arrest in the first place? Why didn't he leave, although he could have done so?
It's simple, he is an admin, but on other servers he also obeys the server rules. Someone else’s house is a temple, and you are a guest in it, so no one has the right to break the owner’s word. Well, and you usually sign a user agreement about this, so that the server or admin will apply sanctions if the rules are violated.
By the way, Phil is initially not very polite to Dream, from deliberately trespassing on someone else’s property to supporting chaos on the server.
As a nuance, Phil apologized for Wilbur's behavior and his childish comedy, which Philza's recognized son continued to break. He also apologized for bypassing the server code and illegally being on it and asked for official permission from Dream. (He was touched by the apology, but very quickly dismissed the permission, saying that he had nothing against Philza’s presence on his server, which of course alerted Philza, but Dream is a fully functioning young admin. He knows what he’s doing.)
So, according to Philza, Dream is most likely having fun, and he doesn’t want to spoil the game for him, which admins, after full adaptation, often arrange, trying to test the limits of the players’ capabilities and the limit of the development of the story in order to choose a direction to their liking.
So yes! Phil did not leave and did not particularly resist fate, since he condoned the young admin’s game. He is a little weak towards children, what can he do?
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Little more about my Admin AU.
Mobs are not intelligent enough to become full-fledged players or have any relationships with players.
Some mobs have their own trading and pack system, they are indeed smarter than other mobs, but still do not reach the player’s level.
Cub must grow up in natural conditions with adults who can take care of them. But there are always players who build zoos and other dregs. Sometimes the prohibition of zoos and personal possessions on wild mobs that are not created for taming is even specified by a separate server rule in the user agreement.
Taking mobs from their natural environment is harmful and irresponsible. There are players who even perceive them as their own children, which is completely wrong. This is condemned even by ordinary players, and even more so by admins. For this you can be kicked out of the server and get a lot of unpleasant consequences on other servers, from a ban on some high-level and personal servers to permanent death.
Cub, when ripped out of their habitat, experience terrible stress and may die. Some, like pets, imitate the player’s behavior in order to pass as one of their own and get rid of potential danger. What some people perceive as games is actually a way to get rid of stress, for example, the eternal desire to butt heads with piglins or zombie pigs. They try to relieve stress by obsessing over repetitive movements that they associate with safety.
#headcanon#worldbulding#lore#dream smp#Admin AU#sorry if I'm a little incoherent#but what really annoys me is the adoption of mobs in the lore#especially when children are involved in adoption?! this is weird
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Lol, my personal headcanon is that Phil is a serial adopter, not because he's kind or anything, but because he's old plus he's never had a child, so his instincts demand he have a child. He rejects all non-admins after a few days (but this only gives him a break for a few years), so he adopts anyone to calm down at least a little.
In my vision of the admins and my personal au, Philza is not as kind and fair as he is usually made out to be(man literally blew up the city and was quite happy, stop turning a blind eye to it)
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