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tobedetermine2020 · 2 years
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Es que ya la mente no me da para más, se me ocurrió crecer de nuevo o intentar crecer, ya cuando había alcanzado el lugar de seguridad y mundanidad o como explicarlo si pues ya cuando creía haber alcanzado las metas de último estirón.
E momento en donde: la casa ya te queda chica, el trabajo de la semana ya se vuelve monótono y las deudas esta por ser pagadas en su totalidad. Esa noche cuando llegas a casa y con gran placer te sientas a descansar y ver tele.
Pero momento si ese momento te da una ansiedad y un inconformismo, la mente de da de vueltas y piensas, ahí no que aburrimiento, así que a crecer de nuevo.
El problema es que ya no tengo la misma fuerza, la batalla continua con la depresión y la ansiedad, agarrarme de chingo con mis inseguridades todos los días, pues ya me gasto y estoy cansada.
La diferencia es que este crecer viene. Justo cuando ya estoy crecida así que, como va y a ver quien gana.
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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Today I sadly realize that you never knew how to live.. you were not dead inside you just didn’t know how to live.
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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I can’t stop thinking that you are alone and all that I want to be is your company.
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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Becaus win hurt I am falling in love with my bedroom more and more. Because I miss you I redocorate the whole place. Because you existed this use to be Our Bedroom, but you are gone this is just my hide out for now.
I was alive before you I didn’t die because of you I just need to remember and update myself again.
Is not like never happens like this before you
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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You always claim I was going to look for something else, you said you were not enough, I will look for something better.
In the end you just left, I didn’t do what you said I was going to, no... you leave me, you just never came back and said Good Bye!
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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I promise when I meet you I just wanted to write short poetry now that you left I feel like writing a long long book. Our time was so short but our story will cover a book with many chapters.
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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I fall for Mr Wrong :
I knew from the beginning you were Mr Wrong I was not all Miss Right , that is why I didn’t care.
But after all this, after all this time going against all the right answers and all right comments of me Miss Right doing Wrong after all that I purposely and unapologetically LOVED YOU like nobody in your long life will ever loved or will love you.
Take if for what it is : I gave Mr Wrong the chance to have a story with Miss Right.
I will forever remember you Mr Wrong Johnson.
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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I think I have an Epiphany :
Those that should not be here
Need not to be here or you need to leave.
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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The hope for the future should always be bigger than the intermittent present happines.
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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I meet my very own personal Job yes the one and only Diablo has touch his life in so many ways but He is still up and running but Job don’t know that Jesus is the only keeping him in one piece. I hope I can help him to realize is nothing but Jesus son of God that don’t allow the Diablo to take his life.
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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My man smells like his cologne, the stink of his cigarette and the pasión he has for me.
My man smell like love for me!
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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There were moments that show me the you that I don’t want, now that you are back I can’t fully dispose those memories.... Have you change for real? Is this just convenient for you ? Or is this convineinet for me ? ... I think I love you I think I do ....
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tobedetermine2020 · 3 years
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Aun cuando el cuerpo y la mente me llevan a ti, algo muy dentro de Reusa al cambio a la adaptación de un nuevo momento en mi vida.
Talvez por que mi lógica me sigue recordando que es eso, si, solo eso un momento.
Cuanto cuesta la confianza y la credibilidad de un for ever and ever we do!!!
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tobedetermine2020 · 4 years
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Willl I be ready for a new start ??
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tobedetermine2020 · 4 years
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Prayers are stuck in the back of my throat, desire is I’m running my body, life keeps running and I can’t seem to catch up.
Why? Why? Why? And the worst is don’t even think it was real....
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tobedetermine2020 · 4 years
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So we are done and all that I have left are fucking pictures in my phone my mind and my stupid broken heart
So now what I yield now what the Dick I will do with out you? To be fear I don’t know what to do with you either !!
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tobedetermine2020 · 4 years
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A thousand times people told me what was going to happen, I told my self this is what is going to happen and today look at us facing it.
I was in denial I thought I can do this but plans were all against us life and logic said I am wrong and today I face it I’m alive again. Because we couldn’t go agains statistics and logic they win. You are gone I am alone again
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